If I can't be your Daughter,
then I won't be your son.
Forget the shame and
just move on.
The next time you won't see me
I'll be wearing a skirt
and not doing just to please you
would just hurt.

By letting you go there's
nothing I lose,
I care not what you think,
nor of your views.
You should've known anyway,
"A Mother knows" or so they say.
You've run out of time,
I won't wait anymore.
So go and tell that to
the other four.

In fact they too are to leave me alone,
don't knock on my door
and don't try to phone.
You've ignored me too long and
in that time I've grown.
In fact, you've taught me
how to live alone.
The Woman I am has no
fear anymore.
Now walk straight through it,
I'm showing you the door.

Poetry by Kaydee.

Useless love


I’m so full of useless love; nobody wants it.
They can have it for free; I can’t even give it away.
I’m so sick of this useless love; there is no point,
In being so pessimistically disappointed,
Or even trying to speak about, this hopeless romantic love.  Hooray!  
Is not a word I use lightly, only sarcastically.
Misery, my only continuous companion; gone is passion,
For useless love.  Take it all away.


Remove this heart, this useless thing;
This useless love that exists, inside of me.
Remove yourself from my nothing; the bitter waste of your pity.
Keep it all; you need it more, than you will ever need me.
The final fall, worth nothing at all; this useless, useless love.


Loser speaks; says nothing, of interest.
Stop listening to my silence;
Just try your best to be apathetic and not detest.
Just admit that you do not care; join me in my despair.
Go away, I will lock the door.
You will not have to see me crawl
And beg for this useless love, once more.
Just take it all!  This useless love.
I cannot take it at all, anymore.

Stone; gone; pause.


(C)2017 Aa Harvey. All Rights Reserved.

I was not your sun,nor your moon.
You were the galaxy that I was mesmerized by.
Every color,every star, and asteroid that made you who you were; I knew like the back of my hand.
I counted all the planet's that surrounded your heart.
The shooting stars that made up your eyes and how brightly they twinkled when you spoke.
I named every comet that made you smile, and all the constellations that appeared on your skin.

Light years away, but even so I could see you.
Although never close enough to be apart of you. I was the void.
The one no one wanted to talk about.
I swallowed everything up to be like you yet I was nothing.
I had no moons and no stars.

All my gravitational pull wasn't strong enough to make you mine, but even then would we really be one?

Where a star once burned now remained a black hole. The light was gone.
I no longer shone.
I was invisible.