It'll flow when it flows,
Like a babbling brook,
Giggling through meadows,
Of creativity,
And mental banks,
Full of books,

Stimulation,
Free from frustration,
Exaltation,
Intoxication,

Full of life,
Full of love,

To nurture your being,
Cuddle your feelings,
Revive,
Your sense of meaning.

You bloom in adversity,
Feeling life at its fullest,
Solving problems left and right,
Mindset sharper than bullets,

Persistent at every task,
Unafraid to show fear or cover it with a mask,
Using brute honesty to prevail,
Conquering darkness,
Healing ails,

Planting seeds,
To a brighter future,
Dissipating gloom & despair,
Releasing the fragrance of hope,
To grace our air,

Shine with the sun,
Absorb its power,
Grow,
Become one with the Universe,
Flow, you beautiful flower.

All continues on,
Life just is,
In my self-made abyss,

Empty space that vibrates,
Fuzzy with feeling dust,
And lack of trust,

The humid warmth from the coals,
Simmering,

In my groin,
In my brain,

Disrupts my sane judgement,
As I succumb with no shame,
To the lustful *****,
Itching to scream your name.

Floating on air,
Without a care,
The universe engulfs me,

Feeling so light,
Ready to take flight,
Escape this plight,
Be free!,
With all my might,

To awaken my emotions,
And amuse my senses,
To get lost in time,
A private oasis,

With its sea of people,
And rainbow landscape,
Of colors, textures, smells, and sounds,

No long faces,
No races, class, or spaces,
For hate,
Just love and kindness to re hydrate,
My soul and heart,
From this massive heartache.

Suspense,
Mystery,
Engulfs my mind,

Fire,
Breathing,
Heavier with time,

Desire burning,
Aching to bust,

Wet and creamy,
The residue of lust,

Dripping from inside me,
Quivering from your touch,

Traveling through my body,
Reverberating in such,

Take me,
Use me,
Fill me up,

Love me daddy,
I’m your little ****.

Agonizing existence,
Overwhelmed and annoyed,
By the ridiculous amount of choices,
And how little I grow,

Everything and anything,
That is how I feel,
Yet,
Nothing reigns more joyously,
Than my fear.

I want to start a new movement,
With feeling,
That fills you with purpose,
While you read it,

I want to roll through through the world,
Fearless,
Headstrong,
Confident I make a difference,
Not afraid to take a fall,

To take a stand for justice,
Speak my heart freely,
Give my soul reason,
Manifest freedom,

To ***** my words on a page,
That’ll leave you in a daze,
Of complex emotions,
An emotional maze,

To make you feel,
Displace the hurt,
Give you comfort,
Prove your worth.

Bewildering silence,
Words without violence,
Rage on hold,
As I close my eyelids,

Let go of attachment,
Let go of the pain,
You are unbreakable,
Don’t listen to your brain,

You are the symphony of understanding,
The audience of your dreams,
That makes you feel heard,
Fulfills your every need,

You are the embrace you seek,
The match to light your fire,
Passionate comfort,
Available at every hour,

You are resilient,
You are strong,
Flowers bloom in your footsteps,
After every setback,
Every fall,

Delve into your Universe,
Shower in your love,
For you are more than enough,
You are divinely whole.

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Corona,
Tears of la llorona,
Her tears never stop,
Like her ambition and persona,

She feels her feels,
Full body and heart,
So much at times,
It rips her apart,

But she don’t need no seamstress,
She’s proud of her tears,
They represent life, love, and what’s real,

Where’s the pause button?,
To divvy up the pain,
Of being alive,
And feeling insane,

Why does every moment feel like she’s wired?,

Electric, hectic, full of fire,
Emotion as dense as the ocean,
Drowning in free-flow motion,
Fighting the odds, current, and notion,

When will it stop?,
She asks as she drops,

Pleading for that secret potion,
To calm her soul,
And prevent mental explosion,

Llorona, llorona,
She quietly smiles,
Though but intense,
She knows that’s why life’s worthwhile.

I’m a hopeless romantic,
Destined for pain,
My mind wanders,
And soul searches every plane,

For a love so true,
So pure,
And whole,

That engulfs my body,
Mind,
And soul.

Feeling the embrace of denial,
Coursing through my veins,
Worse than poison,
Choking out my pain,

Growing grotesquely,
Losing control,
These powerful palpitations,
Are starting to consume me whole,

Zapped into the darkness,
My limbs feel the tug,
As my intoxicated emotions,
Tear them off one by one,

As I burst,
I am transported in a blink,
Back to the waiting cell,
My mind constructed for me.

In a sea
Of green grass
Bloom gardens
Full of flowers
Exuberant with joy
They laugh when the wind
Tickles them
It's favorite play toys.

Desperate for affection,
Wanting your connection,
Oh how strong I feel for thee,

Melting,
Feeling gooey,
My insides defrost from the cold,
Wicked world,
That hurt it so,

Serotonin release,
A pulse,
A care,
Drowning in warmth,
Gasping for air,

Waves of emotion,
Pull me under,
A sea of love,
Life, commotion,

An entity of its own,
Above me,
I surrender to it's power,
Give into the unknown,
Trust,
Watch the future flower.

Time is ticking,
Hearts expire,
As I mourn the loss of my desire,

I dread the pain,
As it consumes me,
Into this endless black hole of fury,

Feel the wrath,
Between my heart and wits,
As they clash like demons,
From the lack of passion,
In my firepit.

Silence so loud,
It taunts my brain,
Eerie emptiness,
Calling my name,

Sinking into horror,
I lose my breathe,
Uneasy darkness,
Seeping through my chest,

Panic,
Turmoil,
Unending hurry,
Morph and transition,
From scene to scene,
In my private movie,

Staggering emotions,
Intangible,
Yet absolute,
Physical manifestations,
Coursing through,

Creepy creations,
My unconscious enchants,
Oppress reality,
And rationalness,

Pulse accelerating,
Sobbing for air,
Let me go from this madness,
Feed me fresh air.

Feeling the rhyme build up in my chest,
Ready to erupt and take the next step,
To blow you all away with my phaser-like cannons of joy,
That will infect your very being and shake you to the core,

Where logic and emotion crossover in time,
To wrap you in a positive state of mind,
Caress your cheek and mend your heart,
Tender loving care,
A secret art.

A sparkle,
A pump,
A few more sparkles in tow,

Spark the movement,
Of feeling, power, and hope,

The current powers up,
With courage and perseverance,

Her soul lights up,
Hot ****, she’s beaming,

She opens up to her demons,
Sits tight,
Starts breathing,

Embraces the universe,
Her world,
Reason,

Exhale,
The pain and the hurt,
Inhale,
Good fortune, pure love, and your worth,

Pay attention to the universe,
It’s listening to you,

Melt into its warmth,
While it whispers,

You matter,
It’s true.

Knowledge is power,
Knowledge is pain,
That seeps through the heart,
And taints the brain,

Why do I want to be in pain?
Why do I crave what is insane?
A love, a feeling,
A touch, meaning,

That lights me on fire,
Passion with depth,
That melds with my mind,
Longs to connect,

Intertwine,
With my soul,
In a way so real,
Our bodies let go,

Of the stress and the tension,
Pain in suspension,
Knowledge intervention.

My tongue trips when you’re near,
My chest tightens when you sigh,
You hold my heart in your hands,
As we tip toe this fine line,

Of passion and friendship,
Venturing through life,
Close and afar,
Separate but one,

I long to tangle my fingers in your hair,
As we coexist with time,
At our most relaxed point,
Sense of self left outside,

To caress your face,
With a kiss,
Full of care,
Innocence,

To entwine our fingers,
Through our arts,
Encourage,
Lift up,

Spread our wings,
Thrive,
Through the pain and the hurt,

Feel confident,
One is blessed,
And not cursed,

For you are so,
Full of love,
Full of worth.

Today I am filled with rage,
Flame on high,
Censored ******* to the sky,

Primal takeover,
Words cease to exist,
As I release the flame from my fist,

Uneasy noise,
No easy choice,
As I strangle the beast with kindness and love.

Television static,
Echoing loud and clear,
Pulse accelerating,
As I feel my fear,

The pain point emerges,
It stings and throbs,
The physical manifestation,
Of my selfish flaw,

I’m hurdling through hoops,
A million miles a second,
My insides a rorschach test,
Contorting as you beckon,

Fighting inner turmoil,
Digging deep through the soil,
Trying to plan my seeds,
To stay true and loyal,

My heart aches for fantasy,
My heart yearns with envy,

For passion,
For your touch...
To drown in your love.

My to do list is made of things
That I want to do
And today at the top of my to-do list
Is you

I want to do you all day
Before and after work
Let’s play

I want to do you anywhere we go
Get on my knees
And feel you grow

In my mouth
In my hands
In my body

Cover me in all your ***
Before your done

Rinse and repeat
Worship and adore

Show you all the ways I love you
Everyday
And feel confident loving you will never bore me
Or feel like a chore

Because you’ll always be at the top of my to-do list
Today and evermore ❤️🔥✨

Melting into the surreal warmth,
Lulling me to sleep,
Cozy like a blanket,
Soft as a sheep,

My eyes grow heavy,
They trip and fumble,
I must collect my bearings before I take a tumble,

My body is ready,
Take me to sleep,
C’mon sandman,
Give me that dream.

Make the best of this moment 🎈✨
Or eject it 🙅‍♀️✨
From your mind 🧠✨
With the hectic 💥✨
Ordeal of society 👫✨
That brain washes and belittles 🤖✨
The ones pure of heart ❤️✨
Who care 🤗✨
Who stand up ✊✨
For what’s just and fair ⚖️✨
That see through the fake
And nonsensical ways 🙈✨
Of the fearful and envious 👺✨
Whose moral compass is in a haze 🧭✨
From the corruption and influence 💰✨
Of the wicked 🦹✨
Who have made it clear they’re here to stay.💖✨

My heart screams at the injustice,
Thrashes and burns,
The doors to my mind to the ground,
To break the wall,

Ignorance engulf me,
Take me back to the unknown,
Before knowledge became pain,
And the world felt whole,

Beam me up into the night,
Into the nothingness of space,
To drift along the constellations,
That revolve around your face,

My insides heave and spasm,
As I pine in the vacuum of space,
To know of such wonder,
And live without it every day.

Feel what you feel,
Be proud and bold,
You’re alive today,
Your story is ready to unfold,

Choose your adventure,
Friendships and foes,
It’s your choice,
To do the best with what you’ve got,
Whether accompanied or alone,

Trust your instinct,
Trust yourself,
You know better than anyone else,
Who you are within,

If you feel lost,
Look inside (yourself),
You have all the answers,
Even if they hide,

In the darkest forests of your mind,
And deepest chambers of your heart,
You have magic within,
You are a piece of art.

Tingling,
Warmth,
Ascending from below,
Bursting like a facehugger,
Erupting from my soul,

It’s a slow release,
Moistening lips and fingertips,
This new found euphoria,
State of bliss,

My insides glow
and I feel it show,
Illuminating from within,
Swimming with endorphins,

From the unlocked chest,
Of joyness,
Wriggling and ogling,
All within my body.