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212 · Jan 2020
Driving Force Of Mine
Colm Jan 2020
More than anything
It's not a home that I want
Nor people within
Or stuff
Or responsibility
No
It's the freedom of such
The desire to begin
And the standing memory which I've yet to know
Which drives my heart forward
Like a turning car
Racing and ever
Towards new ends
Driving Force Of Mine
Colm Jan 2021
Yawning breathes out sky
Inhaling questioning earth
Breathless we will try
212 · Nov 2018
Stand Up To The Night
Colm Nov 2018
You think I’m scared of you?
Oh timeless fear

Of your taste for light
Which gnaws at stars
And nether years?

Well I’m not

I’m indifferent

Staring without impudence
Into the moonlit eyes
On metal roofs
Where feet can fly

I need not hold or soil with soot
My hands to cup the sky
As is, as it wished

No, nameless fear
I fear you not

But to challenge me with ferociously
Just try and see
What becomes of truth

When you tell me I should be afraid of you
Just to terrify the mortal in me
Just try and bend my eyes away
From the first new sight of another day
And I’ll break your iron will in two
With my indifference

Try as you may
Your power holds no heavens over me

As a broken line of sight is free
From the abiding night which is stripped away

With dawn come every newborn day
And spit in it's eye.
212 · Oct 2021
myLIFE
Colm Oct 2021
My life is cloudy with a chance of smiles. Quiet with a propensity for lofi.
And cold coffee warming like the mountain streams, basking in the summer sun.

Look and see.

Just breathe and let me be.
Yup
212 · Jan 2020
Human Fixitie
Colm Jan 2020
If you're reading me
In this moment now
We are one and the same
Not just in eyes or in fixitie of mind
But by the air we breathe
With the dreams we dream
In mutuality of meaning
We are alive
You're reading me? Thank you for your eyes. (:
211 · Jan 2020
Original Thought
Colm Jan 2020
These words
Are neither alone
  Nor my own

Having found their way from eyes to ears
From ears to mouth
  And down

No thought original
Ought to be originally found
   When it comes to expression out

We speak
And what we think to be our own
  Is found
OG
210 · Jul 2017
The Words of Others (No)
Colm Jul 2017
I refuse to reuse to the point of self abuse
To run from the fear of knowing
Into the arms of those I've already known

No

I will create it on my own
Not out of pride for my own success
(of which I will see little)

No

But because in order for it to exist
I must first find, create and remember this
That, noone besides me
Can ever be me

And that noone will know
If I always say *No
Such a strong word. Such a short word. I wish I was better at saying it.
210 · Jul 2019
Tom's Lament
Colm Jul 2019
My Goldberry

My heart runs dark as blue berries
For you and for your inevitable change

With soft and growing orange light
With cool water wandering skies
You are all of me and as much mine

My Goldberry
Would you never stop
And always change though you needn't try

I give to you my conscious though
And you give to me
Your mercurial eyes

The way of seasons past like our memories passing by
His hat is blue. His boots... Yellow.
209 · Jan 2018
Windows Are
Colm Jan 2018
The perfect form of imagery
They're clear but not
They are but not
Visible but not directly in front of us
A marvel of modern society
A symbol of something
Safe and deadly
Broken but whole
Reflective in all
A monument of our mastery...

**** it Bill Gates
Windows - Always liked em
209 · Apr 2021
Digging
Colm Apr 2021
A sense of self better known?
Perhaps.
But in the company of those others found, and in the investment free. These betterments and attempted others, will in time, be.
Counted as blessings abound, be they only in the attempt.
In unearthing, we are found or hidden
208 · Sep 2018
Hello History
Colm Sep 2018
I don't know you
But I want to

What do you say?
And if you won't

Then I'll see you around
As a smile in history
Short and passing. Like a smile.
207 · Jul 2019
Your Shirtsleeve World
Colm Jul 2019
Everything outside of your universe
Which you cannot SEE because you're already IN
Dictates what you are and have already been
Just a carbon based life form
Just a volley of stars
Stretching out like milky moonlit sea
As you cannot shift what is out of reach
Or find with your eyes that which is out of sight
It is the thought ⁠— the study of that within glass ⁠— which allows you at last
To begin to begin
Your Shirtsleeve World
206 · Jan 2020
Love Is Not Love Apologetic
Colm Jan 2020
When choice is not a matter of heart
Or sight a glance at sun kissed chin
Arise my dawning love, arise
Don't look away
I'm not sorry that we must being
J'San killing it - https://youtu.be/Y0QvbstgevA
206 · Jan 2021
Your name (A Haiku)
Colm Jan 2021
Apart is the tear
Of myself and yours a piece
Every time I hear
</3
206 · Mar 2018
Like With Like
Colm Mar 2018
A thinking boy needs a thinking girl. Someone who knows some of, but not the sum of, what is in his or her own head.
I find this to be true.
205 · Jan 2018
The Conflict
Colm Jan 2018
How is a young man
Intent in mind
To introduce himself
Again?
And yet
For the first time?

I ask of you
But only me
To hear the question
Internally

How is a young man
Supposed to be?
So forward as to ask of you
To spend any amount of time **on me?
Yup... How?
205 · Jun 2018
Uniqueness
Colm Jun 2018
Dancing round the kitchen
Three am an omlet
And the only pair of eyes to see
Will ever be for me
Will ever be for me
Certain sights. Etc.
Colm May 2020
Do you ever find yourself
(when beneath canvasing trees)
Standing alone in the singular comforting heat
Of the of the only illuminant rays to find
Their way through the clouds of leafy green?

Do you? I did
And it felt so immaculate to be
Warm and alone in the wooded wilds
Where I was free
<3
Colm Feb 2020
The beauty of here
Is not me
Or that you can see
With the exactitude of what is
No, the beauty of here is you
And that you're willing to look at all
At this reflective, moonlit, sea
Thanks readers. (:

(for HePo)
203 · Oct 2021
Rooftop
Colm Oct 2021
Moonlight falls
In glorious hues
Of blueberry blue

And settles on roof tiles
Once worn so thin
And installed so new

That an age has since passed
Since the feeling of last
Me atop there with you
Miss that rooftop.
202 · Jan 2018
Side By Side
Colm Jan 2018
It's the doubt which grows in the back of your mind
That you're on the wrong side of the road
That you're going to collide
But not with fate
But head on with an eternity of unkind

Side by side are different directions
Same road and minds
From one to the other, so much can vary.
Colm Feb 2021
There are days on one knee when
I fall for myself
And others then where I
divorce into the dark deep
nonexistence of sleep

The future can have the kids
Cold? Tired? Go to bed. Or with me. Lol
202 · Aug 2018
Whereas...
Colm Aug 2018
It takes a quiet mind to sit and listen, to live this life slowly.

An insatiable appitie is an aggressive death, desire to express and to capture the expression wherever it stands.
As compared to. The opposite.
202 · Nov 2021
Lovers beneath night
Colm Nov 2021
Moonlight is a special ray
Which falls reflective upon us all
Not all, or all the time, at all

But slowly, and somberly, and softly
It starts with an edge of blue alive
And moves like a slow dance between stars ignite

Moonlight, my old friend
Even now in my minds eye
Over top of us, together, it comes to call
Two love might take
201 · May 2021
breath.a
Colm May 2021
seeing you
in minds eye now
and your winding ways
of browning trees
makes me remember and breathe
in the taste of cold
which November only knows
and December wishes it could be
(or was)
201 · Jan 2022
Fog Like Wine
Colm Jan 2022
A riesling fog
Rolls back like fingers
From the base of the Alleghenies

And I
In watching still
Call forth no words to move as it
Newry Set . 2
201 · Jun 2022
Best Words
Colm Jun 2022
It pleases me to think
That one day I woke up
And with
Whatever coffee I had
Made
The best poetry I would ever sing
And noone heard a sound from me
Not even then
And yet I was free
Completely and indifferently
Boxing Poems . 9
200 · Feb 2021
Peppermint Mocha Tanka
Colm Feb 2021
Raptures here in such
Open mouths, discussions sweet
As peppermint dreams,
Therein began still sipping
Less this noisy unknowing
Drink inspired. Tanka of the day.
199 · Aug 2018
Rough Cut Edges
Colm Aug 2018
With an edge like brick
Not beautiful by any means

So curt you are
As spoiled milk

Yet I'm unturned
And therefor left

Alone to drink
In this uncomfortable way
Yup...
198 · Jul 2021
A Thirsty Earth, A Haiku
Colm Jul 2021
A twist of cloud zest
Looking up into sky glass
Perhaps the earth drinks?
197 · Jul 2020
Pretenders Fall
Colm Jul 2020
I pretend to know
How the universe and its infinite rivers
flow like dandelion fields alive
When really the only thing which bursts in me
is unknowing and being
in this reactive fall
And as the earth approaches fast below
I ask it why
And plead to fly
For myself no less to all
You make it up as you go. Everyone does, or at least is envious of those who do.
197 · Jun 2020
A Comet I Couldn't Name
Colm Jun 2020
From a place of light
I pray she falls

A star in another mans backyard
Wholly, for she was bright enough for all

I just prefer the daylight bright
Just as the Summer prefers the Spring over the latter Fall
Be well!
197 · Feb 2021
OPPOSING
Colm Feb 2021
My bones are strong
my back straight enough to keep .
If anything I do not
need any more structure in me .
I need
            opposite . The
197 · Dec 2017
Ebbing
Colm Dec 2017
The water with its honest breath
And the inevitability therein
Will always waiver with the tides
And bring such truth back to me
Like a tempest, with ebb, it begins
From a day long past. When I couldn't post.
197 · Apr 2018
Mindful Eyes
Colm Apr 2018
Her hair alive
A life of its own

With waters clear
And mindful eyes

Ever wide awake
As if with sound

Be it nothing at all
She is ever still
Verbal portrait of a woman in water.
196 · Apr 2022
My mistress named Poetry
Colm Apr 2022
I understand
You're jealous of my words
And greedy for my eyes and time
Which seeks to self aggrandize self
Which forgets our God and you alike

I see this now
As clear as red flame
I can see what wishes you had in mind
And I, and I, still can care for these
But forgot not how to forget this time

Please understand, you are also in
My life
196 · Mar 2018
The Realization
Colm Mar 2018
You always remember the last time
Iconicized within your mind

Think back to when it was actually then
And you'll find it out over and over again

Like a slowing dance
With contented sigh
You can hear the fond memories rolling by
At a gradual pace

Be it in truth to pass
Or in feelings which last

There is the feeling of first
And the memory of last
Gosh, this rings so true to me.
196 · Aug 2020
Breathe Deeply In Darkness
Colm Aug 2020
Does the sunlight worry about its moonlight reflection?
When it cannot see stars either you or me?
No!
Because even in darkness it just sits back,
And with ice on its arm,
Breathes.
https://youtu.be/V8MpPKE9QOQ

Just breathe my friend. Don't worry about what you're supposed to be. You were created to live, be it only for a set number of days. Does the sun worry about exhausting itself, or the stars worry about crashing down? The answer is no, and also no you shouldn't. Trust me, we're all burning out in our own beautiful way. Embrace it and be light.

That and take care!
196 · Aug 2019
Give And Take
Colm Aug 2019
Give me iron
And I'll give you structures

Give me thunder
And I'll give you storms

Give me raindrops falling on an empty beach
And I'll give you a song like never before

Give me one
And I'll give you all

Give me time
And I'll give you naught

Give me the knowledge of what your human heart desires
And I'll give you my every waking thought

Human as this practice may be or not
It is give and take between be taught
Give and take
Colm Jul 2021
look at me knowingly (thru
as I look at you)
as if we were two; the only hands to understand
this universe suddenly grasping anew

look me up and with solitary in
through and thru as I'am to you
hi eyes
195 · Jun 2018
Little Birds
Colm Jun 2018
Homeless is the bird which flies from tree to tree.
And so are we...
So are we...
No home is ever truly home until you're home with HIM
Colm Feb 2020
My old heart roams around with you
Cut out of schedules
Grown out of loafers
Like the gifts once found
Beneath the pleasant tree we once shared
In one
I am all of memory
And once yours
No more
And she can have it. (: (:
Colm Feb 2021
My carbon becoming
near this oxygenated girl
Breathe
breathe
breathe
and breathe
Everything but me, IN
as my outward going is
https://youtu.be/wI1y8b9OG7I
194 · Mar 2018
My Writing Is
Colm Mar 2018
Experiential and sensation
Mixed with a desire to connect
A wonder regarding where its going
And very much
The fear that I'll forget
Scribble, scribble, scrawl it quick
The moment turns like a television set
Onward with the next
The fear I mentioned, is what intuitive mind may call a lightning bolt. A sporadic shock of thought mixed with the alignment of truth and observation. The desire to capture that and hold onto it... That can be a strong motivation.
194 · Aug 2021
Your seeing makes me bright
Colm Aug 2021
You are the restless morning
Breaking over dark horizons
Devoid of light

You see me through
And usher in the dawn
With glorious, knowing, radiant sight

You see me as I am
Not just how I live
And practice, play, at this impatient life

No you are more than nothing
Less than some
With all the coolness of this defeated night

Your seeing makes me bright
https://youtu.be/_kYEboic74c
194 · Dec 2020
Never Aware (of self)
Colm Dec 2020
Does the ocean know where its own heart is?
Or the sand their numbers?
Or the rain its downfall?
No, not at all
It doesn't think of such things at all
194 · Mar 2018
Looking Up
Colm Mar 2018
Dreams are...
Like the stars
Unreachable but
Still embedded
Within existence
You may not reach. But that doesn't mean such a thing does not exist.
194 · Jan 2021
Cold Cream
Colm Jan 2021
Cold cream,
sweeping taste,
atop the hottest cocoa.
Pure bliss which
incites violent smiles
below my eyes.
194 · Jun 2021
Big IF
Colm Jun 2021
If songs had bodies
Yours would be
So fine
And refined
And full of life
Most fine
194 · Jan 2019
Death Of A Good Day
Colm Jan 2019
I'm SAD today
But don't ask WHY
It's about my PAST
Best let it DIE
That's crushing news.
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