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Mar 2018 · 1.2k
Light & Dark
Collins Mar 2018
There's a spark in your eyes that makes me jealous...

Even hope doesn't shimmer that bright.

...

look in to my eyes.

down, down, down it goes.
this abyss of nothing whole.

galaxies made of broken pieces of me.
hollowed voices drift from every chasm of a fractured soul.

this darkness is greedy.

so close your eyes, and pull yourself away.

before

these hollowed voices beguile you,

before

galaxies transfix your gaze and siphon your light.

so close your eyes, and pull yourself away.

Because there's a glint in my eye, that's beginning to make you jealous.
Mar 2018 · 576
Sitting & Waiting
Collins Mar 2018
I'll sit....

...and I'll wait.

Beat me, brand me, berate me.

I'll sit...

...and I'll wait.

Tell me I'm nothing, tell me we were nothing, tell me you don't love me.

...Still...

I'll sit...

...and I'll wait.

Starve me of your attention, disappear from my sight, remove all memories of us.

And still...

I'll sit...

...and I'll wait.

"Poor idiot."

They'll say.

"She'll wait forever if she doesn't learn to leave for herself."
Sometimes patience is not a virtue, learning to let go of someone is hard. Letting go of an idea of someone or something is difficult, particularly when that idea is so whole and complete for you, the notion of it not existing has never occurred; facing that reality can be testing. Learning to let go for ones own well being is crucial to moving on.
Jan 2018 · 1.1k
Shades
Collins Jan 2018
I want nothing and everything in order,

Every shade of pink,

And hue of blue,

I’ll paint every edge and corner of my mind with every colour of you.
Sep 2017 · 593
My Phantom Heart
Collins Sep 2017
You gave me your hand,
I gave you my heart,

Together we wander
Hand in hand

Through Valleys,
Across Rivers,
Over Mountains.

Hand in hand.

But then you went somewhere I could not follow.

Through the parting veil you slipped.

Beyond my sight.

To a place where only my heart can cling to you,

And though my path is shrouded,
There's a single thought that gives me light,

I'll love you with every beat of my Phantom heart.
Jun 2017 · 1.1k
Fire
Collins Jun 2017
There was a sparkle in her eye that would set my heart on fire,

Even though it burned, the blisters were worth the softness of her lips against mine.

But blisters burst

Open wounds fester

Flames turn to wildfire

Then all I could taste was smoke

And I begged for it to rain.
Apr 2017 · 1.1k
Searching
Collins Apr 2017
"There you are!" cried my lips.

"Where have you been?" wept my eyes.

"Just as I remember" sang my arms.

"Never leave again" whispered my heart.
The Ancient Greeks believed that when Humans were created; they were created as 8 limbed creatures that roamed the Earth, with 2 noses, 4 ears and 2 mouths. Fearing that the Humans would one day rise up against the Gods, Zeus gathered them up and tore them in half., and scattered them in to the four winds. Humans were destined to roam the Earth, searching for their other half.
Apr 2017 · 1.0k
Drowning
Collins Apr 2017
Falling in Love with you was like drowning in an Ocean.

There came a point when

My lungs stopped screaming.

Panic turned to Peace.

I closed my eyes and there was calm.
Apr 2017 · 3.1k
Pour
Collins Apr 2017
In my rush to empty you from me


I spilled a small drop of myself


I'll keep pouring you away...


Perhaps the parts of me that spill with you


Were never really me.
Sometimes it hard to let go away of people who seem to almost be a part of you; at times it almost feels like you're letting go of a little of yourself.
Mar 2017 · 10.8k
Beauty
Collins Mar 2017
Come sit with me my dear,

*Even the Stars need the Darkness to shine.
Mar 2017 · 389
Hold on a little tighter
Collins Mar 2017
You,

My Dear.

Smother my thoughts.



Hold on a little tighter.

Til my writhing ends.

Til my heart is still.



Perhaps then,

You'll understand.

How much it hurts to love you.
Jan 2017 · 816
Dor
Collins Jan 2017
Dor
Gone but for the warm kisses on my forehead.
A few months ago, my Mother died. Some days are harder than others. When those hard days start to become unbearable, I think of this. All the times that she'd kiss my forehead and say it would be ok. "Dor" is a Romanian phrase that is used to describe the emotional pain of being separated from the person you Love.
Sep 2016 · 1000
Little spider
Collins Sep 2016
There's this spider I know.
He sits on my lips,
Weaving webs of pure silk.
To trap in my lies...
...those little black flies..
For what horror would ensue
should one but slip.
What havoc I'd wreak
Upon my web of silk...
...now oh so weak.
For there is never just one.
Now there's a hole!

I'm done!

And out they would swarm!
A cloud thick as smoke.

Oh those little black flies....
They'd be my demise...
Should one but slip.
I could choke.
Sep 2016 · 646
Midnight
Collins Sep 2016
I'll never regret the pain of you leaving.
That deep chasm shift.

This lonely love affair with the midnight moon could Never have been.

What a pity that would be.
Jul 2016 · 966
Jazz
Collins Jul 2016
You remind me of Jazz.

The way you sway in and out of my mind.
So gently.
So boldly.
The way you pull me along with the pining in your voice.
Lulling me in to memories of our false Joy.
Jun 2016 · 1.0k
Summer Rain
Collins Jun 2016
What was it like to love her?

It was like running in the summer rain.
No matter how hard it poured.
You couldn't help but stop.
And dance.
Let her soak you to the bone.
Leave you cold.

what was it like to leave her?

Like sleep to the freezing.

— The End —