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Jan 2019 · 56
One
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
One
i want to scream
Cry
Lose my mind
Shout out my whys
And to feel free
Fly up and fall out from the sky
Don't need saving
Won't see me
i'm up way too high
Although it's scary I have my own little light
Sometimes it is so strange
And to that, i can sigh
cause, i may be a lost one, but that too is fine
Jan 2019 · 200
Dark Smile
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
Shadow figures latch aboard
A roller coaster in the wind
A sudden stop, an abrupt plot
A sly smile drenching with sin
The lights are gone, wave off your mind
Blackout and dazed, now that's a sign
It's Deja vú forming again
When will we know when this will end
Jan 2019 · 110
Random Skeletons
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
Rising shadows reaping spirits
Crashing cars and watching flames
Little liars screaming louder
Putting themselves back to shame
After hours cause their powers
Finding Fortune by the aim
Now forced to fall from a tower
Fortune found but we can't claim
Jan 2019 · 369
Bounty
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
Localize broken eyes,
Fated lies, go retry
Snapping till you awake,
Come back for your own sake,
Testing blows, it's music,
Melodies make me sick,
Hefty stack on the way,
Laughing out, celebrate,
Open skies, nothing new,
Sun outshines all the blue,
Flooded land, rushing green,
Endless too, such a scene,
Fleeing fast, go away,
Made money for the day,
Fortunate, for my head,
Checkmate, kings, i'm not dead
Genre?
Jan 2019 · 102
Confetti
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
I'm A                                                                                           Colorful
COLORFUL EXPLOSION                                                        Messy
that Excites                                                                      Commotion and
Those Around                                                            Silently dancing by
Me But                                                                       In the air, gracefully
Just Like                                                            A rainbow of snowflakes
Confetti                                                                              Galore!
I'm A Bomb                                                                    A heartache
That Gets Messy                                                              So messy
Scattered All                                                                     In the sky
Over The                                                                    Changing ground
Place Once                                                                     Covered after
I'm Done                                                                       the party begun
Jan 2019 · 710
In Sync With A Siren II
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
I've sung with a siren,
And I learned that day,
The sea is as heavy,
and cold as the bay,
With wonders come many,
Those lost out at sea,
They don't know the troubles,
They think that they're free,
Till trouble comes singing,
They cheer and they shout,
"We've become great men with true freedom, no doubt",
From cheering to crying, now tranced and at ease,
They come in lured by the song, covered in peace,
They fall into waters, their ship is destroyed,
Restrained to no freedom, the sea will devoid,
Make feasts before sirens, assuming their might,
If only they were humble, they'd be alright,
Now left with the cold blue sea, gone by the night,
The more you control,
Then the weaker your sight.
Jan 2019 · 301
In Sync With A Siren
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
My scales hold my Journey,
My glory and pain,
My love's an eternity,
All men, it tames,
Of all of the poetry,
These words are true,
Sung hypnotically to fully trance you,
As hungry as humans,
A thirst like Lampreys,
I'll gobble you whole,
Mist the path, come my way,
A siren has wishes,
That always come true,
A sea full of missions,
Some vast and as blue.
Jan 2019 · 268
Stopping A Heart
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
The first time in a long time, you've finally been able to rest.
No, not a rest your eyes for a few minutes type of rest.
The real deal.
You're on a break from your job.
From school.
Life has started again.

You can talk to your friends.
Really plan a date this time...
You've been talking to a guy/gal.
You can't tell if you're starting to fall for them.

You've never done this before, but you've wanted it so bad.
You don't get complimented often.
You've never been flirted with by someone you've been attracted to.
It's not like you're only into models or pseudo-**** guys/gals.
Your type of "average" is cute, so your bar isn't that high.

You get a text message from your phone.
You grab it and read what it says.
Your eyes widen!
You clutch your chest!


...Your heart stops.
It drops...




Far
   far
       far
         ...down...


                                         "I've found someone!"
...What's that cracking sound?
Jan 2019 · 223
┴rip Mǝ
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
Falling from the ceiling,
Sinking deeper into stone,
Calling laughter like a demon,
Waiting until my souls gone,
With the sky up in the clouds,
A piece of peace a king would dwell,
Like a moth dressed like a sheep,
A prey for prey in living hell,
Dancing demons singing sadness,
Holding faces till they've calmed,
Sipping poison from jade glasses,
Tying knots with loaded bombs,
It's a lie full of our assets,
We've made hope in broken faith,
Sip the poison till i'm drunken,
Hold me till I lose this daze,
Trip, Confuzzled, Discombobulated, LALALOOPSIE, Dazed
Jan 2019 · 67
Scenes
EmperorOfMine Jan 2019
The scenes are changing rapidly,
Cloaked under the madness,
I hear a little melody,
That feels me with sadness,
A blink, a scene,
A blink, a scene,
Too fast, Can't breathe,
What's happening,
Feels like an hourglass,
But yet, it feels rushed,
Maybe it's like a movie,
We're near the conclusion.
Dec 2018 · 135
Game Over
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
One more life left.
Then it'll be game over.
The clock will reset.
Here come the falling feathers.

Try Again?

Yes or No?

Choose the next path.
May it be for better...or worse.
Dec 2018 · 747
Mirror, Mirror
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
Mirror, Mirror,
One so tall,
Why can't I rise, unless I fall?

Who will come to me when I call?
Will there be anyone who saw?

I don't want to be embarrassed.
From big to small I'll go and be.

Feeling as weak as a wee mouse,
But as small as a little flea.

Oh, Mirror, Mirror,
On the wall,
Who will come to my aid at all?

Will I end up having to crawl?
All by myself, an empty doll.

Is it so sad that I'm afraid;
To be alone, ignored, they say?
I don't want to be lost at bay
When I fall from the sky, that day.
Dec 2018 · 273
Parted Lips
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
Parting your lips...
Is like touching a trigger.

Your words are your bullets,
Your body's the figure.

If aimed at correctly, you could win a dinner.
The better the aiming, your prizes get bigger.

An attractive body can make bullets potent.
You have the choice to make the day sweet or poignant.
Dec 2018 · 360
Xasriel
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
I'd wonder how I got so high
Up in this glass sea of a sky
But I have you to teach me why
You woke my wings so I could fly
A Prince, you are, that's way too kind
You've seen my worth within your eyes
But I won't lie and say I mind
When all is taken, we're just guys

A battlefield you met me on
A place you had no place to be
I, a poor kid, my life was gone
But you of all were royalty
And sought me out risking your name
No one would have thought you were sane
Yet saving me, you did, with glee
For that, I am truly happy

Two kids of war
Now Groom and Groom
A tale of sorts
Should have some room
We've made it far
Just you and me
A lot was hard
Sometimes crazy
My ever after
And Forevermore
Thank you, my king
Whom I adore
Xasriel Dawn, Prince of Munitus
Vanul Dawn, Bridegroom to Xasriel Dawn

Make It A Disney Prince Movie
Dec 2018 · 177
11:11
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
The wind could push me away
The cold could freeze me today
My wings could be clipped off
And I would still be okay
I'm cursed to this fated path
A path vital to a complex world
Silenced to walk a rush of hurt
I knew the wish would never work
It's okay though
I'm okay...so
Dec 2018 · 130
Adapt
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
°
I
Bathe
In
Light
To
See
The
Obstacles
That
Will
Try
To
Thwart
Me



I'm
Covered
In
Darkness
To
Adjust
To
The
Mystery
T­hat
Is
Blinding.
Dec 2018 · 227
Light Demon
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
Tell me when the light burns.

When you do, it's my turn.

I won't coat my pain in your sugar.

Just because you see reality's triggered.

I'm going to light this path of pain.

Reveal the demon that looks just the same.

Not all evil lurks only in the dark.

Did you not know that the light, too, can hurt?

Words aren't only valued when they sound sweet.

So when I tell you the hard truth, it's said for you to keep.

It's out to relate, something that's shied from.

A risk for the worst, but the worst has already come.
Dec 2018 · 154
Hollow Heart
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
A little tyke once had a dream
To find true love within this stream
Though not he knew what this could mean
He moved with eyes of hope they beamed.

The tyke had learned his love was queer
To this world, his love was their fear
He moved on so, no time to cry
He knew his dream still touched the sky.

The boy has lived a journey or two
He's not yet done, his dreams still new
He hopes he'll meet a dreamer too
Who will keep him till their souls are due

The man still kind of has his plan
He's not met mutual men in the end
His dream is aging, it's near its last life
He's falling so fast, blending with the cold black night

The hermit doesn't have a dream
His only desire is to die peacefully
As the lost got their wants now they're left with no heart
The hermit's heart's hollow, he's left it in the dark.

Now a soul left to leave without serenity
Who'd have known that one wish would die out of plenty
Left alone in the dark of this phase of new death
Hopefully, this will mean that he can finally rest...
Sorry to be sad, but this is one poem out of two.
Dec 2018 · 176
:)
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
:)
There is light for you to know
The wings you have are not for show
Use them to fly, make rain alright
The stars go far, make that your sight
Dec 2018 · 85
Mocking Mirror
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
I've come to terms with a pattern stuck on replay
Relaying information structured for a display
Assembling dancing motions to change up the picture
Meeting my choreography like I'm a dance teacher
A picture that adapts is a scene that's called a horror
Alive and presently mocking me as it survives on torture
A loop in the system, guess this is my story
A shortage in my lifespan from the endless worrying.
Dec 2018 · 188
Possession
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
There's a rage so potent within me that just fades and goes somewhere else.
I wonder what happens to it.
I can be in the most bitter state, yet I never hold a grudge...
I just forget.
I mean, I remember, but the tension reforms into fear.
Sometimes I'll stop in my tracks, and I'll smile as wide as I can, and my eyes would shift from stoic to...
a glare.

I've had thoughts of wrath, malice, and pure chaos...an act against my character.

I wonder what demon this is attempting to change my sanity.
What's attempting to paint me into something scary?
As I've gotten older, my memory has become younger.
It's gotten harder to remember things, yet I remember things from the distant past...
I wonder how that comes to be...

I'm being possessed by something truly scary...
But no one can see me.
And when they see me...
They avoid me.
There's nothing wrong with me.
I've held on to friends...
But one thing that is true, they all end up leaving.
It's not because of me.
I don't know what this is...
But I can see patterns...
And that's how this demon wins.
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
Hoping
A
Light
Interrupts
Strife
Acknowledging
Chaos
Inevitably
O­rbiting
Us
Silently
Halisae (Hall - eh - say) - Hope against chaos

Halisacious - To strongly want tension or chaos to be thwarted.

Synonyms - Palisade

"I'm halisacious about this presentation."
"I have halisae for work."
Dec 2018 · 85
phσrum
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
This is not a bad truth
Stay in sync with an ending world
Settling in for a musical adventure
Igniting my transportation
Lend me a hand in hell and heaven
Recognize the living ending
Set your mind to a peace that will shine
Fortune to the clairvoyant
Foreshadowing a great demise
Phorum - A peace with the inevitable end.
Dec 2018 · 517
May The Storm Come
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
If there was a button to erase existence...

Good memories
Bad memories
All that lives within existence
Everything you care and lack care about
Gone and devalued...


Would you press it?
Dec 2018 · 778
ℂᴜʀꜱᴇᴅ
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
Repelling
Relations
Resetting
Rotations
Regretting
Compassions
Em­bedded
Sensations
Suppressing
Emotions
Forgetting
Formation
Settl­ing
Stagnation
Corrupting
Narration
Dec 2018 · 171
Witch Opal
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
Vivid manipulations of
A twisted melody within
The vast deep blue sea
Swallow up your courage
Replace it with confinement
Silencing your power
Snuffing your processing
A roaring living villainy
A complication in the mind
It's all a game the darkness can shine
Dec 2018 · 355
♛♡King's Note♡♛
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
Dec 2018 - To Tenalp Htrae, Namuh Sgnieb:

It is 2018 and the world still plays,
I've walked passed a world with lesser to say,
The ****** walks silently, their faces made up of stress,
Not surprised that a grimace would be the face's way of rest.

As the snow may fall, or the sun still may shine,
This world is clearly shaded darker this time,
For the forests deplete, and the people pollute the seas and skies,
At the end, which is near, the world and everything dies.

People preach of peace, yet they dance silently in chaos,
Changing the script to change this fate may give off some payoff,
As they mute reality with drugs and music alike,
Their eyes are all they need to create some type of strife.

On another note, let me end this one with this,
There are souls that don't know that good exists
We are claiming progress, but I've seen this all before,
A worried soul can see the waves of war,
No change can lead to a stage of fear,
The conclusion to the story can't be good if no one is here...

End.
♥️♥️♥️
Everyone will eventually
Need some form of true love
During the moment time is resumed.
Dec 2018 · 140
Ink spot
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
There was a heart that glowed
Its love was strong and forever gold
Until a shank pierced its way in
Inking the heart black in the end
Dec 2018 · 724
Royal Scene
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
There is a king in sets of four
Next to a queen right by a door
Bowed to the ground, Jester and Jack
Shielding their lives, an Ace in tact
From one to four, to eight to ten
These sets live in a wonderland

A king declares absolute might
A will above all others too
The Ace felt every bit of strife
Ace's judgment named the king's time due
Charging at the king to end him,
The queen stepped forward, as they must

Ace felt himself lose all his rage
Bewitched and cursed by his own lust
Jester and Jack had come intact
To make the queen feel themselves laugh
Trapped by their love
Caged like a dove
The queen lost focus in this fight

Death by a knife
Daggers were thrown
They failed to keep the Ace at bay
Charging in rage
Ace lost his way
King shocked by fear of this death day

Snuffing the Jack
Next goes Jester
The king might not avoid this smack
The Ace would strike
The king went right
The first time the Ace ever missed
The king then shouts
Now thrusting out
Pushing the Ace out of the way

Ace wouldn't lose
Throwing his sword
He bent on rage and casualty
He loved the queen
They loved the Jack
This day truly's a tragedy

The king is dead
The Ace is through
Now off to a newer journey
Who would have known
This would have gone
In such a bitter fantasy
Dec 2018 · 128
Ace of Hearts
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
A knight of love comes in a stride
Declared to protect every love
No matter how this journey goes
They will bring peace from up above
Within their loyal lifted hearts
They pride their strength in compassion
Moved to go work in all they know
Aced in our hearts
A knight of love.
This will lead to several card story
Dec 2018 · 112
A Letter To You
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
To you
who stands alone in the mirror in the place many emotions are exhausted
To you
the one who chokes the life out of tears and smiles alike
To you
alone when you didn't ask for it, yet you have to pretend it will maybe change


It is okay.

You may not see it yet
You may feel like this will never end
And you may be right
But do not allow this beast to corrupt your heart
There is an evil in your ear
Rubbing your shoulder with its nails
Telling you that no one really cares...


It is okay.

Don't fall for it
You will overcome this


This is a game
A trick on your brain
I know, right now I might sound lame...
But there is no peace without the help of rain.


The accomplishment is not within the peace.
The accomplishment is in a struggle that will eventually cease...
Rest your mind, my love.

You will be rewarded a new day for peace.
Dec 2018 · 254
Untitled
EmperorOfMine Dec 2018
This looks like a dream I once had...

Too peaceful to be a nightmare.

Too somber to be a daydream.

I don't like this feeling.
It's deja vu,
I've become sad.

At a distance is a silence,
A drop in the soul,
It's something truly bad.
Nov 2018 · 99
Clean Ugly.
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
There is so much ugly
In the most beautiful things...

Just as there is so much chaos in a room of peace.
Nov 2018 · 145
Tumble
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
In the cold of the winter, I'm wondering

When did the snow get so bold as to stick to me

I'm an impression of compression, I'm just tumbling

I've got confessions, I sparked a tension, now there is something

Lividly darkened and crashing my ride

Corrupting a set of shattering insides

I've lost my passion when I lied to die

Never knew my soul could fly so high
Nov 2018 · 183
Pretty Boy
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
Do you know your worth
Beneath the raven's wing
Do you know you're hurt
The pain that you will bleed
As pretty as they can come
Yet as hurt as they'll ever be
You're a pretty boy
A pretty boy
A pretty toy
And you'll know just what that'll mean.
Nov 2018 · 1.2k
Sardonic Smile
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
I'm a stable chaos
Living lucidly lost
Destructively balanced
With life and death crossed
I'm a cursed romantic
A solitary horror
My path is satanic
I'm bounded to torture
My feelings fade dimly
My care will start dying
This world has grown quainter
There's no point in trying.
Nov 2018 · 295
Foreshadow
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
I stand in front of God's judge scale
I know what will be judged to me
A crushing blow, a weakened soul
What's left of my shattered esteem
Nothings ever what It may seem
Trying to mock the flowing stream
Maybe it's all just a nightmare
There's no way this could be a dream

I see the lost in all the eyes
When I look up there's a gray sky
People pretend this pain's a lie
Ignore the hurt when facts are tried

Go find a mate, that may change fate
Don't be alone for your own sake
Go mingle in and try to shake
It's one thing that shouldn't wait

It's not a myth to go insane
When you are stuck with just your brain
A mate can be family or friend
This is something rarely obtained

I've been judged to have a blessed life
But I will see loved ones cry out
I won't be able to change them
Even if I fight or I shout
It will come like a nightmare
Cause there will be a fallen heart
But it's a dream cause in this stream
That pain will fade as I depart.
Nov 2018 · 1.4k
Hexed
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
I'm complicated
Imperfect
And Insecure
The Gullible
A Troubled one
Emotional
Full of bad thoughts
Not at all cool
A sensitive
Conflicted
Catastrophe
A full story
I'm not unique
Kind of a geek
Sometimes silly
Chatty
Yet Shy
I really try
Sometimes I cry
I know I'll die
Life is no phase
I couldn't lie
Nov 2018 · 331
Concise
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
The worst type of judgment is the judgment of someone who can turn a bomb into a flower but remains silent instead.
Nov 2018 · 132
.Hell-Belt.
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
This world is evil
Set a bomb into motion
Trapped within a hell-belt
Can't escape the misery
A systematic torture
People who are bad are gifted
Those who are good become bad
People idolize outcasting
Crafting a cold misery
Yet the same people complain
This world is so sick
And that's when you realize
No one can see their the ones coughing on everything
This is the simple version since people don't like the longer poems...
Nov 2018 · 91
Botherfly
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
I look in the mirror
You're [b]u[e]g[u]l[t]y[iful]
And I see something inside
A bug
And although, It was there
Too fragile
I analyzed its features
A m~****~o~er~t~fly~h
The wings were so complex, yet so light
Delicate, breakable...
There seems not to be a point in its creation...
It's bothersome...just a symbol
I've seen both of them get eaten by a dragonfly
Ripped their wings right off...
Something like that makes me wonder why.
Nov 2018 · 353
Bane to The Romancer
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
Let I lie with my hopes duly.
Rested in an assurance that I will be found by an ally of fondness.
Pondering to a multitude of angles.
Stranded in just a brink of a nightmare.
May I awaken from this perpetual slumber.
Covet a warm heart of studious and charm before me in attraction.
Lest there be another death to the fall of this curse.
Cursed in miserable repetition, a pattern of repulsions and rejections.
A bane to my heart, parching its ever-yearning desire.
Neverending torture binding my soul in solitude.
Does there remain a path free of this maze?
Won't there be a light to lead the way to freedom?
No one could settle in a course without expiration leading bitter.
A youthful vessel grounded in the rootless sea of brought by time.
Flowing it may be, may it lead my wavering hope into a full victory.
Nov 2018 · 121
ᴍᴏɴᴏᴘʜᴏʙɪᴀ
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
i once had a dream that i was
in a gray world
and
It was time to leave school
to go home
however
i had supplies
on the desk
and everyone was leaving the class
but i was still there
all alone
In this gray void
where
An entity
hoped i'd be
and As i rushed
to put my things away
shifting from organized
to messy
i no longer cared
i just wanted to make it
out of the room
so that i wouldn't be alone
once again
all by myself
where it could be able to
feed on me

Nov 2018 · 198
Meaning
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
Do I have a meaning?

Sometimes I feel like I am without value. Like the pockets on women clothing. I sometimes irritate people, like the nat trying to say hi to your eye.

It's easy to tell someone that they mean something when you don't understand the meaning behind the questions..

I am not asking if I can be defined.
I am not asking if I am at all valuable.

|I am merely asking whether or not I hold any significance in the grand scheme of existence...|

Am I going to be a family member that held no power in my voice, no motion in my hands, no pathway with my feet, no story with my eyes?

Won't I be a beautiful poem of history? Or am I doomed to be a fading memory...?
Nov 2018 · 101
Quench or Parch
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
You don't accept me when I'm beaten down
You don't deserve me when I'm above the clouds
I'm distant when I see a trap
You won't get to be my heart attack

I can quench your burnt love
Or
I can parch your blissfulness

Let me scorch up your **** up
Let me lend you a kiss
It just depends on your choices
Choose the one you won't miss

I just want to relieve the pain
I don't need more to exist.
Nov 2018 · 148
Untitled
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
I don't want to go insane
Chosen to play a bitter game
And even if I'm really bad
My goal will still remain the same
I'm flawed to repel blissfulness
I won't get to see happiness
And honestly, I must confess
All I want now is just to rest
Crushed down into a little bug
Clipped off my wings so I won't flee
Stuck in a loop, I need a hug
It's gotten harder  just to breathe
Left confused in a darkened place
Cursed to walk it all by  myself
I see the dread, I know it's taste
I'm quickly losing all my health.
Nov 2018 · 77
Untitled
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
Cursed and cast away
Lone unlucky *******
My smile has no value
My good has been turned sour
I won't settle for solitude
I'd rather see chaos
A beauty bound by an evil curse
I have no energy to exhaust
Nov 2018 · 2.4k
Make Me warм Again~
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
Poured a potion into a glass
I must pause pain just for the day
Make breaking down a distant past
A few gulps in, lots less to say

Numbing the cold cumbersome wind
Feeling the nice, warm, sensation
Silent smiles, eyes rolling in
I've missed this lone meditation
I know I will wake up brought back from the potion
However, I didn't think I'd stay forever
I used it like it was just another session
A ritual of calm where I could be less altogether
Nov 2018 · 217
Unhinged
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
Call me crazy one more time
I bet a dime you'll lose your mind
And in the dark is when I shine
Although I'm crying I am fine
I smile widely when I'm stressed
They claim they love me more than rest
Picking my brain for little peace
I just want this all to all cease
I see my shadows walk freely
They even try talking to me
My wings were clipped some time ago
I'm ground-bound on this hellish show
I've tried to remain silent here
But they will say to show no fear
So now I watch my story go
Falling down places I don't know.
Nov 2018 · 333
Collapsing
EmperorOfMine Nov 2018
Tick-tock
On the clock
Here I am
I'm Falling
Down and Down
Falling Down
Don't you hear that calling
I'm to blame
What a shame
Wonder why I'm balling
Tears go down
Like a frown
Lost the choice of walking
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