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"wringing" poems
I’m strong, I can stand against the buffeting winds that try push me down. (I’m weak, too easy I fall, giving in to the pressure that mounts from within.) In the face of your discrimination, I’m courageous (I fear your abuse) Yes, I am strong. Though my gnarled hands bend with age, my roots… (break, there is no vigor left in me) Sighing...my mind twists that which should grow into a solid foundation, turning it into (groans of pain, mental anguish. Weakness takes over) A tired thought dances through dim light, bringing some joy into the (bleak. All I see are shadows. Mocking shadows.) Once I believed I had it, an inner strength to deal with anything. (Like a mirage, my spirit couldn’t grasp what it needed.) Now I envision… no, I see what I truly am. My hands are wringing, I’m cold...so cold. I am not strong.
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May 22, 2014
May 22, 2014 at 12:45 PM UTC
Strong
i've tricked them once again i made them believe that everything was fine. ******* I'm good, even after all this time. i'm too good at lying to myself, I'm too good at pushing away the pain. and even tricking myself into believing I'm okay. you're telling me to breathe but my throat keeps closing. you tell me to sleep, but every night is darkness without dreams. how am i supposed to write, without spilling blood on the page. but this is my job now, and i need a decent grade. like forcing a bird to sing for food, you're wringing me out. my mind dripping to the floor, i can't create beautiful things anymore. i'm writing everything over again. repeating repeating repeating myself. what do you want me to say? that everything will be okay? you want me to make my own light, give myself a nicholas sparks ending.   because now I'm exposed, I'm standing in front of you all. and you can practically see the blood dripping down my wrists. with the world standing behind me, its hard to keep my focus. "make it pretty" she says, "don't let them see you're already dead." i can't turn tears to holy water, or my own blood into wine. i can't create beauty, staring Darkness in the eyes.
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Oct 19, 2015
Oct 19, 2015 at 12:50 AM UTC
Will Write For Food
In The Prison Of Winter, No Rise, No Set orbit nearly closed, the radio announcer gleefully chirruping, the twittering fool, "only ** graves to X off till                                                spring" the weight of the prior the wait of the more no matter how little yet to come                     too much insufferable having suffered multiple life sentences you snit **** u don't know better, ha, they don't even run                                          concurrently there are no sunsets in the girding grays of harsher enough and words that fail me, are the winners in the winter of the **** tests and hunts, I have successfully                                  failed of course I'm wrong you petulant hobgoblin wringing nyet from me you'll get no concession, **** science, there are no sunsets in the winter and the sunrises, short unsweetened, light-less, less of less, frigid glaring revealers of dead trees and deader                     men maybe in the Rockies, perhaps the Alps, wonderlands photoshopped, pretty lies on the Internet BS posted where I live, wear the wear the weary neath the sweat stink of layers of unbundled choking hands, winter's damage assessed and assessment is never overdue, payable in                                              immediacy heating bills I can't pay, a job that said no more of you, unpretty please, a woman who sorcerer-scarced herself right freaking black magic quick, trust me I have certified verified, me and Nixon, X's on the kitchen calendar, there is daylight, there is mighty night, almighty in long and colorless and nothing in between, but the smog stained slush of                                                     smothered life but definitely no sunrises and no sunsets watched all day from the imprisoning kitchen window which doubles as a **** you                        mirror there are no, not any, you know what, cannot even say them, the pipe dreams of better yet, pipes that have beaten down me and my disassociated senses, signed sealed and now delivered, from the formerly known as The Summer Man
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Mar 14, 2015
Mar 14, 2015 at 9:39 AM UTC
In the Prison of Winter, No Rise, No Set
In The Prison Of Winter, No Rise, No Set orbit nearly closed, the radio announcer gleefully chirruping, the twittering fool, "only ** graves to X off till                                                spring" the weight of the prior the wait of the more no matter how little yet to come                     too much insufferable having suffered multiple life sentences you snit **** u don't know better, ha, they don't even run                                          concurrently there are no sunsets in the girding grays of harsher enough and words that fail me, are the winners in the winter of the **** tests and hunts, I have successfully                                  failed of course I'm wrong you petulant hobgoblin wringing nyet from me you'll get no concession, **** science, there are no sunsets in the winter and the sunrises, short unsweetened, light-less, less of less, frigid glaring revealers of dead trees and deader                     men maybe in the Rockies, perhaps the Alps, wonderlands photoshopped, pretty lies on the Internet BS posted where I live, wear the wear the weary neath the sweat stink of layers of unbundled choking hands, winter's damage assessed and assessment is never overdue, payable in                                              immediacy heating bills I can't pay, a job that said no more of you, unpretty please, a woman who sorcerer-scarced herself right freaking black magic quick, trust me I have certified verified, me and Nixon, X's on the kitchen calendar, there is daylight, there is mighty night, almighty in long and colorless and nothing in between, but the smog stained slush of                                                     smothered life but definitely no sunrises and no sunsets watched all day from the imprisoning kitchen window which doubles as a **** you                        mirror there are no, not any, you know what, cannot even say them, the pipe dreams of better yet, pipes that have beaten down me and my disassociated senses, signed sealed and now delivered, from the formerly known as The Summer Man
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Your clear eye is the one absolutely beautiful thing. I want to fill it with color and ducks, The zoo of the new Whose name you meditate -- April snowdrop, Indian pipe, Little Stalk without wrinkle, Pool in which images Should be grand and classical Not this troublous Wringing of hands, this dark Ceiling without a star.
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Child
You know Eight Owl City,                                            -ain’t where I’m from? You know the past isn’t pretty,                                                 -why are you dwelling there son? You know every thought’s a lifetime,                                                            -of hands wringing, hands wrung? Forget the past, see the future now,                                                         -Dip-dap-a-looma lung. Dip-dap-a-looma lung, A dip-dap-a-looma lung, Dip-dap-a-looma lung, A dip-dap-a-looma lung, Storm on the horizon,                                    -thunder in the air, Crack-O-lightning split the skies now,                                                              -ignore the clouds their always there… You know Eight Owl City,                                          -is just a place to hide your mind? Life is hard, it ain’t pretty,                                           -lost in a place out of time. Get out your head or you’ll eat yourself,                                                                  -consumed by paranoia, -rage! Forget the past; see your future now,                                                             -all you do in life is age. Dip-dap-a-looma lung, Hands wringing, hands wrung, A dip-dap-a-looma lung, Hear me now as it’s sung, Dip-dap-a-looma lung, A dip-dap-a-looma lung, Dip-dap-a-looma lung, A dip-dap-a-looma lung, Dip-dap-a-looma lung, A dip-dap-a-looma lung,
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Jun 16, 2016
Jun 16, 2016 at 11:42 AM UTC
Eight Owl City
You know Eight Owl City,                                            -ain’t where I’m from? You know the past isn’t pretty,                                                 -why are you dwelling there son? You know every thought’s a lifetime,                                                            -of hands wringing, hands wrung? Forget the past, see the future now,                                                         -Dip-dap-a-looma lung. Dip-dap-a-looma lung, A dip-dap-a-looma lung, Dip-dap-a-looma lung, A dip-dap-a-looma lung, Storm on the horizon,                                    -thunder in the air, Crack-O-lightning split the skies now,                                                              -ignore the clouds their always there… You know Eight Owl City,                                          -is just a place to hide your mind? Life is hard, it ain’t pretty,                                           -lost in a place out of time. Get out your head or you’ll eat yourself,                                                                  -consumed by paranoia, -rage! Forget the past; see your future now,                                                             -all you do in life is age. Dip-dap-a-looma lung, Hands wringing, hands wrung, A dip-dap-a-looma lung, Hear me now as it’s sung, Dip-dap-a-looma lung, A dip-dap-a-looma lung, Dip-dap-a-looma lung, A dip-dap-a-looma lung, Dip-dap-a-looma lung, A dip-dap-a-looma lung,
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It was my thirtieth year to heaven Woke to my hearing from harbour and neighbour wood And the mussel pooled and the heron Priested shore The morning beckon With water praying and call of seagull and rook And the knock of sailing boats on the net webbed wall Myself to set foot That second In the still sleeping town and set forth. My birthday began with the water- Birds and the birds of the winged trees flying my name Above the farms and the white horses And I rose In rainy autumn And walked abroad in a shower of all my days. High tide and the heron dived when I took the road Over the border And the gates Of the town closed as the town awoke. A springful of larks in a rolling Cloud and the roadside bushes brimming with whistling Blackbirds and the sun of October Summery On the hill's shoulder, Here were fond climates and sweet singers suddenly Come in the morning where I wandered and listened To the rain wringing Wind blow cold In the wood faraway under me. Pale rain over the dwindling harbour And over the sea wet church the size of a snail With its horns through mist and the castle Brown as owls But all the gardens Of spring and summer were blooming in the tall tales Beyond the border and under the lark full cloud. There could I marvel My birthday Away but the weather turned around. It turned away from the blithe country And down the other air and the blue altered sky Streamed again a wonder of summer With apples Pears and red currants And I saw in the turning so clearly a child's Forgotten mornings when he walked with his mother Through the parables Of sun light And the legends of the green chapels And the twice told fields of infancy That his tears burned my cheeks and his heart moved in mine. These were the woods the river and sea Where a boy In the listening Summertime of the dead whispered the truth of his joy To the trees and the stones and the fish in the tide. And the mystery Sang alive Still in the water and singingbirds. And there could I marvel my birthday Away but the weather turned around. And the true Joy of the long dead child sang burning In the sun. It was my thirtieth Year to heaven stood there then in the summer noon Though the town below lay leaved with October blood. O may my heart's truth Still be sung On this high hill in a year's turning.
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Poem In October
It was my thirtieth year to heaven Woke to my hearing from harbour and neighbour wood And the mussel pooled and the heron Priested shore The morning beckon With water praying and call of seagull and rook And the knock of sailing boats on the net webbed wall Myself to set foot That second In the still sleeping town and set forth. My birthday began with the water- Birds and the birds of the winged trees flying my name Above the farms and the white horses And I rose In rainy autumn And walked abroad in a shower of all my days. High tide and the heron dived when I took the road Over the border And the gates Of the town closed as the town awoke. A springful of larks in a rolling Cloud and the roadside bushes brimming with whistling Blackbirds and the sun of October Summery On the hill's shoulder, Here were fond climates and sweet singers suddenly Come in the morning where I wandered and listened To the rain wringing Wind blow cold In the wood faraway under me. Pale rain over the dwindling harbour And over the sea wet church the size of a snail With its horns through mist and the castle Brown as owls But all the gardens Of spring and summer were blooming in the tall tales Beyond the border and under the lark full cloud. There could I marvel My birthday Away but the weather turned around. It turned away from the blithe country And down the other air and the blue altered sky Streamed again a wonder of summer With apples Pears and red currants And I saw in the turning so clearly a child's Forgotten mornings when he walked with his mother Through the parables Of sun light And the legends of the green chapels And the twice told fields of infancy That his tears burned my cheeks and his heart moved in mine. These were the woods the river and sea Where a boy In the listening Summertime of the dead whispered the truth of his joy To the trees and the stones and the fish in the tide. And the mystery Sang alive Still in the water and singingbirds. And there could I marvel my birthday Away but the weather turned around. And the true Joy of the long dead child sang burning In the sun. It was my thirtieth Year to heaven stood there then in the summer noon Though the town below lay leaved with October blood. O may my heart's truth Still be sung On this high hill in a year's turning.
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Sitting in Circular Quay in a bistro on a warm winters day dreaming while watching the tourists and ships sail by. As I eat oysters and drink the day in with my wine, past memories wash over me. Morning teas, chats, and paper bark trees, hikes through the bush and walks along the beach. Watching dolphins play at dawn and fishing the waters on New South Wales shores. The Harbor Bridge alight with Bicentennial Fireworks; a surreal beginning to this adventure. Wringing every drop from days spent, finding a new world with each step. Discovering myself through the wisdom and eyes of you, maturing, becoming my own. Like family, you’ve been both mentor and friend, carrying me through fire and back. My life was undone as I first saw your shore. Feeling my heart would break with our first goodbyes, unknowing that an permanent bond had been forged. Tracing back over the years since we met, I’ve been given more than my share. Making me ponder how I have been blessed, to count you as a true friend.
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Aug 20, 2012
Aug 20, 2012 at 9:37 PM UTC
SITTING IN CIRCULAR QUAY
how far must she travel to rediscover her purpose her purpose what a preposterous concept neither rest nor return are purpose neither love nor hate are purpose neither this nor that so then what what is it what is the answer to this unquantifiable question perhaps it rests in the caverns of her dreams in the caverns of her subconscious synesthetic mind seeing colors for numbers and mango puddles in the rain it was always her imaginative spirit that activated her forehead which wrinkled with the tides of hurt pain sadness glory god and she was told to soften that sternness soften it until she was nonexistent but instead she asked what are these things what are their purpose besides drinking foreheads and wringing potential and piping out excuses for this and for that for crimson activities and claret affairs
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Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 8:28 PM UTC
On Being Lost
here comes the fishhead singing here comes the baked potato in drag here comes nothing to do all day long here comes another night of no sleep here comes the phone wringing the wrong tone here comes a termite with a banjo here comes a flagpole with blank eyes here comes a a cat and a dog wearing nylons here comes a machine gun saying here comes bacon burning in the pan here comes a voice saying something dull here comes a newspaper stuffed with small red birds with flat brown beaks here comes a **** carrying a torch a grenade a deathly love here comes a victory carrying one bucket of blood and stumbling over the berry bush and the sheets hang out the windows and the bombers head east west north south get lost get tossed like salad as all the fish in the sea line up and form one line one long line one very long thin line the longest line you could ever imagine and we get lost walking past purple mountains we walk lost bare at last like the knife having given having spit it out like an unexpected olive seed as the girl at the call service screams over the phone: "don't call back! you sound like a ****
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The Most
“but if you have to move your best friend’s body… …you’re on your own.” Your best friend dies Before your eyes Somehow stays alive Then what? ***** salt-licked hair Brittle and frayed by medicine World’s unfathomable weight Trembling beneath the Wisdom Tree Her whole being crumples (arrugar) But her life-force remains intact Body bone Running on spirit reserves Why is that? She stands and cries Staring into ether I sit Wringing my hands Her tears strike the ground In tree-gecko unison ''' Pacific parasite super-strains Blood coated throat The full range of abuse’s color on all fronts for decades Attempted assaults, **** Dengue Giant Centipede venom to the skull But worst of all Rootlessness and fear the monkey on her back had a monkey on its back and was smoking a cigarette ''' Have you ever seen someone Completely broken? Corpsic shell of a woman Gaunt, wan in the tropics “Don’t put your trust in walls… …walls will only crush you when they fall” Brick-bludgeoned body The shrapnel lay like Sun scorched Novice-woven baskets At her feet But now she can see And breath Real breath ''' Genocide’s a ***** yes. Africans seem fatalistic to Americans Baby boy body, Grandpa human- shield “They’re your babies” Short-lived, yes But now they have peace Witnesses still weave the jungle What do you do with a friend who’s Seen real atrocity? Evil? ''' I’m learning. Prayer is power Will transcends the concrete (Bunkle, too.) She serves realness only Her seeking hands unweave the sacred Time is of no luxury right now Serve people through love and Grace awaits discovery ''' I’ve never carried a bleeding body. I needn’t “fear the terror by night, Nor the arrow by day” But I saw someone perish And resurrect What a gift What a gift Gubaadagem, Tinmad.
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Mar 5, 2013
Mar 5, 2013 at 1:45 PM UTC
Crocodile Tears
“but if you have to move your best friend’s body… …you’re on your own.” Your best friend dies Before your eyes Somehow stays alive Then what? ***** salt-licked hair Brittle and frayed by medicine World’s unfathomable weight Trembling beneath the Wisdom Tree Her whole being crumples (arrugar) But her life-force remains intact Body bone Running on spirit reserves Why is that? She stands and cries Staring into ether I sit Wringing my hands Her tears strike the ground In tree-gecko unison ''' Pacific parasite super-strains Blood coated throat The full range of abuse’s color on all fronts for decades Attempted assaults, **** Dengue Giant Centipede venom to the skull But worst of all Rootlessness and fear the monkey on her back had a monkey on its back and was smoking a cigarette ''' Have you ever seen someone Completely broken? Corpsic shell of a woman Gaunt, wan in the tropics “Don’t put your trust in walls… …walls will only crush you when they fall” Brick-bludgeoned body The shrapnel lay like Sun scorched Novice-woven baskets At her feet But now she can see And breath Real breath ''' Genocide’s a ***** yes. Africans seem fatalistic to Americans Baby boy body, Grandpa human- shield “They’re your babies” Short-lived, yes But now they have peace Witnesses still weave the jungle What do you do with a friend who’s Seen real atrocity? Evil? ''' I’m learning. Prayer is power Will transcends the concrete (Bunkle, too.) She serves realness only Her seeking hands unweave the sacred Time is of no luxury right now Serve people through love and Grace awaits discovery ''' I’ve never carried a bleeding body. I needn’t “fear the terror by night, Nor the arrow by day” But I saw someone perish And resurrect What a gift What a gift Gubaadagem, Tinmad.
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i’m sorry i cried when you touched me i wasn’t used to fingers feeling like feathers and hands holding me like a kind of ripe fruit. lovers before you were a bit more heavy handed hard headed tossing me around like some old toy that they were tired of uninspired and wringing me like i somehow had the answers tucked so far in deep. i am not used to being handled gently.
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Jan 14, 2015
Jan 14, 2015 at 1:20 AM UTC
awkward
n. A homesickness for somewhere you cannot return to, the nostalgia and grief for the lost places of your past, places that never were. insatiability makes its burrow in my gall bladder, wringing bile from the ***** craving toxins to purge. i thirst for sweet lexical gaps, holes in patterns, dots that don't make shapes but still gladly connect komorebi n. The sunlight that filters through the leaves of the trees loveliest in the distinction it is only komorebi once filtered, green soul bleeding through
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May 27, 2015
May 27, 2015 at 4:58 PM UTC
hiraeth (lacuna love)
it is like the many nights sleepless intone of light on the tiled floor and surreptitiously under the influence wringing out poems while looking at 8th and 7th street fondling darkness like virgins on the absolute a mutiny of dead cigar butts on the corner as "kuya Louie" passes by with a wrench half-drunk with "Emperador" half-mad with ars poetica. other sense of self somewhere brash and brazen awash with modern sensibilities as this night deepens whiter like the color of new bones to fledgling movements, just like any other night.
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Sep 21, 2015
Sep 21, 2015 at 1:48 AM UTC
Barangay 187, 8th & 7th
"I'd like to be a fly on the wall," you say. Would you? Would you really like to be privy to all that drama and intrigue, without ever being noticed? Sounds nice, I suppose. But I'll let you in on a little secret- That, my dears, is false advertising. Truth is, people always notice flies They just choose to ignore them And lower their voices when you buzz by on sugar-spun wings of self-confidence- Maybe it's just all in your head Maybe you've misinterpreted things-behind kaleidoscope eyes It always looks like there are more of them than you. So you gain confidence You hover on the fringes of their circle And drone out a low hum of 'what've you been up to today?' Or 'how're you?' Or 'long day, huh?' The response is offhand A verbal flick of the wrist Batting the ball back into your conversational court Because coming at you with a fly swatter Or a rolled up Cosmo magazine Takes more effort than they're willing to give. You buzz about some more Hoping maybe the silence will entice them to engage But no, They can't hear your buzzing Or they won't. So instead you stand Fly on the wall Content with watching the light catch your wings Repeatedly wringing your hands near your face In a way they probably think is malevolent I promise I'm not plotting- I'm just juggling the weight of my loneliness Maybe if I shift it from one palm to another Somehow I will lighten the load. Take comfort in this, little fly- The sun makes your wings iridescent And even though they'll never get close enough to see that, you can. It's not a trick of the light Your fractal eyes do not deceive you- They are duplicate.
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Oct 30, 2017
Oct 30, 2017 at 12:53 PM UTC
Fly on the Wall
"I'd like to be a fly on the wall," you say. Would you? Would you really like to be privy to all that drama and intrigue, without ever being noticed? Sounds nice, I suppose. But I'll let you in on a little secret- That, my dears, is false advertising. Truth is, people always notice flies They just choose to ignore them And lower their voices when you buzz by on sugar-spun wings of self-confidence- Maybe it's just all in your head Maybe you've misinterpreted things-behind kaleidoscope eyes It always looks like there are more of them than you. So you gain confidence You hover on the fringes of their circle And drone out a low hum of 'what've you been up to today?' Or 'how're you?' Or 'long day, huh?' The response is offhand A verbal flick of the wrist Batting the ball back into your conversational court Because coming at you with a fly swatter Or a rolled up Cosmo magazine Takes more effort than they're willing to give. You buzz about some more Hoping maybe the silence will entice them to engage But no, They can't hear your buzzing Or they won't. So instead you stand Fly on the wall Content with watching the light catch your wings Repeatedly wringing your hands near your face In a way they probably think is malevolent I promise I'm not plotting- I'm just juggling the weight of my loneliness Maybe if I shift it from one palm to another Somehow I will lighten the load. Take comfort in this, little fly- The sun makes your wings iridescent And even though they'll never get close enough to see that, you can. It's not a trick of the light Your fractal eyes do not deceive you- They are duplicate.
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The parents are sitting behind a glass wall on a brown leather couch. Not black. Not a black couch. There is nothing black in the room at all. There is a glass coffee table with shiny chrome legs. There is a ceramic vase holding red flowers. There is a window overlooking the hospital yard, green grass, oak trees. There is a mother, wringing her hands, there is a father, grinding his teeth, and there is silence. There is so much ready to break in this trembling room.
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Dec 16, 2011
Dec 16, 2011 at 3:48 PM UTC
The Trembling Room
he tickled me with love i imagine behind his merciless IBM grin sadistic chuckle my grandfather loved me built me a swing a wooden airplane gave me a bicycle a cape to wear he taught me pong and pitfall wielding a brush-broom handlebar-moustache a favorite game of his was giving raspberries testing limits his iron fingers wringing squeals of laughter sour under breathless ribs tear-eyed begging fits his old white t-shirt too small to hide his plump hairy belly, i'd tickled him there once poked him where my cousins pointed giggling when the kick came i felt it in the heart more than the back of my knee bent from the sudden sneering force when i asked him years later for a book from his dying bookshelf he joked with a growl the last emphysemic sentence i remember he said to me you gonna bring it back when you're done? i remember the rules of the tickle game and love him back for his sarcasm firecrack generosity .
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Oct 12, 2013
Oct 12, 2013 at 10:00 AM UTC
Jonathan Livingston Seagull
i've been building sentences for you, because there are too many words to keep them stagnant and docile. oh, words on melancholy smiles, chipped porcelain and sunlight dappled through your hair like the sun herself had kissed the crown of your head. i've been writing you letters inside of my head. little golden pinpricks of love seeping through my cells because my body cannot hold the very idea of loving you. in those moments, i am liminal, held tight by the arch of your spine, the pads of your fingers, the way that you held my name in your mouth before it rolled off of your tongue and the smell of your skin in a dark room, with only the moon watching us woefully, sweetly. words like saccharine and your name, slow like honey, taste sweet enough to make me cry. i've been stuck on the idea of loving you, loving me and wringing my hands over bad luck, mon petite chou. and still, you close your eyes, clasp your hands over your ears and brush off my words like dust or snowflakes or unrequited love.
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Sep 9, 2012
Sep 9, 2012 at 10:57 PM UTC
liminal.
What's behind the Bright Red Door, is it all my dreams come true Is this where Time and Circumstances has secretly hidden you Did Circumstances steal you away before the light of day Keeping you confined, for reasons Time won't say Should I crack it open, take a peek, do I dare explore Do I even want to know the secrets of the Bright Red Door Maybe it's my lost childhood, that behind it is imprisoned Books read at bedtime, awake before the sun has risen Mud pies are made, fire flies chased and all my mistakes forgiven Before the division, when Happily Ever After was still envisioned Should I crack it open, take a peek, do I dare explore Do I even want to know the secrets of the Bright Red Door Wonder if it's my future there, right beyond that door I know my past, I know my present, both have left me floored Would it finally all work out, or the universe's fatal blow I'm still holding tightly on to hope, so do I really want to know Should I crack it open, take a peek, do I dare explore Do I even want to know the secrets of the Bright Red Door Standing in front of it, mindlessly wringing my hands Heart beats, that of a humming bird that never lands Skin on fire, as it turns white with the fear Hand shaking, turning cold as the **** comes near Should I crack it open, take a peek, do I dare explore Do I even want to know the secrets of the Bright Red Door If old dreams lie behind it, can't I simply dream anew If it's a lost childhood imprisoned, it's ok, with the years I grew If the future, shouldn't it remain unseen, leaving hope to grow For as mere humans we're ment to look forward, only to tomorrow I turn away from that Bright Red Door, temptation firmly resisted What does lie beyond, I'm sure is severely twisted ©Pauline Russell
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Mar 21, 2017
Mar 21, 2017 at 9:21 PM UTC
Beyond the Bright Red Door
What's behind the Bright Red Door, is it all my dreams come true Is this where Time and Circumstances has secretly hidden you Did Circumstances steal you away before the light of day Keeping you confined, for reasons Time won't say Should I crack it open, take a peek, do I dare explore Do I even want to know the secrets of the Bright Red Door Maybe it's my lost childhood, that behind it is imprisoned Books read at bedtime, awake before the sun has risen Mud pies are made, fire flies chased and all my mistakes forgiven Before the division, when Happily Ever After was still envisioned Should I crack it open, take a peek, do I dare explore Do I even want to know the secrets of the Bright Red Door Wonder if it's my future there, right beyond that door I know my past, I know my present, both have left me floored Would it finally all work out, or the universe's fatal blow I'm still holding tightly on to hope, so do I really want to know Should I crack it open, take a peek, do I dare explore Do I even want to know the secrets of the Bright Red Door Standing in front of it, mindlessly wringing my hands Heart beats, that of a humming bird that never lands Skin on fire, as it turns white with the fear Hand shaking, turning cold as the **** comes near Should I crack it open, take a peek, do I dare explore Do I even want to know the secrets of the Bright Red Door If old dreams lie behind it, can't I simply dream anew If it's a lost childhood imprisoned, it's ok, with the years I grew If the future, shouldn't it remain unseen, leaving hope to grow For as mere humans we're ment to look forward, only to tomorrow I turn away from that Bright Red Door, temptation firmly resisted What does lie beyond, I'm sure is severely twisted ©Pauline Russell
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Muelle de Binondo Street, Barangay San Nicolas, Old Manila. My dad's fate Will always be muddled With nostalgia: The mid-afternoon Traffic of fruit vendors, The toothless strains Of my grandfather's voice, Bouncing off The warehouse walls Like folding cardboard, The ceramic gallops of horse- Drawn kalesas taking him From school to My grandfather's offices, Every day and back, Up and down The cardboard box river To Tondo. There, he hurriedly Buys ten Asado buns From a stall across the Street from their School - a voracious Schoolboy Forever late for class, forever Putting on basketball jerseys Too wide for him, Basketball shorts too Short; body Always too gangly, Too long-limbed, wide eyed And fleet footed For his dreams to catch. He once could dunk. He is still a baby boomer - Scared of firecrackers, Weird penchant For popped collar shirts, Pointed shoes, and Sequins - he, was an avid Lover of stars - his old Dust-strewn bed posts Giving way, I imagine, To iron bars caging The luminous starry night, Floating high above The sewage And the freight trucks That weigh him so. They sang to him. In the tune of My mother's voice - The only album He ever possessed. Song set from His favorite band. "Apo Hiking Society." His favorite word, Was "leap." A disciple Of MJ, Dr. J, And Magic, Samboy, and Jawo, Icarus on hardwood And leaping From the free throw line. "Son," he once told me, "You gotta leap "If you wanna live." He was always afraid of heights. It wasn't until 41 that We made him ride a roller-coaster, That he had even seen a roller-coaster. "You gotta leap "If you wanna live." I think my favorite Memory of my dad Is still him wringing my fingers At Space Mountain with Eyes so tightly shut That we forgot Our fears, And screamed instead: So. This, Is how the stars look like When unbolted By folding cardboard, And iron bars.
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Mar 22, 2015
Mar 22, 2015 at 9:32 AM UTC
Dad
Muelle de Binondo Street, Barangay San Nicolas, Old Manila. My dad's fate Will always be muddled With nostalgia: The mid-afternoon Traffic of fruit vendors, The toothless strains Of my grandfather's voice, Bouncing off The warehouse walls Like folding cardboard, The ceramic gallops of horse- Drawn kalesas taking him From school to My grandfather's offices, Every day and back, Up and down The cardboard box river To Tondo. There, he hurriedly Buys ten Asado buns From a stall across the Street from their School - a voracious Schoolboy Forever late for class, forever Putting on basketball jerseys Too wide for him, Basketball shorts too Short; body Always too gangly, Too long-limbed, wide eyed And fleet footed For his dreams to catch. He once could dunk. He is still a baby boomer - Scared of firecrackers, Weird penchant For popped collar shirts, Pointed shoes, and Sequins - he, was an avid Lover of stars - his old Dust-strewn bed posts Giving way, I imagine, To iron bars caging The luminous starry night, Floating high above The sewage And the freight trucks That weigh him so. They sang to him. In the tune of My mother's voice - The only album He ever possessed. Song set from His favorite band. "Apo Hiking Society." His favorite word, Was "leap." A disciple Of MJ, Dr. J, And Magic, Samboy, and Jawo, Icarus on hardwood And leaping From the free throw line. "Son," he once told me, "You gotta leap "If you wanna live." He was always afraid of heights. It wasn't until 41 that We made him ride a roller-coaster, That he had even seen a roller-coaster. "You gotta leap "If you wanna live." I think my favorite Memory of my dad Is still him wringing my fingers At Space Mountain with Eyes so tightly shut That we forgot Our fears, And screamed instead: So. This, Is how the stars look like When unbolted By folding cardboard, And iron bars.
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The King of the World is on his way now, he always shows up when the chips are down. Everyone just loves The King of the World, he always arrives with his banners unfurled. The King can be a loud chap, or The King can be quite a quiet mime, he even puts his pants on one royal leg at a time! The King might eat breakfast, or The King just might not, he is everything you are, yet is is all that you forgot. He's a musician of sorts, with a very big band, his arrival is in herald, throughout every land -with brass trumpets a-blare, and snare-drums rat-a-tat, he makes everyone aware, that he's now where you're at! The King marches his forces through the cities and fields, assure of his courses, lying flat beneath his heel. He revels at the sight of deterioration, fills his belly with the joy of nations in extinction. The King grounds everything down to things he scrapes off his boots, he topples the governs and poisons the cultural roots. The King's fixations are splashed with spatters of blood, turning kingdoms into crumbles of ashes and mud. He bulldozes the bodies into toxic pits of **** contaminates by obscenity, wringing his hands at the wit. Lionized by his minions in the empty empires he wrought, The King's elite ruling class is dictated with rot. In the aftermath of the bile of his genocidal, sweet plight, The King celebrates with great style, turning the daylight into night. With bonfires a-blaze on the wicked, windy wasteland, The King of the World strikes up his big band, and once marching again will torch and ravish the land, dropping massive, beautiful bombs for the sake of the thrill, melting the people and villages and eroding the hills. The time for The King always is nigh, for he is surrounded by the conjurations of lies. Some say he is evil, (but, he's not the Devil, you see) -He's The King of the World, he is you, he is me.
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Sep 14, 2010
Sep 14, 2010 at 9:14 AM UTC
The King of the World
The King of the World is on his way now, he always shows up when the chips are down. Everyone just loves The King of the World, he always arrives with his banners unfurled. The King can be a loud chap, or The King can be quite a quiet mime, he even puts his pants on one royal leg at a time! The King might eat breakfast, or The King just might not, he is everything you are, yet is is all that you forgot. He's a musician of sorts, with a very big band, his arrival is in herald, throughout every land -with brass trumpets a-blare, and snare-drums rat-a-tat, he makes everyone aware, that he's now where you're at! The King marches his forces through the cities and fields, assure of his courses, lying flat beneath his heel. He revels at the sight of deterioration, fills his belly with the joy of nations in extinction. The King grounds everything down to things he scrapes off his boots, he topples the governs and poisons the cultural roots. The King's fixations are splashed with spatters of blood, turning kingdoms into crumbles of ashes and mud. He bulldozes the bodies into toxic pits of **** contaminates by obscenity, wringing his hands at the wit. Lionized by his minions in the empty empires he wrought, The King's elite ruling class is dictated with rot. In the aftermath of the bile of his genocidal, sweet plight, The King celebrates with great style, turning the daylight into night. With bonfires a-blaze on the wicked, windy wasteland, The King of the World strikes up his big band, and once marching again will torch and ravish the land, dropping massive, beautiful bombs for the sake of the thrill, melting the people and villages and eroding the hills. The time for The King always is nigh, for he is surrounded by the conjurations of lies. Some say he is evil, (but, he's not the Devil, you see) -He's The King of the World, he is you, he is me.
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it was a day of sentences snapped clean off at the root and pulled from my mouth like wisdom teeth until i had none left and i was out of words out of breath it was a day of stones clinging tight to the walls of my throat pebbles in my shoes and boulders reduced to ash slipping through my fingers not enough to hurt anyone but still stinging my eyes it was a day of pink cheeks not the tipsy, happy pink but rather the wilted kind inadvertently displaying the red inside it was a day of clenched fists hands working overtime dancing some twisted dance with no purpose wringing, singing an anxious song as i stayed stubbornly in my seat resisting the urge to dance along it was a day of a need to run into the bushes, through the woods of the crowd and out to the other side to the greener grass and the cloudless sky of a few minutes of alone time it was a day of short poems short fuses all moments lived while the clock just ticked and the bomb never went off i'm still waiting it was a day of waiting
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Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 12:18 AM UTC
a day of short poems
remember the last great unpredictable summer deluded by codeine and cigarettes pulled by lunar cycles toward reproduction practice interconnected over coral reefs before real estate won the forest we slept untouched on the beach encouraged by chemical overuse with our hair tied together in knots and seagulls flocked on long leafy wings their beaks pointed out passed the big rubber sun and i struck your vein with a needle and you struck my strange heart like a runaway slave you danced naked in the florida sun and i stood behind you on tall stalky legs laughing, getting high like an osprey sweating into a shrine, wringing out my heart on the banks of that lazy river in my hometown when the sun went down we chased each other through the thready umbrella of vines and pine roots under the old abandoned bridge a mile long
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Aug 14, 2013
Aug 14, 2013 at 6:02 PM UTC
unpredictable summer
. The oceans are dying, Coral reefs are bleached, Ghostly acidic in the seas, Climate is changing, not for Nero, But for subjects who wait in whirlwinds Eye, underneath uncapped mountain peaks, And water is draining underground.  Where is Reason, where is sense uncommon?  Not with Elected hands who are wringing to lords of zero, Whose legions are sent off, engaged in foreign wars, To scathe, faraway dramas brought back home, Politicians squabble, as they reel, cashing in, Seals of unapprovals, witness hollow, low rings, Infrastructure crumbles, above our dry heads, And Nero plays his fiddle, in a land of perky dead, John Lennon said NYC was in reality the new Rome, soon set to burn, in a decade or so, Nero knows, Nero plays, could give a feck' Humanity is Nero playing his fiery fiddle There is only one issue of news that matters, Not bread, or circus, Kardashians, or deflated Footballs, it is our survival, the earth, heating up, Is angry and we are small, deaf, blind and numb, A mankind of fools with Nero playing his fiddle.
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Jun 25, 2015
Jun 25, 2015 at 8:35 PM UTC
Nero's World
Who was there had seen us Wouldn't bid him run? Heavy lay between us All our sires had done. There he was, a-springing Of a pious race, Setting hags a-swinging In a market-place; Sowing turnips over Where the poppies lay; Looking past the clover, Adding up the hay; Shouting through the Spring song, Clumping down the sod; Toadying, in sing-song, To a crabbed god. There I was, that came of Folk of mud and name-- I that had my name of Them without a name. Up and down a mountain Streeled my silly stock; Passing by a fountain, Wringing at a rock; Devil-gotten sinners, Throwing back their heads, Fiddling for their dinners, Kissing for their beds. Not a one had seen us Wouldn't help him flee. Angry ran between us Blood of him and me. How shall I be mating Who have looked above-- Living for a hating, Dying of a love?
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The Dark Girl's Rhyme
Spontaneity slowly wringing happy tie in superly spand of lilac slingly hyperbolic in siatic spurious Her is a lamp of antique a golden legs of strings Barbara was studied as a woman
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May 8, 2010
May 8, 2010 at 4:58 PM UTC
WHERELY