hazings Nov 2014
Anxiety attacks
As I'm performing
In front of crowd
With all eyes
On me.
Did this in 7th grade for a free write
Em Dec 2014
Anxiety
is a breath never released
suffocation of the lungs
and the whole of your mind
Anxiety
is a clock
that never stops ticking
with the constant click, from past to present
Time never ends
and oh darling
nor does anxiety.
Alex Karmen Apr 2014
i realize now
in the dusk of another oncoming night
that the reason I was scared was because
I feared rejection & being unrequited
but isn't that an intrinsic fear
to all humans?
do you fear it too?
Marie Belle Apr 2015
i am
scared and disappointed

i am scared
for whats to come
to me
and other people

i am disappointed
at people
for causing
me to feel
this way

i am disappointed that i am scared
scared and disappointed
Pixie Sep 2014
I am scared.
I am scared of myself.
Of my mind.
Of who can see the mind I have.
I am scared.

I am scared.
I am scared to hear.
Sacred to think.
Scared to be.
I am scared of me.

I am scared.
I am scared of who is in my head.
I am scared.
I am scared.
I'm tired of being scared.
Scared to love.
Scared to live.
Scared to exist.
I don't want to look back years from now
and regret the years I spent in fear.
And I don't want to regret the years
I spent being afraid of you.
Because even when you promise it will get better, it doesn't stay that way for long.
Ashley Somebody Apr 2014
He scared her badly
And the way she looked at him
Was never the same.
Marie Belle Apr 2015
i'm scared
for you

you want to fight

you've been bullied

i'm waiting
for you
to snap

and get into a fight

i'm scared

for you

to get hurt
i am very scared for him to get hurt
em Sep 2015
My depression plays a game of red light green light.
I'm ok until I'm not.
this is a begining to something, idk what yet, but something, i needed to get some stuff out. probably gonna post more tonight. comment where I could go with this
NitaAnn Jun 2014
She went to bed scared last night, instead of spending hours hiding, she went to bed scared last night. She surrounded herself with pillows and blankets but it did not help. She woke up from nightmares huddled in the very top corner of the bed, shaking and scared, hugging her knees tight to her chest. She remembers the nightmares but she will not talk about them. She is too scared so she will not talk now. Everything has been too scary, overwhelming and now she will not talk to anybody. She will not and she is not allowed. But she is too scared to sleep tonight. She will hide instead, alone, huddled in a blue blanket, shaking and scared.
Scared, lost and utterly confused.
Alone

        sad,  
                   bitter

AND USED.
axr Oct 2014
'I am happy.'
'It's her bipolar.'
'I am sad.'
'It's her bipolar.'
'I am scared and confused.'
'It's her bipolar.'
Why..just why
Flash. Dash. Blank. Tank.
I'm So Scared. I've Frightened Myself.
I Died. I'm Blinded.
All My Hopes, Sanity.
I've Drowned. My Heart Was A Loud Pound.
It Was A Disgrace...I Was Misplaced..
I Got Lost. My Screams Would Burst.
I Fell And Bowed. My Knees Hit The Cold Hard Ground.
My Arm Bleed And Ran So Wildly..Cuts,Scratches,Scars, All That Was Just A Simple Song...A Melody..My Blade Was Like A Same Old Tired Repeated Beat Against My Wrist...

My Skin The Thing That Makes Us Humans Have Beauty...Was Slit Open. I Bounced Nearly Pounced.....
Tried To Smile.
Tried To Laugh.
All I Did Was Cry. Because I Failed At All My Tries.
My Head Buried In My Arm...My Face Turned Red As The Apples That Lied On The Counter....
Tears Streamed Fast As A River.
They Fell Like The Rain Just Like August 17, 2014  The Thunder...The Lightening...The Pouring Rain...It Scared Me More....The Pain...Only If It Drained......Stop..........My Heart Skips Many Beats.....I Wish My Blankets Would Heat Me Up...I'm Cold...Scared...Love..I'm Really Scared..
Something I Went Through....Have You Ever Felt The Same?
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