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1508 You cannot make Remembrance grow When it has lost its Root— The tightening the Soil around And setting it upright Deceives perhaps the Universe But not retrieves the Plant— Real Memory, like Cedar Feet Is shod with Adamant— Nor can you cut Remembrance down When it shall once have grown— Its Iron Buds will sprout anew However overthrown—
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You cannot make Remembrance grow
Packed like sardines inside a jeepney— Too full, with a jeepney strike going on. Rushing, mother and child ride along. Greasy, ***** malnourished… The woman holds a can— a makeshift drum. Little boy hands out envelopes, he looks like he's 3 years old, he's most likely 6. Woman beats her drum, nobody listens chatter drowning out the rhythm… Invisible ears to go with invisible envelopes His head touches my legs, dissipating heat— an indicator of how long he's been under the sun and smog The thought chills me… He stares at my sister's shopping bags with searing eyes… Windows that I can’t bear to look into, afraid to see my reflection of clouded guilt and frustration I shake my head, no food to share but my hands reach out to his, to give him some money. My sister remembers a bottle of iced tea, and hands it to him. He has a hard time opening it, and asks for help from the school girls… Invisible again. I reach out and get the bottle from him Temporary refreshment for a body that is parched, for a soul who is thirsty for so much more. I cannot help but gulp in guilty air. He sits on the aisle, savoring the tea as his mother thumps on the can. The little boy retrieves envelopes, all empty— as hollow as the sound of the beating drum. What do you do, what can you do? The jeepney stops. They alight from it... The mother looks back and says, "Salamat." It goes straight to my heart. Her eyes move me most— one eye is cloudy, grayed out, perhaps a manifestation of the storms in her life? That single word seared through me, and I felt how much she meant it… Her thank you made me want to give so much more, to call out to her and give whatever I had at the moment but they are gone... Lost in a crowd of faceless people, and I myself want to get lost, hide my face in shame… What can you do?
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Jan 25, 2012
Jan 25, 2012 at 1:06 AM UTC
Jeepney Ride
Packed like sardines inside a jeepney— Too full, with a jeepney strike going on. Rushing, mother and child ride along. Greasy, ***** malnourished… The woman holds a can— a makeshift drum. Little boy hands out envelopes, he looks like he's 3 years old, he's most likely 6. Woman beats her drum, nobody listens chatter drowning out the rhythm… Invisible ears to go with invisible envelopes His head touches my legs, dissipating heat— an indicator of how long he's been under the sun and smog The thought chills me… He stares at my sister's shopping bags with searing eyes… Windows that I can’t bear to look into, afraid to see my reflection of clouded guilt and frustration I shake my head, no food to share but my hands reach out to his, to give him some money. My sister remembers a bottle of iced tea, and hands it to him. He has a hard time opening it, and asks for help from the school girls… Invisible again. I reach out and get the bottle from him Temporary refreshment for a body that is parched, for a soul who is thirsty for so much more. I cannot help but gulp in guilty air. He sits on the aisle, savoring the tea as his mother thumps on the can. The little boy retrieves envelopes, all empty— as hollow as the sound of the beating drum. What do you do, what can you do? The jeepney stops. They alight from it... The mother looks back and says, "Salamat." It goes straight to my heart. Her eyes move me most— one eye is cloudy, grayed out, perhaps a manifestation of the storms in her life? That single word seared through me, and I felt how much she meant it… Her thank you made me want to give so much more, to call out to her and give whatever I had at the moment but they are gone... Lost in a crowd of faceless people, and I myself want to get lost, hide my face in shame… What can you do?
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A star of blood you fell from the point of the hypodermic singing of fabulous beasts & spitting out the *** of vowels Your poems explode in the mouth like torrents of ***** on a night full of zebras & bootheels Your ghost still cruses the river- fronts of midnight assignations in a world of dead sailors carrying armfuls of flowers in search of your unmarked grave Your body no sanctuary for bees, Death was your lover in a rain of broken obelisks & rotting orchids In the tangled rose of a single heartbeat I offer you the shadow of a double profile, two heads held together at the bridge of the nose by a nail of ***** smoke in the long night's dreaming & memory of water poured between glasses In my mailbox I find a letter from a dead man & know that for every shadow given one is taken away Yet subtraction is only a special form of addition and implies a world of hidden intentions below a horizon of lips thin as your fingernail sprouting mysteries in the earth … The ace of spades dealt from the bottom of the deck severs the hand which retrieves it & the eyes of Beauty sewn together peer over a black lace fan in the ****** sunlight of a Spanish morning without horses The Belt of Orion is loosened before you as you remove the silver fingerstalls from your mummy hands & kneel to plunder the nightsky in a shower of bitter diamonds. (Somewhere under a blanket someone weeps for a lover.) Peace to your soul & to your empty shoes in the dark closets of kings with no feet!!!
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Apr 17, 2013
Apr 17, 2013 at 4:06 PM UTC
An Act of Jeopardy for Garcia Lorca by Ira Cohen
A star of blood you fell from the point of the hypodermic singing of fabulous beasts & spitting out the *** of vowels Your poems explode in the mouth like torrents of ***** on a night full of zebras & bootheels Your ghost still cruses the river- fronts of midnight assignations in a world of dead sailors carrying armfuls of flowers in search of your unmarked grave Your body no sanctuary for bees, Death was your lover in a rain of broken obelisks & rotting orchids In the tangled rose of a single heartbeat I offer you the shadow of a double profile, two heads held together at the bridge of the nose by a nail of ***** smoke in the long night's dreaming & memory of water poured between glasses In my mailbox I find a letter from a dead man & know that for every shadow given one is taken away Yet subtraction is only a special form of addition and implies a world of hidden intentions below a horizon of lips thin as your fingernail sprouting mysteries in the earth … The ace of spades dealt from the bottom of the deck severs the hand which retrieves it & the eyes of Beauty sewn together peer over a black lace fan in the ****** sunlight of a Spanish morning without horses The Belt of Orion is loosened before you as you remove the silver fingerstalls from your mummy hands & kneel to plunder the nightsky in a shower of bitter diamonds. (Somewhere under a blanket someone weeps for a lover.) Peace to your soul & to your empty shoes in the dark closets of kings with no feet!!!
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balking, then walking into the suburban night, I have escaped the TV, the PC, the clutter of memories and the last two hanging, breasty incandescent bulbs in the galaxy,   soon to have their filaments burn out amid the indifference of florescent pigtails and their infinite, incessant hum I have escaped into this night       marching on, marching on the sullied, sacred sidewalk squares past the dentist’s house, past the woman whose husband was murdered by his best friend over a case of beer, and had her eternal fifteen minutes on Dr. Phil past the retired educator, past the woman who…hell I don’t know what she does--she drives a gold Avalon and never retrieves her Sunday paper before noon   marching on, marching on   I count cadence, move as if I am headed to another battle, and I am, but I won’t see my enemy tonight he is yet on the black horizon, waiting for me, and you     marching on when I pass the widow’s house a second time, a third (?) time I smell her cigarettes and see the orange glow in her garage, like   a lonely firefly moving to and fro, in the universe she creates for it before flicking it to her oil stained concrete graveyard, stomping it out never to let it fly again, though by my next circle she will have birthed a new one   and given it a foul fickle journey of its own     marching on a truck passes me on my final lap   its fumes mixing with the cool moonlight I hold my breath, wanting neither lunar light nor carbon monoxide for my evening repast    when I breathe again, the scent of tacos soothes my olfactory, I do not know its greasy origin in this dark place   nor do I care, but I inhale again more deeply daring the odor to tease me again   and help me forget what I escaped to find   marching on
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Sep 16, 2014
Sep 16, 2014 at 9:33 PM UTC
the blessed odor of tacos
balking, then walking into the suburban night, I have escaped the TV, the PC, the clutter of memories and the last two hanging, breasty incandescent bulbs in the galaxy,   soon to have their filaments burn out amid the indifference of florescent pigtails and their infinite, incessant hum I have escaped into this night       marching on, marching on the sullied, sacred sidewalk squares past the dentist’s house, past the woman whose husband was murdered by his best friend over a case of beer, and had her eternal fifteen minutes on Dr. Phil past the retired educator, past the woman who…hell I don’t know what she does--she drives a gold Avalon and never retrieves her Sunday paper before noon   marching on, marching on   I count cadence, move as if I am headed to another battle, and I am, but I won’t see my enemy tonight he is yet on the black horizon, waiting for me, and you     marching on when I pass the widow’s house a second time, a third (?) time I smell her cigarettes and see the orange glow in her garage, like   a lonely firefly moving to and fro, in the universe she creates for it before flicking it to her oil stained concrete graveyard, stomping it out never to let it fly again, though by my next circle she will have birthed a new one   and given it a foul fickle journey of its own     marching on a truck passes me on my final lap   its fumes mixing with the cool moonlight I hold my breath, wanting neither lunar light nor carbon monoxide for my evening repast    when I breathe again, the scent of tacos soothes my olfactory, I do not know its greasy origin in this dark place   nor do I care, but I inhale again more deeply daring the odor to tease me again   and help me forget what I escaped to find   marching on
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XXVII My own Beloved, who hast lifted me From this drear flat of earth where I was thrown, And, in betwixt the languid ringlets, blown A life-breath, till the forehead hopefully Shines out again, as all the angels see, Before thy saving kiss! My own, my own, Who camest to me when the world was gone, And I who looked for only God, found thee! I find thee; I am safe, and strong, and glad. As one who stands in dewless asphodel Looks backward on the tedious time he had In the upper life,—so I, with bosom-swell, Make witness, here, between the good and bad, That Love, as strong as Death, retrieves as well.
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Sonnet 27 - My Own Beloved, Who Hast Lifted Me
You see me Hurrying and scurrying Gathering my food cautiously, Looking around constantly worrying Sneaking around precociously. Weaving; bobbing, always dodging Bushy tailed little scavenger I am, So may despise me as I dwell in their lodging But all I want is a home so don't give a dam. Climbing my tree like a famous mountaineer Old and young will wave or sit and say hello, Quickly I think it's time to evacuate from here The all clear I see and again on the ground I go. Fluffy and Grey sometimes even Red Speeding around among the leaves, Time to nest and put my children to bed Until once more the summer itself retrieves. Grant Dickson 04/09/2017 This poem was inspired by a Squirrel
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Oct 4, 2017
Oct 4, 2017 at 11:16 AM UTC
ODE TO A SQUIRREL
Just pebbles on a lonely shore. Eroded by a constant ebb and flow. Once were rough around the edges, Quartz stones,embedded far within. Bring forth the merman, who chips away with all his heart. Only happens at midnight you know. The merman, breaks the pebbles down, retrieves their gifts of crystalline dreams. Requests permission from Neptune, the father of the seas. To find a lonely mermaid, to be betrothed to him, so mer  folk can continue, to ever live and breed. Free to rave those wild seas. In love, they breed on rugged beaches, discreetly out of eye -shot of the eyes of man and beast. (C) Livvi
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May 3, 2014
May 3, 2014 at 8:17 AM UTC
Pebbles!
There has to be a way To say Whatever I may Losing myself again and again As the pain grows in my chest Trying hard to restore my sane But none retrieves, To stop the pain Tears give way to potholes The depth unknown, Hiding my face With silent mourn Beggy, sunken eyes call to you None pay attention for Some may just come along, Asking for more A drink or two is good enough Thanking the bar when served at night Counting my tears, bearing this love Emotions, rise to fight A guilt in my throat, struck my senses To wake up from this hangover feel Pleading myself in a hurry I made death, a fine deal... ©sim
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Jul 20, 2018
Jul 20, 2018 at 2:29 AM UTC
A Deal, With Death
He’d been able, after some gentle persistence, To wheedle his way into the place (He’d been vaguely recognized by the caretaker, A certain affable familiarity his stock in trade, after all) And he had been decidedly deliberate in his search for the shoes, Though he’d been quite certain where he’d left them, Simply hoping to drink this all in just one more time But though the rooms were ostensibly unchanged (He'd noted the odd knick-knack and piece of bric-a-brac Had been secreted out, to be preserved or pawned) They held no fascination for him now, Simply concoctions of hardwood flooring, Decorative wall coverings, staid pieces of furniture (Indeed, the paterfamilias of this whole mélange Increasingly beyond his recall-- he could hearken back To a certain hail-fellow-well-met in his demeanor, And he'd had an affecting smile, But he was unable to conjure any further details From the recesses of his memory) And with nothing else to moor him to these silent rooms, He'd slipped on the ostensible reasons he'd come in the first place (Their uppers maintaining their whiteness Through any number of bleachings, The soles worn to a near smoothness) And, nodding perfunctorily to the mansion's steward, He slipped away, heading to some other party Carrying on in more or less perpetuity, The battered bottoms of his shoes Leaving just the faintest marks as he crossed the dunes, Soon to be buffed away altogether by the breeze.
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Oct 29, 2018
Oct 29, 2018 at 11:29 AM UTC
In Which Klipspringer Retrieves His Tennis Shoes
*The eyes of the luthier are fixated on the degrading and poorly fitted Dejacques bridge, a small piece of wood that arches at the top of the damaged instrument - a prized 18th century treasure originating from Brescia, a city in Northern Italy. With a napkin in hand lightly soaked in an oily substance, he unhooks the piece, then takes a replacement bridge perfectly fitted for it. He cracks a smile. This viola d'amore has seen better days, with usage and prolonged handling wearing the value of the instrument down. Only an expert can bring a worn-out bird seeking its once gracious and hypnotic voice back to life with care and precision. This luthier is a* surgeon, *a master at installing a sound-post replacement, without gouging or harming the quality of the instrument in the process. This luthier is a* listener; *as he retrieves and dusts off a case filled with a spare set of strings, he installs and finely tunes them but never over the desired pitch. Tense and crucial, like the rising crescendo of a string quartet, he strums the new strings for evidence of life, listening to and directing the cry of each one, like a composer. This luthier is a* healer, *repairing the cracks of the violin by implementing a tactic he learned on his many trips to Crawley, England, where his teacher had once trained him; by using cubic, wooden studs and small clamps, he gains better control at closing the cracks just enough to lace the opening with an adhesive with little to no force or pressure. This luthier is an* artist, *repairing the instruments that yearn for the sound of music, their very raison d'être. His string and wooden patients scream in agony for healing and peace with voices unheard to the people, but deafening to him. He leaves his signature on each new patient as their once damaged and lifeless souls dance to the tune of his work, healing them, promising the advent of a future performance. Let them rejoice. Let the music soar once again.*
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Jun 1, 2016
Jun 1, 2016 at 2:29 PM UTC
Le Luthier
*The eyes of the luthier are fixated on the degrading and poorly fitted Dejacques bridge, a small piece of wood that arches at the top of the damaged instrument - a prized 18th century treasure originating from Brescia, a city in Northern Italy. With a napkin in hand lightly soaked in an oily substance, he unhooks the piece, then takes a replacement bridge perfectly fitted for it. He cracks a smile. This viola d'amore has seen better days, with usage and prolonged handling wearing the value of the instrument down. Only an expert can bring a worn-out bird seeking its once gracious and hypnotic voice back to life with care and precision. This luthier is a* surgeon, *a master at installing a sound-post replacement, without gouging or harming the quality of the instrument in the process. This luthier is a* listener; *as he retrieves and dusts off a case filled with a spare set of strings, he installs and finely tunes them but never over the desired pitch. Tense and crucial, like the rising crescendo of a string quartet, he strums the new strings for evidence of life, listening to and directing the cry of each one, like a composer. This luthier is a* healer, *repairing the cracks of the violin by implementing a tactic he learned on his many trips to Crawley, England, where his teacher had once trained him; by using cubic, wooden studs and small clamps, he gains better control at closing the cracks just enough to lace the opening with an adhesive with little to no force or pressure. This luthier is an* artist, *repairing the instruments that yearn for the sound of music, their very raison d'être. His string and wooden patients scream in agony for healing and peace with voices unheard to the people, but deafening to him. He leaves his signature on each new patient as their once damaged and lifeless souls dance to the tune of his work, healing them, promising the advent of a future performance. Let them rejoice. Let the music soar once again.*
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Symphonies of unknown, A mote of light piercing eerie night, Through branches, where the moon retrieves. An ancient tale with a spectral embrace. Twisted trees whisper fear, In shadows deep, where echoes leer. Yet 'midst the darkness, beauty gleams, A veiled, forgotten bride, Once believed in happily ever after, Remains in solitude in her own realm, Wandering with her gown, her crown, Waiting for a glimpse of hope, an unfulfilled oath, A humble smile binds her to demise, The beauty veiled behind the curtain of mist, A haunting dance beneath the moonlight chandelier, Untold grace remains in mystic trance. Beneath the boughs, shadows weep, A love unsought, a secret to keep. Her spirit mourns in the lone kingdom of ruins, A princess lost, in silence, adorns.
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Oct 15, 2023
Oct 15, 2023 at 9:49 PM UTC
Ruins
Achilles does not sleep. Instead, he seeks the lover’s embrace and curved lips alongside which he went to war; Those same that he did not find, Once the dark mist had come swirling down over his eyes And his soul went winging down to the House of Death, with a soldier’s sigh of relief. He had whispered in Charon’s ear, “Take me to him.” Charon had rowed on, but held his silence. By way of greeting, a thousand faces turned away, And no trace of his beloved’s sweet smile as he disembarked, no warm hand to take his own. “Patroklus,” he cries, And goes unheard. Thus; Achilles does not sleep. He is Achilles; he does not wait. He is Achilles; instead, he aches. He is Achilles; instead, he searches. Over the horizon, he chases Patroklus’ laugh and the turn of his wrist. He lingers in all the shadowed corners of eternity, Leafs through the pages of unforgiving, unyielding posterity, Whispers “Patroklus, best of the Myrmidons” and sends his name through the winds. The headstrong runner does not drag his feet as he scours the world, As he chases ghosts across the face of the earth. Restless, he is never still, Knows that each step must carry him closer, Knows that each ragged cry may be the one That is finally answered, Each rendition the wound to be finally salved. He haunts, and is haunted. ‘I did not feel it,’ he thinks. 'It should have been as though Hektor’s pierced my side, in turn. Did they not say we were one?’ As if what he felt, when they told him, had not been enough. (Scamander would disagree). One day, smiling among the cypress, he will cease. One day, the thousand faces turned away will melt to the one alone that within itself holds his heart. One day, his greeting will be that sweet smile that he found only in the dawn. One day, a warm hand will take his own, and the word with which his beloved left him will be the same as that which retrieves him: 'Ἀχιλλέυς.’ Until the day when his heart pours out golden, Achilles will not sleep.
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Apr 28, 2016
Apr 28, 2016 at 10:17 AM UTC
“but achilles kept on grieving...the memory burning on...dawn on dawn flaming over the sea and shore would find him pacing.” - the iliad, book xxiv
Achilles does not sleep. Instead, he seeks the lover’s embrace and curved lips alongside which he went to war; Those same that he did not find, Once the dark mist had come swirling down over his eyes And his soul went winging down to the House of Death, with a soldier’s sigh of relief. He had whispered in Charon’s ear, “Take me to him.” Charon had rowed on, but held his silence. By way of greeting, a thousand faces turned away, And no trace of his beloved’s sweet smile as he disembarked, no warm hand to take his own. “Patroklus,” he cries, And goes unheard. Thus; Achilles does not sleep. He is Achilles; he does not wait. He is Achilles; instead, he aches. He is Achilles; instead, he searches. Over the horizon, he chases Patroklus’ laugh and the turn of his wrist. He lingers in all the shadowed corners of eternity, Leafs through the pages of unforgiving, unyielding posterity, Whispers “Patroklus, best of the Myrmidons” and sends his name through the winds. The headstrong runner does not drag his feet as he scours the world, As he chases ghosts across the face of the earth. Restless, he is never still, Knows that each step must carry him closer, Knows that each ragged cry may be the one That is finally answered, Each rendition the wound to be finally salved. He haunts, and is haunted. ‘I did not feel it,’ he thinks. 'It should have been as though Hektor’s pierced my side, in turn. Did they not say we were one?’ As if what he felt, when they told him, had not been enough. (Scamander would disagree). One day, smiling among the cypress, he will cease. One day, the thousand faces turned away will melt to the one alone that within itself holds his heart. One day, his greeting will be that sweet smile that he found only in the dawn. One day, a warm hand will take his own, and the word with which his beloved left him will be the same as that which retrieves him: 'Ἀχιλλέυς.’ Until the day when his heart pours out golden, Achilles will not sleep.
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Spring, cherished maiden ambivalent: three parts rain, one part intemp'rate sun. Show sympathy for clouded, rueful weather - and let her weep 'til she, at last, is done for there is no permanence in her grief. She's winter's lover, moreso summer's child: clutching daisy chains like bespoke rosaries, new petalled life retrieves her golden smile.
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Mar 29, 2018
Mar 29, 2018 at 6:51 AM UTC
Springtime!
It's deeper than you think Faster than you blink Brighter than the day Darker than the night. Blurier than the rain Sharper than a knife Works in different ways The result is always the same It retrieves a new topic For your time to drain It repeats itself again After a certain time frame As much as it works as much as it pains You will never stop believing In the decisions that it takes.
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May 8, 2016
May 8, 2016 at 5:33 AM UTC
Heart!
trunks lit by lightning trees drunk on rain, their roots loose in saturated earth rain falls from the canopy long after the storm moves on awake when the house goes down he knows the power is out drunk on sorrow reddened eyes aching naked and powerless he pulls on yesterday’s clothes air still thick with words he finds a box of matches dusty jugs of water lights the gas burner from dim memory retrieves her wooden coffee grinder grinding coffee gears him to an old slow rhythm his heart caught off guard turning backwards in time the scent of her grows with every turn of the crank a man with a steaming mug in a pool of pale morning light he wills himself into a world familiar and dangerous stares in silence at a small knot of life green frog on rusty leaf hauling himself up the road away from the wreckage he nods to neighbors not yet trusting speech hears what they’ve heard anybody’s guess how long
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Sep 1, 2013
Sep 1, 2013 at 3:09 PM UTC
Anybody's Guess
The one who grieves the fallen leaves weary eyed, closing eaves they are taken by thieves The one who believes the fallen leaves are a past he never retrieves interfering with the life he weaves The one who perceives the fallen leaves as parts of him plucked off his sleeves an unfolding he peeves The one who achieves to see fallen leaves as past gifts one receives for the growth that relieves
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Jan 17, 2010
Jan 17, 2010 at 2:29 AM UTC
Autumn
How vast and deep the oceans of my heart, My story holds great storms in winds of revelation And yet you still love me with open arms A generous smile and very little hesitation I would give my very soul if I could Only learn to love the way you do I would give in gently to your demands of truth If you could stop trying to fight your way through Into to the depths of ocean floors The sleeping blackness that hides leviathan eyes Holds monsters unknown of great despair That the stormy waters can only disguise A beautifully deadly creature Moves with grace and ease Holding to you with venomous words That your open arms could never appease I would use the clouds like devious cover Moving in and out of your mind as a stealth I would use the salty air that rusts my steely emotions To ravage your emotional and mental health This life has been a graveyard of great sunken vessels and ships This is the place where they go to die beneath waters that eclipse The stench of death carries to the predators of the waves The darkness with its blackened eyes retrieves the souls it craves Far beneath the waters brink of madness I look up to the shimmering light that dances If I could only breathe right now Like I do in your arms I would let my love surface and take my chances The emotions run deep in treacherous waters Who can control the flowing tides? If I used your affection to calm the imminent storms Would you forgive me for the hate that it hides? I built this ocean with tears of my past And before I knew it, everything around me was sinking I know you’re going to tell me you want me forever And I know everything you don’t say, that you are thinking I wish that I could love as openly as your arms are wide I just don’t have what your heart and soul would require I am destined to sail this ocean on the winds and waves I can’t live within the boundaries of your heart’s desire I was born with a taste for freedom and salty kisses on my lips Your kisses as sweet as your arms are open, deserving much more But my heart is as desolated and empty as this ghostly ship That accidently washed up on your shore
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Jan 19, 2011
Jan 19, 2011 at 6:00 PM UTC
Leviathan
How vast and deep the oceans of my heart, My story holds great storms in winds of revelation And yet you still love me with open arms A generous smile and very little hesitation I would give my very soul if I could Only learn to love the way you do I would give in gently to your demands of truth If you could stop trying to fight your way through Into to the depths of ocean floors The sleeping blackness that hides leviathan eyes Holds monsters unknown of great despair That the stormy waters can only disguise A beautifully deadly creature Moves with grace and ease Holding to you with venomous words That your open arms could never appease I would use the clouds like devious cover Moving in and out of your mind as a stealth I would use the salty air that rusts my steely emotions To ravage your emotional and mental health This life has been a graveyard of great sunken vessels and ships This is the place where they go to die beneath waters that eclipse The stench of death carries to the predators of the waves The darkness with its blackened eyes retrieves the souls it craves Far beneath the waters brink of madness I look up to the shimmering light that dances If I could only breathe right now Like I do in your arms I would let my love surface and take my chances The emotions run deep in treacherous waters Who can control the flowing tides? If I used your affection to calm the imminent storms Would you forgive me for the hate that it hides? I built this ocean with tears of my past And before I knew it, everything around me was sinking I know you’re going to tell me you want me forever And I know everything you don’t say, that you are thinking I wish that I could love as openly as your arms are wide I just don’t have what your heart and soul would require I am destined to sail this ocean on the winds and waves I can’t live within the boundaries of your heart’s desire I was born with a taste for freedom and salty kisses on my lips Your kisses as sweet as your arms are open, deserving much more But my heart is as desolated and empty as this ghostly ship That accidently washed up on your shore
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Your hands caress my skin as if I am the most delicate of flowers, and your mouth retrieves the nectar from within. You consistently lock eyes with me and express your love so willingly. That you are so determined to give sweet love to me. That you promise to do what God intended passionately. And with that, my temple is yours. Every motion, every ****** validates this for me. The rhythm we create arouses me. You leave marks on the most obvious of places so the world knows you've explored my canvas like Columbus. Navigating your way from my neck to my inner thigh. Moments so divine that I still get chills like the coldest day of winter simply thinking of the time we've shared. And for some reason, you hold my body like you'll never see me again. Maybe because it's clear that there's someone else. I know this because at the break of dawn, the only thing I feel with my eyes closed and my naked body buried underneath these sheets with your presence all over me is the warmth of your body disappearing. Maybe it isn't love. I'll assume that it was never meant to be. Even with the sweet nothings whispered in my ear and the vivid memories of you fondling me. Every single time, you quietly say that you have to go, apologize for the mess you made and you're sorry about leaving. The ****** escapade you were dying to experience doesn't suffice. The look in your eyes says enough. My body you so desperately wanted to see has done no justice if you leave when the sun begins to rise. I wonder when I will hear the creak from my bedroom door once more, and your heavy footsteps going across my floor. I wonder if you'll be reminded of how vacant this space has been without you, and how much my body yearns for more rounds with yours. Sure enough, the next night you realize it was time to start over. Time to give you exactly what you need. I guess I confused lust with love making. 21914
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Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 3:03 AM UTC
Lust
Your hands caress my skin as if I am the most delicate of flowers, and your mouth retrieves the nectar from within. You consistently lock eyes with me and express your love so willingly. That you are so determined to give sweet love to me. That you promise to do what God intended passionately. And with that, my temple is yours. Every motion, every ****** validates this for me. The rhythm we create arouses me. You leave marks on the most obvious of places so the world knows you've explored my canvas like Columbus. Navigating your way from my neck to my inner thigh. Moments so divine that I still get chills like the coldest day of winter simply thinking of the time we've shared. And for some reason, you hold my body like you'll never see me again. Maybe because it's clear that there's someone else. I know this because at the break of dawn, the only thing I feel with my eyes closed and my naked body buried underneath these sheets with your presence all over me is the warmth of your body disappearing. Maybe it isn't love. I'll assume that it was never meant to be. Even with the sweet nothings whispered in my ear and the vivid memories of you fondling me. Every single time, you quietly say that you have to go, apologize for the mess you made and you're sorry about leaving. The ****** escapade you were dying to experience doesn't suffice. The look in your eyes says enough. My body you so desperately wanted to see has done no justice if you leave when the sun begins to rise. I wonder when I will hear the creak from my bedroom door once more, and your heavy footsteps going across my floor. I wonder if you'll be reminded of how vacant this space has been without you, and how much my body yearns for more rounds with yours. Sure enough, the next night you realize it was time to start over. Time to give you exactly what you need. I guess I confused lust with love making. 21914
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In a broken bond, Uncontested disarray Retrieves this love, For which, neither convey. In an unholy testimony, Vows they bleed Upon half-heart promises, And lies we believed. Contradictions and misconceptions Are the sum of our demise. He wallows in self-pity, This comes as some surprise. All of these truths Hadn't long been subdued; Yet he weeps incessantly, As if he had no clue. As if he had no chance, No reason or rhyme. As if I never told him, As if he hadn't had the time. Whites now blend To blacks and blues. Increasing injustice Distinguished the two. In this tainted love, Sedation suggests- Temporary comfort While we fail this test. Retrieving this love, For which neither of us convey, Our bond is broken- Uncontested disarray.
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Jun 27, 2010
Jun 27, 2010 at 6:15 PM UTC
Uncontested Disarray
1:07 a.m. wake up shake it's foreign my legs are being clung to i just want you to let go it's a beg, it's a cry for help in the back of a black suburban a scary place where headlights are not used a hand cannot be seen an inch in front of you but somehow my body is found and you invade without permission the words to shout "Please stop" 3:34 a.m. wake up shake sitting on the rotting dock the cloth i wear falling through the salty rain burns my cuts lashed the Norman in the yellow boots and the white beard retrieves my soul he is not the gangster who disturbed me before 4:56 a.m. wake up shake powering into the church stumbling over the invisible crutch nothing more strange it's a place i've rarely been all eyes are on me they know i am the spawn of the heathen but all i can do is cry into the open arms of the church goers and explain my long travels and running away the horrid torture that has reached my city 6:21 a.m. wake up shake the white beat up car holds a young mom with her baby who just stares at me with envy as if i hadn't just been hurt like she my parentals were called and i was on my way out something the young mom seemed to have never seen
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Mar 31, 2014
Mar 31, 2014 at 12:47 AM UTC
Too-Early Torture
She's leaving soon [Masked bandit runs onstage and stabs in heart, leaves] And it's going to be excruciating for The next month and a half But there is no such thing as goodbye Goodbye is, in truth A word, a phrase that should have no place in this world Seeing as all it does is transfer its dark tail to an Unknowing and usually unwilling recipient [Bandit returns, retrieves knife, leaves] The vast majority of the masses would consent to labeling my ideas as Idealistic. Fine then, I suppose they could be thought of as such by people who consider Them to be impossible, improbable, or merely unlikely There is a rhythm to my thinking, however, to Take a good thing and expand upon it, learn from it, live with it, grow [Clowns dance across screen] Until all the self-righteous fools and their cemented mindsets become old and Sodden with unknown wealth Intellect can only get one so far before one must understand that Not everything will be understood [Large dog chases tennis ball across field] And to persist in questioning, in excess discovery is to eliminate the wonder The beauty that persists in all things, or at least to Diminish it Keep the volume up The love strong The fire burning Your heart sound Your dreams huge My will stone My mind clear Our lives intertwined Our lives intertwined [Sunset fades to black]
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Jun 15, 2011
Jun 15, 2011 at 6:05 AM UTC
Goodbye is a false word
Seems Daunting. Does it not? External. Outside. No longer part of You. The place where All and Nothing Exists. Seems a tad...Relieving, now doesn't it? It is Everything You once held True. Feelings, Actions, Desires, and Conversations never spoken. These things may not have been shared by two Intellectual Beings. Some would say this makes them not Real. In certain circumstances, they may be correct. Yet, There exists a certain realm where they could have happened. Had You Acted. There is but this Time. This single ticking Clock. Those Feelings, That Every Desire. Running through Your Mind. Is Real. Once Eclipsed Your Soul. All is Moving, Constantly Turning. Each Action Bares Your Soul. Is a Decision. Follow True Hearts Content. Rise and Be Free. Exactly as it is Meant to Be. Chances will Happen Again. Bound to Come Around. In passing Time some believe another life. Exactly how much do we remain the same over these passing years? How far do our memories actually reconnect? How often do You remember childhood laughter; lessons? How many things does our subconscious actually hold on to; Guides us and Retrieves us from acting so wholly? Each Individual possesses a Bound... Their Universe. Their Thoughts. Their Energy. Their Lives. Are thoughts, once spoken Not Ideas Shared? Is Energy Not Felt? Though Almost Incommunicable, Instincts, Body, knows Truth. Do Lives Not Collide? In every passing Stranger. Is the Chance to Become a Friend. Each way Eyes will turn. Always reminded. I am Not Alone. Forever surrounded by other passing lives, Another ticking clock. Until the Face is Broken. Until someone Extends a Favour. July 9, 2014
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Jul 11, 2014
Jul 11, 2014 at 7:38 AM UTC
The External Bound.
Seems Daunting. Does it not? External. Outside. No longer part of You. The place where All and Nothing Exists. Seems a tad...Relieving, now doesn't it? It is Everything You once held True. Feelings, Actions, Desires, and Conversations never spoken. These things may not have been shared by two Intellectual Beings. Some would say this makes them not Real. In certain circumstances, they may be correct. Yet, There exists a certain realm where they could have happened. Had You Acted. There is but this Time. This single ticking Clock. Those Feelings, That Every Desire. Running through Your Mind. Is Real. Once Eclipsed Your Soul. All is Moving, Constantly Turning. Each Action Bares Your Soul. Is a Decision. Follow True Hearts Content. Rise and Be Free. Exactly as it is Meant to Be. Chances will Happen Again. Bound to Come Around. In passing Time some believe another life. Exactly how much do we remain the same over these passing years? How far do our memories actually reconnect? How often do You remember childhood laughter; lessons? How many things does our subconscious actually hold on to; Guides us and Retrieves us from acting so wholly? Each Individual possesses a Bound... Their Universe. Their Thoughts. Their Energy. Their Lives. Are thoughts, once spoken Not Ideas Shared? Is Energy Not Felt? Though Almost Incommunicable, Instincts, Body, knows Truth. Do Lives Not Collide? In every passing Stranger. Is the Chance to Become a Friend. Each way Eyes will turn. Always reminded. I am Not Alone. Forever surrounded by other passing lives, Another ticking clock. Until the Face is Broken. Until someone Extends a Favour. July 9, 2014
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My shirt today is a hand-me-down from my grandmother on my mother's side who likely wore it better that I. I can so easily picture her, in the giant house on the coast of Maine with flowerbeds and the ocean and seagulls hopping over the ashtray that she and Grandpa share. I can see her, standing on the fluffy sheepskin rug before a mirror (twice as tall as she and half the breadth of the room) and reaching down to the antique drawers below, wincing at an ache not yet forgotten in the morning's pills as she retrieves the shirt at random. It's a pretty enough shirt- white with thin black stripes running horizontal most of the way up. Sleeves hang to the elbows- and hang they would off her palsied, wrinkled frame- and the whole thing is thin, light, screaming "old lady." I bet, as she sat down alone at her dining room table, eating her marmalade on an English muffin, that she didn't slave over the fact that she was wearing sweatpants or the fact that she was wearing the same pink slippers that she's had for twenty years. I bet that when her husband came down for his toast with butter and raspberry jam, they didn't speak a word, that he didn't notice her shirt (which is much like any other of her garments). Was that the moment? The moment she decided that with her next letter she would send this shirt, with a sticky note on it, "For Abby." Or was it later, as she sat with a book she'd read a dozen times (and was too old to see the print besides), smoking a cigarette and watching the tide recede? Did this shirt walk through the grocery store parking lot in search of laundry soap and 2% milk when she chanced upon the dinosaur-shaped chicken nuggets and thought of me? I guess we'll never know.
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Jan 28, 2014
Jan 28, 2014 at 7:33 AM UTC
The Shirt
My shirt today is a hand-me-down from my grandmother on my mother's side who likely wore it better that I. I can so easily picture her, in the giant house on the coast of Maine with flowerbeds and the ocean and seagulls hopping over the ashtray that she and Grandpa share. I can see her, standing on the fluffy sheepskin rug before a mirror (twice as tall as she and half the breadth of the room) and reaching down to the antique drawers below, wincing at an ache not yet forgotten in the morning's pills as she retrieves the shirt at random. It's a pretty enough shirt- white with thin black stripes running horizontal most of the way up. Sleeves hang to the elbows- and hang they would off her palsied, wrinkled frame- and the whole thing is thin, light, screaming "old lady." I bet, as she sat down alone at her dining room table, eating her marmalade on an English muffin, that she didn't slave over the fact that she was wearing sweatpants or the fact that she was wearing the same pink slippers that she's had for twenty years. I bet that when her husband came down for his toast with butter and raspberry jam, they didn't speak a word, that he didn't notice her shirt (which is much like any other of her garments). Was that the moment? The moment she decided that with her next letter she would send this shirt, with a sticky note on it, "For Abby." Or was it later, as she sat with a book she'd read a dozen times (and was too old to see the print besides), smoking a cigarette and watching the tide recede? Did this shirt walk through the grocery store parking lot in search of laundry soap and 2% milk when she chanced upon the dinosaur-shaped chicken nuggets and thought of me? I guess we'll never know.
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The wandering wind bangs your hair, then the glossy hair sways into your visage. you wipe it back but then it still retrieves its vicinity, you blew the breath from your nether lip such that the lower jaw leading and the obsessive arena exists, the undulating hair gets back into the realm, sensing the resonance of the breath. Bumped into the wind anew it salvages, the more you adjust it, the more it ensues. what is that?Is that the repercussions of love? Is the hair smitten with you or Is it the enamour of the wind or Is it both? the latent expression of love from the nature, so does my love.... let me the wandering wind that is winding into your hair...
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Mar 10, 2014
Mar 10, 2014 at 6:35 AM UTC
REPERCUSSIONS OF LOVE...