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Went to my magwinya lady today, she's contained at the canteens on north campus, As she rose up her left eye was bluish ****** grey, A lump in my throat formed not as big as the one on her face, my eyes secreted their salty solution, my mind quickly processed confusion, "M-m-m-m-may i-i-i p-p-lease have five magwinyas" She smirked at my muttered utterance as she began to fill the thin transparent plastic with the oily flour-filled ***** I reluctantly asked "What happened to your eye?" She responded in Xhosa reasonably assuming my common cocoa coating meant our tongues matched until I told her otherwise. Eventually she simply said, "Fight". I said, "you got in to a fight?" She said "Mmm". I went over to my banana lady and said the magwinya lady has a black eye and she casually claimed, "Her boyfriend beat her yesterday." Confirming what my teary eyes and lumpy throat knew to be true when I saw my sweet magwinya lady with a swollen eye ****** grey and blue. Frustrated at the nothing I could do. Powerlessly pirched on a brown bench as the black sparrows chirped pleading for a piece of my last magwinya, Should I tell her to escape? Is that even my place? How many black eyes are blotched on this bruised land i, a fearful foreigner, trace? I'll bury my brain in my book, somewhat cowardly crook, I'll see what i saw but take no second look, like a camel's head in the sand, I'll timidly tell myself these things are just too hard to understand.
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Nov 3, 2021
Nov 3, 2021 at 6:43 AM UTC
black eyes & silent sighs
Before I leave Please know I Only Loved you when I Absolutely knew Reality was long gone Don't believe In much Since you left Or how to cry Really it's just too Difficult to Even Recognize your face
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Nov 4, 2014
Nov 4, 2014 at 6:53 PM UTC
BiPolar Disorder
Dear Miss ********, We regret to inform you that unfortunately at this time we do not have space for you at our company. Yours, Xxxx xxxxxxxx Dear Miss *******, We regret to inform you that unfortunately at this time we cannot offer you a place with our company as you are under qualified. Yours ** xxxxx Dear Miss ********, Thank you for your application. We regret to inform you that you are over-qualified for the position. Yours,  xxxxxxx *** Dear Miss ******, I don’t think so love. This isn’t even a letter, this is my managerial position on you handing me your cv. Cheers, bahbye now Dear Miss *******, This isn’t really a letter either, but despite how un-pc this is, we can’t hire you due to your gender. Thanks anyway, save your paper. Dear Miss ********, Thank you for your application, unfortunately we had stronger applicants. Yours, etc.,  aaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaa Dear Miss ********, Thank you for your application. Unfortunately we are not hiring at the moment even though we had advertised the job you applied for. Yours, xxxxxxxxx xxxxx Dear Miss ********, We had left it between you and another applicant, and couldn’t decide so we flipped a coin, and she won. You’re a lovely girl though. Yours, fffffff ffff fffff Dear Miss ********, I refer to your claim for Jobseekers Benefit/Assistance at VVVVVV’s CCCCCC local office. Jobseekers Benefit/Assistance claims are subject to periodic review, consequently, I would appreciate if you would attend this office for interview on the 31/17/78 and bring the following : 1. Proof of Identity (i.e. Passport or Driving Licence or Long version of your Birth Certificate) 2.  Proof of Residency (e.g. Letter from landlord/ Rent Book/ Lease/ Mortgage Receipt/ Letter from Parents + Household Bill) 3. Written Proof of recent job applications and replies. 4. Proof of job applications made through FAS 5. FAS courses applied for. 6. A copy of your Curriculum Vitae (CV): unemployed from 7. If your spouse/partner is an adult dependent on your claim, please bring his/her GNIB and Passport/Travel Documents. Failure to respond to this letter may lead to suspension or disallowance of claim. Yours sincerely, **** ***** Local Officer
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Feb 15, 2013
Feb 15, 2013 at 10:26 AM UTC
Rejection
Dear Miss ********, We regret to inform you that unfortunately at this time we do not have space for you at our company. Yours, Xxxx xxxxxxxx Dear Miss *******, We regret to inform you that unfortunately at this time we cannot offer you a place with our company as you are under qualified. Yours ** xxxxx Dear Miss ********, Thank you for your application. We regret to inform you that you are over-qualified for the position. Yours,  xxxxxxx *** Dear Miss ******, I don’t think so love. This isn’t even a letter, this is my managerial position on you handing me your cv. Cheers, bahbye now Dear Miss *******, This isn’t really a letter either, but despite how un-pc this is, we can’t hire you due to your gender. Thanks anyway, save your paper. Dear Miss ********, Thank you for your application, unfortunately we had stronger applicants. Yours, etc.,  aaaaaa aaaaaaaaaaaaa Dear Miss ********, Thank you for your application. Unfortunately we are not hiring at the moment even though we had advertised the job you applied for. Yours, xxxxxxxxx xxxxx Dear Miss ********, We had left it between you and another applicant, and couldn’t decide so we flipped a coin, and she won. You’re a lovely girl though. Yours, fffffff ffff fffff Dear Miss ********, I refer to your claim for Jobseekers Benefit/Assistance at VVVVVV’s CCCCCC local office. Jobseekers Benefit/Assistance claims are subject to periodic review, consequently, I would appreciate if you would attend this office for interview on the 31/17/78 and bring the following : 1. Proof of Identity (i.e. Passport or Driving Licence or Long version of your Birth Certificate) 2.  Proof of Residency (e.g. Letter from landlord/ Rent Book/ Lease/ Mortgage Receipt/ Letter from Parents + Household Bill) 3. Written Proof of recent job applications and replies. 4. Proof of job applications made through FAS 5. FAS courses applied for. 6. A copy of your Curriculum Vitae (CV): unemployed from 7. If your spouse/partner is an adult dependent on your claim, please bring his/her GNIB and Passport/Travel Documents. Failure to respond to this letter may lead to suspension or disallowance of claim. Yours sincerely, **** ***** Local Officer
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I like to think that I'm a mixture of a sunflower, a lioness, and a tortoise. why? simply because a sunflower is exuberant, vibrant in color, flows softly and carelessly with the wind, plain and simple, Intriguing to say the lease. why a lioness? because she is Queen of the Sahara desert. she is loyal, she is independent and does not fully need to depend on a male, though when given the right one, she'll go through many lengths to accommodate him. she is also full in color,  plastered with battle scars to prove that she is of worth and can handle the meat thrown at her with nothing but scavengers surrounding her, tempting her. why a tortoise? because they are slow and steady, live on land with feet as claws, being able to dig into troubles and come out more wise than before. Also they can retrieve back into their cave for as long and as endless as they want, solitude is acceptable and perfered. one is noticeable yet, easily breakable and disposable. one is lazy, yet keen one is small, yet can take on the world for three hundred and thirty years. I'll be forever, and memorable, and radiant.
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Jun 7, 2014
Jun 7, 2014 at 5:22 AM UTC
SLR
Shall I compare thee to a summer’s day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate. Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, And summer’s lease hath all too short a date. Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines, And often is his gold complexion dimmed; And every fair from fair sometime declines, By chance, or nature’s changing course untrimmed. But thy eternal summer shall not fade Nor lose possession of that fair thou ow’st; Nor shall death brag thou wand’rest in his shade, When in eternal lines to time thou grow’st, So long as men can breathe or eyes can see, So long lives this, and this gives life to thee.
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Sonnet 018: Shall I Compare Thee To A Summer’s Day?
As the violet of day draws to a close...           Witnessed the dwindling vermillion sun,              being swallowed   by the horizon. Ever so slowly,        seconds stretched...       This moment here... Captured...       and                 froze.             Brushing off the indigos     and                 blues.           of the past,             Whilst I shed these scarlet tears. Burdened with               unfounded speculation and fears.         Gifted the         lease of bravery but I know...         it wouldn't last.       A final skirmish             between                           night and light.             My crimson wings     spread to greet the.         green evening air.             Feather and wind.             spoke to each other;       quivered as if               the same story         they shared.           A conversation                   that ended quickly before both took               flight.                         To the                         highest heavens, leaving a           trail of leaves from days of yellow...           Flying past the                  blushing orange cheeks   of                         sleeping clouds.              Evading the beckoning of                           night's curtains and             shrouds.       Into the sun, I would go.                 Beyond world's end,            I would follow... To find you                   where the universe                       would run its course.                       I'd gladly soar through        spectrum's grain, Through               unfamiliar realms and                                 warped new planes. Why?           Because       blood red   rubies           pump             through mine and                 garnets           flow                     through yours...
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Apr 30, 2015
Apr 30, 2015 at 2:38 PM UTC
Spectrum Red
As the violet of day draws to a close...           Witnessed the dwindling vermillion sun,              being swallowed   by the horizon. Ever so slowly,        seconds stretched...       This moment here... Captured...       and                 froze.             Brushing off the indigos     and                 blues.           of the past,             Whilst I shed these scarlet tears. Burdened with               unfounded speculation and fears.         Gifted the         lease of bravery but I know...         it wouldn't last.       A final skirmish             between                           night and light.             My crimson wings     spread to greet the.         green evening air.             Feather and wind.             spoke to each other;       quivered as if               the same story         they shared.           A conversation                   that ended quickly before both took               flight.                         To the                         highest heavens, leaving a           trail of leaves from days of yellow...           Flying past the                  blushing orange cheeks   of                         sleeping clouds.              Evading the beckoning of                           night's curtains and             shrouds.       Into the sun, I would go.                 Beyond world's end,            I would follow... To find you                   where the universe                       would run its course.                       I'd gladly soar through        spectrum's grain, Through               unfamiliar realms and                                 warped new planes. Why?           Because       blood red   rubies           pump             through mine and                 garnets           flow                     through yours...
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Chocolate in, Chocolate out; Eating chocolate Makes me doubt The lease I have With Hershey. But I'm not In a hurry, I'll sit here And not worry. I'll give a wipe Then scurry For another bar. But my gut's feeling's I won't get far.
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Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 8:03 AM UTC
Chocolate
Poems come from our inner pain, Bleeding out and down the drain, Pulling readers into our woe, Chilling hearts like falling snow. I will rebel against this trend And bring my whining to an end By listing blessings yet untold While I am well and growing old. First, let me thank the Lord above For giving wife and children that I love, And then for parents, growing old Who gave me principles to hold. And then for friends for staying true Across the years and distance, too. For work I've always found rewarding And health to work from early morning. For homes I've run to, needing rest, And roads to travel in the West, And opportunities to fly the distant breeze: Canada and China, West Coast and Belize. For clothing and for food in easy reach, For education and for students to teach, For restful nights and active days, For knowing where to send my praise.... Forgive me, Lord, ungrateful as I often am, And thank you, Father, once again, For grace and mercy, joy and peace And time to thank you for life's lease. Impossible for me to e'er repay, My thankfulness goes up today.
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Feb 6, 2015
Feb 6, 2015 at 11:07 AM UTC
Thankful!
The flames branching upwards in a spire It's cruel twists never seem to tire A dark soul comes from the fire It's Sam, a kid they all admire Fables try to claim thee Through stories of a tree Branching upwards in a plea A widow stares at a stain, left by the rain Constructs a local fane, all in her saviours name Caught between the fear and guilt Of living off someone's fame Knowing the day it all stops, she'll be engulfed by a flame Abaddon is calling, Ezekiel is balling Babylon returns Mathias saw the world, while Belial just watched it burn With immense follow through The path becomes true As he watches triple 7's disciple scamming for a buck or two Out on a past due lease The Man Of Peace
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Jul 21, 2013
Jul 21, 2013 at 11:48 PM UTC
Duality
I saw a flower So miniscule compared to a tower But it’s beauty so superior The tower so inferior Though a piece of art Created by someone so smart But a flower wasn’t designed Nor created by mankind Instead a natural piece It’s life only a temporary lease Nothing is forever Nor constant, always an unpredictable endeavor But that’s the beauty Nature’s easily attainable duty The want, the need, to continue on As we look forward towards the next dawn
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Dec 16, 2015
Dec 16, 2015 at 7:23 PM UTC
Nature vs Manmade
Bari muddaton kay baad tera chehra dekhna naseeb hua Meray rooh ko jaisay nayi zindagi milgayi Teri muskarahat ko dekha Teri dil ki aahat ko suna Toh aisa laga kay baray dino baad meray aankhon aur kaano ka sahi maino may istimaal hua hai (Urdu and Hindi) English Translation After a long time i got to see your face My soul it seems has got a new lease of life now When i saw your smile When i heard the sound of your heart It seemed that after many days i used my eyes and ears in the proper and true sense
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May 30, 2016
May 30, 2016 at 11:21 PM UTC
Untitled 295
Hiro was such a clever guy. he always said the funniest little jokes, even when he was Hiro-chan, to me. he used to act like a cat when he was frustrated and, and- remember what he said to the mailman that day, in like june? about how he looked like an angry Hotei-osho? we all laughed and that mailman, that man’s face went radish red. he was such a good lawyer, Hiro. i mean, he wasn’t rich and powerful, no but he did good things, though. like Sayotoma’s lease – without Hiro, he would’ve lost the store! and then where would we get our tempura? huh? oh, Hiro, you are so much fun to talk about. and i hate that all i have of you now is smoldering incense and an expired passport. i poured a cup of water on your grave today, you know. it was a hurting kind of hot under summer’s sun – it’s august, after all. some steam came off, and it sounded like you sighing and i said more loudly than i cared no problem, Hiro and my wife looked at me, with a misting eye, while my son kept flicking matches from that cheap matchbook we got at Sayotama’s place. all the failed matches collected between his sneakers and i thought that *i wish Sayotama didn’t make all his matches so **** fragile. they burst and blacken in a second, and you don’t have the chance to really light something, and they just end up falling between the sneakers of some kid who can’t even remember you,* Hiro.
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Jul 12, 2010
Jul 12, 2010 at 11:21 PM UTC
Hiro
...for love. (sonnet #MMMMMDXXXIX) He jested that he'd write a book whose tale Was "I forgot to cry" as twas mine thence For his love drying the endless tears' vain sense Oer losing Mum, my best friend, and prevail As bashert where I've never known to hail Aught soulmate; loved me more than life, to fence The twinkling hours with him in sheer defense, And aye, eclipsed my grief oer her, t'avail. Thus where Death called his lease, or ours as twere, His last speech mine, he prayed another'd do That for his Baby.  Yet aught else is poor. I weep sans comfort, maddened while I rue Whatever sin brought our demise, or fer What took his life.  Cuz I'll e'er love him too. 22Mar16b He said in closing [giving his full name]that he is mine affectionately forever in love for eternity.
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Mar 24, 2016
Mar 24, 2016 at 12:16 AM UTC
I Swear I'm NEVER Good Enough
I'm a Kool g rockin' coogis poppin' coochies Haters get murked like Colhese my rap lease Debutin' numero uno the heavy weight sumo   Born on Jupiter raised on Earth my heart's colder than Pluto Mic judo flows stickin' of ya corticals Check me in the articles I be the broken particle Of the universal ya need rehearsal **** goin' commerical I lay raps like a hearse flow for rappers funeral I a criminal none keep gats by the abdominal rhymin' phenomenal the mighty Apollo Blazin' my cocoa flippin' crime like Bardellino One luv to my nino got it locked like a Vegas casino We checkin' ya dough at the front door so stop ya show Fronting and stunting once my nines get the hunting Bullets spikin' like kickers punting raw taunting Game hungriest similiar to the lochness Mon-star far from subpar rhymes ride bizzare A pharcyde takin' ya into a spiritual homicide converged to the angelic hide Still a crime shame all of 'em say the same Thing flexin' diamonds on they pinky rings yet another sad soul that sings sub siblings To the underworld debators contract initiator so you can create a Pace between the stage and the audience face **** that rather keep a gat tucked in the front or the back With wisdom to rack Imagine that fools breakin' for stats? see where my heart at? Diggin' reachin' into the minds of the youth with the brutal truths Chippin' my tooth From killin' booths once I plot ya will ya loose bringin' the ghetto blues and cruising ***** Still a sober jealous God am I call me Jehovah Tactics of a Cobra one strike it's over Venomous ridiculous hataz so conspicuous Hatin' us only to anger my artillery surplus and who bust? More rounds than Matt Dillion coatin' ya brains With my lyrical penicillin stealin' Back the spotlight Catch the bright sunshine that stares into my mind A Pharoah prophecy laid in the back of me Head til I touch my final resting bed I'll embed The realist **** ya ever heard shooting a bird To all my enemies I blast at 'em with as the bullets herd
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Aug 29, 2018
Aug 29, 2018 at 12:40 PM UTC
Crime Shame Fools Act the Same
I'm a Kool g rockin' coogis poppin' coochies Haters get murked like Colhese my rap lease Debutin' numero uno the heavy weight sumo   Born on Jupiter raised on Earth my heart's colder than Pluto Mic judo flows stickin' of ya corticals Check me in the articles I be the broken particle Of the universal ya need rehearsal **** goin' commerical I lay raps like a hearse flow for rappers funeral I a criminal none keep gats by the abdominal rhymin' phenomenal the mighty Apollo Blazin' my cocoa flippin' crime like Bardellino One luv to my nino got it locked like a Vegas casino We checkin' ya dough at the front door so stop ya show Fronting and stunting once my nines get the hunting Bullets spikin' like kickers punting raw taunting Game hungriest similiar to the lochness Mon-star far from subpar rhymes ride bizzare A pharcyde takin' ya into a spiritual homicide converged to the angelic hide Still a crime shame all of 'em say the same Thing flexin' diamonds on they pinky rings yet another sad soul that sings sub siblings To the underworld debators contract initiator so you can create a Pace between the stage and the audience face **** that rather keep a gat tucked in the front or the back With wisdom to rack Imagine that fools breakin' for stats? see where my heart at? Diggin' reachin' into the minds of the youth with the brutal truths Chippin' my tooth From killin' booths once I plot ya will ya loose bringin' the ghetto blues and cruising ***** Still a sober jealous God am I call me Jehovah Tactics of a Cobra one strike it's over Venomous ridiculous hataz so conspicuous Hatin' us only to anger my artillery surplus and who bust? More rounds than Matt Dillion coatin' ya brains With my lyrical penicillin stealin' Back the spotlight Catch the bright sunshine that stares into my mind A Pharoah prophecy laid in the back of me Head til I touch my final resting bed I'll embed The realist **** ya ever heard shooting a bird To all my enemies I blast at 'em with as the bullets herd
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The original verse by Wm. Shakespeare: Sonnet 18 "Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate: Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, And summer's lease hath all too short a date". _______________________ The satirical by D. Conors "Shall I compare thee to a summer's day? Thou art hot, damp, sticky, too short, too bright and too ****** seasonal."
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Jun 29, 2010
Jun 29, 2010 at 12:09 PM UTC
Shall I compare THEE"
Poor soul, the centre of my sinful earth, My sinful earth these rebel powers array, Why dost thou pine within and suffer dearth, Painting thy outward walls so costly gay? Why so large cost, having so short a lease, Dost thou upon thy fading mansion spend? Shall worms, inheritors of this excess, Eat up thy charge? is this thy body’s end? Then soul live thou upon thy servant’s loss, And let that pine to aggravate thy store; Buy terms divine in selling hours of dross; Within be fed, without be rich no more. So shall thou feed on Death, that feeds on men, And Death once dead, there’s no more dying then.
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Sonnet 146: Poor Soul, The Centre Of My Sinful Earth
Tacked tin sheets promoting brand names Real local grown food little meat eaten our elders thin, bony and fit Yet birthed another foolish generation seeded by World Wars planted by Lend Lease fuelled by aged forests we farm, feed, cleave and eat Greed walks besides naive naivety slaughtered sheep full of cancer processing industrial carcase-ed meals shopaholics fat consumerism a speeding, partying, dancing waste of ills Lawyer-ed  politicians chain us whilst stymied party politics deafen us Money-ed propaganda’s herd us Local economies destroyed to feed *National ..European ..Pan European ..Pan Asian ..World Bank ... Prime Minister ..President ..Minister ..Senator ..Consultant* Globalisation’s plague of selfish-self-grandiose labels A generation’s survivors will despair as the Ganges runs dry then die with their children’s children in an armed-hungry-thirsty tide .
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Apr 23, 2010
Apr 23, 2010 at 3:41 PM UTC
Born Screaming......
Anxiety keeps Depression Up all night and then Depression sleeps All day. And every day they Argue over the things they Did or didn't say Did or didn't do. Sometimes they watch TV together But they never Enjoy it. Anxiety is in college and Depression doesn't help her Edit her papers when She asks nicely. Depression had a good job She enjoyed but she ended up Losing it and now Anxiety Nags at her to find another. Neither of them can Find friends, so even though They hate each other They're all they've got. They keep trying to date But every time one brings Home someone else, the Other scares them off. Depression is messy With piles everywhere But Anxiety keeps the kitchen Spotlessly clean. Anxiety can't stop bossing Depression around But Depression can't stop pulling The covers over her head. Anxiety and Depression Are roommates In a mental Apartment building. And I'm waiting for Anxiety To forget to renew the lease And Depression to be too Tired to do it herself.
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Jul 18, 2016
Jul 18, 2016 at 2:20 PM UTC
Roommates
d o you want me to leave you so soon? r eality can be a deadly thing, do you want to leave this dreamworld? e scaping me can be hard a nd loving me, even harder. m aybe we can live in harmony, me & you i magine the possibilities. n othing can replace what we have, g ot that? i hope you don't take me to s eriously, it's all just a game, laugh along. m y oh my, y ou really are a freak, lighten up ***** it's just a game. o nly a crybaby would cry over something so small. n arcissist ***** you think you're actually doing something great? l ies are all they tell you, don't feed into their stupid postivity. y ou're only as good as dust. e ven as you write your pointless poetry hiding that you're s cared to be alone, c rying because you have no friends a nd living up up in your head all day like a god **** idiot. p lease, give me a break from your madness e veryone can see you're just as pathetic as me.
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Oct 13, 2018
Oct 13, 2018 at 8:36 PM UTC
friendly word from my friend, Depression
Homecoming body: A grey cardigan strips down, bonding skin to night’s air, penetrating Chevrolet safe havens drowned in lover’s spit. My Mind thanks Google, enabling electronic bibles to leave disciples stifled with religious quotas, an excuse to quote us — “Trouble at the Border, read the former court room reporter working for the, sensationalized, through remnants of blood stains in our eyes.” Midway through Chapter 1 — reeks not only of of *** in the backseat — but of Venezuela’s shorelines. Of her high school hallways. Of the intrigue of the unexplored Mexican neighbor, her freedom amidst constraint, where Visas lease us advertising campaigns for maquiladora made lampshades. Despite their protest, common sense lent comparisons, a consequence of stories told in reverse. They hover over Venezuela’s familiar curves, her long black hair straddling my shoulders.
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Jan 5, 2012
Jan 5, 2012 at 8:00 PM UTC
Playground Love
Without legitimate occupancy, Adverse possession is the legal right Of anyone who moves in and maintains A property, so here's the deal. We must Move in to 1600 Penn, The current tenant having broke the lease. The caravan from Guatemala first, Hondurans trudging slowly from the depth. Then the Yemen children not yet murdered, Those with preexisting conditions next, And women whose assaults were ridiculed, Those roughed up by cops and politicians. Losers in the war on drugs, the big house Having far exceeded capacity. The mentally ill, discarded by the Great communicator after he tore The Solar panels off the roof.  This is Anger, not poetic license.  When a Long train of abuses and usurpations Evinces a design to reduce them Under absolute Despotism, it Is their right, it is their duty to throw Off such Government, and to provide new Guards for their future security. Such Has been the patient sufferance of these And such is now the necessity which Constrains them to alter their systems of Government.  And journalists under  fire, If there's room still left in the briefing room, Let facts be submitted to a candid                           World.
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Oct 19, 2018
Oct 19, 2018 at 9:49 PM UTC
Squatting 1600 Penn
probably because i keep putting you first, before everything else that i ever thought of before - these feelings of missing people before i love them too much haunt me everyday you don't understand, you still go home to the same people you laid next to on a changing table, have beers with people who learned to suckle on their thumbs around the same time as you the people i go home to i shook their hands as we both signed our 1-year lease and soon i'll shake their hands goodbye and good riddance i hold these ******* fears and horrifies and terrifies and tears in my chest, i can't afford to keep loving people and letting them go into the world without me at their side - i hate loving people and cutting these red strings that connect us, i love so deeply and i just want to see you succeed and give you flowers and kisses, and hold you in my arms when you feel the world crumbling down around you - i promise i can love, my love is a wicked one i just cant keep loving and breaking, loving and breaking when can i love and love and love and love without end with you you terrify me you're here and then you're gone and you try to reassure me that you're always always here but i can't trust it when you only come and peek into my life for 5 seconds at a time and then you're gone living your own, i'm so scared you'll love someone else and leave because i am so in love with you and loving and breaking with you will **** me it'll **** me let me **** my heart first before you try to do it yourself
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Apr 3, 2015
Apr 3, 2015 at 4:59 PM UTC
and you wonder why i feel so unappreciated it,
probably because i keep putting you first, before everything else that i ever thought of before - these feelings of missing people before i love them too much haunt me everyday you don't understand, you still go home to the same people you laid next to on a changing table, have beers with people who learned to suckle on their thumbs around the same time as you the people i go home to i shook their hands as we both signed our 1-year lease and soon i'll shake their hands goodbye and good riddance i hold these ******* fears and horrifies and terrifies and tears in my chest, i can't afford to keep loving people and letting them go into the world without me at their side - i hate loving people and cutting these red strings that connect us, i love so deeply and i just want to see you succeed and give you flowers and kisses, and hold you in my arms when you feel the world crumbling down around you - i promise i can love, my love is a wicked one i just cant keep loving and breaking, loving and breaking when can i love and love and love and love without end with you you terrify me you're here and then you're gone and you try to reassure me that you're always always here but i can't trust it when you only come and peek into my life for 5 seconds at a time and then you're gone living your own, i'm so scared you'll love someone else and leave because i am so in love with you and loving and breaking with you will **** me it'll **** me let me **** my heart first before you try to do it yourself
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Why did I laugh tonight? No voice will tell: No God, no Demon of severe response, Deigns to reply from Heaven or from Hell. Then to my human heart I turn at once. Heart! Thou and I are here, sad and alone; I say, why did I laugh? O mortal pain! O Darkness! Darkness! ever must I moan, To question Heaven and Hell and Heart in vain. Why did I laugh? I know this Being's lease, My fancy to its utmost blisses spreads; Yet would I on this very midnight cease, And the world's gaudy ensigns see in shreds; Verse, Fame, and Beauty are intense indeed, But Death intenser—Death is Life's high meed.
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Why Did I Laugh Tonight? No Voice Will Tell