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"haul" poems
On the stiff twig up there Hunches a wet black rook Arranging and rearranging its feathers in the rain. I do not expect a miracle Or an accident To set the sight on fire In my eye, nor seek Any more in the desultory weather some design, But let spotted leaves fall as they fall, Without ceremony, or portent. Although, I admit, I desire, Occasionally, some backtalk From the mute sky, I can't honestly complain: A certain minor light may still Lean incandescent Out of kitchen table or chair As if a celestial burning took Possession of the most obtuse objects now and then -- Thus hallowing an interval Otherwise inconsequent By bestowing largesse, honor, One might say love. At any rate, I now walk Wary (for it could happen Even in this dull, ruinous landscape); skeptical, Yet politic; ignorant Of whatever angel may choose to flare Suddenly at my elbow. I only know that a rook Ordering its black feathers can so shine As to seize my senses, haul My eyelids up, and grant A brief respite from fear Of total neutrality. With luck, Trekking stubborn through this season Of fatigue, I shall Patch together a content Of sorts. Miracles occur, If you care to call those spasmodic Tricks of radiance miracles. The wait's begun again, The long wait for the angel, For that rare, random descent.
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Black Rook In Rainy Weather
Every couple 'a years or so Our family reunites It takes a couple 'a years or so To recover from the fights A family like our'n Doesn't party like most do Ours gets a little out of hand That's why we have so few It's a redneck family reunion everybody has a grand old time eating grandma's cooking and drinking grandpas shine You never go home hungry If you make it home at all You go home bruised and battered And you surely had a ball There's daisy dukes and forty Lukes They're racing trucks and burning rubber There's jugs of moonshine everywhere And at least a hundred bubbas There's a smoker fired for the food the size of two large trucks It hold 4 cows, and fourteen pigs And at least a hundred ducks It's a redneck family reunion everybody has a grand old time eating grandma's cooking and drinking grandpas shine You never go home hungry If you make it home at all You go home bruised and battered And you surely had a ball There's pickled this and pickled that And things you just can't swallow That used to live down in the swamp Way back there in the hollow There's at least ten shotgun weddings there And the groom might be rail roaded But, the wedding isn't legal If the shotgun isn't loaded It's a redneck family reunion everybody has a grand old time eating grandma's cooking and drinking grandpas shine You never go home hungry If you make it home at all You go home bruised and battered And you surely had a ball There's greased up pigs and muddy runts And at least ten bobby sues and when they all get greased up You can't tell which is who There's horseshoe pits for tossing shoes And games of every sort Most of them aren't legal And would get you into court It's a redneck family reunion everybody has a grand old time eating grandma's cooking and drinking grandpas shine You never go home hungry If you make it home at all You go home bruised and battered And you surely had a ball But, it's the way we like it Drinking shine and acting out Tossing things that aren't tied down And wrassling about There's music there of just one kind It's country and that matters Any other sort of sound Sets the crowd off like mad hatters It's a redneck family reunion everybody has a grand old time eating grandma's cooking and drinking grandpas shine You never go home hungry If you make it home at all You go home bruised and battered And you surely had a ball There's always someone who's so drunk And it's normally the preacher Last year we married him off To the back up first grade teacher There's Chevy trucks of every kind And one covered in sod Mary Lou showed her tattoo "Jeff Foxworthy is my God" It's the best time of the year for us And it's sad when it must end but, you gotta haul your *** away When the cops come round that bend It's a redneck family reunion everybody has a grand old time eating grandma's cooking and drinking grandpas shine You never go home hungry If you make it home at all You go home bruised and battered And you surely had a ball
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Jul 23, 2013
Jul 23, 2013 at 12:01 AM UTC
Redneck Family Reunion
Every couple 'a years or so Our family reunites It takes a couple 'a years or so To recover from the fights A family like our'n Doesn't party like most do Ours gets a little out of hand That's why we have so few It's a redneck family reunion everybody has a grand old time eating grandma's cooking and drinking grandpas shine You never go home hungry If you make it home at all You go home bruised and battered And you surely had a ball There's daisy dukes and forty Lukes They're racing trucks and burning rubber There's jugs of moonshine everywhere And at least a hundred bubbas There's a smoker fired for the food the size of two large trucks It hold 4 cows, and fourteen pigs And at least a hundred ducks It's a redneck family reunion everybody has a grand old time eating grandma's cooking and drinking grandpas shine You never go home hungry If you make it home at all You go home bruised and battered And you surely had a ball There's pickled this and pickled that And things you just can't swallow That used to live down in the swamp Way back there in the hollow There's at least ten shotgun weddings there And the groom might be rail roaded But, the wedding isn't legal If the shotgun isn't loaded It's a redneck family reunion everybody has a grand old time eating grandma's cooking and drinking grandpas shine You never go home hungry If you make it home at all You go home bruised and battered And you surely had a ball There's greased up pigs and muddy runts And at least ten bobby sues and when they all get greased up You can't tell which is who There's horseshoe pits for tossing shoes And games of every sort Most of them aren't legal And would get you into court It's a redneck family reunion everybody has a grand old time eating grandma's cooking and drinking grandpas shine You never go home hungry If you make it home at all You go home bruised and battered And you surely had a ball But, it's the way we like it Drinking shine and acting out Tossing things that aren't tied down And wrassling about There's music there of just one kind It's country and that matters Any other sort of sound Sets the crowd off like mad hatters It's a redneck family reunion everybody has a grand old time eating grandma's cooking and drinking grandpas shine You never go home hungry If you make it home at all You go home bruised and battered And you surely had a ball There's always someone who's so drunk And it's normally the preacher Last year we married him off To the back up first grade teacher There's Chevy trucks of every kind And one covered in sod Mary Lou showed her tattoo "Jeff Foxworthy is my God" It's the best time of the year for us And it's sad when it must end but, you gotta haul your *** away When the cops come round that bend It's a redneck family reunion everybody has a grand old time eating grandma's cooking and drinking grandpas shine You never go home hungry If you make it home at all You go home bruised and battered And you surely had a ball
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In nineteen hundred forty-nine China was won by Mao Tse-tung Chiang Kai-shek's army ran away They were waiting there in Thailand yesterday Supported by the CIA Pushing junk down Thailand way First they stole from the Meo Tribes Up in the hills they started taking bribes Then they sent their soldiers up to Shan Collecting ***** to send to The Man Pushing junk in Bangkok yesterday Supported by the CIA Brought their jam on mule trains down To Chiang Rai that's a railroad town Sold it next to the police chief brain He took it to town on the choochoo train Trafficking dope to Bangkok all day Supported by the CIA The policeman's name was Mr. Phao He peddled dope grand scale and how Chief of border customs paid By Central Intelligence's U.S. A.I.D. The whole operation, Newspapers say Supported by the CIA He got so sloppy & peddled so loose He busted himself & cooked his own goose Took the reward for an ***** load Seizing his own haul which same he resold Big time pusher for a decade turned grey Working for the CIA Touby Lyfong he worked for the French A big fat man liked to dine & ***** Prince of the Meos he grew black mud Till ***** flowed through the land like a flood Communists came and chased the French away So Touby took a job with the CIA The whole operation fell in to chaos Till U.S. Intelligence came into Laos I'll tell you no lie I'm a true American Our big pusher there was Phoumi Nosovan All them Princes in a power play But Phoumi was the man for the CIA And his best friend General Vang Pao Ran the Meo army like a sacred cow Helicopter smugglers filled Long Cheng's bars In Xieng Quang province on the Plain of Jars It started in secret they were fighting yesterday Clandestine secret army of the CIA All through the Sixties the Dope flew free Thru Tan Son Nhut Saigon to Marshal Ky Air America followed through Transporting confiture for President Thieu All these Dealers were decades and yesterday The Indochinese mob of the U.S. CIA Operation Haylift Offisir Wm. Colby Saw Marshal Ky fly ***** Mr. Mustard told me Indochina desk he was Chief of ***** Tricks "Hitchhiking" with dope pushers was how he got his fix Subsidizing traffickers to drive the Reds away Till Colby was the head of the CIA January 1972
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CIA Dope Calypso
In nineteen hundred forty-nine China was won by Mao Tse-tung Chiang Kai-shek's army ran away They were waiting there in Thailand yesterday Supported by the CIA Pushing junk down Thailand way First they stole from the Meo Tribes Up in the hills they started taking bribes Then they sent their soldiers up to Shan Collecting ***** to send to The Man Pushing junk in Bangkok yesterday Supported by the CIA Brought their jam on mule trains down To Chiang Rai that's a railroad town Sold it next to the police chief brain He took it to town on the choochoo train Trafficking dope to Bangkok all day Supported by the CIA The policeman's name was Mr. Phao He peddled dope grand scale and how Chief of border customs paid By Central Intelligence's U.S. A.I.D. The whole operation, Newspapers say Supported by the CIA He got so sloppy & peddled so loose He busted himself & cooked his own goose Took the reward for an ***** load Seizing his own haul which same he resold Big time pusher for a decade turned grey Working for the CIA Touby Lyfong he worked for the French A big fat man liked to dine & ***** Prince of the Meos he grew black mud Till ***** flowed through the land like a flood Communists came and chased the French away So Touby took a job with the CIA The whole operation fell in to chaos Till U.S. Intelligence came into Laos I'll tell you no lie I'm a true American Our big pusher there was Phoumi Nosovan All them Princes in a power play But Phoumi was the man for the CIA And his best friend General Vang Pao Ran the Meo army like a sacred cow Helicopter smugglers filled Long Cheng's bars In Xieng Quang province on the Plain of Jars It started in secret they were fighting yesterday Clandestine secret army of the CIA All through the Sixties the Dope flew free Thru Tan Son Nhut Saigon to Marshal Ky Air America followed through Transporting confiture for President Thieu All these Dealers were decades and yesterday The Indochinese mob of the U.S. CIA Operation Haylift Offisir Wm. Colby Saw Marshal Ky fly ***** Mr. Mustard told me Indochina desk he was Chief of ***** Tricks "Hitchhiking" with dope pushers was how he got his fix Subsidizing traffickers to drive the Reds away Till Colby was the head of the CIA January 1972
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Give me one more push Before thy hands, swing into despair Give it One more chance A seed to grow A love to ferment We haste to want We slip from the top; Loaded with immaturity. Sharpening your edge takes time. Be patient with me; I will improve. Don’t give up on me; The luggage on my soul, heavy. Hold my hand for a little while and Be my eyes, before I go missing, In this dark jungle. You promised, you were in for a long haul; The fear in your eyes, sounds like A racing horse, without a rider. My code is red hot endurance, to the end of the rope. I am in, and there is no turning back, from what is rightly mine. - McDaniels Gyamfi
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Sep 3, 2014
Sep 3, 2014 at 12:54 AM UTC
ENDURANCE CODE
The porch bends beneath me, its gray boards sighing. I light a cigarette, send my breath to the wind- maybe White‑Shell Woman will carry it to the horizon. He's fired again, last kitchen inside forty miles that could stand him, bridge burned behind. At lunch I’ll call, say get out or Daddy and Jimbo will haul your whiskey bones to lie with the rattlesnakes. I swore to Mama and to Owl, I will keep the night honest, I wouldn’t spend my years driving a man to dialysis, watching Irish blood unravel like wet lace. But I remember the long Covid winter- two bears in one den, one soft, one starved- when Spider Grandmother wove us together in the dim blue light of tele-novellas and snow. I almost believed it was love again. He pops up like a coyote in the truck’s passenger door, smelling of smoke and ruin. Eighty‑five down the prairie road, bug‑spattered glass, sky bending blue, fields gold as escape. This isn’t working, I whisper. We want different things. Don’t, he says, fingers crawling my thigh No- I shove. Sweetness peels, the sleeping volcano wakes. Before his hand can teach me the rest, I already know: there is no leaving. The road is long, lined with white crosses, and the Ghost Buffalo that's been leading me down it all my life.
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Aug 5, 2025
Aug 5, 2025 at 3:41 PM UTC
Prairie of White Crosses
I want to get hit by a BMW. I want to get hit by a Mercedes. I want to get run over by a Porsche. Something big. I want to get smeared against the pavement by a Cadillac Escalade. I want to get hit by one of those big ******** who drag gasoline across the continent, but I want the driver to be a manic psychopath. I want him to stalk me on the sidewalk and then run me over slowly. He's not any coward, not like those bald patriarchal Corvette drivers in polo shirts tucked into khakis. No, he's a great fat man, a hairy beast with a crooked stare that slows the pulse on impact. I want the police to cringe or get scared interrogating him, and haul his truck somewhere to be inspected. I want the price of gas in nearby areas to go up by at least fifteen cents for two weeks. I want to get hit by a BMW. I want to roll over the windshield, and drag under the bottom for about ten yards. I want to separate at the middle and leave organs on his left side view mirror and hanging on his hood ornament. I want to seep blood deep into his car, and when he turns on his heat, he'll smell my blood full blast in his face burning. I want to wreck the car inside and out. I want to get hit by a car with a McCain sticker on the bumper. I don't want to get hit by some middle class Ford or Honda, or someone's shit-level Chevy or beat up jalopy. I want to get hit by a BMW. I want the driver to make his tires scream like banshees, and leave four long streaks of rotten burned rubber on the asphalt. I want him to step out in business attire, and gasp, inwardly. I want to flip off the sky, because my aim is bad, and call him a coward for hitting the brakes. I want him to think, "What did I do? Is he Okay? What am I going to do? What if I lose my license? How will I get to work? How will I pay for this. Does my insurance cover vehicular manslaughter? I'm not alone right? I'll get through this. I'll survive. I'll just be another statistic. That's all."
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Jun 15, 2014
Jun 15, 2014 at 12:46 PM UTC
"Rich Man's Car."
I want to get hit by a BMW. I want to get hit by a Mercedes. I want to get run over by a Porsche. Something big. I want to get smeared against the pavement by a Cadillac Escalade. I want to get hit by one of those big ******** who drag gasoline across the continent, but I want the driver to be a manic psychopath. I want him to stalk me on the sidewalk and then run me over slowly. He's not any coward, not like those bald patriarchal Corvette drivers in polo shirts tucked into khakis. No, he's a great fat man, a hairy beast with a crooked stare that slows the pulse on impact. I want the police to cringe or get scared interrogating him, and haul his truck somewhere to be inspected. I want the price of gas in nearby areas to go up by at least fifteen cents for two weeks. I want to get hit by a BMW. I want to roll over the windshield, and drag under the bottom for about ten yards. I want to separate at the middle and leave organs on his left side view mirror and hanging on his hood ornament. I want to seep blood deep into his car, and when he turns on his heat, he'll smell my blood full blast in his face burning. I want to wreck the car inside and out. I want to get hit by a car with a McCain sticker on the bumper. I don't want to get hit by some middle class Ford or Honda, or someone's shit-level Chevy or beat up jalopy. I want to get hit by a BMW. I want the driver to make his tires scream like banshees, and leave four long streaks of rotten burned rubber on the asphalt. I want him to step out in business attire, and gasp, inwardly. I want to flip off the sky, because my aim is bad, and call him a coward for hitting the brakes. I want him to think, "What did I do? Is he Okay? What am I going to do? What if I lose my license? How will I get to work? How will I pay for this. Does my insurance cover vehicular manslaughter? I'm not alone right? I'll get through this. I'll survive. I'll just be another statistic. That's all."
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Water in the millrace, through a sluice of stone, plunges headlong into that black pond where, absurd and out-of-season, a single swan floats chaste as snow, taunting the clouded mind which hungers to haul the white reflection down. The austere sun descends above the fen, an orange cyclops-eye, scorning to look longer on this landscape of chagrin; feathered dark in thought, I stalk like a rook, brooding as the winter night comes on. Last summer's reeds are all engraved in ice as is your image in my eye; dry frost glazes the window of my hurt; what solace can be struck from rock to make heart's waste grow green again? Who'd walk in this bleak place?
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Winter Landscape, With Rooks
"Have you talked to dad, since you've been at school?" "Nope." "Are you coming home for thanksgiving?" "I don't know." Josephina breathes in a crackle over the phone. New York, a cacophony in the background. A background of cold, and people talking while walking while hailing a yellowcab with a left and slow-rolling heads locked onto the phones in their right. These people enter taxis, not knowing if they're ever going to reach home, or the airport, or union square, just going on the promise that they won't become road-kill. I can't feel it in my yellow apartment. If anything, my yellowcab idles. Through the receiver A squad car rings nervously, then after a lungful of garbage-smelling air, it becomes a full blare. A pause of noise always ensues, just for a second, the entire corner becomes a silent silo of human beings. "How's new york?" "you know, dad called me and asked about how to get on a diet, can you believe that?" Yes, I can dad is a fat **** a pink, white belly of a man. And a few sandbags for chins. "That's good." "So I'm not going to see you?" "Probably not." "Well, you should call dad, talk to him, he loves you." Some conversations, acheive nothing. The same tired, dead things get run over. Road-kill. Josephina believes she is the spatula that will bring back pancake squirrels and pancake relationships. As much as you don't know about me and dad's relationship, I can give you a kodak moment. A snapshot, of a hovering man, pointing at his son's neck, searching for the misplaced vertebrae, the lack of fear for the world --"the right kind of fear, the fear a man should have of himself"-- and a son, hunched, small hands in fists, a heavy haul of muscles pulled into a dark brow right over black eyes. This picture will suffice.
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Nov 23, 2011
Nov 23, 2011 at 4:59 PM UTC
Pancake Squirrels.
"Have you talked to dad, since you've been at school?" "Nope." "Are you coming home for thanksgiving?" "I don't know." Josephina breathes in a crackle over the phone. New York, a cacophony in the background. A background of cold, and people talking while walking while hailing a yellowcab with a left and slow-rolling heads locked onto the phones in their right. These people enter taxis, not knowing if they're ever going to reach home, or the airport, or union square, just going on the promise that they won't become road-kill. I can't feel it in my yellow apartment. If anything, my yellowcab idles. Through the receiver A squad car rings nervously, then after a lungful of garbage-smelling air, it becomes a full blare. A pause of noise always ensues, just for a second, the entire corner becomes a silent silo of human beings. "How's new york?" "you know, dad called me and asked about how to get on a diet, can you believe that?" Yes, I can dad is a fat **** a pink, white belly of a man. And a few sandbags for chins. "That's good." "So I'm not going to see you?" "Probably not." "Well, you should call dad, talk to him, he loves you." Some conversations, acheive nothing. The same tired, dead things get run over. Road-kill. Josephina believes she is the spatula that will bring back pancake squirrels and pancake relationships. As much as you don't know about me and dad's relationship, I can give you a kodak moment. A snapshot, of a hovering man, pointing at his son's neck, searching for the misplaced vertebrae, the lack of fear for the world --"the right kind of fear, the fear a man should have of himself"-- and a son, hunched, small hands in fists, a heavy haul of muscles pulled into a dark brow right over black eyes. This picture will suffice.
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I Stacked green crates by the futon, records sealed as buried letters, each sleeve longing to be drawn out into daylight by her small, thoughtful hands. I just want to play that Nick Cave again teenager’s resolve in her voice, she drops the needle on "Tupelo", traces Peter Murphy with her thumb, holds Kate Bush to the light like stained glass. She laughs at the ****** box on the speaker. I tell her it’s never going to happen. She grins, unbothered, says she only came for the vinyl. I watch her tilt each sleeve, never touching the grooves, brush the dust, lay the needle like a secret, slide the disc back without a wrinkle. Each time I’m surprised by her precision. It’s the third time she’s dropped by. She makes mixtapes. Pressing pause, pressing record, stitching songs into a spine of hiss. Once, to me, or to herself, she said her father wanted a tape. She’d mail it when he had somewhere to send it. She follows me across the bridge, talking about her brother, an ex-best friend, mimicking her professor, how he wags his tongue when he writes on the chalkboard. I haul a duffel: apron, uniform, boots heavy with grease. She skips in the rain, strumming cables, humming the last song played, still in the air. II I unlock the door, steeped in garlic and kitchen sweat, boots leaving grime on the boards. She isn’t there- only the crates, stacked neater, jackets squared, spines aligned, as if her care was meant for me. The room settles with her absence, yet holds me upright in its small, thoughtful hands.
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Sep 17, 2025
Sep 17, 2025 at 8:11 PM UTC
Crates
I Stacked green crates by the futon, records sealed as buried letters, each sleeve longing to be drawn out into daylight by her small, thoughtful hands. I just want to play that Nick Cave again teenager’s resolve in her voice, she drops the needle on "Tupelo", traces Peter Murphy with her thumb, holds Kate Bush to the light like stained glass. She laughs at the ****** box on the speaker. I tell her it’s never going to happen. She grins, unbothered, says she only came for the vinyl. I watch her tilt each sleeve, never touching the grooves, brush the dust, lay the needle like a secret, slide the disc back without a wrinkle. Each time I’m surprised by her precision. It’s the third time she’s dropped by. She makes mixtapes. Pressing pause, pressing record, stitching songs into a spine of hiss. Once, to me, or to herself, she said her father wanted a tape. She’d mail it when he had somewhere to send it. She follows me across the bridge, talking about her brother, an ex-best friend, mimicking her professor, how he wags his tongue when he writes on the chalkboard. I haul a duffel: apron, uniform, boots heavy with grease. She skips in the rain, strumming cables, humming the last song played, still in the air. II I unlock the door, steeped in garlic and kitchen sweat, boots leaving grime on the boards. She isn’t there- only the crates, stacked neater, jackets squared, spines aligned, as if her care was meant for me. The room settles with her absence, yet holds me upright in its small, thoughtful hands.
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Touch me, I am fragile but I know I will not break. If you look at me long enough your eyes will start to water based on the saltiness of my skin because of the sea's I've swam to get to the place I'm in now. Open, closed, I've ran back and forth a hundred times, I am the weakest link and the leader of the group. If you sawed me in half you'd see three things: my barely pumping heart, a toxic amount of love, and a will to survive. Touch me, but be gentle, because although I learnt to withstand even the deadliest of summer heat your cold heart isn't something my body is used too. Close your eyes, count to ten, am I on your mind? No. Throw me into the ocean. I'm no use to you then. It's cloudy but it doesn't rain, mid 70's but no humidity, my heart is sore, but I'm breathing. Oh god, I don't know how, but I will continue. Touch me, be rough, ***** make it a melody and prove to me all I'm missing out on by not being enough for you. Afterward, I want a list of ten things I can change so that I will be enough for you. Make it a hundred if you have too, I just want to be enough for you. Staple it to my forehead, toss me in the ocean. I'm not here for your approval, only my own, and I don't think I'll be content in who I am until I'm something you think is worthwhile. Push me on the ground and kick me as hard as you can, make this pale skin your canvas, I want bruises and blood, six broken bones and a concussion to match. Make me hate you. Babe, all I've got is love. Touch me, one last time, but don't let go until the end of this lifetime. This love became a competition long ago, and boy do I love to win. Tonight the universe spoke to me and it told me here is where I need to be, and I think it wants me to fight. Put on your armor, give me some weapons, I'm here for the long haul and I'm taking every prisoner I can. Touch me because I am weak and I need to learn to be strong so I can withstand this, 'cause baby this love feels like seeing a doctor coming towards you with a needle the size of your head, "oh don't worry sweetie this will only hurt a tad", ******** I still felt it a week after. But this one, **** I'll be lucky if it doesn't still sting in a year... Touch me, please. I'm begging you. I need to feel alive, but you've been suffocating me and my heavy heart. How am I supposed to survive when loving you feels like death?
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Nov 8, 2014
Nov 8, 2014 at 4:01 AM UTC
c'mon baby, rip me to ******* shreds
Touch me, I am fragile but I know I will not break. If you look at me long enough your eyes will start to water based on the saltiness of my skin because of the sea's I've swam to get to the place I'm in now. Open, closed, I've ran back and forth a hundred times, I am the weakest link and the leader of the group. If you sawed me in half you'd see three things: my barely pumping heart, a toxic amount of love, and a will to survive. Touch me, but be gentle, because although I learnt to withstand even the deadliest of summer heat your cold heart isn't something my body is used too. Close your eyes, count to ten, am I on your mind? No. Throw me into the ocean. I'm no use to you then. It's cloudy but it doesn't rain, mid 70's but no humidity, my heart is sore, but I'm breathing. Oh god, I don't know how, but I will continue. Touch me, be rough, ***** make it a melody and prove to me all I'm missing out on by not being enough for you. Afterward, I want a list of ten things I can change so that I will be enough for you. Make it a hundred if you have too, I just want to be enough for you. Staple it to my forehead, toss me in the ocean. I'm not here for your approval, only my own, and I don't think I'll be content in who I am until I'm something you think is worthwhile. Push me on the ground and kick me as hard as you can, make this pale skin your canvas, I want bruises and blood, six broken bones and a concussion to match. Make me hate you. Babe, all I've got is love. Touch me, one last time, but don't let go until the end of this lifetime. This love became a competition long ago, and boy do I love to win. Tonight the universe spoke to me and it told me here is where I need to be, and I think it wants me to fight. Put on your armor, give me some weapons, I'm here for the long haul and I'm taking every prisoner I can. Touch me because I am weak and I need to learn to be strong so I can withstand this, 'cause baby this love feels like seeing a doctor coming towards you with a needle the size of your head, "oh don't worry sweetie this will only hurt a tad", ******** I still felt it a week after. But this one, **** I'll be lucky if it doesn't still sting in a year... Touch me, please. I'm begging you. I need to feel alive, but you've been suffocating me and my heavy heart. How am I supposed to survive when loving you feels like death?
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Tall round beams standing in salty water, connecting fishermen and star-fish gazers with a moon-shaped bay on the eastern Pacific. They stand on land and step into sea, as rolling barrels from Arctic grounds tickle their lower legs. A centipede of wood, this outward- jutting wharf. The fishermen sink expectant hooks; the surfers haul shiny glass banana-shaped boards of foam; the weekenders come posing baby strollers for picture shooting. Each passing wall of blue energy slows at reach of shallow sand, deciding whether to keep rolling or transform into a steep stack of snapping water. On big days the sea legs shake all the fishermen. They lock away their sacrificial bait in rusty boxes and collapse their fibered rods. On calm days I step out to a wooden bench and hang my face between the rails. Running people pass below, between the knotted hips and creosoted thighs. August buries this preserve in such drizzle. Gulls go bundling inside their sleek robes of white feather, leaning windward on worn bent knees.
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Apr 27, 2015
Apr 27, 2015 at 10:30 PM UTC
Old Wharf on the Bay
If there was a truck that hauled nothing but good luck in the back of its bed or maybe a tractor that carried happenstance in it’s bucket or a van which passengered devine kismet… I’d give them all a call and have them load and drive and haul it all to you - and dump nothing but good luck and fortune on you. All **** day.
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Jun 26, 2010
Jun 26, 2010 at 3:38 PM UTC
Good Luck Dump Truck
The hole is deep enough for the two of us And yet we keep on digging! To haul each day a heavy load Is this the life worth living? I hear the wailing in the distance I feel the heavy hooves beating down The stubborn mule never listened And the steed chased but never found The gift of life can give or take Like crops in a drought mid harvest Sugar cane can grow in numbers Or growing hunger serves to starve us So when the wind no longer howls We will see the trees stop flailing And when the eyes can see the sea We can trust the sailor sailing.
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Dec 16, 2018
Dec 16, 2018 at 4:53 PM UTC
Impasse
Neal Cassady February 8 ,1926  -  February 4 , 1968 San Miguel D'Alene , Mexico Dead from extreme exposure Four days short of forty-two Only fitting , next to a railroad track He had many words to haul back The wolf sleeps next to the silver rail Howling at a silver moon that fell I see here he drove a ******* Cadillac Through the San Francisco streets With the top down Smiling free , it was meant to be Life is a quasar
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Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 10:01 PM UTC
Neal Cassady
Isela takes it in the mouth. She'd get on her knees, positioning herself half-in, half-out of focus. Just enough for Joe, behind the Cannon, to capture the whole thing. Eric, the producer, was on his hands and knees beside Joe. 'Come on Izzy work it, work the dick.' 'That's right, stroke it, make him sing.' 'I love it, Izzy.' Izzy wanted to bite down. She hated each and every **** she ever saw, but she had a few things to do. Her **** had to be new and renewed on the daily, her ***** had to get wet on command, and her stroke had to be so fast they'd burn the dude as her mouth cooled. After her mouth was littered, and her face was a mess of spinal glitter -- You could make a man come out of his brain, Eric would say. Izzy would get in her car, wiping her arm where'd she'd gone to the clinic to get pricked and tested, and pull a long haul of Virginia Slims down her throat. ' It was always the first sweet thing she tasted. Izzy would pull into the Terrace View apartments, all that long black hair, and wipe all that make-up off, three napkins-worth, so she could kiss her baby. Because Rocco was in for a bid, and not coming home anytime in the forseeable future. Her microbiology degree was somewhere in her closet underneath those pink stillettos and more fishnets than fish. And Izzy knew that with those double d's; *** like a backseat, mouth that could grease a **** and her hands Eric liked to call his own, that she could pay the light bill and maybe put Romeo into a daycare center that wasn't full of roaches and angry ******* "Someday I'll get out, but it's illogical to say with all the money I'm making, and it's just a job when you get down to it, I've ****** a lot of ***** and never gotten paid." Rocco Jr.'s cheeks were always the second sweet thing she tasted. "I know a lot of girls that got defeated by this game."
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Mar 23, 2012
Mar 23, 2012 at 1:08 AM UTC
A Lack of Compassion.
Isela takes it in the mouth. She'd get on her knees, positioning herself half-in, half-out of focus. Just enough for Joe, behind the Cannon, to capture the whole thing. Eric, the producer, was on his hands and knees beside Joe. 'Come on Izzy work it, work the dick.' 'That's right, stroke it, make him sing.' 'I love it, Izzy.' Izzy wanted to bite down. She hated each and every **** she ever saw, but she had a few things to do. Her **** had to be new and renewed on the daily, her ***** had to get wet on command, and her stroke had to be so fast they'd burn the dude as her mouth cooled. After her mouth was littered, and her face was a mess of spinal glitter -- You could make a man come out of his brain, Eric would say. Izzy would get in her car, wiping her arm where'd she'd gone to the clinic to get pricked and tested, and pull a long haul of Virginia Slims down her throat. ' It was always the first sweet thing she tasted. Izzy would pull into the Terrace View apartments, all that long black hair, and wipe all that make-up off, three napkins-worth, so she could kiss her baby. Because Rocco was in for a bid, and not coming home anytime in the forseeable future. Her microbiology degree was somewhere in her closet underneath those pink stillettos and more fishnets than fish. And Izzy knew that with those double d's; *** like a backseat, mouth that could grease a **** and her hands Eric liked to call his own, that she could pay the light bill and maybe put Romeo into a daycare center that wasn't full of roaches and angry ******* "Someday I'll get out, but it's illogical to say with all the money I'm making, and it's just a job when you get down to it, I've ****** a lot of ***** and never gotten paid." Rocco Jr.'s cheeks were always the second sweet thing she tasted. "I know a lot of girls that got defeated by this game."
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My red wagon, in my youth, Kept things some thought quite uncouth, Like fishing line, crawdad bait, A model boat, old door plate, Copper rupees from Nepal, Ancient skull, an old softball, And I still wish I had them all, Those fine treasures of my youth. Though years have past since that day, I, again, still lug that dray, But I often can recall, All the stuff I used to haul. Though no longer filled with junk; I don't use it like a trunk. This lesson I didn't flunk. It's filled with my kids at play.
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Feb 17, 2013
Feb 17, 2013 at 9:04 AM UTC
My Red Wagon
When ranchers decide to do a thing, Sometimes they just go through it. What follows is a little fling A neighbor did...don't do it. The clearing of the land requires a little fortitude Some ingenuity, and luck, and not a little courage. So A.D. Volbrecht's story, though a little crude, Is only strange to those who eat milk toast and porridge. Rather than tear an old house down to clear a farming space, A.D. enlisted help from his oldest son to haul the thing away. Together then, the two grown men took on a moving race To see if they could jack the house and move it in one day. The morning saw a Donahue, low slung and meant to haul, Waiting as the house was raised, (unsteady on new legs) Then slowly lowered down again. T'would make a feller bawl To see the old home place prepare to pack its bags. Son Zane began a steady pull to move the old house home, And A.D. took his place in front, flashers and flags to warn. Slow going was their pace, and traffic stopped up some; The actual move was tougher than the plan they'd formed. So seven miles became a half a day, and challenges arose How ever would they move the thing through town? The power lines and traffic cops were obstacles; who knows What kinds of tickets they'd be writing down? Up ahead the airport gleamed, the tarmac shimmered black. "Aha!" old A.D. cried, "I've found the way around!" Hard left he turned on a county road, and cut the fence in back And guided Zane and the old home shack to airport ground. Western Airways flight was due sometime that afternoon; Old AD rattled on up Runway One, old pickup running fast, To find a gate to let the old house through, (and none too soon); The tractor and its load sputtered through the parking lot at last. In June a few years back, a farmer and his son pulled off a heist. Stole some runway time and cut their journey short... No harm done, though they'd never do it twice Without winding up defenseless in the county court.
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Apr 10, 2013
Apr 10, 2013 at 7:56 AM UTC
Runway Surprises
When ranchers decide to do a thing, Sometimes they just go through it. What follows is a little fling A neighbor did...don't do it. The clearing of the land requires a little fortitude Some ingenuity, and luck, and not a little courage. So A.D. Volbrecht's story, though a little crude, Is only strange to those who eat milk toast and porridge. Rather than tear an old house down to clear a farming space, A.D. enlisted help from his oldest son to haul the thing away. Together then, the two grown men took on a moving race To see if they could jack the house and move it in one day. The morning saw a Donahue, low slung and meant to haul, Waiting as the house was raised, (unsteady on new legs) Then slowly lowered down again. T'would make a feller bawl To see the old home place prepare to pack its bags. Son Zane began a steady pull to move the old house home, And A.D. took his place in front, flashers and flags to warn. Slow going was their pace, and traffic stopped up some; The actual move was tougher than the plan they'd formed. So seven miles became a half a day, and challenges arose How ever would they move the thing through town? The power lines and traffic cops were obstacles; who knows What kinds of tickets they'd be writing down? Up ahead the airport gleamed, the tarmac shimmered black. "Aha!" old A.D. cried, "I've found the way around!" Hard left he turned on a county road, and cut the fence in back And guided Zane and the old home shack to airport ground. Western Airways flight was due sometime that afternoon; Old AD rattled on up Runway One, old pickup running fast, To find a gate to let the old house through, (and none too soon); The tractor and its load sputtered through the parking lot at last. In June a few years back, a farmer and his son pulled off a heist. Stole some runway time and cut their journey short... No harm done, though they'd never do it twice Without winding up defenseless in the county court.
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By: Cedric McClester It’s a steep hill to climb But I’ll climb it anyway Hoping I might make it To the top one day It’s a steep hill to climb But I’m in for the long haul I’m heading for the top Even if I have to crawl It’s a steep hill to climb But I’m climbing every inch I won’t be sidelined I’m not sitting on a bench It’s a steep hill to climb There ain’t no doubt But there’s a way to the top That I’ve figured out It’s a steep hill to climb Yet I’m not discouraged All it takes on my part Is a little courage It’s a steep hill to climb But I’m climbing every inch I won’t be sidelined I’m not sitting on a bench It’s a steep hill to climb But I’m not dropping out Getting to the top Is what I’m all about It’s a steep hill to climb But don’t expect me to be gone I’m too ****** determined Not to carry on It’s a steep hill to climb But I have to do it Despite the obstacles And you and I both knew it Cedric McClester, Copyright (c) 2016.  All rights reserved.
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May 18, 2016
May 18, 2016 at 6:21 AM UTC
It’S A Steep Hill To Climb
Good morning, what'd you wake to? What kind of eyes you lookin' through? Tell me, was it ever me you wanted? 'cus every dream I have I'm haunted... Oh, babe I feel this kinda way now... the way the sun rays warm us all like anticipation for the rain to fall... I gotta' know, are you in this for the long haul? I know I shouldn't be... Honestly, I'm not looking for an answer they'll warn you,"You can't change her," so in my mind I walk to you with leaves under my feet & in my mind we meet. & I poke fun & say, "Where've you been? You down for sinning?" I'm just kidding." I just desire simple living, picking flowers, extending hours in your presence an earthly heaven. Laughing in a 7/11 to buy a smoke & then we choke from laughing. Oh, babe I'm already ******* trapped in It's fine, yea it's fine I sit 'round a fire, wine & lips eating pears, he loves my hips And then he grips Yea, babe, here I go again I've slipped he hands me a clip I burn... & there I go, it's all gone numb. I blow him like some bubble gum. with you sitting there in a corner of my mind tucked away he'll never find. Still wonderin', what do you think at night? Who is it that you write? I know it's not my right to know but you, you always linger & I'm worse a curved index finger.
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Feb 11, 2016
Feb 11, 2016 at 7:40 PM UTC
Come Here
where do they go? to mountains of synonyms pushing lilac or purple or puce or lavender from valleys of russet metaphors? do verbs frollic? nouns place themselves before mirrors asking themselves "who am I?" adjectives, do they answer? do the long words most people don't understand do they go on spending sprees with their million dollar Lotto winnings? do conjunctions play matchmaker? or hitch up boxcars for the more expressive poetic engineers to haul through the long winds? ghosts of past tenses invade present and mixed metaphors haunt the nightmares of learned readers. gerunds run on their little wheels and stuff their cheeks with prepositions. where do words go when they die? they must hang as DANGLING PARTICIPLES.
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May 17, 2017
May 17, 2017 at 7:26 PM UTC
when words dream
There's now proof, that a Russian flesh-eating cannibal is in the good old US of A He would offer you toxic ingredients, including gasoline and lighter fluid, I'd say But, because its tell-tale scaly sores, are similar to another well known leacher They initially played down concerns, saying, "they're not seeing signs of the creature" My boyfriend had maggots coming out of his leg, after a recent foreign scare I know people don't want to hear stuff like that, but it is really happening out there Snap goes the toothless crocodile, one, two, three Wangsta da Gangsta, had a great haul Ring a ding a ling, 'cause they deliver the first for free Jim and Joan went into da hood, to fetch nothin' much at all They fall to the charlatans, that promise you a crystal ball A little at first and then some more, that's for sure It will make you snap, give you curls and dance you a little twirl Star gazing thru the sun ray and day tripping into a wayward night That's why if you use crocodile juice, it will do more than shake ya loose Destroying our souls, creating huge holes and build mountains out of moles Snap goes the toothless crocodile, one, two, three Wangsta da Gangsta, had a great haul Ring a ding a ling, 'cause they deliver the first for free Jim and Joan went into da hood, to fetch nothin' much at all Mr Jeffrey Vint has become less popular among his abusers I say, "they're all losers", but I guess, beggars can't be choosers Some mother's even gave birth with two thumbs, but those babies are now total **** Others think the monster could be at large, maybe roaming your neighbourhood   Put a stop to this croc's chomp, before it destroys everything in the swamp Get your doctor to prescribe a stronger drug, to conquer that evil imposter   Snap goes the toothless crocodile, one, two, three Wangsta da Gangsta, had a great haul Ring a ding a ling, 'cause they deliver the first for free Jim and Joan went into da hood, to fetch nothin' much at all.
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Sep 10, 2019
Sep 10, 2019 at 5:19 PM UTC
Crocodile Day Tripping
There's now proof, that a Russian flesh-eating cannibal is in the good old US of A He would offer you toxic ingredients, including gasoline and lighter fluid, I'd say But, because its tell-tale scaly sores, are similar to another well known leacher They initially played down concerns, saying, "they're not seeing signs of the creature" My boyfriend had maggots coming out of his leg, after a recent foreign scare I know people don't want to hear stuff like that, but it is really happening out there Snap goes the toothless crocodile, one, two, three Wangsta da Gangsta, had a great haul Ring a ding a ling, 'cause they deliver the first for free Jim and Joan went into da hood, to fetch nothin' much at all They fall to the charlatans, that promise you a crystal ball A little at first and then some more, that's for sure It will make you snap, give you curls and dance you a little twirl Star gazing thru the sun ray and day tripping into a wayward night That's why if you use crocodile juice, it will do more than shake ya loose Destroying our souls, creating huge holes and build mountains out of moles Snap goes the toothless crocodile, one, two, three Wangsta da Gangsta, had a great haul Ring a ding a ling, 'cause they deliver the first for free Jim and Joan went into da hood, to fetch nothin' much at all Mr Jeffrey Vint has become less popular among his abusers I say, "they're all losers", but I guess, beggars can't be choosers Some mother's even gave birth with two thumbs, but those babies are now total **** Others think the monster could be at large, maybe roaming your neighbourhood   Put a stop to this croc's chomp, before it destroys everything in the swamp Get your doctor to prescribe a stronger drug, to conquer that evil imposter   Snap goes the toothless crocodile, one, two, three Wangsta da Gangsta, had a great haul Ring a ding a ling, 'cause they deliver the first for free Jim and Joan went into da hood, to fetch nothin' much at all.
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I fear not a thing in this room; world; vast. A path as wide as Earth- I have none other to follow. Why should I find myself ravingly inclined to throw this bucket into the ocean, haul it back in until my palms bleed and with the intent of an excited madman drink it all until I regurgitate shards of broken dream, regrets and utter salt. I have listed all my achievements, all the houses I built, all the cast-iron-flame-retardant- bridges I sat ablaze without a shrug; floating away into the air-waving |new-life-death-the-universe-and-everything| fumes of a well-played Molotow Coctail. I fear not a thing in this room. When I die, I'll rest my cranial remains on a volume of pure epicity. Loves and lovers won and mostly lost. Victories at high and lower cost. Faces, sounds and scenes, more wild and blinding than I'd ever seen. I cannot see in past or future anything considered missed. No laugh withheld, no sin I felt I needed to resist. It's only me: Little God. And I have come here to exist. My diary. Is my Bucket List.
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Apr 7, 2014
Apr 7, 2014 at 8:23 AM UTC
Little God's Bucket List.
Heh! Walk her round. Heave, ah, heave her short again! Over, ****** her over, there, and hold her on the pawl. Loose all sail, and brace your yards aback and full— Ready jib to pay her off and heave short all! Well, ah, fare you well; we can stay no more with you, my love— Down, set down your liquor and your girl from off your knee; For the wind has come to say: “You must take me while you may, If you’d go to Mother Carey (Walk her down to Mother Carey!), Oh, we’re bound to Mother Carey where she feeds her chicks at sea!” Heh! Walk her round. Break, ah, break it out o’ that! Break our starboard-bower out, apeak, awash, and clear! Port—port she casts, with the harbour-mud beneath her foot, And that’s the last o’ bottom we shall see this year! Well, ah, fare you well, for we’ve got to take her out again— Take her out in ballast, riding light and cargo-free. And it’s time to clear and quit When the hawser grips the bitt, So we’ll pay you with the foresheet and a promise from the sea! Heh! Tally on. Aft and walk away with her! Handsome to the cathead, now; O tally on the fall! Stop, seize and fish, and easy on the davit-guy. Up, well up the fluke of her, and inboard haul! Well, ah, fare you well, for the Channel wind’s took hold of us, Choking down our voices as we ****** the gaskets free. And it’s blowing up for night, And she’s dropping light on light, And she’s snorting under bonnets for a breath of open sea, Wheel, full and by; but she’ll smell her road alone to-night. Sick she is and harbour-sick—Oh, sick to clear the land! Roll down to Brest with the old Red Ensign over us— Carry on and thrash her out with all she’ll stand! Well, ah, fare you well, and it’s Ushant slams the door on us, Whirling like a windmill through the ***** scud to lee: Till the last, last flicker goes From the tumbling water-rows, And we’re off to Mother Carey (Walk her down to Mother Carey!), Oh, we’re bound for Mother Carey where she feeds her chicks at sea!
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Anchor Song
Heh! Walk her round. Heave, ah, heave her short again! Over, ****** her over, there, and hold her on the pawl. Loose all sail, and brace your yards aback and full— Ready jib to pay her off and heave short all! Well, ah, fare you well; we can stay no more with you, my love— Down, set down your liquor and your girl from off your knee; For the wind has come to say: “You must take me while you may, If you’d go to Mother Carey (Walk her down to Mother Carey!), Oh, we’re bound to Mother Carey where she feeds her chicks at sea!” Heh! Walk her round. Break, ah, break it out o’ that! Break our starboard-bower out, apeak, awash, and clear! Port—port she casts, with the harbour-mud beneath her foot, And that’s the last o’ bottom we shall see this year! Well, ah, fare you well, for we’ve got to take her out again— Take her out in ballast, riding light and cargo-free. And it’s time to clear and quit When the hawser grips the bitt, So we’ll pay you with the foresheet and a promise from the sea! Heh! Tally on. Aft and walk away with her! Handsome to the cathead, now; O tally on the fall! Stop, seize and fish, and easy on the davit-guy. Up, well up the fluke of her, and inboard haul! Well, ah, fare you well, for the Channel wind’s took hold of us, Choking down our voices as we ****** the gaskets free. And it’s blowing up for night, And she’s dropping light on light, And she’s snorting under bonnets for a breath of open sea, Wheel, full and by; but she’ll smell her road alone to-night. Sick she is and harbour-sick—Oh, sick to clear the land! Roll down to Brest with the old Red Ensign over us— Carry on and thrash her out with all she’ll stand! Well, ah, fare you well, and it’s Ushant slams the door on us, Whirling like a windmill through the ***** scud to lee: Till the last, last flicker goes From the tumbling water-rows, And we’re off to Mother Carey (Walk her down to Mother Carey!), Oh, we’re bound for Mother Carey where she feeds her chicks at sea!
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after five years when I write her a love poem, she is always surprised, her unexpectation so very pleases me. after five years when I write her a love poem, I am always surprised, that a new way to say it, uncovered. but this I can tell you, not once do I ever write nor will I ever pen those I love you words. they are too easy, too cheap, a dime a dozen, naked words make me weep, dress 'em, cloak 'em, try to Pradip 'em in mystery, charming humor, use conjuring spells of Bala imagery unreal, Bzynga! work hard to tell her why, work hard to guard your originality, work hard to tell her in ways that her into me smiling, crying, punching. so I write love poems, every now and then, special ways recalled, teasing her about her forgetfulness, about her teasing me with rhyming that is less than spectacular, how my body has reshaped itself to fit her. tell her I love you, plain, well that be downright, pffft. (an interjection used to express or indicate a dying or fizzling out) the key is to tell her in a fashion original, personal to us. that what all these endless love poems here strive, but too oft, fail to arrive. all tricked up, too direct, passion burnt used up after but a single read stroke her cheek with soft stanzas, torrential directness, no subtly, fizzles. write for the long haul, words that five years hence, words that five hundred years hence, make her into me smiling, crying, punching, like the first time she read them, like they did five years ago.
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Jan 9, 2014
Jan 9, 2014 at 10:04 PM UTC
after five years, when I write her a love poem