"freezed" poems
Saw her first at cousin's weddinG,
She looked astonishing I knew where it was headinG
Escorting the bride she came in smilinG
My eyes got glued on her and my heart started poundinG.
Afraid of her brother but she agreed to meeT,
I got there first, where the buses fleeT,
Time and place was on her to fiX,
Excited, I reached before the clock tickS,
There I saw her waving at platform thirty siX.
Time freezed for a while,
Walking towards her a million thoughts ran through my mind,
Was that really her or someone else!?
But that same magical smile and my heart again melts.
Simple, yet pleasant I liked her stylE,
But the best thing was definitely her smilE,
I got lost , stammered in speech for a whilE,
She was confident and I got nervous blood profilE.
The place was new ,
None of us had any clue,
I was sweaty , the day seems hottest,
Perhaps the oddest in the whole August.
Black and white top and she blingS,
Leather sandals and those shiny earingS,
The watch was pink , hairs were perfect readY,
But **** her luggage was real heavY!
Got in a cab, and some comfy place to talK,
She was in a hurry, but i had all the clocK,
She was bold at the same time cooL,
And I was smiling for no reason like a fooL.
More time I wanted to spend,
But getting her home safe and sound was important in the end.
Got her a bus had to bid a good bye,
And my hopes of meeting her soon are sky high! :)
Aug 11, 2018
Aug 11, 2018 at 4:04 PM UTC
*
**some memories preserved
for special one, some reserved
for long, some freezed
with time, some released
some memories' fragrance
yet infused in the ambience
when they cross the mind
the life gets new vibrance**
*
Nov 23, 2018
Nov 23, 2018 at 3:51 AM UTC
My heart is not made of stone!
I feel the piercing pain
Spending my time alone
Walking in this heavy rain
The thunder roars rumble
But my mind has freezed
Upon a stone, I stumble
This time I am not teased
In my room, I sit wondering
What would hurt the most?
A betrayal of hearts pondering,
Or promises washed away and lost
I give leads to my sorrows
Letting my tears fall upon
Shall it be my last tomorrow
From everyones life gone
As I take in a half glass of wine
My tears fill in the other half
Every fault becomes solely mine
The rest sit back and laugh
My love went unnoticed first
And you gunned me with cheat
Betrayal came in with the rest
Your love showed in your treat
I shall go, far away from all
From your life to my pained soul
I know you'd never dare to call
The flames died, left is just, coal...
©sim
Aug 10, 2017
Aug 10, 2017 at 8:33 PM UTC
**
With each turn passing
My shadow was following me
Winter wind was blowing
My shadow was freezing cold..**
With each turns and hedges
It just ran through the corners..
With sun getting high
It got wild and strong
With my frequent desperation
to get rid of it
It got bigger and bold..
The more I disliked it's free attitude..
It showed me it's competing style..
The more I drove faster
It lingered me thin and bigger..
Finally came the setting sun..
It became taller than me
I called it loud names..
It grew bigger so could
not hear me..
Tall mountains and tall shadow
Was both chilled and freezed..
It continued it's run behind me
Guess that was the reason it did
not freeze..
I was getting annoyed with it
My whole time went away
Watch and try to shed it away
So I could move free..
It lingered around me
With claws of it's own
The more I drove reckless
The tighter it's grip grew..
With night setting in
I searched for it in vain..
In desperation to rid from it
I had driven deep in terrain..**
Now darkness engulfed me
It hid some where,
vanished,
frozen cold winds
knocked my car away..
I started missing the company
My shadow had given me
Instead of trying to rid from it
I started longing for it's company..
In that winter night
With that smoked air coming
from my month,
I tried calling it with my shaking voice
I looked for it's company to keep me warmed..
Yet it disappeared till
night waned away
And
Morning
Sun came by..!
In those colder dark hours
I realised the value of my shadow!
From undesired company
It became my closest friend
From unwanted distracter
It became my priority partner..
And now me and my shadow are company together
I never feel lonely again..
Anyone who join me in my drive
Feels like a intruder between the two of us..
I sing along, my shadow keeps dancing and both of us make a perfect
Blend...
On each passing turn
It blends to take a bend..!!
Sparkle In Wisdom
1 Jan 2019.
Jan 10, 2019
Jan 10, 2019 at 8:40 AM UTC
Stop tracing my heart,
With your ***** finger
I smell blood, on your murderous hands
Get out of my face,
You don't belong here
Your breath smells like of dead
Leave me alone,
I owe nothing to a freezed mind
Not even good words of wisdom
Reap your deeds,
Screams, begging and hurts
Is all I hear, from your silent posture
How many deaths,
And whose paying for all this kills
It's all noted, in the hells receipt
Payback time will come,
Your screams and moans
Will never be enough for those souls...
©sim
Jul 30, 2018
Jul 30, 2018 at 10:01 PM UTC
Delightfully force thyself to a cheap coat
Frayed winter shelter
Sworn fre-nemy of millennial style
Who kills itself in gale
While the master keeps cozy within your skin
Wonder if you’ll ever be so disloyal to dare ask for a bath
Then, in irony,
Loved and wanted by the living freezed
And the envy of the proletarian blanket
, shining in its absence-Your presence.
Under the carless hands of the master
Buttons drop and thread spills as solid blood
Doomed to fulfill the unchosen goal
Depletion will not be salvation
Just a mute shriek
living decomposition
Hope thy ist warm.
Oct 21, 2014
Oct 21, 2014 at 10:39 PM UTC
it took you less than a second to feel how cold my heart was.
i told you.
i told you that my heart had freezed because of the strong winds of my past, and the abundance amount of broken vials of love potions i drank, and the stiffness and sting of the darkness i lived in.
i told you that this icy heart could freeze anyone else's heart too, infectious it had been. it tends to demand revenge out of its misery, and those who are unlucky to hold it in their very skin will suffer of the same pain.
i told you that you can't cure me, even when you stayed up nights to make me a love potion, trust me you're not the first one. you're not the first one to try and make it melt because others have tried to and failed miserably.
now hand over my heart before it infects you too.
Aug 30, 2016
Aug 30, 2016 at 8:46 AM UTC
We're on single bench,
across in a single mirror.
I'm learning by heart you're curve.
1,2,3,4,5
TURNED.
Staring vacantly again,
5,4,3,2,1
LOOKED.
I smiled exclusively on my thought,
I can't make it detectable
Mirror will spy.
Gauged,angles estimated and quantified.
1,2,3,4,5 and STARED.
Our eyes bumped.
5,4,3,2,1
Ohh,beats accelerating
I am freezed.
My heart jumps out.
Sorry,I can't make it,
I am evaporating,
or falling to million microscopic pieces.
Jul 12, 2010
Jul 12, 2010 at 6:34 AM UTC
I rather not shout, to provoke certain spirits
In gain of my own
Why should I dig more,
when buried things are known
Out there in the dark,
amongst the old monuments
Find my name engraved,
when you have lived your moments
I, for thee was once a famous being,
now resting in pieces not in peace
How could I, be happy when I got locked out alive
My beating heart wouldn't stop, and my eyes lived to see
Literally, suffocating myself,
as the way out was none to find
In this dark, pit of horror
even the sun, dares not to shine
The culprit escaped, however,
by dumping me here,
My conscious returned, but no one could hear
A pile of mud and heavy stones carefully braced
My nails dug in deep
and my breathing raced
In a moment, all was freezed and gone
My heart, my soul, my life......all TORN.
©sim
Mar 8, 2018
Mar 8, 2018 at 11:00 PM UTC
You, who thought,
You were strong enough,
To vanquish both life and death.
You known you were, silly you,
Man enough to love her the best way,
And that wasn't the right way,
Too much love is often a flaw.
Her eyes turned away from you,
Her heart freezed over forever,
Erasing the present into the past,
Your bliss has disappeared into time.
Sadly way of sneaking up on you,
Tricky way of helping you out.
You will always love her,
Tell her that you will.
Apr 11, 2015
Apr 11, 2015 at 5:53 AM UTC
I've dreamed about ourselves
In the golden Dunes:
Bathed in sunshine,
warm under our feet.
But I'm here,
In the Tundra:
Freezed by the hoarfrost,
and it feels desertic.
Cold,
before the rise of the lights.
May 18, 2016
May 18, 2016 at 8:49 PM UTC
Way to the lane
Sam stood under a tree
waiting for Jane
says to himself, "I love thee."
Sunshine furnished the day
it was half past eleven
Sam frenzied and gay
for he will get to tryst Jane.
Past the lane was a park
where lovers hummed songs of love
along with the tune of larks
beneath the heaven above.
Sam walked to and fro
eyeing on the lovers kiss
dreamt of kissing Jane's eyebrow
something he never wanted to miss.
Minutes passed into hours
and Sam worried presently
for Jane's arrival undiscovered
he calls her hurriedly.
Jane's mobile rings aloud
awaiting Sam for the response
some questions maked Sam doubt
he stormed towards her home at once.
On the way his phone rings
immediately picking it up
he says, "Jane!!", curiously
the voice of an unknown cop.
Asking, "Is this Mr. Sam?"
"Yes, it's Sam," he replies
Cop says, "I found your number with this Ma'am,
Middle of the road she died."
Sam stunned and shocked
with a shaky voice he asks, "Where are you calling from?"
Cop replied, "Before highway, near shop Reebok"
and Sam destined for the zone.
Reaching there he finds her carcass
while returning with gifts
sweet Jane crashed with a bus
while she was running swift.
Shattered Sam stood still
his mind freezed and tears dried
woven dreams at once killed
dark clouds defeated light.
Aug 8, 2010
Aug 8, 2010 at 3:44 AM UTC
the wind blew sofly
and the snow felled quietly
the trees dipped in snow
and the sky's body is filled with grey
the snow covered the green field
buried those green memories
i stood there
stiff as hell
the cold probably reached my bones
The cold plastic of the headphones dug into my ears
and the music played loud as hell
♪On a thousand islands in the sea
I see a thousand people just like me♪
in the faint distant i hear the snow being compacted
under her feet as she walks away
♪Take me away everyone
When it hurts thou♪
my hands curled into a fist
frusterated by her thoughts
filled with uncertainty...
♪From my head to my toes
From the words in the book
I see a vision that would bring me luck
From my head to my toes
To my teeth, through my nose
You get these words wrong ♪
Angered with the thought
that the winters chill
freezed her heart
♪ Everytime
You get these words wrong
I just smile ♪
i Turn around quickly
and i see her walking away
looking at the clouds
as her arms are crossed
her hands holding her arms
♪For these last few days leave me alone♪
i yelled at her
"HEY!"
she stops
but doesn't look back
♪Leave me Alone♪
i smile really big
smiled with madness
**** you, for making my head
hit the clouds!"
she turns back to look at me
but i was gone
far away
i was gone
♪intrumental♪
Nov 17, 2013
Nov 17, 2013 at 5:29 PM UTC
Treading down the steps of your heart,
A string of wire holds itself from breaking,
A neck is forming in that string so dart,
And this action of fate, my soul isnt taking.
You came to me for a friend to seek I know,
Now what can I do If, my soulmate inside you, your eyes show.
And this is not at all **** what I am trying to say,
Folded are my hands to almighty every night to pray.
My mind counts numbers and alphabets to get some sleep,
It does so to console my heart, wound embossing in it is so deep.
Is it my fault that I have found true love in you..??
Yes I think its mine, cause you werent wrong, your feelings werent of deciet but of true.
But what can I do now if I cannot live, without talking to you.
If not love, would u give some minutes of your life.? please, only a few.
So that I can show you, what I used to say were not just words,
I want to marry you. Hey please dont pick up ear buds.!
When I try to forget all the time I spent with you, this cruel heart starts to murmur you name,
Oh **** I am unable to control myself, its such a shame.
But I am not a bad guy and wish for you to live happily with the person you love.
While Agony spreads from tip to toe and my heart gets freezed to see someone else with my dove.
Jan 19, 2014
Jan 19, 2014 at 11:59 AM UTC
I sail through utter silence
Words are ceased
And thoughts freezed
Nothing more remains to be said, I reckon
Or there is too much
Yes
It is too much
that words cant capture
thoughts cant express
yet it flows
like an ocean which moves from shore to shore
and never finds an abode...
Feb 27, 2014
Feb 27, 2014 at 12:35 AM UTC
slumbering cream-cheese on the tip of
an unhungried tongue... in past lives,
we met and you called me crazy. for
once, we are on the same level and
neither of us are not untethered in
the nether of whenever. kindred
souls know how to laughalot,
whereas unkindred soulzzz
bite each other with
elongated continuities
of 'Zed.'
we are perhaps both of these
at different times, but there
is never a lack of love tho
a lack of passion might
have done us well as
well as done us
harm all
depending on how
bent-outta-shape we'd
cared to be. there is
nothing inside of me
that says winter more
than holding yer hand
down the length of the
pole-line while you wore
flats and freezed and
I was too afraid to talk
very loud becuz a small-
town meant solitude and
I couldn't stand solitude
as I wasn't a solid, but a
gas and a liquid too afraid
to become the temporary
icy toothache of a transient
season.
I will love you forever,
but don't tell yerself that.
there's a dead guy in the body,
but he's only fast asleep.
Dec 22, 2013
Dec 22, 2013 at 3:58 PM UTC
Shrugged the princess
The one with the ice cold guilt;
The guilt of surviving
When nobody else did.
A princess she'd become
For which she lost her soul.
Filled with despair,
She was in the permanent state
Of the freezed misery
She proudly chose.
She was no longer bright,
She had no longer light.
The fancy dresses
Seemed dull,
And the heavy joules
Seemed light.
She saw the stars
For what they really are.
The fearful eyes
Of the hell that awaits.
The vague thoughts of hers
Gave her nothing
But more remorse.
The princess weeped
The Poverty's tears,
Those whom she once
Belonged to.
Shrugged the princess
And stopped breathing.
Left her dress hanging
Along with her neck.
On the ground lied a note
"I'm sorry."
It said.
Sep 26, 2014
Sep 26, 2014 at 10:28 AM UTC
Wanted a warm hug oh these harsh cool wind
WINTER IS STRIKING THE DOOR
The hot cup of coffee with blanket warped over me
OH ! NO WINTER IS STRIKING THE DOOR
Reading near the fireplace lost in the rhythm of
rocking
chair
Ah! Gotcha said winter coming close to me
Restless on the chair I made my way to run
But soon winter holds me tight , I am caught he said
with a
grin
I am so freezed and squirmed a lot
Living with winter , like in prison
BUT HAPPY TO KNOW SUMMER WOULD BE SOON
STRIKING
OUR DOOR
Jul 4, 2015
Jul 4, 2015 at 7:17 PM UTC
two more months, and it will be a year since you left.
and
i still have so many questions...
how come all i can write about is you
how come when it's late at night
and the dishes are *****
all i can think about is ball room dancing in the kitchen with you
and you laughing because i can't dance
for the life of me
and how come i still think of you ******* me against that cheap chinese made sink that always leaks
especially
in the heat of that one summer
with
your mom
in the other room
and how we tried to stay quiet
but
ended up breaking into fits of obnoxious laughter
i always did love your one dimple
and how it always came out at the worst possible times
but **** you and **** your family
and **** all the lions in Africa
i don't need you to rule this world
or regain my pride
you opened your arms to me
and got so use to holding me
tha you failed to realize that you started to hold me against my will
so
many nights
you drowned your common sense with that bottle of whiskey
and
so many nights you ate me like that birthday cake i made you
and so many nights you'd pin me down
and
**** me when
i was crying about my other ninety nine problems
and i trusted you
and
you ended up being the worst one
and you would just hold me there
suspended in time
as you
****** away the day
and
my life
.
you just wouldn't let me go home.
my mom was in the driveway waiting
for me
and
i was too busy crying to notice.
shaken up
and over the top
like a cold coca cola.
waiting
for you to give me the okay
to put on my clothes
and buckle my seat belt
and lick the sticky sweetness of you off my lips..
do you
remember that one hot humid summer
when you hydroplaned
and crashed your car into that ravine
and nearly killed me
and all you were worried
about was the police figuring out
you didn't have insurance
and that guy with that lifted ford pulled your car out of that ravine and you laughed
and
shrugged it off
and sped away
well
despite what we thought
i died in that ravine
that day
and sometimes i wonder if you ever visit my grave
or hold me high in your head
do you..?
i want to go back in time
before the days
when no meant yes
and
your hands didn't feel like sandpaper
i want to tell you before you ever set your sights on a girl like me
to cut your loses
and let your expectations
and
me
go.
i want to tell you all the things i hate about you
and that
i hate you for not letting me leave sooner.
and that i just
i hate you.
but
i
don't
in a twistedly
unexpected way
i think i forgave you a long time ago
but yet
i want to stab you in the throat and drink your blood like sweet wine..
so i can cherish
the ice that runs in your veins
and freezed
me over
all
those
frigid months ago
when no one bothered to save me.
Nov 2, 2015
Nov 2, 2015 at 12:39 AM UTC
I cheated myself the way i never wanted,
hands does'nt move but scroll to be granted,
eyes take a snap of feets,
enourmously both hand bleeds,
knees are bent eyes are narrow,
screams are so loud can make a hollow,
space between concious and unconsiousness,
the cloths are ***** and the fellings are pressed,
be within limits is now a deed,
what i will define is the tear's of need,
lips are died to say anything that i want,
i want to do many things but i cant,
breathes are borken,
my thoughts are frozen,
want to define each and ever thing i feel,
but i have to take it out from the kneel,
beside chest nothing is there,
the thing was freezed and can't flair,
hollow bones but filled with air,
still i cant fly because i am here,
for just crying,
but still i am trying,
for my mind to on it,
cheeks are streched but a little bit,
i have to fight and i cant quit......
Aug 8, 2014
Aug 8, 2014 at 6:28 AM UTC
It’s raining here,
and it won’t stop.
I was waiting in fear,
soaked like m’ nana’s mop
I’m cold, I’m shaking,
my legs are trembling.
I’ve got no more heat,
and my hands ‘r like a dead-beat.
I pulled ‘em out,
of m’ leather pockets,
what will I see,
frozen chicken nuggets.
All blushed up,
hard like a brick,
all freezed up,
rollin’ like a stuffed up *****
Pulled my hat up,
got my jacket tight,
from thumb to toe,
I was like the reaper Joe.
Trying to warm ‘em,
trying to rub ‘em,
but they are more stiff,
than an ice-cold shiv.
I need something
to make ‘em move again,
I need to feel your
warmth, dear woman.
They’ll start moving,
they’ll be bouncing,
they’ll get red,
and I won’t be sad.
Just get me in,
I promise I’ll behave,
I’ll do what I’m told,
just get me out of this cold.
Feb 13, 2015
Feb 13, 2015 at 7:03 PM UTC
The unseen forces dwell around me,
Some just whisper to be free, just free,
They house on the old ancient trees,
It's quite nice to enjoy the breeze,
But once you are a target,
That's the start of their game,
It's evident that most people say the same,
That you hear a whisper of your name,
Little unfortunes happen as people say,
Mostly experiences encountered during the day,
I have heard lots of stories from people around,
That people insanely do rounds around the trees,
And later found fainted or sitting freezed,
Some babble and laugh or just giggle,
The old stories keep people away from this area,
As the community has created sort of a barrier,
A notice read:
**"Caution: Ghostly Whispers on patrol
From 12.00pm-2.00pm
Keep out of this area"**
I was quite curious to find out about this,
And later decided to take a stroll to meet the risk,
The trees were quite old but stood bold,
With soothing breeze cool to cold,
I stretched my hand to catch a branch to hold,
My heart thumped as I heard a whisper in my ear,
Startled I turned around in fear,
But no one was even near,
I felt my cheek slightly pressed,
Then I saw a figure in white dressed,
An enchanting smile,
I stood helpless frozen for a while,
Then as fast as I could...I ran,
I knew the stories were true man!
Till today I've never tried walking near those trees,
Even though they provide the most enchanting breeze...
©sim
Jan 21, 2018
Jan 21, 2018 at 6:40 PM UTC
*she was a gift to the world
but words silenced her
the only escape she had*
was a gun
to the person who made her feel that way
you've just killed an angel
*he walked in confidence
he was on the right track
nothing could stop him*
**except the fact
that he was christian
and gay**
do the church that made him bleed
to bleed out the different in him
you've just killed an angel
*she had the voice of an angel
she didn't let anything hold her down
her spirit filled the room with happiness
but the only thing they cared about*
**was the size of her body
bringing down the size of her love
until she couldn't even love herself**
to whoever told her she wasn't skinny enough
*you pulled the trigger on an angel
**she was only in 7th grade
when her life was taken away
but she tried to hold on longer
an angel
who did nothing but make a mistake
when she turned 15
she decided she couldn't hold on any longer**
*her name was Amanda
and she was only a girl
but her story lives on
because she's still in the world
suicide is still yet to be stopped
and though we cannot
turn back the clock
for Amanda
we can save those who live like her*
and to the man who blackmailed her with her own picture
to the girls who beat her up over a guy
to the parents who didn't see
to all the different schools that didn't do anything
to the friends who freezed her out**
**to the people who harassed her on Facebook after she tried to commit suicide the first time
to the people who commented on her story video telling her she
"deserved it"
to the ones who never cared enough to ask if she was ok
you tortured
beat
and slowly killed
an angel**
Sep 17, 2014
Sep 17, 2014 at 4:34 PM UTC
Winters are on,
Making me frown....
My heart is freezed.
I don't think I could,
Love anymore.
Dec 30, 2018
Dec 30, 2018 at 8:21 PM UTC
Share the world I'm alive
haunting brain archives
Thrives till dust then at dawn hearing your vocals
Vibrate luminosity across the smokers domain stuck
Freezed into the glaze of your mind
Own senses draped
self-spilling emotions on reality tap
Screen vented this day
the unknowing longing
To converse about
the gleaming at gorgeous eyes
Minding me intrinsically cumbersome under my skin
An image engrained into my head
Writing for the quintessential relaxed ears
Mind breathing without ageing thoughts
Breaking my weak twigs knees
Wanting your eclectic self-yearning
Nothing more
Byzantine accomplishments
Cemented on bricks buried on the floors
Passing artistically
Butterflys invade my consciousness
Then drifting back on wheels swilling untitled
Lonely human actions
Collecting copious mental photographs sloshing Amongst my neurons dreaming
Once more of a singers delighted painted green
Leavings as she bounces the surrounding scene of her european leaves juxtaposed
I remain still unseen with this non-emoted
Feelings ghost bound holdings
Gigantic bugs my ****** host as you fade away
From earth perceptions
Left burning wrapped beatnik-esque sunglasses
Reverberations haunting
My cranium nearly dejected frustrated
Shyness awaking my tripling typing monstrosity admirations
Oct 8, 2014
Oct 8, 2014 at 4:30 PM UTC