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"coddling" poems
how is it that they still don't understand that we already ******* KnOw how to use Excel we already ******* KnOw how to pay the bills we already ******* KnOw and they're either too **** stupid to realize that we don't need coddling or saving or they're afraid to let us go they're afraid of losing their investments they're afraid of losing their power they're afraid to let us live
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Jul 23, 2018
Jul 23, 2018 at 1:52 AM UTC
are you stupid?
When I hear a concealed clock ticking, I think it's some shouldered past jello grenade ready to chastise my fletched thumbs. Like the last time Sandman drew supper with his knees, and decided to fling cherry cobbler at my nose, I realized this homeless perfume actually belonged to Mother. Her pearls redeem her complexion, milk marrow of silk against her nose-- three strikes dawdling their tongues from underneath tin necks. Steady, rinse, exfoliate: but those are difficult to do when your rib cage cracks like the last octave of a reddening audience. Brother thinks the tree skirt is soft, coddling his pats and rabbits below a ranch full o' pine scented apples. Sister wonders if she should bring new girl home, (met at 1:33 AM on 23rd Street. Apartment documented to smell like baby powder) but friends are friends are friends are friends, just friends as furrowed Daddy repeats to himself. Even "Hallowed be thy name..." confuses the CCD out of him. "Cancel Alabama's trip this year; the bees will be humming in their own candle wax. Besides, who wants to hug Nana when her breath doubles over in grilled salmon?"
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Dec 18, 2011
Dec 18, 2011 at 8:22 PM UTC
O Christ!mas Tree
Getting too maudlin’ my depression coddling in sorrow wallowing tears I’m swallowing Need a dose of selfesteem a bottle of cop-on cream a potion for a daydream anything to stop the scream I’ll start my treatment tomorrow today there’s too much sorrow the doormat syndrome I borrow between my eyebrows a furrow
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Apr 11, 2013
Apr 11, 2013 at 10:45 AM UTC
Too Maudlin'
Listening to peculiar strangers gather in the eavestrough; Coddling the malleable bloom of rooted trees An immigrant to prosperity cradled by Mercutio. -Our revels now are ended. These our actors. Burnt sand swallows the lighthouse where the savage hang, melancholy-tea and a pulp-fiction spread dismal characters, behaving bourgeois -Gather in the eavestrough
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Dec 8, 2012
Dec 8, 2012 at 1:27 AM UTC
diplomats
Thatcher vacuum seals nicotine Slurps cigarette like mosquito Ravenous lungs gnaw and grind for the slow pander, Thatcher’s just another name for the labeling We plaster and pine for an out, Stitch that finite lie beneath squeamish child skin, Thatcher’s the black lung paradise, ******* infancy coddling cigarette stifle, The caloric crack of his canines fletching out lust and sickly groove As he’s scopes out fiend and vexed vandals, Clutches the sick theistic ********** Cuddle those bruise licked hips Give God the gross percent, Cause heaven’s in those greenbacks and God’s in the ******* kick, Suckling bout the American tip The Christian capitol, Seething on shadow puppet ****** and American dream, Gods got nothing to do with the slickened crinkle of gain and glamour, Thatcher’s just the candy man give and cult, Cough the crutch of contagion greed And clutch the cuff of your porcelain sleeve, Thatcher gleans your blackest suite tight, Struts raven blade shoulders perched on American made spine, Thatcher does as Thatcher please, Thatcher thinks as Thatcher bleeds, And Thatcher bleeds venereal blend, Gout with the American veneer of broken girl and scabbed moral traumatic, Trauma tastes as the hollow pixies give out the get out, Bandaged baby girls, The teenage horror show, Just another blazoned hit of one two take the hand me down generic give away, Desensitize the humanize, Girls got to get the days glossy puff and sniff, Thatcher’s content to satisfy, Callous coroner a spectator suckling Marlboro lick, Lodging thick smoke and toxin between spittle slick lips, Albino plumes clotting and unfolding, Thatcher clicks back the cartridge Filter and cigarette, Thatcher gulps back the need because brain’s got a favoring kink for the buzz, Thatcher sings with the screaming in his straggling lungs, Hums the western creed Laughs fickle with God at his need, Thatcher’s the true American dream
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Apr 23, 2013
Apr 23, 2013 at 5:17 PM UTC
Cancer, the American Made
Thatcher vacuum seals nicotine Slurps cigarette like mosquito Ravenous lungs gnaw and grind for the slow pander, Thatcher’s just another name for the labeling We plaster and pine for an out, Stitch that finite lie beneath squeamish child skin, Thatcher’s the black lung paradise, ******* infancy coddling cigarette stifle, The caloric crack of his canines fletching out lust and sickly groove As he’s scopes out fiend and vexed vandals, Clutches the sick theistic ********** Cuddle those bruise licked hips Give God the gross percent, Cause heaven’s in those greenbacks and God’s in the ******* kick, Suckling bout the American tip The Christian capitol, Seething on shadow puppet ****** and American dream, Gods got nothing to do with the slickened crinkle of gain and glamour, Thatcher’s just the candy man give and cult, Cough the crutch of contagion greed And clutch the cuff of your porcelain sleeve, Thatcher gleans your blackest suite tight, Struts raven blade shoulders perched on American made spine, Thatcher does as Thatcher please, Thatcher thinks as Thatcher bleeds, And Thatcher bleeds venereal blend, Gout with the American veneer of broken girl and scabbed moral traumatic, Trauma tastes as the hollow pixies give out the get out, Bandaged baby girls, The teenage horror show, Just another blazoned hit of one two take the hand me down generic give away, Desensitize the humanize, Girls got to get the days glossy puff and sniff, Thatcher’s content to satisfy, Callous coroner a spectator suckling Marlboro lick, Lodging thick smoke and toxin between spittle slick lips, Albino plumes clotting and unfolding, Thatcher clicks back the cartridge Filter and cigarette, Thatcher gulps back the need because brain’s got a favoring kink for the buzz, Thatcher sings with the screaming in his straggling lungs, Hums the western creed Laughs fickle with God at his need, Thatcher’s the true American dream
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Tell me gently, beautiful Siren from the rocks Whisper me memories Who seeks my life end short inform me bluntly, Beautiful siren from the sea the soldiers marching to my gate. Should I set the pitch to pour? The demons march I seek guidance in your song Is there something I missed? We’re sick our morale is feeding the ant hills Consult me Nicely, Beautiful siren from the rocks tell me just how many friends, I’ll lose to this war. We found the sugar, found the wine. lost the honey, lost time. We’re out of rations, low on passion. men coddling tiny strands of hope. Save me Now, beautiful Siren from the Grave. My boats still floating I could sail away. back to my castle, where my people lay. I came here for vacation. but I found your voice, decided to stay. The people of my land pray, that I go deaf and return to them. but I decided to hear your voice while my kingdom Rots and fades While my people die and pray I needed this getaway my people, dying by my blade. can’t stand them lookin’ up to me. Their tears falling at my feet. Them saying. “Please king, save me.” praying “Don’t let them **** me.” screaming. “They took my family!” I wasn’t born to be a king. I wasn’t born to be a king. The siren sang her song to me.
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May 4, 2016
May 4, 2016 at 9:48 PM UTC
Abandon Your Castle
Devastated Lonely Confused Hopeless I’ve felt this way for months The sky has been crying since I often wonder if it sees me suffering? If it’s nature trying to console me? That’s crazy, I know But I still can’t help but wonder Every time I start to cry, I mean really cry, it starts to pour When my spirits start to lift, the weather soon does after The sky has been grey for at least 3 days now It’s beautiful It reminds me of home I feel safe in the darkness So I let it swallow me whole Enveloping me until there is nothing left but black This is my sanctuary This is how I escape This is how I will make it out alive This is how I become sane Or is this how I become insane? I never could tell the difference What’s the difference between pain and love? There’s a fine line With just one stumble, you could fall out of one and into the other Good or bad? Right or wrong? Easy or hard? These simple questions hold a multitude of different answers They have millions of questions inside them Three simple words That’s it Three simple words are so easy to say They hold so much meaning They get used too easily Easy or hard? Easy or hard? Which would you choose? With the easy road, it never gets fixed It never gets resolved It could possibly end it all The hard road is filled with struggle It’s filled with sacrifices and pain But it’s worth it if you can get there Which would you choose? Do you know the answer? What if you walked that hard road, but they went the easy way? Right or wrong? Right or wrong? Is it right that they do wrong? Are you right? What if you’re wrong? What if you took the easy way thinking it was the hard way? How do you know the difference? How do you keep sane? Left, no right? Right again! Left, Left, Left. Search inside, find your moral high ground Good or bad? Bad or Good? Neither? Do you know? What do you stand for? Keep searching Unlock that door Find the key Find the key Break it down if you have to There! Over there! The answers you’ve been searching for! Crack the code Crack the code What if I can’t crack the code? Was this all a waste? Was this not the hard road? Slipping, slipping, slipping Psychosis is sinking in She is my best friend Coddling me like a child when I can no longer stand on my own Sinking in, deeper and deeper Black So much black She is my only friend She speaks to me silently, but from where I can not tell Who’s that? Who’s there? Yes, I hear you! Hello! I understand Thank you It’s good to not be alone
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Apr 13, 2016
Apr 13, 2016 at 5:05 PM UTC
Psychosis
Devastated Lonely Confused Hopeless I’ve felt this way for months The sky has been crying since I often wonder if it sees me suffering? If it’s nature trying to console me? That’s crazy, I know But I still can’t help but wonder Every time I start to cry, I mean really cry, it starts to pour When my spirits start to lift, the weather soon does after The sky has been grey for at least 3 days now It’s beautiful It reminds me of home I feel safe in the darkness So I let it swallow me whole Enveloping me until there is nothing left but black This is my sanctuary This is how I escape This is how I will make it out alive This is how I become sane Or is this how I become insane? I never could tell the difference What’s the difference between pain and love? There’s a fine line With just one stumble, you could fall out of one and into the other Good or bad? Right or wrong? Easy or hard? These simple questions hold a multitude of different answers They have millions of questions inside them Three simple words That’s it Three simple words are so easy to say They hold so much meaning They get used too easily Easy or hard? Easy or hard? Which would you choose? With the easy road, it never gets fixed It never gets resolved It could possibly end it all The hard road is filled with struggle It’s filled with sacrifices and pain But it’s worth it if you can get there Which would you choose? Do you know the answer? What if you walked that hard road, but they went the easy way? Right or wrong? Right or wrong? Is it right that they do wrong? Are you right? What if you’re wrong? What if you took the easy way thinking it was the hard way? How do you know the difference? How do you keep sane? Left, no right? Right again! Left, Left, Left. Search inside, find your moral high ground Good or bad? Bad or Good? Neither? Do you know? What do you stand for? Keep searching Unlock that door Find the key Find the key Break it down if you have to There! Over there! The answers you’ve been searching for! Crack the code Crack the code What if I can’t crack the code? Was this all a waste? Was this not the hard road? Slipping, slipping, slipping Psychosis is sinking in She is my best friend Coddling me like a child when I can no longer stand on my own Sinking in, deeper and deeper Black So much black She is my only friend She speaks to me silently, but from where I can not tell Who’s that? Who’s there? Yes, I hear you! Hello! I understand Thank you It’s good to not be alone
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Spoken: What is heard The adornment, gospel truths the pious believers of your personal faith. The Heresy, the voice of those you’ve ****** Spoken: That which can not be taken back Your frivolous certainties had no hold but now frame our reality because they are always in the peripheral only seeing what it allows you Spoken: half truths The victimized, the wronged, the offended just to validate unscrupulous act to those who have wronged you. Spoken: White lies The coddling which breeds an ignorance for the knowledge of decorum, decorations and vails to hid behind Spoken: That which the universe asserts That which the universe listens to, vibrations that it assimilates making it part of the whole without losing its agenda
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Dec 28, 2017
Dec 28, 2017 at 12:48 PM UTC
Spoken
Satin runs from dried stains in torn reminders of convenience Morning tastes of stale sweat and disappointment... again Displaced retribution is a punishable offense sentenced in hangover flashbacks fusing pain in lust heavy deviance coddling complacency, impaling the nuisance of a persistent past That serrated double edge glistens with humility and humiliation licked clean by ravenous canine flinging leftover apathy on unwitting pawns Feeding on the deceptively needy blinded by intoxicated cliches mistaking release for emotion Condemnation bartered in stolen commodities Toilet water hydration reconstitutes enough to bleed behind neuropathic armor and addiction to the nether
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Feb 9, 2017
Feb 9, 2017 at 1:24 PM UTC
Commodes, Commodities, and Classical Conditioning
I am making my trip and in the backseat of mine... There's this kid, This child. This infant thought coddling along this journey with me in a baby seat would be all we ever wanted to be. Safely I arrive with that child in mind... Full of questions with with answers that take time from the hands of life in his story. He sees the door all too sure that we arrived at the same place in time the destinations signs said the navigation should find. Still in the backseat of mine... This child, This kid walks. NO! Crawls. Right and left. Forth and back Asking the question why? A query so simple if he only new the answer would take some time .
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Jul 14, 2015
Jul 14, 2015 at 3:49 AM UTC
Are We There Yet?
I am, just a surragate the Universe chooses, at random, to impregnate with the ideas of time eternal. This stick of lead, the narrow birth canal through which these words must pass as I, with trembling palms and sweated brow, force my hands to shape the words as quickly as I pass them. But my hands are clumsy things. This paper is the birthing towel on which these words breath first life. And when I step to the mic to speak these words, release these words like one million birds set free from cage one butterfly break of cocoon, each one set forth with their own intent to heal or harm to love or **** I pray these words remember the time I spent coddling and caressing chastising and correcting, shaping them into the clicks and tones and dips and moans you will recognize as poetry. Simple words clothed in similes and metaphores. But my words are week. They hold no power outside of intent can't hold you captive without your consent. For when I speak these words into existence, I send them off as dandelion seeds into the wind to land where they may. For I am merely a surrogate the Universe chooses, at random, to impregnate with the ideas of time eternal. I am merely a poet. Nothing more and probably much less.
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Nov 8, 2011
Nov 8, 2011 at 9:13 PM UTC
Poet
Merriment bequeaths mirth, cheeks shed a glow coddling the tranquil soul.
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Mar 17, 2015
Mar 17, 2015 at 5:21 AM UTC
NAVARASA#3: LAUGHTER
I avoid writing poems about flowers I don’t need to tell you that roses Bright, blood red, placed perfectly atop a broccoli-green vine, Existing solely for the purpose of atheistic pleasure Is something that is beautiful Put a white background behind anything and it becomes beautiful Flowers are more than a hyped-up beauty pageant queen that those old white women grow to fill their voids with They sometimes manage to grow in my neighborhood too Once prominent Victorian homes now squalid and neglected Weathered wood, dirt embedded in the sea-foam green, navy blue, eggshell white paint they were once coated with Trash thrown in front of their faces Like their appalling forms granted validity for those who passed by to toss their gum wrappers, soda cans, and cigarettes without hesitation It’s an age-old tale Ugly things deserve ugly treatment I’ll always spot a savage grove of mutt flowers Amongst the trash cans and recycle bins Struggling to make their way to the surface of these rejected homes Acknowledging them, coddling them, interweaving themselves along their battered walls Ignorant to their repugnancy Eager to decorate and give them an evanescent glow Sad too, Sad they didn’t grow in front of some rich family’s home Where they would’ve been given weekly haircuts and fertilizer containing only the best **** on the market They wilt a little They have no direction, No will to live or to die They exist and sit there until a bike runs them over And takes them out in one swoop Or until those stray dogs **** and **** on them until their weak Frames fall staunchly onto the grave sidewalk Exquisite wild lepers, You do more for society than I ever could You’ll sit there with a dutiful posture Harboring old McDonald French Fry boxes Eating the sewer-infested dirt that you laboriously grew from Constantly breathing air swarmed with smog Beautiful because, Despite it all, You don’t hate them You’ll peek at me through your prison of trash and give me a flash of your purple and blue skin And My eyes feel your love and serenity And for a moment, The world is nothing but a kaleidoscope of warm skin and heartbeats
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Nov 3, 2011
Nov 3, 2011 at 11:06 AM UTC
What I think is beautiful
I avoid writing poems about flowers I don’t need to tell you that roses Bright, blood red, placed perfectly atop a broccoli-green vine, Existing solely for the purpose of atheistic pleasure Is something that is beautiful Put a white background behind anything and it becomes beautiful Flowers are more than a hyped-up beauty pageant queen that those old white women grow to fill their voids with They sometimes manage to grow in my neighborhood too Once prominent Victorian homes now squalid and neglected Weathered wood, dirt embedded in the sea-foam green, navy blue, eggshell white paint they were once coated with Trash thrown in front of their faces Like their appalling forms granted validity for those who passed by to toss their gum wrappers, soda cans, and cigarettes without hesitation It’s an age-old tale Ugly things deserve ugly treatment I’ll always spot a savage grove of mutt flowers Amongst the trash cans and recycle bins Struggling to make their way to the surface of these rejected homes Acknowledging them, coddling them, interweaving themselves along their battered walls Ignorant to their repugnancy Eager to decorate and give them an evanescent glow Sad too, Sad they didn’t grow in front of some rich family’s home Where they would’ve been given weekly haircuts and fertilizer containing only the best **** on the market They wilt a little They have no direction, No will to live or to die They exist and sit there until a bike runs them over And takes them out in one swoop Or until those stray dogs **** and **** on them until their weak Frames fall staunchly onto the grave sidewalk Exquisite wild lepers, You do more for society than I ever could You’ll sit there with a dutiful posture Harboring old McDonald French Fry boxes Eating the sewer-infested dirt that you laboriously grew from Constantly breathing air swarmed with smog Beautiful because, Despite it all, You don’t hate them You’ll peek at me through your prison of trash and give me a flash of your purple and blue skin And My eyes feel your love and serenity And for a moment, The world is nothing but a kaleidoscope of warm skin and heartbeats
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I call you beautiful, not because of fact or hopeful lies, but because its who you are. I say to you I love you, I mean it. I don’t say you’re my favourite, because you’re not comparable, I listen to you in the morrows, and try to take away your sorrows, I watch carefully your eyes, to see if I can comfort your cries. You see, here’s one important fact, it’s true and I try and not let slack, You are beautiful, simple as that, its not just appearance, it not just a consequence, its your name, Beautiful. Beautiful is the name I call you, not for righteous appearance, not for coddling affection, not for the wishful thinking, but for you are beautiful. It’s as much apart of you as every drop or crimson rosy blood. You are beautiful. You, are so beautiful, its more than just a name, its… its… and identity of truth, a banner to rally behind, a truth that says your beautiful, I believe it. God calls you beautiful, ordained with holy hands, woven as so, God says you are so, who am I to try and contradict? Well, I’m your biggest advocate, your barracking fan, the loving hand at the fall, the one who cries to see you free, and in freedom hear you cry out this one name; “Beautiful!!!” What is the day worth without hearing the truth? Next to nothing, but hear is the truth, You’re beautiful, not just in appearance, being, or in flesh, But in the beauty of your true Identity. Your Name is beautiful, its why I say it to you all the days, because I want to gain attention, and bring a neglected thing to light, You are beautiful, You are beautiful, You are beautiful, this is a truth, I hope you believe it as I believe it! For my love wishes you to know it all of your days, to live in beauty, since its your name, and loving identity.
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Aug 12, 2012
Aug 12, 2012 at 6:15 AM UTC
Your Name Is Beautiful.
I call you beautiful, not because of fact or hopeful lies, but because its who you are. I say to you I love you, I mean it. I don’t say you’re my favourite, because you’re not comparable, I listen to you in the morrows, and try to take away your sorrows, I watch carefully your eyes, to see if I can comfort your cries. You see, here’s one important fact, it’s true and I try and not let slack, You are beautiful, simple as that, its not just appearance, it not just a consequence, its your name, Beautiful. Beautiful is the name I call you, not for righteous appearance, not for coddling affection, not for the wishful thinking, but for you are beautiful. It’s as much apart of you as every drop or crimson rosy blood. You are beautiful. You, are so beautiful, its more than just a name, its… its… and identity of truth, a banner to rally behind, a truth that says your beautiful, I believe it. God calls you beautiful, ordained with holy hands, woven as so, God says you are so, who am I to try and contradict? Well, I’m your biggest advocate, your barracking fan, the loving hand at the fall, the one who cries to see you free, and in freedom hear you cry out this one name; “Beautiful!!!” What is the day worth without hearing the truth? Next to nothing, but hear is the truth, You’re beautiful, not just in appearance, being, or in flesh, But in the beauty of your true Identity. Your Name is beautiful, its why I say it to you all the days, because I want to gain attention, and bring a neglected thing to light, You are beautiful, You are beautiful, You are beautiful, this is a truth, I hope you believe it as I believe it! For my love wishes you to know it all of your days, to live in beauty, since its your name, and loving identity.
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I have no idea what to say. I don’t know what I believe in. I do know what I don’t believe in, though. I don’t believe in god. Or any salvation, really. I don’t believe in sheltering opinions and coddling students. I don’t believe in censorship. I don’t believe in the idea that we should teach by word of mouth instead of leading by example. I don’t believe in hitting children as a form of discipline. I don’t believe in authority that abuses power in order to **** anything in their way. I don’t believe in searching through your daughters text messages to find out if she’s in trouble in place of fostering a relationship that allows open communication with her so that she doesn’t need to hide. I don’t believe in hanging threats over people’s heads in lieu of the things they have done when they were a different person. I don’t believe in kicking people while they’re down by telling them that “someone somewhere out there has it much worse than you do.” I don’t believe in hurting for everyone equally at the same time. I don’t believe in painting my nails purple. I don’t believe in vegetable juice. I don’t believe in veganism. I don’t believe in paprika or leprechauns either. Hell, I don’t really believe in anything– and that, I can believe.
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Nov 15, 2015
Nov 15, 2015 at 6:30 AM UTC
This, I Believe
Love. I am desert sand. I was lost in the sun. Blinded Black. Hearted. Ice. Cold. Veins. Rebel ruined. Not one single drop of water was spared. Desert sand. Strained through your fingers, looking for diamonds. In the heat of the sun. Starched white to the bone. Devastated by my very nature. Lost in allegiance to my morality. Look at you, look at you....me oh my. My love, has no eye, for a single derision, of indecision, of loss or fate or something along those lines, behind the broken front gate, and the new pane of glass in the bedroom window. Did you really mean to make me cry. I was too loved, for you to get by? Not 50 per-cent, of a hundred of where i needed to be. Sitting on your knee. Love. I am parched. Sand grits between your teeth, as you swallowed the ocean within me. Countless times i wandered around, these dunes. My darling, darling, i lost you when i loved you. Where did you go? Are you hiding from me, hiding from my knee, from my coddling, and, you're not listening to me. For, i talk too much. Too long I have sat in silence over you. For you hold me in your arms but you hate with your eyes, and i am lost in the ****** sand; you dried me out, you make scream for you, in the rain, and i lost sight of you, but i never forgot, how you felt, when i laid in your arms. Did you really mean to do that? Reborn in your grief. You spat me out between your teeth. From a mouth which made me think heaven, existed on earth, in someone like you. Eyes of blue. Scorched with hate. Love. You found me. Trickled water in to my lips and made me believe it was from the gods. Cold. Hearted. Girl. Illusionless. Defeated. I Fell For You. An oasis, you, appeared to me. Heat burnt from the inside out, sustainable combustion, which left through my mouth, and made you a man of worth, bespoke with grace, that you never had, but i endowed you with my broken self. If only to believe i would never, leave. Ask me, why i love you. and i will tell you, i have to run. Running from the sun. From the fall-out of the world from my chest, on to the floor. Flying out the front door. As i drown in sand, and you let go of my hand, and my face, becomes a mirage of a hue. Death, in me, becomes you.
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May 31, 2013
May 31, 2013 at 10:02 AM UTC
Grief
Love. I am desert sand. I was lost in the sun. Blinded Black. Hearted. Ice. Cold. Veins. Rebel ruined. Not one single drop of water was spared. Desert sand. Strained through your fingers, looking for diamonds. In the heat of the sun. Starched white to the bone. Devastated by my very nature. Lost in allegiance to my morality. Look at you, look at you....me oh my. My love, has no eye, for a single derision, of indecision, of loss or fate or something along those lines, behind the broken front gate, and the new pane of glass in the bedroom window. Did you really mean to make me cry. I was too loved, for you to get by? Not 50 per-cent, of a hundred of where i needed to be. Sitting on your knee. Love. I am parched. Sand grits between your teeth, as you swallowed the ocean within me. Countless times i wandered around, these dunes. My darling, darling, i lost you when i loved you. Where did you go? Are you hiding from me, hiding from my knee, from my coddling, and, you're not listening to me. For, i talk too much. Too long I have sat in silence over you. For you hold me in your arms but you hate with your eyes, and i am lost in the ****** sand; you dried me out, you make scream for you, in the rain, and i lost sight of you, but i never forgot, how you felt, when i laid in your arms. Did you really mean to do that? Reborn in your grief. You spat me out between your teeth. From a mouth which made me think heaven, existed on earth, in someone like you. Eyes of blue. Scorched with hate. Love. You found me. Trickled water in to my lips and made me believe it was from the gods. Cold. Hearted. Girl. Illusionless. Defeated. I Fell For You. An oasis, you, appeared to me. Heat burnt from the inside out, sustainable combustion, which left through my mouth, and made you a man of worth, bespoke with grace, that you never had, but i endowed you with my broken self. If only to believe i would never, leave. Ask me, why i love you. and i will tell you, i have to run. Running from the sun. From the fall-out of the world from my chest, on to the floor. Flying out the front door. As i drown in sand, and you let go of my hand, and my face, becomes a mirage of a hue. Death, in me, becomes you.
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The warmth of the fire flushes my cheeks and makes me sweat just like the day I first met you. Outside, the snow falls fresh; the sunset is beautiful just like when you first kissed me. My heart beats fast like bird wings just like the first time we made love. In the forest I lay down and talk to the trees about good things just like when I was talking to you. And not about pleasantries. The birds outside fly away frantically just like you when we talked about the news we were avoiding. My heart swells in my chest just like the child that was in my body. Each and everything I say streams out of my mouth like a waterfall down the cliff side. I was the one coddling you like a mother would coddle a child. You were the one who was crying like it was my fault. The warmth of the fire flushes my cheeks and makes me sweat, and here I sit with a bottle of scotch thinking have you ever wondered why minuscule memories can be so loud?
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Jan 31, 2016
Jan 31, 2016 at 6:43 PM UTC
The Intense Volume of Quiet Memories
Turkey and bread fill our stomachs almost as much as laughter fills the air. Sitting at the little kid table for a large percentage of my life, and seeing distant cousins in college bring their boyfriends to dinner seemed so far away and intangible. This year, that is not something that will be beyond me. Butterflies are clouding my thoughts every time I think about the dinner to come. I'm sharing the bustling city of Chicago and my most cherished family members, with the man who is coddling my heart. And for this, I am thankful. CVT
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Nov 6, 2013
Nov 6, 2013 at 8:00 PM UTC
Gobble-gobble
Coddling the past “I am accused of tending to the past” How can I lift my hands To reach forward If I cannot learn To let the past run through me, Gnash it’s teeth And bite me And fight me Until I can make it succumb. Don’t urge me to forget her Cause she will slumber Until she is hungry Enough to leap out And ******
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Nov 11, 2011
Nov 11, 2011 at 2:25 AM UTC
Coddling the past
I was born into comfort’s cradling arms And bounced on the knee of a lap of luxury Raised in an age when the World was coddling My lullaby was a song of interdependence: “There’s no need to worry, you’re never alone.” Quickly, I learned to step like the others, March like the soldier who never says “no.” In a land full of freedom, society raised me To grow into a man without a conscience of his own Now the World is on fire And I watch it burn Smoke rises with prayers from all of Abraham’s children If I close my curtains And turn on my TV I can pretend I don’t see a thing Put a locked door between myself and the cries of a nation I don’t know Their burden is not mine.
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Sep 19, 2013
Sep 19, 2013 at 12:53 AM UTC
A Life Not to be Interrupted
I was busy placing detonators under the MIRROR FUN HOUSE, pitching piveting images of itself for and by itself, when I heard over the rusting intercom the main fuses were being turned off for a routine check up and I would be again left, as every one is, every night, in the dark and all the better. The bombs in my pockets reminded me they were awake and impatient or otherwise alive; otherwise, their life, like mine, wouldn’t growing steadily shorter. The ferris wheel in the distance without my glasses a slowly rotating flower of blinks; I wished I could hear the pistons the generator understand whatever is making that Big Wheel turn but instead I sliced at the end of the plastic ends of my explosives to make them a little more homely and different and mine. I looked up into the rectangle framing my face while behind me a rectangle framed the back of my head framing the front of my face framing the back of my head framing the front of me. I ran my fingers through the wires petting them something pretty then wished I could hang this night above my kitchen sink, just above my rubber plants, as good luck for the future, the wishbone of my gratitude. Instead I pushed some dirt with my fingertips purposefully without reason then let the wire follow me from my back pocket, leading the way for the end like I would lead a be-speckled French bulldog, if ever I would give in and purchase such a friend. I walked some distance I don’t dare guess and laid my body against a tree, I hope an Oak tree, the roots coddling my thighs and I can see my breathe in the darkness and I thought of the spinning, blinking stars. I took the detonator from my boot and before I pressed the don’t press red button I glanced over my shoulder wondering why I should make it, before, presto, everything shattered, every light seared the sky in a final collision with it’s end sister in the falling dark and every piece of my face and body leap from the ground with it, flying into a place the darkness seemed much brighter from here and I was happy someone had left the light on for me.
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Oct 8, 2011
Oct 8, 2011 at 9:19 PM UTC
3, 2, 1
I was busy placing detonators under the MIRROR FUN HOUSE, pitching piveting images of itself for and by itself, when I heard over the rusting intercom the main fuses were being turned off for a routine check up and I would be again left, as every one is, every night, in the dark and all the better. The bombs in my pockets reminded me they were awake and impatient or otherwise alive; otherwise, their life, like mine, wouldn’t growing steadily shorter. The ferris wheel in the distance without my glasses a slowly rotating flower of blinks; I wished I could hear the pistons the generator understand whatever is making that Big Wheel turn but instead I sliced at the end of the plastic ends of my explosives to make them a little more homely and different and mine. I looked up into the rectangle framing my face while behind me a rectangle framed the back of my head framing the front of my face framing the back of my head framing the front of me. I ran my fingers through the wires petting them something pretty then wished I could hang this night above my kitchen sink, just above my rubber plants, as good luck for the future, the wishbone of my gratitude. Instead I pushed some dirt with my fingertips purposefully without reason then let the wire follow me from my back pocket, leading the way for the end like I would lead a be-speckled French bulldog, if ever I would give in and purchase such a friend. I walked some distance I don’t dare guess and laid my body against a tree, I hope an Oak tree, the roots coddling my thighs and I can see my breathe in the darkness and I thought of the spinning, blinking stars. I took the detonator from my boot and before I pressed the don’t press red button I glanced over my shoulder wondering why I should make it, before, presto, everything shattered, every light seared the sky in a final collision with it’s end sister in the falling dark and every piece of my face and body leap from the ground with it, flying into a place the darkness seemed much brighter from here and I was happy someone had left the light on for me.
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Fluffy white pillows, and blankets, and fur. All the little snowflake could remember seeing, For time immemorial. Snow capped peaks in the distance, Frost bitten air tickling its nose. High hopes, much promise. The snowflake was instilled with a warm, Fuzzy feeling that was unique, And untouchable. The snowflake felt infinite. It's brothers and sisters, Falling around, Like a mother coddling her kittens. White was pure, White was beautiful, White was love. But good things don't last forever. Grey ash drifted down, Antagonists in a dreary play. Sweltering sun came out to say, You can't have it all. Grey is weary, Grey is sad, Grey is tired. As the snowflake started to drip, And melt like cursed Popsicles, It though of the time, When it felt so pretty and unique, But alas~ it now understood, That none of us are unique. We are all melting snowflakes, And broken hearts, And dying lungs. All the same; typecasts. We all melt away.
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Mar 25, 2013
Mar 25, 2013 at 11:00 PM UTC
Maybe I'm just tired
~ i remember the day when first we met; your face i can see,  i'll not ever forget. hearing your cry, i sang your first song; i was just learning then how to hold on. off to the playground,  i think you were three; while crossing the street, you were clinging to me. when pushing your swing, i'd always say, 'i'm right behind you, son, i'll keep you safe.' for years we work hard learning how to hold on, and then in a moment, childhood is gone; no longer their fortress,  our arms they outgrow; we find we're not ready,  when it's time to let go. we took you to college,  we set up your room. had we prepared you? had we too much assumed? driving back down the freeway, hope wrestled with fears; our struggle to let go, became a battle with tears. now at your graveside, i've come here to weep; your guardian no longer, now you're watching me. though heaven now holds you, and though hope i yet know, it makes it no easier, its still hard to let go. for years we try hard, learn just how to hold on, and then in a moment this life is gone. no longer their fortress, our arms they outgrow, we don't get to choose when, it is time to let go. i still find this painful, it's so hard to let go. i will never be ready, though yes it's time... time to let go. ~ *post script. an exchange today with a dear, young mother and family friend about her daughter, growing up far too fast, brought memories of our own child rearing, and of this write from several years ago and originally posted in 2013. its been dusted off, with a bit of a rewrite, but stands, both in sentiment and in structure, relatively unchanged. these words left in comment to her, i dedicate to each of you young parents... especially you single mothers.  "such is the tension of parenting... hang on too closely and a child shows signs of coddling, let go too fast, too early and a child shows signs of parental absence or neglect. the fact that you are aware of the tension means you are far more likely to avoid either extreme; and don't even think about some utopian parenting idea... there is no perfect parent!!"*
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Aug 19, 2016
Aug 19, 2016 at 1:04 AM UTC
letting go
~ i remember the day when first we met; your face i can see,  i'll not ever forget. hearing your cry, i sang your first song; i was just learning then how to hold on. off to the playground,  i think you were three; while crossing the street, you were clinging to me. when pushing your swing, i'd always say, 'i'm right behind you, son, i'll keep you safe.' for years we work hard learning how to hold on, and then in a moment, childhood is gone; no longer their fortress,  our arms they outgrow; we find we're not ready,  when it's time to let go. we took you to college,  we set up your room. had we prepared you? had we too much assumed? driving back down the freeway, hope wrestled with fears; our struggle to let go, became a battle with tears. now at your graveside, i've come here to weep; your guardian no longer, now you're watching me. though heaven now holds you, and though hope i yet know, it makes it no easier, its still hard to let go. for years we try hard, learn just how to hold on, and then in a moment this life is gone. no longer their fortress, our arms they outgrow, we don't get to choose when, it is time to let go. i still find this painful, it's so hard to let go. i will never be ready, though yes it's time... time to let go. ~ *post script. an exchange today with a dear, young mother and family friend about her daughter, growing up far too fast, brought memories of our own child rearing, and of this write from several years ago and originally posted in 2013. its been dusted off, with a bit of a rewrite, but stands, both in sentiment and in structure, relatively unchanged. these words left in comment to her, i dedicate to each of you young parents... especially you single mothers.  "such is the tension of parenting... hang on too closely and a child shows signs of coddling, let go too fast, too early and a child shows signs of parental absence or neglect. the fact that you are aware of the tension means you are far more likely to avoid either extreme; and don't even think about some utopian parenting idea... there is no perfect parent!!"*
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Our kingdom come Which now stands lost To its self-imprisonment in vice, Finds itself in consonance With the end its ways have wrought. Soon we’ll find Our only chance To guide the blind To righteous sight -A chance that greets us with open arms Opened by their lack of direction: We herald now The bell that tolls For the impermanence Of coddling sin, Which brings with it destructive fires That wipe away the cultures of decay. We’ll stand among The righteous flames, Prepared to help With loving hands Those who survive the cleansing blaze: Possessing eyes that see in firelight. Burn Will towers imprisoning minds! Razed to dust Will be walls that divide! We must show this world new light From which no one will want to hide.
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Sep 16, 2012
Sep 16, 2012 at 6:54 PM UTC
The Comming Collapse