"andi" poems
Andi Balise combined a half page of a short story, “Thanks Going Without Saying” by Liz Balise, with half a page of an essay by Klee, “On Modern Art”, from a book called Modern Artists on Art, 10 Unabridged Essays, edited by Robert L. Herbert. With some small edits and line-breaks comes this miracle of a poem:
Painting a Function Different
I peek out over the railing of reality’s magic
Beyond the porch-floor
Minerva hangs her wash
making the invisible visible
Eighty two and three quarters deaf
she doesn’t notice
But this is, in fact, reality
Has always been this way—
Bent and bird-like existence
Balanced on two twigs—always busy—
Her task, is the *********** of space
Cutting coupons, crushing aluminum cans, ironing
The three phenomena which I must....
Things no one notices—
climbing on the abstract surface of a picture
Switching the curtains
God! I wish from the infinity of space..she wouldn’t…!
It figures that—
Rusty, her cat, is weaving in fortune or misfortune
I try to fix them—
Her ankles now
And she curses at accidental quality
from the corner of her mouth
which has only one form
Clothespin or cigarette?
Long johns and animals and men in heaven
and bureau scarf and sheets—all, non-infinite deities
surround us translucent, contained
I decide what to get for her birthday—
We are good friends
through painting a function different
For me?
Predestined necessity.
Minerva?
forgets her manners
and eats like a survivor—
Thanks going without saying.
Oct 7, 2017
Oct 7, 2017 at 2:12 PM UTC
Ik gal kaha.
Menu 2016 to hi yakeen ja ** gea c
Ki thuhade lai menu bhulna bada easy c
Bcz us time jado thuhade viah di gal chali c
Tuci menu ik war bi nai c dasea
Nd us bhenchod nu pyar kar bethe c tuci
Yaar me kade kisi hor nu pyar nai kita, na hi kade kar paya. Beshak me hor bada kuj kita.
Bhawe oh kudi baji c ya nasha.
Par kisi hor nu kade pyar nai kr sakea.
Menu sala ehi samj nai a reha
Ki me thuhanu yaad karna band kr dawa
Ya ewe hi yaad krda raha
Me badi try kr reha ki yaad na kara.
Par is baar gal kuj hor he
2016 wich me bhul gea c u nu
But etki, gaand fati hoi a meri
Bus ik mar nai sakda
Baki bahro kush rehna penda
Kini war dekh chukea me thuhanu lal rang de choore wich
Sali iko dua nikdi ki maut a jawe menu
Bcz me khud mar nai sakda
*** bi ro reha
Yaad a ik wari, jado apa park wicho di ja rahe c
Te ik munda park wich ro reha c
Te me us time
Keha c ki sala
Kinna pagal he
Munda ewe kiwe ro sakda
Aj oh munde di yaad andi menu
Te meri kahi gal
Aj samj anda ki sala rona ki hunda
Bhen di lun hoi bi meri life di
Sala kite bi dil nI lagda mera
I know u nu mazak hi lag reha hona
Ha me kita bi mazak hi c thuhade naal
Te aj usdi saza bhugat reha ha
Ena jyada tadap reha ha
Pata ik ta banda ro ke mann halka kr lenda
Ik banda andro ronda
Jeda sala andro rona, te usda mann bi halka nai hunda
Bada ikha hunda
Fat jandi he
Rooh kamb jandi he
Sala jad bi kade wife nu patiala chad ke anda
Ta sad song laganda. Badi myshkil naal sad song sunan nu milde
Te bus sara rasta ronda anda me
Sach kaha ohi ik time hunda jad me ro sakda ha te apna mann halka karda ha
Cheeka marda ha, chest te mukke marda ha
Thapad tak marda ha apne aap nu
Sala sochda ki isi bahane kuch dil halka ** jawe
Par kithe.
Nai hunda.
Heena jj, menu pata ki mera *** koi hak nai reha.
Par metho ik haq na khona
Oh thuhanu dekhan da.
Me kade life wich interfair nai krda
Bus menu dekhan to na rokna kade.
Me tadfna chanda ha
Rona chanda ha
Apni galtia krke
Ameen
Jun 30, 2018
Jun 30, 2018 at 10:50 AM UTC
Snow plows beeping
Reverse whine and scrape
Swirling blizzard of waking—Strange
in this place where
boredom banks both snow and cold
Are my eyes running?
After all
there's a stiff wind, and it’s 18 below....
Pictures and phone calls make up my family
Stray cats eat suet I leave for the birds
who make names for themselves in sunlit bushes
Love these more than...
my hearse of a job
where that ice cream vat—slipped
smashed
my sodden dish-doin’
fingers against sink
Pain mounts its insurrection!
Ambushed!
from every direction
Fainting in steam
Squeezing my eyes
till the blood shuts my brain-failing
Down my wrist
all over
the front of this rubber apron....
Someone hates me somewhere
Someone found me more tenacious
than a road-kill skunk!
I eat I drink I work I sleep
between these vicious icicles
-18F = -28 C
Feb 10, 2017
Feb 10, 2017 at 3:55 PM UTC
#
***'You said,
"Someday I'm gonna break your heart",
the first time that we met--
Were you warning me..
..or just seeing how close I'd get?'***
*If you didn't want to exist in the heart
of a man like me, then you shouldn't have
allowed your scrapper little spirit
to write the way you do.
And I was so naughty-- so very intentioned
in all of my obscenely-truthful lies..
I told you it was all your fault
that you got in so quickly*
--and it was.
*I got you back, though
I knew it the moment you let on
that you had fallen deeply in love.. not with me..
but with the love that had so deeply fallen
for every-thing about you
And so, it increased.. but at such a strange distance.
But even then, the years only perfected
and strengthened..
until lately..
until lately..*
***'We lay down in a lover's sigh
As a million years of time rolled by
How can I be hoping that it's not over yet?'***
I wasn't done, young Andi..
no.. no.. far from it
You see.. there's this shame-thing
I wanted to flood with light.
I'm getting so close to finding the words
that have never been heard
in this world before
(And now.. and now.. and now..)
***'I can't hold on to the night
Things change, ain't nothin' ever stays the same
You're gone as far as I can see
If you feel like letting go
Honey, I don't wanna be the last to know
( I wanna hold on tight to the sweet memory
of you loving me)'***
#
May 7, 2023
May 7, 2023 at 8:31 PM UTC
i just wanna say i miss you
but you can't talk to me
i'm such a big problem in your life
i wish i could just let you go
but i cant, i cant just not talk to someone
whom i love so ******* much!
but i've made so many problems
andi'm not even worth it
i should just let it be
like you did long ago...
Sep 15, 2014
Sep 15, 2014 at 2:31 PM UTC
( Knock, knock. )
Hey, can I come in?
Hello, yes of course. Would you like any tea or water?
No thanks.
Ok. So how was your week?
Fine, I suppose. Actually now that I think about 60/40 on the ****** scale.
Explain.
I don't know, I've been dating this girl for a while now and it doesn't feel like it's going anywhere.
Andi?
(Cough.) Yeah.
Hmm, I thought things were going well with her. Can you explain your feelings a little bit more?
I guess I'm feeling like she likes me, just not enough.
What do mean not enough?
I mean she likes me but it feels like i'm just somebody to occupy her time until finds someone who is what she really wants. And I'm not sure if she's what I want either... I don't know.
Hmm, that sounds frustrating. Are you sure your not just misreading her? I mean, everybody has a different dating style.
That could be that i'm just reading into it too much but she's kinda flakey and if you ask me, thats a good way to tell how much they like someone.
Not always, but I understand how you feel. Maybe you should consider asking her how she feels?
I don't think I'm at that point yet. The thing is, sometimes we have a lot fun. I guess i'm just confused.
Dating is hard. It takes a lot of courage.
I suppose. I just want to find someone that makes me as good as willa used to.
I know, but I don't think it does you any good to focus your past relationships.
Yeah... I know. Can we talk about something else?
End
Sep 11, 2013
Sep 11, 2013 at 1:48 AM UTC
so guess what, one day
I found a key (to a closet (in the church.))
and it was very dark and dusty
in there &
the ladder nailed to the wall was only wide
enough for
one
foot
at-a
time,
so, it’s lucky that
I’m skinny enough to wri-i-iggle my shoulders
up and through the hole in the
closet’s web-trailing ceiling.
I clambered up there and into this black
forest.
Plants were sprouting
up in big rills and clumps--
stalks thin as my finger and
pipes wider than my waist,
some fading up into the ceiling’s darkness...
others squatting low, and glaring up
at me with One. black. eye.
they were all deathly still.
Then,
the creaking boards, the black forest, the cramped path of unmarked dust that winds between the pipes, all that just
SIGHED and VIBRATED,
and with a hisssing hoarsse
!shhhhhhhh...
breathed!
and my heart just stops!!! BAM!
{cricket}
and i feel ****** into a dark mouth! i am caught and trapped by this black closet’s maw andI’mwaitingfor Godknowswhat tocomewrigglingfromthepipes-- ! --!
and then guess what?:
!b’URsting up its throat
is a SONG!
slowlyand Suddenly,
a blaring, screaming,
golden
!EAgle of a chord
that s(oa)rs and c’RASHES into anotherand another one
all rising and falling,
champing at the bit until One Thousand hhums and shhivers
fill each pipe.
and it feels like
holding ten coins in a stack and making them jump-clink-clickity-HOP together--
oh, it feels like
pushing your fingertips into a bucket of cold paint
it feels like the moment after jumping off of a tall tree
it feels like un-rippling your braided hair with both hands
like a songbird’s claws curling about your finger,
like closing your eyes in a hot summer-sun
and falling asleep in a hammock
it feels like holding a blacksnake
that curls and struggles strong against your wrists,
that’s what this church ***** feels like.
I’m gonna **** the genius that started playing while I was in there.
Apr 25, 2013
Apr 25, 2013 at 10:47 PM UTC
i don't know what it's like
to not have a dad
to wake up every morning to feel as if something's missing
some part of your life
some distant memories of a man you called daddy and your mommy called love
only to one day disappear and be someone else's love and someone else's daddy
i don't know what it's like
to be you
but i know i'd do anything
to make you smile
and make you feel loved
i know that one day
you'll look back on life
with bright eyes for the future
you are
capable
you are not
y o u r p a s t
this is only temporary
smile because the world is so big
and there's so much you haven't learned yet
one day you'll be someone's princess
ANDI'LLKNOWIWATCHEDYOUGROWUP
please don't forget me
if i'm living i'm living for you
i don't need to be another person in your life that left
you're so young
so pure
DONTFORGETWHOYOUARE
BEYOURSELF
BELIEVEINYOURSELFTOO
I W I LL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR YOU
call me anytime
Jul 30, 2014
Jul 30, 2014 at 2:01 AM UTC
She takes creamand I sugarwe lie in dreamsof can we? could ya?but outside in the midnight cloudshe's all I ever wantedwe take long walks with the dogchrist, she exhausts me-we're down lanes and up hillsand when I catch her at the topeach kiss seems to change herI don't know this womanwe are just so intimate,I'd love to see into her heartbut maybe I already did andI'm just too dumb to tell wood from treesI know it hurts when she's not thereI have cream, and all this sugarand those dreams I mentioned?Get outta' here-I'd never dare tell her about all that.
Feb 23, 2010
Feb 23, 2010 at 12:44 PM UTC
I feel too much; emotionally/mentally
I'm constantly thinking about nothing and everything all at once
Why was I born with this blessing?
Why was I born with this curse?
Why am I like this?
I feel feelings that don't exist and
I fall in love with everything and
I'm constantly breaking my own heart
I feel like no one understands me andI don't know how I should
Feel about that
I just have all these thoughts and emotions inside of me
That I can only release onto paper and
It makes me feel alone and trapped and
Yet I push away everyone in my life
So they don't see this beautiful mess I've created
Of both happiness and sadness
I'm still trying to solve myself
Because I'm a Mystery
Jul 27, 2015
Jul 27, 2015 at 7:13 PM UTC
*** tak ta tuci pregnant bi ** gaye hone
thuhanu kuj ni pata ehna thoughts naal kini fatdi he
dil daily karda he ki thuhdae office de samne aawa
te ake dekha u nu
but control kr lenda ha kisi na kisi tarah
daily raat nu 2 mint kharar bus stand te ruk ke janda ha,
ki thuhade ghar wal nu jawa ya na jawa.
dil ena krda ki shyad chatt te tuci khade howe te me dekh lawa
but fer dimag kenda chad rehn de dilla.
kyu tang krna us nu
oh kushi kushi apni life spend kr rahi he
ta usdi life kyu spoil krni
Yaar I want to see you.
fati hoi a meri
thuhanu bilkul bi fikar ni andi?
ki kiwe reh reha hona me?
daily ronda ha
daily yaad andi he thuhadi.
But serioulsy u r stone heart
kash me bi ban jawa dubara ewe da
pehla changa bhalwa ban gea c
jado jalandhar to bad breakup hoea c
*** sala pata nai ki ** gea
us time bi 6-8 months lagge c recovery lai
but is time sala ** hi nai reha
menu bi dasdo ewe da ki kara me
ki bhul jawa u nu
jiwe tuci bhul gaye
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Aug 2, 2018
Aug 2, 2018 at 2:10 AM UTC
I don’t believe in a god
But I have faith that she can
make the sun shine brighter
when it’s tangled in her hair
She is inexplicable
I don’t know if she exists because
evolution isn’t perfect
and God doesn’t happen
She shouldn’t be happening
But those are her fingers
and her palms
I could memorize every line
And rewrite every vein in her body
because our hearts don’t beat together
and I try not to look at her that way
But it still happens
andI have to catch myself
from falling for her
Oct 16, 2014
Oct 16, 2014 at 8:02 PM UTC
I.
Hides beneath
A Bench billboard;
Andi Manzano's
Bogus whitening cream
Shadowing a
River of tar—
Sawdust dancing along an
Ailing surface of
Black film.
Quiet, perhaps even
Serene. But very much
Sick
And gray
And dark.
II.
At the heart of the river
Is a lone
Brown woman
With
Gloved hands and
Old, wooden net.
Fishing under the heat of
The sun.
May 12, 2014
May 12, 2014 at 11:09 AM UTC
she's wearing a sun hat
my shirt
her favorite pair of *******
she's dancing around the room
frank ocean singing to her out of the speakers on her laptop
everything frank ocean says she sings back to me
with every word she says
and every step she takes
around the room
i fall more and more in love
with the beauty of who she is
when she's herself,
the beautiful girl dancing around the room
in a sun hat
and my shirt
and her favorite *******
Aug 26, 2015
Aug 26, 2015 at 6:38 PM UTC
violent You are like a biggest sound
cloyingly honeyed on my mound of massed
and singing chords
(you are a rose most thorned and beautiful
i clutch idiosyncratically
strangled scarlet petals bursting
a foal i;ve nursed with tremoring pits of bold
gangling and accurate stench
violent you're a tedium
a lush and decaying growth
so lightly cancering my cell
and I breath your daily blood and i whimper first glowering fist
my hand to take that penitent shape
and i"ll whisper it
to their chins:
they who art most a mortal folly
as to wade in my
quaking presence
andi
'
;ll
sleeep them quickly rushing rushing
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Dec 9, 2010
Dec 9, 2010 at 11:00 AM UTC
I sit there like a balloon, fit to burst,
and no one even turns their head.
I've been pushed, and pushed, and pushed and pushed andI'mjustsogoddamntiredofitallandIjustwanttoscream.
How can they not have noticed?
I mean, it's not like I'm trying to hide it,
I'm long past that.
Do I really mean that little to them that they never noticed me before?
Have I always looked as depressed on the outside as I am on the inside?
I know they care - I know they do.
I just need them to notice me for once.
notice me when I need them most.
I don't know what will set me off,
or how explosive I'll be when it does;
Once I start, I'm never really sure that I can stop.
Will it be the picture of upset, my hands linked behind my head, legs drawn close, unable to stop the tears from spilling out of my painfully red eyes - uncontrollable sadness.
Or will it be screaming anxiety, my claws finding their usual tearing spots in my scalp, my body trembling with the effort of not screaming at the top of my lungs and falling to literal pieces on the polished floors.
Or will it be like last-time; small, silent self-pitying.
unnoticeable.
The kind that come out of no-where and takes you by surprise, that you cant do anything about or someone will see, the kind that you hide with your hands whilst pretending that you're getting on with your work and not wishing that you were dead.
you never know with me - it's just one of the many flaws of my mind.
so please - please - just notice me now.
Nov 12, 2017
Nov 12, 2017 at 12:03 PM UTC
My life for your life
I'd rather die for you
Than live without you
Mar 9, 2014
Mar 9, 2014 at 1:31 AM UTC
MY VIEW OF ANIMAL CIRCUSES
YA SEE I AM IN FAVOUR OF ANIMAL CIRCUSES
CAUSE IF THE ANIMAL IS TREATED OK, I AM FINE WITH IT
THESE WEIRD ANIMAL LIBERATIONISTS, NEED TO BE TAUGHT
HOW TO HAVE FUN, CAUSE, IN ZOOS THE ANIMALS ARE IN CAGES
AND IN HORSE RACING ANIMALS ARE IN CAGES
AND AS LONG AS THERE ISN’T ANY HUMAN DOING HARM TO ANIMALS IN CAGES
WE SHOULD ALLOW IT IN CANBERRA
CAUSE IN MY PREVIOUS LIFE AS ALBERT TOPSY WAKDRON, I TAMED A LION
ANDI WORE A SKIRT, YEAH A MAN WEARING A SKIRT
NOWADAYS PEOPLE ARE TOO SCARED TO PLAY DRESSUPS
BECAUSE, THEY ARE TOO WORRIED ABOUT PEOPLE WHO TEASE
TEASE ME, TEASING NOTHING, BUT I LIKE PLAYING DRESSUPS FOR YOUTUBE YA SEE
I REMEMBER DRESSING UP IN A SKIRT TAMING A LION
THAT IS FUN, AND ANIMAL LIBERATIONISTS NEED TO UNDERSTAND THAT
NOT EVERYONE WHO LIKES ANIMAL CIRCUSES ARE BAD PEOPLE
THEY DO CARE, THEY DO CARE THEY DO CARE
I DRESS UP AS A GIRL AND YEAH, I WHIP THEM LIKE YOU WHIP HORSES
I HAVE NO IDEA, BUT IT’S A TAD HYPOCRITICAL
CAUSE I NEVER WHIPPED A LION, I TAMED A LION AS TOPSY WALDRON IN MY PREVIOUS LIFE
I AM AN OLD TIMER TO THESE ANIMAL LIBERATIONISTS
CAUSE, I NEVER LET THE WHIP HIT THE ANIMAL
I AGREE WITH ANIMAL CIRCUSES, CAUSE THEY DON’T HARM THE ANIMALS
CALL ME A BIG GIRL, BUT I WANNA BRING BACK MY TOPSY, WALDRON CHARACTER
TO SHOW I AM IN FAVOUR OF ANIMAL ENTERTAINMENT
LIKE SOME ANIMALS COULD BE OLD TIME ENTERTAINERS
CHARLIE CHAPLIN IS PROBABLY NOW AN ANIMAL
I AM A BUDDHIST ENTERTAINER WRITER AND ARTIST, WITH A LOVE FOR YOUTUBE
AND A LOVE FOR CLEANCUT ANIMAL ENTERTAINMENT
THINK OF PREVIOUS LIVES, YOUTUBE CLEARLY STATES
THAT SOME ANIMALS LIKE THE ATTENTION THEY GET
MY LION I TAMED, I KNOW HE DID
Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 4:52 PM UTC
My dear love, in you andI there is more than just a boy and a girl
There are lovers who love more than they are loved,
and souls who see what is not visible.
I am loved, as are you,
and together we see that.
Oct 12, 2016
Oct 12, 2016 at 10:26 AM UTC
**I found myself rocking on the floor again today
But I don't know how I got down there or how I felt so calm.
As you screamed at me trapped in the bathroom
I felt a smile slowly creep on my face
As I imagined myself taking my razor out of my pocket and using it to slice your face open.
It looked so beautiful covered in blood
With your jaw hanging open
And hearing you scream at me to stop.
I did like you for a while
When you cried it made me feel better because now you can know how it feels to constantly be in agony
Writhing and clenching your stomach
Coughing blood
Every.
Single.
NIGHT!!!!!
And as your voice got louder and louder
I began to laugh
Because your anger was so intriguing.
When you threaten to **** me
It gets me so high
I feel like a kid on Christmas day.
Im not suicidal but if you put the gun to my head I'll do whatever I can to get
You to pull the trigger
If you held a knife to my throat
I'd step just a little closer to feel the
Stony ice blade against my already freezing skin.
I'm psychotic mommy I can feel it deep inside.
I can feel it in the clouds
And see the tent in the sky....
The tent....
It makes me think of him
Andi stop laughing for the tender spot that hinders...
The roses start to wither
And the air gets thicker...
I breathe in blood and I noticed I've sliced my throat
But I feel fine
I feel bliss.
If I were a god just for a day
If I had the power to just pick off people one by one
Or take them by the plenty...
Whisk them off of this filthy
Filthy ******* ******** you**
Call a ******* earth.
I'm so pathetic.
So pathetic!!!!!!
IM A HORRIBLE ******* *****
Mommy????
Mommy?? Why do you lock my bedroom door at night when I'm sleeping?
I said I was sorry
And I never wanted to hurt you again.
You said Daddy died but why is he standing above you??
Mommy please don't go.
I'll try to be a better child.
Why do you hate me??
YOU STUPIDFUCKING *****
ANSWER ME!!!!
I love you..
Jun 14, 2016
Jun 14, 2016 at 1:17 PM UTC
I think of you three daily
My heart aches to say hi
I'm sorry
Whish I could be your mom again
Tears flow like a waterfall
I'm sorry
Please forgive me
Please call
Keep living your amazing
Andi love you three
Oct 9, 2014
Oct 9, 2014 at 12:03 PM UTC
wash it wash out wash it wash out
let it turn
hoot and a holler
bottled up all day
and like bubbly bottles burst
take my toll
fierce, almost fictional
but never hostile
transcend your barriers and let your impulses take you towards the next side of the room
and then back again
its over and over and over
hear the trumpet whail its sorrow
circling, round, round, round
love, a mist, love to die for
unseen unconditionl surrender
ooohohohoaoh
e,njoy a gin and tonic, and ,dress that ,was fash,ionable at ,som, e point b,ut is in deeper,ate ne,ed of ,recur ,,, , , , rence
the glasses are thick and so is t he smoke that lingers above conv,eras,--------tions and weaves be d,, tween the textu--------res of the deep green trees and their abundant philosophical relatab======le language and you fall into their ro000000000ots, you drUUUUUug their holes and youuuuuu lOOOOOve the earth the same way you love a compliment
Ahhh yeahhh!!!,you're looking the best you have in your life
there is a melody somewhere in the background but your attention is on the person in from of you, the enthusiasm in their voice, and how quickly you are able to agree with them
anticipate like disneyt, tpoets businesses, bartenders, bar menders, cleansers inspectors interpreters judgmenters allocate the spenders reaching out for new vendeor whose the best the lesser??
LET ME GOOOOOOOOO
its warm man, you have a smoke?
swomen, lights, some monument sky high lithe buddah lights little u[p with orange with luck on straight spinnings what was that? take another drink, hey whats your name? I'm from california you like surfing politics I odn'tk know I need to meet my friend
fix fix fix do I need to finish that paper? fixixixifiixx what will my mother say????
you met another guy who is dancing with a girl and he is cool and he is gesturing towards you with his glass of champagne and you
tilt up ystaree he cbottole of beer, but his kindness lingers as you stare into your glass andI smile when? wrong time go away fog forward gly He cracks a really funny joke about your smile
HAHAHHAHAAH
The movie, the movie, those time when I am removed from things and the
My mind balloons and its... delicious
Jan 24, 2015
Jan 24, 2015 at 6:27 PM UTC
I know ki bada kuj change ** gea he thuhadi life wich
*** mere lai thuhadi life wich koi jagah nai he
heena ji par is baar kuj alag he
apna breakup pehla bi hoea
kai baar hoea
viah thuhda pehla bi fix hoea c
us time ena nai c feel hoea jina is baar ** reha
fati pai he meri
paralysis da attack tak hoea thuhade viah to agle din
4 din hospital admit reha ha
meri kidney ne kam band kr dita c over drinking krke.
me kade drink ni kiti but is baar kiti
rajj ke drink kiti
heena me lakh bura ha
par pata ni is baar bahut kuj alag he
daily ro reha ha
raat 2 nu waje son reha ha bcz u r coming in my thoughts
te neend nai andi
swere 4 waje akh khu jandi he te bcz u di yaad a jandi
i know ki *** kuj ni ** sakda
bcz me kita bura u naal
par pachta reha ha
mar reha ha
maut bi nai a rahi menu sali
kiwe seh paunga eh dukh sari jindagi
samj ni anda sala
Mar 9, 2018
Mar 9, 2018 at 3:13 AM UTC
the sun burned my eyes
andi dug my head into my pillow
my socks almost fell off
and my shirt twisted around my body
the hair that rested upon my head
was messy as hell,
i hopped out of bed
and saw the snow melting
as i drank my coffee
i felt cool down my body
i thought to myself
as i drank it
"what a **** lovely day!"
walked out with a smile
and lost my head in the clouds
and fell in love with thoughts of what i'll be
doing for the rest of the day
Came back home
and hopped on my bed
the sun was out
and the moon came on
and i thought
to myself
"what a **** lovely day today!"
and fell asleep with the
foggy air
Nov 9, 2013
Nov 9, 2013 at 9:14 PM UTC
the words are allpilingupagain
I andi'm not sure he understands
how much talking saved me from
myself but he stopped and now the
words are everywhere, in my chest
and in my hair anddrainingfrom
my fingertips, with no where else
to go and they never leave through
tears, the thing that leaves the most
Apr 17, 2013
Apr 17, 2013 at 8:25 PM UTC