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CJ lebron Aug 2015
The closer I am to you
The better your beauty I see
The closer I am to you
The happier I am
The closer I am to you
The more like heaven it feels
CJ lebron Sep 2015
In all our time together
You’ve come to mean so much to me
You are my best friend
And I'll always be glad I met you
I know I can be a pain sometimes
Just know that I mean well
I'd probably be a mess
If i hadn't met you
as much as I've helped you
You've helped me too
So I'll repay you by letting you
Know how great you are
And know that I mean every word
The world is full of many people
But there is only one of you,
One perfect amazing beautiful you
CJ lebron Aug 2015
They say the eyes are the windows to the soul
Look into my eyes to see my truth
My soul is in pieces
Shattered by the last person who I let in
That person took a piece with them, I'll never see it again

I saw you, so beautiful and selfless
Willing to put me together
And share your soul with mine
To make me whole
I know you wont break my fragile soul
You'll strengthen it,
you'll make it tough
So I can stand on my own
So I can fight for myself
To find my missing piece
CJ lebron Aug 2015
I'll be honest I'm still going through things because of what happend more than 10 years ago
I hate myself sometimes
But everyday I'm glad to be alive
After all I've been through I'm still a good and kind person (so I've been told)
So Don't lose hope
Talk to someone
Talk to me if it would help
Don't isolate yourself
There is always some to be your friend
CJ lebron Aug 2015
You kissed me for the first and last time
You said it was a mistake
You said you still love him
Then why did you kiss me
You still plan to marry him
Maybe she was just curious
Maybe it was something new she had to try
I've waited 5 months for that kiss
For so long I wanted you
Maybe its time to give up
CJ lebron Aug 2015
Sometimes I look at you while you are sleeping
Amazed by how beautiful you are
And as we lay
my nose is burning from your enticing aroma
I could lay with you forever
Feeling your wonderfully soft skin on my fingertips
CJ lebron Sep 2015
You kissed me
You don't know why
Are you falling for me
Could I really be this charming  
Could this really be happening
I just wish you told me why
Why did you kiss me
CJ lebron Aug 2015
"Goodnight, I hope you sleep well"
That's something I always say
Do I ever mean it?
Do I genuinely want you to sleep well?
Or do I want you to dream bad things
To make you see he's no good for you
When I wish you well with him
Do I hope for the worst?
I honestly don't know anymore
Maybe I'm just selfish like the rest of the world
CJ lebron Sep 2015
I could lay here with you forever
Kissing you like it's the last kiss I'll get
Holding you like you aren't coming back
Looking at you like you're the last thing I'll see
Smelling you like its then last time I'll breathe
CJ lebron Aug 2015
Time loves to torture me
Time makes what I hate
Last for what seems like forever
Time makes what I love
Pass by in a blink of an eye
Time makes what is beautiful
Wither away
Time can't wither your beauty,
You're timeless
A perfect flower frozen in time

I wish I could stop time
When we're having a perfect moment
I wish you didn't have to go
I could spend forever with you,
That still wouldn't be enough time
To be with you

Time loves to torture me
But my love is stronger than time
Time can't change my love for you
It won't wither or corrupt
Time can turn my body to dust but my
Soul will still carry that love
And it will find you anywhere you are
CJ lebron Aug 2015
Apologies, I'm not being myself
I've never felt this way before
And I'm sorry to have put you in this position
I'm sure  it doesn't feel very good being the cause of someone's sadness
If it helps you're also someone's happiness
CJ lebron Aug 2015
I just want to see you smile when I tell you I love you
CJ lebron Aug 2015
Every night you sleep alone
Every night you are afraid
Every night you cry
Every night you call me up
Every night we talk
Every night I cheer you up
Every night I stay awake
Every night for you, I don't sleep
Every day you see him again
The cycle repeats
CJ lebron Aug 2015
I said to you the words he didn't say.
I did all the things he didn't do
Every day I told you how beautiful you are
I reminded you how special you are
Yet I still don't measure up
CJ lebron Aug 2015
The one who makes me the happiest, is always the one who is already taken

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