No matter how far i am
And no matter how sad you get
Just remember one thing
I feel like the luckiest man
Just to have You in my life

If it's not the worst
one of the worst feelings in the world is falling asleep with a broken heart.

one day, our love will come to an end
And if we stay together we will have to pretend
We will fake our love and it will cause us pain
Our minds will not be able to handle and we will go insane
I care about you and want you to have a happy life
But I’m all honesty I don’t see you becoming my wife
You and I are different people with different paths
And if I could I would change the past
Change it so that I spent more time on me
And not worry about monogamy
My strongest desire became my ultimate demise
And it’s only cause I couldnt see it in your eyes
One day I will leave you and pursue what was meant for me
But for right now I will push off my destiny

Time stops when our stars align
It was you and I and the New York skyline
The day we took a trip to the concrete jungle
The times when life wasn't all jumbled
We walked through the streets with out a care
The only worry we had was to pay the bus fare
The sun shined bright and set so smooth
A perfect day in the city only time could prove
The Stars moved in order as they began to align
And it was at very moment I felt the halt of time

Alcohol keeps me distracted
Until i realize
Our love was a drug
And you're  still in my system

He grabs her waist
Then pulls her in
Bites his lips
While he looks at hers
She Leans in for the kiss
And he wakes up in his room
It was just a dream

As i sit in this empty room i dont feel so alone
You may be here even if your not in flesh and bone
You taught me family isn't always a bad thing
And hearing I'm never gonna see you again just has a sad ring
I wish i was by your side before you passed away
But i know sooner or later we will meet again someday
So as i sit in this empty room i know that someone is here
You will forever be in our hearts, smiles, and tears.

I remember the days when you inspired me to write
And now I’m stuck with this thought that keeps me up at night
Am I happy with her or did I just settle
She is a magnet but I’m the wrong metal
I like adventure, I like nature, and I like the city
And it ***** when she doesn’t laugh even though I was just kidding
I love to joke so I can make people smile
But she makes it seem like I said something vile
Is it just my jokes and how I tells
Because I only get that response from her and nobody else
I wish things went differently but life took me here
But the thought of where I am has brought a lot of fear

We are the canvas

The memories we make are the paint strokes

At last I see the painting that has formed

And this picture is not worth a thousand words

Only three

I love you

If that plane leaves the ground
And you're not with him
You'll regret it
Maybe not today
Maybe not tomorrow
But soon
And for the rest of your life

If I had the chance I would redo it all
I would stop myself so I wouldn’t fall
See all my decisions have been a step closer to the edge
And recently it feels like I’m looking over the ledge
I lost my friends and I lost myself
To pursue a career by virtue of wealth
My desires have made me who I am
But my wants have brought me closer to my end
If I could go back in time and change it all
I would make so that I drive into a wall
And leave a message to everyone to read
I’m sorry for failing you and not being able to succeed

Life is a ever changing
Nothing ever begins and ends the same way
Thats why
life begins with L
And ends with E

I chased you and ended up with a broken heart
Then I stopped chasing you
And started chasing my dreams
And looked back only to notice
you started chasing me
And Realized I'm ahead of you

The last day in town and oh how I was filled with sorrow
The thoughts consumed my mind that I won't see her tomorrow
So we went to the restaurant that I took her to for Valentine's Day
My mouth was filled with words and memories I never got to say
It was a beautiful night the stars were in my favor
After dinner we went for ice cream and since I've never tasted that flavor
But out of the blue her phone rang and her parents needed her home
We talked about how we will live in Paris Italy and Rome
I met her parents that day something i didn't expect
I acted very polite,quiet and with the utmost respect
So the night ended and she walked me out of her house
I still remember she had trouble picking her orange dress or a blue blouse
I told her never forget me and I kissed her... Which was kinda dareish
But I wish I got to say the words "this is a moment that I will cherish"

They say it's not about destination

it's about the journey

But too bad the world is circular

As i set off to college
I remember i loved you for 3 years
And you only loved me the summer going away
I've never felt so happy

Everyone may look down
But i promise you
You will conquer
You will destroy
You will achieve
But most importantly
You will
Prove them wrong

Dear god,
I want to know how she's doing
I want to go back to when I was happy with her
The butterflies in my stomach
The racing of my heart
The nervousness in my voice
I want hold her again so badly
I want to kiss her soft lips
I want to get into the fights
I want to tell her she was right
Right about how if we dated our friendship would stop
Right about how she wasn't the girl for me
Right about how I should enjoy college without her
Cause if there's one thing she taught me
Is that I need to focus on my identity
And for that
I want to give thanks to her
For if it wasn't for her i wouldn't be me.
And for that one beautiful month I am forever grateful
Love,
Vimal

Death walked into the room
Looked me straight in the eyes
He said are you ready to die?
I said i was born to die
Death smiled
God smiled back

The relationship lasted a month
The break up took a second
But the thoughts are never ending

I walk Into the subway
And get drawn to those hazel eyes
All of a sudden
I wasn't in the subway
I was in love

Put in the work for you
I’m not talking about for yourself
I’m talking about the you that drowns in thoughts
I’m talking about the you that feels empty
I’m talking about the you that is unfulfilled
I’m talking about the you that is constantly depressed
Get up and just ******* do it for you

Don't forget you only have a limited time

Don't forget breaking the laws of the universe is the only crime

Don't forget to taste the sweetness of some candy

Don't forget that everything can, in its own way, be handy

Don't forget to think outside the box

Don't forget that you once had chicken pox

Don't forget that no one can control who you are

Don't forget that you have made it this far

Don't forget action speaks louder than words

Don't forget that sheep stay together in herds

Don't forget to play and win your prizes

Don't forget beauty comes in different shapes and sizes

Don't forget the present will soon be the past

Don't forget everything is not made to last

Don't forget to feel all the emotions on the scale

Don't forget not all criminals go to jail

Don't forget to fall in love and find a wife

But most importantly don't forget to live your life

I feel us drifting
Like the waves of the ocean
I'm lost at sea without you
But i just keep thinking
Life is like a rolling wheel
It keeps moving forward

I sit here drowning in thoughts of us
Helplessly screaming for your attention
Only to realize you were never there
And so i stop and relax
And float, then swim back to shore

The girl with the emerald eyes
Is the girl who can see through your lies
She is the girl who can unmask your disguise
And show you what you have yet to realize
Layer by layer she will peel and peel
Her beauty exceeds past the realm of unreal
Shy but strong
the girl with the emerald eyes can see past your  wrong
With vision so perfect she is never blinded by love
Her heart searches for the knight in shining armor sent from above
To sweep her up and carry her to a castle
Somewhere fancy where the demask curtains have gold tassels
I hope she sees what I hide to say with my general lies
Just be careful you don't get lost in her emerald eyes

I write these poem as way to speak to you
But to my irony i keep these poems to myself
I also keep my feelings to myself
Because the last time I let them out
I only brought half of them back
The other half are with you
And I'm scared if i will lose all my feelings
And I'll be as empty as the bottle sitting on my table top

Before I dose off to my slumber
I want to address your minds hunger
Before I give you food for your thought
Just keep in my mind what you learn is not always taught
Before I let you enter my endless train
I want you to know I went through a lot of pain
For you to understand by when I say
She changes like the week and it's day
Now let me tell you the secret to how to change
May your vision and thoughts have an endless range
So don't worry if you know you can't do it
Cause the ones who discourage you didn't go through it

Every hello has a bye
Every candle doesn't stay lit
Every song has an end
Every thesis has a conclusion
It was fun while it lasted

I wish I could tell you how much I miss you
I wish I could tell you I want to be with you
I wish I could show you all the poems I wrote drunk
I wish I could tell you that it wasn't you and I was a punk
I took you for granted and I can't live it down
It seems to have become common that I wake up with a frown
But one day all will better and I will be filled joy
But for now I will continue to be a heartbroken boy

I guess it's ok
That I spend the lowest points of my life
...High.

When I was chasing you I felt that everything I did would take me one step closer to you

And as aspected each step led me straight to you

Now since we have broken up every day feels like I'm walking one step away from you

Sooner or later you'll blend into my horizon

And one day I will look into my horizon and not even realize how far I've walked from you

Something everyone forgets is that the purpose of life is to be happy
People seem to lose the secret ingredient for their own Krabby patty
We get lost in our memories and they eat us alive
But we fail to realize that memories feed us to die
To live a happy life is frankly quiet simple
Get rid of negativity like an unwanted pimple
Keep around those who were there in your low
They helped feed the seed and watched you grow
They saw your pedals fill with vibrant color
They know by your tone when your life gets Duller
Live everyday and try to become a better you
Always set a goal to get your letter through
See Life goes by and is filled with lessons
Something you should remember is that time is of the Essence

I hope all is well for you
I hope your finally getting over the man who mistreated you
I hope you realized how good of a singer you are
I hope you see that one day you could be a star
I hope for the best in all that you do
Cause I still regret not fighting for you

The hardest thing to hear is that things are not the same
Time moves forward, people move on, and no one is to blame
I wish we could go back because I miss those days
Where everyone stuck together and didn’t go their own ways
But it was meant to happen and I wish I could turn back time
Where we could be ourselves and be free in our utmost prime
I will forever cherish the memories and wish I got to say
the memories I made with you is why I am who I am today

I have this sick idea
why does my departure
mean the end
why cant it mean
our beginning
im not ready
to let you go

He asked
How are you so brave
It replied
Walk to the edge
Alone
Then walk back

Obviously he's more successful cause everyone supports what he does
And me I'm sitting here in jealousy and envy just cause because
Be happy be happy cause you have everything you need
While i sit here with jealousy envy and greed

although we aren't saying goodbye to each other
we are saying goodbye to the people we once were

Sometimes I like to think
But this thought made me realize
That we are
Eventually becomes we were

When we have our late night talks
We seem to forget what's written on the clocks
We get consumed with the stories that we say
And we anticipate another talk later on some other day
At the peak of night when everyone is in a slumber
We pretend our problems seized to exist like an imaginary number
We talk about life and the lack of genuine souls
And how we live with people that are monsters and trolls
So life moves forward as we shift our gear
But never forget the late night talks we had our freshman year

Even though you weren't in my life for the longest time
You taught me a lesson I'll remember for an eternity

Let's stay up and feel the calmness of earth
Let's stay up and talk to see how much time is worth
Let's stay up and say good morning to the sun
Let's stay up and say that the day has begun
Let's stay up and watch as the moon goes away
Let's stay up and forget about all the stress of the day
Let's stay up and notice the beauty of peace
Let's stay up and walk in the middle of the streets
Let's stay up so we don't have to sleep the night away
Cause the moment you wake up it begins another day

Life.
It's a learning experience

It's funny I wonder why I loved you so
Cause that night I told you I drove drunk looking for you
You were no where to show
Shows how much you actually cared for me
So close to death, so blinded by love but now I have some clarity
Who i once thought was the girl of my dreams turned out to be a nightmare
A heartless girl who if lost a best friend might not care
I like to believe that I didn't lose you Rather you lost me
Cause I lost all respect for you when You didn't stop me when I drove drunk and didn't care what it  would've cost me

I know when everyone is gone
And the whole world has their backs turned
I can turn to you
Thank you
Mary Jane

I wake up in the morning and get myself ready
Then I put on the mask with a fake smile and pretend everything is steady

It's that point that you just don't give a **** anymore
Cause you realized you spend your days wondering about someone
And they spend their days as if you never existed

I know you have ears
But when was the last time
You listened to music