Veemz

Veemz Dec 2021

MOM

I wish I could’ve been there for you
I wish I could’ve stood up for you when he put you down
I wish I could’ve put my foot down when he raised his hand at you
I wish I understood how difficult it must’ve been to raise two kids with a monster
I wish you had the vocabulary to articulate how you feel
I wish the Indian society wouldn’t judge a single mother
I wish I never gave you a hard time when I was growing up
Although I look like him I promise I won’t be like him
I will respect my wife and never lay a hand on her
I will listen to my wife and never undermine her
I will be responsible with my money and never put my family in bad situations

But most importantly I will be a great husband and father because we never had one

Family trauma reunion

#family #love #sadness #unfiltered

Veemz May 2021

I hope my friends see this

The hardest thing to hear is that things are not the same
Time moves forward, people move on, and no one is to blame
I wish we could go back because I miss those days
Where everyone stuck together and didn’t go their own ways
But it was meant to happen and I wish I could turn back time
Where we could be ourselves and be free in our utmost prime
I will forever cherish the memories and wish I got to say
the memories I made with you is why I am who I am today

Veemz Apr 2021

A three word picture

We are the canvas

The memories we make are the paint strokes

At last I see the painting that has formed

And this picture is not worth a thousand words

Only three

I love you

I haven’t posted a poem in a very long time. I was lost as an individual but I feel good

#love #no #rhyme #spoken #word #beauty #life

Veemz Aug 2019

Do it for you

Put in the work for you
I’m not talking about for yourself
I’m talking about the you that drowns in thoughts
I’m talking about the you that feels empty
I’m talking about the you that is unfulfilled
I’m talking about the you that is constantly depressed
Get up and just ******* do it for you

Sometimes you feel like your falling into a funk but don’t forget how awful that funk feels like

Veemz Aug 2019

A thought

I remember the days when you inspired me to write
And now I’m stuck with this thought that keeps me up at night
Am I happy with her or did I just settle
She is a magnet but I’m the wrong metal
I like adventure, I like nature, and I like the city
And it ***** when she doesn’t laugh even though I was just kidding
I love to joke so I can make people smile
But she makes it seem like I said something vile
Is it just my jokes and how I tells
Because I only get that response from her and nobody else
I wish things went differently but life took me here
But the thought of where I am has brought a lot of fear

#love #heartbreak

Veemz Aug 2018

A break from destiny

one day, our love will come to an end
And if we stay together we will have to pretend
We will fake our love and it will cause us pain
Our minds will not be able to handle and we will go insane
I care about you and want you to have a happy life
But I’m all honesty I don’t see you becoming my wife
You and I are different people with different paths
And if I could I would change the past
Change it so that I spent more time on me
And not worry about monogamy
My strongest desire became my ultimate demise
And it’s only cause I couldnt see it in your eyes
One day I will leave you and pursue what was meant for me
But for right now I will push off my destiny

#love #breakup #destiny

Veemz Aug 2018

Change it all

If I had the chance I would redo it all
I would stop myself so I wouldn’t fall
See all my decisions have been a step closer to the edge
And recently it feels like I’m looking over the ledge
I lost my friends and I lost myself
To pursue a career by virtue of wealth
My desires have made me who I am
But my wants have brought me closer to my end
If I could go back in time and change it all
I would make so that I drive into a wall
And leave a message to everyone to read
I’m sorry for failing you and not being able to succeed

#life #regret #happy