they call it the Little Green Monster,
but it is way worse.
to give it a name creates personality.
it has none.
it isn’t anything.
except maybe the worst thing in the world.
butcher of blissful days.
turmoil of silent nights.
death of acquitted life.
an entity that obliterates relationships.
this endearing little green monster we speak about
is nothing what it seems,
it is something blinding and murderous.
it kills.
the love,
the laughter,
the pleasure.
it eliminates our humanity
and turns us into a monster ourselves.
this Little Green Monster is a vexation in life
that is yet to be exterminated.

I saw a couple say hello
So comfortable and in love
A peck on the lips and a loving smile

Why cant that be us
Why can you pick me up from school
Say hello with a kiss
Laugh and make my day

Why cant that be us
You don't want that?
You don't want me?

I’m sorry to burst your bubble but love is nonexistent. It is a word used by humans to describe one’s feeling of lust towards another.
L  U  S  T, that is it.
A person will make you smile, make you laugh, make your heart skip a beat, make you feel alive, make you feel wanted, make you feel special and you lust that. It is not love that you are experiencing, it is the lust for the happiness and joy given. Us as humans get confused by this word and we use it incorrectly. Love is not an exact thing. Love is simply an abstract noun. Nothing special.

Philosophy is not easy to define. The meaning of the word philosophy changes from person to person, as each individual has his or her own idea of what this word entitles. Your philosophy will differ depending your life experiences. As for my philosophy, I believe that you should never limit yourself due to fear. Fear is the one thing that can stop you from making hard decisions that could ultimately improve your life.

More and more people in the world today are too scared to do what they want to do or be who they want to be. They are scared of the judgment, cruelty and of what people will think of them.

Well, I say: do what you want to do. Be who you want to be. Do not let your irrational fear stop you from taking that step, your step. Do not let the fear of what others will think of you influence your decision. Be brave, be fierce and everything will work out they way you wanted. You need to take that leap of faith and forget about the aching pain of fear that has developed through your own thoughts. Fear is what drives people to be the exact person they hoped not to be.

Life it too short to not take risks, to not be who you truly are. Fear reminds us that we are human; anything that doesn’t make you a little scared is not worth it. You need excitement in your life; you need to push through and take that step. Do not look back and do not let fear limit your life.

He slowly pulled my face closer to his, while the gently sound of the waves washed the insignificant thoughts going through my mind at that moment. His lips touched mine and everything changed, as we met under the stars at midnight.

Okay so there’s this boy… his smile literally makes my day. He makes me the happiest person in the world. He makes me laugh harder and louder than any other person has. I don’t have to look my best when I’m with him. I don’t have to straighten my hair or wear makeup. I can wear sweat pants and ugly fluffy socks around him. He takes my hand while we watch scary movies and holds me tight when I cry through sad ones. We speak every day and we have turns for morning messages. We have nicknames and tease each other all the time. I have never felt like this. Is this what love feels like ?

Your smile is my sunrise
Your laugh is my melody
Your touch is my warmth
Your eyes are my diamonds
Your hands are my protectors
and you are my love.

You have hurt me once before
But forgiveness is key
However
Others around me do not seem to agree
They do not like you
They do not like you for me
They do not understand
And they do not see
That I just had to forgive you
Because of how much you mean to me
You cause me to smile
Brighter than the sun
You cause me to laugh
Laugh louder than crashing waves
We like the same movies, style and bands
The best part about it
Is when I get to hold your hands
They make me feel safe
Secure and protected  
You make me feel alive
You make me feel free
Yet
They do not like you
They do not like you for me
They do not understand
And they do not see

I can’t help smiling when I think of you. Your adorable smile. Your incredible laugh. Your delicate touch.

My mind is filled with the thought of you and that makes me smile.

I think I've fallen inlove with you.
Your smile, your laugh, your touch.
I don't know how but I think you've stolen my heart.
You make me happier then I've ever been, smile brighter then ever before and laugh harder then I ever have.
It's not only that I love you,
It's that I'm inlove with you.

I've fallen deeply and uncontrollably inlove with you.

Was I wrong to think I meant something to you? Was I that blind? The secret stares. The subtle hand touches. Was it all in my mind? Were we really nothing but friends? Did I mean so little to you? You chose her and not me. Was it because she’s easy? Or was she prettier than me, smarter, funnier? You had nothing to say. No sorry. Nothing. I really did mean nothing to you. And that hurts. It hurts like no pain I have ever felt. Nothing I could have ever imagined. You made me feel small. Insignificant. You made me cry. You made my heart hurt. You made my whole body ache. Thank you for that.

A time long ago, I dreamt of a place. A simple place, with no judgment, no pain, no cruelty. A place of peace, love and laughter. A place where true love flourished and friendships arose. A place where people were free to be themselves. A place with no hiding, no running, no disgrace.

I once dreamt of this simple place…

"Dear God, make me a bird. So I could fly far. Far far away from here."
-Jenny Curran

We need to stop caring about what people think of us.
How we look, how we act, how we love.
Each person is different.
Each person is unique and beautiful.
We need to see the beauty within ourselves and not wait for others to see it first.
Wait for no one.
Do not let your happiness depend on other people.
You are beautiful.
You are unique.
You are loved.
You deserve a life full of happiness.

You know what you are,
A waste of my time
A waste of space used up in my heart
A waste of my thoughts
A waste of my tears
A waste of my pain
You.
You are just a playful waste
Making me cry
Making me laugh
Making me wondering
You.
You are not worth it
I thought you were
I really did
Not anymore
You.
You used me
You tricked me
You made me fall in love
And for what
To make yourself feel something
You.
You ruined me
I am no longer the strong independent person I once was
I am now dependent on you
My happiness depends on you
You.
You need to leave me alone
Let me get better
Let me lock up the doors to my heart
Let me forget you
Because
You.
You were a waste

I may be hard to read,
Not as easy as a book.
I may not be warm,
Not as easy as the sun.
I may find it hard to shed a tear,
Not as easy as a cloud.
I may not be kind,
Not as easy as a saint.
I may not be perfect,
Not as easy as a Barbie.
I may not be easy to love,
Not as easy as they say.
Life isnt supposed to be easy,
Its supposed to trick you.
Its supposed to make you run out of breath,
Life is full of struggle and pain,
But the pain and the struggle makes you stronger,
Makes your life more exciting.
Life isnt supposed to be easy.
Easy is for the weak hearted.
Are you weak hearted?

she melts,
as the rain falls.
she weeps,
as her family, her mother
show no kindness.
no love.
slowly killing her.
she is dying.
she diminishes
as she tries to hide it.
tries to keep the rain hidden.
keep the smile alive.
not her own smile,
but the smile forced upon her.
her soul, her life
slowly drifts away.
her family-
no mercy
no compassion.
she needs not sympathy
but empathy…
yet she is left to fade away alone.
alone in the rain.