Spring
Later, she came to me.
She had flowers in her hair
and wore a yellow skirt.
She approached slowly,
asking, "Are you hurt?"

Spring lifted me off the frosted floor.
Her touch immediately melted
the ice that I was trapped in.

Slowly I began to bloom.
Vines entwined my arms.
I was crowned with petals
and I smelled of roses.
Suddenly she was gone.

A voice whispered in my ear,
"You're Spring now, dear. Smile often until Summer comes."

CAN YOU HEAR ME

CAN YOU SEE IT ?
THE RISE IN THE DARK.

CAN YOU HEAR IT ?
THE SOUND SO DESIRABLE THAT CREATES A SPARK.

CAN YOU TASTE IT?
THE DRIPPINGS SO SLICK.

CAN YOU FEEL IT ?
THE RIPPING SO THICK.

SO YOU WANT ME ?
SO RED AND SO TENDER.

DO YOU NEED ME ?
THE FEEL OF MY GENDER.

DO YOU FEEL ME ?
THE SQUIRM OF MY FLEX.

DO YOU SEE ME ?
THE DESIRE FROM YOUR ***.

DO YOU HEAR ME ?
SO WET AND COMPLETE.

WILL YOU FEEL ME ?
SO READY AND SO DEEP.

WILL YOU HEAR ME ?
SAY I NEED YOU TO WRAP INTO ME.

WILL YOU TASTE ME ?
SO DESIRED AND SO FREE.

WILL YOU WANT ME ?
WHEN I NEED YOU TO BE.

SO CAN YOU HEAR ME ?
WHEN YOUR INSIDE OF ME.

In the hours after

When the rain falls slowly beneath the stormy lights

When the only omission left is a sigh

And the duration of a breath has passed

I'll know then by

Where we stand within this life

And what was meant, therein, hereby

This is not my town

But must I try

Two am and I'm wide awake
Pacing the floor beside a bed I once shared with a woman that use to love me
Now it sits cold and empty
Dark mental images keep me from sleep
So I grab my phone to release the pain
Try to make words rhyme to post them online
Maybe impress a few strangers
Pray at least one hits like
So I can feel like I'm worth more then nothing

Mixing liquor and coke
One shot chased with two lines
Label it poetry but to me...
This is my heart bleeding
Asking what if while reliving the past making bad memories reignite the flame
On the same road I spent half my life on
Four hundred and sixty nine pairs of shoes I have worn out on broken lane
Shed more tears then three oceans could hold
Wonder aloud why I still ask questions When I been waiting on answers since 99
The cherry from these Marlboro reds is the only light ahead of me
Been secluded so long I ******* hate me
Man life just loves to penetrate me
Tried of being on the downside of the bright side
If this is to dark I'm sorry but it's all I been allowed to know
You holy father took most of my family
And that ***** I mentioned in the second line stole the rest from me
Jesus Christ what do you have aginest me...

I'm sorry Lord please forgive me
Truth is i changed in ways that makes me ashamed
No longer the man of yesteryear
To look at me now you would never believe the greatest woman to ever be raised me
Am I to lost to find the real me
Me...
Me...
Selfish ******* look how many lines end with me
It wasn't you that cancer killed
You ever fell asleep just to never wake again
You know about bring bedridden while your body decides to slowly fade away
Be honest with yourself
Do you blame her for taking the kids away
Turned this house into a hell hole
Preach you want change but afraid to take that step
Who can live when their lying to their self
My advice is ...
If you tired of this downhill road
Turn your *** around
Fight the battle that leads to higher ground
If that's to much then carry on
Find a spot and dig your hole
We don't need the dead walking around up here

"I lost my appetite..."
But you didn't eat all day?!
"for love."

I'm so tired..."
But you slept all day?!
"Of this life."

"I can't decide..."
Just make up your mind!?
"What to live for."

"I'm scared..."
But it's easy?!
"Of what I'll become."