I
am
going
to
get
lost
on
this
page
as
you
scroll
down.

Even my good days are
pretty bad.

Doing nothing
makes me think
as my eyes blink
I go away into the mindscape.

In within I swim
with beauty green
free from all jinx
a few seconds break to escape.

hands free, eyeing nothing
breathes in the oxygen
light air breezing
peace surrounding
lights enlightening
burdens slipping
I wished to be trapped away
in the world my mind conjured
me doing nothing letting it all slip away.

A single day,
for the whole life
you loved me,
made me who I am today.
Things that you left behind
and the struggle you went through
to give me better future  .
A single day to express my gratitude
and to apologise for my ill mannered attitude
is not enough.

You can hide a thing
but it will not make it go away
it is going to stay
the same
waiting for you.