i can see you slipping, slowly but surely, you don't ask for help, don't see how it can be made better, i try to help, but really what can i do other than love and pray for you.
my dear, it hurts to watch you slowly drown, rushing through life, undergoing the pressure.
im scared for what will happen to you, im scared we will drift apart, never to be drawn close again, im scared you'll go too far.
every conversation feels timed, like every word has to be perfectly chosen.
i don't want to burden you if i need something or if something is on my mind. i want to help you the best i can, but its exhausting for me too to see you keep struggling and none of my efforts or prayers seeming to amount to anything.
i know i ought to keep up the hope, God will provide for you and teach you something in the process, its just hard to watch the one i love the most slipping away and feeling overwhelmed and exhausted.