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ilina286 May 2014
Kiss my lips
Slowly,gentle and kind
Come and kiss my lips
You know we both suffer for eachother
And you know that i'd never do the first step.
So come and kiss my lips.
Make me feel loved,make me die in your arms.
ilina286 Jun 2014
In this moment
I love you so so so so much
I dont even have
Such powerful words
To describe that.
ilina286 Jun 2014
I feel something warm
Like i have something
Running through my chest
I guess it's love
And i really dont want
This feeling to fade away.
12/13-06-2014
ilina286 May 2014
Tonight we were out,few people
But for me you were the only one
I was looking at you all the time
I dont even know why i feel like this
You're perfect.
The way you smile,talk,walk
The way you look at me
Hold my hand
But...your just a friend
And for every night there is an end
ilina286 Jun 2014
And in that moment
i loved with my whole heart
A<3
ilina286 Dec 2014
Sometimes love is all we need
Someone who will care
Someone who will be able
To calm all of our insecurities
A person who will make us believe
In ourselves
Help us to find what we really are
Even if that is a secret
Hidden in the darkest parts of our soul.
ilina286 May 2014
My love,my mind
The only thing i think about all the time
My love,is you
The thing that doesnt allow me to live my life
My love,my end
The one that destroys me
With every thought in my mind
Every look in my eye.
ilina286 Jun 2014
And there,it was me.
Looking at you.
Not having any single word to describe what i am feeling.
Like my heart was on fire
Like i had something burning
In my chest
My mind was blocked
I was seeing only you
And no one else <3
ilina286 May 2014
You see the beauty of the world
And nature
When the sky and the stars
Are the only roof that is left for you.
Oui
ilina286 Jun 2014
Oui
Today i found out
That no matter how many
Poems I'll write
I'll never be able to
Express what i feel for you.
ilina286 Jun 2014
Sometimes razors are the only thing
That makes us calm
Maybe usually* instead of sometimes would be better.
ilina286 May 2014
Read my mind,and understand.
Please.
Because I'm too speechless to tell anything.
Too in love to feel anything.
Except your existence,except the imagination of your hands holding mine.
Too much dreaming and too little reality in my life.
Read my mind,and understand.
Your name is the only word that i know,your voice is the sweetest silence,your face is the only thing that i see,the dream of you is my only dream.
ilina286 Jun 2014
Everytime when you hug me
I cant stop myself from thinking
About the times
When you'll be hugging
Someone else :'(
ilina286 May 2014
I cut myself
With the razors
Of your beautiful smile.
ilina286 Jun 2014
I had your tears on my shoulders
Tears from happiness
A <3
ilina286 May 2014
I need to stay awake,but the darkness is pulling me into her world.
She is telling me to close my eyes.I'm afraid that if i close my eyes i'll never open them again.
The fear is a powerful thing,it can destroy us in a second.I start to see silhouettes,shadows,ghosts.My heart starts beating fast.
..
..
..
And than it stops.
ilina286 Dec 2014
And in that moment
I couldn't see anything
Except you in front of me
I couldn't feel anything
Except my love for you  
Suddenly the ocean of fears..
It was empty
All my fears were gone
Except one
The fear of losing you.
ilina286 May 2014
Sometimes all we need
Is to go back in time
And change few things.
ilina286 May 2014
You know what?
I am tired
Tired from being sad,stupid,ugly
In the last two years
I destroyed my life in every possible way
I was the best in school
Now I'm nothing
I was skinny
Now I'm not
I'm tired of keeping everything in me
Tired of smiling and acting like I'm having a great time
Acting like i dont care about my problems
But keeping so much inside is making me crazy
When i'm alone i burst
I start to cry and i can't stop
My head is hurting me,i cant breath
Feeling so much,but being so numb
Trying to express myself but i dont have any words
Hurting my self,so i can be calm again.
I cant do this anymore.
ilina286 Apr 2015
Do you know that feeling...when you fall in love?
When you start falling and you know you'll never get up.
When you give your happiness to someone,because you care for him more than you care for yourself.
Because you love him,more than you love yourself.
Do you know that feeling...when you fall in love?
When the touch of someones hands takes you to another dimension.
When you see another world in someones eyes,a world you always dreamed of.
Do you know that person...that makes you fall in love?
The same person who erases all your fears,making you feel safer than ever.
The same person who is the reason you cope with everything.
The reason to get up,live,and fight.
Do you know that feeling...when your heart breaks?
When that same person becomes stranger.
When the love dissapears like it never excisted.
When you become one big nothing to him.
But he is one everything to you.
He is and he will always be.
ilina286 May 2014
These days
Its more expensive
To die
Than
To live
ilina286 May 2014
FROM THE MOMENT WHEN WE ARE BORN
WE START DYING*
SO THIS ISNT LIFE
*THIS IS DEATH
ilina286 Feb 2017
The universe collides
In the touch of our hands
ilina286 Apr 2018
The day I was born
Is the the day Pandora's box was open
I came here and with me all the evil
All the misery,despair,sorrow.
ilina286 May 2014
I wonder what do you feel
When you look at me
ilina286 Jan 2017
We dont choose who we love
Or when
Or why
We cant stop
Today
Tommorow
We dont choose how we love
We just love
ilina286 Dec 2014
Love me forever
ilina286 Feb 2020
Certain things only seem wrong until we do them or they happen to us.
And suddenly they feel right.

Kneeling in front of every sin we desperately judged but still commited.
ilina286 Sep 2015
I want to be you
Like I am me
Because I love you
Unconditionally
Desperatly
I want to feel the same pain
Like you do
To suffer on the same way
All the good and the bad
Which is yours
To be mine
But I am not you
Like I am not me
ilina286 Oct 2017
Parents left me 19 years ago
in front of a trash
or some door of an empty house.
They all have been leaving since then,
and i'm just a traveller
searching for a home,never to be found.
Is it a curse to recognise all the people around you ?
People known from other lives
other home, other worlds,
and yet you being unrecognised?
ilina286 Sep 2016
touch
skin**
alcohol
amnesia
ilina286 Dec 2014
Strangers...nothing more
Like teardrops
Reminding us to sad times
And raindrops
Reminding us to cold times
Strangers...nothing more
Just sadness and coldness
Together we're timeless.
ilina286 May 2014
I dont want to die
I dont want to go away
ilina286 Jun 2018
we keep on going back
to the places where we once lost everything
hoping for a different end
ilina286 Apr 2018
Every step I take it's on the wrong foot
And I ask my self,can it  be any different..
when both of my feet are wrong.
Every wrong step,on every wrong foot
and every wrong path that i take
taking me further from my self
and everything that i'm suppposed to be .
ilina286 Jun 2014
I try to write poems
That will touch
The deepest parts of your soul
But maybe
I'll never be able
To put in words
The way you touched
The deepest parts of my soul.
ilina286 Jan 2017
Waiting for a tommorow
That may never come
ilina286 Jun 2014
While you hold my hand
The whole world is mine
ilina286 Jun 2014
One more forced smile
ilina286 Jun 2014
You are my sun in a rainy day.
ilina286 Jan 2021
Never.
It's quite a long time.
It starts now and lasts for all eternity.
ilina286 Jan 2019
It was my joy
opening doors in my life
opening my eyes,so i could see
what i have never seen before.

It was my hope
showing the paths and
all the small ways
that i have never walked along.

It was my ..
but not mine at all
not here anymore

It has never been
ilina286 Jul 2014
Than i realised...
We are meant to be together <3
ilina286 Nov 2016
I got your face erased
I'm scratching my mind
Crawling through the memories
But it's just emptiness
ilina286 Jan 2017
You lied to get inside
Faked your feelings
Like a burglar trying to get something
With fake dollars
And the lies felt like truths
Hell felt like heaven
But in fact everything was just empty
ilina286 May 2014
Is this feeling of numbness in my chest which is also compared to thousands volcanic eruptions...
Is it called love?
ilina286 May 2014
Your existence is keeping me alive.
D <3
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