I EAT A SUBOXONE FOR LUNCH
I THINK THAT IM GONNA THROW UP
THATS A LOVELY BUZZ AND SIDE AFFECT OF BEING FORCED TO GROW UP
I MISS BEING YOUNG IN SUMMER
ONLY TWENTY ONE & BUMMED OUT
ALWAYS SOMETHING WRONG & ITS MY FAULT I JUST KEEP FAULTING OUT
& ALL THE LOVELY LADIES THAT IVE LOVED JUST THINK IM CRAZY CUZ MY LOVE AROUND THE CLOCK THE LOVE THEY GIVE TO ME IS LAZY
& IT BREAKS ME, ALWAYS BREAKS ME, EVERY TIME IT FEELS THE SAME N IM ALIVE BUT DEAD INSIDE I GO OUTSIDE TO FEEL THE RAYS & I DISSOLVE
DONT WANNA BE INVOLVED
DESIRE TO EVOLVE I FEEL THE RAIN  & CRACK A SMILE SYMBOLS INESCAPABLE
ALWAYS FALL, FOREVER FALLEN NEVER FALLEN FOR
I PLACE FLOWERS IN THE HINGES LATCHES OF YOUR LOCKING DOOR
& I KNOW THAT THEYLL PROLLY DIE YEAH YOU WONT EVER WATER THEM
BUT I JUST FIGURED MAYBE YOU MIGHT SMILE AT THE THOUGHT OF THEM
& IF I COULD CONTROL ALL THESE EMOTIONS I COULD CALL YOU FRIEND
IM SWEPT IN THE INTENSITY DEFENSLESS & A FALLEN MAN

The me I am
The me I was
The work I do
The drugs i've done

Bring about the birds
Get them singing with us now
& bring about your worries
Don’t you let them get you down
just float it all away
Another day will come to save you
come to find you saved yourself
Oh but where do I belong
I guess in songs
I guess i’ll really never know
So I decide its best for me to let it go
& float it all away

I been thinking
I been thinking
Way
to ******* much

Why
Do I decide to struggle
When every single nerve I got is locked under a buckle
& every single word I seek to speak misses my mouth
My actions brought about by thoughts
My thoughts just seem to hang around
im screaming
in your eyes I’m lying stiff & dreaming
In my mind I try to find my eyes
Im hoping that you see me
open them to know this life of mine still has some meaning
even if these years keep piling twixt our bodies last meeting
The heart I have is beating just enough to keep this breath in me
If I could ask you’d say you havent seen me since the death of me
& now theres just whats left of me & how it can’t communicate
Enough to let you know, though what you say, I cannot rest in peace
No it is not my time
& time is ticking while my body lays
the time inside my mind
ill never find the time to explain
The world that i’m engulfed in
Hope you’ll never understand
the feels of feeling without feelings
Feels of holding without hands

I wish my drug habit was more like my writing habit
Always thinking about it
never doing it

Everyone does the same thing different
Everyone’s just the same thing different.

You’re not trying to help me
You’ll tug & pull my mind in the brittle state you kicked it in to simply get a leg up in your world
They teach you
leg down, leg up.
I say fly, learn, leg up.
**** you twisted *******
If they told you to **** the children you’d bow & slaughter,
Manipulate your mind to find some sick morality in it & begin to push it upon the prey.
The public, the prey.
Tomato, tomato.
You’re just waiting for a reason.
& here I am hustling for my sanity because my medicine can be a deficit & those afflicted are quick to share the pain.
Plug, unplugged.
Imprisoned for operating at maximum capacity.
You never got a word though,
however broken you beheld me you ******* never got a word.
You are undeserving, with my words you’ll inflict hurt
& sir my words are solely surfaced for the drowning seeking earth.

I hung out with a friend the other day
an old friend
we used to walk around a small town at night like every step was the beginning to some great adventure
we sat
we talked of all thats been going on in our lives
we smoked
we sat
we walked to his house at the desire of my mother
not necessarily to be there
but to be anywhere but here
we arrived
we sat
he stayed on his phone for what turned into an hour
"looking for something to do"
I sat
He said "I don't have anyone to hang out with"
I sat
He said "Shane, I have shane to hang out with"
I am Shane
I sat.
Now I can't decide exactly what the problem is,
am I so dreadfully boring one must rely on a circuit board escape plan to lead them to others less so
or is my friend improper company for myself
would have thought of any of this if I had a phone myself?
or would I have written it right there on the spot?
Who knows
we smoked
I walked home, alone & happy to be
though I couldn't help but notice all the pretty faces eating ice cream along the way
I tried to sing for their attention
they laughed
I smiled & walked away
atleast I made some sort of impression, eh?
my friend & I shall meet again
& no matter how it goes, I know this is the type of friend who will visit me on my deathbed, or I his.
I suppose I am just shaken by the contrast of the time spent then & the time spent now
I arrive home
I lock the door to stop the echoes of fear from flogging my mother
I sleep

Poetry

You need:
"What's up?"
You don't:
"Get ******."

What

                                      A

              ****­ing

                              *Night

I am older now

MY FLESH WILL, ROT MY SONGS WILL NOT, MY WILL WILL STILL REMAIN, INSULT ME IF YOU WISH WHILE ALL YOU DO IS STAY THE SAME.
ITS ALL A GAME TO YOU, BUT IM A WORKER, WORK IS ALL I DO, YOU CAN LIVE HOW YOU WANT JUST CUZ PEOPLE LIKE TO LOOK AT YOU,
BUT DONT FORGET WHAT LETS YOU GET AWAY WILL FADE AWAY SO TAKE A BREAK & FOR THE PEOPLE TRY TO CRAFT A BRIGHTER DAY.
I'D HATE TO PROVE YOU WRONG & LIVE FOREVER IN MY MUSIC, BUT IT SEEMS THAT I BELIEVE SO WOE IS ME THEY'LL NEVER LOSE THIS,
THE LEAST THAT YOU COULD DO IS SADDLE BACK UP ON THIS **** & RIDE TO PRACTICE ALL THOSE ACTIONS YOU'LL BE DOING TO SUSTAIN YOUR LIFE.

sleeP is ecstasy for free

I found it in my sheets

I'm the greatest.

When laziness tells you to just keep sitting there,
Remember that it told you the same thing yesterday & you listened.

You can tell them what they wanna hear
Or tell them how it is
You can smile through their struggle
Or struggle to help them win

If I was you I'd show Me that You're really not so bad
But I am Me & You are You
Like That is That
& That is That

Snorting bath salts in the shower,
for an hour stood and soaked the flowing shimmer life power.
Shivering, I cower in my mind behind the barricades,
Thoughts assault, the sorrow suit i'm wearing, swear it's tailor made.
I wash it off,
The bombs have stopped, my cities still intact
But in a different way, flowers bloom blossom through the cracks
I'm in the future looking back at all attacks directed at
& carried out by me myself & I deny the eerie fact
& as I stand and rack the noggin in my noggin with some nonsense
I am not dead, clock, stop, smile and it is honest
Horizon & the sunrise brings the blessings to a new light
Finally disguise resigns, the sky invites me to produce flight
The city I created are the ruins I created are the views and moves i'll use to fuse the future I created.

I'm a bad kid
Forget the fact my life's been tragic
Just slap on your labels
And please get back to your madness
Your majesty
I see your money makes you better than me
This sweaters the only thing that stoppin the freeze

Hey mr policeman
Planning on locking me up
For this nug I got up under my nuts
I'm finna BUST
upon your forehead, therefor
We'd be even
You got 5 years of my life
I got you covered in *****
(IT'S SO STUPID)
Base your movements off of what the group did
See the fate of chickens
But ya still wanna be cooped in?
Dumb ***** howling, sou proud of their foolishness
Shroud, the be forced to bow down by their stupid wit

Your branded
What about your individuality?
You're gonna let it perish
Over gucci & some louis v's?
The only Louie I like, is some C.K.
Ying-Yang
Spark a bit of laughter from the sea of pain

I see your pain, I wanna help,
But you just gotta learn yourself
A books only as good as all the time it's spent up off the shelf
This is some self help ****
Swell with it
Only you can close the gates of hell with

x2
Action, Action,
They saying i'm a bad kid...
My reaction?
We never had no interaction!
You're plastic.
Never spent a minute in the kitchen
Basing everything you think of off of fashion.
MADNESS.

Picking apart
Pieces of matter that matter
For they are a piece of the heart

Peace of the heart
Only get madder and madder
If you do not know who you are

Find yourself
FInd yourself in pain,
Find yourself in hurt,
Remind yourself to smile while your spirit is still part of this world

Physically

Cuz I been hella lazy
**** this sloppy body
Tryna stop me rockin your noggins
Like I was cocky rocky

Need a montage
Need a dollar
Need a drake verse

WAIT..

You're tellin me all I need to do is the **** work??

x2
Action, Action,
They saying i'm a bad kid...
My reaction?
We never had no interaction!
You're plastic.
Never spent a minute in the kitchen
Basing everything you think of off of fashion.
MADNESS.

I don’t feel like being me
I wanna play a character
fell in love and buckled up
But if it ain’t me, maybe, I won’t be so scared of her

Felt a burn in, way down inside
As I got caught up in her eyes
All my learning ain’t done me no harm
But it ain’t done me a bit of good when I’m by her side

Ohhh
It all slips away,
The man I am is lost in gray
But if I wear a different face
A full change, I feel no pain at her grace

I’m ok
(I’m ok)
She’s ok
(She's ok)
When we’re just a couple lovers in a song
It’s not a lot, just a little it takes

Ohhh and her taste
Just the air about her
Got me all
Gooeymeltygooeymelty oooh ooh ooh
I can’t be myself but I sure love you

I say stupid **** when I’m sober and think it’s genius

Say genius **** when I’m high, then I touch my *****

Hurricane season
All throughout my cotton pocket
Comfort, such a tricky muse,
I found it!
Nope.. that’s not it.
But it was, a subtle fuzziness,
My nerves suddenly honey dipped
The sweetest,
****.. here comes the bees
& once again i’m running stiff.
Freest when i’m knotted up
I gotta bottle up
The ****** such and such
Until I’m still enough to drift beyond the cusp
The same setting sun,
The same son will set unsettled.
Another silent night,
Another fight against the nettles.
I need a rest,
To feel closer to death.
To keep me at my best.
It’s like a test,
Each time I lay in bed.
I have to try my best.
To stay there,
Blankets wrapping round me
Don’t ground me.
Still awake,
I lay, awaiting sleep to come and drown me.

****, I wish to fall throughout you,
Smile, and fly in place.
Exploring every cell that tells me
It's your smiling face.
To know the blueprint,
How they grew arranged to take the pain away.
No changing paint, but pace of heart
& quality of ways
To stay content, Contend no more.
To be the only what's in store.
The only wish I have,
That doesn't leave me wanting more.

I can see the pain you try and keep within your teeth..
It’s falling out your eyes,
Trailing lines atop the streets.
Why don’t you sit and talk with me,
My honest ears, just let it out.
I’ll keep it to myself,
Your achey words will never touch my mouth.

You see it as a million mountains
that you have to climb,
I try to show you there’s a simple path,
Just one you have to find.
The dam built in your eyes
Is spilling
Same goes for the one built in your mind.
I want to tear it down,
See you free,
See you running wild.

Imagining, I see your teeth are nothing but a cage
For your tongue,
Imagine all these words just rolling off ablaze.
Oh it would be amazing,
Tasting flare from all your fallout.
The plants retract their claims of faith,
The sun, it seems so dull now.
With you around,
Disaster’s but a shrug & we stay northbound.
Mushroom cloud stepper,
Red pepper, here I call out:
“I could always see your wings,
Since we sat, swaying on the swings.
A presence never made me melt the same,
I doubt one ever will again."
Every time I left the grounds
I kept you somewhere in my mind
Yet every time you wound up close to me
I’d hide behind my eyes.
You hadn’t left my mind but my reality
Had changed a lot
A bit of strength had shifted to my shape
& we could finally talk
Time had come to pass
I’m older, bolder, somewhat of an ***
I play guitar throughout the classes
Ashy from the mornings hash.
You asked me “Could I sing along?”
Or maybe I asked you,
Learned that I could Use Somebody,
hopes of getting close with you.
Our voices filling up the room
Fluorescent flowers start to bloom.
I see a supernova,
Open up my eyes,
all I see is you
I’m flashing back to heart attacks
When first graced by your presence
Now I’m living here in song
With you,
I fight to keep my breath in.
Just so I can let it go,
With time and tone, to flow & meet with yours
And form those meteors
Of heart and soul
We rode with no remorse.

Oh maybe I’m infatuated,
Maybe it’s all lust.
Maybe we are meant to be
But just haven’t fallen up yet,
I await your wings,
To show you things,
To grow and know you well.
You may just wait the same as me,
Only time will tell.

Filters make me ****,
Howdy miss, ya wanna **** a ****?
Then fall in love & tear ourselves to pieces
Just from wondering!?
Make thunder seem a myth the way we fast attack with lighting
Aiming slightly for my throat, she'd never **** me,
makes me wanna die though.
Apologize for lying but I bet it burns again,
Hurts again, gets worse again,
Do you wanna be my friend?
Nah i'm sure you don't, & i'm not really worth your time
Like you are mine,
Just because I learn from all the hurting.
Growth from pain is prime.

Blackened cracks inside molds of my eyes,
Drawing in the light.
Sketchy seemed the everything
Surrounding me that night.

Did I get dismembered?
Is that why I can't remember
why I can't recall me ever asking
Did I get dismembered?

It's a lot of fun channeling my thoughts throughout these dead words,
Even if they doesn't make your head work.

Better for the veteran clever, power level over 9000
Out n mounting mountains counting no routes that outing to slow this
Flow with, what I got behind these flagrant eyes
A Vagrant mind here to expose the dangerous with a patient eye

For what it is, fun disguised as thunder, guns, and heart attacks
or broken backs, whatever keeps your happy *** down under wraps
Get under that & number that amount of times its come to this
1, & 2 through 6, 7 hundred, numb and i'm wondering..

Boat of lumber, built, you're the first too float it as a human,
Never built an anchor, reel, you don't know what you're doing!
But, you're the first to know that you do not know what you're doing! Here's the movement
Innovation, death, fluid, and beauty.

Make something fluent.
Make something, do it,
The only thing in your way is amounts of how diluted
You can make it all, caught in too much thought & your not taking off
****,
I Knew I should of took a ******* stand,
Not slaved along.

Made a song, out of all the little bitty pieces
That comprise my thoughtful noggin
Nod & meet with Jesus
Learning from the all around, I Gotta learn it now.
If I say I'll do it later I'll stay ****** and stuck on how

Nine thirty one, a train has made its way by
Wish I could of caught ride n said bye,
Fled for the tracks n got latched in the headlights
Flip match sticks, straight delivering that red, white,

Blues
& i'm cool again,
Making moves
& turning heads
Removing shoes from off of all your feet
& ******* burning them.
Lets evolve to greater heights
Forget we know the night
Learn to love it all over again
for all its burns and bites
Find your passion in the night,
Let it find you.
Time to, think about the time,
It's right behind you.

Time: "Gotcha"

Mixtape coming prolly sooner then expected
Just like me! But far more passion is invested
Into these nourished flourishing musicals channeling beauty
I know one day you'll see the shine no matter how you view me
You can hide inside & draw the blinds; ignore me, or adore me.
Story goes, the fire stays alive, throughout the winds it's soaring.
I am burning and i'm flying now, you'll hear me crying out
"My love is unconditional, come join me in this flying bout!"
Please come flow and fly around, melting the tempting forces
That are always shrieking "DON'T YOU DARE GO IN THAT AIR! THIS CHAIR IS HOME, *****!"
Traveling the speed of flight, no motors, cells, seatbelts, or doors.
You'll start to wonder why they never thought of shaking feet from floors
Or you could say "No thanks, I'm busy, I got all my medicine."
Ok... Just know i'll always be around to give your head a spin c;
Direction with a mending twist, I wanna see you free as ****
A lion cub, a rising sun, the shackles falling from your tongue
I'll never win, I'm loser loser, still I channel breath & depth,
So if you wish, the floor is yours, keep following the steps,
I and all who fly will soar so far beyond our deaths.
We're always getting better,
Till the sun gobbles the shelfs.
We crack a laugh back at the past,
Glad we made it past ourselves.

Scattered Thought.
Coming soon.

Color bleeds through my blinds
Hate then thank the light
I’m alive again
In denial
Wanna die again
Toss and turn
Got a fever and it burns
Up n trudge away from it
Morning air borrows last nights cold
I’m born, I’m young, I’m growing
Slowing, now I’m feeling old
This morning.
Think of what I’d like to do
Still do what I want
Hours blend together
Suddenly it’s dark
Haunted by the wishes of production and activity
I should of, could of, would of, but my laziness hacked into me
I try to word out all these thoughts
The ones that miss the paper
Are the ones that drive me to the web
Drugs, digital paper.
Scrolling is my savior
Never comprehend a **** thing
Plugging in my manger
****, distracted by the sad things
Listen to the words in rhythm
Listen to the instruments
Try to find some inspirations
My spit plays the ligament
Wish I had a field of green
Snowy disposition
Work is certainly a need
Showing my division
Training day, its time to suffer
To complete the mission
Action makes reality
What I saw in a vision.
Live it.

Why ya come around,
Knockin on my window?
Rain rain go away,
Come again another day.
Little walkabout
Roll in, Storm out
Whistle Whistle, Windblow
Grit teeth, Tin-foil
Humble Rumble
Sunshine Spills upon the soil
Cotton sails away
Safe in sound and I'm still,
Making Noise.

La Da Da Da's

Well wisher, wish bigger
Grave digger, dig quicker
Cuz it's all in the statistics.. right.
Les't ya missed it
Then it's really all quite,
Insignificant!
Now if you wish to catch a fish, ya simply need to sink your hook
Impaling bait on anchor weights, take a break, read a book,
Take a look, inside yourself, remind yourself to check the knot you tied yourself
It's gotten loose, your food is on the move,
You're singing

La Da Da Da's

Rain, Rain
Go, Away
Rain, Rain,
Go, Away,
Why ya come around
Knocking on my window?
Knocking on my window
Knocking on my window
Why ya come around?
Why ya come around?
Why ya come around still,
Making noise.

La Da Da Da's

Da Da Dum.

It's always going so slowly
I’d make a snow angel
But I’m afraid of the frost bite
Want the sun to come down
Make it all alright
Is it alright?
Is it okay?
I heard a branch broke under you
I know you’re a high climber
One timing
Two timer  
Watch yourself, little girl.

I broke into a birdsnest
Why?
To get a couple feathers and fly
To get a couple feathers and fly
I broke into a birdsnest
Why?
To get a couple feathers and fly

You broke your word
You broke my neck
I broke myself
Tried to get you back
I awoke in hell
Know what satan said?
Said "you're better off dead"
So I knew I had to live.

I broke into a birdsnest
Why?
To get a couple feathers and fly
To get a couple feathers and fly
I broke into a birdsnest
Why?
To get a couple feathers and fly

Bad as a ***** *****
Bas as a ***** *****
Flapjack rippin up tracks
Call the conductor
Oh wait that’s me
You need training
Wheel’s on the track
Traction that you stuck under
N never wonder who is coming with the blunderbuss
All up in yo face, one shot n you under us
Ain’t wonderous?
****** up a couple plastics, pause, chill, kickback
Smoke a couple blunts
M to the A G, N to the Ificient
Life’s nice isn’t it?
That is, if ya got a little life light to lighten up those, like,
Way heavy dark instances.
And I don’t give a **** what you’re inference is
Psh, this ***** tryna tell me what the difference is
I thought it was obvious
I am, they are not the ****.
Now we all got a nervous system
But that don’t explain why you’re so nervous mister
I done chained two chains up by his whiskers
Gave away his dummy money needed hunny ****** his sister
It’s the
Little Rapscallion
****** up your fleet, better bring the whole battalion
And I rap stallions, you stickin to the stable
Fables of your ladies n your many medalions
****, I’m goin off in this motha *****
Tossin these ***** fuckas wall to wall
Knockin bricks out with a fist pound
So get out n stand back, take notes, watch it fall
I’m bach with *****, don’t matter what your speed
I can clock em all, No cops involved, knock knock knock knock    
Lock down drop top n ball
I’m all tweaked up n ***** you bound to stall

And it’s groovy ****
The way my words maneuver it
A user but I won’t be used
By all the drugs I’m doing
Shiiitt
They talk abusive ****
Like they’re the one’s that using it
And usually I’d be busy on my timone and pumba bizz
Ness is what it’s all about
They’ll tell you anything to reassure the cash come out
To their hands
You gotta fight em with your bare hands
n realize a workaround to their plan
And on another note
I be kickin flows with a dopeness
Thinkin I’m the one
Yeah
I been thinking I’ve been chosen
Cold, I flow frozen
Shows, the vibe golden
Ghost the most smoke, I got casper choking
Actors be pulling mad guap and holding chart topping spots
Well they had a soul, sold it.
We don’t like change
Boy they’ve got us all brainless
You prolly changed this for a song about some ****
This ain’t it,
Re-spray it
Re-paint it
Rekindle
The vibe is alive, revive your minds sizzle
It is you, you are a god you are a ******* goddess
How the hell on earth could they stop us.
They cannot, we got this,
Positive is progress
We taking it *******
Don’t know where the top is
We Jam.
Like, this is your brian,
This is your brain on drugs
Well this my brain when I let it just

JAM

being honest can really ****,
because sometimes you lose people by telling them how you really feel.
People that you really don't want to lose.
But it's for the better,
I mean, It's got to be for the better.
Living a lie would obviously lead to so much worse.
Being honest is always the right thing to do,
but that doesn't mean,
that it doesn't really really **** sometimes..

If only i had known the repercussions of your lies
painful drops toppling inside my mind and others eyes

If only i had known that i was being so naive
the arrow flew and there i stood convinced it was a bee

If only you had told me what you told me wasn't true
its very possible you did and did again but from my view

I couldn't feel a thing.

Picture of girls face: 10 likes
Picture of girls face featuring slightly/**** near totally visible ***** bumps: 5000 likes.
What the **** people, its the SAME GIRL.
Her **** are there in BOTH PICTURES yo.
But due to the difference in likes, there's no doubt as to what the true focal point of the photographs are.
Honestly, I'd much rather see a picture of a ladies face instead of one featuring the awesome breasticles.
Because, while those **** do, without a doubt, totally rock, they should also be respected and like, viewed as something special for only that certain special person to see.
CONTAIN YOUR **** YOUNG FEMALES FOR THE LOVE OF ******* GOD.
You aren't attracting very respectable fellows by being so flaunty.
People that are into you only for your ****/various other dank body parts you may or may not have, will most definitely end up hurting the beautiful blood pumping anomaly that lies behind said ****.
I mean it's your body, do what you want to do with it, but there are more then enough **** bouncing around the world right now to clog our minds with sexuality and distract us from accomplishing things as it is.
WE DON'T NEED YOUR **** IN OUR FACE.
not to mention, some day you're going to find a man or a woman that's going to love you for the super radical person that you are, and to them, your **** will just be like, the most awesome bonus, and by covering up just a bit more for all the numb skulled hard dicked mother ******* this world seems to have an endless supply of, you'll make that special person feel so so so so so so sooooo much more special when THEY get to see them.
You know what i'm saying?
We're in a society where your **** can take you further then your personality can and it's ******* *******.

You're my best friend
Come snort a line with me
We'll have a ball
Create some memories
That we can lean on
When we're feeling small
Conquer all the gatherings
With charismatic mastery
Get plastered, acrobatic
Magic lines & rap battling
Laughing when crash the scene
And till we leave
Back to the doorway;
Pick the mat up, cop the key
Unlock it, step onto the floorspace
Step into the room and recount
All the actions
That lead us back
To the pad that we're crashed at
Mi casa,
Its your home too
You are my brother
I would die
So you could stay in view
And you would for me too
Because we're family
Like, chemically
Not by blood or marriage
But by self inflicted chemistry
And revelry
For all thats good and golden
In these moments pure
And more of them tomorrow
Come with coffee
+Cranial tours
It always was assumed
and said oh,
Time and time again
That we would
Have each other's backs
Until we're backed' a wall
By death
You stopped your chemistry
and most communication with me
Yet started speaking of me
and my like for light vacationing
Perceive me with an illness
Spread by talking with the facts wrong
Its been months,
Brother you have not seen me AT ALL
Yet say i've changed and rearranged
My Soaring for a sad crawl
You'd take a bet
That says I take a dose a day
I'd hate to see you bet your life
for you'd be throwing it away.
But I suppose it makes sense,
It's like i'm ******* dead to you
And obviously
That is where the friendship
Ends with you
Why would you treat me kind?
Im just another faceless skeleton
That tries to make connections
For the hell of it
Its getting easier to choose
The ones to stick with or stay away from
But homie me and you have been kickin it
Since like, day one.
I never thought i'd see the day come,
You preaching hypocrisy
About one of your brothers
And the subject is a BUNCHA *******
If you cared you'd take the time
To think and then approach me
Opposed to judging me
Over something you've never seen.
I heard, that you heard, that he had heard it from.
You said, that he heard, that she had heard it from.
Its ******* dumb,
Information with no form or ******* source
ANGER
ANGER
ANGER
ANGER
ANGER
Whew..
Better feels for it's upon digital paper
Perhaps it will be seen,
Perplex, inspire beautiful strangers.
Perhaps it will be laughed at,
Perhaps it helped you grow
Perhaps perplexing inspiration
Supposed to ebb and flow
From all the everything experienced
There's always more to come
More to create, more to be done
More sadness, bliss, separation.

I lost a friend today,
Or perhaps just shifted to a phase
That's sure to shift again
Come time to pass

I gained a friend today,
Or perhaps just shifted to a phase
That I hope will never change
But time will pass

I listen close
I try to learn
But hear no proper reasoning

I wanna be a better friend,
You want to get rid of me.

I lost a friend today,
Or perhaps just shifted to a phase
That's sure to shift again
Come time to pass

I gained a friend today,
Or perhaps just shifted to a phase
That I hope will never change
But time will pass

Oh I’m killin myself
But I’m doin it slow
Cuz i like to get high
And i like to feel low

And I’m fallin in love
But she’s running away
Now I’m falling apart
I'm ****** falling apart

Oh when did it start
Oh what can I do
Im so stuck in the old
and I’m begging for news

And Im begging for you
to just stay
Oh please don't go away

Oh lord, wouldn’t grandma be proud
to see her powder faced chowder headed grandson now
n I said oh lord, oh, wouldn’t grandad rejoice
to see his little baby grandson spewing land mines with his voice
Oh Lord, wouldn't grandma be proud?
Oh Lord, Wouldn't grandad laugh out loud?

Oh I’m killin myself
But its taking too long
Cuz I done run out
my mind is almost gone

And though I just woke up
The sun is setting
I don’t feel like doing nothing but
Resting where my nest is

But won’t you please sing along
To make me feel ok
These rhymes are all i got
To distract from the pain

In plain view I stand
Rib cage ajar
Come dive inside
You can live in my heart

Oh lord, wouldn’t grandma be proud
to see her powder faced chowder headed grandson now
n I said oh lord, oh, wouldn’t grandad rejoice
to see his little baby grandson spewing land mines with his voice
Oh Lord, wouldn't grandma be proud?
Oh Lord, Wouldn't grandad laugh out loud?

What the ****
Is up with ****?
It's ****** up.
Nah mean?

**** head
Sedilia smile
move inches
Talk for a mile
Wontcha walk for a while,
Wontcha walk for a while

I’m dead
silly I smile
bedhead
sun gimme a dial
wontcha recognize the time
I looked at you to long now I’m blind

oh but parliamentary wontcha drop a seed on me
I’m just dying to grow n you taught me to know I’m to smart to move for you
Oh and the time keeps passing me by n I slaughter seconds with questions asking why can’t I realize why this time keeps passing me by

Unfed lead
leading helmeted heads
of plague ridden pockets with their skin overfed
to the great meat grinder
will we topple the walls
or let our words get cleaned off of those bathroom stalls?

Sunset
You’re gonna go far
stars live in the dark
get stuck in the tar
I can’t see your face on a cloudy day
the clear nights tell me it’s all ok

oh but parliamentary wontcha drop a seed on me
I’m just dying to grow n you taught me to know I’m to smart to move for you
Oh and the time keeps passing me by n I slaughter seconds with questions asking why can’t I realize why this time keeps passing me by

We're all crying while we slave away,
Smiling when we're free.
If only we could see the freedom
in that flash of teeth.
But only if we mean it,
Yes only of it's meant
Tell me whats the worth of worrying
You'll drown inside cement?
Now the others rest upon the middle
they get no relief
They don't wish to see the sun
Until they go to sleep
And the lookers down sit perched upon
The place that is implied
They only care to swoop if they can peck
and pick apart our lives.
All these observations made
Behind a pair of glasses
From these marblesque devices
Run by lightning seeming massless
Thinking "if only we were classless,
Careless, living off of instinct
at least we'd be so unaware
that we are reaching a brink
Where those who work away
for birds of prey
are sick of slaving days
and rise with those who wish to see the sun.
How they'll rattle the cage.

Insufflate her, let her **** the pain
Let her rearrange your mind
Let her fly inside your veins
letters are just a medium
for what I can't explain
the soft at first, but lasting hurt
of cuddling with flames
It doesn't matter
nothing does but her
let her be your world
let her even be the sciences
behind her tilt and swirl
let her change you
let her help you stay the same
stay the same
let her **** you
let her smile and float away
float away.

Porous is my purpose
What's a purpose?
What's a pore?
I used to love the surface
Now I long for something more
See the earth is almost ethereal
To hell with definition
Blame my vision
But without the flames
There'd be a lack of spinning

With no passion there's no action
Without light there is no life
If we didn't suffer through the day
we'd never love the night
If the night is when you suffer
then you'd never love the mornings
And the mornings what you need
To end, and start another story.

A cool cat's curious
But not about the falling blade
All your lives will fall away
If you do not learn from mistakes

Fingers like i'm dancing tap
Feet that swat the flies

Learning how I like to roll
This many sided die

Though many have fallen prey
To how to play the game

There's a secret: knowing who you are
You're more then just a name

See I am god, you are too
We could share this view
A jealous god's no god at all
Invite all your gods too
We could make it beautiful
We could do it all
We could make the flowers
Bloom and blossom in the fall

By the sun and moon,
I swear
That I love you.

Golden Claws
Separate the sky
Laughing Animals
You and I

Flow with the moment
Feel the pull of our auras,
Poet
I sent you warmth in the postage
Preview
Lochs of our love
We'll be swimming in
See through

Bring me love
Bring me love, All your love
Bring me,
Bring me love.

By the starry sky
I swear,
You and I will never die.

Flow with the moment
Feel the pull of our auras,
Poet
I sent you warmth in the postage
Preview
Lochs of our love
We'll be swimming in
See through

Bring me love
Bring me love, All your love
Bring me,
Bring me love.

I got crust upon my lungs
But you can’t hear it when I strum
no you can’t hear it at all

I got dust upon my eyelashes
But you can’t see it when I kiss
no you can’t see it at all

My tire tread is all worn down
You can feel it when I turn around
yeah you can feel it when i slow down

My silly seatbelt forgets to click
Gears taught me that when they started to stick
Oh, I had to learn how to shift

oh, well
I won’t give
Oh, well
into you I wish

Every morning
To the same ****** existence
Makes that eternal rest
Sound so appealing

Drugs are a tool,
Use them.
The only reason you think otherwise is because you’ve seen tragedy linked to drugs.
You’ve seen all the innovations from drugs too,
Just without their respective creators and their stories linked to them.
Not everything that is good was made on drugs,
And not everything bad happened because of drugs.
All I’m saying is the bad things that happened because of drugs, happened because the drug’s user let the drug use them.
Ya see?
They aren’t a tool to be used by the hands,
They’re a tool to help make use of the hands.
It all depends upon the mind that channels them through.
They can lead to empires, ruins, or both,
You’ve just got to be able to recognize what’s coming to you.