Wait a moment I'm thinking,
The sadness syncing,
Maybe i'm dead, I'm never blinking
always in a room closed, in my head
And thinking, and inking, in my bed
Never awake, always sinking.
Bottles by the bed, in my head
with fear shed, and years bled
and my sadness been drinking
All my tears and pain,
Maybe i'm insane, tell me, what's my name ? What's my name ? Tell me, what's my name ? I'll ask again, what's my name ? Please whisper!
There's nobody else in my brain, It's so filthy and i cannot even look at the man in the mirror.
He makes feel so ugly.
From Compton to the streets
I heard their names
From a random city
I try but i have no game
I have no name, and no shame
Feed me your hollow
I'll eat away a part of your blame
I'll follow you around the world
Just tell me my name ?
I'm no one, no heart, maybe someone
But no scars, I'm tired and done,
so fired up,
In love, here to lose and burn.
I'll never learn that i can
Never ever reach the sky
More lies, sure i'll cry,
If someday i die, before my time
Maybe it's all in my mind
The walls and the rhymes
The kind man and the blind
I don't understand but it's fine
I'm not gonna make it
I hate it, hate that fact
In fact, it makes me want to
Not be mad, makes me sad
That I wasn't raised to be bad
Taught to be mad,
So normal, wearing formal
Staying dormant, fearing gold
And the glittering ornaments
There's no fun in fancy garments
I don't have any green for the
Entitlement,
Maybe I was wrong to seek
Enlightenment,
Not meant to speak anything foreign
Always looking for questions on the line, online, on random forums, what's mine
Whats yours, nobody knows and that's the moment, where you can find your torment,
The pain would still grow and my voice will still hurt, fill my share of world with words and more dirt,
Dawn to dust, gone with rust, here i lust lest i fall in love, and i know i cannot keep up, i'm so fed up, stuck within myself and locked, with no one to talk, not enough space for me to walk, i wear no face and i am who i am not, when I see in the mirror it stops, the clock is shattered, and it doesn't matter who won.
Wait a moment I'm thinking,
The sadness syncing,
Maybe i'm dead, I'm never blinking
always in a room closed, in my head
And thinking, and inking, in my bed
Never awake, always sinking.
Bottles by the bed, in my head
with fear shed, and years bled
and my sadness been drinking
All my tears and pain,
Maybe i'm insane, tell me, what's my name ? What's my name ? Tell me, what's my name ? I'll ask again, what's my name ? Please whisper!
There's nobody else in my brain, It's so filthy and i cannot even look at the man in the mirror.
He makes feel so ugly.
that old man on the pavement has no eyes,
It's better to be cold than to live in a fear you cannot describe,
With every tear we hide, more of us, and more of us die,
every year we make a resolution for pollution and we try,
to fly without wings, we can do without things,
they say sky is the limit, but nobody asks why, why can't we search for it within
People going bezerk over little things, and you cannot win,
Or you'll be left in a riddle, felt alight for a while and now i'm back in the middle playing second fiddle to my heart that is brittle,
My pain won't wither, and they won't whisper to me why they linger
All around my soul, masking me whole, and i keep asking why am I so cold ?
Where is the life, my rhymes, that line when I need something to hold
Nothing's new and I've said everything I had to say before,
Painting my blues, as i can, but I don't understand, i'm never sure,
Have no clue, they've locked the door, and now i'm a mad-man.
And the madness grows, the sadness knows, as the winds blows,
And the sand eats the earth, we were all dirt, we are all dust.
And nobody knows.
Yeah, i read, i read all day
I bleed, i feed all day, i see
I'm free all day, and it repeats
It eats into my brain and it feeds
It sinks deep inside my viens
And inks me when I'm asleep
I blink and what i am think-ing
Makes no sense in a heart beat
It's so hard to beat what you need
And what you keep is so hard to reach
Its better to be ripped apart in pieces
Than to leave it out in the open to feed
So broken and apart but still i greed
No smile on my face but i still greet
Every tear with the same surprise
My brain is in a free- fall i cannot
Describe, i don't subscribe to what
I believe, i believe more in lies
They teach more than they preach
And that's enough confusion
To suffice, in so many illusions
You cannot seek that one delusion
And become what you cannot hide
It's true, the dead cannot die
No good-bye's, it's all in our heads
But we don't get, we are designed to
Forget but maybe just not yet, no, not today, I keep telling myself all night
From so far away, there are so many ways,
She could have stayed, he could have stayed, but nobody stays, and nobody stayed, and that's how we were made, so broken and vile.
I breathe beneath the ocean
And i drink my tears out in the open
My head is a night and eyes broken
I say things loud in fear, so rotten
And soon i'll be forgotten.
Wait a moment I'm thinking,
The sadness syncing,
Maybe i'm dead, I'm never blinking
always in a room closed, in my head
And thinking, and inking, in my bed
Never awake, always sinking.
Bottles by the bed, in my head
with fear shed, and years bled
and my sadness been drinking
All my tears and pain,
Maybe i'm insane, tell me, what's my name ? What's my name ? Tell me, what's my name ? I'll ask again, what's my name ? Please whisper!
There's nobody else in my brain, It's so filthy and i cannot even look at the man in the mirror.
He makes feel so ugly.
And he keeps me, never leaves me
It loves me and feeds me
When I'm down it needs me
Never around when it eats me
Laid on the ground in the end,
Six feet too deep, or maybe burning
It's better to be afraid than never be
Found, better to hate, than be bitter
It's better to wither than drown.
So wear your crown of ****,
And wear your gown of thorns
That never fits, let it sync
You were born in a ****** place and an old town.
So wear that face, and glow
For nobody can know, it's been sinking and it's been syncing, and you've been dreaming, and it's so loud.
Wait a moment I'm thinking,
The sadness syncing,
Maybe i'm dead, I'm never blinking
always in a room closed, in my head
And thinking, and inking, in my bed
Never awake, always sinking.
Bottles by the bed, in my head
with fear shed, and years bled
and my sadness been drinking
All my tears and pain,
Maybe i'm insane, tell me, what's my name ? What's my name ? Tell me, what's my name ? I'll ask again, what's my name ? Please whisper!
There's nobody else in my brain, It's so filthy and i cannot even look at the man in the mirror.
He makes feel so ugly.
I've missed this place.