never gonna love like this again. always hurts in the end. i dont want love like that. want to make you feel good, while you do the same back. no pain no gain, let it go once, it came back again. i have a feeling, it should have never begin.

After the pain is gone,
and my heart has healed.
My mind will finally settle
And, my soul will be sealed.

Nothing hurts like a touch.
Nothing kills like the rush,
of falling in love,
with the pain, of being hurt,
by someone you know,
you shouldn't;
                          TRUST.

I never knew what,
feeling pain would feel like,
Until, I broke my heart.

Its gonna to take a bit of hurt
oh oh hurt
and now that you're here
I know this will hurt

Cause people come and go
thats one thing for sure
that I
I don't want to hurt

Its going take a little while
but with you by my side
I can let go
of my selfish pride

Cause people come and go
But I want you to know
that I
I don't want you to go

Its gonna to take a bit of hurt
oh oh hurt
but, now that you're here
I know this will hurt

From the moment I met you;
                             I felt something beautiful,
                             growing inside.
                             The moment you left --
                                                   we both died.

I am Egg.
I am *****.
I am Y.
I am X.
I am Interest.
I am ***.
I am Born.
I am Blood.
I am Blessed.
I am Flesh.
I am Air.
I am Breathe.
I am Pain.
I am Hurt.
I am Life.
I am Death.

First, when there's nothing
But a dim glowing dream
fear that subsides
Deep inside my  mind
All alone, I have cried
Silent tears I hide
from a heart made of pain
turned to stone
hope,  I just can't condone
I’m better off alone


Then, I feel your touch
Close my eyes, feel the rush
Wrap my arms around,
until i can't get enough
What a feeling
to be healing
I can’t have it all,
just need your passion
to make it happen
my dreams come alive
when I look in your eyes
it all makes sense with you by my side
this present is mine
girl your blow my mind
girl i love your vibe

Believe you me, you are what you are.
You will see, like a  wish on a star.
Believing in yourself, it will get you far.
More haters go hate, the better you are.
Follow your passions,
Let them lead your actions,
Internal satisfaction,
Live for life, not reactions,
Such is life, such is passion.
Chase your dreams, until you catch them.
Let your imagination, be your best friend.
The world so fake,
I rather pretend.
Too little too late,
Some will never comprehend.
I failed a few times,
So then I tried again,
And again, and again.
Can't always get it right,
Progress equals perfection in the end.
My ideas given live via pen,
My pen dragging,
King Author in the end.
Life by my word,
turn famous when I'm dead.
These feels give me life,
there's still so much to be said.

On the page they draw me in.
In my mind, the drive me crazy.
Teaming up against me, like rugby.
Tainting things until they look ugly.
Telling stories, a thousand stories above reality
With crystal clear clarity.
These treasures, so pure it's too clear to see.
as with time, they get the best of me.
Idle hands; the rest is history.

Eyes closed, lying here alone,
Staring in silence, clutching my phone.
Wondering if it's you on the other end,
Calling to claim me, lover or friend.

The thought lingers, igniting my core,
What it would be like to crave you more.
To feel your hands, your lips, your heat,
To shatter restraint as our worlds meet.

Dreams of you become my truth,
Each week you strip away guarded youth.
You penetrate my being, body and mind,
Your words and touch, perfectly aligned.

I imagine your voice, deep and low,
Whispering secrets only I know.
Your touch on my skin, soft then rough,
******* me mentally, never enough.

******* soaked, clinging tight to me,
Proof of the fire you set me free.
Fumbling for words I can't quite say,
You consume my thoughts in every way.

Your presence lingers, like a spell unbroken,
Every glance and word, powerfully spoken.
The thought of you in me, pure hypnotic,
The way you move, so **** methodic.

Every detail of you, etched in my brain,
A cycle of pleasure, a sweet aching pain.
Yet all things must pause, as life intrudes,
But the way you bring me there? Absolute magic.

Every moment replayed, every scene,
You haunt my nights and every dream.
I’m lost in you, completely unchained,
And with every thought, I’m forever stained.

Do yourself a favor
stop caring so much
It doesn't matter anymore.

                               Start thinking, stop fearing.
                               Start dreaming, change reality.
                               Start talking, inspire hope.

Do yourself a favor,
stop pretending it matters,
start realizing it's only an optical illusion.

                                Life is  a sequence of failures.
                                Horrible things happen,
                                To beautiful people,
                                For ugly reasons.
                            
Do yourself a favor,
stop humoring reality,
start creating clarity through your actions.

Imagining her naked
as she stood there.
In front of me, humbly,
begging to be pleased,
physically and mentally.
It pleasured me.

Picturing her riding
As she is straddled there
On top of him, eagerly,
Grinding with greed
Against him with need
Pleasing herself
With his thickness
Between her thighs
Pleasuring himself
The satisfaction in her eyes

Imagine what life would be if people would love me enough to let me be me, instead of loving me for what they want me to be. Imagine.

Depression, is an infection, a collection of imperfections magnified by a clouded mind beyond the point of corrections.  Festering inside yourself hating. Laying there waiting, in the depths of your core, sanctioned by Satan. Anticipating, when your courage goes vacant, and your ego runs adjacent, and your mind becomes complacent. Before you can catch your second wind, depression sets in.   Telling you lies about what others are thinking. Leveraging your weaknesses, to make you a weakling. And you wont have an inkling.  Even thought you are loved, you feel unloved because you heart is in  glare; instead of protecting what is pure, its projecting things that are there, and reflecting your feeling you feel out of fear. about what  others think, or why they don't care – get stuck in your own thoughts with no time to sphere.

Her beauty reads like a book;
                      Like a drug
                      eyes red, one-line,
                      hooked.

Impress me with your touch,
                paralyze me with the pleasure.
                 Leave me mesmerized,
                satisfied beyond all measure.
                Embroiderer your fingerprints,
                over every inch that I measure.
                Ornament my body with your imprints,
                adorn my soul, with the memory, forever.

Calling haters out, all on high alert, filled with doubt.
talking **** about ****, instead of walking the talking
they run their mouth.
I will never get it, I will never figure it out.
Are there shoots are weak,
most of them are cheap.
most of they said I wouldn't make it,
the top  I would never see.
leagues behind me, telling me what I'd be.
now when I call them out,
they said they had no doubts.
they are so full of ****,
when they talk - it falls out.

Teachers at my throat,
now they read my quotes.
Was on cloud nine, burning bridges,
so I learned to float
believed in myself,
faith brings hope.
now I take things on a different note.
haters, don't matter.
they can whip kiss my ***, after I clear my throat.
they pick on us, in there never land.
taking shoots, but they will never land.
we live in reality, some where they will never stand.
easier to guide the way, than to take a stand.

Love hip hop, it made me a hippie
Right here; spitting on the mic, getting lippie.
Using these characters; dealing with the pain.
Tearing up paper; letting it rain
Winners run by breed, I feel it in vein;
All the sacrifices made; I did it in vien.
So much talent, in the hands of fools.
Making it rein; following a rulers rules.
Interscope; see inner souls.
Using the devil’s advocates,
Create demons to control and grab hold.
These are the types of tools the use,
Ignite your spirits; then blow your fuse.
Sell you your soul; after it’s been used.
Then change the rules; like that's old news.
Fools goals; worth their weight in fake jewels.
So know your value, don’t argue with fools.
you are what you do; not what they assume.
They can’t keep a good man down;
I put that on my life. Matter of fact;
Put that on my tomb.

Her desperate eyes,
ravished me endlessly.
Tempting me with ecstasy,
thoughts constantly haunting me,
her body language taunting me;
   calling me vehemently,
   temperature rising feverishly,
   the heat rising violently,
   consuming me immediately.

Let my words trace your silhouette,
a phantom’s caress, lingering yet.
Each syllable a brush of desire,
kindling sparks, igniting fire.

Lines flow like molten gold,
writing secrets your skin won’t withhold.
Every curve, every plane,
etched in whispers that call your name.

They cascade down, slow and sure,
filling spaces you long to endure.
A tempest builds, fierce and untamed,
branding softly, your soul renamed.

Breathless heat, a searing tide,
our untold story where passions collide.
My words, a map, a lover’s art,
binding you fast, heart to heart.

Taught to never
judge a book by its cover
I rather savor each chapter
then reminisce about after
my eyes memorized by your lines
a craft at which you master
my lips reading your text
as my mind visualize
your body language
embodied by mine
the strength it symbolize
leaving us naturally inclined
for a pleasure that is divine
I can read the signs
imagery seducing my mind

Have you ever felt the spark,
that stirs within, igniting dark?
Fingers twist, desires rise,
a gentle urge, beneath the skies.

A gush of pleasure, soft and sweet,
as love's tender rhythm finds its beat.
To be admired, in passion’s call,
have you ever felt that fall?

And in that moment, as you surge,
a wonder blooms, on passion's verge.
A mystery still, how love takes flight,
have you ever pondered such delight?

Love is Love;
         an inevitable mixture
         of pain and pleasure,
         and its insatiable.

Beneath insecurities,
           lies beauty starved of attention.

No picture can depict.
Nor, words so adequate.
                    To  Describe;
                     Your Beauty,
                      It's Grace.

No element so pure.
Nor, valleys off shore.
                   To Describe;
                     Your *****,
                      It's taste.

No thing I cherish
Now, place or perish.
                  To Describe;
                   Your Touch,
                    It's Vibe.

No thing, like when we collide.
Nor, release and *** inside.
                   To Describe;
                    Your Body,
                     It's inside.

In this game they call life
I've paid a hefty price
Now it's just me, myself and I
and they got me every time
surviving this life long fight
enemies make their move
I keep my cool
then play my hand right


I don't need anything to get me through this life
put here to survive, I might not get it all right
too busy fighting the good fight
good people treat me good
But these haters just ain't right
they making moves
i'm setting trends
They acting real
a'bunch of fake-pretends
blood thicker than water
until the water get muddy
and the happy trail ends
and the ******* gets ugly
everyone laughing
but nothing is funny
and it's all over money
the system is broke
because of all of these dummies
wrapped up in their own lies
walking around like mummies
i was told I could do anything
till lately that didn't mean anything
but now that I can see, there is more to this than just me
Now, I will do anything
been blessed with many things,
victim of what envy brings
now that i'm major
I got a minor problem
with personal insight from strangers
aint seen anything stranger
i hope the do me a favor
and dont do me no favors
my followers are my suviours
your comments I savior
these haters i take'em lite like a sabor
all the positive outshines there negative behaviour
so i will not waiver

I saw something beautiful today. I didn't try to capture it with photo. Rather ravished it with my mind. Inspiration copied countless times, the gods version always better than mine. One last cold glance hides the thought rummaging through my mind. This type of inspiration is inspiring to me.

In my dreams, we're together forever,
on a beach with hot weather.
Rising tides sliding in. ending; never.
Sun shining, over the horizon,
Sea birds slide in, on the blades of the wind. The sun rays beating, down on your tan skin. Sweat collecting, like honey dew, all over you. looking sweeter than my favorite food, on a honey moon.
I'm falling in love with you, not seriously, just the way poets do, with a beautiful concept. I approach the subject,  with admiration and respect.
You are poetry in motion, I'm just getting  set. To paint a potrait,  of a perfect shiloutte, that you won't forget.  Mirror images,  sharing a secret.