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"scarcity" poems
Static, memories Emanating, separating   The postcard- perfect Still life speaks From its storied past. Invisible, to drift Among   The florid aphorisms, Ending in Deleterious debris, Aftermath of The inevitable. Empty room, echo hollow Tabula rasa - Carpet clean, quite candid in it's Return to callow. Consciousness athirst, Absorbing phenomena Effervesce, inquisitive Ideas foment, Sealed inside a question. The what - Against the narrow Scarcity, And fatigue of should. A tender malleable Youth, Betrayed, under An assumed decorum - Residue of truth, Flattened emotion Privations of a self Unheard; Misplaced affirmation, Buried pathologies   In architecture Fear manifests symbolic. Harboring apathy The lunacy of pious Pedigree, Import contagion, Fetters of benignity Doubt and indecision   Into ****** Cognizance, Fallow spirits Seep fumes of decay, Credulity bleeds a human stain. Social edifice, inoculated   Heirs of neurosis; Palpable, sensual pain And transience, though Tacit - remain, Our haunted history, The blind hyperbole, Maudlin Forbearance, this haven, A portrait Of immaculate condition, Nurtured with precision Under sterling pretense. Provincial domicile - House beautiful, Savage irony - Unseen treasure Innocence unabridged, Faces, tiny creations; Compliant vessels Wounded,   While modernism murmurs   Its promise. Brave New World, In a late model sedan, Domestic ranch on a Corner lot, Suburban natives, Silence means security. The misunderstood Speak louder - Consumerism beneath     Unvarnished ambition, Never could Repair the brokenness within... © 2011 & 2018 W. S. Warner
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Oct 20, 2011
Oct 20, 2011 at 5:38 PM UTC
Hollow
Static, memories Emanating, separating   The postcard- perfect Still life speaks From its storied past. Invisible, to drift Among   The florid aphorisms, Ending in Deleterious debris, Aftermath of The inevitable. Empty room, echo hollow Tabula rasa - Carpet clean, quite candid in it's Return to callow. Consciousness athirst, Absorbing phenomena Effervesce, inquisitive Ideas foment, Sealed inside a question. The what - Against the narrow Scarcity, And fatigue of should. A tender malleable Youth, Betrayed, under An assumed decorum - Residue of truth, Flattened emotion Privations of a self Unheard; Misplaced affirmation, Buried pathologies   In architecture Fear manifests symbolic. Harboring apathy The lunacy of pious Pedigree, Import contagion, Fetters of benignity Doubt and indecision   Into ****** Cognizance, Fallow spirits Seep fumes of decay, Credulity bleeds a human stain. Social edifice, inoculated   Heirs of neurosis; Palpable, sensual pain And transience, though Tacit - remain, Our haunted history, The blind hyperbole, Maudlin Forbearance, this haven, A portrait Of immaculate condition, Nurtured with precision Under sterling pretense. Provincial domicile - House beautiful, Savage irony - Unseen treasure Innocence unabridged, Faces, tiny creations; Compliant vessels Wounded,   While modernism murmurs   Its promise. Brave New World, In a late model sedan, Domestic ranch on a Corner lot, Suburban natives, Silence means security. The misunderstood Speak louder - Consumerism beneath     Unvarnished ambition, Never could Repair the brokenness within... © 2011 & 2018 W. S. Warner
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The next to empty train Roars through the mist of dawn As it passes the lakes and elves The dark and mystic pines -forests that once told of horrors To keep the ones like me From crossing the line- This box, this crate A testament of the modern man To whom which it serves It is somewhat of a time traveller When it breezes the land That years have made its own And yet there are scenes from my window That I know are proofs Of exceptions to the rule that reads, “time will take its toll” All the brooks and oaks And even more so Every bolder and stone Convinces my heart and soul That I need not be marred and scorned Broken and torn By the thistles and thorns And all the bourdons that the lions Of this glass world Convict me to ***** Since there is a side To the manic and indecisive puzzle that is I A side of realism and cynicism Thus I am well aware of my mortality And the scarcity of the time that is mine My existence is an indirect unwritten vow To never bend my back and bow To never fall in line And receive my share of coals To fuel this machine down the rusty tracks In a race against nature or God A race to prove one or the other Or even both wrong A race we’ve already lost
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Sep 20, 2012
Sep 20, 2012 at 11:43 AM UTC
On A Train
When you hear the word scarcity It's fundamental. It doesn't sound pretty and it's a factor that's environmental. Unlimited wants and needs to fulfill, Insufficient productive resources of society. Only few have good will This feeling isn't pleasant, and its anxiety
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Aug 31, 2014
Aug 31, 2014 at 10:20 AM UTC
Scarcity
Living under time management ideas As if the decision was ours Night time seems never ideal No time to question  schedules or hours Insomnia has chosen me Ignoring these standards And if it was on me To chose her or not And if I had the power To decide my living fate I would still be married to her Because insomnia keeps you awake She loves your eyelashes Moving up and down What else could I choose other than those who love me? And insomnia will keep you awake No intention to bother, maybe No intention to creep down your tense shoulders And still I would choose her Sans hesitation No other temptation Because Night time is for the hungry Night time won’t tell you you are wasting time Night time is the ring insomnia carried the day she proposed And so I sometimes wear the ring It’s cold and simple Nothing interesting for those who have decided to dream with their eyes closed But to me, night time has no boundaries The ring fits us well The poets and the thinkers But beware because this ring is also carried by the harmful They steal the ring off a thinker once in a while They are silent and could be watching you Not owning their personal marriage to Insomnia Only thinking to commit selfish acts Waiting for you to forget about the ring and the vowel Waiting for you to manage the little time He’s told you own Beware of being awake too He could confuse you with the harmful man Because you are awake and only those who chose to ignore the imaginative scarcity of time are made to start a revolution for life So sleep tomorrow, or the next week Because tonight is all you have guaranteed as your thinking time.
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Feb 4, 2019
Feb 4, 2019 at 8:51 AM UTC
Insomnia
Living under time management ideas As if the decision was ours Night time seems never ideal No time to question  schedules or hours Insomnia has chosen me Ignoring these standards And if it was on me To chose her or not And if I had the power To decide my living fate I would still be married to her Because insomnia keeps you awake She loves your eyelashes Moving up and down What else could I choose other than those who love me? And insomnia will keep you awake No intention to bother, maybe No intention to creep down your tense shoulders And still I would choose her Sans hesitation No other temptation Because Night time is for the hungry Night time won’t tell you you are wasting time Night time is the ring insomnia carried the day she proposed And so I sometimes wear the ring It’s cold and simple Nothing interesting for those who have decided to dream with their eyes closed But to me, night time has no boundaries The ring fits us well The poets and the thinkers But beware because this ring is also carried by the harmful They steal the ring off a thinker once in a while They are silent and could be watching you Not owning their personal marriage to Insomnia Only thinking to commit selfish acts Waiting for you to forget about the ring and the vowel Waiting for you to manage the little time He’s told you own Beware of being awake too He could confuse you with the harmful man Because you are awake and only those who chose to ignore the imaginative scarcity of time are made to start a revolution for life So sleep tomorrow, or the next week Because tonight is all you have guaranteed as your thinking time.
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Prescient, her essence Casts a demure persuasion,                 Endowed with verve and vision; Concept to consummation, The serenely possessed, Creator, originator, Allusion to the eternal azure, Logos of abstraction, Word and image collision. Tonal palette of faith infused reason Beauty and sublimity, Serve to season Verse, canvas and film, Mediating aesthetic, seminal senses blossom, Lyrical each permutation, Seeds of vibrant chroma diffusing the mystical. Visage and hair,  her figure haunted With perfection - a work of Art Nurtured and lived invocation, The canon of taste; Crystal for the ***** Devotional fragrance , Holistic ethos, melodic invention, Animated, pure - The embodiment of redemption. Transcending form, parenthetically   (Merely) the decorative,   Allure, artistry and symmetry Superlative complexity, Her erudition satiates, supplanting Winds of constructive banality. Purveyor of an uncommon savor, She collaborates in the peculiar Pursuit and reward, Encounter  with depth, explored, Human and divine, prosaic meets sublime Igniting within an Eros Passion for truth, being and Telos. Visionary of grace and peace Transforming our earthbound dissonance; Our caprice, Hope and abundance, the myth of scarcity, She narrates the Good. Pen, lens, color and stage Vulnerable, unrepressed, effusive Romantic articulation, The reservoir deep, Innately primed conduit of Love. Beyond plebeian, cosmetic, the trite Woman of substance, pulchritude And delight. Effervescent - her smile exquisite, Eclipsing suffering, Wordless expression, understood language. I am transported, my imagination replete, Sonya Rose - Art personified; unabridged, complete. ©2008 & 2013 W.S . Warner
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Mar 28, 2013
Mar 28, 2013 at 12:28 PM UTC
Sonya Rose
Prescient, her essence Casts a demure persuasion,                 Endowed with verve and vision; Concept to consummation, The serenely possessed, Creator, originator, Allusion to the eternal azure, Logos of abstraction, Word and image collision. Tonal palette of faith infused reason Beauty and sublimity, Serve to season Verse, canvas and film, Mediating aesthetic, seminal senses blossom, Lyrical each permutation, Seeds of vibrant chroma diffusing the mystical. Visage and hair,  her figure haunted With perfection - a work of Art Nurtured and lived invocation, The canon of taste; Crystal for the ***** Devotional fragrance , Holistic ethos, melodic invention, Animated, pure - The embodiment of redemption. Transcending form, parenthetically   (Merely) the decorative,   Allure, artistry and symmetry Superlative complexity, Her erudition satiates, supplanting Winds of constructive banality. Purveyor of an uncommon savor, She collaborates in the peculiar Pursuit and reward, Encounter  with depth, explored, Human and divine, prosaic meets sublime Igniting within an Eros Passion for truth, being and Telos. Visionary of grace and peace Transforming our earthbound dissonance; Our caprice, Hope and abundance, the myth of scarcity, She narrates the Good. Pen, lens, color and stage Vulnerable, unrepressed, effusive Romantic articulation, The reservoir deep, Innately primed conduit of Love. Beyond plebeian, cosmetic, the trite Woman of substance, pulchritude And delight. Effervescent - her smile exquisite, Eclipsing suffering, Wordless expression, understood language. I am transported, my imagination replete, Sonya Rose - Art personified; unabridged, complete. ©2008 & 2013 W.S . Warner
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Not once, have I tasted the thickness of your lips. nor have I felt a shallow hug lacking passion. I have only closed my eyes and dreamed of us in the darkness of my bleak imagination. I have feared the intensity of your stare but missed the scarcity of your comforting voice But dear, this lust will only demolish us. ever so slowly in the comfort of our own inconvenience.
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Jun 15, 2014
Jun 15, 2014 at 2:27 PM UTC
Lust Will Demolish
There's an architect designing the world from the skyline downwards, as he believes himself to be a God The paraffin lamps on Victorian cobbled corners are as dry as the seraph in dust bowls over some arid sea A portrait exists, of a town covered in mist and the orange cliffs are a thousand bloodied wrists Somewhere music plays to ghosts, obtuse reverberations of some cave on a mountain... or something and what a useless skill it is to be a poet, flouting fanciful words as if a single soul cared or could possibly muster anything more than unadulterated apathy What a lonely life it is, to spend entire days watching *********** and reveling in dissociative stoicism Watching cam girls for hours on end, swept up in conversation yet never taking part, only watching They seem as lonely as anybody, holed up in crimson rooms as anonymous DJs play through laptop speakers Fielding obscene questions with a smile and renting their body in timetables to the highest tipper and some days the depression becomes so heavy that ************ seems impossible, though it's possible to blame such scarcity on the anti-anxiety meds that have ruined so many-a youthful folly Is there a more flattering notion, than a story teller being commended for honesty when every word is a lie Fictional accounts of melancholic lives told in a pulchritudinous verse or a prose of the most regal purples Using nothing more than psycho-stimulants and a smeared bedroom window for inspiration There's a writer sat at a desk, typing ridiculous lines of text, as he knows himself to be human and in that humanity he strives to create a realists interpretation of existence through scattered memories and derivative styles of his favourite authors whilst using educational texts as footnotes in imaginary diaries
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Nov 24, 2013
Nov 24, 2013 at 2:10 PM UTC
This Machine Frees Oppressed Chickens
There's an architect designing the world from the skyline downwards, as he believes himself to be a God The paraffin lamps on Victorian cobbled corners are as dry as the seraph in dust bowls over some arid sea A portrait exists, of a town covered in mist and the orange cliffs are a thousand bloodied wrists Somewhere music plays to ghosts, obtuse reverberations of some cave on a mountain... or something and what a useless skill it is to be a poet, flouting fanciful words as if a single soul cared or could possibly muster anything more than unadulterated apathy What a lonely life it is, to spend entire days watching *********** and reveling in dissociative stoicism Watching cam girls for hours on end, swept up in conversation yet never taking part, only watching They seem as lonely as anybody, holed up in crimson rooms as anonymous DJs play through laptop speakers Fielding obscene questions with a smile and renting their body in timetables to the highest tipper and some days the depression becomes so heavy that ************ seems impossible, though it's possible to blame such scarcity on the anti-anxiety meds that have ruined so many-a youthful folly Is there a more flattering notion, than a story teller being commended for honesty when every word is a lie Fictional accounts of melancholic lives told in a pulchritudinous verse or a prose of the most regal purples Using nothing more than psycho-stimulants and a smeared bedroom window for inspiration There's a writer sat at a desk, typing ridiculous lines of text, as he knows himself to be human and in that humanity he strives to create a realists interpretation of existence through scattered memories and derivative styles of his favourite authors whilst using educational texts as footnotes in imaginary diaries
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Brazen rusted iron-scent of blood– there, before him, a river of crimson and failed dreams. No boat, no oars. Just plain chivalry and bravery and yesteryears’ scars that manifest all throughout and within him. He dips his feet. There were scattered skeletons and crunched broken bones basking under the dunes of the night. There were ghosts clinging unto his own ghosts; creatures against creatures. The tip of their swords sinking down to his own tired flesh in attempt to find refuge in the treacherous wings of the forests. He swims along. And his shoulders were battered and his mare was tainted– with dirt and dust and ashes of the enemies; with memories and silhouettes buried sent flying along the caresses of the north winds. He gasps for air, and stills himself under the ebbs. Under many moons and scarcity of life– Scarcity of Life– the recurring sight of the gaseous light and the inconsistency of the breath-intervals, he remains still and proud. His soles burnt with pain and interminable suffering as it crossed the stretches of the savanna. This is his life, dwelling on the dawn borealis and stained with apparitions of the past and demons and absurdity. He has crossed the river.
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Oct 26, 2014
Oct 26, 2014 at 12:53 PM UTC
Lionheart
Althought alone i feel satistied my soul yet is scared worried maybe afraid I am lonely with my solitude and the scarcity of travellers. but i will keep going one day i will find my way
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Sep 17, 2025
Sep 17, 2025 at 6:26 PM UTC
Untitled
Yesterday was a time for intimate tongues Ones that lunged for lust not love Crept through secrets on a nighttime train And marched with a runaway parade The lips fell softly on subtle skin Blame of scarcity born within Caught cheating on another plane With a love that always fades away
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Dec 10, 2014
Dec 10, 2014 at 9:17 PM UTC
Intimate Tongues
1549 My Wars are laid away in Books— I have one Battle more— A Foe whom I have never seen But oft has scanned me o’er— And hesitated me between And others at my side, But chose the best—Neglecting me—till All the rest, have died— How sweet if I am not forgot By Chums that passed away— Since Playmates at threescore and ten Are such a scarcity—
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My Wars are laid away in Books—
Scarcity of phrase, Once regarded in adoration, Takes another phase, Undergoing a transformation. And hence, Negligence.
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Apr 28, 2012
Apr 28, 2012 at 3:18 AM UTC
Negligence
Like a character hoarding advises like jewelry from a story like Fantastic Beasts, what do you think what are the best life advises you have hoarded so far? Sharing some of mine before they get stuck in another schedule in the slaughterhouse inventory: "Wisest is he that knows he does not know" "Just live your life" "Sing in Full Voice, Until Then" "What are you doing here?" "What is your plan?" "Eat first" Do not worry we have better villains and heroes now than long time ago, I told my brother. In turn, he made a song on a ukelele after his little one cried and hid away the broken CD collection of her brother. They called it together, the "Last Supper Constellations". His child said, "If there was a Creator. I would like to think He or She, like you or mama, would be kind. Would not that be swell?" My brother shared with us one advise from his favorite collection, "My friend had a family filled with orphans. Even when they could no longer afford to adopt, they continued to adopt children. I did not understand before, but I also did not forget his story." #
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Sep 6, 2018
Sep 6, 2018 at 10:30 PM UTC
Artificial Scarcity of Advice
Two antagonists joined and evolving... prevailing scarcity far rarer abundance a forked pattern through millennial time new century visions holistic... technology sightings viewing through lenses holographic wholeness appearing in parts... promises of science now simply profound clear water and plenty hungry billions soon fed innovations cropping from the boisterous crowd... standing robots astute heavy labor performed... global nervous system growing and formed by the web... residue and waste becoming power transformed... optimism breaking long history's confines questions large and looming give pause... the antagonists mentioned are they soon to transform? abundance and scarcity new parents new consciousness birthing... awareness with awe in one simple moment? ancient spiritual light is it now flowing holographic vessels to fill? what might the newborn be named? should she simply be called... enough? this name also naming a bright center glow... daughter scarcity now absorbed and lining her abundant light... new strength new vision a new fork in our road?
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Jun 2, 2012
Jun 2, 2012 at 11:27 PM UTC
Abundance
I have a dream! I have a dream, To the racial discriminators, said Martin Luther King, I have a dream! I have a dream! To the evil-creating economists, I warn and ring. Globe witness hunger, inequality poverty and unemployment The world turns out to be bitter, To all of you, I write this letter. To create a world relieved from these and turn better. I am a mad aspiring economist, a fool, Searching for the right tool, You turned the world with full of mess, People are left with nothing less. To the world, you gave theories, Pushed us into a vicious cycle of injuries, About your theories, you boasted, It has created a few ruling and bloated. Most of you worked as economic hitmen, Turned victim laymen to fighting gunmen. To the realities, your theory is distant, Served no solution to the dying peasants, To the few, we remain a psychological slave and servants, Tuned our lives to a depended migrant. With your development lecture, You have killed the entire nature, In the name of ventures, corporates turned vulture, Hunted and looted our generations’ future. We lived a self-reliant community, You killed us with imposed liability, Our lives are now placed in intensive casualty, The word that remains imagination still is equality. We lost our humanity and identity, In your eyes, we are just a market and commodity, Your play with scarcity, was a mere futility, We finally became a society, filled with atrocity. Your useless lectures of development, Put us under frightening & irrecoverable unemployment, For a few, you got us into a deep-rooted enslavement, So, now for you instead, we make a replacement. To my questions, you neglected and ran, In your eyes, I am foolish stupid common man, To you short-sighted range, I say I will bring in a change! Today, I may remain lower and mere viewer, A day will come, where you will stand to answer, Writing a new rule, I would seize your beloved positions, This will be my lifetime mission and ambition. I say with all my limited experience, I will put a test to all your conscience, Are you just a fat-big corporate’s hand? With people will you always stand? I am not an economist, I am neither an egotist, I proclaim! I proclaim! I am a revolutionary economist, I know you will fit me a label, I am sure I will be an economic rebel, A rebellious economist. I dream a world without huge inequalities, I dream a world free from imposed liabilities, I dream a world without poverty and disparities, I finally dream for becoming an economist with no ambiguities.
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Oct 17, 2018
Oct 17, 2018 at 7:43 AM UTC
A letter to the ****** economists- I have a dream
I have a dream! I have a dream, To the racial discriminators, said Martin Luther King, I have a dream! I have a dream! To the evil-creating economists, I warn and ring. Globe witness hunger, inequality poverty and unemployment The world turns out to be bitter, To all of you, I write this letter. To create a world relieved from these and turn better. I am a mad aspiring economist, a fool, Searching for the right tool, You turned the world with full of mess, People are left with nothing less. To the world, you gave theories, Pushed us into a vicious cycle of injuries, About your theories, you boasted, It has created a few ruling and bloated. Most of you worked as economic hitmen, Turned victim laymen to fighting gunmen. To the realities, your theory is distant, Served no solution to the dying peasants, To the few, we remain a psychological slave and servants, Tuned our lives to a depended migrant. With your development lecture, You have killed the entire nature, In the name of ventures, corporates turned vulture, Hunted and looted our generations’ future. We lived a self-reliant community, You killed us with imposed liability, Our lives are now placed in intensive casualty, The word that remains imagination still is equality. We lost our humanity and identity, In your eyes, we are just a market and commodity, Your play with scarcity, was a mere futility, We finally became a society, filled with atrocity. Your useless lectures of development, Put us under frightening & irrecoverable unemployment, For a few, you got us into a deep-rooted enslavement, So, now for you instead, we make a replacement. To my questions, you neglected and ran, In your eyes, I am foolish stupid common man, To you short-sighted range, I say I will bring in a change! Today, I may remain lower and mere viewer, A day will come, where you will stand to answer, Writing a new rule, I would seize your beloved positions, This will be my lifetime mission and ambition. I say with all my limited experience, I will put a test to all your conscience, Are you just a fat-big corporate’s hand? With people will you always stand? I am not an economist, I am neither an egotist, I proclaim! I proclaim! I am a revolutionary economist, I know you will fit me a label, I am sure I will be an economic rebel, A rebellious economist. I dream a world without huge inequalities, I dream a world free from imposed liabilities, I dream a world without poverty and disparities, I finally dream for becoming an economist with no ambiguities.
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A whole piece of cake In exchange to a slice of your head, Fed you with excessive sweetness And made me famish for your entire mind. I recall the nights Of your faraway look almost imperceptible, The riddle of your smile And your tales of departure. With nicotine on your lips And caffeine on mine, I was the silent listener Of your careless narrative. Such brief moments harbored inside me, When like your furtive grin And sly glances, ensnared my thoughts Craving more from fragments of your soul. As time made its scarcity known And fondness its urgent manifestation, The sugar note and saccharine gift Snatched you completely away from me. Today in coffee city Alone or with company, I relive a fraction of yesterday Out of the same blend of coffee And from the small portion of the same cake flavor. Smoke from cigars fills the air Like wispy apparition of yours I make out on every stranger’s face Across the other tables. A sip of coffee and a bit of cake Serve as reminders if not comfort Of how little you cared to say goodbye, Leaving a bittersweet aftertaste. I stir this cup Divining the future, And all I see is my self. Over the counter today and tomorrow My Italian tongue says, “Tiramisu.” As my English heart whispers, “Pick me up.” Maybe then as liquids turn And as circles run. I will find my own reflection In your staring eyes.
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Jul 20, 2010
Jul 20, 2010 at 1:54 AM UTC
Tiramisu
If I could simply overcome Possessive nouns and vowel sounds I would not need to study ****** Heavy lies’ beheaded crowns But you make martyrs with your charter School exclusive service sector To systemically condemn me To the destitution nectar Of the corner story ****** Potential Cinderella caged in The statistics of the mathematic Overdose equation Comatose’n like a Holy Ghost Of tranquil ranking party skanks Whose tanks plan out the projects For the boys still shootin’ blanks And then the slavers liberate Some nation-state of god forsaken Oil barons salivate To taste the poison Apple’s stake in Stock in stuffer markets takin’ All the products people makin’ Privatizing profit-docket lawless Mother Nature rapin’ For some scarcity disparities In wealth I can’t attain You keep me feeding on the bottom From the top, you make it rain So as the brains continue drainin’ In amenity dependency I tinker with the inner-machinations Now the enemy You’ve made me out to be you see My generation’s future’s bleaker Than the past in full HD
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Jul 26, 2018
Jul 26, 2018 at 1:45 PM UTC
What Cuts to Education Spending Do to Kids in a Global Capitalist Cesspool of Gory ****** Poverty, and Drug-Addicted Killing Sprees
We don't appreciate what we have until we lose it We don't see the glow on the skin until we bruise it We don't believe in miracles until we need it We don't appreciate farming until there's famine We don't appreciate water availability until there's water scarcity We don't appreciate wealth until we see poverty We don't appreciate good health until we experience infirmity We don't appreciate democracy until we see tyranny We don't appreciate loyalty until we see jealousy We don't appreciate liberty until we see slavery!
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Sep 3, 2018
Sep 3, 2018 at 7:32 AM UTC
Appreciate
Everything feels like nothing, and nothing starts to feel like everything. Everyday. Everyday as I wake up, Nothing ever beats the feeling of inadequacy. Inadequacy to do good Inadequacy as a daughter Inadequacy as a student Inadequacy as a person Inadequacy in feeling good within my own body Inadequacy from feeling good about myself. Everyday feels like an endless loop, you best believe my misery hunts me. But what is inadequacy? Is it scarcity? Deficiency? Insufficiency? A lack thereof? Is it this mindless blob, formless and dark or a mangled form of flesh, eating away at you and your insecurities? Like a virus, it pins you, goes deep inside you and there is never enough antibiotic for you... This inadequacy keeps me up at ungodly hours where the sun howls and moon chirps, the clouds look at us, feigning interest, idly looking but never interacting. This inadequacy lulls me in irregular fever dreams where comfort lies in solitude and loneliness, where the people that surround you, cover their ears, bites their cheek, looks forwards, smiles faintly, but never tries to understanding. My heart wails for the smallest of things. Nothing, nothing becomes everything. My successes make me feel less, still. Everything, everything becomes nothing. I am this inadequate thing, floating around, never seeming to be enough. Inadequate. Because i could not protect myself from those who touch my skin like its free real estate, those clammy hands holding me in a state A state of frenzy that never seems to end Inadequate. That no matter what I do, my past will forever haunt me and define the being I am now that no matter how much I change, and try and try and try to do good, it will never be enough. And those same voices, those same people, they say they scream they tell me, “You should have told me.” “You should have fought back.” “You are a waste of time.” “You are dumb.” “You are nothing.” “You waste your talents for something as this,” And those same people, let go of words That back then would have meant nothing But now it seems to be everything It becomes my identity It becomes my oxygen It becomes the blood that circulates in my body It becomes the endorphins in my brain Nothing becomes everything. And everything that I’ve tried to change, worked hard to achieve, tried to mend, was sorry for, starts to become nothing. But I am tired of feeling like nothing. That everything I do is always inadequate. That it is some form of scarcity, deficiency, insufficiency, a lack thereof. These mindless blobs, or mangled forms of flesh, Like a virus, it pins me, goes deep inside me and there is never enough antibiotic for me... Because instead of listening, to understand, to empathize, they listen so they can jeopardize... Whatever love is left that I could give to myself, Without a shred of doubt, In a warm, bright embrace for myself, in a corner slouched. So, I ask these voices, who are only here to remind how inadequate I am: How do I fight back? How do I be good enough? How do I become less dumb? How do I make nothing stay as nothing? And appreciate everything as everything? Because day by day, this inadequacy I feel, gets really tiring.
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Sep 18, 2020
Sep 18, 2020 at 1:26 PM UTC
INADEQUATE
Everything feels like nothing, and nothing starts to feel like everything. Everyday. Everyday as I wake up, Nothing ever beats the feeling of inadequacy. Inadequacy to do good Inadequacy as a daughter Inadequacy as a student Inadequacy as a person Inadequacy in feeling good within my own body Inadequacy from feeling good about myself. Everyday feels like an endless loop, you best believe my misery hunts me. But what is inadequacy? Is it scarcity? Deficiency? Insufficiency? A lack thereof? Is it this mindless blob, formless and dark or a mangled form of flesh, eating away at you and your insecurities? Like a virus, it pins you, goes deep inside you and there is never enough antibiotic for you... This inadequacy keeps me up at ungodly hours where the sun howls and moon chirps, the clouds look at us, feigning interest, idly looking but never interacting. This inadequacy lulls me in irregular fever dreams where comfort lies in solitude and loneliness, where the people that surround you, cover their ears, bites their cheek, looks forwards, smiles faintly, but never tries to understanding. My heart wails for the smallest of things. Nothing, nothing becomes everything. My successes make me feel less, still. Everything, everything becomes nothing. I am this inadequate thing, floating around, never seeming to be enough. Inadequate. Because i could not protect myself from those who touch my skin like its free real estate, those clammy hands holding me in a state A state of frenzy that never seems to end Inadequate. That no matter what I do, my past will forever haunt me and define the being I am now that no matter how much I change, and try and try and try to do good, it will never be enough. And those same voices, those same people, they say they scream they tell me, “You should have told me.” “You should have fought back.” “You are a waste of time.” “You are dumb.” “You are nothing.” “You waste your talents for something as this,” And those same people, let go of words That back then would have meant nothing But now it seems to be everything It becomes my identity It becomes my oxygen It becomes the blood that circulates in my body It becomes the endorphins in my brain Nothing becomes everything. And everything that I’ve tried to change, worked hard to achieve, tried to mend, was sorry for, starts to become nothing. But I am tired of feeling like nothing. That everything I do is always inadequate. That it is some form of scarcity, deficiency, insufficiency, a lack thereof. These mindless blobs, or mangled forms of flesh, Like a virus, it pins me, goes deep inside me and there is never enough antibiotic for me... Because instead of listening, to understand, to empathize, they listen so they can jeopardize... Whatever love is left that I could give to myself, Without a shred of doubt, In a warm, bright embrace for myself, in a corner slouched. So, I ask these voices, who are only here to remind how inadequate I am: How do I fight back? How do I be good enough? How do I become less dumb? How do I make nothing stay as nothing? And appreciate everything as everything? Because day by day, this inadequacy I feel, gets really tiring.
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It will never be easy as some people would say To see the black and white but still think in gray Admitting that the extreme end of one side isn’t always the way to go Unless the lack of redeeming qualities simply make it so Especially in matters left to one’s personal choice It calls for the need to look at those of different perspectives and voice Changes around us require both firmness and flexibility To get with the times that abounds in ambiguity In an atmosphere that show a scarcity of pleasance It would help if in our eyes there is balance Facing the fact that flaws and fine points can actually coexist That understanding is the aid for ones inner peace to persist Tolerance for differences must be present as a form of diplomacy Though decency must still take root and defend ones boundary Respecting choices for the sake of peace is truly a noble aspiration But not before the light and shadow have gone through careful separation Acceptance and rejection can be balanced though challenging it may sound An equal and balanced blend of both needed to pave a road in walking the middle ground.
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Oct 10, 2018
Oct 10, 2018 at 10:28 PM UTC
The Middle Ground
Today,it rained. I sat down at my piano, And composed her an apology. The patter of rain. I looked outside, And saw a tempestuous spillage of emotions, And an unambiguous uttering of poetic truth; That I never could discover on my own– I saw the trees tell me explicitly. God has His ways. It was one. I never would have guided, My ever-so-guarded heart– To yield with all honor retained, And accept this silent insatiable feeling– Love. It always had been love; That defeated time, In the want of immortality, In the pursuit of eternity; That was abundant in scarcity, And that sat like one timid angel, In the abyss of my heart, And lit it up. Today, it rained. I sat down at my paino, And felt eternal in the silence between the notes. Tomorrow, it will rain. I will sit down at my piano, And sing a song to the moments of eternity, That God makes us experience, Wearing this mortal suit; In the name of love.
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Sep 17, 2019
Sep 17, 2019 at 7:55 AM UTC
The Patter of Rain
love to sufferers of scarcity consider it embodied in a soul-mate one for one whole split yet aggregate two halves per simplistic two-dimensional singular somehow minded to be complete? stretch out blinded horizons for everything to see is actually a part of an infinitely dimensional infinite part of me
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Jan 24, 2014
Jan 24, 2014 at 11:24 PM UTC
embodied
You could desperate hear me start weeping Ruckus started to crying to crack tangerine holds one still upright auburn as an immortal's loneliness fogged or condemned stays a Sahara burnt hot tambourine a hangover led Arabian a broken record some shattered the bathroom bar. I wonder for my brother's dowry on beds too kempt to be called beds and doorframes and lamps set never high enough to hit again, to stand to kneel to lock to lash to hold to my brother's body now felt to me like the female sold fragile to the greater cities with a vote, he clearly left his Argentina behind no matter how she paled, ended struck. No longer a child or sister to pass as to take guests in alone to stand our married couple's cries an unmuteable radio can't go back to playrooms for imparallel dignities' sake that made all the noise at night worth it to deal with I, don't want to play the rook if no horse of yours' beside. Now once the scarcity of your voice, if even morbid, is to be greeted by me alone, Adam and Eve we have unable to see, just for the empty halls of your decision just for me to hit, your turned leaf hidden agenda of relief, I recognise my faiths of the old of your endless mornings supposedly killed by snoring and your vividness to my thoughts a foreign concept, to note you resurrected out of mind and out of sight the congruence picks me out and slaps me that our cocoon and safe designed for you was nothing short of a coma web in your eyes to begin with instead. ... I look out to my brother's dowry to hold stubborn, fainted in my nook the head of my brother's body to sit on his old air this house keeps like a sari gem he will never long for again.
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Dec 14, 2020
Dec 14, 2020 at 10:10 AM UTC
Jasper for Broken Sands
You could desperate hear me start weeping Ruckus started to crying to crack tangerine holds one still upright auburn as an immortal's loneliness fogged or condemned stays a Sahara burnt hot tambourine a hangover led Arabian a broken record some shattered the bathroom bar. I wonder for my brother's dowry on beds too kempt to be called beds and doorframes and lamps set never high enough to hit again, to stand to kneel to lock to lash to hold to my brother's body now felt to me like the female sold fragile to the greater cities with a vote, he clearly left his Argentina behind no matter how she paled, ended struck. No longer a child or sister to pass as to take guests in alone to stand our married couple's cries an unmuteable radio can't go back to playrooms for imparallel dignities' sake that made all the noise at night worth it to deal with I, don't want to play the rook if no horse of yours' beside. Now once the scarcity of your voice, if even morbid, is to be greeted by me alone, Adam and Eve we have unable to see, just for the empty halls of your decision just for me to hit, your turned leaf hidden agenda of relief, I recognise my faiths of the old of your endless mornings supposedly killed by snoring and your vividness to my thoughts a foreign concept, to note you resurrected out of mind and out of sight the congruence picks me out and slaps me that our cocoon and safe designed for you was nothing short of a coma web in your eyes to begin with instead. ... I look out to my brother's dowry to hold stubborn, fainted in my nook the head of my brother's body to sit on his old air this house keeps like a sari gem he will never long for again.
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I try to wear you once in a while,      making sure if you fit the same      as the last time i checked But then again, whenever i notice      the apparent worn off, tired seams      from the fabric that was once our love,      I go back again and sew them together, Carefully threading the gaps back      where they once were sewn tightly shut,      left with no space for inadequacy,      hardly any place for scarcity of love. My misguided, solitary efforts then proved      a love with tenuous and delicate clothing      that has misplaced its capacity      to wear out storms and excessive usage. Back there is where i find      that not everything burnt out      could rekindle its flame.
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Oct 20, 2015
Oct 20, 2015 at 6:19 AM UTC
my favorite sweater
Money scarcity low circulation high prices High demand More expenditures less earned Paid goods not delivered The delivered not paid Borrowing for debts Accumulation of misfortune death of loved ones More crimes committed A life of inequalities
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May 31, 2015
May 31, 2015 at 4:57 AM UTC
money problems