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"penitentiary" poems
the earth is curved - sure y’all knew that.   but to get to the Northwest, Interstate 84 ain’t le route plus directe nope curve north to Ontario, wave to Bex as I cross over London and Toronto, also can’t recall which poet from Rochester hails, or did they shuffle off to Buffalo? Crossing Erie, Huron, and Michigan Great Lakes all, brings to mind my mother’s birthplace, Last of the Mohicans, and the three years I did in the Cleveland Penitentiary, where sun was illegal and baseball was a pretend play of cowboys and Indians but by god, it made me the penitent fella I am today Look skyward to Montreal, yes, there he is, the Leo Priest, the baffled king, blessing this poetic meet ‘n greet trip with a smiling unsurprising hallelujah Apparently some US citizens still can traverse O Canada, even if one forgot their passports, and are not PNG’s (Persons Not so GREAT) over Minneapolis shed a tear for Diane, a poet- gone-missing, and wonder if you reader come from St. Cloud, Fargo or Duluth, Bismarck or Aberdeen, surely they still speak poetic English there in a twangy metering methodology  - well, message me asap wow there really is a Saskatoon! the pilot asks us to lean left in our seats to help turn the plane so we go to Portland and not to Vancouver... me thinks he might be a touch Rockie Mountain High, considering we are at 30 thousand something Imperial, as he walks the main cabin with an oxygen mask and a huuuuuge grin see the distant Cascades through a crack in the shuttered windows, must be close to “the coast” (as if, harrumph, there were but one) ah, words in the clouds, ripe for the plucking must be getting close to Oregon, where poets grow on trees, woody words like **** and log-float poems down the Columbia to the sea gonna drink me some poets under the table cause this trip I ain’t no driving and I am already “flying” ‘n scribing and arriving on a high tide and a good wind
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Jun 7, 2018
Jun 7, 2018 at 5:47 AM UTC
Songs of Going to Oregon: No. 2 But Who Knew?
the earth is curved - sure y’all knew that.   but to get to the Northwest, Interstate 84 ain’t le route plus directe nope curve north to Ontario, wave to Bex as I cross over London and Toronto, also can’t recall which poet from Rochester hails, or did they shuffle off to Buffalo? Crossing Erie, Huron, and Michigan Great Lakes all, brings to mind my mother’s birthplace, Last of the Mohicans, and the three years I did in the Cleveland Penitentiary, where sun was illegal and baseball was a pretend play of cowboys and Indians but by god, it made me the penitent fella I am today Look skyward to Montreal, yes, there he is, the Leo Priest, the baffled king, blessing this poetic meet ‘n greet trip with a smiling unsurprising hallelujah Apparently some US citizens still can traverse O Canada, even if one forgot their passports, and are not PNG’s (Persons Not so GREAT) over Minneapolis shed a tear for Diane, a poet- gone-missing, and wonder if you reader come from St. Cloud, Fargo or Duluth, Bismarck or Aberdeen, surely they still speak poetic English there in a twangy metering methodology  - well, message me asap wow there really is a Saskatoon! the pilot asks us to lean left in our seats to help turn the plane so we go to Portland and not to Vancouver... me thinks he might be a touch Rockie Mountain High, considering we are at 30 thousand something Imperial, as he walks the main cabin with an oxygen mask and a huuuuuge grin see the distant Cascades through a crack in the shuttered windows, must be close to “the coast” (as if, harrumph, there were but one) ah, words in the clouds, ripe for the plucking must be getting close to Oregon, where poets grow on trees, woody words like **** and log-float poems down the Columbia to the sea gonna drink me some poets under the table cause this trip I ain’t no driving and I am already “flying” ‘n scribing and arriving on a high tide and a good wind
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I bet you think all ****** don't read. I bet you think all ****** smoke **** I bet you think all ****** are the same. I bet you think all ****** are the blame. I bet you think ****** don't know nothing about the law. I bet you think all ****** don't know nothing at all. I bet you think all ****** are not smart. I bet you think all ****** don't even care about art. I bet you think all ****** are from the streets. I bet you think, oh **** this poem is getting really deep. I bet you think all ****** carry a heat. I bet you think all ****** are dead beats. I bet you think ****** are thugs. I bet you think all ****** sell drugs. I bet think all ****** are classless with statuses of madness I bet you think all ****** are cashless. I bet you think all ****** are in the penitentiary. I bet you think all ****** are cemetery. I bet you think all ****** rap or trap. I bet you think all ****** sag their pants with two rags and a stockin' cap. I bet  you think all ****** are guilty. I bet you think all ****** are filthy. I bet you think all ****** rob. I bet you think all ****** don't have a job. I bet you think all ****** don't go to college. I bet you think all ****** are out here wylin. I bet you think all ****** are like Christopher Wallace. I bet you think all ****** will grab and ****** you up for your wallet. Some say a prophet, nah I just see it how they call it. Every line is on hydraulics. Every time I rhyme, every word becomes solid.
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Mar 12, 2016
Mar 12, 2016 at 10:55 PM UTC
All N-ggas Are the Same.
after centuries and centuries and centuries of: pain and suffering, chains and ankle cuffing, segregation and impossible laws, human degredation and deaths for the cause, coloured lines and last picks, work in the mines and barbie-like wigs, culture termination and the education of self-hate, fake freedom motivation and penitentiary execution dates, community sabatoge and destruction of black owned schemes, settle down for hip hop dialogue and basketball dreams racial slurs and monkey metaphors, television blurs and the world shutting doors, the white man's drugs and melanin filled prisons, talent that lacks funds and vietnam missions, death of our black icons and imprisonment of mandela death of trayvon and others on the death list which could go on forever... do you have the right to tell "bottom barrels" not to dream to be on the top? do you wonder why forgiveness is slowly yielding in the world, as if it sees a sign that says it's time to stop? do they not say we must practice what we preach? are they not preaching hate? are they not preaching inequality? are they not preaching the false levels of life? is it too hard for the world to practice equality? is it too hard for the world to live in harmony? is it too hard for the world to see the similarities in our differences? is it too hard for the world to live without fear of colours? is it too much to ask for peace??? - t.m
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Sep 25, 2016
Sep 25, 2016 at 2:25 PM UTC
my heart bleeds a cold spiteful colour that seems hopeless
Pencil - ****** - ***** - Penalize -Pentagram - Pentagon - Pentagonal - Penitentiary -Pensive - Peninsula - P....... ....Plagued. What is it to be plagued? Haunted? Seiged by an inescapable force? Haulted? IMMOVABLE. ability to move, yet achieving no valuable distance. A struggle writhing within ones self. Pen -Pent- Pent up- P... ....Please, no more.... ....more miles high..... Stakes, In the ground..... Great stakes..... High, So very high. Unreachable. Unattainable. Pen-Pensive-Pacing- to pace back and forth down a narrow stretch of newly carpeted hallway. A door. Adoring..... Adorable.... Sweet. Innocence left? May be none left.
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Sep 30, 2014
Sep 30, 2014 at 10:30 AM UTC
"P"
So This... “ Cancel Culture “... Now Seems To Be Structured... To... RESTRICT Numbers... And Now Be The CONDUCTOR... !!! of What Folks Say And What Gets Played... Via TV Or Stage And WHO Gets Paid... As If THEY Are Some SPECIAL Class... Who Know How Far Free Speech Should Go... !?! But It Seems As Though They’re A Little LATE... !!! Where EXACTLY Were They When The... KKK... Used To ****** Slaves Just Because of Their Race... !!! Oh, Because These Days, Things Have REALLY Changed... Are These People INSANE... And NOT Using Their Brains... ?!? Because We STILL Have SLAVES... !!! And Heads Who CLEARLY Want To DICTATE... Are They Cancelling THEM... Or Doing What THEY SAY... !?! Or Just Causing PROBLEMS... Over Gender And Race... ?!? Well Some It Now Seems... Who’ve Made BIG MONEY... !!! Are UNCOMFORTABLE With... Them... CANCELLING... !!! When It Comes To Free Speech... And Indeed The Arts Because of Policies... That Seem To STINK Like FARTS... !!! Have They Cancelled BOMBS... Or RACIST... Sitcoms... Oh Yes NOW They Have... !!! AFTER These Shows Have... Made PLENTY of CASH... And Been Shown Across Lands... ... INTERNATIONALLY... !!! On TV’s AND Indeed BIG SCREENS... !!! REPEATEDLY For The World To See... So Where Have They Been... ?!? BEFORE Gender Themes... And... INEQUALITIES... Became The Very Fabric of SOCIETIES... ?!? Where APPARENTLY... ... EVERYBODY Was FREE... To Be Who They Wanna Be... Well That’s A FALLACY... That’s NOT REALITY... !!! Just Like PIPE DREAMS... !!! Oh But SUDDENLY... !!! These New CANCEL POLICE... Are CANCELLING... And Now DAMAGING... !!! The Careers of Those... Who WON’T Be Controlled... !!! Like Those Who Speak... What They Want... FREELY... !!! So They Can CANCEL ME... !!! Cos That’s How I NOW BE... !!! NOT Some HUMAN SHEEP... For Them To Shepherd And Keep... In Some PENITENTIARY... Just Because of Free Speech... That DOESN’T Tread... “ Lightly “... Cos’ I ALREADY KNOW... How... CANCELLING Goes... !!! Because It’s Really Not New... It’s What Censors Do... !!! But Here’s Some TRUTH... To UPSET Their Crews... !!! It’s One Rule For THEM... But NOT The Same For You... !!! If You’re NOT ONE... Who’ll Keep Your Mouth SHUT... To APPEASE These Teams... Who Now Want TOTAL CONTROL... !!! That’s Just The Way That The Story Now Goes... NO Bambi Or THUMPER To Be Some Foot Drummer... !!! Just A Breed of Vultures... Now Willing To PUNCTURE... Careers Like BAD Plumbers... !!! Whose Force Has A Cause... Now Trying To ENFORCE.. What Should Be Put ASUNDER... This... TRULY RIDICULOUS... !!! ..... “ Cancel Culture “..... !!!
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Oct 19, 2020
Oct 19, 2020 at 2:41 AM UTC
“Cancel Culture” ... A Poem written by Big Virge 8/7/2020
So This... “ Cancel Culture “... Now Seems To Be Structured... To... RESTRICT Numbers... And Now Be The CONDUCTOR... !!! of What Folks Say And What Gets Played... Via TV Or Stage And WHO Gets Paid... As If THEY Are Some SPECIAL Class... Who Know How Far Free Speech Should Go... !?! But It Seems As Though They’re A Little LATE... !!! Where EXACTLY Were They When The... KKK... Used To ****** Slaves Just Because of Their Race... !!! Oh, Because These Days, Things Have REALLY Changed... Are These People INSANE... And NOT Using Their Brains... ?!? Because We STILL Have SLAVES... !!! And Heads Who CLEARLY Want To DICTATE... Are They Cancelling THEM... Or Doing What THEY SAY... !?! Or Just Causing PROBLEMS... Over Gender And Race... ?!? Well Some It Now Seems... Who’ve Made BIG MONEY... !!! Are UNCOMFORTABLE With... Them... CANCELLING... !!! When It Comes To Free Speech... And Indeed The Arts Because of Policies... That Seem To STINK Like FARTS... !!! Have They Cancelled BOMBS... Or RACIST... Sitcoms... Oh Yes NOW They Have... !!! AFTER These Shows Have... Made PLENTY of CASH... And Been Shown Across Lands... ... INTERNATIONALLY... !!! On TV’s AND Indeed BIG SCREENS... !!! REPEATEDLY For The World To See... So Where Have They Been... ?!? BEFORE Gender Themes... And... INEQUALITIES... Became The Very Fabric of SOCIETIES... ?!? Where APPARENTLY... ... EVERYBODY Was FREE... To Be Who They Wanna Be... Well That’s A FALLACY... That’s NOT REALITY... !!! Just Like PIPE DREAMS... !!! Oh But SUDDENLY... !!! These New CANCEL POLICE... Are CANCELLING... And Now DAMAGING... !!! The Careers of Those... Who WON’T Be Controlled... !!! Like Those Who Speak... What They Want... FREELY... !!! So They Can CANCEL ME... !!! Cos That’s How I NOW BE... !!! NOT Some HUMAN SHEEP... For Them To Shepherd And Keep... In Some PENITENTIARY... Just Because of Free Speech... That DOESN’T Tread... “ Lightly “... Cos’ I ALREADY KNOW... How... CANCELLING Goes... !!! Because It’s Really Not New... It’s What Censors Do... !!! But Here’s Some TRUTH... To UPSET Their Crews... !!! It’s One Rule For THEM... But NOT The Same For You... !!! If You’re NOT ONE... Who’ll Keep Your Mouth SHUT... To APPEASE These Teams... Who Now Want TOTAL CONTROL... !!! That’s Just The Way That The Story Now Goes... NO Bambi Or THUMPER To Be Some Foot Drummer... !!! Just A Breed of Vultures... Now Willing To PUNCTURE... Careers Like BAD Plumbers... !!! Whose Force Has A Cause... Now Trying To ENFORCE.. What Should Be Put ASUNDER... This... TRULY RIDICULOUS... !!! ..... “ Cancel Culture “..... !!!
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two young hitchhikers with big dumb cajun mouths sinking below the roadside in an abandoned cotton field an oasis of sunkissed tractor parts one in a ten gallon hat the other wrapped up in barbed wire two miles south of the state penitentiary headed toward a pinched pachuco sunrise onward, into the vortex.
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Jan 18, 2012
Jan 18, 2012 at 7:20 AM UTC
woke up with this image in my head
birds on barbed wire, watching over me, lodged in a private penitentiary. birds on barbed wire, not a chirp or peep they make, they just perch between the barbs, watch, waiting, wait, watching me shiver in silence, violence shake. birds on barbed wire, will neither spread wings, or take flight, these wire-bound birds will not leave me out of their sight; -nor will any such birds on barbed wire call out or make cry, these birds on the wire are here to wait and watch me just die. _________ birds, barbed wire: http://beautyineverything.com/5082513864
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Oct 15, 2010
Oct 15, 2010 at 1:16 AM UTC
birds on barbed wire
In the ghetto Huh they say you can be anything You wanna be So i joined the army Notknowing that I'll still Face tragedy and racism aint went no where It feels ghostly evil stares Of past scornful memories They traded stock off the fields And put us in the penitentiary I got my first arrest in elementary Just for being black on a sunday Walkin' on a one way street Preachers aint talking about that Cuz they know theyll get lynched for that Now they follow anything And everything That attracts money fortune and fame You know the name? We die more for the name of the father Religion is ******** No matter whats coming out the puplits They still gone **** Think of you as a nigguh belittle Troublesome and only good For cheap labor Be good and ya might get a penny  raise For good behavior Still lookin' a savior? That ***** been dead think abiut it He died at 33 ? Now ask yo self how many nigguhs Died before 33? Ships full of slaves? Lots of babies young men and women Mothers fathers to sons n daughters Two thousand fifteen and we Still seeing slaughter ??? Can you see me running from the police And we still think we run the streets Peep game homies Its no longer about racism Its about us as a minority Wither white black mexican or puerto rican We all slaves Payin' debts to society before we Took our first **** **** how could this be ? My birth belongs to a bank industry So all my real gangstas thugs to hustlers Yea even wall street yall slaves too Wake up the time is now Gotta mind gotta use it Or else these muthaphukkas will abuse it This aint nothing new Since the sun been shinin' The same from beginning to end The world was castedwith sin There was darkness before light Now that I'vegot the light Its time to enlightened others With the torch i aquired Not long before ill be retired and life expired For trying to reach for the truth And many more Live carefully Cuz this is somethin' 2 die 4.... The ghetto!!!!
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Jul 28, 2015
Jul 28, 2015 at 6:58 PM UTC
Somethin' 2 Die 4
In the ghetto Huh they say you can be anything You wanna be So i joined the army Notknowing that I'll still Face tragedy and racism aint went no where It feels ghostly evil stares Of past scornful memories They traded stock off the fields And put us in the penitentiary I got my first arrest in elementary Just for being black on a sunday Walkin' on a one way street Preachers aint talking about that Cuz they know theyll get lynched for that Now they follow anything And everything That attracts money fortune and fame You know the name? We die more for the name of the father Religion is ******** No matter whats coming out the puplits They still gone **** Think of you as a nigguh belittle Troublesome and only good For cheap labor Be good and ya might get a penny  raise For good behavior Still lookin' a savior? That ***** been dead think abiut it He died at 33 ? Now ask yo self how many nigguhs Died before 33? Ships full of slaves? Lots of babies young men and women Mothers fathers to sons n daughters Two thousand fifteen and we Still seeing slaughter ??? Can you see me running from the police And we still think we run the streets Peep game homies Its no longer about racism Its about us as a minority Wither white black mexican or puerto rican We all slaves Payin' debts to society before we Took our first **** **** how could this be ? My birth belongs to a bank industry So all my real gangstas thugs to hustlers Yea even wall street yall slaves too Wake up the time is now Gotta mind gotta use it Or else these muthaphukkas will abuse it This aint nothing new Since the sun been shinin' The same from beginning to end The world was castedwith sin There was darkness before light Now that I'vegot the light Its time to enlightened others With the torch i aquired Not long before ill be retired and life expired For trying to reach for the truth And many more Live carefully Cuz this is somethin' 2 die 4.... The ghetto!!!!
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Forever unhappy. These words echo throughout my mind searching for a landing spot as if my mind was made up of cliffs, instead of a straight cave.                          Damage done throughout the years       has broken off                            pieces                                  of matter                                              from the sides, seemingly making me unstable when in reality each groove offers security to those brave enough to enter my darkness and venture forth.                   Forever unhappy has become the theme of my penitentiary. He wrote it as I felt it,                     but when the earth shook with our last kiss it still didn’t budge.   Emancipation- if there is such a thing- has failed to find me                                                              despite the fact that I left. I took a liberty walk into a straightjacket because the truth is:                           I cannot escape him. Since his absence, I have lost feeling. If I’m not preoccupied, I’m numb. I press through the day normally                  except for the occasional external                                   faltering to submission                                                     in doses of anxiety attacks where my hyperventilation becomes a rhythm of its own until I find myself distracted once again. I’m forcing myself to be more involved with life, but it’s false hope.                                   I know he resides in me, waiting rather impatiently for my return. Lurking like a demon, yet shadowed to preserve innocence so when the light renders him different, we can both blame my vision.
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Apr 26, 2013
Apr 26, 2013 at 3:42 AM UTC
Forever Unhappy.
Forever unhappy. These words echo throughout my mind searching for a landing spot as if my mind was made up of cliffs, instead of a straight cave.                          Damage done throughout the years       has broken off                            pieces                                  of matter                                              from the sides, seemingly making me unstable when in reality each groove offers security to those brave enough to enter my darkness and venture forth.                   Forever unhappy has become the theme of my penitentiary. He wrote it as I felt it,                     but when the earth shook with our last kiss it still didn’t budge.   Emancipation- if there is such a thing- has failed to find me                                                              despite the fact that I left. I took a liberty walk into a straightjacket because the truth is:                           I cannot escape him. Since his absence, I have lost feeling. If I’m not preoccupied, I’m numb. I press through the day normally                  except for the occasional external                                   faltering to submission                                                     in doses of anxiety attacks where my hyperventilation becomes a rhythm of its own until I find myself distracted once again. I’m forcing myself to be more involved with life, but it’s false hope.                                   I know he resides in me, waiting rather impatiently for my return. Lurking like a demon, yet shadowed to preserve innocence so when the light renders him different, we can both blame my vision.
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Tonight I will Enjoy my bed While you lay in yours I wonder if you regret it all After the first night when guards closed the doors When you were on the inside With absolutely nothing you could do I still can’t believe the time has come Punishment for the destruction that comes with you I never thought it’d be real You understanding what it feels like To be a powerless prisoner Giving everything you got- to still lose the fight Do you lose sleep over me Putting you where you belong Do the voices in your head still tell you I’m in the wrong? I wonder how many months It will take to break your spirit All you have is your thoughts How many memories till you hear it The muffled screams, my terrified eyes Or are your memories filled with stories saying I’m the bad guy Blaming your true colors on account of being high While you looked down at me on the floor, beating me just enough not to die Are you angry with me because I got away? If you could see me tomorrow do you know what you would say? I think you would walk right past me Without even a look Making me feel like I was nothing It’s the biggest play from your book I think about this often If I had the chance, what would I say I forgive you for making the biggest mistake of your life Knowing I’m the one that got away
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Apr 9, 2023
Apr 9, 2023 at 4:45 AM UTC
Penitentiary
The darker I am Then the harder to see Me in anything besides a penitentiary Because that’s the view people get Even from the six Mixes me into a criminal description Where Dark skin means a quick conviction Also I’m none to bright Since my skin ain’t light But instead that got replaced with might Which makes me aggressive If you ask anyone who more likely to fight Of course the dark one so run Dare we shed a tear police come near As being dark skin and crying brings fear Because we can’t check our emotions My dear Ladies of shade I feel your pain Your viewed uglier than most Because your skin Doesn’t roast But I bet they still joke and call you toast Despite having the most unblemished skin around They treat you like coffee grounds They don’t even like your sound Saying you yell all day Even when your voice is sultry Enough to slay Yellow for the fellows ain’t so mellow Immediately he soft cause of complexion But look at his reflection and the cops Will make a exception Your a pretty boy That can annoy joy out of a toy My fair ladies this might be shady But your as needy as a Brady Latest shoes all the fenty Ask anyone and god blessed you plenty They say you not humble But I see your bumble Your gracious until a rumble Where does all this lip come from Look in the mirror We bad mouth our bother Even if we have same the mother All because life makes us a runner Stop increasing hate And dictate our fate By improving for all our sake
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Jul 9, 2018
Jul 9, 2018 at 7:40 PM UTC
Shade
I once read an essay that made perfect sense It gave an alternative to cure expense It was a proposal that was quite modest I wish I'd have thought of it, to be honest It was from the early eighteenth century It would empty the full penitentiary Babies are free until they are at least one Then they are fat, tender, and ripe in the sun Parents can sell them to the politicians They will use them as part of their nutrition It is a win for everyone, you can tell After all, we're already going to Hell Sell the babies for politicians to eat Use the money for a superfluous treat We should kindly thank Mr. Jonathan Swift For solving all our problems with this great gift
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Mar 13, 2013
Mar 13, 2013 at 8:19 PM UTC
Baby Food
ON the one hand the steel works. On the other hand the penitentiary. Sante Fe trains and Alton trains Between smokestacks on the west And gray walls on the east. And Lockport down the river. Part of the valley is God's. And part is man's. The river course laid out A thousand years ago. The canals ten years back. The sun on two canals and one river Makes three stripes of silver Or copper and gold Or shattered sunflower leaves. Talons of an iceberg Scraped out this valley. Claws of an avalanche loosed here.
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Joliet
Imagine a castle in the middle of a city It sticks out to say the least A sentinel of the city The Kingdom of Fairmount Steve Buscemi says it is a prison of: Silence Cats Ghosts Tourists Filmmakers Gangsters I crane my neck and take one last look before heading to the Trestle Inn for a drink and dancers.
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Oct 2, 2014
Oct 2, 2014 at 10:02 PM UTC
Eastern State Penitentiary
Miss me Missed me Now you've got to kiss me. If you kiss me mister, I might tell my sister. If I tell her, she might tell my mother and my mother, she might tell my father and my father, he won't be too happy, he'll have to come up from the city, And then we both can't be happy, so I wouldn't miss me, if you get me, mister see? Missed me, miss me now, If you kiss me, you must think I'm pretty. If you think so, you must want to **** me. If you **** me, it must mean you love me. If you love me, you would never leave me it's as simple as can be! So Mister, now you've got to kiss me. If you miss me, mister, why do you keep leaving me? if you trick me, I will make you suffer, and they'll get you, mister, put you in the slammer and forget you, then you'll miss me won't you, miss me? Missed me, missed me, now you've got no chance to kiss me. if you kissed me, mister, take responsibility. I'm fragile, mister, just like any girl would be so misunderstood so treat me good, so treat me delicately. Missed... now you've gone and done it, hope you're happy in the county penitentiary it serves you right for kissing little girls, but I will visit, if you miss me. Say you miss me! How's the food? they "feed" you? Do you miss me? Will you kiss me, through the window? Will they ever let you go? I miss you mister, so....
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Apr 25, 2015
Apr 25, 2015 at 7:24 PM UTC
tired tongue, young gun.
Anxiety gnaws at the walls... tearing at the black, blue, and yellow wallpaper. The blasts pick up... hovering shelves filled with knickknacks befall, crushed as the hurricane begins. Journals and notebooks strip themselves... rippling throughout the chamber. Jars filled with captured memories, moments, litter the floor ...erratic hops around bonfires ...flower wreaths ...crystal giggles piercing the atmosphere all become mundane puzzle pieces scattering the ground. And I rock back and forth in the middle... what worse penitentiary, then your own thoughts.
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Jan 2, 2019
Jan 2, 2019 at 1:04 AM UTC
A shame
Sobs En Route to a Penitentiary Good-by now to the streets and the clash of wheels and locking hubs, The sun coming on the brass buckles and harness knobs. The muscles of the horses sliding under their heavy haunches, Good-by now to the traffic policeman and his whistle, The smash of the iron hoof on the stones, All the crazy wonderful slamming roar of the street-- O God, there's noises I'm going to be hungry for.
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A Teamster's Farewell
Your physical contact makes a mystical impact And your eye contact leaves me barely intact So when I see your indifference I want to attack The emotions my brain has foolishly stacked But new information enters Around you it's centered To you I'm indentured Mysticism is endured On the end of your lure There is no magical cure For the thoughts you deem impure So you drag me through the water Morphing me into your unwilling otter I'm pushed beneath the surface in your wake I'm trapped in the penitentiary of your lake By the spells I'm bound In the hell I've found Where my mind is a barbaric battlefield Those I'm attracted to hide behind a shield Those attracted to me I've buried in the sand In between the two lies no man's land Where a wandering mystic travels I live in fear of his arcane gavel That judges all things Dematerializing kings He searches for someone to elude His magic bubble blocks the crude Yet I'm magnetized to the magician Who holds the key to my ignition And although I'm just a misfit I traverse toward mystics
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Sep 30, 2017
Sep 30, 2017 at 6:58 AM UTC
Mystic
i hear your waltz, dear bird. the soliloquy, the melodies that pull at the strings holding what’s left of my heart evermore. i listen, to the shuffle of your ruffled feathers, your light feet dance to the creak of hardwood. a sonical prison. as this intrepid cell guard is fueled by my schizophrenia, and van gogh like delusions. none of grandeur. so here are my ears, one sliced from reality, the other searching for its vibrations. each majestic, and just as much consequentially miserable, piano strike marks a new set of steps for you. and although i no longer feel, nor see, i still hear exactly how you carry yourself. and from that i draw insane conclusions. from there, upon just listening, i can imagine what your ****** expressions are like, and from your laugh as you dwindle around this penitentiary like a loose branch amongst gusts of wind i can tell you’re free. free to fly. free to feast. free to find a new mate. free to watch the world burn from a bird's eye view. just as we used to do. free at last, most importantly from us, more specifically from me. and although i no longer feel, nor see. i still hear exactly how happy you are. and that isn’t the most heart shattering aspect of our ordeal, or should i say, my ordeal, to live with, alone. because the part that really allows me to carefully and diligently pluck single strands of hair from my head as if i could somehow string out the memory of you out from my infinite depths, is the fact that i can hear, clear as day, another bird’s chirp, another bird’s laugh, another set of feet, on this waltz you’re on. and when i say heart shattering, i hope you hear it break, as the sounds of it reverbs across this room’s vast loneliness. oh, where are my van gohg like delusions now? i’ll continue my search, since now i fully know that you’re just gone. with the wind. fly, my dear. and leave me, here. to die amongst your waltz. -melancholicreator
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Feb 22, 2024
Feb 22, 2024 at 7:26 PM UTC
a bird's waltz
i hear your waltz, dear bird. the soliloquy, the melodies that pull at the strings holding what’s left of my heart evermore. i listen, to the shuffle of your ruffled feathers, your light feet dance to the creak of hardwood. a sonical prison. as this intrepid cell guard is fueled by my schizophrenia, and van gogh like delusions. none of grandeur. so here are my ears, one sliced from reality, the other searching for its vibrations. each majestic, and just as much consequentially miserable, piano strike marks a new set of steps for you. and although i no longer feel, nor see, i still hear exactly how you carry yourself. and from that i draw insane conclusions. from there, upon just listening, i can imagine what your ****** expressions are like, and from your laugh as you dwindle around this penitentiary like a loose branch amongst gusts of wind i can tell you’re free. free to fly. free to feast. free to find a new mate. free to watch the world burn from a bird's eye view. just as we used to do. free at last, most importantly from us, more specifically from me. and although i no longer feel, nor see. i still hear exactly how happy you are. and that isn’t the most heart shattering aspect of our ordeal, or should i say, my ordeal, to live with, alone. because the part that really allows me to carefully and diligently pluck single strands of hair from my head as if i could somehow string out the memory of you out from my infinite depths, is the fact that i can hear, clear as day, another bird’s chirp, another bird’s laugh, another set of feet, on this waltz you’re on. and when i say heart shattering, i hope you hear it break, as the sounds of it reverbs across this room’s vast loneliness. oh, where are my van gohg like delusions now? i’ll continue my search, since now i fully know that you’re just gone. with the wind. fly, my dear. and leave me, here. to die amongst your waltz. -melancholicreator
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And there she goes again, gone like the future memory she once was, before we met and I didn’t yet, know she was the one I was wishing for, oh well, I guess we all go eventually, so appreciate the moments while you have them, because they all go eventually, in my own penitentiary, prisoner of my own restrictions, but whatever maybe I’m better off locked in here, alone with only my personal addictions, but even here there are contradictions, because I want to be alone at the same time home, somewhere with here where we can spend time, because time is the most valuable thing we can share with others, it’s the only thing we can’t make more of and I’m I’m, I’m trying to remember what it meant to be with someone that meant something, I’m trying to remember the place the name the scent the feel, but all I remember is that all the details are long forgotten, and all I remember is the memory of remembering her back when things felt real, and just when I think I’m about to recover the lover I lost forever, she goes again gone like the future memory she once was, before we met and I didn’t yet, know she was the one I was wishing for… ∆ LaLux ∆ New Zealand January 2019
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Jan 27, 2019
Jan 27, 2019 at 1:44 AM UTC
Melancholy Memories of Happiness
long hair long johns of sad happy clear fog is the dog god doggone dog kind of you to kind of listen kindling burns like Hong Kong midnight brightlights whose birthright, or birthwrong down-under daggers for flags flagged flagulation creative sensory compensated penitentiary forward lad landing laughter for the last log on the fire the last day for earth to say please plead for plaid shirts to pay for themselves otherwise there will be ****** for you to see summer in the winter if I sprinkle a little bit more wood on my splinter sink or swim, sink and swim, sink to swim swim to sink ah um oh ehhem undo your dress and undo your last mistake please retake the photo so I can stay awake. don't, I mean, yes yes hands could be cold but then a g a i n I just call it what I must plustwo double yous in a zoo for the future flu's to cruise like truce 11/11/11 armistice missed the list when you kissed my wrist I extracted bliss from the Buddha's jist just cause? just call for the muse music don't mind me I mean yes, yes motorcade king of spades I got laid to the silence of a forest in the poorest richness I've never ditched this **** zip zap my zipper is a little critter crawling through the litter on the city's twitter account doesn't amount to much but I sound like I'm salted in breath dead like MacBeth, the challenge was the shaken speare sprained everclear of the diamond tear or the shattered cheer of ancient seers truth is greater than fiction.
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Nov 12, 2012
Nov 12, 2012 at 11:24 AM UTC
Fractal Pattern Fiction
I'm drowning again, In things I haven't said. My teeth like bars And my mouth like a prison, Everything I feel Is kept within. All my sadness, And all my fears, All my paranoia, And unconditional love, All held captive in my Penitentiary mouth. And it seems so stupid To keep it all Locked away, But I feel even dumber When I let my thoughts Slip through the cracks in my teeth. But I'm only human And I need to know That the way I feel Is justified because I feel it. I'm only human, And teeth don't make Effective dams. Tidal waves Of feeling I've swallowed Come pouring out my eyes When I'm alone at night. And you want me to show you? You want to see What it looks like To feel like me? I'm only a girl With a fragile heart So hold it gently. Hold me closely And make me believe That it really is okay To be like me.
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Jan 5, 2017
Jan 5, 2017 at 12:45 AM UTC
When the levee breaks
I was born with an overwhelming empathy for all creatures encompassing me, a red heart ready to feel something I’d never felt before, I was born with the ability to love, and perhaps I’d no say in the matter but the blood filled me no less and the strings ‘round my organs tugged and throbbed and eagerly heeded the choir’s demands I was born in a state of pure chaos, pure bliss; I was born to look ahead and reminisce I was born to the familiar it would seem, the leaves I recognized when they fell from the trees and how evergreens stayed so ever green; I’d felt the life of rain in me, death as cold as Canadian Rockies all at once with the shelter of instinct leaving behind nothing but footprints and running for a different reason into a cave that says security and not top-security penitentiary I was born, learned and raw in chaos and bliss, I was born to look ahead and reminisce
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Dec 5, 2011
Dec 5, 2011 at 8:55 PM UTC
let's take a minute to reflect on our pasts
Reverie remember me Dreams like penitentiary And they just won’t let me go It’s my ego, it’s montego bay It’s hard to say like “anemone” Another day another Hennessy and i’m drowning away Craving useless euphemisms, i’m still lost at sea Haunted by consumerism, the ghost of Ronnie McD, Mr. Clown meet mr. Clownfish Mr. Marty lost his son So i ain’t the only one actively and theatrically looking for “no one”
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Feb 28, 2019
Feb 28, 2019 at 12:26 PM UTC
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