Tonight I will Enjoy my bed While you lay in yours I wonder if you regret it all After the first night when guards closed the doors When you were on the inside With absolutely nothing you could do I still can’t believe the time has come Punishment for the destruction that comes with you I never thought it’d be real You understanding what it feels like To be a powerless prisoner Giving everything you got- to still lose the fight
Do you lose sleep over me Putting you where you belong Do the voices in your head still tell you I’m in the wrong?
I wonder how many months It will take to break your spirit
All you have is your thoughts How many memories till you hear it
The muffled screams, my terrified eyes Or are your memories filled with stories saying I’m the bad guy
Blaming your true colors on account of being high While you looked down at me on the floor, beating me just enough not to die
Are you angry with me because I got away?
If you could see me tomorrow do you know what you would say? I think you would walk right past me Without even a look Making me feel like I was nothing It’s the biggest play from your book
I think about this often If I had the chance, what would I say I forgive you for making the biggest mistake of your life Knowing I’m the one that got away
Bring out the sage Pour on the bleach I’m cleansing my soul And cleaning my feet Brushing my tongue To rid the taste Of your lies Stuffing pockets With the sound of my cries Rearrange my life Clean out my purse All because of Your candy cane Curse.
You lured me in With your compliments And trapped me with your lies I could never please you No matter how I tried The day we tied The knot to hell I saw the evil twist And some years later I ran To escape Your Fist.