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"lulled" poems
recently I got a little older, learned a lesson or two, like how loving someone could never be as poetic as I wanted it to. like how nothing would ever be as poetic as I wanted it to. how can I accept that the miracle of love isn’t really a miracle at all? how can I wrap myself in someone’s arms when I know that there isn’t any sort of poetic loving involved? how do I unlearn the romantic thoughts that taught me about the fireworks, the butterflies, and the fluttering fingers in the dark. and accept that maybe kissing won’t be as spiritual as I thought. maybe it’s really just a mouth on mine. how do I unlearn my innocent heart who lulled me into a false sense of hope for a lover who would call the way my body moves art. a lover who would feel the poetry in every word I spoke in the dark.
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Jul 25, 2018
Jul 25, 2018 at 7:37 PM UTC
I don’t believe in love anymore
~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ After days of long studies comes the days of rest. My violet dreams were slumber-soft filled with lucent lilies of curling flames born of ever colour known and unknown. And I stood in awe of them as my fears fall back and cower in the shades of my mind. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ I muse at how quickly my body relaxed. Due to my marjoram'd pillows and sheets of pure silk and eiderdown? Or due to the sips of the lavender tea in my in my teacup decorated with a butterfly motif? ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ I remember the sips in fours as I blew the steam from my cup; The first sip balmed my lips. The second soothed my throat. The third lulled my thoughts. The fourth stilled my soul. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ Though the tea, the pillow and sheets were had a hand in my nightly rest, the real answer is on my brow - for it was when the night's cool air blew, and where you placed your sweet Morphean kiss. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ With a smile, I wake. Sat on my golden summer throne located in my marble gazebo; a jewel in my private garden. With thin caryatid pillars, draped in fine doric chitons encircling me. Their sculpted limbs hold up the frieze carved with acanthus that has a stained glass top of peacocks and stargazers. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ The sheer curtains billow when the eastern winds blow. By me, a gold side table with a mirrored top supported by three Greek key legs. A pewter quill pen with a steel nib and violet feather rests by its clay inkpot; both beside a silver sinuous nouveau vase and a small stack of poetry books of black leather and gilt. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~
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Aug 4, 2018
Aug 4, 2018 at 7:48 AM UTC
~ ⚘⚪ Jasmine Pearls I ⚪⚘ ~
~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ After days of long studies comes the days of rest. My violet dreams were slumber-soft filled with lucent lilies of curling flames born of ever colour known and unknown. And I stood in awe of them as my fears fall back and cower in the shades of my mind. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ I muse at how quickly my body relaxed. Due to my marjoram'd pillows and sheets of pure silk and eiderdown? Or due to the sips of the lavender tea in my in my teacup decorated with a butterfly motif? ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ I remember the sips in fours as I blew the steam from my cup; The first sip balmed my lips. The second soothed my throat. The third lulled my thoughts. The fourth stilled my soul. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ Though the tea, the pillow and sheets were had a hand in my nightly rest, the real answer is on my brow - for it was when the night's cool air blew, and where you placed your sweet Morphean kiss. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ With a smile, I wake. Sat on my golden summer throne located in my marble gazebo; a jewel in my private garden. With thin caryatid pillars, draped in fine doric chitons encircling me. Their sculpted limbs hold up the frieze carved with acanthus that has a stained glass top of peacocks and stargazers. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~ The sheer curtains billow when the eastern winds blow. By me, a gold side table with a mirrored top supported by three Greek key legs. A pewter quill pen with a steel nib and violet feather rests by its clay inkpot; both beside a silver sinuous nouveau vase and a small stack of poetry books of black leather and gilt. ~ ⚘ ⚪ ⚘ ~
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Route 84 would not lend me the light of a star last night Radio blazing at 75 mph nonsense noise to chew gum by Crackling political commentary Static of distance and thick clouds Invisible mountains blocking Memories seeping through the cracks coating the music in a film I rub my eyes watch myself punch alert buttons But it’s the angels’ jukebox tonight Roll down the window Watch the heat escape Summer again I am building a castle of ancient stones pulverized by relentless tides Dragged across maps by mastodons and mammoth glaciers The scouring hiss the ocean sighs Time has lulled these smoothly rolling them in the softest hands of sand and gels of life’s comings and goings tenderly tumbling in the millionth moonrise— Time deposits them here wet and glistening For the girl with the plaid two-piece to gather Shoulders sun-burnt barely say one week only, one week of the fifty two “It’s the time of the season…” and daddies on the beach are watching…. She has chosen yet another stone And the castle continues— in oblivion to all but her legend…      The queen will be safe here      from the rabble      The disgraced Tristan will surely seek her      Among these lofty cliffs      Between the raging circuit of the tide      Here winds forbid the vengeful mob      Here lovers learn      the debt of love’s bad timing      “Drink ye all of it!”      --the potion that assigns our sorrow….      She will not sleep—      while I chew this gum--  GUM? Roll down the window! Angels escape with the heat Waking me with the brush of their wings As that eighteen-wheeler hugs my flank And leans on the horn Lights flashing Rude rumbling under right tires Tantrum of snow In the draft of mass and velocity …and the angels? They’ve chosen another good one! They must’ve liked the 80’s Their wings slapping the windshield madly   Their hands steady the wheel
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Sep 13, 2016
Sep 13, 2016 at 1:20 PM UTC
Angel's Jukebox
Route 84 would not lend me the light of a star last night Radio blazing at 75 mph nonsense noise to chew gum by Crackling political commentary Static of distance and thick clouds Invisible mountains blocking Memories seeping through the cracks coating the music in a film I rub my eyes watch myself punch alert buttons But it’s the angels’ jukebox tonight Roll down the window Watch the heat escape Summer again I am building a castle of ancient stones pulverized by relentless tides Dragged across maps by mastodons and mammoth glaciers The scouring hiss the ocean sighs Time has lulled these smoothly rolling them in the softest hands of sand and gels of life’s comings and goings tenderly tumbling in the millionth moonrise— Time deposits them here wet and glistening For the girl with the plaid two-piece to gather Shoulders sun-burnt barely say one week only, one week of the fifty two “It’s the time of the season…” and daddies on the beach are watching…. She has chosen yet another stone And the castle continues— in oblivion to all but her legend…      The queen will be safe here      from the rabble      The disgraced Tristan will surely seek her      Among these lofty cliffs      Between the raging circuit of the tide      Here winds forbid the vengeful mob      Here lovers learn      the debt of love’s bad timing      “Drink ye all of it!”      --the potion that assigns our sorrow….      She will not sleep—      while I chew this gum--  GUM? Roll down the window! Angels escape with the heat Waking me with the brush of their wings As that eighteen-wheeler hugs my flank And leans on the horn Lights flashing Rude rumbling under right tires Tantrum of snow In the draft of mass and velocity …and the angels? They’ve chosen another good one! They must’ve liked the 80’s Their wings slapping the windshield madly   Their hands steady the wheel
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Kiss the child goodnight, tuck her in safe Lest she should dream of escape To a world where rainbows circle the skies And you are not who you have striven to be. Kiss the child goodnight, make sure you turn off the light Lest she should be unafraid and bold In the face of the infectious fear That flits through your eyes in a dark, alien alleyway. Kiss the child goodnight, hold her close and tight Lest she reaches out to the same sun That burned your naive fingertips And shattered your lofty castle in the clouds. Kiss the child goodnight, don't let her open those eyes Until she is finally lulled to deep slumber Wrapped within warm blankets And the beginnings of complacency. Kiss the child goodnight, watch her sleep in silence.
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Jul 30, 2014
Jul 30, 2014 at 10:27 AM UTC
Kiss the Child Goodnight
Narcolepsy hard and heavy watch me fall asleep Lulled to bed in a cunning thread of the tangled web we weave I dream in pristine colors, windows of my mind anew No fingerprints or ***** looks or evidence of you I find comfort in forever wherever it may be I may have left my home but it will always stay with me The smell of all the smoke with the sound of all the rain On constant playback every second deep within my brain I found that time is all that matters and everything else faded I spent years and years learning how to forget everything I hated I've only gotten older and have nothing left to show Except a ringing alarm clock and blood on my pillow Narcolepsy hard and heavy watch me as I sleep Another pill, another high, another date to keep If I shall die before I wake, I hope that I'm with you Then it won't matter where I go, cause you will see me through
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Jan 23, 2016
Jan 23, 2016 at 12:20 PM UTC
Narcolepsy
Somewhere along the journey Through the forest dark and deep We gave away our faces And our souls were lulled to sleep, Now we are reflections Of everything we see, Replacing who we are With who we're trying to be.
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May 1, 2015
May 1, 2015 at 1:46 AM UTC
Reflections
Two girls there are : within the house One sits; the other, without. Daylong a duet of shade and light Plays between these. In her dark wainscoted room The first works problems on A mathematical machine. Dry ticks mark time As she calculates each sum. At this barren enterprise Rat-shrewd go her squint eyes, Root-pale her meager frame. Bronzed as earth, the second lies, Hearing ticks blown gold Like pollen on bright air. Lulled Near a bed of poppies, She sees how their red silk flare Of petaled blood Burns open to the sun's blade. On that green alter Freely become sun's bride, the latter Grows quick with seed. Grass-couched in her labor's pride, She bears a king. Turned bitter And sallow as any lemon, The other, wry ****** to the last, Goes graveward with flesh laid waste, Worm-husbanded, yet no woman.
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Two Sisters Of Persephone
The first new star flashed waves of blue tonight , securing my belief in the afterlife A grove of ferns lit my imagination For I became a shipwrecked captain - that stumbled upon an island nation Exploring the deep jungle without machete , potable water nor compass Knee deep in mangrove forest Tropical winds whispered and moaned A lean-to of fronds became my maritime home In the presence of a million stars An army of sand ***** paraded before - their newfound master from near and afar Crashing waves lulled a poor sailor to rest The whispers of Poseidon A dream about a lookout in the crows nest Counting orbs in the tail of the Milky Way- with visions of mermaids , ghost ships and rogue waves
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Aug 1, 2018
Aug 1, 2018 at 9:05 PM UTC
Skipper for a Spell ....
I gaze upon your beauty Breathtaking in its wonder I lie nestled in exquisite solitude Beholding your majesty King to my Queen In hushed reverence Dominating my vision Noble in simplicity I surrender myself to your moment Giving up my heart Abandoning all sensibility Knowing you will never forsake me Lulled by the gentle flooding Of desire to never leave this place Or your fascination (C) Pixievic
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Aug 17, 2016
Aug 17, 2016 at 8:08 AM UTC
Ynys Môn
my mind is filled with beautiful snapshots as numerous as the stars, thousands of which have illuminated my darkest skies and lulled me to rest on restless nights i have seen lengths of sorrow quenched by duvets of summer rain, oceans of love poured into empty hearts and the hope of a new dawn all i have seen, all the grace i have held in my undeserving hands, all the contagious grins, all the precious little moments and moments that have moved mountains, all the miracles, all the love, all the joy all of these, all of the bright colors that have painted my path thus far, pale in comparison to the sun that will rise above tomorrow’s horizon
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Jun 27, 2013
Jun 27, 2013 at 12:49 PM UTC
isaiah 43:18-19
kisses on your warm sweet mouth tender lips caressed exploring your ******* and raised ******* .. belly and thighs enveloped those eager dark delicious places that i covet so your musk erogenous the path to your hungry soul eater of the poison apple your eyes widen bright with delight a strange synesthesia you say your smile a hypnotic alter you prone back arched belly willing as i drag a curved blade slowly across your winsome flesh worshiping you breathing your warm breath into my mouth and nostrils come now you coo i am sheildless then little strangles that excite to see how you do will you love it adorations twisted mind she demon a wizened dizzy Venus please yes her **** drenches the bed a warm viscosity legs widen feet piqued ***** exotic delicatessen Heralded i enter with long sweet butter strokes the sabbath of desire I swear i wont let you suffer... never ! why you say? because i love you lovely scythe you call as if lulled to sleep whispering dreadful incantations   . i ache to close the curtain to lifes scalding chatter wrap me in a raggy shawl impale the throat like ive alway dreamed a last exhalation flood gates pour forth as deaths dark fold dissolves all i rock you drugged absinthe and wormwood a last ***** of candles flame white gauze cinched lips on a lost mouth eyes a static pyre i linger wishing you still plush an animated glow so that i could feel your arms, now milky white relics only to take you all over again and again and again dreamer of the abyss yet you stand aberrations, smoke ghost sacrificially swaying your hips calling from Hades dancer of ritual copulation i melt like wax in the sun wither and die myself marriage Italian style dead bells in love blotted out by the Sirens of Mara
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Apr 19, 2017
Apr 19, 2017 at 4:45 PM UTC
SIRENS OF MARA
kisses on your warm sweet mouth tender lips caressed exploring your ******* and raised ******* .. belly and thighs enveloped those eager dark delicious places that i covet so your musk erogenous the path to your hungry soul eater of the poison apple your eyes widen bright with delight a strange synesthesia you say your smile a hypnotic alter you prone back arched belly willing as i drag a curved blade slowly across your winsome flesh worshiping you breathing your warm breath into my mouth and nostrils come now you coo i am sheildless then little strangles that excite to see how you do will you love it adorations twisted mind she demon a wizened dizzy Venus please yes her **** drenches the bed a warm viscosity legs widen feet piqued ***** exotic delicatessen Heralded i enter with long sweet butter strokes the sabbath of desire I swear i wont let you suffer... never ! why you say? because i love you lovely scythe you call as if lulled to sleep whispering dreadful incantations   . i ache to close the curtain to lifes scalding chatter wrap me in a raggy shawl impale the throat like ive alway dreamed a last exhalation flood gates pour forth as deaths dark fold dissolves all i rock you drugged absinthe and wormwood a last ***** of candles flame white gauze cinched lips on a lost mouth eyes a static pyre i linger wishing you still plush an animated glow so that i could feel your arms, now milky white relics only to take you all over again and again and again dreamer of the abyss yet you stand aberrations, smoke ghost sacrificially swaying your hips calling from Hades dancer of ritual copulation i melt like wax in the sun wither and die myself marriage Italian style dead bells in love blotted out by the Sirens of Mara
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You breathed gin. This is blood for you. Your hands held your hair and your eyes shut. The alcohol lulled your brain to black. It escaped your veins, Diluted by 37.5% truth serum. Gasping at the Divine realisation Where slurred lips Contradicted Your once straight-faced, Certainly-certain speakings Of your very crooked lie. So crooked, it wound his heart around yours. But that ball of yarn unravelled in an instant. And the jumper you knit together, Came apart Stitch by stitch. In my fogged memory, I had choked myself that night With a bottle and a ball of yarn.
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Jul 22, 2013
Jul 22, 2013 at 12:16 AM UTC
Knitting Needles
<> **”To dream by the oak and awake by the sea when August has ripened and turned Jubilee you must enter dominion of summer's delight and live in the rapture of candescent light Oh to live and to love one must first learn to kiss,   the kinetics of summer, with eternal bliss.”** ~from vienna bombardieri’s poem, “Kinetics Of Summer~ (with her kind permission) <> First verse pinpoints accurate, this, my spot! by oak and sea, my precise longitude and latitude, where my summertime eyes open to receive the gift of morning’s light, observing the conjunction of land, hard by the sea, the land-ed avian gentry and sea~sailor birds interacting, sharing the uprising currents, for sport and observation, travel and pleasured sailing, these “Masters of the Sky can fly for hours (or days), while barely flapping,” and this verse stuns, and my shock, at these, her words my breathing is gasped and grasped by oak and sea, for so it be, this is where my morning’s operatic scrum, ballet and dance hall hullabaloo, my diurnal natural choreography is performed, while slow sipping my very heated first coffee it was here that I learned to love more easily, for the kinetics of summers trio of sun, sky, and moderate breezes, lulled the turbulence of my disheartened lives into an easier order, the world~surround, a living, breathing exercise that warmed the spirit, cooled the soul, and spoke without uttering a single word, here dear person, is the where and the when, the comfort of the natural-blanket that enwraps, covers, cherishes the atmosphere entire, containing the healing elixirs and protective ointments, that remove the plaque of life’s accumulated injuries, slights and scar tissue simply put, here I breath freely, here I see with clarity here the infusions of living in nature, prolongs, restore, remind, enliven and enhances, the intermixture of body and soul here in actual deed, the kiss of summer bliss upon my tiring cell’s walls, are resurrected even unto the nuclei, by the warm breath of sun life and sun light, and the breezes of salty sweet caramel air and under their loving, combined-dominion am I resurrected and will yet sense, one more Jubilee again as I lay dreaming by the oak and the sea…
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Aug 2, 2023
Aug 2, 2023 at 4:05 AM UTC
“To dream by the oak and awake by the sea“
<> **”To dream by the oak and awake by the sea when August has ripened and turned Jubilee you must enter dominion of summer's delight and live in the rapture of candescent light Oh to live and to love one must first learn to kiss,   the kinetics of summer, with eternal bliss.”** ~from vienna bombardieri’s poem, “Kinetics Of Summer~ (with her kind permission) <> First verse pinpoints accurate, this, my spot! by oak and sea, my precise longitude and latitude, where my summertime eyes open to receive the gift of morning’s light, observing the conjunction of land, hard by the sea, the land-ed avian gentry and sea~sailor birds interacting, sharing the uprising currents, for sport and observation, travel and pleasured sailing, these “Masters of the Sky can fly for hours (or days), while barely flapping,” and this verse stuns, and my shock, at these, her words my breathing is gasped and grasped by oak and sea, for so it be, this is where my morning’s operatic scrum, ballet and dance hall hullabaloo, my diurnal natural choreography is performed, while slow sipping my very heated first coffee it was here that I learned to love more easily, for the kinetics of summers trio of sun, sky, and moderate breezes, lulled the turbulence of my disheartened lives into an easier order, the world~surround, a living, breathing exercise that warmed the spirit, cooled the soul, and spoke without uttering a single word, here dear person, is the where and the when, the comfort of the natural-blanket that enwraps, covers, cherishes the atmosphere entire, containing the healing elixirs and protective ointments, that remove the plaque of life’s accumulated injuries, slights and scar tissue simply put, here I breath freely, here I see with clarity here the infusions of living in nature, prolongs, restore, remind, enliven and enhances, the intermixture of body and soul here in actual deed, the kiss of summer bliss upon my tiring cell’s walls, are resurrected even unto the nuclei, by the warm breath of sun life and sun light, and the breezes of salty sweet caramel air and under their loving, combined-dominion am I resurrected and will yet sense, one more Jubilee again as I lay dreaming by the oak and the sea…
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Walking in a circle is, in the fondest sense, going absolutely nowhere, even though it feels better than walking completely backwards. They say absence makes the heart grow fonder, but I have never even been face to face with you and mine grows weaker and weaker with the length of time between the moments I get to touch you. The strange thing is that, prior to meeting you, I have a hard time describing what it was I was even doing - the storms you have hurled into my quiet life is all I know now, and I never realized just how flimsy my own infrastructure was. I have seeped into the walls you throw dishes in and the floors you roll around on, and I feel everything your fists do equally, if not more. Who knows my body better than you? The places I dip and divide and slope and bend; who has held me down with nothing but words and sweaty silence that lay thick enough for us to cut with butcher knives? My stomach is trained to clench is desperation when your name is mentioned and I am nervous around anyone who shares with you; a picture is worth a thousand words, but your name is worth one million, and you've never spoken mine aloud but I have murmured yours, like a mantra, repeatedly, groaning in the way wounded animals do and trembling with that same fear. I can't count on my fingers how many nights I traded sleep for a reason to talk to you, and all too well do I know how many lifetimes are crammed into the seconds before an anticipated phone call. People might wonder how I even survive when you aren't around, but how many ways can a dog entertain himself when the master is away? Oftentimes, in a state of unwarranted panic, I claw at my clothes as though you are lurking underneath, and only rarely are you there, metaphysically. I am not the only person the rain falls on; I understand that there are plenty of others who are lulled by the charm of someone who knows nature of a human being in the way that otherworldly creatures might, but in this instance I know that everyone is haunted in their own exclusive way, and you are always flickering in the periphery of my blurry vision when my bedroom lights are out.
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Jun 22, 2014
Jun 22, 2014 at 11:13 AM UTC
cops and donuts
Walking in a circle is, in the fondest sense, going absolutely nowhere, even though it feels better than walking completely backwards. They say absence makes the heart grow fonder, but I have never even been face to face with you and mine grows weaker and weaker with the length of time between the moments I get to touch you. The strange thing is that, prior to meeting you, I have a hard time describing what it was I was even doing - the storms you have hurled into my quiet life is all I know now, and I never realized just how flimsy my own infrastructure was. I have seeped into the walls you throw dishes in and the floors you roll around on, and I feel everything your fists do equally, if not more. Who knows my body better than you? The places I dip and divide and slope and bend; who has held me down with nothing but words and sweaty silence that lay thick enough for us to cut with butcher knives? My stomach is trained to clench is desperation when your name is mentioned and I am nervous around anyone who shares with you; a picture is worth a thousand words, but your name is worth one million, and you've never spoken mine aloud but I have murmured yours, like a mantra, repeatedly, groaning in the way wounded animals do and trembling with that same fear. I can't count on my fingers how many nights I traded sleep for a reason to talk to you, and all too well do I know how many lifetimes are crammed into the seconds before an anticipated phone call. People might wonder how I even survive when you aren't around, but how many ways can a dog entertain himself when the master is away? Oftentimes, in a state of unwarranted panic, I claw at my clothes as though you are lurking underneath, and only rarely are you there, metaphysically. I am not the only person the rain falls on; I understand that there are plenty of others who are lulled by the charm of someone who knows nature of a human being in the way that otherworldly creatures might, but in this instance I know that everyone is haunted in their own exclusive way, and you are always flickering in the periphery of my blurry vision when my bedroom lights are out.
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The mellifluous tones of his voice Put my heart at ease Lulled by the sound he makes, I get lost in reverie Is it the tenderness in his voice? Or perhaps the words he utter? Or his cloying expression? I am not so sure Whatever it may be, My heart always sings with glee Then I begin to cry And express my deepest sentiment How strange yet astonishing it is, To feel everything at once Just by hearing the sweet sound Of the voice that enraptures me
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May 8, 2017
May 8, 2017 at 3:00 PM UTC
His Voice
The sighing winds had lulled me here; The waltzing boughs, too, had fallen for its charm; The ivy, ferns, alders and the birches; The quivering hemlock against my arm. The travelled path was now long left behind, And on hills of gentle moss I stood and gazed about To find the purple cloak of twilight painting me, And all the pines, not one left out. II The harvest moon in its splendour came rising, Had poured itself on the waters deep; The birds were silent, the wind still sighing Had brought the woodland a drowsy sleep. The dawn had come in golden light And where I was I did not know - I wandered long to find the path again, And in the distance heard the river flow.
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Jul 27, 2015
Jul 27, 2015 at 3:19 PM UTC
Into That Gentle Wilderness
Revolving in oval loops of solar speed, Couched in cauls of clay as in holy robes, Dead men render love and war no heed, Lulled in the ample womb of the full-tilt globe. No spiritual Caesars are these dead; They want no proud paternal kingdom come; And when at last they blunder into bed World-wrecked, they seek only oblivion. Rolled round with goodly loam and cradled deep, These bone shanks will not wake immaculate To trumpet-toppling dawn of doomstruck day : They loll forever in colossal sleep; Nor can God's stern, shocked angels cry them up From their fond, final, infamous decay.
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The Dead
I've known rivers: I've known rivers ancient as the world and older than the flow of human blood in human veins. My soul has grown deep like the rivers. I bathed in the Euphrates when dawns were young. I built my hut near the Congo and it lulled me to sleep. I looked upon the Nile and raised the pyramids above it. I heard the singing of the Mississippi when Abe Lincoln went down to New Orleans, and I've seen its muddy ***** turn all golden in the sunset. I've known rivers: Ancient, dusky rivers. My soul has grown deep like the rivers.
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The ***** Speaks Of Rivers
sit down, pen and paper scrape together, come up with something clever.                                                                                               blank mind stare at the paper-don't doodle! holding your head in your hand is not writing- supposed to be writing all of these skillfully woven thoughts that should be bursting forth, but aren't. stop spell checking, do it later. maybe that's the answer:                                      automatic writing OK go into trance let the pen and hand dance. don't think, let the ink flow from the inside to the surface, you're thinking on purpose...stop it! OK this is obviously not working, it's just jerking off and it doesn't even feel good, although it should. Come up with a subject, not abstract thought...wait...thought has no place here. where is the Muse? I'll blow a fuse if I don't get to use a clever phrase I turned today. what about childhood walks in the woods, first love, real love, not in-puppy-love with Jody Foster! during the day all the stuff that's enough to fill a book gets wasted and lambasted. I'm mad as hell and here I sit broken hearted did my time and only started three hours ago. could have taken a tour by now and, holy cow!, the Tao probably took less time to write than this night of the living dead man with two pinky and the brains. where the hell am I going with this clap trap? this is out of hand, out of mind-otherworldly. is this all that i am:                                     meaningless gobbeldy-gook I'm getting spooked. it's time to stop and drop the needle on a different track, stop the attack sit back relax choose to lose my senses, dulled and lulled into false pretenses, mend some fences with myself, or else. Or else, what? Not contemplate, deliberate, speculate, ruminate, investigate, radiate...KNOCK IT OFF! Just put the pen down, get up, walk out of the room.
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Nov 7, 2012
Nov 7, 2012 at 3:29 PM UTC
Thought Process
sit down, pen and paper scrape together, come up with something clever.                                                                                               blank mind stare at the paper-don't doodle! holding your head in your hand is not writing- supposed to be writing all of these skillfully woven thoughts that should be bursting forth, but aren't. stop spell checking, do it later. maybe that's the answer:                                      automatic writing OK go into trance let the pen and hand dance. don't think, let the ink flow from the inside to the surface, you're thinking on purpose...stop it! OK this is obviously not working, it's just jerking off and it doesn't even feel good, although it should. Come up with a subject, not abstract thought...wait...thought has no place here. where is the Muse? I'll blow a fuse if I don't get to use a clever phrase I turned today. what about childhood walks in the woods, first love, real love, not in-puppy-love with Jody Foster! during the day all the stuff that's enough to fill a book gets wasted and lambasted. I'm mad as hell and here I sit broken hearted did my time and only started three hours ago. could have taken a tour by now and, holy cow!, the Tao probably took less time to write than this night of the living dead man with two pinky and the brains. where the hell am I going with this clap trap? this is out of hand, out of mind-otherworldly. is this all that i am:                                     meaningless gobbeldy-gook I'm getting spooked. it's time to stop and drop the needle on a different track, stop the attack sit back relax choose to lose my senses, dulled and lulled into false pretenses, mend some fences with myself, or else. Or else, what? Not contemplate, deliberate, speculate, ruminate, investigate, radiate...KNOCK IT OFF! Just put the pen down, get up, walk out of the room.
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Plumped rouge with pigment her lip fills to graze the ******** intent to disquiet the likes of de Sade autografted with ocular detachment should a Marquis wish to harness the song of the morning within a bandolier of Seine to ensnare any bustled Persephone gilted by discharge of ions into a ménage of torment through the Porte des Lions. Hers is the tincture of doxy caramelized and debrided of naivety, empowered by the eve of invention, swollen to curves and grounded in Paris. Illumination defies pervasion down to every gear and pulley she has hushed through mechanization and lulled by steam, swaging a cacophony of flickers encased in glass by the Lady’s watch, where every rivet of her plate glisters silken reverberation in cascade, elegant, caged, and towering, outspoken in silence, ever challenging the Champ de Mars. "Paris by Gaslight," written by Dionne Charlet, is the title poem to be featured in the upcoming steampunk anthology Paris by Gaslight, the third anthology in the By Gaslight Series from New Orleans small press Black Tome Books. Look for the first two collections of poems and short stories set in Victorian Times, New Orleans by Gaslight (ISBN 9780615801186) and Cairo by Gaslight (ISBN 9781516961528). Both collections feature poetry by Charlet, under the pseudonym Dionne Cherie.
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Nov 3, 2016
Nov 3, 2016 at 2:44 PM UTC
Paris by Gaslight
Our house is a black box. We drape every window but one, a pinhole to capture the sun. At night our eyes go dark as ink. Our memories marbleize at the edge of the bedroom. Come morning, we are nothing but inverted images nourished by light. You tell me to smile and I braid your hair. Upstairs, tucked behind curtains, the children develop. I put on another record and the dark disc spins, its needle lulled into grooves the way you are lulled into me. We could almost dance together, but the couple at the window will not move until we come into focus.
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May 4, 2017
May 4, 2017 at 11:55 AM UTC
Camera Obscura
sitting hungry in the halls reading holocaust novels with a morbid fascination two identical scarves knitted by two identical souls; both hungry for self-love, god-love and the night one is rewarded by he who weaves the long, black tapestry of his own destruction; the other destined to sit lonely & forgotten standing idly, lost in the dance of delusion & moving wildly intoxicated seeking love, seeking chase giving flight to the demons of the age the technological drug-fix of instantaneous communication the lobotomy of both mental hemispheres the horse collar choking struggle to escape clinging home and mother's spinning round & round turning wheels and daisies kicked up in the dust of the twilit road retched from the stomachs of a thousand children lulled to sleep by the sickly glow of orange floodlight
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Mar 10, 2011
Mar 10, 2011 at 12:37 PM UTC
Blue Walls
Dear boy on the bus You had to sit beside me, today of all days My hair a mess Bundled up in a black winter jacket Acne and tired eyes It had to be today of all days, didn't it Dear boy on the bus, From my peripheral vision I saw a golden mop of hair, which I find to be attractive on the male species I’d call you an angel, but  I don’t even know if you were attractive I’d glance over at you from time to time, only because I was afraid you’d notice Dear boy on the bus, I don’t know whether or not to call you a boy or a man, Because at this age, we’re younger than we look but older than we feel Dear boy on the bus, they say age is just a number, but it’s also just a word, But I’d feel weird if you were younger than me all the same Dear boy on the bus, Do you realize how loud your music was playing? Apparently not, since it lulled you to sleep Even if it was a few decibels lower, heavy metal isn't what comes to mind when I think of ‘lullabies’ I stole glances at you and your sleeping face, praying slightly that the bus would do a wide enough turn so that your head would sort of rest against my shoulder, even though I’m a lot shorter than you Dear boy on the bus, You could sit anywhere else after a few stops. I might have been a little hurt if you moved, but it’s normal. So why didn't you? Dear boy on the bus, With bags on my lap, I felt closed in: I was too afraid to move, too afraid to touch you—I felt my arm brush against your sweater through my jacket and my stomach did somersaults It’s not that I didn't want to touch you, but I didn't want sparks to be sent through my body—my mind was already going wild with the many scenarios playing in my head as we sat there. Dear boy on the bus, My heart was shivering as my stop got closer I didn't want to leave before you did I imagined you didn't want me to leave either Dear boy on the bus, I was thinking of pulling out my phone to text a friend about you, but I was afraid you’d notice. I was thinking of pulling out my phone to write about you—would you think me a poet? Or a creep? Dear boy on the bus, I wish you said something Dear boy on the bus, I wish I said something Dear boy on the bus, When my stop came and we awkwardly got up, I wonder if you thought my sheepish smile meant something, or anything at all.
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Nov 20, 2013
Nov 20, 2013 at 10:57 AM UTC
Dear boy on the bus
Dear boy on the bus You had to sit beside me, today of all days My hair a mess Bundled up in a black winter jacket Acne and tired eyes It had to be today of all days, didn't it Dear boy on the bus, From my peripheral vision I saw a golden mop of hair, which I find to be attractive on the male species I’d call you an angel, but  I don’t even know if you were attractive I’d glance over at you from time to time, only because I was afraid you’d notice Dear boy on the bus, I don’t know whether or not to call you a boy or a man, Because at this age, we’re younger than we look but older than we feel Dear boy on the bus, they say age is just a number, but it’s also just a word, But I’d feel weird if you were younger than me all the same Dear boy on the bus, Do you realize how loud your music was playing? Apparently not, since it lulled you to sleep Even if it was a few decibels lower, heavy metal isn't what comes to mind when I think of ‘lullabies’ I stole glances at you and your sleeping face, praying slightly that the bus would do a wide enough turn so that your head would sort of rest against my shoulder, even though I’m a lot shorter than you Dear boy on the bus, You could sit anywhere else after a few stops. I might have been a little hurt if you moved, but it’s normal. So why didn't you? Dear boy on the bus, With bags on my lap, I felt closed in: I was too afraid to move, too afraid to touch you—I felt my arm brush against your sweater through my jacket and my stomach did somersaults It’s not that I didn't want to touch you, but I didn't want sparks to be sent through my body—my mind was already going wild with the many scenarios playing in my head as we sat there. Dear boy on the bus, My heart was shivering as my stop got closer I didn't want to leave before you did I imagined you didn't want me to leave either Dear boy on the bus, I was thinking of pulling out my phone to text a friend about you, but I was afraid you’d notice. I was thinking of pulling out my phone to write about you—would you think me a poet? Or a creep? Dear boy on the bus, I wish you said something Dear boy on the bus, I wish I said something Dear boy on the bus, When my stop came and we awkwardly got up, I wonder if you thought my sheepish smile meant something, or anything at all.
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The time in which we gathered together, Lost in our arms and eyes, Correctly begins with "Once upon a time..." And does now beguile my sunrise. - A wasteland is wont for many explorers, In its greed though, it keeps them forever, But the paradise I found with you Would light my every endeavor. - Were each freckle a map of stars upon, The shining blue sky this morn, They"d allow me to navigate your sea of soft skin, And mend a heart, forlorn. - An anchor that kept my vessel afloat While Poseidon's depression near' took me with him, I held the key to your heart, fabled Atlantis, In love as I could ever have been, by an Angel, smitten. - The tender kashmir lips, That promised and fulfilled me to sleep, Have dispersed long ago, And have tempted me to weep. - Complex reflections of my own inner self, Revealed the catastrophe in full, Though you had my heart for yourself, I couldn't find where it leisurely lulled. - Young and daft, I took my own risks, Risks that transformed into sorrow, Shielded at last, that upon my cask' Shall be writ' "perhaps joy comes on the morrow" - The serene, subcontious Siren Knows not even of her own beauty, With eyes that could stop time and planes Of space, she can, so truly. - I beg to be rid of the memories, I ask for constant euthanasia, I consume to forget entirely And regret my own mistakes here.
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Jul 18, 2013
Jul 18, 2013 at 3:39 AM UTC
Fornever Ago.
I am filled with burning flames of the rising sun Your ocean bed is where I anchor I radiate my warmth into your waters as one Seeking a calming balance And my center In the evening fog you hold me ever gently Safely beneath those clouded skies As my warmth radiates into you freely I am lulled to peaceful sleep With you nearby I would be a burning ship with a wanderer’s mast Here sailing lost in my own ocean If not for your bed of anchoring calm and rest Where I can radiate my warmth From the rising sun When it is time for my ship to sail off once again I will take hold of my anchor Sail away into the rising sun, chasing winds But know you this, to you I shall return To again, find my center
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Jan 9, 2011
Jan 9, 2011 at 1:47 PM UTC
Centering