"kms" poems
Today
Its bright and sunny
Not same
The last 3 days .
A relative , passing away
Never whom I met
A pall of gloom, yet .
Today
Husband would be back from tour
A day before
Stuck he was in the heavy downpour
And flooded Mumbai roads .
My heart sank,
Reminded of the deluge
Year 2005, July 26th
And
Stuck he was in a similar situation
Residents of Mumbai, then we were.
A Day before
He had a long day ahead
Asked the driver to leave
Only to return by evening .
The driver with no return route
And
The hotel a few Kms away
Not a single Ola Uber
Around the corner
Added to the bother.
A good 40 minutes walk
In waist high water
Followed by a bus ride
Hotel ,he managed to reach .
And hopefully ,
The Mumbaikars to their homes
Who waded along
Helping each other in the murky waters.
Yes 'The SPIRIT Of MUMBAI'
Not to be missed
Come Rains or Terrorists
Mumbaikars with help , do outreach.
Aug 31, 2017
Aug 31, 2017 at 8:05 AM UTC
A Long time ago,
I was far from home,
Far from good food,
company
and familiar sights.
I was washing my bike,
Hoping for my neighbor's
sweet daughter
to come out
on her Balcony
Light up my day
with her sweet smile
My neighbor
My landlady,
Had a family of six
Beautiful daughters,
Who had no father
This churned my heart
I went soft for this family
But had no Intention
to ruin
Disrupt their peace
Nor interfere
In their daily lives
I kept my feelings
bottled in steel
but smiled
Good naturedly
at them all
and stood guard
against
any male that threatened
their gentle citadel
They treated me
with snacks
and their gentle
smiles like I was
the Orphan
and I was well fed
with my sacred
relationship
But their smiles
created pangs
in my young heart
which good breeding
stifled with iron hand
Until one day
I espied
my contractor
make eyes
at the oldest
This enraged me
Lit a fire
(I thrashed the man
Ah, the strength of youth
Knows no bounds)
into an inch of his life
till he begged
for mercy.
This fell on the ears
of my superiors
who in their enthusiasm
to please
their clients
had me transferred
2000 kms
from home
I waved goodbye
with tears in my eyes
my six angels
and their guardian
who had grown
to like me as well,
That day I swore
that no girl child
would come to harm
under my watch
without her will
and some times even
with her will when
her delicate youth
made her stray
into harms path
I would slay the dragon
of temptation
at the cost of
my reputation
among friends of
being a Casanova
I wear my disguise well
To Please God and Man.
Dec 26, 2011
Dec 26, 2011 at 2:32 AM UTC
2/5/09 - The day I lost my best friend (Grandpa)
7/?/12 - Moved in with dad
12/11/16 - Tried to KMS
9/16/17 - The day my dad and step mom got married
4/3/18 - Started dating my boyfriend
New:
6/19/18 - The day my dad gave me up and kicked me out
Dec 3, 2018
Dec 3, 2018 at 2:02 PM UTC
Around a big glass table reflecting chandeliers
suits, oxford knotted ties, long tongues gathered
to move an anti-aircraft division across the western border
straddling two different opinions.
at dusk under the silk of darkness
the satellites zoomed in on the convoy
of green dressed camouflaged trucks,
Slinking down the back roads
under infra-red eyes six hundred kms
across the mountains
to take up new positions.
At dawn the satellites spoke to each other
and defied opinions made at the round table.
The longest tongue now hanging out
in sheer delight at operation well done, like steak!
Without discussion the satellites ordered the trucks
back to where they came from!
When the war began the anti-aircraft guns
were ready and waiting for the enemy
in the wrong location.
A flock of geese migrating from Canada to Kazakhstan
were met with missiles attracted by the metal tags
researchers had strapped around their ankles.
As the feathers settled into the waiting valley
two satellites in outer space
laughed at each others games
And switched off.
Feb 27, 2014
Feb 27, 2014 at 12:49 AM UTC
Pudong Airport to Shanghai. Yes. Good. Push in.
Start go....go...go! 150kms, 200kms, 300kms, FOUR ONE FIVE KMS.
High above the highways I think
Today the driver is drunk.
Today is the day that I die.
Quickly I take a cellphone pic
And send my last moment to my mother.
I am shaking, this is so fast
What flashes in front becomes the past.
Shanghai, we're here.
I push myself out of the carriage
Through the crowds on the elevators
I run to the Yangtze River
I breathe in the over-polluted air.
Thank you.
Now I am safe.
I put on my mask
And walked to my heated apartment.
May 12, 2015
May 12, 2015 at 10:51 AM UTC
*** I think I like you.
ILY: I love you.
*** Why did you cheat on me?
KMS: I'm killing myself, bye.
Aug 8, 2017
Aug 8, 2017 at 1:34 AM UTC
Battles never end well for one side,
In the Begging, it was the British who took the fall, one of his might
Ship sunk do to the Kriegsmarine,
Many people died in this battle, many families torn
Apart do to the war, many people served there country with honor, others not,
Revered as the most powerful ship at the time, the people
Clinging for there country on these Battleships, the
Kriegsmarine was now defeated
Feb 11, 2020
Feb 11, 2020 at 10:11 PM UTC
When the smallest thing happens to me, I think:
"take my life away
just do it
i don't wanna be here anymore
like seriously,what the ****
kms."
Mar 11, 2019
Mar 11, 2019 at 5:52 PM UTC
2/5/09 - The day I lost my best friend (Grandpa)
7/?/12 - Moved in with dad
12/11/16 - Tried to KMS
9/16/17 - The day my dad and stepmom got married
4/3/18 - Started dating my boyfriend
6/19/18 - The day my dad gave me up and kicked me out
New:
6/23/19 - Day my uncle died. He never gave up on me
10/3/19 - My best friend died(Grandma)
Oct 4, 2019
Oct 4, 2019 at 10:49 AM UTC
*Humans
Do not pride on your LOVE
Love was not yours
It was blessed on you
Don't think you can
Pride on art more than LOVE
Look at the ***** yam root
That art is much refined than yours
Don't think you can
Pride on music more than LOVE
The first song was sung by the
Morning breeze
The melody was provided by
The Sea waves
The voice by the birds
The lyrics by forest
The orchestra by the rivers & streams
Don't think you can
Pride on dance more than LOVE
Look around the dancing doves
And the galloping horses
The dancing peacocks
Or at the Rain birds
Don't think you can
Pride on knowledge more than LOVE
Humans may travel
7.5 billion kms to reach Pluto
But that is just a small fraction
Of the distance you have to travel
To reach someone's heart
To explore LOVE*
Jul 22, 2015
Jul 22, 2015 at 4:32 AM UTC
hey there stranger, it’s been a while
months without a single word or smile
radio static
wwwwwww
nothing
wwwwwww
until you could tune in
you heard me call out
. . . - - - . . .
- . - - - . . .
i was a sinking ship, passing in the night
you were a lighthouse in my twilight hours
Oct 11, 2018
Oct 11, 2018 at 10:44 AM UTC
Well, its been a hell of a week or two
and I dont know how I got through
there were victories and triumphs
I had validation from my friends and my bosses
but there were also many great losses.
other things happened too but I wont share them with you
I got cut by love and other matters this i'll confess,
I bought a tub of yogurt and honey and drowned my cares in creamy sweet mess,
I chucked the physio rules out the window
i was bad but It did some good though
I posted a pic with #nomakeupselfie to raise some dough
I ate nutella with a spoon, and bananas dipped with coconut sugar crowns
then I trained hard for blood ssweat and fears till my body went down.
I ran 100 kms and and went into high gears
I coached an under 9 soccer team for the first time in two years,
it felt great but I felt so unwelcome there though I saved my tears
I thought I killed that beast ages ago but apparently no.
Then the killer love that broke my spirits,
redeemed my soul , it all went missing and i felt at home.
the performances despite a lack of time went well
the raising of scripture in it against bullying was great as well
I ve been to hell and back and now its time to take a breath
write some soul scripts and send them out as well,
in Christ my word for agapi we can do all things
let the light of the world seep into all things!
have a blessed day and remember
everything changes and theres good reason its that way,
because nothing good and bad is here to stay
we just cant maintain those amplified feelings everyday.
we wouldnt be able to appreaciate what each will teach us today
life is interesting to say the least but so much better when challenging yourself
a wo/man against an unknown beast!
hugss SS
Mar 21, 2014
Mar 21, 2014 at 8:33 PM UTC
Kms means **** myself
Except it doesn't
It means this *****
So when I say kms
Just know that I'm suffering
But I don't actually wanna die
Because when I do
I keep it in
And it'll go away
Cms
That's an acronym I'd use
It means cut myself
And when I say that
I actually mean it
Like now
Or 2 nights ago
Or 2 weeks ago
Each time a new spot
But a spot no one can see
My hips
My stomach
The skin under my *****
It's a habit I can't break
An addiction I can't go to rehab for
I'm fine
I promise.
Dec 12, 2018
Dec 12, 2018 at 8:37 PM UTC
2/5/09 - The day I lost my best friend (Grandpa)
7/?/12 - Moved in with dad
12/11/16 - Tried to KMS
9/16/17 - The day my dad and stepmom got married
4/3/18 - Started dating my boyfriend
6/19/18 - The day my dad gave me up and kicked me out
6/23/19 - Day my uncle died. He never gave up on me
10/3/19 - My best friend died(Grandma)
12/9/19 - The day I broke up with my boyfriend
New: 3/13/20 - Moved states
New: 7/21/20- Moved schools
Sep 11, 2020
Sep 11, 2020 at 12:32 PM UTC
I beckoned Death here once more;
just to see what keeps me
tethered between the chords
and all these feelings galore,
Downpour into metaphors
I’ll forevermore lovestorm
Feel me from within
(Touch you)
Touch you once in your soul
(What’s in your soul?)
Love is life in your eyes
(Your eyes)
My demise
Trapped in this disenchantment
a distant place I’m imagining
actual happiness -
projecting from somewhere worlds away
Through the gossamer
Ascendant realms shimmer distantly
Receive…
The sequences I’m transmitting
I just want to feel whole my god
Here I dwell in a parallel
Of my own Heaven and Hell
In the mirror I cast the spell
Reflected back at at myself
Oct 18, 2023
Oct 18, 2023 at 11:45 PM UTC
I will miss the morning walks
but not the flies at lunchtime
I will miss the isolation
but not being a recluse
I will miss the bio-organics
but not driving Kms to get them
I will miss the rolling pastures
but not the intensive farming
I will miss the scent of blossom
but not the stench of piggeries
I will miss the hens going to their coop
but not our own self imposed curfews
I will miss the lack cars on the road
but not of stern faced Gallic drivers
I will miss the country
but not for L O N G
Nov 11, 2021
Nov 11, 2021 at 8:02 AM UTC
that's all i hear that's all they say
maybe i will some fateful day
until then i'll make them stop
i'll **** them all till the voices drop
maybe you help maybe you don't
maybe i'll die maybe i won't
bye my friend this is my final note
than i will slit my throat
slit my wrists let them bleed
please never be filled with greed
my time runs short in ****** sheets
to my death throw in some sweets
Dec 3, 2020
Dec 3, 2020 at 10:03 PM UTC
I wanna die
I wanna cry
I hate my life
I wanna die
I can't handle this
I can't live
I can't live without her
I don't know what to do
I want to kms
I wish i was dead
I want to die
I hate my life
I miss her
I can't do this
I can't handle this
I wanna die so ******* bad
Apr 26, 2018
Apr 26, 2018 at 9:13 AM UTC
He had a little white stash and a humble speech
He had incredible posture
He effortlessly held two bags, while he talked to me at the reception
He spoke highly of others every chance he got
His eyes, as wide as wise behind his glasses
He was 87
Born in january like me,
He drove from France to Portugal and back
He used to be a war general's driver in the army
He used to run marathons
He was of compact stature and big heart
His eyes gleamed like Carl Jung's just above his eyes as he looked up,
He smiled in 8 years old
If I believed in souls, I'd say his was pure
His name was Manuel
And he liked to share his life in words
Instinctively and without agenda,
I listened as if time was no more
He left at dawn, 800 Kms left to drive
Oct 3, 2025
Oct 3, 2025 at 6:28 PM UTC
2/5/09 - The day I lost my best friend (Grandpa)
7/?/12 - Moved in with dad
12/11/16 - Tried to KMS
9/16/17 - The day my dad and stepmom got married
4/3/18 - Started dating my boyfriend
6/19/18 - The day my dad gave me up and kicked me out
6/23/19 - Day my uncle died. He never gave up on me
10/3/19 - My best friend died(Grandma)
New: 12/9/19- The day I broke up with my boyfriend
Jan 7, 2020
Jan 7, 2020 at 7:54 AM UTC
everytime i think abt getting my next job i feel this wild overwhelming urge to kms
Jun 5, 2022
Jun 5, 2022 at 3:49 AM UTC