Want to feel alive is nothing wrong
Am I alive
I can't feel a thing
something's gone

Can someone look at me and tell me what they see
I don't know who to be

I'm awake my heads on /break
my heads going to/ break
need  to/break

/ Brake

I could have been saved a...
.long
..long
...long
Time ago

But now it's time to go
And I know what to do
Do
D
..do
It comes back to you
To you
..you

These walls are bleeding down
Can't you hear their hounds
Here they come here they come

One more time
Say the line
Snort the rhyme
Doing fine
Words from a mime

I am filled with emotions I cannot bare

Mary is there to make sure I ate
She helps me relax and rids me of self-hate

To help me calm down everyday, she sings me her song
A wonderful tune I hear through the bubbling of my ****
I feel her warmth on my chest
She truly does help me rest

Mary is like no other
Her voice and touch cannot compare
Though she says I’m no bother,
I fear I depend too much on her care

Mary is always willing to provide
Even when I take more from her than I should,
She always gives me her warmth and a place to reside

Since I can remember,
Mary has been by my side
No matter the extent to which I’ve been upset,
She’s always been a helping hand in making me forget

I can no longer hide within her convincing high
I’m starting to think we won’t always see eye to eye
Mary is my best friend
I’d hate to say goodbye

But I’ll always wonder if this relationship should end and finally die

Can you give this heathen a taste of something to believe in
Instead of tastin this bitter pill full of awful feelings

One rope minus any hope that's how you tie noose knots
Drip drops vermouth and lies on my plate look at these cuts

Oh snow white I'm in outer space off my ******* face
In flight heart hits a mile a minute with a taste

Dope dope dopamine coursing through my brain
Hope it slits a vein and flows in time to catch the train

Ive got no antidotes for your sickness
No anecdote to solve your distress
I can poison your soul and ease your pain
An escape from prison driving you insane
You'll cope with each ministration of novacaine

In life it's only worth dying so come along
Time to return to earth listen to the siren song
You won't feel lonely you'll feel nothing at all
It'll be your one and only just give me a call
I'll sell you one and more till you have your fill

Does it ease the hurt or set it alight
Leave your heart beat weak and quiet
If that's your taste I can prescribe
A state you just can't describe
"A waste of love" a tombstone inscribes