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"hungers" poems
like cellophane wraps hard candy like ink loves to dry like hot sauce drenches noodles like sunrise casts shadows like band-aids sooth cut flesh like irons crease linens like origami folds paper like water floats boats like a tempest loves a teapot like syrup and bananas drench waffles like spoons love soup like cats love fish like french fries love ketchup like wild girls dance like a crow loves road **** like eyes love beauty like a circle loves a square like buttered buns fit a bikini like a kissed mouth hungers for wet lips like moths love a flame like dogs love ******** and like ******* hug butts like howling ******* pulse hearts like vampires love blood and castles like dark grapes ferment in bubbling cauldrons like madness loves a straight jacket like a ***** loves a **** and music gets you dancing like suns fall through cobalt night all smashing diamonds    that's how i love you
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Jul 19, 2018
Jul 19, 2018 at 2:53 PM UTC
How I Love You
Terrifying are the attent sleek thrushes on the lawn, More coiled steel than living - a poised Dark deadly eye, those delicate legs Triggered to stirrings beyond sense - with a start, a bounce, a stab Overtake the instant and drag out some writhing thing. No indolent procrastinations and no yawning states, No sighs or head-scratchings. Nothing but bounce and stab And a ravening second. Is it their single-mind-sized skulls, or a trained Body, or genius, or a nestful of brats Gives their days this bullet and automatic Purpose? Mozart's brain had it, and the shark's mouth That hungers down the blood-smell even to a leak of its own Side and devouring of itself: efficiency which Strikes too streamlined for any doubt to pluck at it Or obstruction deflect. With a man it is otherwise. Heroisms on horseback, Outstripping his desk-diary at a broad desk, Carving at a tiny ivory ornament For years: his act worships itself - while for him, Though he bends to be blent in the prayer, how loud and above what Furious spaces of fire do the distracting devils **** and hosannah, under what wilderness Of black silent waters weep.
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Thrushes
Out of my flesh that hungers and my mouth that knows comes the shape I am seeking for reason. The curve of your waiting body fits my waiting hand your ******* warm as sunlight your lips quick as young birds between your thighs the sweet sharp taste of limes. Thus I hold you frank in my heart's eye in my skin's knowing as my fingers conceive your flesh I feel your stomach moving against me. Before the moon wanes again we shall come together. And I would be the moon spoken over your beckoning flesh breaking against reservations beaching thought my hands at your high tide over and under inside you and the passing of hungers attended, forgotten. Darkly risen the moon speaks my eyes judging your roundness delightful.
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On a Night of the Full Moon
Flesh is heretic. My body is a witch. I am burning it. Yes I am torching ber curves and paps and wiles. They scorch in my self denials. How she meshed my head in the half-truths of her fevers till I renounced milk and honey and the taste of lunch. I vomited her hungers. Now the ***** is burning. I am starved and curveless. I am skin and bone. She has learned her lesson. Thin as a rib I turn in sleep. My dreams probe a claustrophobia a sensuous enclosure. How warm it was and wide once by a warm drum, once by the song of his breath and in his sleeping side. Only a little more, only a few more days sinless, foodless, I will slip back into him again as if I had never been away. Caged so I will grow angular and holy past pain, keeping his heart such company as will make me forget in a small space the fall into forked dark, into python needs heaving to hips and ******* and lips and heat and sweat and fat and greed.
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Anorexic
An action. Never-ending.   It's the way I love because I love the wrong way. I lust for items, I lust for touch. Most of all, I lust for us to be chest to chest. With ragged breathing, sweaty palms. Wet lips and all thought gone. No gentle whispers. No soft clutch. To be held tight. To be kissed rough. I do not lust for hand holding or that over used, three worded phrase. The only three words I lust for are 'I want you'. The only whisper be our skin brushing together. Nails raking down your back. A sigh of ecstasy at a long-awaited ****** And when my body hungers for more, Lust will call you back to my door.
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Sep 20, 2014
Sep 20, 2014 at 3:40 PM UTC
Lust
My mother had two faces and a frying *** where she cooked up her daughters into girls before she fixed our dinner. My mother had two faces and a broken *** where she hid out a perfect daughter who was not me I am the sun and moon and forever hungry for her eyes. I bear two women upon my back one dark and rich and hidden in the ivory hungers of the other mother pale as a witch yet steady and familiar brings me bread and terror in my sleep her ******* are huge exciting anchors in the midnight storm. All this has been before in my mother's bed time has no sense I have no brothers and my sisters are cruel. Mother I need mother I need mother I need your blackness now as the august earth needs rain. I am the sun and moon and forever hungry the sharpened edge where day and night shall meet and not be one.
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From the House of Yemanja
They came in like a gun blazing Death and rage in their eyes , gazing They aimed to **** , **** them all They don't mind , school or mall Ending lives, satisfy their deathly hungers Idolising their holy religious plungers We name them terrorist , ****** killers They spill blood just for the thrillers Success is counted with the lives they **** Human blood not unlike their own, they spill Destroying families , the world they stitch Life is Life and Karma's a *****
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Jan 11, 2015
Jan 11, 2015 at 11:35 PM UTC
Life is Life
Yes we did we went out to  Phil's and horked down a meal of fat not for the old as it'd prolly **** that's just a matter of fact Juicy burgers and moist buns filled with meat and with cheese no greater feast under the sun so we ate it quick as you please We followed it up with Amy's ice cream creamy and full of the best something she'd never eaten or seen putting too shame all the rest Back at her place we rolled and we played we did things that have never been done Settled our hungers and settled our moods our bodies we teased as we sung I know it's so rude and crude as she screamed at the top of her voice beneath her sheets all steamy and lude "I'm so **** creamy and juicy and moist"
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Jul 20, 2018
Jul 20, 2018 at 11:57 AM UTC
Phil's Burgers, and Amy's Icecream (Best of Austin)
And gusts a wind that never sleeps When at the pond arrives a breathless boy, Knees kneel within the reeds and muck To glimpse distorted carp beneath. He counts his boundless hunter's luck As shiftless as a seaweed wreath, Then baits the wand that bears his angler's ploy, And gusts discern he plays for keeps. This boy roguish As fish are coy. And silent in the swaying deeps The drifting dance of carps who dream and wish Is ceased by ripples from a splash -- Refractions of the surface shake As sinks an enigmatic flash: Allure from realms beyond the lake. The one that hungers proves the bravest fish, And silent, at the lure he leaps. Bravery
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Aug 24, 2013
Aug 24, 2013 at 12:00 PM UTC
Bravery
This world is perverse Sickos run everything People feed their hungers With the most immoral things **** Whips Pain ****** Hating Killing It's sick Disgusting Perverted It seems as if No one can control themselves Anymore.
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May 18, 2013
May 18, 2013 at 9:50 PM UTC
Perverted
Water in the millrace, through a sluice of stone, plunges headlong into that black pond where, absurd and out-of-season, a single swan floats chaste as snow, taunting the clouded mind which hungers to haul the white reflection down. The austere sun descends above the fen, an orange cyclops-eye, scorning to look longer on this landscape of chagrin; feathered dark in thought, I stalk like a rook, brooding as the winter night comes on. Last summer's reeds are all engraved in ice as is your image in my eye; dry frost glazes the window of my hurt; what solace can be struck from rock to make heart's waste grow green again? Who'd walk in this bleak place?
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Winter Landscape, With Rooks
Pizza--the only I want to poor my feelings onto Because when I think of its filling capacity-- Its carb-heavy, fat drenched, and sugary-savory goodness-- I honor the people who continue the artisinal craft. Pizza--it's the food for all hungers. It fills you with energy when you're high, Just after a win with a cheery, rowdy gang of five. It's the traditional topping on the pie. Pizza--All and everything, when the time calls. When the emptiness cannot be filled, Let it be filled with years of associations. All in good company, Pizza, my best friend. So I met a new person today--quiet and resourceful, She was counting her inventory, Solving a problem set or learning a new trick. I barged in while she put aside her life for mine. She said, "What may you have, sir?" "A medium with pepperoni," I said, "and linguica, please". That was all that's said as she carried on her fees. "That'll be $18.05," and a shot of guilt charged me. Pizza, though poor my feelings how expensive the taste! When, just then, she collected the money The pizza was all too simply done and I was on my way. I was the one left, saying, " Well, enjoy your weekend!" But as I drove and the pizza aromatized, Neither she nor I were free from capitalized. A self-disciplined pizza artist, stripped of her dough, Like the boy who made chocolate with a molinillo.
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Sep 21, 2016
Sep 21, 2016 at 2:40 AM UTC
About pizza
I love you dow        w            n to your jagged,          dark edges culling smoke                and twisting tides                   your steaming heart               that pulses, in my hands           as you give it- and the pungent tears when they fall          from your eyes I lick up your pain to soothe it smooth its rawness catching        velvet ripples of skin I pull a blanket of mahogany wine over your soul           lacerations that seep out               from the layers within and in that tender of nightfall's darkest foliage I long to calm your monsters' clawing as they gnaw at you from                   the inside out I crave to fill the hollowed-out longing my own hungers writhing       in obscene                       devout For I am all that is sacred and wild the spark has been lit from my innermost rooms I dance to the drums of the woman as child her mystical ways chanting rhythms in runes Demons might dance as you gaze in reflection in the mirror of time, of unfiltered space       but I adore all your sides,           your imperfections discern the divine in the planes of your face You are my galaxy               of dark matter bringing out my            own looking glass                          of vantablack in a feral crown of obsidian                              and onyx as you reach me deep, there's no going back For when you love me like that, plant your tameless,                             hot seed it blossoms within me a tightly-wrapped tourniquet                for when I bleed and if my guts should spill upon                the  floor you will remind me, in glowing of pores            of who I am and how I am whole a lovelight lit in the storm of my soul I will push down deeper until I feel those roots that connect me to my center   to my succulent fruit So slice me open.      Pull me apart. Let the juice run down to heal      your jagged-edged                heart
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Sep 22, 2017
Sep 22, 2017 at 5:59 PM UTC
jagged-edged heart
I love you dow        w            n to your jagged,          dark edges culling smoke                and twisting tides                   your steaming heart               that pulses, in my hands           as you give it- and the pungent tears when they fall          from your eyes I lick up your pain to soothe it smooth its rawness catching        velvet ripples of skin I pull a blanket of mahogany wine over your soul           lacerations that seep out               from the layers within and in that tender of nightfall's darkest foliage I long to calm your monsters' clawing as they gnaw at you from                   the inside out I crave to fill the hollowed-out longing my own hungers writhing       in obscene                       devout For I am all that is sacred and wild the spark has been lit from my innermost rooms I dance to the drums of the woman as child her mystical ways chanting rhythms in runes Demons might dance as you gaze in reflection in the mirror of time, of unfiltered space       but I adore all your sides,           your imperfections discern the divine in the planes of your face You are my galaxy               of dark matter bringing out my            own looking glass                          of vantablack in a feral crown of obsidian                              and onyx as you reach me deep, there's no going back For when you love me like that, plant your tameless,                             hot seed it blossoms within me a tightly-wrapped tourniquet                for when I bleed and if my guts should spill upon                the  floor you will remind me, in glowing of pores            of who I am and how I am whole a lovelight lit in the storm of my soul I will push down deeper until I feel those roots that connect me to my center   to my succulent fruit So slice me open.      Pull me apart. Let the juice run down to heal      your jagged-edged                heart
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sometimes, when I'm alone, I look and my skin and remember you were there. even with eyes open I easily recall the crushing pressure of your mouth and fingertips whose shadows will soon appear (if not already) careless, your fingers tear into my skin and hair, searching for a way in. I am afraid. you ignore, frantically searching. I cannot tell, if you mouth hungers more for my heart, or control. I love you, baby. I love you. I'd like to laugh your fingerprints will fade but, tomorrow my soul will be a shade darker
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Apr 20, 2012
Apr 20, 2012 at 6:34 PM UTC
untitled 2
Trapped in the glass Food for your tray I am the water that filled your thirsty soul You're just a starve being who hungers for more Can’t you see, I am slowly dying My children is declining Pollutant is destroying my beauty day by day I wonder if you care I hope many of you understand That my rage goes out of hand That’s just how I am Nature’s call in changes Of the climate and more often of what you’ve done In time you’ll see how important I am How you’ve lost a part of me That cares for you I am not selfish All my blessings is free for the taking But it is never yours alone You outnumbered my children To the point that you hunted them to extinction You polluted my shores To the point that I lost my blissful purity You poisons each other's soul To the point that I have taken the destructive consequences Some things are hard to learn But that doesn’t mean you’ll repeat the same mistakes over and over again as if it’s a good thing it never was and never will be I am dying, how I wish you care© Pax
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Oct 18, 2013
Oct 18, 2013 at 5:21 AM UTC
The ocean’s dying
A man is only half of what he is; always leaning towards the dim Lacking a flouted need which whorls in the mute within him A man bigots an ideal and will lark it away at the hold of his routed pith A smile is not worthwhile if the smile does not have anything to receive or to give A man is skyless; bound to his back with his dreams fixed on a rapture He gorges upon tasteless feasts gasping for that sup he hungers to recapture He does not know nor recall the times that did once befall Of the lossless suffers and how they ever meant anything at all He will become the most that he can ever endeavour Be the creature he needs to be and whichever Way it may engross him and how it moulds or claims him It will be still him but leaning not so far in the dim He would be a whole man who would give himself wholly Who would be more and only more to her and her solely His full heart would be tendered for it would not be his own If it was still partial of the heart that had since budded and grown A man would be raised and the sky would be without border A bliss amid clouds where the undiscerning muddle finds order There would be a sense to the road an approach to the wander A reason for all a kiss a need to ponder no longer There would be such rise in his depth and a contest behind bit teeth To fight for the purposed kiss to hold her and keep her from grief To offer her all embrace not too tense and not too slack For her to breathe is to breathe; now half new he would never give it back To be back upon his back with eyes busy to the sky His bones broken as her feet glide indifferently by Over his stare among cloud where she impelled his descent He’d lay fallen and broken beaten and bent If Half a man became whole does a whole man not become naught? If he fights for a dearest never afore dreamt dream then what is left to be fought? Was it his minds misgivings that would lead to such a trite giving reliving to doubt? That surfaced more than he knew; the intended whisper instead a floundering shout? Would it have been his heart that threw him from his felicity? Could his relish overwhelm and mutate into potent toxicity? Could it be fact that without thought nor without tact he impelled her? Either overthought or over loved he would have fallen the hardest and he would not rise No he would not rise anymore If there ever was such a man and ever such a she He would have her for as long as that may be Her greatest gift is after saying all this to you Is that after knowing all that you could you would feel the same way too.
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Nov 7, 2012
Nov 7, 2012 at 3:21 PM UTC
A useless Man
A man is only half of what he is; always leaning towards the dim Lacking a flouted need which whorls in the mute within him A man bigots an ideal and will lark it away at the hold of his routed pith A smile is not worthwhile if the smile does not have anything to receive or to give A man is skyless; bound to his back with his dreams fixed on a rapture He gorges upon tasteless feasts gasping for that sup he hungers to recapture He does not know nor recall the times that did once befall Of the lossless suffers and how they ever meant anything at all He will become the most that he can ever endeavour Be the creature he needs to be and whichever Way it may engross him and how it moulds or claims him It will be still him but leaning not so far in the dim He would be a whole man who would give himself wholly Who would be more and only more to her and her solely His full heart would be tendered for it would not be his own If it was still partial of the heart that had since budded and grown A man would be raised and the sky would be without border A bliss amid clouds where the undiscerning muddle finds order There would be a sense to the road an approach to the wander A reason for all a kiss a need to ponder no longer There would be such rise in his depth and a contest behind bit teeth To fight for the purposed kiss to hold her and keep her from grief To offer her all embrace not too tense and not too slack For her to breathe is to breathe; now half new he would never give it back To be back upon his back with eyes busy to the sky His bones broken as her feet glide indifferently by Over his stare among cloud where she impelled his descent He’d lay fallen and broken beaten and bent If Half a man became whole does a whole man not become naught? If he fights for a dearest never afore dreamt dream then what is left to be fought? Was it his minds misgivings that would lead to such a trite giving reliving to doubt? That surfaced more than he knew; the intended whisper instead a floundering shout? Would it have been his heart that threw him from his felicity? Could his relish overwhelm and mutate into potent toxicity? Could it be fact that without thought nor without tact he impelled her? Either overthought or over loved he would have fallen the hardest and he would not rise No he would not rise anymore If there ever was such a man and ever such a she He would have her for as long as that may be Her greatest gift is after saying all this to you Is that after knowing all that you could you would feel the same way too.
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Diminutive minutes fly by and imbue. Ennobled, hungers the second hand. Verbose and loud, its villainous ticking; Oxen heavy, that kneading sound, Under skull and depth of dreams. Rescind the mad lives we vitiate; Enchanted by hollow, fear of ghosts, Dancing in a pitch waiting room. Happenstance for insomniacs, Ogres and dark shadows howling Unapologetic at the light and moon. Riot of the quiet, against daylight Star: quarry in the void of night / time / dark.
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Jul 16, 2018
Jul 16, 2018 at 11:54 AM UTC
DEVOURED HOURS (acrostic)
Dancing In The Dark Preciously waiting in the dark holding on to my heart it's beating like a bate without wings Waiting to see if this love is true I walk away in the pain of blues that Dark Angel had given me He keeps on tell me that I need him like the lost sea needs me oh, always in my dreams I would hear it scream and the noise was everywhere! The wave crashing in and out all over the slated land where I stand with Dark Angel holding my hand He just looked at me with no care in his eyes only darkness Shed in his eyes like the dead just one tear to let me know you even cared. He whispers in my ear just to say he will always be with me he will never leave, he will even find me in dreams. Dance with me in the rain to wash away your fears my dear Tell me what you see in me to make you hurt me Dark Angel, he smiled and said Love is painful Love makes the hear weep where you can never sleep This is the Love I give and this is what You will receive from me if you are with me. He taken hold of my small waist narrowing his hands almost at my ribs just to get a closer feel of what he hungers for, I will never let you go without a fight the he looked deep in my eyes I started to cry in so much agony. Hold me close then ask me for a second dose Of a dance in the rain in thunderstorm of his pain of deep control but I want to be free this you got to know please Dark Angel let me go I will keep saying I Love you if you want me to But I just want to be free My heart is made from gold I want you to please let me go, you don't have to be so mean to me, I will say in the rain I love you I love you in the cold in the snow But you know that will never be true. It has been along year dancing in the rain with you. I keep my eye shut because your lust is to much, you take me down to take me apart in so much pain. You take my heart and beat it to the ground I feel your love, I feel the cuts eating at my dulcet heart making it cold, please let go. the night the velvet Moon cried for me too while Dark Angel was take over my life like a thief in a cold dark night with no one in sight but the moon. Tell me you would never leave He would tell me you need me like I need air to breathe I cried with hurt in my eyes but the rain was coming down so hard you could never see my tears to be found. Darkness and pain is the life you given me I cried out with shivers down my spin losing my mind out in the cold I looked at him as he takes my hand for the next dance to get under my skin. You have my heart and you locked it down as he spins me around He uses his words as a weapon from my soul to fear but I will not shed no more tears for you to hear. Poetic Judy Emery © 1980 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
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Apr 7, 2017
Apr 7, 2017 at 5:53 PM UTC
Dancing In The Dark
Dancing In The Dark Preciously waiting in the dark holding on to my heart it's beating like a bate without wings Waiting to see if this love is true I walk away in the pain of blues that Dark Angel had given me He keeps on tell me that I need him like the lost sea needs me oh, always in my dreams I would hear it scream and the noise was everywhere! The wave crashing in and out all over the slated land where I stand with Dark Angel holding my hand He just looked at me with no care in his eyes only darkness Shed in his eyes like the dead just one tear to let me know you even cared. He whispers in my ear just to say he will always be with me he will never leave, he will even find me in dreams. Dance with me in the rain to wash away your fears my dear Tell me what you see in me to make you hurt me Dark Angel, he smiled and said Love is painful Love makes the hear weep where you can never sleep This is the Love I give and this is what You will receive from me if you are with me. He taken hold of my small waist narrowing his hands almost at my ribs just to get a closer feel of what he hungers for, I will never let you go without a fight the he looked deep in my eyes I started to cry in so much agony. Hold me close then ask me for a second dose Of a dance in the rain in thunderstorm of his pain of deep control but I want to be free this you got to know please Dark Angel let me go I will keep saying I Love you if you want me to But I just want to be free My heart is made from gold I want you to please let me go, you don't have to be so mean to me, I will say in the rain I love you I love you in the cold in the snow But you know that will never be true. It has been along year dancing in the rain with you. I keep my eye shut because your lust is to much, you take me down to take me apart in so much pain. You take my heart and beat it to the ground I feel your love, I feel the cuts eating at my dulcet heart making it cold, please let go. the night the velvet Moon cried for me too while Dark Angel was take over my life like a thief in a cold dark night with no one in sight but the moon. Tell me you would never leave He would tell me you need me like I need air to breathe I cried with hurt in my eyes but the rain was coming down so hard you could never see my tears to be found. Darkness and pain is the life you given me I cried out with shivers down my spin losing my mind out in the cold I looked at him as he takes my hand for the next dance to get under my skin. You have my heart and you locked it down as he spins me around He uses his words as a weapon from my soul to fear but I will not shed no more tears for you to hear. Poetic Judy Emery © 1980 The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
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Arrive in a neighborhood not mine. Phoenix sun splits the mailboxes, Cracked cement, bald lawns, deflated kiddie pools, sippy cups gone brittle in the sun. A toddler screams until a sibling gathers him inside. Helios whips his chariot down the street, steals my parking space. White Shell Woman hushes the child with a wind of cool dust. I buy donuts, Cheetos, pickles- eat them in the car. Gas station sink, hair and grit. I scrub off orange powder. Kokopelli swings from the paper towel rack, flicking drops of water onto my face, flirting, laughing at my small hungers. Cemetery, sitting on the hood. Graves hum in the heat. Yours more-so. Hecate steps from the shadow of a mesquite, offers me three paths, none of them home. Coyote pads along the stone wall, head cocked, grin sharp, watching my pulse quicken. White Shell Woman whispers: _Run._ The blood in me stirs- knife-bright, restless. I step off the hood, already fleeing toward any other life.
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Aug 2, 2025
Aug 2, 2025 at 12:44 PM UTC
White Shell Woman Whispers
Tiny black bulging dots Marching in a skewed line, They hunt down, The syrupy hints left by your sweet boxes... To fill up their primitive huts, so no fellow ant dies- hungry. I wonder often To myself, Humans with green, blue and yellow revolutions, And Bt products, Are perhaps the only species, Which suffers the worst hungers known. I haven’t seen malnutrition in ants.
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May 6, 2014
May 6, 2014 at 12:33 AM UTC
Ants
I regret ever feeling at all Maybe I should just stop-- Stop trying Stop feeling Just... stop. I regret ever feeling at all Maybe I should just end it Would anyone care? Would anyone notice? Maybe I should just stop. I regret ever feeling at all Harden my walls, forget my heart Decide that nothing, no one, is worth my pall I wish I didn't have to become numb to be okay, Just to make the pain go away. I regret ever feeling at all I want to be strong But, I should've known all along: I feel too deeply to be healthy, Especially when people are involved. I regret ever feeling at all Maybe I want to die Maybe just a line at my wrist (The X-Acto knife in my drawer would do the trick) But no, perhaps not (I am not a fan of pain) Bleeding out takes far too long I don't think I could take it, anyway. I regret ever feeling at all The voices in my head say I'm worthless No wonder everyone's gone I can't attract anyone, I'm too broken The deadness in my eyes belies a dormant predator Watch out, I'm a hidden monster I may catch you in my claws before a single word has been spoken Beware the darkness of a shattered heart, It will be far too sharp. I regret ever feeling at all Maybe this is for the best Maybe I'll finally learn my lesson And never have to trust again I'm blowing this out of proportion This is so much worse in my head But you said I should spend time with myself, love, No matter how many times I wish myself dead. I regret ever feeling at all I am so far out of my depth I don't know what to do, love I wish you could see this mess from my shoes. This constant nagging ache, I wish it'd go away. I regret ever feeling at all I want to hate you, To lose the pang in my stomach when you wear bruises on your neck Your trophies are the cause of my heartbreak Why can't you just stay away? I regret ever feeling at all I wish my friends could stand being around me But maybe they sense the monster within Who hungers jealously for that which she cannot have Who lusts for the flesh of one who does not love her Who, deep down, wants to hurt everyone who wrongs her. I regret ever feeling at all This darkness is so suffocating Why did I have to, for you of all people, fall? When you cannot feel the same When all I get from you is pain I love you, I hate you, I feel all of the above. I regret ever feeling at all This horrible, deadening cold It seeps through my limbs All I want is a hand to hold, Someone to chase the demons away, Someone who can love me as much as I love you, Someone who wants to save me from myself, As much as I do you. I regret ever feeling at all Maybe if I disappeared, you'd wonder what you did wrong Maybe you'd actually call Would you feel any of my regret? Would you feel the hurt you cause? I don't know that, love, I just know I regret ever feeling at all.
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Nov 8, 2018
Nov 8, 2018 at 10:05 PM UTC
I Regret Ever Feeling At All
I regret ever feeling at all Maybe I should just stop-- Stop trying Stop feeling Just... stop. I regret ever feeling at all Maybe I should just end it Would anyone care? Would anyone notice? Maybe I should just stop. I regret ever feeling at all Harden my walls, forget my heart Decide that nothing, no one, is worth my pall I wish I didn't have to become numb to be okay, Just to make the pain go away. I regret ever feeling at all I want to be strong But, I should've known all along: I feel too deeply to be healthy, Especially when people are involved. I regret ever feeling at all Maybe I want to die Maybe just a line at my wrist (The X-Acto knife in my drawer would do the trick) But no, perhaps not (I am not a fan of pain) Bleeding out takes far too long I don't think I could take it, anyway. I regret ever feeling at all The voices in my head say I'm worthless No wonder everyone's gone I can't attract anyone, I'm too broken The deadness in my eyes belies a dormant predator Watch out, I'm a hidden monster I may catch you in my claws before a single word has been spoken Beware the darkness of a shattered heart, It will be far too sharp. I regret ever feeling at all Maybe this is for the best Maybe I'll finally learn my lesson And never have to trust again I'm blowing this out of proportion This is so much worse in my head But you said I should spend time with myself, love, No matter how many times I wish myself dead. I regret ever feeling at all I am so far out of my depth I don't know what to do, love I wish you could see this mess from my shoes. This constant nagging ache, I wish it'd go away. I regret ever feeling at all I want to hate you, To lose the pang in my stomach when you wear bruises on your neck Your trophies are the cause of my heartbreak Why can't you just stay away? I regret ever feeling at all I wish my friends could stand being around me But maybe they sense the monster within Who hungers jealously for that which she cannot have Who lusts for the flesh of one who does not love her Who, deep down, wants to hurt everyone who wrongs her. I regret ever feeling at all This darkness is so suffocating Why did I have to, for you of all people, fall? When you cannot feel the same When all I get from you is pain I love you, I hate you, I feel all of the above. I regret ever feeling at all This horrible, deadening cold It seeps through my limbs All I want is a hand to hold, Someone to chase the demons away, Someone who can love me as much as I love you, Someone who wants to save me from myself, As much as I do you. I regret ever feeling at all Maybe if I disappeared, you'd wonder what you did wrong Maybe you'd actually call Would you feel any of my regret? Would you feel the hurt you cause? I don't know that, love, I just know I regret ever feeling at all.
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A creature not of here or there With parts that do not fit Neither fish nor fowl, horse or bear A bashed together kit Too many heads, some with horns Body furred and scaled Eagles wings and spines like thorns And as a peacock tailed Some aspects might bring a smile While others will repel One small detail may beguile Yet another breaks the spell Each pack or flock it tries to join Though they seemed akin And in some facet quite adroit Another portion can’t fit in Every time it tries as best it may To hide an offending section Knowing that if seen in light of day The result will be rejection So the beast remains an alien Cloaks what's best concealed Strives to imitate the chameleon That no misshape be revealed All creatures hunger for a home Chimera hungers too But it wanders doomed to roam A haven to pursue
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Nov 11, 2018
Nov 11, 2018 at 10:12 PM UTC
Chimera
What an odd ingredient sadness is. It salts a tear, bittersweets a kiss, Hungers us for the things we miss, Ever abundant, such a convenient thing, I can find it in everything. A death, a birth, I cry for both, Gild a sorrow, a wistful hope, Ripe melancholy I savour most, Yet a pinch too much is a lethal dose. I was often told it shouldn’t be, But the clown that frowns was the perfect me, Thin taunt and cackle, ghosts everywhere, Sometimes I hide, but it’s still right there. Perhaps I’ll woo this lifelong friend, Embrace this thing I cannot mend. Odd comfort in a peculiar way, To know this thing is here to stay.
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Oct 18, 2015
Oct 18, 2015 at 11:31 AM UTC
Odd
A lone apple blossom clings inside sticky heat. She blooms too late—her petals ache with desires. I press my thigh—her fleeting scent, without mine, incomplete. The mirror knows my hungers, captive by summer briars. She blooms too late—her petals ache with desires. I spread for her—hot breath, the mirror’s caress, skin wet as dew. The mirror knows my hungers, captive by summer briars. Her fingers—stamens—circle—I ache—I view. The mirror knows my hungers, captive by summer briars. Blossom falls—her lace, a pool, straps drift as leaves. Her fingers—stamens—circle—I ache—I view. She wilts in glass—her nectar, wind-blown, grieves. Blossom falls—her lace, a pool, straps drift as leaves. I touch—visions of her caress—her sighs fall as stars. She wilts in glass—her nectar, wind-blown, grieves. Alone, I bloom—my arch of ecstasy, lonely as love’s scars.
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Jul 9, 2025
Jul 9, 2025 at 6:46 PM UTC
Her Blossom Falls
i wander around your territory, keeping my imprints on your skin. a sigh of relief and a moan of satisfaction take you where nowhere you've been. flicker of my tongue, the tremble in your voice move closer, closer as skin. the smell of your innocence lingers in my senses, the taste of your fear excites me. the look in your eyes turmoil in your stare, the awe in your face humbles my existence. i a mere mortal in your sight, a sight of the past. the past is just a few seconds away. an eternity will unfold, walk my path, uncloak my victim stand in all your glory. your presence hungers my foul reason for living. my tongue on your skin, i taste you you feed me. your eyes provokes my inner peace. what do you see? is it life? or is it death? a swift movement, a tragic death awaits. my doppelganger sees how you live your life, while i cant wait how to end it. the beauty in my voice captivates you. leading you towards your befall. you yourself prepared my feast with your false judgment. i was never your reason to live but you were mine. you cling to my robe the way you cling to your life. too late mademoiselle i had your tombstone made an hour ago. i undress you, and taste your love juice one more time. ecstasy flows down your veins, you moan in gratitude i brought you wrath in return. you cried in a bite-forced. i smelled life, i tasted life but not yours alone. intriguing i say, so i sink both fangs deeper. another blood of total innocence indeed and it tasted just like mine. you saw the horror on my face. you smiled. you ***** you let out a soft dying laugh. delirium hits like a speeding car crashing. i have killed my own you deceived me. you knew my planned deception all along and countered on your own. you ***** old hag! you let yourself get killed so i could **** him. a creature of my own, floating inside your womb.
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Jul 4, 2013
Jul 4, 2013 at 6:17 AM UTC
Lestat's Deception
i wander around your territory, keeping my imprints on your skin. a sigh of relief and a moan of satisfaction take you where nowhere you've been. flicker of my tongue, the tremble in your voice move closer, closer as skin. the smell of your innocence lingers in my senses, the taste of your fear excites me. the look in your eyes turmoil in your stare, the awe in your face humbles my existence. i a mere mortal in your sight, a sight of the past. the past is just a few seconds away. an eternity will unfold, walk my path, uncloak my victim stand in all your glory. your presence hungers my foul reason for living. my tongue on your skin, i taste you you feed me. your eyes provokes my inner peace. what do you see? is it life? or is it death? a swift movement, a tragic death awaits. my doppelganger sees how you live your life, while i cant wait how to end it. the beauty in my voice captivates you. leading you towards your befall. you yourself prepared my feast with your false judgment. i was never your reason to live but you were mine. you cling to my robe the way you cling to your life. too late mademoiselle i had your tombstone made an hour ago. i undress you, and taste your love juice one more time. ecstasy flows down your veins, you moan in gratitude i brought you wrath in return. you cried in a bite-forced. i smelled life, i tasted life but not yours alone. intriguing i say, so i sink both fangs deeper. another blood of total innocence indeed and it tasted just like mine. you saw the horror on my face. you smiled. you ***** you let out a soft dying laugh. delirium hits like a speeding car crashing. i have killed my own you deceived me. you knew my planned deception all along and countered on your own. you ***** old hag! you let yourself get killed so i could **** him. a creature of my own, floating inside your womb.
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