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"forlornly" poems
In these rapid, restless shadows, Once I walked at eventide, When a gentle, silent maiden, Walked in beauty at my side. She alone there walked beside me All in beauty, like a bride. Pallidly the moon was shining On the dewy meadows nigh; On the silvery, silent rivers, On the mountains far and high,— On the ocean’s star-lit waters, Where the winds a-weary die. Slowly, silently we wandered From the open cottage door, Underneath the elm’s long branches To the pavement bending o’er; Underneath the mossy willow And the dying sycamore. With the myriad stars in beauty All bedight, the heavens were seen, Radiant hopes were bright around me, Like the light of stars serene; Like the mellow midnight splendor Of the Night’s irradiate queen. Audibly the elm-leaves whispered Peaceful, pleasant melodies, Like the distant murmured music Of unquiet, lovely seas; While the winds were hushed in slumber In the fragrant flowers and trees. Wondrous and unwonted beauty Still adorning all did seem, While I told my love in fables ’Neath the willows by the stream; Would the heart have kept unspoken Love that was its rarest dream! Instantly away we wandered In the shadowy twilight tide, She, the silent, scornful maiden, Walking calmly at my side, With a step serene and stately, All in beauty, all in pride. Vacantly I walked beside her. On the earth mine eyes were cast; Swift and keen there came unto me Bitter memories of the past— On me, like the rain in Autumn On the dead leaves, cold and fast. Underneath the elms we parted, By the lowly cottage door; One brief word alone was uttered— Never on our lips before; And away I walked forlornly, Broken-hearted evermore. Slowly, silently I loitered, Homeward, in the night, alone; Sudden anguish bound my spirit, That my youth had never known; Wild unrest, like that which cometh When the Night’s first dream hath flown. Now, to me the elm-leaves whisper Mad, discordant melodies, And keen melodies like shadows Haunt the moaning willow trees, And the sycamores with laughter Mock me in the nightly breeze. Sad and pale the Autumn moonlight Through the sighing foliage streams; And each morning, midnight shadow, Shadow of my sorrow seems; Strive, O heart, forget thine idol! And, O soul, forget thy dreams!
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The Village Street
In these rapid, restless shadows, Once I walked at eventide, When a gentle, silent maiden, Walked in beauty at my side. She alone there walked beside me All in beauty, like a bride. Pallidly the moon was shining On the dewy meadows nigh; On the silvery, silent rivers, On the mountains far and high,— On the ocean’s star-lit waters, Where the winds a-weary die. Slowly, silently we wandered From the open cottage door, Underneath the elm’s long branches To the pavement bending o’er; Underneath the mossy willow And the dying sycamore. With the myriad stars in beauty All bedight, the heavens were seen, Radiant hopes were bright around me, Like the light of stars serene; Like the mellow midnight splendor Of the Night’s irradiate queen. Audibly the elm-leaves whispered Peaceful, pleasant melodies, Like the distant murmured music Of unquiet, lovely seas; While the winds were hushed in slumber In the fragrant flowers and trees. Wondrous and unwonted beauty Still adorning all did seem, While I told my love in fables ’Neath the willows by the stream; Would the heart have kept unspoken Love that was its rarest dream! Instantly away we wandered In the shadowy twilight tide, She, the silent, scornful maiden, Walking calmly at my side, With a step serene and stately, All in beauty, all in pride. Vacantly I walked beside her. On the earth mine eyes were cast; Swift and keen there came unto me Bitter memories of the past— On me, like the rain in Autumn On the dead leaves, cold and fast. Underneath the elms we parted, By the lowly cottage door; One brief word alone was uttered— Never on our lips before; And away I walked forlornly, Broken-hearted evermore. Slowly, silently I loitered, Homeward, in the night, alone; Sudden anguish bound my spirit, That my youth had never known; Wild unrest, like that which cometh When the Night’s first dream hath flown. Now, to me the elm-leaves whisper Mad, discordant melodies, And keen melodies like shadows Haunt the moaning willow trees, And the sycamores with laughter Mock me in the nightly breeze. Sad and pale the Autumn moonlight Through the sighing foliage streams; And each morning, midnight shadow, Shadow of my sorrow seems; Strive, O heart, forget thine idol! And, O soul, forget thy dreams!
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Alexander K  Opicho (Eldoret, Kenya;[email protected]) let me begin my salutation to you by expressing my angst  about your ghastly night experience that you go through when in the hands of the policemen who often walk around in the name of security patrols while in truth they bettle terror in the show of evil mighty they swop you down and arrest you spreadeagled asking for bribes substantially the money of your proceeds from the ware of your trade your body the temple of christian God, Wherever  your lack money your beauty saves you as they go on to  **** you  in circles among themselves as they glorify the power of your bossom in their policeman's slang, where beauty , tyranny of bossom and your bribe is absent you are forlornly arrested from the streets of Nairobi and Lagos or Johannesburg then rounded down to a dingy police cell to be charged with  heinous crimes of prostitution and vagrancy, when the true origin of your fortune's tomfoolery is powers that be as they glorify anti woman crude cultures beseeching a girl child into despair and depravement, they are these men who refused to  see you as a beacon of glory they always link you to the filthy bedrooms from which you ennoble not.
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Jan 27, 2014
Jan 27, 2014 at 8:52 AM UTC
Ode to African *** workers
Marissa Ann was a firecracker of a little girl. For her, there was no fence too tall to climb, no bully too mean to face, no street too busy to cross. She was all tangled hair and toothy grins. And she'd yank the book right out of my hands and say, "Gabrielle, we have more important things to do than read." In the jungle of our lives, Marissa was a lioness, queen of the pride. I was a mouse not indigenous to these parts of the second grade. The world was a terrifying place, and I had no problem cowering in the corner, knee-deep in a pile of Nancy Drew. I tried to stay huddled behind my words, drowning in the ink, attempting to let the pages be my armor. Marissa would not let me. When I allowed bookshelves to be my shields, she came guns blazing, and kicked them all down, then stood me back up on my feet. She'd grab my hand and pull me head first toward adventure. Marissa was tough, and everyone knew it. There was not a soul alive brave enough to pick on Marissa Ann. But me? I was an easy target. The other girls said I was "weird" with my enormous wire frames resting atop full cheeks, and my frayed jeans, a glowing reminder of my mother's lack of wealth. I heard the whispers on the playground about the chubby girl who read, (can you believe it?), chapter books. Brianna was a demon of a child. She'd bat her pretty little eyelashes and everyone would melt. She had the entire second grade class wrapped around her tiny little finger. She'd corner me on the soccer field and do everything she could to remind me that I was different. But one day at recess, she was nowhere to be found, until I made my way through winding halls, back to the warmth of our classroom. There sat Marissa with a devilish glint in her eye, waving me over to sit in the desk beside her. Behind us, a sniffling Brianna, looking forlornly at the teardrop stains on her pink lace skirt, her mouth pulled tight into a perfect straight line. I looked back at Marissa with a curious glance, then intertwined her hand with my own. The sound of stifled sobs behind us and the warmth of her skin on mine sealing an unspoken vow between two girls with puzzle piece fingertips that only fit each other.
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Mar 11, 2014
Mar 11, 2014 at 2:21 AM UTC
The Many Adventures of Supergirl (and her dorky bookworm sidekick)
Marissa Ann was a firecracker of a little girl. For her, there was no fence too tall to climb, no bully too mean to face, no street too busy to cross. She was all tangled hair and toothy grins. And she'd yank the book right out of my hands and say, "Gabrielle, we have more important things to do than read." In the jungle of our lives, Marissa was a lioness, queen of the pride. I was a mouse not indigenous to these parts of the second grade. The world was a terrifying place, and I had no problem cowering in the corner, knee-deep in a pile of Nancy Drew. I tried to stay huddled behind my words, drowning in the ink, attempting to let the pages be my armor. Marissa would not let me. When I allowed bookshelves to be my shields, she came guns blazing, and kicked them all down, then stood me back up on my feet. She'd grab my hand and pull me head first toward adventure. Marissa was tough, and everyone knew it. There was not a soul alive brave enough to pick on Marissa Ann. But me? I was an easy target. The other girls said I was "weird" with my enormous wire frames resting atop full cheeks, and my frayed jeans, a glowing reminder of my mother's lack of wealth. I heard the whispers on the playground about the chubby girl who read, (can you believe it?), chapter books. Brianna was a demon of a child. She'd bat her pretty little eyelashes and everyone would melt. She had the entire second grade class wrapped around her tiny little finger. She'd corner me on the soccer field and do everything she could to remind me that I was different. But one day at recess, she was nowhere to be found, until I made my way through winding halls, back to the warmth of our classroom. There sat Marissa with a devilish glint in her eye, waving me over to sit in the desk beside her. Behind us, a sniffling Brianna, looking forlornly at the teardrop stains on her pink lace skirt, her mouth pulled tight into a perfect straight line. I looked back at Marissa with a curious glance, then intertwined her hand with my own. The sound of stifled sobs behind us and the warmth of her skin on mine sealing an unspoken vow between two girls with puzzle piece fingertips that only fit each other.
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I may have loved you too much, but; A part of me still loves you to this day Your sweetness allures me so, Like honeyed days we’d stare without shame You were irresistible to my heart and I knew trouble cornered me I’d shoo away the laughable thoughts, Aiming to mail you a letter of love To which you’d open it fresh with a scented kiss Flower petals would descend from your heart Your cheeks adopted a sunflower The stars entertained you that night You told me you always dreamed of late evenings Informing me of the curtain of constellations That you’d like to sleep soundly in Of course I’d be willing to offer you anything in return of your smile And the night we escaped, you gasped softly at the surprise Your simple happiness was all one romantic would need No matter where we dreamed, Together we are one Standing besides one another  Fate draws near, echoing our future Your bleakness eats me devastatingly Tomorrow we are still...one being But overseas, I send you my farewells So that you are found in perfect health And that we consume truly divine harmonies Made only for the sweetened couples Whose stories fade ever so forlornly in the past I love you brightly as the sun You illuminate my pathways But one kiss erases my existence Continue to please those around you; Without me, the world withers Please remember my love, And be gentle with it For it is delicate as the world My eyes see a star But yours fail to see within that darkness The gloom that retreats before you arrive I am part of that campaign An honorable being among the troops Yet your continuous ignorance saddens me so See me now, Find me wanderlust in this world And somewhere, we can swiftly enrapture ourselves Whether it be in the meadows of glistening rays Or the places that calmly send the earth into slumber Wherever we are destined, I’ll always be there for you Even if tonight’s curtain unsheathes And you are no longer the image of love, But rather, a friend I could love with silliness on languid days and somber nights.
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Dec 8, 2021
Dec 8, 2021 at 4:10 AM UTC
Gloom Gleams to the Shining Stellar Sunbeams
I may have loved you too much, but; A part of me still loves you to this day Your sweetness allures me so, Like honeyed days we’d stare without shame You were irresistible to my heart and I knew trouble cornered me I’d shoo away the laughable thoughts, Aiming to mail you a letter of love To which you’d open it fresh with a scented kiss Flower petals would descend from your heart Your cheeks adopted a sunflower The stars entertained you that night You told me you always dreamed of late evenings Informing me of the curtain of constellations That you’d like to sleep soundly in Of course I’d be willing to offer you anything in return of your smile And the night we escaped, you gasped softly at the surprise Your simple happiness was all one romantic would need No matter where we dreamed, Together we are one Standing besides one another  Fate draws near, echoing our future Your bleakness eats me devastatingly Tomorrow we are still...one being But overseas, I send you my farewells So that you are found in perfect health And that we consume truly divine harmonies Made only for the sweetened couples Whose stories fade ever so forlornly in the past I love you brightly as the sun You illuminate my pathways But one kiss erases my existence Continue to please those around you; Without me, the world withers Please remember my love, And be gentle with it For it is delicate as the world My eyes see a star But yours fail to see within that darkness The gloom that retreats before you arrive I am part of that campaign An honorable being among the troops Yet your continuous ignorance saddens me so See me now, Find me wanderlust in this world And somewhere, we can swiftly enrapture ourselves Whether it be in the meadows of glistening rays Or the places that calmly send the earth into slumber Wherever we are destined, I’ll always be there for you Even if tonight’s curtain unsheathes And you are no longer the image of love, But rather, a friend I could love with silliness on languid days and somber nights.
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Alexander K Opicho (Eldret, Kenya;[email protected]) Do you remember one era in Kenya? During the dark days of dictatorship When Daniel arap Moi Was the tyrannical president of Kenya And darkness of leadership Loomed like the dark clouds of el Niño When forty district commissioners Out of the total of forty two were kalenjins? Whose main work was to spy and terrorize As the people forlornly groaned under the heavy Yoke of state terror of tribal torment When the president claims that He was not aware of such tyranny, When we used to sing a lame poem Of jokoo! Jokoo! Jokoo! Jokoo! On empty stomachs with no hope of food No hope of jobs or even education Street children swelling on the street In total political nonchalance of arap Moi As he only gave free milk to his own kalenjin youths In Kabaraka schools, the Kabaraka school which was Overfunded by the poor tax payers money, Please President Uhuru Kenyatta as good as you are With your dear humane heart of Bantu conscience As you are armed to teeth with modern education **** sapiens Gentility and polished diplomacy Superb in quality of thought and supremacy of choices The government of Kenya is yours and the people of Kenya Are your political darlings, true bandwagons for ever Kindly listen and buy my poemetics, my dear president Remove Daniel Moi from the state house of Kenya, Let not Daniel Moi be your adviser Ignore him and embrace Kenyans For common future happiness Even if Daniel Moi is old, the truth is different He is not a good man, he is full of Machiavelli His full badness is measured in absurdity Of terribly and horrendously crashed *** crushed Testicles of poemcrats and political leaders Of Kenya of yore and today, Truth meted in When koigi wa wamwere became A permanent staff of kamiti maximum prison without pension Wangari Mathai beaten like an animal in a hunters trap Ngugi wa Thiong’o jobless and detained without trial Raila Amolo odinga’s testicles went missing He looks for them on daily circadian But once he nears their political pigeonhole Then elections of the times flops, O! Poor Odinga! President Uhuru Kenyatta with your suave intellect You won’t get a pretext to say that I was not aware or not informed Please dear darling of the people The people of Kenya in their 42 tribes Novate Moi with the people And your legacy will smile.
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Jan 17, 2014
Jan 17, 2014 at 8:59 AM UTC
40 KALENJIN DISTRICT COMMISSIONERS OUT OF 42
Alexander K Opicho (Eldret, Kenya;[email protected]) Do you remember one era in Kenya? During the dark days of dictatorship When Daniel arap Moi Was the tyrannical president of Kenya And darkness of leadership Loomed like the dark clouds of el Niño When forty district commissioners Out of the total of forty two were kalenjins? Whose main work was to spy and terrorize As the people forlornly groaned under the heavy Yoke of state terror of tribal torment When the president claims that He was not aware of such tyranny, When we used to sing a lame poem Of jokoo! Jokoo! Jokoo! Jokoo! On empty stomachs with no hope of food No hope of jobs or even education Street children swelling on the street In total political nonchalance of arap Moi As he only gave free milk to his own kalenjin youths In Kabaraka schools, the Kabaraka school which was Overfunded by the poor tax payers money, Please President Uhuru Kenyatta as good as you are With your dear humane heart of Bantu conscience As you are armed to teeth with modern education **** sapiens Gentility and polished diplomacy Superb in quality of thought and supremacy of choices The government of Kenya is yours and the people of Kenya Are your political darlings, true bandwagons for ever Kindly listen and buy my poemetics, my dear president Remove Daniel Moi from the state house of Kenya, Let not Daniel Moi be your adviser Ignore him and embrace Kenyans For common future happiness Even if Daniel Moi is old, the truth is different He is not a good man, he is full of Machiavelli His full badness is measured in absurdity Of terribly and horrendously crashed *** crushed Testicles of poemcrats and political leaders Of Kenya of yore and today, Truth meted in When koigi wa wamwere became A permanent staff of kamiti maximum prison without pension Wangari Mathai beaten like an animal in a hunters trap Ngugi wa Thiong’o jobless and detained without trial Raila Amolo odinga’s testicles went missing He looks for them on daily circadian But once he nears their political pigeonhole Then elections of the times flops, O! Poor Odinga! President Uhuru Kenyatta with your suave intellect You won’t get a pretext to say that I was not aware or not informed Please dear darling of the people The people of Kenya in their 42 tribes Novate Moi with the people And your legacy will smile.
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Ferry Me Ferry me, but once more. The last ferry rides of Indian Summer, Always arrives on schedule which is Always and precisely, too soon. Then, the imprisonment months, Sentence, indeterminate. *A Grand Jury trial of months, I, and my co-defendant, My sanity, this time, the Oddsmakers say, Won't survive the lockup. The source perfume of driftwood words, Very ferry distinguishing marks, Sails and seagulls, diesel fumes and saltwater, Sunsets and seagrass, flying fish and multi-mollusks, The stuffing of my summer turkey, the currants of Poems and dreams, sad-eyed longings... Now, Evidence used by prosecution, Confession freely uncoerced, I Am A Summer Man Adjudged and convicted, Guilty of Winter's Discontent.* But it is these last few passages, Not of words, but over water, The absence thereof, crush, ravage, Worse than any grey calendar captivity, Forlornly, I mouth silently, repeatedly, Ferry me, but once more. The course, straightforward, Voyager, but a few minutes, but long enough to Love it deeply, need it like a fix, The mania of the mainland left behind, The island, thinly lit, more shadow than real, The approaching dark, shelters, comforts, embraces. Perhaps, likely, I deceive myself. No matter how the island comforts, The brain always rumbling, Can never make stop questioning, Prisoner of 24/7, But it is lessened, left behind, As I am ferried away both, In body and in mind.
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Sep 11, 2013
Sep 11, 2013 at 2:23 PM UTC
Ferry Me
I have gained a paternal responsibility But I feel a different response filling me Constantly itching from a million flees Begging to get me out of this please So in my mind unseen Resides a murderous dream To subtract from my team I fall into a landslide Of infanticide A lioness eats her cubs As a baby drowns in a tub Before they reach the age They acquire our rage We devour our babies Before they contract rabies We're brought together by proximity and origin By who we were forming in This connection of chance Determines circumstance Guiding our circle dance With random music We take whatever we can Until we lose it A possum's mother dies It has no time to cry It must continue to eat So it feeds Like its mother in heat Had to breed In order to not lose The child chews In a world of me or you The child chews Instead of feeling blue The child chews Its mother's fur stuck in its teeth It stays there to provide heat The parent provisions from beyond the grave Will get the possum through this ugly day From possum to person I can't tell which is the worse end For there is flesh stuck between my teeth Like a Christmas wreath Where what lies beneath In a readily equipped sheath Is patricide or matricide I can't decide But must abide To survive The purgatory I see surging toward me So to move forwardly I must live forlornly After feeding on family Company becomes fantasy Learning no one can handle me They're just meals I'll eat handily I eat my relatives In this hell I live Where what I give Is the gnashing of my jaw To follow a universal law That says scratch and claw Until I meet God Expecting my parricide ways Will garner divine praise But for everybody I slayed My soul was filleted Now I only see grey So everyone looks like my father And I say welcome back Kotter As I yearn for my teeth to be hotter
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May 29, 2018
May 29, 2018 at 12:14 PM UTC
Parricide
I have gained a paternal responsibility But I feel a different response filling me Constantly itching from a million flees Begging to get me out of this please So in my mind unseen Resides a murderous dream To subtract from my team I fall into a landslide Of infanticide A lioness eats her cubs As a baby drowns in a tub Before they reach the age They acquire our rage We devour our babies Before they contract rabies We're brought together by proximity and origin By who we were forming in This connection of chance Determines circumstance Guiding our circle dance With random music We take whatever we can Until we lose it A possum's mother dies It has no time to cry It must continue to eat So it feeds Like its mother in heat Had to breed In order to not lose The child chews In a world of me or you The child chews Instead of feeling blue The child chews Its mother's fur stuck in its teeth It stays there to provide heat The parent provisions from beyond the grave Will get the possum through this ugly day From possum to person I can't tell which is the worse end For there is flesh stuck between my teeth Like a Christmas wreath Where what lies beneath In a readily equipped sheath Is patricide or matricide I can't decide But must abide To survive The purgatory I see surging toward me So to move forwardly I must live forlornly After feeding on family Company becomes fantasy Learning no one can handle me They're just meals I'll eat handily I eat my relatives In this hell I live Where what I give Is the gnashing of my jaw To follow a universal law That says scratch and claw Until I meet God Expecting my parricide ways Will garner divine praise But for everybody I slayed My soul was filleted Now I only see grey So everyone looks like my father And I say welcome back Kotter As I yearn for my teeth to be hotter
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Alexander K Opicho (Eldoret, Kenya;[email protected]) With audacious openness Let me accept substantial lot of men folk When it comes to efforts in love, Most are misfortunate. Every time they dare to built Affiliative bonding for love With beauties beheld By their limited eyes The invincible whirling spell Of fortune’s fool Beguile them forlornly Down the social abyss of time, I and my type not an exception to the club Of the guys who swallowed misfortune Like the dog of Theodore erotokorostos Does to a piece of bone In poetic obscurantism Of the corruptible simple souls Obtaining their pathetic lot from ***** and wine, In the first trial I chanced on a neurotic peasant, In the second trial I chanced on turn to be henpecked, On the third trial I chanced on a beautiful paranoid, My fourth trial chanced me a deadly stooge, My fifth trial gave me the worst blow As I forlornly chanced on the time’s public commoner, My sixth trial makes me chicken Had it not been poetic audacity That makes me brave to chew in public The lot of my misfortune as I recall The bitter sweetness of chancing on A beautiful epileptic kleptomaniac, My tired trial in the waned efforts Chanced me a lesbian with insignificant bisexuality, O! I now tire off from misfortunes of love With a last black chance on a neurotic money-maniac, And this is the silent lot of men In their usual efforts to fulfill their dreams of love.
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Feb 28, 2014
Feb 28, 2014 at 9:43 AM UTC
MISFORTUNE IN SERIES OF LOVE
~~~ Vanilla Extract under extreme duress, word-boarding extreme, she issues up reluctantly a true confess her secret ingredient in everything is vanilla extract *where do you source this in quantities so ample, keep it well hid, for all I see after cupboard investigatory solitary tiny brown bottle shelved alone, forlornly?* wearing a vanilla smile, that persists for quite the while, she crinkly eyed laughs “I extract vanilla nearly everyday, for when I awake to a fresh poem from a poet who loves me, I draw all the vanilla out, then feed it back to him in the foods I supply, so his poetry is for ever sustainable”
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Jun 6, 2015
Jun 6, 2015 at 11:37 AM UTC
Vanilla Extract
There was a time when I sang on you forlornly, So wistfully heraldic, That I might have thought you worthy Of a gilded biblical throne of purple-prosed petals. Let us be grateful then, for the song of perihelion, And the whispered wisdoms of the dear tropics, For the fresh breath from these friends whisks me Back to my wakening, aurelian self. I weave the holly in my hair, I hang the mistletoe anew, For solitary trees stand strong, Though weighted by the winter’s dew. I am Helios’s rantipole I’ve no more time for tears of old, With so much in me left to grow, And so far in me left to go.
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Dec 11, 2012
Dec 11, 2012 at 11:00 PM UTC
Winnow
There is, one supposes, a certain nobility In simply carrying on with the whole **** thing, Though that assumes some epiphany, Some clawing toward grace, or at least common decency. He had, in some once upon a time, Cast his lot with a better class of people, so to speak; It had not ended well, though, In line with how such things are resolved, His fall not a spectacular, tempestuous thing, But a gradual, veiled affair, not a fiery spectacle With metaphorical medals cut away, epaulets stripped, But a shaded silence, a shrouded yet palpable shunning. And so he is here, in this fading little city Perched forlornly on the banks of a nondescript little river, Having taken an apartment above a pair of offices (One occupied by a seemingly ancient and disinterested lawyer, The other by an ostensible private investigator) Which is sufficiently large and reasonably warm Come the seemingly perpetual winter. He lives, if not in such a manner As he was once accustomed to, comfortably enough: He has his practice, and an adjunct position At the little cow college down the road in Alfred, And there are the occasional women, Sad divorcees marooned in this hill country, Dewy-eyed undergraduates unable to discern Suit coats that are a bit shabby and somewhat passe (There is a haberdasher in Buffalo whose garments Are in the neighborhood of up-to-snuff, And he could certainly manage a trip Down to New York for better tailoring, Though he would be traveling in places and circles Where he is not remembered fondly.) Stepping outside, he encounter snowflakes, Light and unprepossessing, But he studies the sky anxiously, apprehensively (One learns that he must pay Nature its due fealty in these climes, And give into the primal, the instinctual) For he knows what can transpire When the wind blows off the big lake out west just so, Turning innocuous flurries into a malevolent blankness, Making the landscape inscrutable, alien, utterly terrifying.
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Aug 7, 2018
Aug 7, 2018 at 10:01 AM UTC
A Certain Doctor Diver, In Private Practice, Hornell, New York
There is, one supposes, a certain nobility In simply carrying on with the whole **** thing, Though that assumes some epiphany, Some clawing toward grace, or at least common decency. He had, in some once upon a time, Cast his lot with a better class of people, so to speak; It had not ended well, though, In line with how such things are resolved, His fall not a spectacular, tempestuous thing, But a gradual, veiled affair, not a fiery spectacle With metaphorical medals cut away, epaulets stripped, But a shaded silence, a shrouded yet palpable shunning. And so he is here, in this fading little city Perched forlornly on the banks of a nondescript little river, Having taken an apartment above a pair of offices (One occupied by a seemingly ancient and disinterested lawyer, The other by an ostensible private investigator) Which is sufficiently large and reasonably warm Come the seemingly perpetual winter. He lives, if not in such a manner As he was once accustomed to, comfortably enough: He has his practice, and an adjunct position At the little cow college down the road in Alfred, And there are the occasional women, Sad divorcees marooned in this hill country, Dewy-eyed undergraduates unable to discern Suit coats that are a bit shabby and somewhat passe (There is a haberdasher in Buffalo whose garments Are in the neighborhood of up-to-snuff, And he could certainly manage a trip Down to New York for better tailoring, Though he would be traveling in places and circles Where he is not remembered fondly.) Stepping outside, he encounter snowflakes, Light and unprepossessing, But he studies the sky anxiously, apprehensively (One learns that he must pay Nature its due fealty in these climes, And give into the primal, the instinctual) For he knows what can transpire When the wind blows off the big lake out west just so, Turning innocuous flurries into a malevolent blankness, Making the landscape inscrutable, alien, utterly terrifying.
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So painfully aware of being apart from that which gives me my breath helps to maintain the rhythmic beating of my swollen heart-- So horribly bereft at having said goodbye to one who has always kept me here who has cradled me, held me tight through every moment of my every sigh-- So hauntingly sure I will not survive that life will have no meaning with you not here to hold, to guard, to keep me alive-- And so forlornly looking as you saunter away your laugh, your jokes, your smiles and gentle heart all that gave me reason to wake up and live another god-forsaken day-- But so determined this time to carry on to make it through without you here to somehow hold myself together without you and to just make it until the break of dawn... ©Amy Shae 2015
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May 30, 2015
May 30, 2015 at 10:43 PM UTC
Withdrawal
Topping a rise comes a knight, armour soiled and stained; weary yet elated riding his black steed. The Princess in her tower sees and gives a delighted cry. She leans out her window and hails the knight: "Ho!Brave knight! Whence comest thou? Tell me thou seeketh me for I wait for thee." "Truly",answered the knight "It is for thee I am come my fair lady and to take thine hand." "I've sailed the seven seas, toiled through forests and mires, traversed deserts and dunes looking for thee". "Oh the joy!"whispered the lady and cried,"My brave knight, glad am I to hear thee but Didst thou slay the dragon?" Answered the knight, "My dearest lady, I have fought the giants, conquered the orcs and tamed the lions." "Oh brave art thou my worthy knight. But didst thou slay the mighty dragon?" "I have escaped from dungeons, caverns with unnamed fears. Scorpions and serpents I have crushed to the earth." "Wonderful art thou my worthy knight. But didst thou slay the fearsome dragon?" "I have ridden the behemoth, subdued the depths, searched the clouds and fiddled with thunderbolts" "Magnificent art thou my worthy knight. But didst thou slay the red dragon?" "Lady,you are besot with the dumb worm!",he said. "I wonder if she",he thought "has been crazed in that tower" Sighing forlornly, said the princess "I canst not leave here till the dragon is dead." As the knight turned away to ride back,she asked "Whither goest thou? To slay the beast?" "Nay lady,nay I go to slay the dunce who wrote you into that tower." "What meanest thou my dear knight?! There is another knight who dabbles in magic?!" "Nay lady,nay. He is not a knight. He uses his quill to weave his musings." Cried the princess "Oh mighty sir, Oh Weaver with the quill! Canst thou hear me?" "Yes dear lady,"said I, "What do you desire? What can I do that will please you?" "My dearest Sir! Oh my bravest hope. Slay the dragon and make me thine." "But my lady as much as I desire to, you should know there is No dragon in the story" (Silence pervades) "Oh my dear knight!!" cried the lady to the rider, "Slay this goon and we shall be one." Uh-oh...Time to put down the pen and run.
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Aug 30, 2013
Aug 30, 2013 at 11:38 AM UTC
Did You Slay The Dragon?!
Topping a rise comes a knight, armour soiled and stained; weary yet elated riding his black steed. The Princess in her tower sees and gives a delighted cry. She leans out her window and hails the knight: "Ho!Brave knight! Whence comest thou? Tell me thou seeketh me for I wait for thee." "Truly",answered the knight "It is for thee I am come my fair lady and to take thine hand." "I've sailed the seven seas, toiled through forests and mires, traversed deserts and dunes looking for thee". "Oh the joy!"whispered the lady and cried,"My brave knight, glad am I to hear thee but Didst thou slay the dragon?" Answered the knight, "My dearest lady, I have fought the giants, conquered the orcs and tamed the lions." "Oh brave art thou my worthy knight. But didst thou slay the mighty dragon?" "I have escaped from dungeons, caverns with unnamed fears. Scorpions and serpents I have crushed to the earth." "Wonderful art thou my worthy knight. But didst thou slay the fearsome dragon?" "I have ridden the behemoth, subdued the depths, searched the clouds and fiddled with thunderbolts" "Magnificent art thou my worthy knight. But didst thou slay the red dragon?" "Lady,you are besot with the dumb worm!",he said. "I wonder if she",he thought "has been crazed in that tower" Sighing forlornly, said the princess "I canst not leave here till the dragon is dead." As the knight turned away to ride back,she asked "Whither goest thou? To slay the beast?" "Nay lady,nay I go to slay the dunce who wrote you into that tower." "What meanest thou my dear knight?! There is another knight who dabbles in magic?!" "Nay lady,nay. He is not a knight. He uses his quill to weave his musings." Cried the princess "Oh mighty sir, Oh Weaver with the quill! Canst thou hear me?" "Yes dear lady,"said I, "What do you desire? What can I do that will please you?" "My dearest Sir! Oh my bravest hope. Slay the dragon and make me thine." "But my lady as much as I desire to, you should know there is No dragon in the story" (Silence pervades) "Oh my dear knight!!" cried the lady to the rider, "Slay this goon and we shall be one." Uh-oh...Time to put down the pen and run.
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So painfully aware of being apart from that which gives me my breath helps to maintain the rhythmic beating of my swollen heart-- So horribly bereft at having said goodbye to one who has always kept me here who has cradled me, held me tight through every moment of every sigh-- So hauntingly sure I will not survive that life will have no meaning with you not here to hold, to guard, to keep me alive-- And so forlornly looking as you saunter away your laugh, your jokes, your smiles and gentle heart all that gave me reason to wake up and live another god-forsaken day-- But so determined this time to carry on to make it through without you here to somehow hold myself together without you and to just make it until the break of dawn...
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Jun 21, 2015
Jun 21, 2015 at 8:17 PM UTC
Goodbyes
Dear Diary, Why does life seem to wrap you up in a cup of madness then tip you out and watch you spill the contents of yourself onto a cold and muted tile floor? Why, dear Diary, does everyone expect you to react perfectly in every situation and robotically fix and tweak and mutate? Diary, I am not a machine. I can't bend this way and that at the same time without breaking. I can't smile a smile that I don't believe. I can't, and I won't. Diary, You have so forlornly sit in the back of my mind gathering dust and termites and grime I can hardly speak to you at all for my problems you cannot solve. Just a lended ear do you offer A lonely penance for my coffer To spare a word a thought, some grace to be able to pick up my forlorn face. I look into the ***** night so hateful and full of spite Reprehensible rejection cease as it knocks me to my knees. Dear Diary, I do plead, Save my soul or else I'll bleed.
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Oct 21, 2010
Oct 21, 2010 at 7:38 PM UTC
Dear Diary
awry, askew, the poetry comes badly, clawing, life as well, faring poorly, the obvious linkage stinkage allows a milliseconds smile, a brief fiefdumb accolade of distress confirmation DH Lawrence appears in the  inbox, he too, awry, askew, tufts of wool clouding life like dust, rust and must, an old friendship renewed, the cold ex and in-eternal suggest frequent naps and hibernation, so much so that this script was commenced and committed years ago and lay forlornly in the ***** snow fallow and shallow drafts from prior years To every season there is a turn, a turning of the ***** yet the hacking cough from focculent dust on the floor of the world fills the lungs continuously, knows no respite, the spittle and the phlegm ejected herein, a disarming poem of dissatisfaction, alas, alas, the dust thickens and is not lessened ~for Medusa daughter~
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Jan 23, 2019
Jan 23, 2019 at 2:35 PM UTC
A flocculent dust on the floor of the world
The ace of hearts sat down at the table feeling oh so confident stares at the three of spades in his pocket While the king of diamonds eyes his diamond queen in his mind the ten hides behind the jack The queens figured tonight was the night they were going to get laid The deuces were quietly weeping wondering if another deuce on the table was going to be played The ace of hearts his heart was racing as the ace of spades made its way followed by the ace of diamonds and a diamond three a rare drop was all he could say. The king of diamonds to his court he smiled as the deuce of diamonds sparkled on the table The queens, they trembled wondered if the only thing getting laid was their heads on the chopping block this day The third deuce had joined the pair his heart was lifted but still in despair the deuces looked down the river forlornly Many have lost it all for more The ace of hearts was feeling cocky a warm fullness washed over him he looked out at his life figured all he could do was win he believed in love sometimes you gotta go all in he smiled as he waited at the dock of the river The king still flushed with diamonds galore their sparkles blinded him he joined the ace in the fog it was either this or that there were no more games to play Now faced with two endings which path to take The queens had had enough on the table they folded into a fatal swoon Three deuces he wavered his hands were trembling the game ain't over until the rent money is gone Gamblers some are optimists some are realists some are looking for salvation some are going to play until they have no more left to pay looking for death, so they say driven by compulsions rage all ask the question is this a streak or a slump? Which was the deuces on this day? The optimist joins the fray The realist he folds goes on home to play another day, All pray. On your playing field so far away what is the play? Which are you today? As many endings as there are combinations of cards sometimes it even rains frogs The room was quiet the aces full the king flushing three deuces - waiting what to do? I guess I am the optimist today the sun is shining after five days of rain A distant sight down the river came as the two of clubs was beating the water's edge running and laughing all the way.
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Jan 21, 2016
Jan 21, 2016 at 11:49 AM UTC
The Game
The ace of hearts sat down at the table feeling oh so confident stares at the three of spades in his pocket While the king of diamonds eyes his diamond queen in his mind the ten hides behind the jack The queens figured tonight was the night they were going to get laid The deuces were quietly weeping wondering if another deuce on the table was going to be played The ace of hearts his heart was racing as the ace of spades made its way followed by the ace of diamonds and a diamond three a rare drop was all he could say. The king of diamonds to his court he smiled as the deuce of diamonds sparkled on the table The queens, they trembled wondered if the only thing getting laid was their heads on the chopping block this day The third deuce had joined the pair his heart was lifted but still in despair the deuces looked down the river forlornly Many have lost it all for more The ace of hearts was feeling cocky a warm fullness washed over him he looked out at his life figured all he could do was win he believed in love sometimes you gotta go all in he smiled as he waited at the dock of the river The king still flushed with diamonds galore their sparkles blinded him he joined the ace in the fog it was either this or that there were no more games to play Now faced with two endings which path to take The queens had had enough on the table they folded into a fatal swoon Three deuces he wavered his hands were trembling the game ain't over until the rent money is gone Gamblers some are optimists some are realists some are looking for salvation some are going to play until they have no more left to pay looking for death, so they say driven by compulsions rage all ask the question is this a streak or a slump? Which was the deuces on this day? The optimist joins the fray The realist he folds goes on home to play another day, All pray. On your playing field so far away what is the play? Which are you today? As many endings as there are combinations of cards sometimes it even rains frogs The room was quiet the aces full the king flushing three deuces - waiting what to do? I guess I am the optimist today the sun is shining after five days of rain A distant sight down the river came as the two of clubs was beating the water's edge running and laughing all the way.
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The pile of pine burned with ferocity While fields of watermellon wore green in generosity Jerimiah delivered rows of assiduous thoughts Fertilized in decisions made years ago Margaret was from Huntsville , working on a divinity degree She was small , rode a bicycle , studying infinity Timid , not unlike a titmouse in spring Margaret had a sister named Judy Jerimiah left for the mountains of Colorado He took only his last name Johnson He spent winters hibernating with the bears He learned to have no fear and grew a long beard Tennennessee is in Alabama , just south of Huntsville A snowslide almost buried Jerimiah Margaret moved to North Carolina got married and that's all I know Jerimiah made tracts in the snow . . . go He sat above the devide looking down Sometimes west when the sun went down But mostly east under the full moon Howling so forlornly the wolves cry Margaret looks west every night Then sheds one tear
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Jan 27, 2015
Jan 27, 2015 at 3:21 AM UTC
I fell down for you once
The elephant in the room was a kid in the high school cafeteria with an acoustic guitar. Meandering forlornly through the aisles hoping that someone would listen to him stumble through the opening chords to "Crazy Train." He was just trying to fit in, same as I, but God did I hate him for it.
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Sep 18, 2016
Sep 18, 2016 at 1:28 AM UTC
Guitar Hero
A second ago I was 1 hour younger, I remember it well. The few gray hairs that I have accumulated atop my head, were not there pas' a moment, This wrinkle in time adding yet another wrinkle to my brow, I have become wiser for it. My innocence of youth has been unfairly taken, Oh how I long for the days of yestersecond. I remember the clock set back to maybe a millimeter, my prostate was not quite this large, And congress with my wife seemed to last for hours, but now mere minutes leaves me spent. We used to jump into bed and sleep in the **** seems just an instant ago, but now The coldness of aging has us encased in flannel pajamas, we sleep dreaming of yestersecond. I awoke this morning to a brighter outside, the early birds singing, off kilter, unfamiliar; Not synchronous at all with my hot cup of Kona, I scratch my chin anew with stubble. For in such a short time, the moon waved forlornly goodbye, the sun bid faintly hello. Mr. Meowgii, my cat, chasing the birds outside, thankful for the passing gift of yestersecond. My kids, now practically grown, (9 & 13 +60 minutes) I envision car keys being handed over, Challenges to my authority, relationships of their own, with the passage of this long hour. "For The Times; They Are A-Changin" - Dylan -, though now for a clock he would sing. A hiccup in the fabric of the space time continuum, indigestion of memories made I search. Looking forward, come October late fall, when we all can regress, yet again, Reclaiming what we have lost, one hour from yestersecond. -----ChawzzyScript
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Mar 10, 2013
Mar 10, 2013 at 2:37 PM UTC
Daylight Savings Time
A second ago I was 1 hour younger, I remember it well. The few gray hairs that I have accumulated atop my head, were not there pas' a moment, This wrinkle in time adding yet another wrinkle to my brow, I have become wiser for it. My innocence of youth has been unfairly taken, Oh how I long for the days of yestersecond. I remember the clock set back to maybe a millimeter, my prostate was not quite this large, And congress with my wife seemed to last for hours, but now mere minutes leaves me spent. We used to jump into bed and sleep in the **** seems just an instant ago, but now The coldness of aging has us encased in flannel pajamas, we sleep dreaming of yestersecond. I awoke this morning to a brighter outside, the early birds singing, off kilter, unfamiliar; Not synchronous at all with my hot cup of Kona, I scratch my chin anew with stubble. For in such a short time, the moon waved forlornly goodbye, the sun bid faintly hello. Mr. Meowgii, my cat, chasing the birds outside, thankful for the passing gift of yestersecond. My kids, now practically grown, (9 & 13 +60 minutes) I envision car keys being handed over, Challenges to my authority, relationships of their own, with the passage of this long hour. "For The Times; They Are A-Changin" - Dylan -, though now for a clock he would sing. A hiccup in the fabric of the space time continuum, indigestion of memories made I search. Looking forward, come October late fall, when we all can regress, yet again, Reclaiming what we have lost, one hour from yestersecond. -----ChawzzyScript
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It snowed that morning, scarring the end of something forgotten, pitied lost repression, buried with each shy snowflake. Uncontested petals from the formerly statuesque tress, fell, sundered, dancing their merry little way to the vacant ground. And a feather dropped from an outcast swan, alone it forlornly surrendered to the frigid incapability of the terra firma. On that Saturday morning, nothing could have fallen, plummeted as sporadically as I did, for each of your rays.
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Jan 1, 2015
Jan 1, 2015 at 12:46 PM UTC
Beams
On the living room couch, I asked my phone a verbal question: "What is an albatross?" And before it could answer, my father began his reply from the kitchen counter-- To be cut short by my phone who had finished thinking, the screen flashing a series of definitions for "albatross" and reading them aloud to me. My father stopped, and looked at me forlornly. I daren't look back-- And the sound of a heart breaking, whether mine or his, and the silence it engulfed, was hidden under the blanket of the contraption's monotone voice. A little more humanity was lost today, and my father yet again was faced with the reality that even if he had all the answers, as he had in my inquisitive childhood-- No one was left to ask him the questions.
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Aug 28, 2016
Aug 28, 2016 at 1:36 AM UTC
What's an Albatross?
When I look into your hungry eyes why do I long to consume your reality? Too much for me to behold - midnight irises surrounded by a field of white with seams of red veins held in place by sunken flesh your chest barely rising and falling under the cage of your ribs Do you long for more breath? Or for the tepid gasps that issue forth from between cracked lips to cease forever? I hold out a weak cup of air suspended in a moment - full of this universe under a yellow light as I pass you. Will you receive it? I see you - drowning in your sagging flesh an oppressive weight in this pause. So I sink flailing all limbs in the swirling universe of your soul peeking out from behind sacred sheer curtains covering over stained windows with chipped pieces of faces looking forlornly up. I succumb to the gravity in your starving eyes And taste my own famished soul.
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Oct 30, 2011
Oct 30, 2011 at 12:34 PM UTC
Communion
I don't always see the ghost- he chooses a wicker chair to sit- seems to be the problem when past comes to dine. I don't always see them- the empty obscure references as they drip like baby saliva from pale lips places we've been, things we've done. The past sits across. pinky out daintily as past will do when drinking champagne and talking about the good days. I see him like James Dean leaning against the door frame. I feel like Grace Kelly Flipping blonde hair flips in dip and twirling curl, licking pink lips as if they were full of icing on cupcakes. Yes, I do not see him. Here I go again flirting with the past. I do not see the emptiness of the stare as he looks across to me I think foolishly it is star crossed love- and grab his hand to slip wistfully through my own and pull him grudgingly forward. I zoom with him room through room, looking for a place to hold him. And the  present sits forlornly on my front porch. dejectedly he sits. And the presents gift- of soon wilted flower lay on his lap... And the present stares through the window as I waltz with a ghost. I do not see, I can not see. I do not see the ghost. Sahn 10/03/14
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Oct 3, 2014
Oct 3, 2014 at 6:21 AM UTC
The Ghost Who Came to Dine.