"fairweather" poems
October 20, 2018
I've spent this year
Learning how to deal.
This isn't melodrama
Just the truth
Condensed into just a few words
To express a vastness
Guaranteed to fill a few pages.
Like all years, it's been bittersweet.
I've fallen down
Tripped up
Left a bruise
Quite a few times.
But, of course
You have to fall --
Maybe even bleed a little --
In order to teach yourself
The triumph
Of bringing yourself
Back to your feet.
I've stood in front of a lot of mirrors
Most of them metaphysical
Truly getting to know the girl
On the other side.
The more we talk
The more I like her.
She's a hot mess sometimes, sure
But she's kind of a cool person to have coffee with.
She doesn't look like she used to, not at all
Especially when she's obviously trying to do better.
She still chews her tongue a bit
When she admits that she's wrong
And she's so very shy
When I ask her what to do
And she responds:
"I don't know."
I should tell her that I love her
A lot more often this year.
I've found that the heart is a wonderfully strange instrument
And that the soul is not an *****
But is something very, very real.
I've found that the former
Is as good at persevering
As it is at making messes
And that the latter
Is something all-too-useful
In the modern world.
I've found that most friends are fairweather
And, often, so am I.
I still hold out hope
That, maybe one day
I'll discover loyalty
That can be truly permanent.
Lastly, I've found that poetry
Is a beautiful vessel
Worth so much more
Than worrying about boys
Through a series of rhymes.
It's quickfire, artful catharsis
Freeing a caged dove
With words that make me feel
As if I can make my writing soar.
It's filled to the brim with love
And laughter
And tears
And imagination
And anger
And fear
And reflection
Just like these passing years.
And with every one I finish
I long for many more.
Oct 20, 2018
Oct 20, 2018 at 1:13 PM UTC
When the chips are down the road always bends
Where are they now my fairweather friends?
Estranged and torn, forlorn in the wind
Hopeless and alone all I remember whom I've helped win
Now it's my turn but it seems they all ran out once again
Religion has lied my faith has grown dim
The country I was born gave in to the devil the playing field is not level
I can't afford to live, the prices too high
Where do I go to lay down and die?
D. Clare
Feb 14, 2015
Feb 14, 2015 at 12:54 PM UTC
collaboration with calpurnia mockingbird
Bite me, muse
You night time lover
fairweather fickle demon of writes
you shake your stuff in my direction
then run off laughing in the night.
Up yours, muse,
you wanton harlot
spewing fragments, bits of rhymes
take your teasing from my doorstep
sorry ***** don't have the time.
**** off, muse
you stinking skiprat
get to steppin' set me free
you mock my gaze with great affection
help me out or leave me be!
**** you muse, my new expression
take your words and shove them there
your sun don't shine in my direction
this poems **** but I don't care.
Jul 9, 2014
Jul 9, 2014 at 5:06 PM UTC
laminate eyes
glossy and mewling
she's a fairweather grappling hook
dug into my collarbone
hearts don't break
they bruise and get better,
yet are never
quite
the same
Jun 14, 2013
Jun 14, 2013 at 11:32 PM UTC
It's not them, It's you
Your not like them, more like you
Like you to defend yourself
You sit on a shelf
haunted by ghosts
Gather dust, to spite yourself
In spite of what you want
You spit in spite at your want
Stunted your growth, always fall short
Don't change, don't grow, selling yourself short
Pathetic and sad a dying man feeling glad
Think you're tall, think you're small
Unstable, you don't grow you'll fall
Your not perfect, your not even great
Think your perfect, don't even try to be great
Great greatness gets greater
It grates greatly the grating gratifier
Ego stroker a chronic masturbater
Losing sight when everyone will cater
Man of masks an avid actor
Nice in summer
Friend in fairweather
See you later
When the sky is clearer
Dec 26, 2018
Dec 26, 2018 at 11:39 AM UTC
Benedict watched
as Mrs Fairweather
hushed her mutt
and told him to get back
in its box
under the table
and ushered Benedict
into the lounge
and to take a seat
on the blue sofa
recently bought
she said her husband
was away
on a long haul
(truck driver
of some sort)
and that she’d like
to know more
about Benedict
than she knew already
he sat there listening
to her voice
coming through
from the kitchen
tea or coffee?
she asked
or something stronger?
coffee’d be fine
he said
looking at
the landscape prints
upon the walls
after a short while
she came in
carrying two cups
and set them down
and sat beside him
her red skirt rising
as she put one leg
over the other
tell me more
about yourself
she said
looking at him
sideways on
one hand resting
on her cheek
the other
on her thigh
what’s to tell?
he said
and she told him
what she wanted to know
how long since
his last kiss?
who with
and how
was his pecker?
(laughingly put)
and she said she’d seen
a photo of him
some where
and all the time
her hand went up
and down her thigh
(which caught his eye)
what is that aftershave
you’re wearing?
nice and kind of ****
she said smiling
he told her what it was
some stuff his mother’d
bought for him
from the superstore
he could smell her scent
as she neared him
musky overpowering
and laid on thick
his mother
would have said
he sipped his coffee
and she sipped hers
then she put on a record
of the Kinks
and danced
on her way back
to the sofa
wiggling her backside
and **** as she moved
and Benedict wondered
if he’d made a mistake
coming over
at that time of day
or any time at all
then she kissed him
and touched him
and it was suddenly
in the deep end of the pool
wondering if he’d not got
out of his depth
her lips pressing
in on him
her hands searching
for his pecker
her words uttered
in a low voice
as if drowning
but what if?
o don’t mind him
he won’t be back
for days yet
but what if?
but the but ifs
were drowned
in her kisses
and her hand
had plunge into cloth
and sought out
the pecker
and Benedict imagined
Mr Fairweather
hot tempered
from a long haul
unhappy with
this kissing
and hugging
and all
entering the room
just as his shy pecker
had been exposed
and in the hands
of his wife
but it was all
in his mind
no Fairweather came
or saw or spoke
just she and Benedict
and the mutt moaning
from the other room
and the new blue sofa
beneath them
and the Kinks singing
and sunlight filtering
through the half closed shutters
blueness of sky
and Benedict
sensing her
and wondering why.
Jul 22, 2013
Jul 22, 2013 at 2:16 AM UTC
I've always been a thunderstorm
and you say you're not fairweather,
but darlin' why is it when I come around
you always panic for your umbrella?
May 13, 2016
May 13, 2016 at 8:53 AM UTC
Did you smell my blood in the water,
fairweather friend?
That seed of resentment in your heart
I dont remember sowing it.
Sep 7, 2022
Sep 7, 2022 at 10:09 PM UTC
My emotions rule my mind
my brain lives between my legs
Blind devotion is my sight
if you'll stay with me in bed
My arms are winter's embrace
I always have them wrapped
The chills keep you in grace
while my fingers keep you rapt
My mouth, a serpent den
sparking silver charm galore
My tongue twists round itself
tied in efforts to adore
My worship signals ships of war
through seas of violent storms
A fairweather fleet, full and by
with you as the port of call
A simple harmonic motion
with the force to drown an ocean
One simple price to pay
to be the captain for a day
May 6, 2019
May 6, 2019 at 1:16 PM UTC
Tick And tock
Like a metronome
My head keeps tapping as I stay awake
My mom snores, I can hear her growling through the walls,
As my imagination begins to creak and groan
Please sleep, stay in, don't go wandering on your own.
My head would like to roam
In dream land once again,
But you've gone out for the night it seems
Like a Fairweather friend.
I wish mr. Sandman would stay for awhile, but it seems as though that isn't happening.
I'd be thankful for a nightmare because I haven't slept all week
Oh wait I don't think I wanna sleep while someone's slashing
Oct 14, 2016
Oct 14, 2016 at 1:02 AM UTC
a week
turns into a month
into a year
and it's like i never knew you
though that's on me, i suppose?
when never do i receive
a message
a call, a text, letters
this is so very clearly
a one-sided engagement
so why should i waste my time
when you offer nothing but enragement
i realize now
it had always been this way
only older, for it, i have less patience
Jan 18, 2021
Jan 18, 2021 at 3:16 PM UTC
please don't let me fall in love with scrawled
notes on napkins and don't leave doors open
when you have no intentions to close them
and please quit acting like it's okay to love
people haphazardly because one day you're
going to wake up and wonder where your
heart left its pieces
i want to apologize for not fitting into the
mold of someone i'm not, but i refuse to
chisel away parts of myself to remain
in ephermal ecstasy
a long time ago i made a promise to
myself that i intend to keep, and that
promise is to leave fairweather people
where they belong and find my sunshine,
my light
so i'll raise my standards while you
lower yours, because i still have a heart
that yearns for love
all your heart ever yearns for is pain
so tonight i may go to bed with a
bruised heart, but hey at least it still
beats, now i really can't say the same
for yours
but finally you're left with a heartbreak,
that this time you really couldn't afford.
Jun 19, 2015
Jun 19, 2015 at 3:37 AM UTC
Pain from thorns;
Fragrance from flowers;
Storm that troubles;
Fairweather that comes;
That's how life goes.
Feb 4, 2021
Feb 4, 2021 at 7:37 PM UTC
People come in
and out
of my life
like millions of
little leaves,
skittering across the sidewalk,
in late autumn.
And I,
I am the tree,
who always knows
when things get better
the leaves will return.
Fairweather friends
and leaves alike
will always return
but I,
I am the tree,
and I am still strong
without them.
-t.b.
Jun 9, 2013
Jun 9, 2013 at 9:56 PM UTC
the television weather persons
are just as enthusiastic
come rain or shine
I can admire that
Aug 28, 2015
Aug 28, 2015 at 8:33 AM UTC
I've been living on...
Fake smiles,
False promises,
Long days,
Lonely nights,
Fairweather friends,
And strong stimulants.
Somehow I'm still hungry.
Aug 9, 2015
Aug 9, 2015 at 2:36 PM UTC
Try my best to please all,
Burn outs make me a fool.
No appreciation just greed,
Only call when you need.
Sunset trips,
Half moon blips.
Fairweather friends,
Your family extends.
Open one more beer,
Sunday blues kick into gear.
Delay the onset of Monday,
This will all be over one day.
Good hate to all men,
Learnt nothing about Zen.
Scribble your thoughts down in haste,
Try and let nothing go to waste.
Mar 5, 2017
Mar 5, 2017 at 8:09 PM UTC
If I was a ship
sent far out to sea
would anyone notice
the abscence of me?
I sit all alone
with my shadow and pen
and long to go home
back to hiding again.
If I was a ship
set to sail without end
would you be my anchor?
sweet fairweather friend.
Jan 6, 2015
Jan 6, 2015 at 9:39 AM UTC
People live in the shadows
Of each other,
People ride on the coattails
Of each other,
People hand out their
Fairweather friendships
To each other,
(But only temperately)
People build walls around
Each other,
And around themselves,
Some people will **** you
With a smile,
Or a kiss,
That drags you down to
The deepest frozen depts,
Until you're at the bottom
Right with all the rest.
- Jamie F. Nugent
May 6, 2016
May 6, 2016 at 5:51 AM UTC
the days pass by like leaves in fall
some days yellow some days red
but you breathe life into my dull routine
whether you mean to or not
you are the blooming spring amongst my life's winter
so I will adore you
till my heart bursts
and my smiles decay
like the leaves that fall in the autumn breeze
to empty my branches and reveal my wicked form
you make me want to flourish and yet you don't mind when I'm barren
the seasons pass slowly when I'm with you
and the winter's frigid ice is melted by the hearth of your being
be my spring and I'll be your blossoms
you are the summer wind and I am the gentle waves
kiss me with your warm embrace and lead me towards uncharted shores
Oct 8, 2017
Oct 8, 2017 at 1:23 AM UTC
Artistry, the mirror of my inner soul,
Revealing my true self, once untold.
Unending an enchantment to impart,
Heavy breath entwined around my heart.
Majestic beauty, a powerful harmony,
Do I love thee or only the idea of thee?
Patience in love, take your time,
Reveals the real and true sublime.
Rising gentle dawns and morning dripping dew,
Uninhibited intentions, conveys love renewed.
Building upon ice castles, whispering it's secrets,
Deep long sleep, crisp breezes among seagrass.
Painter on sandy shores with imaginations,
Essence of sea air and oil hues elations.
Journey among colors, fairweather and storm,
Oh, how lovely you and me, together and warm.
Truth in every canvas, guiding my journey,
Teaching me wonder, exploring more to see.
A moonlight flight among winking stars,
Bringing me back from wandering too far.
Even the burdens of life's play made beautiful,
Stand in awe, let joy unspeakable be unmovable.
Feb 6, 2025
Feb 6, 2025 at 1:15 PM UTC
first through the door
but last to the bar
the night is always over
right from the start
a voice will ring out
"off with his head!"
but the joke is on her
cause i'm already dead
so i pour one out
for fairweather friends
who got caught up in love
and other violent ends
i go for a swim
and drown in my drink
with the weight of the world
"my, how fast he did sink!"
Nov 8, 2016
Nov 8, 2016 at 1:28 AM UTC