You are proud to remember,
while I forget it all.
You know how and when to pick
while I barely depict
that getting lost is not an option.
You hate seeing balloons
floating in the sky,
"ones beyond its limits,
will break into small pieces.
Look how confident I am!”,
waiting to pat you on the shoulders.
“Great, I can just watch tv”
I didn’t know I was punished.
an easy one for you to remember puffy.
i am not an overnight oat to make your morning easy.
i am seafoam, whisked by smashed whitecaps and breaking waves blown inland. When you are hardly sea spray ejected in the air.
I have nothing valuable besides you
Don't have a single cent
Lost every possession
You are the one thing that hasn't left
Everything else went away but not you
It’s the deeper meaning of things
that makes them valuable
like the memories or
the feelings for someone
the woman who gave birth to you.
Danke, Mutter. Thank you mom.
Family is priceless.
Merry Christmas to all poetesses, poets & readers.
Today is a good day.
if you show me your soul hidden deep inside I will admire it. show me the worst parts, the broken pieces... so I will know where to start. show me the most damaged parts and I will show you they are still lovable, unique in all the world unduplacated and more valuable than gold.
Most every person is a finger print, unduplicated, the unexplained magic of a bond seemingly to the soal burns deep into a mind and generates memories and feelings that never subside
No more truth or dares
Continuously becoming more aware
Instead of asking why things aren't fair
I remember there's a reason why we carry
Giving thanks to why it occurred
The universe wants you to not focus on the words
But on the feeling that you now behold
If anger should appear
Look at it and realize it stems from fear
Put faith in the universe
That the solution is closer than near
Inner peace is the most freeing thing
Because only you can decide on how you
Not outside factors that will eventually flee
I am sorry for being like this
Wish greatly I was not
Feeling unhappy constantly
I'm aware I ask a lot
Do not have a clue why I get jealous
It's evident you love just me
Eaten alive regardless
By invincible insecurity
You reassure me nobody else
Could possibly own your heart
Maybe, but if so how come
You smile more when we're apart?
The respect you had for me
Has diminished with attraction
Used to give me your whole focus
Now I get a fraction
I don't deserve your valuable time
The privilege of being the only one
Held in your arms every night
I'm begging you
Please don't run
I feel you slipping out of my hands
Your life is valuable.
Your attention is too.
So don't be casual
About what you give it to.
Be purposely picky
With what you choose.
Each option is really
Putting all else on snooze.
Written 31 October 2018
please do not smother me
smothering implies force
it implies suppression
it is something not being wanted
instead engulf me in your love
let me be immersed in it
cradle me in it
let me breathe
So i can appreciate it
and feel it all around me
that makes it so much better
ever so soft
ever so loving
ever so gentle
I understand why you want to smother
but you’re somebody
You’re love is important
the best thing you can give along with your time.
so you shouldn’t give it if it is not unwanted
even to me
Or at least don’t make it a habit with anyone
because you are too precious
but thank you
I appreciate the gesture and the thought.
I want your love but not like that
just not that way
just not by suffocation
I want to be engulfed in it
there’s a difference