if there is ever a parallel universe, i want to exist in serenity with you, there and forever. complete utopia, devoid of all negativity, my **** for you expands eternally. i would sacrifice my cohesion, my solidity, my utter being, to simply exist within your comfort.
Words of deep love and longing Are lost on me, today. I've no whimsy to feed my prose, No form of coherency in my head.
I'll write for the sake of writing.
Rustling trees swelled with song birds Are mere echoes of a life outside To me. I feel like I'm suspended in zero gravity - My face tingles, My head is sluggish Like a hangover without the nausea.
We've got potholes in our hearts And the construction's lasted for months So we just fill them all with sand and Call it a day. Integrated into a system That's forgotten the welfare Of the human soul.
There's a trickle of sunlight And it's getting warmer. Summer's blossoming and I can't stand it. The beautiful solace of winter Melts away with my silence, While summer months boil blood And chaos chokes the air.
These words I write are read Aloud in tremulous whispers - The only proof that they're real. Recited every night When I lay my head down And wonder about the difference Between what is evil And what is just a misled notion Of Righteousness.
The pounding in my ears was so foreign to me. I thought, at first, maybe, there was construction going on next door. I lifted my head from the pillow to check. No, it was my blood; my walls breaking inside. It vibrated so softly in my ears. The way my earbuds did with the volume too high. My eyes burned as I lay awake hating myself for taking the last of the melatonin leaving the jar empty and myself restless.