i'm like a pirate
     and she is the treasure
           i've been searching for.

she slips on a dress
  looks in the mirror
    and says she's an absolute mess

he laughs as he puts on
  his vest and says
*"oh darling, you're my beautiful mess."

the dark would make her fears visible

the dark would bring out the monsters

not from under her bed

but inside her head

her thoughts & fears

would suffocate her

almost choking her to death

her mind was in evil lair

a living nightmare, that she couldnt seem to bare.

we were never really in love
    we were only in love
     with the idea that we were in love.

he wasnt perfect, but at the same
     time he was.*

his hugs were perfect.

his smile, was really perfect.

his hair was absolutely perfect.

his eyes were beyond perfect.

his lips, were oh his lips were
     beyond perfection.

but not until i saw him
   do the same things to her
      did i realize that i was blinded
         by his perfection.

he was just too perfect.

and she said,

"i just want to be as high as the stars."

i hate your beautiful laugh

i hate how your hair dances perfectly       with the wind

i hate your, smile
   god i hate it so much

i hate the way your lovely eyes look at me

I hate how you make me feel as though im on cloud
                                     n
                                    i
                         ­         n
                                e

i hate how i wish you were mine

i hate you
i hate you
  i hate you.

there's a thief on the loose

stealing young girl's hearts
   here and there

and sometimes out of no where
  he'll shatter their hearts as if they
    were nothing.

as if they were nothing
  as if they were nothing
     as if they were nothing

there's a thief on the loose

stealing young girl's hearts
  brace yourselves
    oh, brace yourselves.

she was the universe
  never ending beauty
    stunning
      astonishing
         and so gourgeous to look at.

but me, ha.
i was just a small star,
   who only gazed at her from afar.
      until she decided to add me in, to
         this wonderful universe of hers.

please I beg you

hit me in the head

so I may forget

everything he said

all of the lies

that I somehow believed

all of the pain he caused me

but hey it was my fault for believing

please I beg you

hit me in the head

so I may forget

everything he said.

i swear that im just a mistake

but apparently i was born to

make this world a better place?

ha, i think not

im just a waste

of precious space



im just a

dead soul

who has no role

in this play

but
  no.

you're wrong darling.
  you need to stay.

just you wait one day.
you just wait and see.

you'll mean the universe
  to someone.

you'll save a life
  with your bright smile
     or precious words.
  
you'll help a may flower bloom
  with the air you breathe out.

so, go ahead and doubt
  but please believe me when i say

that you really do matter.
  you really do matter.
    you really do matter.

she gets up from bed

and applies her foundation

starting from her forhead

then down to her eyes

hoping to erase the cries, bruises

and the lies from last night

she was not beautiful

she was the sun coming up
  on an early morning

she was the bloom of
        an april flower

she was the stars shining
  brightly through the midnight sky

she was the rainbow
  after the rain

she was the smile
  on my face that would
    never seem to go
      away.

'beautiful is just too over used, to describe her, so he used these words insead.'

love

is a disease that continues to

be passed around and around

& leaves behind a long trail

of broken hearts,

the death of young souls,

& the smell of a

sickening sadness.

i swear

when i looked

into his eyes

i saw so many unknown galaxies

universes, and skies

i felt like a scientist

eager to discover what was inside

will you run away with me

so that we'd both be free

from this evil place

called society



just you and me

living young

wild and free

away from this terrible reality



maybe we can go to mars

or possibly even reach the stars



but i wouldn't care where we go

as long as you and me

are running together

living

young

wild

and free

the water  sprinkled

upon her face

and she began to hope

that her pain

worry & thoughts

would go down the drain

he is my
                 antidote saving
                      me from
                           this
                              poison
                                 called
                                    life.

HIM

I was like superman
stong
powerful
independent

until she came along
with her gorgeous green eyes
and they were my kryptonite

my deadly
but somehow lovely
kryptonite