Maybe today I
will trend , but that's okay
I just love writing :)

Today the sunlight
rested sweetly upon edge of clouds
making the smoky sky
glisten whitely light
Blackbirds fly together
supporting each other
whilst goats laze
comfortably below in
cheery meadow
inhaling stinky air
of sprayed fertiliser
Two roaming peacocks
alone together
may have lost there way
from a family farm
I can only imagine
as I quickly take a glance
out of car window
as to why they escaped
but peace fills my heart
as these two lovers
remain content
wandering upon gods
earthly treasures sharing
there hearts as one

So me and Dean have
just come back from milking the
cows and there mooing (paganpaul :D ) :-))

So we woke this morn
To a grey rainy pavement
And slushy wet mud

Our poor trainers have
Mothers Earth literally stuck
to bottom of souls

So I must invest
in some Wellington boots , yeap
makes total sense..yeap yeap

Albie  is peeing
like a watering can , his
driving us crazy

But he is so cute
and ***** he runs into
doors chairs and the walls

Because the weather
as been so rainy our clothes
are forever wet

So now we are just
wearing wet suits , we look like
seals in the ocean

Oh okay I'm just
being silly but hey it's
super super fun

The kids have gone home
Well older ones have ,yay more
food for me and Dean

Now this is the truth
Me and Dean had cheese on toast
topped with some brown sauce

And it was ******
lovely , dean had tea with his
and i had coffee

Oops a Massive dose
of caffeine oh no my brain
is in overdrive

Oh no that now means
i won't sleep tonight , ah well
I best read a book

Me and Dean went out
last night we had a great time
Drinking and dancing

But I've got a worse
hangover my head is full
of doziness fudge

Yeap it's melted like
snowdrops fallen to earth on
a cold winters day

But i managed to
somehow cook a roast dinner
how I just don't know!!

The potatoes were
soggy the veg quite hard , but
the gravy was tasty

We danced and danced all
night long to pretty voices
from super cool songs

My feet began to
ache o no I'm growing old
by every second

Brandy and coke filled
my shiny glass than went to
my brain and smiled wide

Goggle slurp goggle
O what a noisy drink , slurp
slip gulp gulp goggle

Dean drank lots of beer
and so did our sons there sweet
laughter filed the air

Everytime trouble
went down as there was two fights
Dean alerted bouncers

Too many drink to
much than want to start fights , o
what silly pickles

But Dean made sure we
had best night my hero my
man my best friend too

At 3 o clock this
morn we went to macdonalds
and stuffed our faces

I had cheese burger
and chips and Diet Coke , Dean
had quarter pounder

The wind was chilly
And we walked from Saturday
to Sunday in shoes

It's been a lazy
day my house is quite messy
but the air is kind

Me and dean had a
great time last night , so bottoms
up to a new week

Sitting in meadow
making daisy chains , was a
time that never rained

Eager horses ran
along sandy shores , hunting
there masters daughter

Behind a big rock
she lie limp and cold , pining
for her long lost love

Her fathers temper
erupted like volcano
spilling words of hate

Her future already
decided , her mer-prince chosen
weakens her sad heart

She lies looking at
bluest sky , remembering
when she first met him

Her heart bloomed flowers
Diamonds sparkle in her hair
Her fin glittered stars

Her rosy lips like
spring pink blossoms petals
yearns his sweet kisses

Unknown to father
her unborn child heart beats
near her tender womb

She felt strong arms pull
her up , her weak body slumps
over horses saddle

Into the ocean
her cries echo upon waves
seashells lay on beach

Hoping one day her
love will return , so she waits
in her own silence

The moon shines brightly
The sun glistens on ocean
The stars sparkle lightly

Holding her son in
her arms , conceived by true love
Gives her strength to live

Did you know frogs are mods!
They wear big green anoraks
Through every season

There's an angel
in the sky but you cannot
see her wings just her
brightness
Sometimes she shows half
of her wing but loves
to keep the other half hidden
O she is so lovely
and the stars love her too
They sparkle every night
singing star songs to the angel
Her name is Molly Moon
You've most probably seen
her too , she loves to float
in sky but only when it's night time
Ain't she just so lovely
The other day she came
closer to earth, I nearly
touched her with my hand.
Next time you see Molly Moon
make sure you say hi to her
she would be ever so happy
if you did.

Cleaning ones teeth , moon
brushes night ocean leaving
a big glowing smile

Morning as woken
Drizzle of rain everywhere
Blackbirds singing songs

Rolling down green leaves
Preparing for bungee jump
Daredevil dewdrops

The sunrise blossomed
Hungry Blackbirds peck for food
Seagulls fly in sky

blowing freeda ******
hula hoops into stale air
holding hands in circle
of teen friendship
ignoring lifes stable path
of family love
choosing time and time again
the darker side of life
filled with Jeremy Kyles
problematic souls
and all I can do
is remain silent and hope
one day she shreds
her cocoon and sees
what real love is

Music cheers up a
showery day , making a
rainbow find its way

I've been working lots
lately to earn extra cash
For when I marry

My Dean is my life
Everday he makes me laugh
He is so funny

I insisted on
paying for my dress and my
bridemaids dresses too

I'm off on my hen
do in a few months , my Dean
paid for me to go

He has an heart of
an angel so kind and so
wonderfully lovely

I'm so excited
There be six of us going
Will be so funny

Me and my Dean have
been together for over
thirty lovely years

And because of our
awesome children our wedding
is so happening <3

Nice lovely family
and friends will be there on the
day..Tis like a dream

My daughter bought flowers
For the bridemaids there pretty
Colour of daylight

My bridemaids will be
wearing sky blue dresses so
softly gently sweet

I have butterflies
Dancing inside my belly
Happy fluttering

I'm looking so forward
To getting married to my love
I love him so much :)))))

torch shone so brightly
as I lay under bed quilt
reading beano book

I read every line
checking out every picture
gnasher was my fav

I remember feel
of soft flannelette sheets
touching my young skin

when morning arrived
the bright sun seep through window
putting on live show

I watch wallpaper
come alive like orange sun
ready to start day

nanny shared a room
with me and sis , she snored like
a fierce lawn mower

her third set of teeth
slept in fizzy beaker cup
her gurney smile smiled

every morning she
got up early to catch bus
to take her to work

she smelled of freshly
grown spring flowers that lingered
joyfully all day

she was my summer
all year round , her flowery
frocks cute as petals

a tea lady she
was , poured tea all day long from
her golden trolley

appreciation
felt from every given cup
of tea  , wet lips smiled

her chocolate hair wrapped
neatly in hair net , her sweet
cleanliness top form

but soon she would be
replaced by vending machines
technogly bloomed  

to me she was my
best friend , she gave me tiny
wings to practice on

once in a while
her memory steps forward
making me sing loud

She left me a love
full of happiness which still
glows brightly today

I have two angels
Taking me to the moon and
back , singing me songs

Yesterday I went
jogging , my feet stamped on ground
like an elephant

hey for the first time
I knew what an elephant
felt like..woo how strange!!

You should ave seen the
late sun it melted across
early evening sky

It made me want to
go home and drink a glass of
nice smooth fresh orange

has to be nice smooth
orange don't like orange with
those annoying bits

I loved the duck pond
It had a silver lining
Twinlking brightly

Oops no sorry it
was a park light shining bright
reflecting in pond

Anyway I had
to jog all around the park
My belly bounced bounced

It nearly knocked me
out , I panted so much I
thought I saw heaven!!!

The moon was pretty
and full it must have had a
nice big fat fry up

The grass was damp too
But all was okay as the
snow had disappeared

But where had the snow
gone , I know the answer..blame
the trees they drank it

Finally I got
back home and wrapped myself in
a cozy blanket

Then drank a bottle
of water as if I been
stranded in desert

Then i sat down next
to my Dean and we both watched
a film on Netflix :)

Mean people just love
to put people down to the
point it gets tiring

I say find a way
to love to share to be kind
Stop being angry

Life is for living
Having suffered depression
many moons ago

it still wants to pop
up here and there , for no real
reason really , but

that's how it flows , but
never have I wanted to
be mean to people

I think there just sad
And need to get a real life
instead of putting

people down , but when
I think about it , they got
more issues than me

Why bother be mean
What do they get from it ? How
****** sad it that

Ah well I'm glad I'm
not a mean person , I shall
never understand

them nor do I wish
to , it's uses up to much
energy , leaving

you feeling tired
and its a waste of time as
time stops for no one

Anyway I felt
like a vent , as recently
I've stepped away from

a mean person who
had a spitful mouth , now the
sun shines bright again

-----

In life if someone
doesn't appreciate you
Then move on away

This morning i watched
ITV 2 player , I'm
into a programme

with a few seasons
Have admit it's quite dark
But need to see the

ending hope it's a
happy ending , anyway
must crack on with my

day as today I'm
painting living room ceiling
It's going to be

white like a fluffy
summer cloud , so when it rains
the sun will still shine

The fire place will
be wallpapered to pretty
up new painted walls

My three dogs are so
lazy all lying next to
me covered in warm

blanket , must wake them
up now because today is
new day full of hopes

and new beginnings
I think we are all just like spring
butterflies , always

striving for happy
or just maybe contentment!
Or maybe will are

just like flowers here
on earth , waking each day to
all lovely simple

things in life , today
my youngest son went back to
school , o how time flys

by so quickly I
remember his first day at
nursery , he was so

shy so timid , now
a gentleman ready to
explore the big world

Tis these small moments
that I cherish that makes my
heart smile so happy

tis lovely to write
poetry and I sure do
write lots of poems

But that doesn't mean
I not live my life,  as I
do live very well

My mind is active
Tis full of great dancing words
Waiting to sing loud

I blame my brother
Was when heaven wanted him
more , was than my words

began to flow , they
was full of sadness, my heart
wept like a grey cloud

I remember the
rain it never sang a song
It just fell and fell

Years later and a
new found confidence I'm still
writing , I cannot

stop, I'm not here to
be popular I'm here as
I just love to write

So I must thank those
who read my words , you truly
are rather lovely

I do try at times
to catch up on reads but time
seems not long enough

Today I looked at
house roofs , the sky behind wax
grey but the trees were

pretty green , yellow
flowers bloom in opposite
house garden , my pane

is growing flowers
too , maybe one day I shall
stop writing because

living more and more
is really beautiful , but
for now I shall just

continue to share
but only if it's okay
with you lovely lot :-)

Hmm I've only got a
few likes today hmm maybe
my writings not good

Why am I even
writing what's it's all about
What's the point , I only feel

anxious now , deep breaths
Now I feel silly why did
I write that , oh jeez

heart beating feel sick!!
Then my self doubt passes and
I'm back to lovely

place again! Self doubt
sure can grip me making me
feel really down! But you

see writing helps dig
through negativity , am
I a poet or not

Maybe , I'm not sure
But I'm much more too , I'm a
wife a mum a sister

a friend. I've wrote my
heart out for five years now non
stop to be honest

But now I'm in such
a lovely place of content
I'm living happy

Of course I still get
life stresses hit me and yeah
I get negative

But one thing I can
always rely on is my
passion for writing

It helps mentally
to keep me strong and focus
May it come from my

heart or mind or once
in awhile I like to write
stories , fun fun fun :)

I'm slowing down now
Gone and got myself married :)))
Tis so wonderful

Children are growing
up fast , there leading there own
life's more every day

So I'm finding new
hobbies to keep me active
Life changes happen

But to write , will be  
in me always , tis part of me
it's just there always

So to all who love to
write have fun dry those tears up
Find your happy place :))

My mind as gone blank
So today I walk the plank
In waters I sank

Today I'm lazy
I'm tired and wrinkly
and my hair as been
struck by lighting!
But I should not
make it all about me
as the world is rather
tragic at times
but it's the mood I'm
in today!
My tv is singing songs
and the blind is shut
because I closed the outstde
world out because
I can!
But that's just my day
so far , we all get them
don't we!
I bought a plastic cover
to protect my garden table
and chairs so when the raindrops
trickle down they bounce
upon patio!
And i love the glistens
inside a raindrop so petty!
My three dogs are
all lying next to me
they do love comfort
with lots of hugs and
they're so loyal and friendly!!
My mind as been a bit hectic
today so I've let it flow by
Now I'm ready for the rest
of my day as my heart
flowers once again like
it does most days!
My son is home now
and he as such a lovely smile:)
It's now time for me
to get myself together
now my mind as settled
into a calm ocean
of friendly dolphins
and big blue whales
who sing so sweetly
making my mind
a happy enviromemt  
to be in again!!
I doubt this is even
poetry but does it really matter!
I'm just writing
from my heart  ***

Summer as now gone
My inspiration fading
Winter on its way

I remember the days
when I was a kid
and my nanny Rose
lived with me mum sis and bro!
She always smelled so pretty!
Every morning she would
get up early and put on one
of her flowery dresses
even in winter she looked
like summer and she
always sprayed so much
lacquer in her lovely brown hair  
i tasted it everytime!
She worked up London
in a big firm working as a tea lady
Everyday she would push her
little trolley full
of tea and biscuits
into all the offices
she was so loved by all her
employers!
Once a year she would
take us all to see the
Lord Major show up London
and  we would wave our flags
and have a jolly good time.
Every night she would leave
her pearly teeth in a cup
and oh my! did she snore loud
Me and my sister would laugh
under the bed sheets hoping she
wouldn't hear us!
I miss my nanny Rose a lot
she was truly a wonderful lady
and rests softly and warmly
in my memories and my heart
always **

Today I bought a
summer dress colour of earth
with pretty flowers

it flowed pass my old
stuffed winter belly and
carried on downwards

where it slept upon
my ankles like an ocean
where the sky dips down

The ocean ripples
little kisses to golden
gentle tender shore

Whilst the orange sun
dips behind winter trees where
it glows so lovely

Lamp post stand so still
Like masters of universe
Glowing up at night

And I sit in car
My belly rumbling like
a big volcano

House roofs like lego
Different sizes everywhere
Blocking out the sky

And a crow sits on
aerial listening to
the waves of tv

And I sit down
Around a wooden table
And eat a big feast