I've done dirt in the past I'm not proud of,
I do even more, now, as we speak.
But never in my life has my heart been so alive,
I thought never would it ever reach its peak.
See, now you've stormed into my life so abruptly,
Not once did you ever try to sneak.
You've turned me a mess, I pray this isn't a test,
I will fail. For without you, I am weak.
This can't be love, for I know no such thing,
This can't be lust, I've had my share of flings.
This can't be me, I've never wanted marriage,
But for you, all my dreams are of rings.
I hate all of what you've done to me,
I hate what you've done to my soul.
I hate the warmth that now lies deep inside,
I long to return to the cold.
But you see,
That's the catch of it all.
I can never return to the old.
I don't have much to give,
But I promise,
For the rest of my life,
I am yours.