no longer adapting to the world and feeling trapped inside this person. figure me as what I am, but what they see is someone hurting. silly me, it's so discerning: seeing me in front of curtains. feeling trapped inside this person. open windows. I am hurting.
jump my tears away. (I'll jump my fears away)
in hopes of learning. no love here for they will not adhere; will just add fear to play. but, no place here today. so, I just . . . mm . . . so, I'm just here to stay . . .