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Mar 2014 · 658
Relentless
Xyns Mar 2014
Does it taste sour?
The bitter hand of reality
It used to feed you
But you bit it

Does it feel painful?
The sharp blade of death
It used to protect you
But you abused it

I hope it's disgusting
I hope it stings
Because the truth
Is relentless
Mar 2014 · 378
The Way {Extended}
Xyns Mar 2014
It's nice
The way you run your hands over me
Moving almost desperately
It's like a flood of truth
Bathed with destiny

I'll admit it used to scare me
But now it's only right..
Because you're mine

No other hand could caress me
So perfectly

Smoothly, a hold so soothing

It's cute
The way you explore my body
Trying to learn my everything
It's like a moment of love
Caked with honesty

I fell in love with your curiosity
Aching to know..
Exactly what we could be

No other eyes could look onto me
So loving

Flawless, our imperfections seem

It's great
The way you move inside of me
Pleasing every single fantasy
It's a motion of wonder..
Sprinkled with amazing

It's a love too real to be used
The truth is honestly..
I wouldn't make it without you

No other body could fit with me
So wonderfully

Passionate, moving so beautifully
Mar 2014 · 1.1k
A Poem
Xyns Mar 2014
I read a poem today
It wasn't particularly new
It wasn't written a long time ago
By someone long dead
But it was real
It was written in truth
And experience

I read a poem today
It wasn't short and simple
It didn't lose my interest
As though it were long and boring
But it was nice
It was deep and engaging
Relative to this young heart

I read a poem today
It wasn't that of rebellion
It wasn't so typical
To which I have become accustomed
But it was honesty
It was entirely genuine and
Was a bit of a tearjerker

I read a poem today
It wasn't expected
It didn't give you thrills
As many of us seek
But it was perfect
It changed this heart of mine
And opened realization of the future
Mar 2014 · 2.8k
You Are Evil
Xyns Mar 2014
You don't like it when you're wrong
Do you?
You hate it when I love something
Don't you?
You miss when you could hold me down
Don't you?
You're a failure at being a human
Did you know that?
You are evil
I know that.
Mar 2014 · 1.7k
Hatred Is My Life
Xyns Mar 2014
Lest the nights
Be filled with fright
Holding under
A broken thunder
Live the page
Written in rage
Hearts scraped
Leave them *****
Hatred is my life
Purity is my strife
Mar 2014 · 462
Blanketed
Xyns Mar 2014
Hollowed out
Dense
Bitter to the core
Stung
Cleanse the soul
Burn

Break the harlot
That bleeds scarlet
Lose the sanity
That taints humanity

Filled with rage
Blind
Turned cold
Frozen
Live in disgust
Sickened

Trust no one
Murdered for fun
Those who ****
Accept what's real
Mar 2014 · 874
I'll Be Here
Xyns Mar 2014
And when the earth shakes
The mountain quakes
I'll be here to calm your tremors

And when the world stops
Your reality drops
I'll be here to fix it

And when hearts break
Because saints are fake
I'll be here to save you
Mar 2014 · 13.1k
Corruption
Xyns Mar 2014
Corrupt and quiet
Brain damaged
Like a mental hemorrhaging
A ****** heart's craving

Tattooed on your clear skin
Running hands over it
Dusting off your innocence
Dancing on ground that's caving in

Men and women in pain
Broken children going insane
Holding their breaths
Hearts heaving in their chests

Painstaking memories
Sipping tears from souls unclean
Empty verses, lyrics obscene
Children who will never be seen

You've lost your health
Now, what do you have left?
***** just like the rest
Nothing to show, no family crest

Tear jerkers
Hard workers
Acid-bathed men
You simply cannot win

Thoughts under arrest
Burning names off the list
Fighting with a pointless fist
Lost in the lifeless mist
Mar 2014 · 13.8k
Whore
Xyns Mar 2014
Just because it has a heartbeat
Doesn't mean you can **** it.
K? K.
I think you need to get a new hobby  that doesn't involve penises.
Mar 2014 · 8.9k
Stronger
Xyns Mar 2014
I'm stronger than you thought
Too many wars I've fought

You figured you could break me
No idea that stronger, you'd make me
Xyns Mar 2014
"The evil men do lives after them"

"And heaven wept for the sins of her children"

"Hope you're heaven sent and hell proof"
Mar 2014 · 873
I don't know why.
Xyns Mar 2014
I just hate it when i comment on something and it comes across as rude or insulting. I never mean it to..I dont know why, but it happens a lot.
Mar 2014 · 2.3k
We Are Exceptional
Xyns Mar 2014
Can't we just be us for a second?
And stop the conformity
End the uniformity
And become people

Can't we just be us for a moment?
And stop the yes ma'am
End the yes sir
And become equal

Can't we just be us for a while?
And stop the judgement
End the competition
And become simple

Can't we just be us for a day?
And stop the cushioning
End the lying
And become real

Can't we just be us for some time?
And stop the worrying
End the fearing
And become gleeful

Can't we just be us for today?
And stop the striving
End the climbing
And let ourselves free fall

Can't we just be us?
And stop the normal
And show we're
Exceptional
Mar 2014 · 6.1k
Damaged
Xyns Mar 2014
It hurts to see.

Stings to breathe.

What has this world done to me?
Mar 2014 · 676
Destined
Xyns Mar 2014
We can let the pleasure
Drip off our bodies
We could never measure
The depths of this affection

The simplest things you do
Change my whole day
The smallest things undo
The biggest mistakes

Our world can crash around us
We'll still have each other
Our life could never break us
We'll still adore each other

I know that you're the one
At the end of the day
Because when all is said and done
We're meant to be
Mar 2014 · 838
That Kind Of Pain
Xyns Mar 2014
Hold me, hold me captive
Keep me, keep me right
Take me to your dungeon
Torture me all night
Bleeding Casanova
Broken arrowed sight
Holding on to lovers
Damning their romance

Kick me, kick me harder
Slit it, slit my wrists
End your empty sorrows
Drinking of my blood
Let me be your whiskey
Watch this lovely flood
Hurt me until you miss me
Tie the knots too tight
Mar 2014 · 401
Hollowed
Xyns Mar 2014
And when we met
I fell in love
And when I strayed away
I became empty
And when I saw you cared
I broke down
And when you said it hurt
I changed forever
And when you walked out
I lost the best part of me
Mar 2014 · 965
My Father
Xyns Mar 2014
I miss the way
You said my name
I miss they way
You'd comfort me

I miss the way
You'd brush my hair
I miss the way
You'd protect me

I miss the way
You used to be
I miss having
My Father
Mar 2014 · 230
The Way
Xyns Mar 2014
It's nice
The way you run your hands over me

It's cute
The way you explore my body

It's great
The way you move inside of me
Mar 2014 · 19.7k
What If I Told You?
Xyns Mar 2014
What if I told you
Your soul can break

What if I told you
No one could save you

What if I told you
You're not in reality

What if I told you
I've stolen all your dreams

What if I told you
I heard your saddened whispers

What if I told you
I know you're just like me

And what if I said
We both dwell in the darkness
Mar 2014 · 1.7k
This Is Life
Xyns Mar 2014
Walls collapse
Bridges crumble

Letters burn
Voices fade

Ringing stops
Bodies shiver

This is life
And death is her sister
Mar 2014 · 436
Ice
Xyns Mar 2014
Ice
It's as if the summer never came
A cold winter storm
And according to you
I was to blame

It's as though the world covered in snow
An icebox heater
And according to you
I should know

It's like a mountainous glacier settled
Our hearts buried beneath
And according to you
I'm who melted

It's as though your soul froze me out
A cold, burning hailstone
And according to me
It's your turn to pout
Mar 2014 · 411
Survivor
Xyns Mar 2014
You might have stolen my trust
But you didn't drain my strength
You couldn't if you tried

You might have broken my heart
But you didn't tame my spirit
You wouldn't know how

You might have left me damaged
But you couldn't ever shatter me
You never knew my pieces
Mar 2014 · 364
Insanity
Xyns Mar 2014
Set fireworks off on it
Drop bombs on them

When they scream
Feed off the energy

Their terror
It's like gas, a fuel

Don't let loose of it
Become a monster

Forget the morals
We're both immortals

Satan tried to play games
He couldn't handle it

When I opened up my mouth
It got insane

All those promises are gone
They're limp words

Kick a heart that's down
While the world blurs

Empty spaces in a soul
Open minds take the wheel

No doubt they're afraid
We broke open

And we released the storm
So let it rain down with pain

My mind is numb
This body awkwardly empty

A soulless open chasm
Of despair and no reaction

Crazy casts on these arms
I broke them in a fight

Fought for my freedom
To open up and free them

Open doors for the demons
Gateway to start wars

I just love the way it feels
To not feel and lose your mind
Mar 2014 · 364
Murder, Murder
Xyns Mar 2014
Rip, scream
Tear at my skin

Bathing
In the blood
Of my friends

Open my eyes
Take it all in

The sight
Of the bodies
All mutilated

I...me?
Was it me?

The one
Who caused it
All these fatalities?

No, not me
The Ambien

I was out
Asleep on it
My medication

So, I'm ok
Innocent?

But look
I'm drenched
In their blood

I'm a mess
A beast at best

I did it
Slit their throats
And killed them all
Mar 2014 · 506
Player?
Xyns Mar 2014
You broke my heart
You crushed me

Then you sat around
And toyed with me

Showed me off to your friends
A trophy to your buddies

Then you threw me out
To the street with my love

You liked to see me down
Listened to my pain

Then you saw who I had found
And you lost your way

You realized that I wasn't afraid
You knew I had someone better

Then you ran to find her
Someone to fill the void I left

You couldn't stay faithful
Not them and not to me

And when you realize the truth
The fact that you're a failure

You'll forget who was your savior
You'll have not another favor

Then you'll sit all alone
No mercy will you be shown
Mar 2014 · 497
Instigator
Xyns Mar 2014
Like a match
You started the fire
Like a moth
You found the flame

Like a virus
You spread through me
Like an idiot
You thought you knew me
Mar 2014 · 189
That Moment
Xyns Mar 2014
And at that moment
It all fell into place
My soul felt the love
That played across your face
Mar 2014 · 674
Our Game
Xyns Mar 2014
Your touch is like sin
I'll still give in

I know it's wrong
But it's all I want

Your lust infects me
Courses through my veins

I know it's not right
It'll only fuel the fight

Your voice soothes me
It moves me

I know I should run
But the game has only just begun
Mar 2014 · 2.0k
Blowing Smoke
Xyns Mar 2014
Blowing smoke
Rolling up
Let it burn
Take a puff

Little escape
From the day
Open minds
Stolen time

Filled to the rim
Sips with friends
Tilt up the end
Pouring again

Little break
From a life
Open bottles
Stolen dances

Party with them
Party with us
Party for fun
Party for love
Mar 2014 · 483
Soulless
Xyns Mar 2014
The depths of my soul
Is a black hole
It's lost to the world
Misunderstood by everyone

It'll drain your happiness
Like it does mine
Along with your sanity
Like it has mine

If you end up like me
This desolate
You'll sell your soul
You'll lose it

As I have done
Just like this brokenness
Equal in this fire
Falling along with me
Mar 2014 · 544
Abyss
Xyns Mar 2014
I can only break so much
Can only lose so much
Can only stumble so much

Until I'm permanently damaged
Until I'm a complete failure
Until I fall too far

And end up totaled
And end up lost forever
And end up in the abyss
Mar 2014 · 214
Untitled
Xyns Mar 2014
It's the evil that made me
The sins that shape me
This world is crazy
But, ya know, so are we
Mar 2014 · 1.3k
Sinner
Xyns Mar 2014
Sweet, Lovely Sin
You feel so good
Too satisfying

Oh, what do i do?
Let go?
Of the only thing i know?

You're too tempting
Too real
Too much of me

You're too much of my character
You're the fabric of myself
All that I have ever attempted

You're my life
You're safe
You're home

So should i just leave?
Commit to light?
Over the comforting darkness?

It's too much to handle
So I'll stay
I'll change another day
Mar 2014 · 529
What Is Love?
Xyns Mar 2014
It's giving someone the power to break you
But trusting them not to

It's giving them the keys to your soul
And believing they won't wreck it

It's hearing their worst secrets
And still adoring them

It's wishing for eternal existence
Because one life with them isn't enough

It's you and me
And everything between
Mar 2014 · 698
Immortality
Xyns Mar 2014
The sentence of life
Like a tide of crimson
Washing over me
Rinsing me of mortal holds
Raining down urgently

Breaths of sensitive souls
Wishes growing old
Like the ashes of the scrolls
Of time that told
Our heart-wrenching story

The bends, the folds
Of the dance that
So tightly bound us
To one another
In undeniable splendor

Like two star-crossed lovers
We lie in waiting
In the middle of the bustling street
Death, we plan to tempt
Our bond, it has no end
Mar 2014 · 302
Indistinguishable
Xyns Mar 2014
Days feel the same as night
I drown in the darkness
I suffocate in the light

The sun looks the same as the moon
I ignore the day's time
I won't wake until noon

Cold feels the same as heat
The flames obscure my sight
Ice uses my body to beat

Days feel the same as night
I run from the darkness
I hide from the light
Mar 2014 · 388
Never
Xyns Mar 2014
If I were to disclose the pain that is inside me
You'd never believe
You'd call me a liar, an attention *****
So I keep it to myself

I smile for you, I laugh
I hold my head high every second
All the while, I'm crying inside
Breaking within myself

But you'd never know
You'd deny it if I told you
Everyone would
So I only write about it

I hide it away
Lock it up inside of me
Simply cry myself to sleep
When I'm alone

Never would you know
How broken and crushed I am
How this life has taken its tole on me
You'd never see it

Ask for help
I'd never do such a thing
That would require someone who cares
I can't find that anywhere

So I'll stay this way
For the rest of my existence
You'll continue to greet my smile
And ignore my suffering
Mar 2014 · 484
You've Noticed
Xyns Mar 2014
I know you can tell
I don't try to hide it

When you come around
I always get excited

My face flushes red
And my palms get sweaty

When you lay in my bed
My eyelids get too heavy

Your hands are much bigger
I squeeze them anyway

I'm intoxicated by your voice
I crave it everyday

When you speak to me
I cling to every word you say

I savor every taste
We kiss until my vision blurs

I know you notice
I've fallen in love with you
Mar 2014 · 683
Marry Me
Xyns Mar 2014
Marry me
Marry me right now
Take me and keep me
In holy matrimony
Forever and always
That's all I ask
You're all I'll ever need
Mar 2014 · 257
All Over Again
Xyns Mar 2014
When I see your face
I see my future

When I hear your voice
I hear perfection

When I feel your skin
I feel indestructible

When you hold me close
I know it's all okay

When you say my name
I get addicted to the sound

When you breathe on me
I get hypnotized

When you say you need me
I fall in love all over again
Mar 2014 · 807
Heartbreak
Xyns Mar 2014
It's like broken ribs
It's excruciating, breath taking
But no one but you knows it
Not another soul can feel it

It cripples you, drains you
It takes all it can from you
And just when you think it's moved on
It stabs you yet again

As if to tell you
It's best to just give in
It likes to make you cry, weep
Your joy, it likes to take and keep

You'll want to give up
For that is its goal
It'll take your will to live
And crush it without a second glance

It's the product of too much evil
Sometimes too much love
It comes along when you want it least
For many of us, the pain may never cease
Mar 2014 · 248
Let It Be
Xyns Mar 2014
Let it fall

Let it break

Let it crash

Let it take

Let it win

Let it lose

Let it change

Let it be
Mar 2014 · 377
Die Another Day
Xyns Mar 2014
He stumbled through the high grass
It stung as it slapped his face
His mission was to find Joseph
No one else cared about Joseph
And so he would save him
It would be no one but himself

Then there was a leg
One he did not notice
Until he had fallen and
Landed right on top of Joseph
For a moment, he felt joy
But such a fleeting moment it was

Joseph was only another casualty
Nothing but a mound of flesh
His gut was blown out
No one had covered Joseph
When he needed it
No one had known Joseph needed it

But now, he did not allow sorrow
There was no place for it here
On this brutal battlefield
Death was too often out here
Some his friend, some his enemy
Some tears, some rewards

Death had made its impression
Imprinting itself in his brain
Settling into the depths of his soul
Scratching, burning away at him
Yet it did not **** him
He would live to die another day
Mar 2014 · 320
Our Infinity
Xyns Mar 2014
I'll let your voice wash over me
Like a sweet symphony

I'll let your body blanket me
Let our scents mingle

I'll let your words heal me
While the taste lingers

I'll fall for you all over again
With any luck, it'll never end

I'll surrender to this lovely forever
Play tricks on our eternity

I'll let your touches fill the void
You'll be my medication

I'll hold you closer than before
And feel all your warmth

We'll be comforted by the knowledge
That this love is our infinity
Mar 2014 · 254
Untitled
Xyns Mar 2014
And I felt the numbing heat
And it burned outrageously

So I walked out
And never returned

There weren't any words
For the things to be said

And we never looked back
We abandoned our hearts
Mar 2014 · 253
Keep Me
Xyns Mar 2014
I'd think myself a fool to tell you
But I'd be an idiot not to

I'll regret the words I'm about to speak
But it'd **** me not to

I'm going to give myself to you
With not a single string attached

So love me as well as I have loved you
And keep me as long as you want to
Mar 2014 · 835
Just Like A Song
Xyns Mar 2014
Just like a song
You're musical

Just like a song
You're rhythmic

Just like a song
You're hypnotic

Just like a song
You're lyrical

Just like a song
You're in my head

Just like a song
You're catchy

Just like a song
You're on repeat

Just like a song
You're inspirational

Just like a song
You're my favorite
Mar 2014 · 631
I Love You
Xyns Mar 2014
A phrase said so much
It's almost lost its meaning
Started so important
So influential

It has lost its touch
Because it's said too much
Not often thought through
It's now a reflex

Take this seriously
I mean it truly
You are my everything
I Love You
Mar 2014 · 305
End
Xyns Mar 2014
End
End
Where are you?
Resolution
Where will I find you?

End
Will you come near?
Resolution
When will you reveal yourself?

End
Do you yearn for me too?
Resolution
How far away are you?

End
I really need you.
Resolution
You need to come here.
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