This life is like a fantasy
My own personal nightmare
I'll always plead insanity
I know that I can't stay here

Your love is like a drug
Making me feel amazing
Never fallen for a ****
I fell for who deserves me

Breathing is such work
My lungs are often stopping
My heart will randomly hurt
Sometimes it's barely beating

She is the one
I hold so close and dear
My heart always races
When she is near

When I look into
Her beautiful eyes
All I see is gorgeous
Starry night skies

When she flashes
That amazing white smile
It my makes my whole day
Worthwhile

I love being
Her one and only
Because it would **** me
To see her lonely

She is so perfect to me
In everyway
I can't stop thinking
About her all day

She makes me
So tender and warm
When she lays
In my arms

But when the day
Comes to an end
And everything
Is said and done
I know in my heart
She is the one

You may not expect it
But I love it when you talk about drinking
When you smoke
I love that taste that lingers in your mouth

You may not expect it
But I love it when you scratch me
When you bite me
I want to scream out in pleasure

You may not expect it
But I love the things you do

I don't wish to be
Anything more to you than what I am

But I'd love it
If you'd come take my hand

Hold me close
Through this long night

And when I'm alone
Please come and save me from the fight

I don't wish to ask too much
I just believe you could be My Hero

I want your love
I want your everything
I want no one else to have you
I want you to Be Mine

I love the flowers.
They strike me as beautiful
And alluring.
I like the sky
Nice blue, slightly clouded sky.
It's peaceful and quite picture-perfect.
Most of all, I like the trees.
I like the old oaks
That tower over all others
And that spread elegantly out all around themselves.
To me, that is an image of utter beauty.
I could sit in a branch all day
From dawn to dusk.
If i am fortunate enough
From dusk to dawn again.

A winter wind
Kisses thy flesh

A gentle breeze
Your face, it shall caress

I envy that air
For it must never stop
It's touch

Myself, however,
Has limits on how long
I may hold you

We live in a world
Of rapid fire
When something is thought through
Not many of us understand

We live in world
Where people ignore the aftermath
If something is calculated
Most of us run away from the plan

We live in a world
Of confused minds and broken hearts
Selfish, most of us are
And the majority don't regret it

Shadowed hearts
Dancing on a broken flame
Where they are going
They shall remain

Fractured souls
Ignoring the burning urge
To become whole
Into darkness, they surge

Candle light
Illuminating the shelter
Of those alone
With lives so helter-sketler

Drifting comrades
Ignored calls in the dead of night
Lost in thoughts
They've backed down from the fight

Holy water
Poured out by a pastor
Forsaken love
From thy father

Abandoned faith
Drenched in the guilt of blood
Confusion sets in
Guidelines as clear as mud

I can't let it go
It consumes me

Your face, your voice
Your hands, your skin

I fell in love with you
Your everything

And I won't let go
I can't let go

I am completely and utterly
Hypnotized By You

It really is shocking
That someone like me
Could trip and stumble
And fall right into
That hole in the ground
Filled with happiness and tears
Filled with risks and fears
That we all call love

I never thought
That I could ever
Be so utterly consumed
By one man
By one soul
And sometimes
It shakes me to the core
I cry a little more
Every single time
You say, "I'm glad you're mine"
We can stay this way forever
Fill our infinity with each other
Hold on to one another
And, as always, I'll cry a little more
Tears Of Joy

Does it surprise you, My Darling
That I fell into a trance
That I abandoned my battle stance

Does it upset you, My Darling
That I lost myself in you
That I believe it all is true

Isn't it wonderful, My Darling
That you've found me
That we're meant to be

Thank you for breaking me
And making me
A better me

Thank you for hurting me
And making me
A stronger me

Thank you for shooting me
And making me
Bulletproof

Thank you for burning me
And making me
Fireproof

Your taste, so sweet
It's addicting
Your skin, so smooth
It's relaxing
Your words, so true
It's amazing

I've fallen a trillion times
Everyday
I'm in love with them
Words you say

Miles, I'd travel
Barefoot
Across jagged gravel
Broken glass
Novels, I'd write
Draft
All day and night
A love story
Just to see your face
Hold you
Any time or place
Meet you

There's not a word
I wouldn't say
There's not a thing
I wouldn't do
There's not a lie
I wouldn't tell
Just to Stay In Love With You

Young hearts, open minds
Any mountain, we'd climb

Smooth words, true love
Maybe we were sent from above

Deep thoughts, guarded beliefs
We give no care that our life is brief

Life Is A War
Every day is a battle

Everyone is keeping score
Don't pretend it doesn't matter

"You used to say that I'd never be nothing without you
And I believe I'm striding the roads, I guess I can't breathe
Just lay here with me, baby, hold me please
And I beg and I plead, drop to knees
And I cry and I'd scream, baby, please don't leave
****** the keys from your hand
I would squeeze and you'd laugh
And you'd tease, you're just ******* with me
And you must hate me
Why do you date me if you say I make you sick?
And you've had enough of me
I smother you, I'm 'bout to jump off the edge"

"You walked out, I almost died
It was almost a homicide that you caused cause I was so traumatized
Felt like I was in for a long bus ride
I'd rather die than you not be by my side
Can't count how many times I vomited, cried
Go to my room, turn the radio on and hide, uh
We were Bonnie and Clyde
No, on the inside you were Jekyll and Hyde I
Felt like my whole relationship with you was a lie
It was you and I, why did I think it was ride or die?
Cause if you could've took my life you would've"

Let's get lost
In the scrolls of time
It's a pleasure
To call you mine

Kisses
From head to toe
Hold me
All night long

Show me
The truth of us
I know
We're meant to be

These flames
They don't scare me
Our love
It burns brighter

Just speak
Talk to me all day
Love me
The Way I Love You

Life is like a box of chocolates
People don't read any guide
And we take a bite out of everything
To see whether we like it or not

I want to save you
From all your pain
From all the shame

I want to take you
Away from the anger
Away from the wrong

I want to save you
So that maybe
You could save me

Thank you for being my best friend
For letting me tell you anything
Even for the tenth time

Thank you for understanding me
With all my awkwardness
My anger and hatred

Thank you for encouraging me
Throughout every single thing
Even when you don't want to

That you for being you
Because, without you
I don't know what I'd do

I remember the long talks
The all-nighters
I remember the kind words
The loving banter

I could say I miss it
But I won't
I could say I miss you
But I Won't Lie

She used to care
So **** much
Almost too much

She loved everything
More than herself
Than even life

And then he left
Said goodbye
She thought she'd died

And her world stopped
Vision blurred, and head hung
Knees weakened

It was then
That she gave up
She surrendered

It was then
That she stopped caring
She shut down

"People change everyday
Wounds heal
But scars still remain in the same place"*
-Eminem

I look down
Down at those scars
Trophies, I call them
They are signs that I survived
I survived what caused them
I don't need anymore
I am satisfied with what I have
They remind me that
Nothing is worth my suffering
I keep them secret
On my thighs they hide
My quiet little Trophies

I get the shakes
I tremble
I get angry
I cry
I toss and turn
I fidget
I fight the urge
I fail

"And if you fall
I'll get you there
I'll be your savior
From all the wars
That are fought
Inside your world
Please have faith in my words
'Cause this is my legacy"

You were all that she wanted
Her everything
Her reason to keep going

But then you decided
To throw away that façade
To show true

You knew you had her
You knew it all too well
She wouldn't leave
She'd never tell

You're her mountain
That never ending climb
Her anguish

It's like I'm climbing a mountain
With no safety gear
At first, it was easy
Perfectly placed footholds
Easy access
But things have changed
They are crumbling and slippery
And the ones below me have crumbled away
All above get more and more spaced out
They get smaller and smaller
But I just can't turn away

Your words are scarlet
Like the lips of a harlot

Your breath stings
Severing my wings

Your eyes are blazing
Leaving my soul dazing

Your pain and suffering
Has become my everything

Tears don't sting anymore
Whiskey bottles not crowding the floor
Eyes wide open
To the words unspoken

Heart doesn't ache anymore
Burning pages I've already torn
I stopped fighting
But you're not winning

When you can feel the rush
The pressure

When you can't breathe
Or think

When the world spins
The walls close in

When no one notices
You fade away

Infinity
That's all I ask
That's all I want

Infinity
Of your voice
Of your touch

Infinity
To go mad with you
To go crazy over you

Infinity
Of calling you mine
Of being on your mind

Infinity
Is that too much to ask?

I'm glad you can't read my mind
I'm happy you can't see through me
Because if you could
You might just be through with me

No, I don't still love
No, I don't miss you
No, I don't regret the things I said

When I said it I meant it
When it happened, it was final
When I walk away, I'm not coming back

I'll get drunk on your love
I'll drink all your pain

When you're unhappy
I'll take it away
When you feel lonely
I'll be by your side

I adore you, My Love
I need you, My Love
I am here for you, My Love

I'm drowning in the pain
Floating on the flames

In love with yesterday
Making friends with the stains

Let the heat rise up
My soul is on fire

I'll ignite on the inside
I'm in love with the burn
It's a Beautiful Kind of Pain

I give you my breath
Cherish it
I give you my heart
Guard it
I give you my tears
Take them
I give you my scars
Hide them
I give you my dreams
Live them
I give you my life
Keep it

Come lay with me
Please, just stay with me
Lose yourself within me
I want to be your company

Dear, get lost with me
Fuel your lust with me
Lose all cares within me
I will never be your enemy