Help all!


Please,
I need your help.
I'm trying to make new friends.
I don't know where to start to make it go well.
Any methods that you can recommend?

The seconds

t
i
c
k

by.

With each, I am more ready to die.

He said he would
never
leave me.

He said he was gonna
love me deeply.

He said he was never gonna let me
d
o
w
n.

He said he would make a smile
out of each frown.

He said
and I
believed.

Because of him,
it's all this grieve.

The seconds tick by,
inviting me to come.

To join a world that it so
different than this one.

It wouldn't take long,
and soon I'd be there.

No pain, no fear,
and I wouldn't care.

And may this world do whatever
is in its desire.

Flood,
erupt,
or burn down in fire.

And I'd go right now,
and I'd be real glad.

But it's my best friend who's holding me down,
saying that my idea's kinda bad.

She says I should stay,
get along,
let it go...

And with her help,
I'll get through,
I know.

You said you never would.

You said it be real pain.

You said it'd cost too much.

But now my tears are

f
a
l
l
i
n
g

like rain.


You're causing me to fall apart.

I knew there was something about you
from the start.


Yet something about you...

It's ok to
fall apart.

Tacos fall apart
and we
still love them.

How can you tell what's on
your heart?

What is the most important thing
that you think about?


The last thought you have before going to sleep

and

the first thought you have when you
wake up.

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3
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59
61
67
71
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79
83­
89
97
101



They go on and on.

An example of life?
Perhaps.

In life, you can only count on yourself.
And when you take out all the
little factors
of your life,
you are the only
1
left.

When tears threat to come,
I pick up my guitar and start to
s t r u m .

And every chord has great meaning to me,
A minor, C sharp, G major, B.

I play those strings,
and they play me;
crisp,
smooth,
rich,
and clean.

I hug it's body and my fingers dance;
I play as if it's my last chance.

I hug it tighter and close my eyes.
It's a heaven;
a blessing in disguise.

It may be dead
but it's so alive,
it invigorates me and
makes me survive.


Six strings on my guitar,
bringing me

so close

and yet

so far.

If you take too long to cook dinner,
everyone will just end up
eating cereal.

Today,
I will give up.

All of these problems and struggles,
I've had enough.

I don't want this weight
on my shoulders,
I want all of this to be over.

My strength  is thin,
and I'm beginning to fall apart within.

Today,
I want to give up.







But I don't.

I am human.

I make mistakes.

I learn.

I fail.

I succeed.

I am not perfect;
nor do I want to be.

I want to be free.

I want to be different.

I want to be unique.

I want to stand out.

I am me.

The dull look of your eyes,
full of hatred
for the whole world.

What has happened to you?

Why is there no longer
that sparkle of love,
that shimmer of happiness,
that glitter of fun,
that glow of kindness.

What has happened to you, my friend?

Clearly,
you are no longer who you were.

And I,
whatever happened,
am not sure.

LOVE

is a language that the

blind can see

and the

deaf can hear.

I've learned to rise;
to get up when I fall.

Because it's every fail that makes it count,
and in the end it is all.

Sometimes,

too much of a good thing
is a
bad thing.

I tried so hard,
and your heart wasn't soft.

But you gave up too easy,
and left me so lost.

Save paper.



Don't do homework.

Seeing a spider in my room isn't scary.

It's scary when it

disappears.

I'm having a horribly

busy day

converting

oxygen

into

carbon dioxide.

If evolution really works,

then why do mothers only have


two hands?

But if you laugh enough,
they will blend in with your laugh lines
and get lost.

I'm not the kind to give on up,
though often I may feel like it

I'm not the kind to let you down,
my hand will always be here.

I'm not the kind to hold a grudge forever,
no matter what you've done to me.

I'm not the kind to stray away from you,
I will always be near.

I'm not the kind to treat you bad,
even after what you've done to me.

I'm not the kind who doesn't care,
I will always worry.

I'm not the kind to bring you down,
I will always pull you up.

I'm the kind to try to do the best to you,
even if you have not done the same for me.

Children fed,
stories read.

Doctor visits made,
new toys bought and played.

Favorites dishes cooked,
memories from childhood.

Energy spent to play,
children asking for different things everyday.

Hugs and kisses given,
those little moments that you'd give your heart for your children.

School projects made,
cookies baked.

Sleepless nights with tears,
happiness mixed with fears.

Patience thin as paper,
but children can make it thinner with their behavior.

Punishments and fights,
feels so wrong but you know it's right.

Mothers;
our very best friends.

They always know what is the best.

Through the stress of life and dealing with us,
mothers;
they will never give up.

A good way to prepare for
parenthood
is to talk to rocks because they have similar
listening habits.

Having a weird mom builds character.

Life doesn't come with a manual...


it comes with a mother.

If you're a mom,
you're a
superhero.



Period

My vision starts to blur;
my words start to slur.

The world around me starts to go at a snails' pace,
and I forget where I am,
this country, city, or place.

The words you're saying make no sense to me.
Strange feelings flood me, such as happy, anxious, and very angry.

I'm not sure what's going on,
all I can tell is that I want my mom.

I'm yelling,
                 screaming,
                          shouting
her name.

Suddenly she's next to me,
and I know that's where she will remain.

I'm
not
your
canvas;
you can't
paint over me.
My mistakes,
my life, it's whom
I want to be.
So go
_________
take your
_________
paintbrush
and your paint, too,
because I love my every
stain, and I'll keep every
color; red, green,
or blue.

I don't need money
and
I don't need fame.

I don't need beauty.
They all lead to pain.

All I need is you,
your heart and your love,

And already,

that's more than enough.

The fact that you said I
couldn't do it
was the one thing that
served as fuel.

And now,
watch me from below, down there,
as I spread my
free wings
and soar through the air.

i don't wanna hear it again;
i know how it's going
to end.

tears and pain;
my heart being held down
by a
c  h  a  i  n  .

but I'm going to
c u t
that chain
and soar free in the sky.

you can't hold me down,
but all you can do
is try.

You bring me to the
verge of tears
then make me hear your
fake apologies.
If all you do is bring me
suffering and pain,
then why should I give you a second chance
and let you do it all over again?
I don't know how much
l          o           n           g           e           r
I can live like this;
my life anything but a
perfect bliss.
I'll put my
LIFE
at risk
to do anything but
live like this.

Why should I take
all this
agony and pain?

I think it'd be better if I just

        


                                                ­                     went away.

The thoughts of


YOU


fill my mind.


Keeping me away
work
that I've been assigned.

Whenever you try to stop me,
I'll only run faster.

Whenever you try to break me,
I won't shatter.

Whenever you try to hurt me,
I won't hear what you say.

Whenever you try to put me on a different path,
I'll still go my own way.

Whenever you try to change me,
I'll still be myself.

Whenever you try to make be weaker,
I'll stay strong through the end.

you
stabbed
me
and then pretended
that it was
your heart
whose life had ended.

WORDS

so innocent and and powerless
as they stand
in a dictionary.

Just put them in the right order
and they can be sweet and happy.

Try again and they can be
mean and deadly.

You loving arms
are always
welcoming and strong
no matter what
I did wrong.

If you won't give me freedom,
give me love.

If you won't give me happiness,
give me love.

If you won't give me money,
give me love.

If you won't give me kindness,
give me love.

Whatever you give me,
GIVE ME LOVE.

Ugh

A waste of time.

again

I gave you all I ever had
in hopes
to gain your love.

But all you did was
steal my heart

and leave me feeling
worthless.

Today,
I feel like putting an

OUT OF ORDER

sign on my forehead
and just
go back to bed.

Yes!
Finally,
the light came on.


But I had to
use like 100
extension cords.

I've been running,
chasing
after life.
I want to tell it to
slow down.

But I've learned one thing:

Life,
won't wait

In the morning,
I was determined to move
the mountains.


By the afternoon...

...

I decided to let them stay where they are.

Every conflict is just an opportunity to solve a problem.


                                                              ­          ~ Lisa Hodge

I'm on a hunt.
A hunt for love.
No,
scratch that,
I'm on a hunt for true love.

I'll swim over every lake,
I'll climb over every mountain.
I'll do anything it takes
to find the one I love.

The one who will love me,
the one who will care.
The one who will treasure me,
the one whose heart I can share.

I'm on a hunt,
a hunt for true love.
And I'll do anything
to find the one
who will bring me
happiness.

You know how you're so

helplessly in love

with someone that you would do

anything

to make them happy?