Austin Heath
Austin Heath
5 hours ago

I'm too poor for the alcohol + it's too late. Getting drunk to fill the empty feeling seems like a pipe dream. You came and I felt lonelier with you here. I still feel lonelier with you gone. I'm filling my window sill with bottles, to see how much damage I cause alone.
1 - Copa De Oro
1 - Kamora
1 - Smirnoff
1 - Espolon
1 - Can of Pabst Blue Ribbon

I'm not selfish, but still heartbroken and wishing you were mine.
I have to rationalize this in the future too.

I have to remember that a mistake is not an accident; it is calculated and weighted. I can't let them convince me a choice is a slip of the tongue. Might steal my room mate's beer, might buy my own, and who the fuck knows?

All this skin to save my heart, and I'm still made of glass.
Trying to get some type of high like everyone else.
Trying to waste health like everyone.
Wasting youth.

#lonely   #my   #steal   #beer   #bored   #room   #actually   #might   #mates  
Raegan Meyer
Raegan Meyer
7 hours ago

it had been too dark
in the middle of the night

i was choking with fright

surely we can
reward
the streetlight

you, my dear friend, are the streetlight. i was lost and scared in the dark and you shone bright. and for that, i thank you.
#lost   #dark   #night   #you   #my   #light   #were   #fright   #reward   #streetlight  
Astral
Astral
11 hours ago

I hope I find that tree

Supposedly made of life and prosperity

Weeping limbs of xanax hazy tears

Washing down in the sutures of my skull

#poem   #poetry   #depression   #life   #anxiety   #nature   #poems   #my  
Astral
Astral
11 hours ago

When the breath is heavy like a fog, the hard part is seeing

Feet won’t move, no matter the strength being used

Teeth being cracked by the tension

All of it becoming lost to time

Matter and then ash

Then ash to the winds

#poem   #poetry   #life   #darkness   #ink   #poems   #my   #spilled  
Astral
Astral
11 hours ago

grey skies sing hymnals of the morning arisen
the faint sounds of the crows caw, within the limbs of the pine titan

each drop of the rain elixir, painting across the window pane
washing away the yesterday full of dread and sorrow

if only the skies could open and take me away, from the world of chaos i am chained to

my flesh is tearing away from my bones, and my mind is telling me my heart chambers

can’t keep yearning anymore, and the grey skies are the background static

#poem   #poetry   #life   #nature   #darkness   #poems   #my   #somber  
Astral
Astral
11 hours ago

there is a love i have, and it lays beneath the mountains and snow

the plains is where it rests its head, every night in silk and loneliness

in my room of southern confinement do i look across an orange sky

waiting for the day i can hold my love, in the most sincere and purest way

#love   #poem   #poetry   #life   #poems   #my  
Astral
Astral
11 hours ago

if that anger was all consuming
that bitterness truly all decaying
then i must be quite the delayed
supernova, a mistake for a mistak

#poem   #poetry   #depression   #life   #darkness   #poems   #my  
Ash Levi Von Stein
Ash Levi Von Stein
17 hours ago

You will always be the light in my world, even when you think you are a ray of darkness.
You will always be my shining star.
You will always be my Sunshine.

This is just my feelings toward my girlfriend
#my   #sunshine  
hazem al jaber
hazem al jaber
2 days ago

Are you my angel...





angel from above...
came to me from a high sky...
follow her all stars...
came through my dreams...
to wake up me...
and ask me to sleep again...
to create together that dream...
that dream which we both run after to live a reality...
real dreams...

angel...
are you the angel...
or a ruin...
are you a happiness...
or a gloominess...
are you the destiny...
a happy destiny...
or a woeful one...
who are you...
why you stormed into my life...
and why me whom you choose...
please tell me...
because i saw you,before i met you...
dreams shared with you,before i know you...
felt your hearts' beat before i hear you...
please tell me who you are...
from which sky you came...
and how into my heart you got a seat...

sweet angel...
if a lover you are...
please give me what i deserve...
if a happiness you are...
please give me more as i need...
if a destiny you are...
please be a happy destiny for me...
be my lucky chance...
be the my sky...
be my sweetheart...
so my sweet angel who came from above...
i am writing to you...
and penning all my feelings to you...
writing and drawing you into my sky's' dreams...
my sky which i watch by every night...

hazem al ..

#angel   #are   #you   #my  
Astral
Astral
2 days ago
I am a scavenging animal

An emaciated coyote with bloody flesh

And worn yellow eyes



They say, your life isn’t so sad

              Your family isn’t that bad

You aren’t their envy and blame

               They always treat you equally and sane

You are just pissy and whinging along

                You should just cheer up, listen to a song



if ignorance was currency I could feed my bloated stomach

       For every individual seems to give me a deposit

              My nails are cracked and brown with dirt and blood

And my eyes sting from the lack of hydration



My poverty my only identity

The moaning of others, overlaps my own crying

My happiness locked away somewhere in my chest

And I can’t ever open it



Seeing others glide along so easily

                    And every step I take I get weaker and weaker

My friends all but long gone

                       They didn’t want to deal with a bloody face



So I am wandering for hope

In burning cars and empty trash cans

            Wishing that the sky above

               Would swallow me whole



                                

                                     *And away into another existence
#poem   #poetry   #life   #death   #my  
 
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