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"turbulence" poems
Hello, Waitress in the sky So long her fear to fly She throws the world a smile bats her eyes in a wink she's gone hurling through the clouds calming others through turbulence **** the corporate scene Type A personalities acting mean humiliating her in a board meeting so she trades blue for green Goodbye Waitress in the sky trade her wings for a diamond ring So long her need for speed racing on the runway She was flying with the birds but now she's swimming with the fishes Deflated dreams of broadening horizons a-popped balloon and a rolling stone nowhere to go but everywhere Oh Lord, she won't get the answer tonight Oh sky, give her the strength to fly Oh Queen, find her a smart place to run and that's why she took US 66 for a drive
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Aug 19, 2018
Aug 19, 2018 at 3:17 PM UTC
Goodbye Waitress in the Sky
unto thee i burn incense the bowl crackles upon the gloom arise purple pencils fluent spires of fragrance the bowl seethes a flutter of stars a turbulence of forms delightful with indefinable flowering, the air is deep with desirable flowers i think thou lovest incense for in the ambiguous faint aspirings the indolent frail ascensions, of thy smile rises the immaculate sorrow of thy low hair flutter the level litanies unto thee i burn incense,over the dim smoke straining my lips are vague with ecstasy my palpitating ******* inhale the slow supple flower of thy beauty,my heart discovers thee unto whom i burn olbanum
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Unto Thee I
.    *Curious minds,       splashing under        moonlight        With       outstretched kisses      pulsating yellow,      Over the awestruck       magical        rainbow,          Feverishly tracking each          supernova       on sight.*    ***Resting the moment     on a      cresting knoll,     With    an audience of several    time-worn      rocks.       Whilst the         whistling sirens         in the winds do call...           Wasting away         the ticks of      worldly       clocks.***         *Evading with class,        all        heart's turbulence,         Craters of sadness           congeal            in thin air,              Glamorous amnesia              falls           with cadence,          Eyes wide shut,          susurrating           a            lost prayer.*              ***Lifeless gazes                yield                only              abrasive tears.              As erratum               catches up                 with its                  gaping maw.               Hurling             its anguish              in              rips and shears,               Bleeding out                 of                singing wounds              so raw.              But...               time carries confident,                 its stock of                    soothing balm.                    Latent doses                  hidden                 within                  invisible vials.                   Welcoming vision                     with its                     sunlit palms,                    Staving the longing                     for the                     fear of trials.***                       *Now hushed                          remain the remorseful                         battle trenches,                         Deprived of their own                           victims                             save gaping wounds,                             Only                              faint faith                                 commanding                                    corroded limp                                    forces,                                  Stirring                                 light away                                from                                 all                                  agony                                     and                                    doom.*                               Moonskittles                             ryn
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Jan 23, 2015
Jan 23, 2015 at 6:40 AM UTC
Temporal Healing (Collaboration with the Sensational Moonskittles)
.    *Curious minds,       splashing under        moonlight        With       outstretched kisses      pulsating yellow,      Over the awestruck       magical        rainbow,          Feverishly tracking each          supernova       on sight.*    ***Resting the moment     on a      cresting knoll,     With    an audience of several    time-worn      rocks.       Whilst the         whistling sirens         in the winds do call...           Wasting away         the ticks of      worldly       clocks.***         *Evading with class,        all        heart's turbulence,         Craters of sadness           congeal            in thin air,              Glamorous amnesia              falls           with cadence,          Eyes wide shut,          susurrating           a            lost prayer.*              ***Lifeless gazes                yield                only              abrasive tears.              As erratum               catches up                 with its                  gaping maw.               Hurling             its anguish              in              rips and shears,               Bleeding out                 of                singing wounds              so raw.              But...               time carries confident,                 its stock of                    soothing balm.                    Latent doses                  hidden                 within                  invisible vials.                   Welcoming vision                     with its                     sunlit palms,                    Staving the longing                     for the                     fear of trials.***                       *Now hushed                          remain the remorseful                         battle trenches,                         Deprived of their own                           victims                             save gaping wounds,                             Only                              faint faith                                 commanding                                    corroded limp                                    forces,                                  Stirring                                 light away                                from                                 all                                  agony                                     and                                    doom.*                               Moonskittles                             ryn
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I am a tempest,      the most violent of      winds whipping around      without concern for any      who surround me.  I am a volcano,      the lava of my emotions       exploding up and over      to seep throughout      every nook and crevice.  I am a typhoon,      my gale force winds      showing mercy to      neither sea nor land as      I rip-roar over it all.  And you…      you are the halcyon tranquility      I've been searching for      all along, the serenity needed       to calm my frenzied turbulence      with but a stroke of your lips,      leaving me breathless and      my winds settled at long last.
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Apr 18, 2014
Apr 18, 2014 at 10:23 PM UTC
The Calm After
The candle light flickers with such intimacy, Celeste bodies colliding in allure, Leaving only marks of compassion, Turbulence and vile noted under the moon light, As people envy our love in the other room, The charisma and sparkle in our synchronization, The heart melting and charming sensations, My feet limp and my head spins, With every stroke and touch that you trace along my back, Goose bumps seem to increment, ****** emerges that weaken the chains in my soul, Hangover Strengthening my love and awareness towards you, Enthralling enchant, Chamber of secrets revealed, A new dawn seen, Replete words, Embelleshed and kept, Diffusing angst and reviving love beat, Singing me deep lullabies as I sleep.
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Nov 30, 2015
Nov 30, 2015 at 11:11 AM UTC
A lovers paradise
INFJ - T I grow exhausted at the exuberance of crowds. Not able to ignore that nagging voice that whispers the evils of them Feelings of fear overpower the simple formula of conversation Jutting into remind me of my appearance compared to theirs - Too weak to fight against it. It’s not easy to speak my mind. Never daring to even introduce myself Following a very strict line Just taking each day step by step - Thinking someday I’ll be able to explain. Inside, I judge everything. New situations make the feelings shake Fear and turbulence expand within Jaw clenched and sweaty palms - Thin skin begins to bruise. Introverted and intuitive Nervous, yet calm From day to day Just a puppet - To a never-ending nightmare
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Jan 22, 2019
Jan 22, 2019 at 1:05 PM UTC
Personality Poem
*How strange, the pull that tugs my heart, toward a distant sea. How haunting are the sound of sea gulls crying eerily. The allegory still remains, of timeless waves in life Turning rock to shifting sands, the sea winds, like a knife. And yet, amidst the turbulence, serenity and love The struggle of the sea and shore, that fits so like a glove. The music breaks my heart in two, this ballad by the bay. And I shall hold it in my soul, this song we used to play. I still can hear the rollers as they broke upon the beach. And even though I’ve gone back home, my memory, they reach.*
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Nov 7, 2017
Nov 7, 2017 at 9:50 AM UTC
Timeless Waves
i share my name with a hurricane how fitting a set of bruised shins in running tights who can't get much of anything right and still hasn't remembered where she set her drink that's me i sometimes think they should've named me tiffany or brittany or stephany something pretty and normal maybe then i would have been a ballerina instead of just a mess in a second-hand dress sometimes i swear the wind calms when i laugh and the thunder cracks when i finally let go and let myself fade back into the sky that shaped me i make it rain some things never change not names or headstones or birthdays and some things always do the sky shifts slightly setting a yellow kite to sail and a pair of hawks to soar maybe they named the storm after me so that i could see how beautiful turbulence can be maybe i just wasn't looking right besides a rose by any other name wouldn't seem as special
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Feb 12, 2013
Feb 12, 2013 at 1:09 AM UTC
a rose by any other name.
Everytime I close my eyes, Sunday afternoon comes to mind. Sometimes when I close my eyes, there is only white noises. The Sunday in my head is always sunny; rarely it rains. When it rains on Sunday, I am reminded of school uniform; sweaty and sticky, but it is still Sunday. Everytime I close my eyes, I can smell Sunday. The smell of Sunday in my head— consists of jasmine, pandan, and milk. The Sunday in my head rarely rains. When it rains, it smells like **** and soil. The sunny side of my Sunday is not always bright— and my wet Sunday is not always gloomy. Everytime I close my eyes, I see myself tracing Sunday. I run my fingers through the odds of— possibilities and the ambience of the present. You see, I cannot imagine anyone but myself— in my Sunday. Everytime I close my eyes, I see no one. Everytime I close my eyes, I see silhoutte of myself. Everytime I close my eyes, I see myself leaving trails. Everytime I close my eyes, It was all in my head all along. Blessed with the odds, my Sunday goes by very slowly; so slow sometimes I caught myself in turbulence. From violent shower to the still lake, I avoid meeting myself on the foreground. If I ever crossed path in the middle, I would be non-existent; none of this would matter, and there will never be my Sunday. Sarah Radzi In Between Four Walls, 19.08.2018, 01:56
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Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 6:12 AM UTC
Sunday
for all the turbulence i sought and sought i was pretty good i was so good i battled through all the chaos my kite was finally flying but i snorted so much ritalin my pupils are tar pits and she calls me a hedonist but i don't know what that means i do know that i fear neither death nor consequence you can treat me like your last meal always at my most decadent i remember i need to eat then delete the thought the only thing that sustains me is the rushing by now you should know that it's all about me we did the maths remember?
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Oct 27, 2018
Oct 27, 2018 at 11:13 PM UTC
lotus eater
Remember that afternoon on the ferry Ride to Nantucket The labrador who fell asleep on my foot And the kid who vomited As we stood at the rail, Mist in our faces Foam that curled From the keel in swirls A whole world in that turbulence That no one would ever know of - Focused on the Grey Lady's Promise that a warm comforter Would melt us together again. And it did, amid the strangers We brushed past On the cobbles at the wharf. Back at the dock, You greeted old demons And so did I But kept them secrets From each other On the long ride Through pine forests As you slept, I drove Back home.
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Apr 17, 2010
Apr 17, 2010 at 8:34 PM UTC
Trip to Nantucket
<> **”To dream by the oak and awake by the sea when August has ripened and turned Jubilee you must enter dominion of summer's delight and live in the rapture of candescent light Oh to live and to love one must first learn to kiss,   the kinetics of summer, with eternal bliss.”** ~from vienna bombardieri’s poem, “Kinetics Of Summer~ (with her kind permission) <> First verse pinpoints accurate, this, my spot! by oak and sea, my precise longitude and latitude, where my summertime eyes open to receive the gift of morning’s light, observing the conjunction of land, hard by the sea, the land-ed avian gentry and sea~sailor birds interacting, sharing the uprising currents, for sport and observation, travel and pleasured sailing, these “Masters of the Sky can fly for hours (or days), while barely flapping,” and this verse stuns, and my shock, at these, her words my breathing is gasped and grasped by oak and sea, for so it be, this is where my morning’s operatic scrum, ballet and dance hall hullabaloo, my diurnal natural choreography is performed, while slow sipping my very heated first coffee it was here that I learned to love more easily, for the kinetics of summers trio of sun, sky, and moderate breezes, lulled the turbulence of my disheartened lives into an easier order, the world~surround, a living, breathing exercise that warmed the spirit, cooled the soul, and spoke without uttering a single word, here dear person, is the where and the when, the comfort of the natural-blanket that enwraps, covers, cherishes the atmosphere entire, containing the healing elixirs and protective ointments, that remove the plaque of life’s accumulated injuries, slights and scar tissue simply put, here I breath freely, here I see with clarity here the infusions of living in nature, prolongs, restore, remind, enliven and enhances, the intermixture of body and soul here in actual deed, the kiss of summer bliss upon my tiring cell’s walls, are resurrected even unto the nuclei, by the warm breath of sun life and sun light, and the breezes of salty sweet caramel air and under their loving, combined-dominion am I resurrected and will yet sense, one more Jubilee again as I lay dreaming by the oak and the sea…
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Aug 2, 2023
Aug 2, 2023 at 4:05 AM UTC
“To dream by the oak and awake by the sea“
<> **”To dream by the oak and awake by the sea when August has ripened and turned Jubilee you must enter dominion of summer's delight and live in the rapture of candescent light Oh to live and to love one must first learn to kiss,   the kinetics of summer, with eternal bliss.”** ~from vienna bombardieri’s poem, “Kinetics Of Summer~ (with her kind permission) <> First verse pinpoints accurate, this, my spot! by oak and sea, my precise longitude and latitude, where my summertime eyes open to receive the gift of morning’s light, observing the conjunction of land, hard by the sea, the land-ed avian gentry and sea~sailor birds interacting, sharing the uprising currents, for sport and observation, travel and pleasured sailing, these “Masters of the Sky can fly for hours (or days), while barely flapping,” and this verse stuns, and my shock, at these, her words my breathing is gasped and grasped by oak and sea, for so it be, this is where my morning’s operatic scrum, ballet and dance hall hullabaloo, my diurnal natural choreography is performed, while slow sipping my very heated first coffee it was here that I learned to love more easily, for the kinetics of summers trio of sun, sky, and moderate breezes, lulled the turbulence of my disheartened lives into an easier order, the world~surround, a living, breathing exercise that warmed the spirit, cooled the soul, and spoke without uttering a single word, here dear person, is the where and the when, the comfort of the natural-blanket that enwraps, covers, cherishes the atmosphere entire, containing the healing elixirs and protective ointments, that remove the plaque of life’s accumulated injuries, slights and scar tissue simply put, here I breath freely, here I see with clarity here the infusions of living in nature, prolongs, restore, remind, enliven and enhances, the intermixture of body and soul here in actual deed, the kiss of summer bliss upon my tiring cell’s walls, are resurrected even unto the nuclei, by the warm breath of sun life and sun light, and the breezes of salty sweet caramel air and under their loving, combined-dominion am I resurrected and will yet sense, one more Jubilee again as I lay dreaming by the oak and the sea…
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Tears shining like precious pearls, from the corner of your oyster eyes, trickle in transparent torrents into the sea of sadness and drown in the turbulence of the wailing whirlpool… Like jewels, so bright saline stars stream down from the sky of your face to perform dance of the dire distress salsa of sad solitude ballet of broken heart waltz of weeping emotions tango of tearful longing… From the dark veil of clouds like melting snowflakes, crystal drops roll down your cheeks, to unfathomable depths of your heavy heart… Simple release of sentiments from overflowing well of eyes shed silent tears of agony, streaming down, trails of shattered dreams leave traces of hurt and pain… Lifting your sad face, with a touch of warmth and love I wipe your fragile tears. You smile - and they reincarnate as beautiful tears of happiness… Copyright 2011 © Bharat B. Trivedi
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Sep 25, 2011
Sep 25, 2011 at 3:45 AM UTC
Reincarnation of Tears
In the turbulence of a Storm My heart rests upon a Rock In a place where the grass is long Swaying  passively to a breeze In a place where the earth is warm Lit eternally by a furnace In a place where a  stoic Rock Submits to its desires for me In a place where the frozen rain Melts away in an instant Dissolving the hovering myths of pain To free my lonely heart yet again This is a place for love to grow Forever, together and more
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May 4, 2014
May 4, 2014 at 7:39 AM UTC
ROCK
In his dreams the Vally in the throes of efflorescence call out in a language heart alone understands; from the hanging bridge over Ganga, he views the ice-capped peaks, Vally's ***** extravagance and the river's turbulence. The river runs too deep, at times he finds, the currents treacherously strong, from the window of his *Ashram, the view is clear. She bathes naked, alone on a step submerged in water, eyes feast on her moonlit curves, the pleasures skin deep, camouflage the existential dilemmas ! he smiles In memory his Guru speaks:"Eat only those fruits that make one immortal" Yet another Himalayan journey in search of the fruit tree unknown It's too late to redefine, life and love when the avalanche thunders above on his lonesome path, every step uphill is fraught with slippery stones, one way leads to the top, to bathe in the light of  the star reaching down Some days end in too long nights, too cold, the sun shows up hesitant, her body has the warmth that reaches to his icy depths, a ****** alone could penetrate, but it still wouldn't melt Himalayan silence, chant of Ganga, the ghost of a ****** that follows him  like a faithful dog, are all these fragments of a dream or realities stringed together from many different planes?
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Oct 29, 2014
Oct 29, 2014 at 1:26 AM UTC
A view from the hainging bridge across river Ganga*
The streets are clear, we're hydrophobic Hoods propped by hats and socks pulled high; The rain brings peace to the agoraphobic Puddles form moats and clouds fill the sky. Splash, droplets hit the window, chauffeured by the gale outside. Squint your eyes and flash back boats tilt starboard, with the tide. The captain shouts to the decks, paranoid 'Clear the decks and brace for impact' Without turbulence we are disenfranchised Boredom becomes us when we're boring. Shake it off and stare at the dot to dot the residual carving of water as it slides Another droplet falls beside it, parallel it aligns, growling thunder overhead. Without stirring we are robotic workforces Without awaking we are left inside The constructs created for us, by corporate- conglomerate elitist-psychopaths. Two drops of water on the window simmer red with burning anger. Crash lightening sears the sky Rage becomes you, girders melt. The starry night undercurrent, flings us backwards, never up, as democracies which seek to serve sink into a sea of stocks and shares, the wall street journal sits atop the captains lobby, economies were meant to tumble as the working classes fumble for bread, men in suits gaggle and toast to the millions they left for dead. Resistance is futile, when eighty-five of the richest suit owners sit on currency that was meant for the three point five billion who aren’t driven by gluttony.
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Nov 7, 2014
Nov 7, 2014 at 12:51 PM UTC
Chrysalism
Without your smiling face my love So rare now to find in this place Without your Glasgow banter What remains is left speechless and misplaced; I am a ship adrift without its anchor Within deep blue ocean eyes that look straight into me In ways and wonders and for why Without I can not take back what was said nor’ parting waves and late goodbyes now lost to the turbulence of new experience under foreign skies Within I almost hear your warm whispers still Without it creeps in my ears to replace wax with made-up doubts Play round-a-bouts upon my brain But listen intently anyway: In case she might whisper it again Within a tender touch that knows my gentle being The passions unwrapped as such By fingertips And a stolen kiss upon my lips And all that I remember seeing Without I am the frosted breath of a Scottish chill With a voiceless shout No exit out I await that which is meant for me Within Without or cast adrift at sea
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Nov 2, 2012
Nov 2, 2012 at 12:20 PM UTC
Merchant Navy (Adrift at Sea)
Ten. These are the worst kinds of nights. The kind where you're gagging on your own breath that's hitching in your throat. The kind where you open your mouth to speak but you can't get those words out. To say them makes them true. Nine. The rain pounds against your window pain and the voice inside your head doesn't stop no matter how hard you cover your ears. You're screaming until you feel your throat bleed but you can't shut off the noise inside you. You can't stop the yelling within. Eight. You wonder if anyone ever notices your raspberry painted smile never quite reaches your eyes and you wonder if anyone ever wonders why your sleeves are stained red. Seven. Cold. You feel so cold like the wind that rattles your bones and you can't remember what it feels like to sit in the sun. Six. Rip the things from the walls. Tear off the bed sheets. Shatter the mirrors and blacken your own eyes. The hurricane that's made its home inside you needs destruction to keep on living, but you don't know how to **** it. Five. you're falling to your knees and god **** it stop crying. Stop! Don't you dare ask for help. Tears and running down your face and you can't make them quit. Crimson runs down your arms with your hands clasped in prayer, you swear you'll never do it again. Four. The only thing left in you for now is the hollow feeling. Your thoughts are whirling around the room gaining turbulence. Three. Pick it up, rinse it under cold water, tape it up as best as you can. No one told you when you poured your heart out it might fall to the floor and shatter Two. if you smile tomorrow no one will know, and you could be beautiful. Honestly. Maybe someone could love you One. your thoughts and feelings come rushing back into your body and soul. something breaks deep within you. your whole heart falling down. Irreversibly damaged in 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
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Aug 24, 2015
Aug 24, 2015 at 5:34 PM UTC
The Countdown
Ten. These are the worst kinds of nights. The kind where you're gagging on your own breath that's hitching in your throat. The kind where you open your mouth to speak but you can't get those words out. To say them makes them true. Nine. The rain pounds against your window pain and the voice inside your head doesn't stop no matter how hard you cover your ears. You're screaming until you feel your throat bleed but you can't shut off the noise inside you. You can't stop the yelling within. Eight. You wonder if anyone ever notices your raspberry painted smile never quite reaches your eyes and you wonder if anyone ever wonders why your sleeves are stained red. Seven. Cold. You feel so cold like the wind that rattles your bones and you can't remember what it feels like to sit in the sun. Six. Rip the things from the walls. Tear off the bed sheets. Shatter the mirrors and blacken your own eyes. The hurricane that's made its home inside you needs destruction to keep on living, but you don't know how to **** it. Five. you're falling to your knees and god **** it stop crying. Stop! Don't you dare ask for help. Tears and running down your face and you can't make them quit. Crimson runs down your arms with your hands clasped in prayer, you swear you'll never do it again. Four. The only thing left in you for now is the hollow feeling. Your thoughts are whirling around the room gaining turbulence. Three. Pick it up, rinse it under cold water, tape it up as best as you can. No one told you when you poured your heart out it might fall to the floor and shatter Two. if you smile tomorrow no one will know, and you could be beautiful. Honestly. Maybe someone could love you One. your thoughts and feelings come rushing back into your body and soul. something breaks deep within you. your whole heart falling down. Irreversibly damaged in 10, 9, 8, 7, 6, 5, 4, 3, 2, 1
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‘Twas during inner turmoil that a certain yearning arose Whispers of breakage reaching deeper as time goes From the disillusionment of reality it was forged Of seething rage the desires hunger gorged In following certain conformities felt like being a prisoner The will to resist the motions of many being aimed to muster To not be like a tree that has to be cut or uprooted just to move To be driven by reasons that to only ones viewpoint can behoove Looking at another view of the coming uncertainty As a pathway to many possibilities with regards to unpredictability That stopping a tragedy is sometimes not the thing to do Lest one forgets that the phoenix must burn down to rise anew Or that Ragnarok is followed by a great rebirth Who can know what revelations a raging flood might unearth? Being lost might as well be the way to find an elusive longing The remedy to the Anhedonia closely and ominously looming When being chained to the rhythm just compares to an inner futile feeling Knowing that a greater horizon is missed by the act of settling A bet on the odds that epiphany might be found in whatever form To behold serendipity actually being brought by the coming inner storm In using the great idleness to plan the restoring of a balance And to see clearly without the feeling of rushing pressure and turbulence The path and pace may change to the deeper quest not yet ceased In bringing forth the long sought betterment through a cataclysmic release.
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Oct 8, 2018
Oct 8, 2018 at 12:32 AM UTC
Cataclysmic Release
That inner calm Is in us all We tend to focus On the things That distract us The things that keep us From returning To the source Returning To that inner calm So that when life becomes turbulent You will have that inner calm inside of yourself
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Aug 9, 2012
Aug 9, 2012 at 2:36 AM UTC
Calming Turbulence
impale olympic skies! their pacific avarice, turbulence, mai-tai-dyed oxycontin contradictions pull out deep convictions to rift meteoric and fall apart. happiness apart.
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Jun 6, 2015
Jun 6, 2015 at 9:00 PM UTC
entertainment, in-flight
When I think of all the tears and turbulence life has given me, it sometimes makes me hard for me to forgive this world I usually would find peace in the solitude and my waters would be still. I'd honestly prefer that than to feel alone amidst this sea of life But now, I've learned to dance with the naiads by the Springs of Many Lives. With her hand in mind, the life-stream strums and begins to form rings Each ripple made is a bond that grows stronger in time Each one beaming with many hues Now I see, the true beauty of life. The waters will run hot, cold and warm. We all will dance different dances. But the Naiads show me the beautiful bonds I have made with my fellow Kings and Queens on HP from all walks of life who wear their crowns with pride. That is a life I yearn for. For my diadem to be made of pure starlight. For me to have such understanding makes me shed true tears of joy.
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Jul 25, 2018
Jul 25, 2018 at 2:11 PM UTC
Etheria
*Our many voyages of desert and sea the harshness observed.. smooth cushioned water becomes raging storm.. a splitting violence this external turbulence kindles jolts of anger then fear and supplication.. finally the Question.. tumult and danger seem forceful prompts suggesting surrender to veils of indifference.. yet some find now new possibility arising to trace one's journey: jagged roaring storm stimulates and brightens fading light within.. in these extremes depths awaken heights new sisterhood appears.. in one's journey log a backward look records hidden leaps of courage and faith.. real awareness of one's precarious life String...*
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Feb 23, 2013
Feb 23, 2013 at 8:08 PM UTC
Mother Nature
I sunk to the bottom of the ocean once. Though it wasn't really all that grand. Everything that I saw was either shrouded in darkness, or a silty haze. The water was cold and the currents were violent. They ****** me too and fro. Now, don't get me wrong, I like it there at the bottom of the ocean, it's calm and it's dark and it soothes the fires of a soul like mine. The passage there however is the part that hurts so much, for before you may sink into the silky silt of the ocean floor and become neighbors with the ***** you must descend through the turbulence and the dangerous anglerous fish that inhabit the places betwixt. I suppose the hardest part about the journey is saying goodbye to the sunshine that you grew to love, after having spent time, from the ocean floor. Someone drags you up and you see the sun and you start to laugh more, and you start to love more and everything starts to feel warm and beautiful again. You look at that someone that brought you up and wrought you into shape and  you see such beauty. They shine like the sun, no, they are even better. But sometimes, They abandon us. That is not to say we are doomed to sink back down, they do not hold us here, as we do not hold them. We are free to remain on the surface with the sunlight. Most of us choose to jump back in, though. Let the ocean swallow us whole once again. Some swim back to the surface, determined to, perhaps, be more than a friendly newspaper conversation with a crustacean. However, many just live there, unwilling, unable, to go anywhere else. I sunk, to the bottom of the ocean once. Or twice, and a few times after that. Always finding a reason to swim back, sometimes I am dragged back. No matter which way though and honestly, how matters not, I always end up back on that beach. Waiting, watching the ocean. Wondering, pondering the possibilities and if I should wade back out and sink down once again. The ocean surely is a frightful thing.
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Nov 2, 2016
Nov 2, 2016 at 2:45 AM UTC
The bottom of the ocean.
I sunk to the bottom of the ocean once. Though it wasn't really all that grand. Everything that I saw was either shrouded in darkness, or a silty haze. The water was cold and the currents were violent. They ****** me too and fro. Now, don't get me wrong, I like it there at the bottom of the ocean, it's calm and it's dark and it soothes the fires of a soul like mine. The passage there however is the part that hurts so much, for before you may sink into the silky silt of the ocean floor and become neighbors with the ***** you must descend through the turbulence and the dangerous anglerous fish that inhabit the places betwixt. I suppose the hardest part about the journey is saying goodbye to the sunshine that you grew to love, after having spent time, from the ocean floor. Someone drags you up and you see the sun and you start to laugh more, and you start to love more and everything starts to feel warm and beautiful again. You look at that someone that brought you up and wrought you into shape and  you see such beauty. They shine like the sun, no, they are even better. But sometimes, They abandon us. That is not to say we are doomed to sink back down, they do not hold us here, as we do not hold them. We are free to remain on the surface with the sunlight. Most of us choose to jump back in, though. Let the ocean swallow us whole once again. Some swim back to the surface, determined to, perhaps, be more than a friendly newspaper conversation with a crustacean. However, many just live there, unwilling, unable, to go anywhere else. I sunk, to the bottom of the ocean once. Or twice, and a few times after that. Always finding a reason to swim back, sometimes I am dragged back. No matter which way though and honestly, how matters not, I always end up back on that beach. Waiting, watching the ocean. Wondering, pondering the possibilities and if I should wade back out and sink down once again. The ocean surely is a frightful thing.
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I am thankful for the struggle. Only in death, in the turbulence of losing everything that I am, do I feel alive. Existing in moments such as these, where the continuum of ones own way of life isn't guaranteed, it allows me to have an overwhelming appreciation for what I have here, in this moment.
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Jun 25, 2014 at 1:29 AM UTC
Appreciation for Tribulation