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My friend and I talk about it Neighborhood got decimated this year One after another the corners of community are gone We touch the elder memories as one might touch a head in blessing as loved ones pass We linger longest over John Found dead after ten hot days by other-worldly hazmat crew flanked by cruisers with their special, yellow truck and zipper bags ...found 'im glasses folded neatly on the night stand in his jammies all tucked into bed No one thought it strange that strange young guy would die already decomposing in his head Lost among his personal effects his fleet of rusting cars and half-assed projects Deck tacked to garage his herds of “pets” Easy to pretend he wasn't really there between jail stints or some imagined threat or theft of crap haunted by the shadows of his persecutors caught in motion lights and cameras' blinding evidence of jungle-jumble and malfunctioning alarms going off in the wind Everyone's out to get his stuff We could dismiss him-- mostly sorta ...except for times he mowed his grass at night or hand-built “the lunatic tower” just for mom from scavenged scraps and hammered hours power-sawed through the housing codes and horror of the neighbors... ...Such a special spectacle... ******* crazy-- John! He was enough for one day at a time like when he flung that threatening bolder on bilco doors for percussive effect "Get off my fuckin' property!” (not using his “inside voice") “Next time, that'll be your head!! He announces his intent to not get mad, behave himself to call the cops on me instead Fake-dialing While his mother screams in dread “John is off his meds!” My phone is set to speed dial 911 ____ “How did we miss this? How did we not miss him those quiet days?” How we miss him now How quiet
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Sep 17, 2018
Sep 17, 2018 at 4:18 PM UTC
Every Neighborhood Has One
My friend and I talk about it Neighborhood got decimated this year One after another the corners of community are gone We touch the elder memories as one might touch a head in blessing as loved ones pass We linger longest over John Found dead after ten hot days by other-worldly hazmat crew flanked by cruisers with their special, yellow truck and zipper bags ...found 'im glasses folded neatly on the night stand in his jammies all tucked into bed No one thought it strange that strange young guy would die already decomposing in his head Lost among his personal effects his fleet of rusting cars and half-assed projects Deck tacked to garage his herds of “pets” Easy to pretend he wasn't really there between jail stints or some imagined threat or theft of crap haunted by the shadows of his persecutors caught in motion lights and cameras' blinding evidence of jungle-jumble and malfunctioning alarms going off in the wind Everyone's out to get his stuff We could dismiss him-- mostly sorta ...except for times he mowed his grass at night or hand-built “the lunatic tower” just for mom from scavenged scraps and hammered hours power-sawed through the housing codes and horror of the neighbors... ...Such a special spectacle... ******* crazy-- John! He was enough for one day at a time like when he flung that threatening bolder on bilco doors for percussive effect "Get off my fuckin' property!” (not using his “inside voice") “Next time, that'll be your head!! He announces his intent to not get mad, behave himself to call the cops on me instead Fake-dialing While his mother screams in dread “John is off his meds!” My phone is set to speed dial 911 ____ “How did we miss this? How did we not miss him those quiet days?” How we miss him now How quiet
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Mommy went to Heaven, but I need her here today, My tummy hurts and I fell down, I need her right away! Operator, can you tell me how to find her in this book? Is Heaven in the yellow part? I don't know where to look. I think my Daddy needs her too, at night I hear him cry. I hear him call her name sometimes, but I really don't know why. Maybe if I call her she will hurry home to me. Is Heaven very far away? is it across the sea? She's been gone a long, long time, she needs to come home now! I really need to reach her, but I simply don't know how. Help me find the number please is it listed under "Heaven"? I can't read these big big words, I am only seven. I'm sorry operator, , I didn't mean to make you cry, Is your tummy hurting too? or is there something in your eye? If I call my church maybe they will know. Mommy said when we need help that's where we should go. I found the number to my church tacked up on the wall. Thank you operator, I'll give them a call.
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May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 9:42 PM UTC
Does Heaven Have A Phone Number? (Anonymous)
I'm not sure how old he is, my step-step-granddad, but that's the advice he gives that fixes itself on my psyche. Focus. The act is the goal. It's the thought of having been and becoming whole. Focus. Each event is like a pebble in a landslide. I take it in stride. Focus. I am everywhere and there is no center, no home base, no dock on this river. I'm caught in current. Stay calm. This is perfect. Each twist in the flow, every rock of the boat, every splash in the face, my being gives chase to  possibilities in consistent inconsistencies, sacred, eternal, geometries. Do our bodies disperse like the leaves that traverse from limb to ground, spiraling down? Focus. Where are your shoes? We're running late, and there's no time for another drink. We're out of milk? Look at my sink. It's piled high and I can't think with you  making all that ********* noise. What time is it? I forgot to call... that bill is due tacked on the wall. I wonder if we'll talk again. There's spam where your email should have been. All this time I thought that we were friends. I can't sleep. I'm up too late and I can't sate this need to see what I can make of missed phone calls and mystery texts. That write up? No, I haven't seen that yet. But don't forget, I told you, "I can handle it." Remember? Double. Oh. Seven. Wait. Focus. Breathe in. I'm calm. That's resurrection. Breathe out. I'm smiling. That's reconnection.
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Nov 24, 2014
Nov 24, 2014 at 10:08 PM UTC
Focus
If only I was a crayon drawing Where each smiling face looks the same Where stick figures and three fingered hands illicit the smiles of adults and adoration of how beautiful the picture is of how artistic the drawer is Despite the fact that the people are purple and everyone has a beautiful smile. If only I was a crayon drawing. With the sun always shining, though I hover off of the blob of green grass Though I am taller than the house beside me At least I am happy At least people tell me I look beautiful though I am a blue colored person and have no feet or hands. At least the sun is always shining at least I am happy. If only I was a crayon drawing. With no need to worry about how I look. With my family in a line beside me, clumsy names written above us, barely readable. But then I would be tacked to a bulletin board. Then i would be fawned over, Oh how sweet. See, look at the smiles on their faces! Look how happy they are! How cute, how adorable. See how artistic, how true to life. See the smiles? If only I was a crayon drawing, I could never grow up.
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Nov 6, 2013
Nov 6, 2013 at 11:42 AM UTC
Crayon Drawing
A loose handed emblem, of folded thoughts, Loss is weaponized in enchanted red, Wrongs corrected stemming from the blissful bare signed gawky individuals. Homage backtracked and renounced Barely earnest calls for a curious fathom-ability Heaven bound birdlike shadows, Bright light gagged and janky, Found little finger blood tacked to the earth.
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Aug 18, 2018
Aug 18, 2018 at 5:11 PM UTC
Birdlike Shadows
Tacked tin sheets promoting brand names Real local grown food little meat eaten our elders thin, bony and fit Yet birthed another foolish generation seeded by World Wars planted by Lend Lease fuelled by aged forests we farm, feed, cleave and eat Greed walks besides naive naivety slaughtered sheep full of cancer processing industrial carcase-ed meals shopaholics fat consumerism a speeding, partying, dancing waste of ills Lawyer-ed  politicians chain us whilst stymied party politics deafen us Money-ed propaganda’s herd us Local economies destroyed to feed *National ..European ..Pan European ..Pan Asian ..World Bank ... Prime Minister ..President ..Minister ..Senator ..Consultant* Globalisation’s plague of selfish-self-grandiose labels A generation’s survivors will despair as the Ganges runs dry then die with their children’s children in an armed-hungry-thirsty tide .
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Apr 23, 2010
Apr 23, 2010 at 3:41 PM UTC
Born Screaming......
He entered our classroom Quietly Something in his hand A slip of paper Assigning him to English 11b English words Thick in his mouth He whispered his name, Jaime Chavez Jimmy Changa! someone mocked, Had one of them for supper Nice to know you burrito boy. Jaime Chavez smiled, And remembered. He entered our classroom Quietly Something in his hand A book Shakespeare Carefully noted In Spanish and English Jimmy Changa Someone mocked Whatcha got there? A book? You don’t need them to cut my lawn. Jaime Chavez smiled, And remembered He entered our classroom Quietly Something in his hand An award Superior achievement English 11b Jimmy Changa Someone mocked You didn’t earn that, ******* ****** **** Jaime Chavez smiled And remembered. He entered our classroom Quietly Something in his hand Full scholarship Princeton University In English Literature And something else A bumper sticker "God Bless America," Which he carefully tacked to the bulletin board My name is not Jimmy Changa. My name, is Jaime Chavez And he smiled.
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Apr 17, 2013
Apr 17, 2013 at 4:07 PM UTC
Jaime Chavez
Rubber erases deep spaces line traces where her face is Her smile cracked lips smacked eyes tacked fade to black Imperfection turned dissection forgot protection late detection She weeps Because she hears it sleep Fearing it may seep the scars just as deep Now she cries sad lullabies emotion unties... Rubber erases deep spaces line traces where her place is Lost and torn her heart out-worn her body scorned her mind forlorn Rubber erases deep spaces line traces where her base is Rubber erases deep spaces line traces Rubber erases deep spaces Rubber erases Rubber
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Nov 11, 2012
Nov 11, 2012 at 6:25 PM UTC
Rubber
i once met a caterpillar she was quite pretty i remember she would smile and sing and love and cry and mourn and fear and hide outstanding, i thought now, even baffled watching her cocoon silk is costly and she lacked expenses but she continued and continued and continued and continued until the cocoon stopped it was rare but the caterpillar could feel a metamorphosis approaching so she closed all the blinds tacked curtains’ edges settled in her corner swallowed by her covers relished in the darkness and got on her laptop
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Jul 27, 2023
Jul 27, 2023 at 5:26 PM UTC
caterpillar
(today)he talked a whole lot and i only listened till i realized that stupid satillo blanket was over my knees and you tacked that little 3x5 dia de los muertos card beneath my corkboard and wrapped me up (14 months ago.)
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Feb 15, 2014
Feb 15, 2014 at 1:36 AM UTC
Time Travel.
The wind whips and scrapes the walls like ivy looking for its foothold round windowsills and rotten wood winter chills a new years cold scouring for the way in rolling barrels of fury tumultuous spasms unrelenting open hands slaps the face of every bush and branch with each pass the lawns and meadows left rippled like a poorly tacked carpet the scaffolding of men rests on brace and bolts and handshakes with the granite walls adornments flap their benign capes eddies of grit spiral, walking tall Inside I watch you like a ****** staring at the passing crowd but not knowing where to look; only you are everywhere blankets and lights and even the TV are curtains to pretend your not outside; I need not venture out yet at least, not until morning
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Nov 9, 2012
Nov 9, 2012 at 9:37 AM UTC
West Coast Wild Wind
In the distance, I see a Hound bus cruising down the country road The stretched out Greyhound dog in front of the bus with look and behold Now watch as numerous stories unfold I hear a Greyhound Driver narrating his tail of his stories surrounding the hound bus I will narrate a couple for you Our story starts in Topeka, Kansas enroute to Kansas City, Kansas The bus left on time during its usual run schedule However, the weather started getting rough Driving in the wind and rain made it really tough A Tornado could be seen in the distance destroying everything in its path along the farmlands Yet that Greyhound bus steadily kept moving But the fierce violent winds were blowing Suddenly, the Greyhound bus got a lift Up in the funnel of the Tornado the Greyhound bus went far from any drift However, a miracle took place, and the bus was slowly let down gently to the ground The Greyhound bus remained in tacked and nothing but praises in God’s thanks was the sound This is my account of another story I was travelling from New York City to San Francisco, California It was a vacation being a 4 days journey and New York City back We had just crossed the Nevada state line being a rest stop A Young Woman went into labor on the bus The Driver was counting the contractions, but we all knew what was going to happen This was supposed too be an 30 minute rest stop, but turned into a 2 hour rest stop Luckily, the bus was near a major hospital nearby, and an ambulance was summoned The EMS carried the Pregnant Woman on a stretcher off the bus and her Boyfriend (Husband) followed Later, the bus pushed on, and I arrived at my final destination ahead of schedule into San Francisco Another story tail This time I was travelling to Los Angeles from New York City We stopped in a Ghost town There were tumbleweed flying everywhere and shutters were hitting all the houses along with wind blowing Yet, there were no citizens in the town Meanwhile, it was 6:00 AM in Arizona Suddenly, all the passengers wondered who was coming aboard But everyone was thinking thriller oh my Lord A Male Passenger boarded, but spoke Spanish He was drunk and wanted to sit with anyone, but passengers refused So he had to go to the back of the bus where the restroom was He talked from the time he boarded until we arrived in Los Angeles So Greyhound is more than a ride, it became an adventure Stories upon stories Go Greyhound with its own storyline The venture being the bus, but no need to fuss Greyhound is the American Frontier and that involves us What is your Greyhound traveling story?
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Oct 18, 2016
Oct 18, 2016 at 7:19 PM UTC
GREYHOUND BUS STORIES BEING AN ACTUAL STORY
In the distance, I see a Hound bus cruising down the country road The stretched out Greyhound dog in front of the bus with look and behold Now watch as numerous stories unfold I hear a Greyhound Driver narrating his tail of his stories surrounding the hound bus I will narrate a couple for you Our story starts in Topeka, Kansas enroute to Kansas City, Kansas The bus left on time during its usual run schedule However, the weather started getting rough Driving in the wind and rain made it really tough A Tornado could be seen in the distance destroying everything in its path along the farmlands Yet that Greyhound bus steadily kept moving But the fierce violent winds were blowing Suddenly, the Greyhound bus got a lift Up in the funnel of the Tornado the Greyhound bus went far from any drift However, a miracle took place, and the bus was slowly let down gently to the ground The Greyhound bus remained in tacked and nothing but praises in God’s thanks was the sound This is my account of another story I was travelling from New York City to San Francisco, California It was a vacation being a 4 days journey and New York City back We had just crossed the Nevada state line being a rest stop A Young Woman went into labor on the bus The Driver was counting the contractions, but we all knew what was going to happen This was supposed too be an 30 minute rest stop, but turned into a 2 hour rest stop Luckily, the bus was near a major hospital nearby, and an ambulance was summoned The EMS carried the Pregnant Woman on a stretcher off the bus and her Boyfriend (Husband) followed Later, the bus pushed on, and I arrived at my final destination ahead of schedule into San Francisco Another story tail This time I was travelling to Los Angeles from New York City We stopped in a Ghost town There were tumbleweed flying everywhere and shutters were hitting all the houses along with wind blowing Yet, there were no citizens in the town Meanwhile, it was 6:00 AM in Arizona Suddenly, all the passengers wondered who was coming aboard But everyone was thinking thriller oh my Lord A Male Passenger boarded, but spoke Spanish He was drunk and wanted to sit with anyone, but passengers refused So he had to go to the back of the bus where the restroom was He talked from the time he boarded until we arrived in Los Angeles So Greyhound is more than a ride, it became an adventure Stories upon stories Go Greyhound with its own storyline The venture being the bus, but no need to fuss Greyhound is the American Frontier and that involves us What is your Greyhound traveling story?
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I stole myself a keepsake for remembrance of my father, a bracelet made by he that lasted 3 years, no longer I picked me out a souvenir in summertime Muskogee but now they sit so rusted and do of nothing to me I hang old captured memories, tacked into my right wall but they still just stand, a memory, that's all their worth in all I will need no souvenir to remember you I will need no keepsake hung up with a sticky glue I will have your hand to hold, forever and again If I need reminder, I just gaze up past your chin Even all the words I wrote, someday will be just that They may still hold a meaning, but I can never bring it back The pearls pierced through my ears handed down from generation, even they are getting old throughout this newer nation Stories ended with their what if's and could have's are too far passed now, just sit for some good laughs I will need no souvenir to remember you I will need no keepsake hung up with a sticky glue I will have your hand to hold, forever and again If I need reminder, I just gaze up past your chin Why do we need bibles and these holy books to say something once was, and I think again one day I only can remember that one time I landed hospitalized because the get well notes be still on my shelf advised I used to keep a diary when I was just young, to write down all I saw until it wasn't all fun I will need no souvenir to remember you I will need no keepsake hung up with a sticky glue I will have your hand to hold, forever and again If I need reminder, I just gaze up past your chin For you are my souvenir living life with both so near Your hand is just a reminder of the time that we have spent, in you, the meaning finder
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Feb 28, 2016
Feb 28, 2016 at 10:05 PM UTC
meaning finder
I stole myself a keepsake for remembrance of my father, a bracelet made by he that lasted 3 years, no longer I picked me out a souvenir in summertime Muskogee but now they sit so rusted and do of nothing to me I hang old captured memories, tacked into my right wall but they still just stand, a memory, that's all their worth in all I will need no souvenir to remember you I will need no keepsake hung up with a sticky glue I will have your hand to hold, forever and again If I need reminder, I just gaze up past your chin Even all the words I wrote, someday will be just that They may still hold a meaning, but I can never bring it back The pearls pierced through my ears handed down from generation, even they are getting old throughout this newer nation Stories ended with their what if's and could have's are too far passed now, just sit for some good laughs I will need no souvenir to remember you I will need no keepsake hung up with a sticky glue I will have your hand to hold, forever and again If I need reminder, I just gaze up past your chin Why do we need bibles and these holy books to say something once was, and I think again one day I only can remember that one time I landed hospitalized because the get well notes be still on my shelf advised I used to keep a diary when I was just young, to write down all I saw until it wasn't all fun I will need no souvenir to remember you I will need no keepsake hung up with a sticky glue I will have your hand to hold, forever and again If I need reminder, I just gaze up past your chin For you are my souvenir living life with both so near Your hand is just a reminder of the time that we have spent, in you, the meaning finder
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Thinking about the meaning behind things and how people hear them differently, like how ppl hear them differently, like how people heere them differently, like how people hear dem differently, like how people hear them diffrinly. and see them a little more unclearly, like yesterdays crystal-future-seeing-glass orbs and thinking about teammates and how they work together, but think alone, and there's nothing there in the air or to wear and tear at together anyway and thinking about teammates and their roles and their lines and their act and their heights and how all of these futures are lonely thinking about strengths all tacked up on a bulletin board of connect-the-dots exercises thinking about connect-the-dots stories and who is listening
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May 11, 2012
May 11, 2012 at 12:42 AM UTC
Untitled
We are laughing while passing a bottle back and forth between the two of us Our breath reeks of nicotine vapor and the remnants of marijuana mixed with whisky I down half a bottle of Maker’s Mark and you ask how it is I am able to do so with such ease I tell you it isn’t difficult and it isn’t I want to add that swallowing bitterness is much more pleasant on one's own terms but I do not say this part aloud Instead I act like my insensitivity to alcohol is a skill not relevant to a family history of addiction Built from uncles and fathers using liquid as a method to cauterize open flesh A mechanism of numbing that has been passed down for years as casually as a recipe We keep our secrets tacked onto hard labels and the inner caps of beer bottles We antique our inheritance with the reminder that it has always been this way This ability to drown myself under the weight of high content is nothing more than expectation I make wine to water the moment it reaches my tongue I convert drunken slurs to a language understood I know sour breath more than I do mild I didn’t learn drinking from beer pong and taking shots I didn’t learn how to from games at parties and competition I didn’t learn it as an activity or an outlet, I learned it as a habit turned routine I was introduced to liquor with the same hand that walked me to school everyday With the same lips that kissed me goodnight This comprehension for the intoxicated soul is as engrained as my predisposition to become one The only thing impressive about this relationship with alcohol will be how I choose to survive it, Not all of us have.
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Feb 16, 2015
Feb 16, 2015 at 5:55 PM UTC
Liquor
We are laughing while passing a bottle back and forth between the two of us Our breath reeks of nicotine vapor and the remnants of marijuana mixed with whisky I down half a bottle of Maker’s Mark and you ask how it is I am able to do so with such ease I tell you it isn’t difficult and it isn’t I want to add that swallowing bitterness is much more pleasant on one's own terms but I do not say this part aloud Instead I act like my insensitivity to alcohol is a skill not relevant to a family history of addiction Built from uncles and fathers using liquid as a method to cauterize open flesh A mechanism of numbing that has been passed down for years as casually as a recipe We keep our secrets tacked onto hard labels and the inner caps of beer bottles We antique our inheritance with the reminder that it has always been this way This ability to drown myself under the weight of high content is nothing more than expectation I make wine to water the moment it reaches my tongue I convert drunken slurs to a language understood I know sour breath more than I do mild I didn’t learn drinking from beer pong and taking shots I didn’t learn how to from games at parties and competition I didn’t learn it as an activity or an outlet, I learned it as a habit turned routine I was introduced to liquor with the same hand that walked me to school everyday With the same lips that kissed me goodnight This comprehension for the intoxicated soul is as engrained as my predisposition to become one The only thing impressive about this relationship with alcohol will be how I choose to survive it, Not all of us have.
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Desired to be more attuned with idols Their private lives gleaned from Stills and moving images cutting swaths across Skyscraping billboards, TV screens The sides of passing buses Subway cars headed deeper in, Further in, beneath Magazine spreads pulled out for ad-hoc posters taped and tacked across the plaster-sputtering suburban drywall paths Like screams in arctic winds Many, the young mean-spirited things Wanting kinship with these enemies Trying to plot a course to **** diagonally-up across their strident wildlife scenes Attuned with idols riding their phantom wavelengths with the maverick assistance of Reds and water-cut pints of irish whiskey Then Father comes in proclaiming to have saved our democracy on the whim of a lever-pull upon a municipal voting machine No interruptions now please I will direct the favors of my unborn I am honed in on what really matters: Hemingway hedonism. Getting dead with generations slinking in and out of frame from before and after me
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Nov 7, 2018
Nov 7, 2018 at 2:25 PM UTC
Untitled
It's a bad day when you can't get Celene Dion out of your head Titanic was good It was not that good I found a dried flower Buried in Leviticus of my sort of grandma's bible She must have liked that part The only quote about Leviticus I've read on the internet is about stoning gay people I hope she didn't like it that much I saw a bagel get made No one has the job of eating the middles out I'm 23, this was a let down I still like bagels a lot I tacked the dry flower on my wall Above the reminder that it's $3 a day to swim at the public pool in the mornings I hope it's not a homophobic flower I hid the bible behind Lauren Conrad's book Lauren Conrad's book embarrasses me less My sort of grandma Is only sort of alive I often feel that way I feel most alive while dreaming of the impossible Realistic dreams lead to disappointment Outlandish dreams leave little 'remember when’s’' No one hates themselves for not becoming an astronaut A lot of people hate themselves for not losing 20lbs Friendships are often measured in favors That is all That was not all Favors are measured in sacrifices Favors are not measured in reward Today is a reflection of not dying yesterday There is a one in seven chance that today is Friday And it is imperative that we get down on Friday Because the anticipation for this weekend is very high If today is Monday all of that is no longer relevant to our conversation I am losing weight As I lose weight more and more fat girls hit on me I do not like this as much as what I was imagining would happen I have learned that being funny **** cool Like I am becoming Does not mean hot girls will hit on me It means they will actually think about it before saying no To supplement my soon to be chiseled physic I am learning a Jack Johnson song on guitar This worked for an acquaintance in 2006 Maybe I should learn Colbie Callait instead The world would be better if schools had better teachers The world would also be better if high school seniors paid attention to the teachers they already have I don't know which one is easier to fix My past seems rosier than my future Except in the case of February 16th 2007 And now February 16th 2012 Corner buildings and modern light fixtures are my favorite aesthetics My favorite building has neither of those features Those features are not that awesome Dead flowers smell like dead things To combat this I spray cologne on my grandma's flower I have never been to a funeral I wonder if they febreeze the dead people Or maybe they use Chanel No. 5 This is something I would like to learn more about
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Feb 27, 2012
Feb 27, 2012 at 3:38 AM UTC
Dead Flowers
It's a bad day when you can't get Celene Dion out of your head Titanic was good It was not that good I found a dried flower Buried in Leviticus of my sort of grandma's bible She must have liked that part The only quote about Leviticus I've read on the internet is about stoning gay people I hope she didn't like it that much I saw a bagel get made No one has the job of eating the middles out I'm 23, this was a let down I still like bagels a lot I tacked the dry flower on my wall Above the reminder that it's $3 a day to swim at the public pool in the mornings I hope it's not a homophobic flower I hid the bible behind Lauren Conrad's book Lauren Conrad's book embarrasses me less My sort of grandma Is only sort of alive I often feel that way I feel most alive while dreaming of the impossible Realistic dreams lead to disappointment Outlandish dreams leave little 'remember when’s’' No one hates themselves for not becoming an astronaut A lot of people hate themselves for not losing 20lbs Friendships are often measured in favors That is all That was not all Favors are measured in sacrifices Favors are not measured in reward Today is a reflection of not dying yesterday There is a one in seven chance that today is Friday And it is imperative that we get down on Friday Because the anticipation for this weekend is very high If today is Monday all of that is no longer relevant to our conversation I am losing weight As I lose weight more and more fat girls hit on me I do not like this as much as what I was imagining would happen I have learned that being funny **** cool Like I am becoming Does not mean hot girls will hit on me It means they will actually think about it before saying no To supplement my soon to be chiseled physic I am learning a Jack Johnson song on guitar This worked for an acquaintance in 2006 Maybe I should learn Colbie Callait instead The world would be better if schools had better teachers The world would also be better if high school seniors paid attention to the teachers they already have I don't know which one is easier to fix My past seems rosier than my future Except in the case of February 16th 2007 And now February 16th 2012 Corner buildings and modern light fixtures are my favorite aesthetics My favorite building has neither of those features Those features are not that awesome Dead flowers smell like dead things To combat this I spray cologne on my grandma's flower I have never been to a funeral I wonder if they febreeze the dead people Or maybe they use Chanel No. 5 This is something I would like to learn more about
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Lying in an                                                                                                                 unfamiliar bed I study each fold in dated posters, tacked to foreign walls. My eyes                                                                                                                             dart from left to right. Not focusing on one                                                                                                                      obscure decoration for long. Strange clothes strewn across                                                                                                                   awkward purple carpet begin to ridicule me.                                                                                                                    Different books sitting on half dusty shelves.                                                                                                                            New vinyls in the old player join. Packed bags, boxes from a comfortable time                                                                                                                           loom around corners of the floor in big heaps. I try to tuck myself farther in to hide                                                                                                                          away. Like a turtle attempting to find solace in a familiar shell. Shrouding my eyes from an                                                                                                                   unknown future. I sink in closer to sound asleep, same, old?                                                                                                                            you.
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Feb 13, 2014
Feb 13, 2014 at 4:30 PM UTC
Observing Change.
Lying in an                                                                                                                 unfamiliar bed I study each fold in dated posters, tacked to foreign walls. My eyes                                                                                                                             dart from left to right. Not focusing on one                                                                                                                      obscure decoration for long. Strange clothes strewn across                                                                                                                   awkward purple carpet begin to ridicule me.                                                                                                                    Different books sitting on half dusty shelves.                                                                                                                            New vinyls in the old player join. Packed bags, boxes from a comfortable time                                                                                                                           loom around corners of the floor in big heaps. I try to tuck myself farther in to hide                                                                                                                          away. Like a turtle attempting to find solace in a familiar shell. Shrouding my eyes from an                                                                                                                   unknown future. I sink in closer to sound asleep, same, old?                                                                                                                            you.
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There is a plank that’s said To be tacked above my head: Childish, loser, lazy, annoying, Incapable, lost, slob, boring I know, I see, I understand, I agree. With tons of effort, for the longest time, I try Fact: I can and have done so, Easy. But it’s a tough climb when on me Are eyes with recognition from many And their mouths or thoughts open; maybe: He has 2 sides... A Fakie! Awkward Perhaps, perhaps, I think plenty Flooding in, Negativity Drowning my rationality Of an outcome that’s… Pretty?
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Apr 10, 2014
Apr 10, 2014 at 1:49 PM UTC
Stereotype: Mystery... Solved?
an apparition in our grade one classroom door obscured save for the halo around your head . . . must've been the sunlight playing with the curves of your curls you said I wrote sentences that would've made your grade threes weep . . . and I was someone I didn't know existed before someone who could write more than curved lines and straight lines someone who played with words at break while the other children ate protein-packed sandwiches between chalkboard dust-clouds and sweeping up pencil shavings I stayed in for athletics, looked through the classroom window, searched the oak tree outside for a vision of the painted elf I un-tacked from a perpetual race on the circular classroom weather board see, I couldn't run with only one healthy kidney when I just came out of hospital where doctors cleaned their instruments in kidney-shaped dishes my friend, June, still slept in the next hospital bed -- I hoped she wouldn't die the way Maria did -- while I read Jack and the Beanstalk Mrs Louw asked how I had learnt to read English I couldn't tell her -- it was something that just happened the same way I discovered I despised steak and kidney pies because I couldn't eat my own sickness
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Apr 5, 2015
Apr 5, 2015 at 5:09 PM UTC
Learning Curves
we met in Mexico, slept rough in the back; the seats folded down levelled out and tacked down with two springs we went by cities not knowing their names; stopped at payphone kiosks shamed our pasts with left messages on answering machines we stopped at toll booths, paid for more road to play on, to drive over smooth, to cross another border before the noon we deciphered restaurant menus, ate with fingers crossed and hoped the chicken was just that, left a tip lost in another used ash tray we wore sun cream to screen us against the rays and the glare reflecting off the mineral water, natural bays we walked up to bars asked for drinks in cold bottles, sipped and supped until kisses rolled out, left holding hands like mannequin models we kept the trip a secret, kept it secure between you and me and the folds in the bed sheets, we only exist in hotel cheap suites.
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Jan 9, 2014
Jan 9, 2014 at 3:46 PM UTC
We Met In Mexico
i am in constant fear of forgetting. forgetting how i feel, what i'm thinking, the directions to your house, the quadratic formula, all of it so i leave myself notes along my way. inked on my skin, attached to sticky notes, sticky-tacked on my wall, in the paper's margin, everywhere but with you, you're convenient. tap two buttons at the same time and our words are embalmed for another day. just as easy as that. every once in awhile i like to refresh myself by scrolling past each screenshot of us i began to notice a pattern, somewhere outside the messaging format between each picture were tons more, unrelated. between us, whatever we are life has moved on we've been caught in our little world while the rest has moved around us but we have too i know now that no matter what happens i will be okay because time will move on and i'll keep taking pictures of things that aren't us just like i have been from the start
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Oct 31, 2016
Oct 31, 2016 at 12:44 AM UTC
notes
The whole thing smells like chlorine, which is extremely unsettling because chlorine always tastes green and a lot like hereditary paranoia. These pants were only two washes removed from brand new, and now there's a slit in the knee, a slit as precise as the shape my eyes make when I'm suspicious of wanderlusting newcomers who moonlight in my former prison cell. And I'm unsure if I should call it like I'd like it to be and say the **** things were defective or if I should investigate further as to where I placed my legs while hacking bits of plastic. I'm TIRED of hacking at bits of plastic. I daresay if things start looking up, I could get there. I'm desperate, while this pumpkin-leaf hole grows in my chest, I'm realizing I'll never get to Lancaster at this rate. Sure, sure, I'm obsessed. I also have a blonde tail hanging from a tack on my shelf and a lot of cards tacked to my wall. They either resemble a quilt, a window or a complete mess. I'm relying on plastic cups and the Internet to continuously foster this false sense of belonging. And I don't want to shatter it, but I'm terrified by the threat of a midterm and I feel trapped by my own sky. I mean, have you SEEN the prices for quaint bed and breakfasts? But the sad truth is, I would be haunted by insurmountable guilt at leaving her behind. The cash flow isn't flowing, either. I'm thinking I'll have to forget about it and sit at my shiny laptop on an empty desk, staring at the cottage cheese ceiling and wondering if God is looking back.
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Jul 11, 2016
Jul 11, 2016 at 10:17 PM UTC
Chlorine (Freewrite)
The whole thing smells like chlorine, which is extremely unsettling because chlorine always tastes green and a lot like hereditary paranoia. These pants were only two washes removed from brand new, and now there's a slit in the knee, a slit as precise as the shape my eyes make when I'm suspicious of wanderlusting newcomers who moonlight in my former prison cell. And I'm unsure if I should call it like I'd like it to be and say the **** things were defective or if I should investigate further as to where I placed my legs while hacking bits of plastic. I'm TIRED of hacking at bits of plastic. I daresay if things start looking up, I could get there. I'm desperate, while this pumpkin-leaf hole grows in my chest, I'm realizing I'll never get to Lancaster at this rate. Sure, sure, I'm obsessed. I also have a blonde tail hanging from a tack on my shelf and a lot of cards tacked to my wall. They either resemble a quilt, a window or a complete mess. I'm relying on plastic cups and the Internet to continuously foster this false sense of belonging. And I don't want to shatter it, but I'm terrified by the threat of a midterm and I feel trapped by my own sky. I mean, have you SEEN the prices for quaint bed and breakfasts? But the sad truth is, I would be haunted by insurmountable guilt at leaving her behind. The cash flow isn't flowing, either. I'm thinking I'll have to forget about it and sit at my shiny laptop on an empty desk, staring at the cottage cheese ceiling and wondering if God is looking back.
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You are an artiste painting with words shading with wit coloring with vocabulary and adding texture with subtle metaphor There is melody in the emotion elicited between the words between the very letters that you weave into the heart into my heart. 3D pictures forged in the mind's eye tacked to the soul with each line with each word with each letter You are an artiste
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Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 3:16 AM UTC
Adroit
I use to hope that you'd keep that photo of me tacked by your bedside but you took it down, (vengefully) I know this because you tore out the portraits of me from your sketchbook the first time around so I hope you find bobby pins still within your clothes catch whiffs of my old perfume on the streets and feel your spine cinch softly, I hope a single earring rolls forward in the desk drawer, but I really cannot hope these things anymore. so i hope the earring stays lodged in the crack, that all stray bobby pins find their way back and that my perfume is never worn, never worn never worn. I hope that my perfume is never worn around you.
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Jan 27, 2014
Jan 27, 2014 at 10:26 PM UTC
Under New Managment.