"perverting" poems
Here in America,
we improvise morgues
as needed.
in the cafeterias
or by the lockers,
near the ticket booths,
and at the altars.
We divvy up the dead.
Tally them
and report the number
like an answer.
13, 20, 49, 58, 6
Every death count
a timely national shock.
Almost as if
our well-televised
monthly tragedy
was ever anything less
than a game of roulette.
anything less than a matter of time
and time and time again.
Covering them each
with our bed sheets,
we try and stifle it.
Do our best to
staunch the the sights,
the noises,
(“just like chairs falling”)
the names
that keep bleeding out
onto our thoughts
and tongues,
Far too much and
too often
not to choke on.
Here in America,
we’ve learned that
horror is level-headed.
It is debatable.
It is pangless.
It seeps, deep to the core,
perverting with a silent smile.
the steady, feverish dread
weaving itself into the mundane.
the “god help us”
annulled by the
“respectfully disagreed”
the nightmare that lies
always just underneath,
and just out of mind,
Until it insinuates itself
Again and again...
Here, in America
We line the bodies,
death slumped, and
bled out on the pavement.
We arrange them-
Side by side.
Most are missing things-
a hat, a piece of face.
one shoe, a dulled pencil
(fill in C)
phones
buzzing on the ground
lit up with unread messages
(“Please call me”)
They are missing-
an upcoming
7th birthday party,
(Star Wars themed)
They are missing-
their vacations.
their first dates.
their college applications.
job interviews.
kids.
fiancées.
Lined up lifeless,
they are missing
far too many things
to gather.
Apr 1, 2019
Apr 1, 2019 at 3:14 PM UTC
Lest you find yourself amongst the bones,
Mask your face and quiet your soul.
Flock in lines of the mundane and meek,
Zip your lips, peacful keep.
This genocide of individuality is perverting our kind, incestually.
Perfect patterns, mechanically, processed, soundly.
The flawed are pushed aside,
The individuals are boxed up, shipped out, Pariahs.
So, don your masks, one and all!
Suit up, and watch your sheeple fall.
Jun 12, 2014
Jun 12, 2014 at 10:42 AM UTC
and i trek'd through the pre-dawn cold
skating along the rail tracks,
to boulder jumping a ravine
(where were Japhy's ducks to guide?)
and into a deaden'd grass field.
tapping tip of foot to avoid watery pitfalls
while flanked by rusted railyard
and meth-addled recreational plot;
cat piss'd chemical smell wafts from as
December's north wind fights a toothless perverting force.
the macadame is barren as rainfell desert
and the animals propel by combustion
in effort to scavenge Capitalism's ****
predawn
'fore the burliest awaken with hunger.
Dec 9, 2012
Dec 9, 2012 at 3:23 PM UTC
Rolling-Twisting-Wafting
Distorted cloudy mask
Seized-Enveloped-Constrained
Perverting wicked task
Tasteless-Loveless-Breathless
Compulsory tears are wept
Ambitious-Precocious-Delirious
Perceived utterly inept
Occupant-Observant-Defiant
Definitive answers slurred
Perception-Discretion-Revolution
Autonomy from the herd
Jul 8, 2010
Jul 8, 2010 at 1:21 AM UTC
Energy, Electric
Blue, Shocking, Stinging, Fire
It burns and buzzes in my blood
A constant presence
The ******** clad succubus on my shoulder
Whispering lustful nothings in my ear
Always on my mind
Perverting and Invading
Thoughts stained with crimson desire
Heart rate heart rate
Faster faster
Harder harder
Blush, giggle
Hide the ***** feelings one shouldn't feel
Feign the innocence that's been feigned for years
Need, want
Anything to quench this constricting fire
Sep 7, 2012
Sep 7, 2012 at 9:01 AM UTC
Black is thy name.
Black is thy shroud.
If I were to open thee,
What shall be seen?
I can feel thy Black
Soul as I spread thy
Broken wings. I hear
Each hour chime thy
Dirge and call thy
Name. I shall spread
My shoulders' blades
And feel them rise
Against my tyrannical
Skin; as thou wouldst rise
In the charcoal heavens,
Perverting it with thy
Black flock; as The Morning Star
Rose against tyrant rule
So too shall my shoulders'
Blades against my suffocating
Skin. What shall we see if
They emancipated are, or
I, eviscerated? Shall I be
Black as thee beneath my
Flesh? My ribs, and hips,
Bones, and fingers now do
The same. My bruised flesh
Shall see not the day.
What shall we see when the
Rest of it falls away? A *****
Of bones that droningly cry,
As thou screech thy name?
I think I shall be like thee,
Black in heart and Black in
Blood. I am stillborn. I shall
No longer see the day.
Jul 5, 2014
Jul 5, 2014 at 10:07 PM UTC
Being torn apart
Limb from limb
Knife through the heart
But it’s not a horror film
You watch it
And enjoy it
Sending chills
through my skin
You sit there and see
me suffering
With a sinister grin
I shudder within
More people must hurt
So you can give more sympathy
Perverting empathy
Because misery loves company
Haven’t you taken enough from me?
My dreams…?
…The best of me?
You didn’t reach yours goals
So you stole the ones that were left in me
Putting a dollar in the hand
Of a homeless man
So you can feel better
About your own situation
Self- Satisfaction
Public humiliation
Inside joke
Spoke with no consideration
Of the hell I’m really facing
And the thought of me failing
Keeps your heart racing
No need to lie
I can see it in your eyes
You’re hoping
Waiting
Praying
For my demise…
Oct 1, 2012
Oct 1, 2012 at 12:57 AM UTC
Oh, factious viper! whose envenom’d tooth
Would mangle, still, the dead, perverting truth;
What, though our “nation’s foes” lament the fate,
With generous feeling, of the good and great;
Shall dastard tongues essay to blast the name
Of him, whose meed exists in endless fame?
When PITT expir’d in plenitude of power,
Though ill success obscur’d his dying hour,
Pity her dewy wings before him spread,
For noble spirits “war not with the dead:”
His friends in tears, a last sad requiem gave,
As all his errors slumber’d in the grave;
He sunk, an Atlas bending “’neath the weight”
Of cares o’erwhelming our conflicting state.
When, lo! a Hercules, in Fox, appear’d,
Who for a time the ruin’d fabric rear’d:
He, too, is fall’n, who Britain’s loss supplied,
With him, our fast reviving hopes have died;
Not one great people, only, raise his urn,
All Europe’s far-extended regions mourn.
“These feelings wide, let Sense and Truth undue,
To give the palm where Justice points its due;”
Yet, let not canker’d Calumny assail,
Or round her statesman wind her gloomy veil.
FOX! o’er whose corse a mourning world must weep,
Whose dear remains in honour’d marble sleep;
For whom, at last, e’en hostile nations groan,
While friends and foes, alike, his talents own.—
Fox! shall, in Britain’s future annals, shine,
Nor e’en to PITT, the patriot’s ‘palm’ resign;
Which Envy, wearing Candour’s sacred mask,
For PITT, and PITT alone, has dar’d to ask.
1.2k
The constant anguish that I feel
tears my heart to shreds,
unworthy words to articulate the pain lodged in my throat
It leaves me aching, speechless,
I can't breathe.
unable to share my pain,
as predominant fears arise
I wonder about the gossips, castoffs,
Judgment at being the victim I am
Yet not able to get justice for me,
my fear has left me speechless.
What a mess my life had slowly become,
tied down by fear; it's become my shadow!
the anger slowly breaking me,
the pain driving me insane,
I perceive I'm irreparable
An irony my life had become!
Shreds of what I'd dreamed of as a girl,
never imagined being in the law's dent
Yet I stand, hands clasped
as the verdict is given,
There's no relief!
I fear I won't get the justice I deserve.
For the justice that's been served,
for the molested victim, it's not enough
ten scores too little, yet a score was given,
So relishing the pain, I choose forgiveness
Perverting the anger, I choose to forget.
I admit it's my way out.
So shredding all atoms of fear and shame,
ignoring most rude whispers,
I finally feel the far fetched freedom,
Justice has been served,
Served in Forgiveness.
Mar 5, 2019
Mar 5, 2019 at 5:19 AM UTC
#korryn
I am not a beast
I am not the monster
You make me out to be
Condemned ostracized and
Castrated - a ***** of
My community
Just to **** me with impunity
Slaughter me and
Call it democracy
To silence me
It's a ******* fallacy
Perverting normalcy
Crazy all the bodies
There is not enough dirt
To cover your hypocrisy
Everything you touch
Ends in atrocities
Your lies and deceit
Cunning and chicanery
Eclipse insanity
Evokes a calamity which
Inflicts humanity
A sham on society
Your democracy
I've had enough
Sickened and alone
Barricaded in my home
Today my voice
Shall finally be heard
I speak with the blunt force
Trauma
Of my
Enemies
Words
Aug 15, 2016
Aug 15, 2016 at 10:09 AM UTC
burning
will we have a tomorrow?
i dont think so
soon..."this"
will all be gone
----------
oh such ****** love songs we pretend to sing!
love!!!!!!!
mere possessiveness ensplendored by our
adoration of pain!
perverting the innocence
of children
---------------
on the subway
from
brooklyn to hell
i saw the prostiture
of my dreams
------------
the president of the united states!
what is "the president of the united states?"
you have to go to college not to know
-------------
you might not believe this
but
ONCE THERE WERE PEOPLE ON THE EARTH!
some even in the usa!
Sep 14, 2010
Sep 14, 2010 at 12:30 PM UTC
Most curious
duality ... this
Sentimentality
Excessive tenderness,
sadness, nostalgia
corrupting modality,
distorting reality's
social edifice
Brain-cramping
contortion,
fierce pressure
building,
Sentimentality
wielding an
assault on
humanity!
Liars lie with
impunity
Childhood
lessons lost
Darkness
perverting civility
Root of irrational passions,
misplaced idealism—
This insidious,
ever-swelling
tsunami of
Sentimentality
Mark Toney © 2022
Jun 3, 2022
Jun 3, 2022 at 11:24 PM UTC
I see it
the body inside sound
And images
marks
Upon my skin
I see shadows
like masks inside light
I sense
I sense a presence
Circling my planes
Perverting perception
I see us
Our minds like bodies liberated
Reaching, splitting
Creating
Truth
In *******
For a moment
Jun 12, 2013
Jun 12, 2013 at 12:51 PM UTC
Setting up camp
I am caught in the headlamps of some corporate tramps with the wings of the albatross stamped on their foreheads,and quickly they come at me firing their guns at me,out of the sun, I can't see them to clearly.
Nearly got me that time
I must be beware,
corporate tramps get every where and try to disrupt me,corrupt me with credits and debits,in books I have read it that these are no good but sometimes I can't see the trees for the wood and they prey on the blinded and feeble and frail,they'll bang at your brain until they make a secure sale,it seems they can't fail,
because
we are bombarded with adverts perverting our minds,adverts that sell you all kinds of mindless monstrosities,colossal calamities and we **** on the corporate mammaries until we've had our fill,
then we burp and slurp it all down.
Welcome to the **** it and see almost but not quite free franchise town,
need a gown.a duck down eiderdown,brown shoes,black shoes anyway you think you win they know you lose but buy it here,buy regurgitated,variagated beer here in the franchise town.
'come on down the price is right'
the time is now
you're going to die so spend and spend and how you please ,use your cards and we will bring you to your knees,
Jeez
it's depressionville,third turning past the bank of **** creek hill.
It makes you want to **** something,someone,the corporations go on and on,before to long they will run out of space,then ,
option one kicks in and kicks you in the face and puts you down.
Join the rest of us.
in the almost but not quite free, buy me here,have a beer,
franchise town
Dec 14, 2013
Dec 14, 2013 at 6:27 AM UTC
Nostalgia
Is suffocating.
Inferring
Is perverting.
me
and you
Oct 23, 2012
Oct 23, 2012 at 3:55 PM UTC
Forsaken, mistaken, shaken
my heart's breakin'
and it's takin'
its toll on me.
Same song and dance
as I danced before
isn't there a chance
for something more?
All I do is hurt
and hit you too
but these ****** swings
shouldn't be for you
Forsaken, mistaken, shaken
my heart's breakin
and it's takin'
its toll on me.
Stop loving, heart
just to give me a break
each beat it tears me apart
There's only so much I can take
sorry for hurting
for hurtin' you too
with my sorrow's perverting,
my heart all askew
forsaken, mistaken, shaken
just stop breakin'
don't you take
another toll on me
Sep 19, 2011
Sep 19, 2011 at 12:43 AM UTC
Instead of looking at me I see you stare down at my lips and my chest, those are not my eyes so give the perverting a rest.
xx(no perverts)xx
Instead of speaking with me to try to find the inner beauty within my mind, you jus look at me up down while licking ur lips and winking an eye.
***
it seems to me the only thing the hasmster is spinning for you is ***
I'm not the type to give it up easy or to everyone so move on to the next.
I don't approve of you touching me without my approval you fuxking creep..I don't even know you, so how are you telling me the feelings you have are deep?
My outter appearance doesn't judge my attitude or personality, words would have to be exchanged to recognize the reality.
Just next time you see me come correct, all I'm asking for is respect >x<
Mar 16, 2015
Mar 16, 2015 at 11:58 PM UTC
Yield!
Give up everything!
--
The omens shriek!
DEATH itself
Personified
Struts majestic
Thru twisted streets
Perverting all dreams
--
Yield!
Yield!
.
Surrender your ego!
The dam's about to break!
And we truly shall perish here!
--
The past is gone
None
Of the ancient stories matter now
The values we cherish are meaningless
DEATH struts upon our streets
We must
Give up our egos now
It is so written in all the omens
Ablaze with ****** heat
Where we once dwelled
Mar 25, 2013
Mar 25, 2013 at 1:53 AM UTC
Draped in robes
the same color
as the blood
that covered
the Cross.
It granted forgiveness-
a postmortem paradise.
You claim the authority,
given by the symbol 'round your neck,
to banish those who oppose,
and I oppose,
to the fires below
for eternity.
You take the symbol
of sacrifice and everlasting love
and you bend it at the ends;
accepting oppression,
perverting Purity.
"He's a ******
She's a *****
Grab a mirror and remember:
the Devil was the
most Beautiful of all.
You've replaced the Father with
The Judge,
The Son with
The Priest,
and the Holy Spirit with
the Wicked Soul.
You pay your bills with my sin,
my prayers,
my Holy Salvation.
You speak in tongues-
the words like vultures,
they circle above me
and wait until I give in-
I've been consumed.
So condemn me to Hell,
Your Heaven is no paradise
for me.
Oct 16, 2015
Oct 16, 2015 at 5:43 PM UTC
Stringy hair
Sunken eyes
Greasy teeth
Rotten lies
Sweat soaked nightmare
Fueled with gore
Clenching teeth
Weak and sore
My mind holds this
An abominable leech
Perverting beauty
In all it sees
Polluting love
To twisted hate
Making resentment
Smear every mate
I cant look at you
Without seeing a ghoul
I dont see a goddess
I see a fool
Everyone around me
Sees the brighter side
I cant help but see
What the smiles hide
Jan 4, 2015
Jan 4, 2015 at 3:52 AM UTC
What power’s in the craft of self-destruction
Debased by something soft as sympathy?
What audacity's in that expression
But begging to be recalled beyond a crumpled chassis;
For redemption that lives through mockery –
A natural disaster is my name
For impotence, a gripping horror;
Inexorably image-perverting, like ashes
Of the ************ ancient in Pompeii –
There are no do-overs for *********
“Don’t make fun of my night out.”
Mar 9, 2025
Mar 9, 2025 at 1:34 PM UTC
What ephemera and dull is our fate.
the most judging perverting all, for its taste.
one for the fire one for deep abyss ,such a grief.
ask for the destiny, meet with predestination in odd rife.
take all from me, i dont care; for thee all the last meaning.
what a fate for me if im preordained to bid sepulchral flaming?
wish ye may tell; between the gloom and bloom where ye toll thy bell.
cause my little fingers are empty in day, and in my nights no one cant tell.
what much distress my life behold in dragging along sol day.
though my soul singing in azure of happiness, i lust stay.
such a mud that needs nothing but a dread torment.
from the past and deep into present denouement .
but if im sea snail i will be tossed for eternity.
still, sad to be predestined to sin and piety !
Feb 13, 2015
Feb 13, 2015 at 3:48 PM UTC
I am not good, I am not great,
I do as I should but as a fake,
Getting by on my anxiety,
Guided by sure finalities,
I am good, God is great,
Both do as we should but so full of hate,
Meanings here and meanings where,
Meanings rare and I’m stuck there,
You’re in one, I’m in two,
Masks are fun to hide the truth,
Focused on self-defined tragedy,
Self-obsessed professed insanity,
No relief or relax from the dark,
Bruised by bottle caps and teeth marks,
Bats and owls curse spiritual slurs,
The Sleep of Reason greets Goya’s monsters,
Stuck in a poets phonetic wasteland,
Letters scattered like grains of sand,
Hunched over tables convulsing religiously,
Punching out feelings for depressions vanity,
Mutters of memory’s shadows,
Patterns of clarity in charlatans clothes,
Search for a meaning of proof,
If any as denial and distraction wage a truce,
The Artist’s Reward was always a lie,
To defy life first you must die,
Continue this imprisonment in institutional prostitution,
Reverting, perverting once innate constitution,
Create an ornate human and visceral solution,
Refusing the fusion spit out prose pollution,
Confusion in this constant cyclical conclusion
Jul 21, 2014
Jul 21, 2014 at 4:08 PM UTC
Always the same, in every night
Words stuck in my brain
I feel meaningless
With grievingness
A silent retreat in this
Forgottenness
The rottenness
A knife to jab into my wrists
The pointlessness
That I exist
Maybe it's cuz I'm a pessimist
I can't resist
The Devil's list
Or the urge to sink in the abyss
Well if it's true, I'm so worthless
Why can't I be blue?
Do I deserve to be hurting?
Constant self re-working
Shadows lurking
Thoughts are jerking
Evil sits inside me, smirking
Eyes averting
Words alerting
Save me from this dark converting
Self asserting
Random blurting
Worse than the ****** flirting
With my corrupt, thoughts perverting
It's clear I'm ****** up
But crying’s
Not dying
No matter how hard I'm trying
Horrifying
Re-wiring
Because my brain cells are frying
Clarifying
Not lying
Whether or not I'm implying
Defying
Denying
Is all that I'm supplying
The only crime, is, you stand by me
You're wasting your time
Mind won't stop racing
Or re-making
The challenges that I'm facing
Just shaking
Earthquaking
My anxiety displaying
Not praying
Or weighing
Any mistakes that I'm making
Soul fading
Creating
The sinful way I'm behaving
So every night, as I'm laying
It's these thoughts that bite
I'm meaningless
Self-loathingness
Magnifying my uselessness
A joyless
Black abyss
Wild ***** hungry for coitus
Yes, mindless
Undesignedness
Nothing to fill the vacantness
I'm voiceless
And pointless
…
It's these thoughts that's destroyed us
May 25, 2017
May 25, 2017 at 4:25 PM UTC
Devious self-interpretation of motive in silk webbed mind, stuck in the trench warfare with the bugs and captured flies.
Squirming, disarmed, rattled teeth approached by death of the natural spider.
Slender and tormenting its captives in her somber lullabies, perverting happiness into altercation.
The ceremony is stretching its legs and fangs. The dinner table is set. The knives and forks, the cups and plates.
Mangled apathetic corpses, travel the distance from television to kitchen.
Slobs and lumps gather to de-funk the contents.
Inhales. Down. Waves of hands. Snickers of teeth to stomach. Grinding, turning, swallow.
The head of the spider appears.
The waves of hands, inhales, teeth.
The spider smiles and observes the meek as they gouge in their eyes with chicken legs and apple fat pies.
"With all eight legs and all my eyes, have never seen such cold gluttony, what does that make I?"
Jul 27, 2017
Jul 27, 2017 at 12:33 PM UTC