"feening" poems
so deep i'm touching you spine
the feeling blowing your mind
our stars aligned,
now you climaxing
over this mountain we climb
your body a shrine,
so close its feeling like mine
the way that you grind,
so divine and its only getting better with time
getting harder as I listen to your breathing
moaning louder as I move it with you, your body I'm kneading
my body's been feening this whole evening
you are what I've been needing.
Dec 20, 2016
Dec 20, 2016 at 6:38 PM UTC
Your taste;
flavor laced.
with complexities,
that are addicting to me.
tastebuds consistently feening for,
the texture of your consistency.
Jul 8, 2019
Jul 8, 2019 at 11:39 PM UTC
I'm feening for your;
silky smooth lips;
pink folds of woven flesh
glistening with wetness.
their allure -- the aroma.
her elixir -- my nectar.
Mar 4, 2017
Mar 4, 2017 at 12:04 AM UTC
touch you on your lips
feel it between your hips
******* on your neck
making you wet
what do you expect
giving me what you get
feeling what you feeling
moaning back to screaming
we ****** as hard as feening
feels so good it's revealing
emotions we concealing
can't get enough of this
wettin up your mattress
****** as we climb this
gettin high of your highness
blowing my mind leaving me mindless
as long as its you, I dont mind this
Nov 9, 2019
Nov 9, 2019 at 11:38 PM UTC
Traumatized by the words that I never said
By the things that I never did
All the unspoken words
Tell me your feelings and why I didn’t consider yours
Why I thought to bring you to tears
Thinking of all the things we did and all the things you experience
Don’t settle just let go cause all of you I don’t deserve
You deserve all of me but all of you is what I had
Tell me, tell me did I put you at your worst
Can you love or is it numb, just tell me your feelings
Eyes watery as you tilt your head to the ceiling
Fighting back words, fighting back tears, fighting for love
So anxious to get your attention and pour out my love
Some mistakes we live with, some mistakes help us grow
To tell you I love you, now you’ll never know
So enclosed awareness and guarded up against love to never know how to feel
Tell me do you know how to trust
So many lies with so many promises
So many words with no actions
Things will surely come to the light
Why does the heavy weight feel so light
Why does it yet weigh down on me
To have me think I could bring you back to me
Traumatized, traumatized, traumatized
Filled your head with questions and lies
All the things aren’t as bad as it seems or bad things aren’t as it seems
In held so many emotions you don’t know
Whether to cry out loud or hold in your screams
But to you I truly wish the best
So many unread messages and deleted texts
Feening for your love and your ***
Lord don’t let her experience anybody as her ex
Don’t fall for it
Don’t be another victim
Such a beautiful woman that’s been hurt for so long
The road ahead of you just seems to be going on for too long
All the weak emotions with such a strong woman
Nov 29, 2017
Nov 29, 2017 at 11:09 AM UTC
Life is naught but a gimmick,
Is taken for granted,
And is a means of society proclaimed glory and greatness.
We blame God for the things that are wrong with this world when it falls only on us.
Do you miss when times were simple,
The small things mattered,
Women took pride in being flattered
And men took pride in their approach to these women.
Where life was more than a means to please,
But was something that we knew couldn't be passed with ease.
There were no cheat codes back then, life wasn't a game
There was less of a need for us to rise to fame.
There was less of a need to have the next best thing,
And couples took more pride in a diamond ring.
Big brother wasn't watching us and we felt no need to be watching it,
There was no place on the street where black boys felt they should loiter and sit.
The sun seemed brighter and winter was when winter was,
A woman did not feel she should change to what a man is,
They were quite content in keeping their vaginas.
Was it the fault of the hierarchy top
That gave the choice for them to just stop
Being what they're supposed to be
Or was it always in wanting and just I did not see.
Music was better; back then it had more meaning
To this day I still wonder what happened to it,
I think a few more years for more real music I'll be feening.
What happened to TV,
Cartoon Network,
BBC,
ITV,
What foolishness is on nowadays,
Made for us to judge other people on their looks,
Their talents and skills,
But let's see,
Who are we to look down on others who try,
Look down on yourself,
And about yourself just try not to lie.
What happened to game?
It seems that these days,
All we need is a pin not a key to the heart.
People claming to be in love,
But do you know what love is?
New girlfriend tomorrow,
Did you sign up to have kids?
What happened to love?
Not just for man but for God?
Do you not remember how He came through when you lost?
When you were alone,
Lust for life was but memory,
How you came through but thought it was on your own?
What happened to the world,
Tell me if you had a little girl,
Would you treat her like a pen,
Let her be used by whoever would ask,
Discard her once done with knowing she wouldn't last.
Or treat her like a flower in the desert,
Treasure and savour with hope it will last,
With love and a prayer,
That this moment is forever.
Dec 5, 2012
Dec 5, 2012 at 5:59 AM UTC
I want to write words of meaning
Words with density
My poetry has suffered from my lack of integrity
I want so much to write the words I'm feening
I want the emotions that drives the ink to flow
The passion that urges my mind know
The love that makes the passion glow
Where did it go?
Oct 14, 2012
Oct 14, 2012 at 10:44 PM UTC
Where are the endorphins?
Happiness devoid,
Empathy of the world around me,
Has been many years destroyed.
Where men, women, children and beasts
Roam the land of the living,
Indulging in empty, finite feasts.
Where are the endorphins
My mind isn't often,
Clasped within the reigns of a chastity belt
But allowed to roam free
Within the comfort of self-confidence,
And now my thoughts are minced
Never to formulate a plan,
And think "Yeah I'm the man".
Where are the endorphins?
I can see but I'm blind,
Not even trying to latch on to any comfort I find.
Missing out on the touch of another,
Feening for the passion and peace of a lover.
Where are the endorphins?
A chemical high,
At this point it would seem that this drug is a lie.
Happiness devoid,
Yet I still cannot avoid
This search for an invisible glee,
Which is a wish most probably now lost at sea,
A message in a bottle,
Simply reading "You shall never find me".
A tease comes and goes,
A sliver of cake,
A sip of fine wine,
But how long will it take to taste sweeter with time --
A portion satisfies for a short period
Much like in the novel 'The Iliad'
Where joy may endure for a day,
But once its time is up,
And I stand at the gate with crossed limbs,
The question unanswered remains;
Where are the endorphins?
Jun 9, 2013
Jun 9, 2013 at 5:49 AM UTC
Your love runs through my veins,
For you I'm feening.
Your the only one
that I'm breathing for.
Your eyes pierce through my soul
I would go to hell and back for you
This is us
We could be
You and me
Apr 11, 2016
Apr 11, 2016 at 9:17 PM UTC
Escape of dreaming with a broken heart. And dwelling with the feeling of waking up.
Sleeping becomes addicting .
So the 3 hours past noon creeps up on me. I can not bare it no longer. I'm a coward.
I'm sinking. Will you save me?
My sober thoughts eat my soul bit by bit. Feening just that one sip.
Falling for the same **** tricks.
Clueless.
The idiot.
Like being left here to burn in the place's you've standed. Gone. ****** Stranded.
So its time for my daily cleansing with my buddy jack. Everything is beyond blurry.
Skeptical thinking but you start swirving.
I'll always Slur on words you'll never say. Clever little girl I know your games.
So far gone from reailty, how the numb senile feeling reacts so smooth.
I would try again with hope but then again that'd be the *****
So I'll celebrate in your honor on this wretched night.
Lathered in my own shame.
Slowly loosing my composhere step by step. I'm crippled and running out of legs to stand on . im a mess.
But my sweetheart your the closest to hell I'll ever be.
My Eyes glazing blood red. hatred. Torn to the seems.
But my darling wasn't this what you wanted me to be? Or was it how you've always been good at dropping to your knees?
Hell who knows. Forget my name .
You always have your own way ,
blinded by the greed of lust and waist low pleasure.
Seems your the one shipwrecked and lost.
I'm so far gone.
But jack my buddy, one more drink
And I'll move on.
Dec 19, 2014
Dec 19, 2014 at 3:54 AM UTC
You're gorgeous I mean outrageous
God tore you from His book
Pages
I long to be your boo
Code blue
Call the doctors and specialist
I'm sure it's lust
But you're low key dangerous
So let's talk about what we must
I wanna bust inside
Slip and slide till I'm tongue tied
And my tongues tired
My hardness is mummified
A little ride
Full of passion sweat and masculine bravado
Watch my ego
Matching paces as fast or slow you go
I want you something fierce maybe more than I wanted another being
Weak knees and feening
Words like explode
Ghost or beast mode
Give you this work with a cheat code
Can you feel it in Florida
Imagine I tore it up
Sopped and spent
**** lent
No hypothesis no experiment
A little dome
Deaf ears would hear the moan
Minds blown
Neurologist not needed brains gone
*** **** ******* or making love
No imagination or making it up
Short and tuff
Thick in some
Pull you close and whisper can I ***
Jul 21, 2019
Jul 21, 2019 at 12:09 AM UTC
you feel my despair
your fingers quench the loneliness
you don't flinch at the touch
I know you've felt it before
fighting the battle
of worth and contentment
love and war
reality and fantasy
my mind paints pictures
and shows movies
that has never touched a screen
yet, I still cannot see
the moral of your story
the focal of the point
its blurry and faint
but the script is still there
the film is still rolling
and the same movie plays
in my mind the same scene
constantly, over again
me yearning for you
needing more of you
hopelessly feening
restlessly dreaming
tossing and turning
in this imaginary love
you aided in me creating
its so warm
and deep
and wet
drenching me completely
in this
mythical story
that you could possibly
no actually
literally
maybe
you could quite love me..
Fin
Copy Right 2020
©PoeticPat
Apr 2, 2015
Apr 2, 2015 at 9:03 PM UTC
The darkenss which surrounds us is ridiculous.
I am not the best articulater, but with favor I can paint a picture with a thousand words to leave you froze in a pose that leaves me thinking these words are somin that you didn't know. Knowing that you pretended that you knew.
We were so close to find out what true love was all about. The thought of some one knowing your thoughts aught to have struck fear in you, but a million, "its alrights" will never right the wrong you made that day you turned around and gave my love away, it was all a game to play, and honestly it wasn't even a sad day because I was ready to fly away. You never intended to follow anyway
Peer pressure's not an issue, when ur consioussness
is your only influence to soar through life, like a bird in the sky, with no reason to ask why, the hell, is this my life?!
Time will tell without fail how you really felt. But I felt what you were looking for, someone to say its alright, tonight, together we'll take flight, and all the world, in all its might can't fight the love we're feeling. But u gave it up, to the guy that made you smile for a while cos he knew just what you were thinking, thinking no meaning, feening the temptation of being the sensation and meaning.
There's no more home for u to rest in.
Not I or ur one night, care for you at night.
We spread our wings and take flight.
With no regret, just a lesson learned, it became his turn.
A lonely girl without the capacity to love herself.
Never felt true love, only words that felt like a hug. Comforting but never enough,
contrary to what you want, hate is never entering my heart. I loved you from the start, I see you start to walk back, after the fact. I've already departed, its to bad you made your choice to depart before you felt your heart.
Feb 19, 2013
Feb 19, 2013 at 12:05 PM UTC
The horrendous thing is near
indeed something to fear
a face of a child once broken
a fear known but never spoken
a light so dim seeing
sometimes makes hard in believing
The anger inside is screaming
the hideous thing its scheming
In the night the face seems shifted
I think I see it but miss it
No where to turn nothing in sight
I cant see the battle,
but will avoid the fight
In the mists of my adrenaline i seem to forget
This is of no game but more of a bet
The power is there's, they need it known loud
It wants to be seen, in the middle of the crowd
The things need be done is nothing to be said
The attention is earned, the feening has been fed
Oct 18, 2013
Oct 18, 2013 at 9:40 PM UTC
I miss you like crazy!
This is'nt fair loving you is all I want and you're not here
I daydream about your lips and your gentle touch
partly because I can't sleep affraid of missing your call I tell mista sandman to come back tomorrow.
I think of you all day long you smile brittens my day. I want you here now! today!!
What have you done to me I'm useless for anything else my hours and mins drag on without you. The day seems pointless without you. Your love is my drug and i'm feening. Whitney said CRACK IS WACK but all I want is my drug back. This little time drags for eternity I need you here my serenity. My piece of mind from the tolls of the world my gift of peace that completes me.
Aug 25, 2014
Aug 25, 2014 at 1:05 PM UTC
The drug that never stops.
All day feening.
Till the last second.
Every last drop.
I dream about it.
Wish for it.
Crave it.
This.
Drug.
That.
Never.
Stops.
Oct 6, 2023
Oct 6, 2023 at 6:32 PM UTC
Why u gone away frm me why u took every part of my soul with you u hurt meand for Tht i must **** u. Why after u took my precious temple. Tht once was an Secret place. Why u did this to me i cant eat cant sleep im feening for your love dnt leave me for who going love u. why.. Damit tell me.. I have gave u everything gave my time there wasnt noting i will do at one point of time but u change ... I change yes u change for the love is not there it time for me to go to be free. Wait .. No ... And the time forward. Im crying siting here wishing u was here but dam i cant bring u back rip
Nov 18, 2018
Nov 18, 2018 at 7:17 PM UTC
So many lies I tell myself late at night
So ashamed of my past I cry
The fake smile like a sweet lullaby
Late night thoughts drain every part in the inside
How could I disrespect you in such a manner?
Why did I ever give a kiss to such a stranger?
Didn’t stop to think, that’s what put our love in danger
I know you could never find the answer to the question
Why did I lie just to skip the discussion?
I kissed her, I walked around like I was right
My conscious ate me up, I could never cover up what’s right
Long day thinking, late night dreaming
You’re away at a party, and everyone’s feening
You made a decision, so much trust I put in you
You said “I’d never do anything to hurt you”
The reason you never portrayed me
The reason you stayed so true
In this lifetime I never did anything to deserve you
I made that promise to fulfill your needs
To ashamed to say I never did a good deed
I made a promise and I told you your hearts safe
Why did you believe me?
So disturbed by my ways
But to this day and next to the other
I wish I could’ve loved you
Instead of portrayal for another
Dec 10, 2017
Dec 10, 2017 at 9:56 AM UTC
Self Sickening Species
Title
The Human Craving
The Gummy Decay
We Favour For Our Mortar
Our Truth-less
Mated
Clunny Actions
Sweet Tooth
We Solder On
Feening
Indulging Our Senses
Till Everything Is Flavourless
Aug 17, 2019
Aug 17, 2019 at 2:27 PM UTC
I go to bed indulging in fantasy,
I Wake up broken by reality,
I go to work chained by insanity,
All while FEENING for my fantasy.
Apr 12, 2019
Apr 12, 2019 at 3:16 PM UTC
Lavender fills the air
Whispering winds flow against your skin
roses lilt like a ballerina in the moonlight
A thought stabs its way into your mind
The tired quake flies rampant
While fluttered dreams come alive like a bountiful fetus
Growing and feening for life
You nourish every thought left of its existence
Clinging to hopes and dreams of a past forgotten
Cringe as you gather the combinations of metal
So distasteful to the cheek, yet wondrous
A taste only beasts cultivate in the sparkle of the devil’s eye
Tears flow on the crescent of your cheek
Spilling what’s left of your legacy onto the soil
Your lungs release what air they have left
Magnanimous fears fly away in spectacular awe
In the time it takes to regret what you’ve done
Death has cloaked you in its womb for all eternity
it dances over you
Watching with a smile
As you decay
Within this stark starry night
Beneath the trees from which you born
Farewell
Sep 2, 2017
Sep 2, 2017 at 7:10 PM UTC
I lived life surrounded by screaming
Realized all this **** simply has no meaning
I kept going but questioned my reasoning
Mentally, dark images are hemorrhaging
Desperate to put purpose to the breathing
Everything's so temporary; I'm comfortable with leaving
And I smoke too much; I hate it but I'm feening
Unsure what kind of love could alleviate my grieving
My trust has been tainted by all the deceiving
Don't want death; for my will to live, I'm still pleading
Often feels as though the voices in my head are speeding
All I desire is to subdue their screaming
Sep 18, 2017
Sep 18, 2017 at 11:53 PM UTC
He is my infinite heavenly universe
An ardent sparkling treasure
That spellbinds my entireness
That refreshes me with his boundless bright smile
In the mighty, rising, and towering sunshine
I find warm exalted solace in his long, macho arms
My ****** hypnotic, and rock-solid heart-throb
My fierce superior showstopper
I utterly love his boldness, dopeness, and showiness
How he has me bound by his beguilingness
Slowly slipping away from the realm of reality
Into the galaxy of his majesty
Listen to his strong, baritone voice
How I rejoice in all his wondrously
Impressive and poetical majesticness
With profound and appealing charm
So suave, enthralling, and remarkably knowledgeable
So badass and splashy as ****
I wanna caress his full flawless beard
Rub his broad tattooed pecs
Kiss his magnificent, manly-looking shoulders
Treasure him from the top of his head
To the soles of his feet
Taste every passionate incomparable word he speaks
Bewitched by the delicious richness
And slickness of his glistening and thrilling masculinity
When I take him into my innermost
Regions of my existence, stoke my homosexualness
Unleash his intense, relentless heat
Break open my mind, body, and soul
Make me so hopped up and shell-shocked
As he taunts my architecture
Enchant my inner woman
Let me be the only one that manliness craves
Teach me how to please thee
Show me the way into his **** *** sound system
Take into the hottest mind-boggling stages of ecstasy
Stare into the mirror of my queer world
Deflower me, devour me, drown me
In his unrivaled enticing delightsomeness
Draw me into his bright shining enchantment
My gayness suspended in his web of vivid fervent sensualness
I greatly adore his crisp, moist sweetness
Find deep meaning in his chemistry
Delve into the radical chapters
Of his magical page-turning attractiveness
My untouchable succulent drug
He has me so turnt up
Feening for one more hit
Of his desirable high-powered ****
Apr 11, 2023
Apr 11, 2023 at 3:57 PM UTC
Hard to move on
Temptation way to strong
Emotions flood my mind
Taking all of my time
These feelings can’t be mine
Yet I sit here
Writing line after line
Trying to reassure myself
That my decision was sound
Should I
Risk it all
Last call
This love is a demon
A drug I’m weaning
These thoughts keep screaming
Shut up
I don’t want to be feening
Watching my goals unfold
Is costing me my soul
Jan 20, 2019
Jan 20, 2019 at 10:31 PM UTC
For the illusion
of a love lost,
the delusion
that love costs
some steep
sacrificial price,
She would burn
this shallow life,
slit the throat
of those she knows
to hear the note
of honest hearts
gurgling in
their skepticism.
For the sake of
the lie called love,
that chemical drug
she is feening for,
that sad score
that doesn’t
really exist anymore,
she would restore
the weaknesses
she once deplored
and explore
any other bit
of madness
to get this
******** back
even though
it was never
what she thought it was.
Mar 19, 2019
Mar 19, 2019 at 10:22 AM UTC