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"excruciation" poems
• My love and all, God's angel, My refuge and comfort, You're the home that keeps me safe, The one who stays beside me, Even in times of storms, you fight them with me valorously. My bestfriend, my peace, my forever, Life is so resplendent and sublime when you came, Excruciation seems so easy to surmount, For you are there with me , our love shields us from harm. You are the firefly that visited me in my dark prison, You’ve illumined me with your shimmering being, An angel that wrap me with pure white robe, You’ve enclosed me dearly, My countenance gleam as I felt your love burning me from the inside. Yes, I will wait my lover, Years and years plus forever and eternity, Even in the second life, In the gates of heaven, in that heavenly realm, I will wait and hold you tight forevermore, Nothing and no one will ever take us apart, You're the one I only love, The one whom I will keep dearly in my heart infinitely, The one whom I'll risk all just to keep you secure and joyous, The one whom I will grow old with, The one whom I will spend everlasting with, And I love you infinity + forever, ‘Cause you are the one preordained for me, my soulmate and king. with love <3 © Earl Jane ♥ E.J.C.S.
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Nov 9, 2015
Nov 9, 2015 at 5:48 AM UTC
I Love You Infinity + Forever (Happy 3rd Monthsary Brandon)
O my sacred, Shower me with your greatness. Bring it up to my neck, And drown me in the lake bed. O how secret, and so delicate, Fear in trust involved. It's not a secret anyways, If nothing's getting solved. I love, I trust, I need you, In fear I live all time. My words in hope to mean them, So that you'll say "You're mine" O my sacred, Take myself and make it yours. This day is nothing to you, Your love fills my empty lake bed. A love, that's secrets tale, One month, forever it lasted. The tale of two, of many, At each other, love was blasted. No one way to say it right, Four ways to say I Love You. Just take me as I am, And know that I'm thinking of you. O my sacred, Unto you I do trust. No lake bed full of: doubt, anger, mistrust, jealousy, regret, pain, hurt, love, hate, lust, health, disease, space, time, pity, indulgence, sorrow, mourning, evil, distress, affliction, trouble, breaks, insignificance, remorse, agony, peril, skeptics, insecurities, uncertainty, question, suspicion, difficulty, dilemma, depression, belief, worry, conviction, cruelty, discredit, hesitation, unhappiness, calamity, travesty, grief, hardship, loss, suffering, weeping, sadness, heartache, lament, excruciation, torture, soreness, discomfort, penalty, torment, torture, harm, malicion, malevolence, prejudice ,detriment, disservice, misfortune, abuse, effort, labor, endeavor, strength, power, energy, operation, mistreat, undermining, blemish, flaw, disservance, misery, injury, exertion, struggle, trial, madness, wrath, rampage, harassment, irritation, exasperation, rage, tantrum, infuriation, mischief, inequality, alienation, aggravation, annoyance, contagion, trauma, damage, insults, violation, wrong, flesh, or **** ...ANYTHING between us, Vanquished because I must!
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Oct 23, 2011
Oct 23, 2011 at 9:52 PM UTC
My Sacred
O my sacred, Shower me with your greatness. Bring it up to my neck, And drown me in the lake bed. O how secret, and so delicate, Fear in trust involved. It's not a secret anyways, If nothing's getting solved. I love, I trust, I need you, In fear I live all time. My words in hope to mean them, So that you'll say "You're mine" O my sacred, Take myself and make it yours. This day is nothing to you, Your love fills my empty lake bed. A love, that's secrets tale, One month, forever it lasted. The tale of two, of many, At each other, love was blasted. No one way to say it right, Four ways to say I Love You. Just take me as I am, And know that I'm thinking of you. O my sacred, Unto you I do trust. No lake bed full of: doubt, anger, mistrust, jealousy, regret, pain, hurt, love, hate, lust, health, disease, space, time, pity, indulgence, sorrow, mourning, evil, distress, affliction, trouble, breaks, insignificance, remorse, agony, peril, skeptics, insecurities, uncertainty, question, suspicion, difficulty, dilemma, depression, belief, worry, conviction, cruelty, discredit, hesitation, unhappiness, calamity, travesty, grief, hardship, loss, suffering, weeping, sadness, heartache, lament, excruciation, torture, soreness, discomfort, penalty, torment, torture, harm, malicion, malevolence, prejudice ,detriment, disservice, misfortune, abuse, effort, labor, endeavor, strength, power, energy, operation, mistreat, undermining, blemish, flaw, disservance, misery, injury, exertion, struggle, trial, madness, wrath, rampage, harassment, irritation, exasperation, rage, tantrum, infuriation, mischief, inequality, alienation, aggravation, annoyance, contagion, trauma, damage, insults, violation, wrong, flesh, or **** ...ANYTHING between us, Vanquished because I must!
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Secure within the mother’s womb. Sheltered from all storms of life. Swimming, Swiveling, and Sustained. The countdown begun- A wide world awaiting, Eager faces looking, Windows opening, to Colour, Scent, Sound, Taste and Touch. But, Expectations shattered, Exasperation heightened, Execution begun, Excruciation settled, and Expulsion confirmed! Chopped to pieces, Down to trash. ‘The most unkindest cut of all’! Betrayal! Horrid Betrayal! Through eons, History repeats. ‘Am I my brother’s keeper’? The Son of Man – sold out, with a kiss. Et tu, Brute!
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Dec 5, 2016
Dec 5, 2016 at 5:57 AM UTC
Betrayal
• *You are the sole yellow rose that I see, In the amidst of this wicked and vexatious wilderness, You've captured my heart, With your bright, delightful and auspicious hue, My eyes are affix to your alluring nature, And a picture of you I keep dearly in my heart. I walk into the hellacious pathway, The pathway that draw stripes on me, I did try to endure all throe and grief, 'Cause after this endeavor, You'll fill me with beautitude and love, And my triumph I will lavish upon you as I hold you in my arms. Now I have succeeded and hold firm grip on you, All aches been covered up with my overwhelmed soul, Your thorns I've eliminated and put end to your excruciation, I hold you so close to me and keep you safe in my chest, I will never let you go and I'll bathe you with my love, We will conquer the world together, forever 'til eternity.* with love <3 © Earl Jane ♥ E.J.C.S.
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Aug 11, 2015
Aug 11, 2015 at 6:55 AM UTC
My Ever Cherished Yellow Rose
*ants crawl on slowly* 1. left eye is hopping fast for days now and time's but a fair damsel of delightful illusion how she taunts and teases you into sweet oblivion of wickedly sensual basking she drugs you with deep charisma and struts at the doorway of your senses she clutches onto the tracks in your mind and claws deep into your ragged psyche that same old song playing over and over... ........over 2. see right through train's chassis rail sleepers spin vigorously backward in such frightful haste to get nowhere no-one knows the real speed of time out there..... but for mere mortals it's leniently paced in adagio and parceled in mellowed excruciation as ants walk serene alongside the tracks 3. creep into chaotic patterns fall into hell through a secret back door even satan knows not of as perched as he is on his oh-so lofty pile of ordure his blind heart sees not the strobed tracks of your visiting soul 4. take a syncopated shot up the arm from the foul fang of a kind sinner while saints bathe in fat glory elsewhere when you look again you lie alone in a corner room broken yet untethered tracks to heaven so obscured by your paradoxical attempts at levity on the twisted playground of life's malady 5. how badly you tripped so many **** times you ....got in the way of your own remise each time you fell you looked UP expecting help when all the while the answers lay at your feet: [your own mistakes are authentic and real; you try to fox-tread out but trying to turn your back on a ***** called destiny - equals catastrophe personified oh, she WILL beckon you back with her crooked finger most kindly to ensure no overdue lessons wait too long.....] *the ants crawl on so slowly* S T, Wed 10 July 2013
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Jul 10, 2013
Jul 10, 2013 at 6:52 AM UTC
tracks
*ants crawl on slowly* 1. left eye is hopping fast for days now and time's but a fair damsel of delightful illusion how she taunts and teases you into sweet oblivion of wickedly sensual basking she drugs you with deep charisma and struts at the doorway of your senses she clutches onto the tracks in your mind and claws deep into your ragged psyche that same old song playing over and over... ........over 2. see right through train's chassis rail sleepers spin vigorously backward in such frightful haste to get nowhere no-one knows the real speed of time out there..... but for mere mortals it's leniently paced in adagio and parceled in mellowed excruciation as ants walk serene alongside the tracks 3. creep into chaotic patterns fall into hell through a secret back door even satan knows not of as perched as he is on his oh-so lofty pile of ordure his blind heart sees not the strobed tracks of your visiting soul 4. take a syncopated shot up the arm from the foul fang of a kind sinner while saints bathe in fat glory elsewhere when you look again you lie alone in a corner room broken yet untethered tracks to heaven so obscured by your paradoxical attempts at levity on the twisted playground of life's malady 5. how badly you tripped so many **** times you ....got in the way of your own remise each time you fell you looked UP expecting help when all the while the answers lay at your feet: [your own mistakes are authentic and real; you try to fox-tread out but trying to turn your back on a ***** called destiny - equals catastrophe personified oh, she WILL beckon you back with her crooked finger most kindly to ensure no overdue lessons wait too long.....] *the ants crawl on so slowly* S T, Wed 10 July 2013
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• *No matter how many times, I will ever repeat to you, That I love you alone, That I need you alone, That I want you alone, That I only want to grow old with you, That I am waiting for you alone, That I will never leave you, Even until forever, I will always repeat those to you, To let you know, How much I love you. I knew it will take me infinity, To prove to you that I love you, And that I cherish you with my all, You are my all, You should know that, And you are here with me, Inside my heart, And I am with you, For you own my heart, Not only my heart, But you own my all, You are my soulmate, We are preordained, I knew it for sure, I'm so blessed God gave you to me, I am most blessed! Just always remember, No matter how hard it may be, No matter how long it will take, No matter how many excruciation, That I must prevail, Just to be with you, I will take all risk, 'Cause I LOVE YOU, More than all actions and words, More than everything, That I can do, Even forever is not enough to prove my love for you. I will be right here, Right here where our love blooms, I am here in our paradise, The paradise that our love created, I am here singing the melody our love produces, I am here standing in the middle of our today and our future, For the future is where me and you are together, The future everlasting and the future eternity with you, And you will be here and hold my hand, You stride me into our future, Oh, I will hold you tight, I will never let go, No matter how many hurdles, Throes, and sufferings, I will be happy to go through with all of it, With you, For it's better to be in difficult times with you, Than having easy times by my own, I love you so much, My love is so true, My love is so pure, And your love is what sustains me, You keep me alive, You complete me, You are my all, My king, My husband, My soulmate, My preordained mate.* with love <3 © Earl Jane ♥ E.J.C.S.
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Oct 22, 2015
Oct 22, 2015 at 9:06 PM UTC
I'll be Waiting, in the Paradise that our Love Created. (Free Verse)
• *No matter how many times, I will ever repeat to you, That I love you alone, That I need you alone, That I want you alone, That I only want to grow old with you, That I am waiting for you alone, That I will never leave you, Even until forever, I will always repeat those to you, To let you know, How much I love you. I knew it will take me infinity, To prove to you that I love you, And that I cherish you with my all, You are my all, You should know that, And you are here with me, Inside my heart, And I am with you, For you own my heart, Not only my heart, But you own my all, You are my soulmate, We are preordained, I knew it for sure, I'm so blessed God gave you to me, I am most blessed! Just always remember, No matter how hard it may be, No matter how long it will take, No matter how many excruciation, That I must prevail, Just to be with you, I will take all risk, 'Cause I LOVE YOU, More than all actions and words, More than everything, That I can do, Even forever is not enough to prove my love for you. I will be right here, Right here where our love blooms, I am here in our paradise, The paradise that our love created, I am here singing the melody our love produces, I am here standing in the middle of our today and our future, For the future is where me and you are together, The future everlasting and the future eternity with you, And you will be here and hold my hand, You stride me into our future, Oh, I will hold you tight, I will never let go, No matter how many hurdles, Throes, and sufferings, I will be happy to go through with all of it, With you, For it's better to be in difficult times with you, Than having easy times by my own, I love you so much, My love is so true, My love is so pure, And your love is what sustains me, You keep me alive, You complete me, You are my all, My king, My husband, My soulmate, My preordained mate.* with love <3 © Earl Jane ♥ E.J.C.S.
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He kissed all my afflictions away, And hug me, my lacerations healed. His love eliminated my excruciation, And heave exhilaration in me with his care. His smile I embellish up in the sky, It illuminated my world every single second. His elated countenance showers my world with glory, And bloom flowers all around. With me and him as one together in love, It became the fountain of life that keeps us alive. with love <3 © Earl Jane ♥ E.J.C.S.
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Oct 14, 2015
Oct 14, 2015 at 3:49 PM UTC
Love, our Fountain of Life ♥
• * The heaven open it's window, An angel descended slowly with glory, It's  luminescence struck me, I could hardly see his visage for it's radiance shine in it's utmost state, He landed upon me with his palms on my shoulder, Then he enfold me tightly as my shoulders dampen, His tears gush through his eyes, As a sudden bright light shine extremely to his whole body, It's too enormous that I fell on my knees with my eyes close, The light gradually disappear after awhile, I opened my eyes and there right in front of me, The angel disappear but an ethereal being stood by, He looks so perfect and as he start talking, It mend my lacerations, it calms my soul, He said God sends him, to be here for me, to protect me, To make me happy and to forever love me, As those words penetrated to my soul, My tears fell down, My elation extended widely throughout the universes, I am beyond happy, Days are brightest when he came, All excruciation are easy to carry for he is there always, all the way, He is my happiness, my best friend, my peace and comfort, My all. I lifted my thanks & praises daily to God, For he had given me the one preordained for me * with love <3 © Earl Jane ♥ E.J.C.S.
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Jan 23, 2016
Jan 23, 2016 at 10:57 PM UTC
My Heavensent Celestial Blessing
• *You’ve unseal all chains that keep my windows shut, Open it valorously, And let the sunshine in, You let illumination enter my soul and detonate light that vivify my slumbered happiness,* **You came, my knight in shining armor! Oh, how you save me from my pitch-black world!** *You draw near and kneel in front of me, As the light from the opened windows brush your countenance, I saw your feet from below, Scintillating, For you are heavenly armored, Your left hand wrap around my neck, And your right hand lift my chin, Tears gush out from my eyes as your lips press against mine passionately,* Love spark between us, I found my refuge in you from that very moment, Assurance envelop and hope flourish within me. *You offered your hand to lead me the way, You walk gaily with me while holding my hand tightly, My eyes are affix to you, with only your visage I can see a glimpse of heaven, You’ve welcome me in your paradise! I was in such elation and you colored my eyes with lustrous hue.* *You guide me through the rhythm of your genuine love, I dance and sway with you as your love enter and penetrate me from within,* Our smiles stroke the skies with beauteous tints and limn rainbows from it. *You tour me to the garden of your love, And yellow flowers fill the surroundings, They bloom as we pass through them, For our happiness spread seeds in the land, And our love make them grow.* Then you carry me to the sea, **And storms start to rage out, Winds blew to its extremity, Demons are starting their travail to us, To separate us through agonizing excruciation !** *But we enfold each other tightly and lock fingers together, We tread dauntlessly into the sea, As God walk together with us, Storms calm and the sun rise up and gleam in us, For our love creates peace, and brings exhilaration and serenity.* *We gleefully celebrate the victory of our love, We stride to the mountains and soar high into the skies, We lie down in the clouds and stare at the moon and the twinkling stars,* **I lean my head into your chest and your arms wrap around me, I stretch my arms, hug you firmly, We delightfully cuddle, And my legs lock against yours, My hair together became our blanket, With the euphonious sound of your heartbeat, I fell asleep in your loving embrace, And with the moonlight gleaming to us,** We dream, TOGETHER. with love <3 © Earl Jane ♥ E.J.C.S.
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Oct 4, 2015
Oct 4, 2015 at 10:27 AM UTC
Dreaming Together In Each Other’s Arms
• *You’ve unseal all chains that keep my windows shut, Open it valorously, And let the sunshine in, You let illumination enter my soul and detonate light that vivify my slumbered happiness,* **You came, my knight in shining armor! Oh, how you save me from my pitch-black world!** *You draw near and kneel in front of me, As the light from the opened windows brush your countenance, I saw your feet from below, Scintillating, For you are heavenly armored, Your left hand wrap around my neck, And your right hand lift my chin, Tears gush out from my eyes as your lips press against mine passionately,* Love spark between us, I found my refuge in you from that very moment, Assurance envelop and hope flourish within me. *You offered your hand to lead me the way, You walk gaily with me while holding my hand tightly, My eyes are affix to you, with only your visage I can see a glimpse of heaven, You’ve welcome me in your paradise! I was in such elation and you colored my eyes with lustrous hue.* *You guide me through the rhythm of your genuine love, I dance and sway with you as your love enter and penetrate me from within,* Our smiles stroke the skies with beauteous tints and limn rainbows from it. *You tour me to the garden of your love, And yellow flowers fill the surroundings, They bloom as we pass through them, For our happiness spread seeds in the land, And our love make them grow.* Then you carry me to the sea, **And storms start to rage out, Winds blew to its extremity, Demons are starting their travail to us, To separate us through agonizing excruciation !** *But we enfold each other tightly and lock fingers together, We tread dauntlessly into the sea, As God walk together with us, Storms calm and the sun rise up and gleam in us, For our love creates peace, and brings exhilaration and serenity.* *We gleefully celebrate the victory of our love, We stride to the mountains and soar high into the skies, We lie down in the clouds and stare at the moon and the twinkling stars,* **I lean my head into your chest and your arms wrap around me, I stretch my arms, hug you firmly, We delightfully cuddle, And my legs lock against yours, My hair together became our blanket, With the euphonious sound of your heartbeat, I fell asleep in your loving embrace, And with the moonlight gleaming to us,** We dream, TOGETHER. with love <3 © Earl Jane ♥ E.J.C.S.
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She and I together were never the source of fireworks, but of Landmines Buried shallow in the Earth, Never knowing what it's worth, only showing each our dirt, and telling each our hurt, Yelling needless ****** words. She and I together wore always our clouds at night A wry smile and a drunken slight, and a sallow bit of cold street light, never trying to start a fight, and with nothing left to ignite, Wondering if we're going to be alright. I know she probably will; With that tough mind of hers and her inner fire bright, an inferno of delight, and her supernatural sight, always finding keys to the doors locked up most tight. She and I today had one hell of a trying time, in the park where she dragged me along by the unravelling thread inside my mind. I had to snip the thread there, and then, She said "it's too nice a day for us to say 'The End.'" I said "it's not nice enough for us to play pretend." I was split into tarnished silver slivers for far too long, After. Exponential excruciation A mind processing pain that needs only be felt once to be believed, and I bled all those who came close enough to try and pick up the pieces. I am welded back together now, but there are smoking craters I need to fill, I think... (therefore I will) Though conspicuously tarnished, even better still? She and I together are now only casual, cordial, and cool. She and I together finally, possibly, learned the Golden Rule: "Do unto others, as you would have done unto you" It seemed cliche until that day When she and I together Realized we had nothing left to say, and with nothing left to do for Her But to give her heart away, to the wild chaos freedom she's always craved. The chaotic wild freedom of a world that needs to be saved. I craved it too, back then, the chaos, and the license to rave, and I used to think it made us strong, wise, and brave, when all we really were, were just enthralled by shadows On the walls of a cave. It will help hearts                                                  heal, hers and mine together, when we finally                                                       walk away. She and I still talk from time to time When the wind is static And the weather's fine, When the moon is blue, And the stars align. When theres nothing to do But to look back and find, She and I together, were never very compatible, in love, yet far too compatible in war. Peace.
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Aug 10, 2022
Aug 10, 2022 at 1:09 AM UTC
She and I Together
She and I together were never the source of fireworks, but of Landmines Buried shallow in the Earth, Never knowing what it's worth, only showing each our dirt, and telling each our hurt, Yelling needless ****** words. She and I together wore always our clouds at night A wry smile and a drunken slight, and a sallow bit of cold street light, never trying to start a fight, and with nothing left to ignite, Wondering if we're going to be alright. I know she probably will; With that tough mind of hers and her inner fire bright, an inferno of delight, and her supernatural sight, always finding keys to the doors locked up most tight. She and I today had one hell of a trying time, in the park where she dragged me along by the unravelling thread inside my mind. I had to snip the thread there, and then, She said "it's too nice a day for us to say 'The End.'" I said "it's not nice enough for us to play pretend." I was split into tarnished silver slivers for far too long, After. Exponential excruciation A mind processing pain that needs only be felt once to be believed, and I bled all those who came close enough to try and pick up the pieces. I am welded back together now, but there are smoking craters I need to fill, I think... (therefore I will) Though conspicuously tarnished, even better still? She and I together are now only casual, cordial, and cool. She and I together finally, possibly, learned the Golden Rule: "Do unto others, as you would have done unto you" It seemed cliche until that day When she and I together Realized we had nothing left to say, and with nothing left to do for Her But to give her heart away, to the wild chaos freedom she's always craved. The chaotic wild freedom of a world that needs to be saved. I craved it too, back then, the chaos, and the license to rave, and I used to think it made us strong, wise, and brave, when all we really were, were just enthralled by shadows On the walls of a cave. It will help hearts                                                  heal, hers and mine together, when we finally                                                       walk away. She and I still talk from time to time When the wind is static And the weather's fine, When the moon is blue, And the stars align. When theres nothing to do But to look back and find, She and I together, were never very compatible, in love, yet far too compatible in war. Peace.
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My breathe encapsulated with shards of excruciation, I am not inclined to understand the distorted vengeance that is beneath me, something greater than I lurks with a suffocating aura tormenting everything that is weak enough to where the cloak of demons. Do not entice beings in the underworld, leave them to face their own revelation, when the walls start to crumble on their fickle minds that are soaked in an ill-instrinsic fiction dream world that will never happen, because they will always be the ones poisoned by him.
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Oct 4, 2016
Oct 4, 2016 at 8:52 PM UTC
Demons
It was excruciation. Shrunken chest depleted lungs perturbed mind and a covetous heart. He had stripped me. In a way I became flammable. Anything that hurt burned set fire to my insides and consumed me. Flames fractured and ignited bone sluiced through my veins splintered my ribs and I became the martyr to every ravenous fire. And to think about you is oppressive. How I hurt you how I burned you and how I fell in love with you after you had left.
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Jan 15, 2014
Jan 15, 2014 at 7:23 PM UTC
Flammable
type of boy: tastes lightly of wintre and cigarette smoke, but mostly of a deep-seated passion that is littered with things he rarely shares. the lesions have eliminated the ability of my hands and knees to feel the difference between broken bottles, shattered hearts, pieces of bathroom tile. but was there really anything to distinguish them in the first place and there are times when i would die just to be a lightbulb, to illuminate people's lives without having to speak or feel pain, except for the burn of giving your life for people to see each others lips to kiss and to read what is going on in the world. every evening you torture yourself spewing and spitting your pain into a bottle, because you refuse to allow the words of your excruciation to enter the world. darling, you cannot keep them bottled up forever. i dont think you understand that your pain has been here already, and it will continue to be so until the end of time. it was born when Eve sank her teeth into the Forbidden Fruit and opened the gates of Limbo where Disease and Death reigned supreme. their children escaped and ran into the world to ravage it and they live off of our refusal for comfort, our prideful need to "be strong" when truthfully you will find your release in humility and openness. your throat may fill with a conglomeration of everything that needs to spill but if you just release a drop at a time you will be only watering flowers that were so desperate to live. let the flowers grow inside you and root themselves in your soul. keep watering them. do not waste the water and leave it in the bottle. allow the waterfall to nourish the life within you and become better and stronger. do not keep caged a beast that will only ravage you, not build you up.
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Nov 30, 2013
Nov 30, 2013 at 12:25 PM UTC
leave Limbo
type of boy: tastes lightly of wintre and cigarette smoke, but mostly of a deep-seated passion that is littered with things he rarely shares. the lesions have eliminated the ability of my hands and knees to feel the difference between broken bottles, shattered hearts, pieces of bathroom tile. but was there really anything to distinguish them in the first place and there are times when i would die just to be a lightbulb, to illuminate people's lives without having to speak or feel pain, except for the burn of giving your life for people to see each others lips to kiss and to read what is going on in the world. every evening you torture yourself spewing and spitting your pain into a bottle, because you refuse to allow the words of your excruciation to enter the world. darling, you cannot keep them bottled up forever. i dont think you understand that your pain has been here already, and it will continue to be so until the end of time. it was born when Eve sank her teeth into the Forbidden Fruit and opened the gates of Limbo where Disease and Death reigned supreme. their children escaped and ran into the world to ravage it and they live off of our refusal for comfort, our prideful need to "be strong" when truthfully you will find your release in humility and openness. your throat may fill with a conglomeration of everything that needs to spill but if you just release a drop at a time you will be only watering flowers that were so desperate to live. let the flowers grow inside you and root themselves in your soul. keep watering them. do not waste the water and leave it in the bottle. allow the waterfall to nourish the life within you and become better and stronger. do not keep caged a beast that will only ravage you, not build you up.
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a wild child full of grace stuck in this dream of a haze that we all agreed to call life though most times i'd rather die regret hatred and deception all in the pain of excruciation maybe someday i'll be great despite great being the only thing i've chosen to hate it isn't self pity nor is it envy it's just the thought of maybe what i'm supposed to be is right in front of me that i can't seem to see for i am scared that i will love you more than i can bear
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Jul 9, 2015
Jul 9, 2015 at 5:40 AM UTC
more than i can bear
Come under this shield of mine Hold on so very tight Excruciation may turn you down Though you may go back in time The seeds of frustration around your feet Let go of all but this shield Embracing all but this defeat Let go of all but this shield Never ask what you'd never tell Come as close as you might You might still turn the night down Holding back, you never fell Raindrops falling down on us All I have now is my shield Fueled up by my desires All I have now is my shield Fires want to consume you And I would gladly burn down now Taking your miseries out of town Can't let you feel the blue Demons and Gods and everything else Nothing can touch you now My heart, My shield won't let you down
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Feb 3, 2014
Feb 3, 2014 at 12:42 PM UTC
My Heart, My Shield
Mach my words, that time travel aye foresee (rather than being at a stand still, nee frozen analogous to cry oh ja hen nicks, or more particularly going backwards) this chap doth espy great breakthroughs, asper similar advances this guy i.e. myself witnesses quantum leaps I learn (reading The University Of Penn Gazette) the Burmese doctoral engineering student Kai Sir Von Wilhelm Harris made profound advances within advanced combined research laboratory of rocket surgery and brain science set my mouth ajar (with rivulets of drool spilling forth) constructing a simple to assemble gizmo (avail able common household materials rendered unto YouTube), and/or Cable Comcast, Fios, Infosys, et cetera which accidental discovery automatically codified feign top secret "FAKE" news to enable boot (simply for formality sake) code named Clark Gable yet in reality (a faux veil of secrecy) to con Vince sing lee foster an inimitable mystique, button truth for general public to unzip noble no red bull) knowable handy escape to past or future and essentially unlocked laudable simple "household solution" to become the latest craze (synonymous with an ****** - manageable minus addiction, conviction, and excruciation viz zit operable via needle marks of the masses within a fortnight necessary supplies sans quantifiable while Das Donald Trump could enact legislation satisfiable knowing majority being totally tubularly oblivious unalterable measures permanently infringing on inalienable rights such as life, liberty and the pursuit of winnable pacification.
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Mar 23, 2018
Mar 23, 2018 at 2:20 AM UTC
reverse orbitz
Mach my words, that time travel aye foresee (rather than being at a stand still, nee frozen analogous to cry oh ja hen nicks, or more particularly going backwards) this chap doth espy great breakthroughs, asper similar advances this guy i.e. myself witnesses quantum leaps I learn (reading The University Of Penn Gazette) the Burmese doctoral engineering student Kai Sir Von Wilhelm Harris made profound advances within advanced combined research laboratory of rocket surgery and brain science set my mouth ajar (with rivulets of drool spilling forth) constructing a simple to assemble gizmo (avail able common household materials rendered unto YouTube), and/or Cable Comcast, Fios, Infosys, et cetera which accidental discovery automatically codified feign top secret "FAKE" news to enable boot (simply for formality sake) code named Clark Gable yet in reality (a faux veil of secrecy) to con Vince sing lee foster an inimitable mystique, button truth for general public to unzip noble no red bull) knowable handy escape to past or future and essentially unlocked laudable simple "household solution" to become the latest craze (synonymous with an ****** - manageable minus addiction, conviction, and excruciation viz zit operable via needle marks of the masses within a fortnight necessary supplies sans quantifiable while Das Donald Trump could enact legislation satisfiable knowing majority being totally tubularly oblivious unalterable measures permanently infringing on inalienable rights such as life, liberty and the pursuit of winnable pacification.
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Accretion,                      Tis I seek! Permission,                      Of ones love to keep! Partition,                      I gaze for none! Secretion,                      Of child play fun! Direction,                      To giveth me her hand! Completion,                       A wedded band! Ommision,                        I want none more! Suspition,                        Please close thy store! Assumption's,                        I enquireth zilch! Corruption,                        Sleeps with filth! Attention,                        Wrap me as waddling infant! Kitchen's,                        To cook a meal of terrace's far and distant! Affectation,                        Of two fallen cherub's! Alleviation,                        Of the bug's and scarab's! Abstraction,                        I paint as a picture, Benedictions,                        Of one pellet, two triggers! Complications,                        Of breathing do I feel, Irrigations,                        Another deathly pill! Saturation,                        Man made queens to beasts! Irritation,                        Where art thou? Queen of settled feast? Obliteration,                        I lurk the high hilled tops! Incarceration,                         Where ghoul's meet thy cops! Palliation,                         To make sensual love in darker nights, Excruciation,                         Where art thou light? ***********                         Of kings and consort souls, Acceptation,                         Wilt thou come mine love?
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May 29, 2015
May 29, 2015 at 10:21 AM UTC
di-gwsg yn byth mwy (Sleepless in nevermore) old welsh dialect!!!
Accretion,                      Tis I seek! Permission,                      Of ones love to keep! Partition,                      I gaze for none! Secretion,                      Of child play fun! Direction,                      To giveth me her hand! Completion,                       A wedded band! Ommision,                        I want none more! Suspition,                        Please close thy store! Assumption's,                        I enquireth zilch! Corruption,                        Sleeps with filth! Attention,                        Wrap me as waddling infant! Kitchen's,                        To cook a meal of terrace's far and distant! Affectation,                        Of two fallen cherub's! Alleviation,                        Of the bug's and scarab's! Abstraction,                        I paint as a picture, Benedictions,                        Of one pellet, two triggers! Complications,                        Of breathing do I feel, Irrigations,                        Another deathly pill! Saturation,                        Man made queens to beasts! Irritation,                        Where art thou? Queen of settled feast? Obliteration,                        I lurk the high hilled tops! Incarceration,                         Where ghoul's meet thy cops! Palliation,                         To make sensual love in darker nights, Excruciation,                         Where art thou light? ***********                         Of kings and consort souls, Acceptation,                         Wilt thou come mine love?
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one winter I almost did not survive the infinitely consequential moments, all merged indeed into one dimensionless experience where the pain of my entire life (embraced) was all around me, all at once, and forever do you know what I mean? and I could see it all, even behind me and underneath and I was crushed beneath it and yet, *in that endless vast untime a winter?* even then held it upon my palm to look down at from far far above me as though it were a tiny diamond impossibly durable, sharp, with all the shining upon all of the surface of the oceans on the earth and unbearable, I looked down at it, I held it, unbearable but it would never fall from me, and it hurt and cheered me to be beneath it for if God had (known me) long enough in the untime with no breadth to lay this curse the form of grief down upon my head, was it not also the most solemn blessing?        *and he is faithful, and the suffering he lays down upon you, he will not allow to be too much, that you would die while you are alive one time, but again, again, and more after that* that is the winter of indelible clarity a hard glass memory *behind the curtain, the coldness off the window freeze against the pane* still I feel it in my hand heavy (unbearable) and familiar coming down on me again what did I do to turn the eternal gaze toward my face? I disintegrate in excruciation but never turn away
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Oct 13, 2018
Oct 13, 2018 at 9:18 PM UTC
more than anything, to be understood
Where is the palliation? Parochial visions of blank t.v's fuzzed by all Excruciation! Paradigms of paradoxed love all come around secretly, yet I see them in plain sight. Panacea night's broken to hot bedded springs, parsimonious money launderer's pocket's grow, while children die to sing!!! The paucity of romancers so pensive to me, perennial, bicentennial blows strong onto every sneeze... A perfidy of things so strange, word's of slang, to ghetto walls of brick!!! Eye's glued, bomb's on the move with shells from mistakened and sick.... Why so many pojoritive scholar's I ask? Ties to their neck's, with shutgun shells ready to blast.... Perjury of judges, to Schemer's and dreamer's of pernicious luggage.... Where can I find such one who won't make me their perquisite? One to replenish me, One who shall satisfy me whole as I them!!!!!!! To an ancient beautiful feast!!!
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May 10, 2015
May 10, 2015 at 7:58 AM UTC
replete, where is that???
With those wildflowers you removed  excruciation, and they said you didn't know how to fix the broken pieces.
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Aug 20, 2014
Aug 20, 2014 at 11:11 AM UTC
faith
Decade and a half ago, The world still fresh and new, Good and kind. Air - not what we choked on Your ray of light flickered In my careless recollection Of course, that was once upon a time. When volumes of infusion is the blood in your veins, And scenes change day by day, curtains drawn, You are at the end of the line, spent, and you're Holding up yours hands in the air, no defiance. There is sadness in your eyes, even when you smile "The war is not won." I said. Bitter taste of medicine Lingers like diseases on your tongue. "To be or not to be" Is a statement, not A question, not a Matter of choice. Excruciation, or maybe hell, in the purest form Perpetual realization of pain Of the crystal mind in storm, Peeling the psyche of it, driving it off to the edge. But do people still go to hell When their lives are sheer suffering Through and through?
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Apr 14, 2018
Apr 14, 2018 at 1:59 AM UTC
Hospitalized
Misperceiving all the earlier ruins from sentiment, Started by discrediting feelings that mold agony. Past excruciation of inflicted gashes led to trauma, Triggering continuous regret on a timeline for years. Present day disapproval is caused by painful history, Also through existing paths which are unwelcomed. What must be entailed is change in current presence, Not by mending previous events that inflamed harm. Former memories from scars rectified through coping, A process that occurs after the era of now is repaired. Rebuild a life based on bliss immediately with help, Beginning new perception that heals every sad moment.
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Sep 13, 2016
Sep 13, 2016 at 9:49 AM UTC
Rectifying All Sentiment
I felt the sting of nightshade bubble up inside me, Once more, I cough up the bloodied Solanaceae. Purged into my lap, budding with flesh, Pallid petals ripe with Persian plum mottle, gored and fresh. Racking my body in waves of herbaceous excruciation, Crawling up my throat, clawing in botanical mutilation. Lain out on the creased stone, My macabre of a garden is blotted with the watercolour of my own. Weary from retching, I stare at my withering ***** with distain, I shrivel internally at the burden of mopping each and every stewed stain. But I know I must clean the mess I've forged, Because its nobody apart from me, who impulsively gorged.
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Dec 12, 2024
Dec 12, 2024 at 2:00 PM UTC
Violent hanakaki
i let myself to trust you i even hand you a gun that once you pull the trigger you know it will never get back to you you aimed it to the one who gave you you pulled it without any guilt you let the bullet hit my heart it is now stop beating for you it was taken away by you now you got no place in my heart no more no more not anymore i lie in tears on my excruciation bemoan alone without you by my side
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Oct 8, 2016
Oct 8, 2016 at 12:39 AM UTC
Excruciation
Lost in the midst of oblivion, writings on the walls are depiction of excruciation I condoned, with this question clawing on my tongue: "𝘐𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘷𝘦𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘴, 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘦 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘢𝘭𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯?" The devil in my mirrors has its beguiling wings, now slowly burning for I found my angel.
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Apr 2, 2020
Apr 2, 2020 at 9:22 PM UTC
Devil's Cry