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"counterproductive" poems
So many elements Make up this man Let me open up Show all that I am Take a little insecurity Fill these eyes with some tears Take a little fear Sew them into this skin If I'm gonna show it all I need to let you see everything Open up this heart Cut it in half Let all the love bleed out Just so they have no doubt All I've got is yours too hold Take these hands filled with hope Come inside my mind Where you'll see all these Dreams on display Sometimes this Imagination Runs away There is passion There is inspiration There is motivation There is faith Stitched into the fabric of my being Strength and hope, open your eyes And you will see All these things make up you and me Sprinkle some hurt To fill the drive There's a little hate hidden inside Kept in the dark corners of our mind But I choose love, that is where I side Opinions could fly out from these lips But that would be counterproductive I'm just trying to be me The best I can be I'm just trying to see A world in which I can exist And be proud of all I've accomplished. Take a little anxiety A pinch of crazy Pour a little jealousy Over me All these little things With some humanization That adds up to this creation I'll walk this world Arms wide open You'll see every inch of me Nothing to hide No disguise No agenda in my eyes There is passion There is inspiration There is motivation There is faith Stitched into the fabric of my being Strength and hope, open your eyes And you will see All these things make up you and me. Sprinkle some hurt To fill the drive There's a little hate hidden inside Kept in the dark corners of our mind But I choose love, that is where I side Opinions could fly out from these lips But that would be counterproductive I'm just trying to be me The best I can be I'm just trying to see A world in which I can exist And be proud of all I've accomplished. Take a little self-control Inject some humour into my soul Drink down some bravery Fill my warrior spirit through a dance Filled with fire Fill these eyes with starlit skies Feel power building inside A determination to be great Finding a way to new heights Through freedom, Through flight This is so raw, This is so real You're inheriting all that I feel. There is passion There is inspiration There is motivation There is faith Stitched into the fabric of my being Strength and hope, open your eyes And you will see All these things make up you and me. Sprinkle some hurt To fill the drive There's a little hate hidden inside Kept in the dark corners of our mind But I choose love, that is where I side Opinions could fly out from these lips But that would be counterproductive I'm just trying to be me The best I can be I'm just trying to see A world in which I can exist And be proud of all I've accomplished. Honesty soaks into my skin Revealing truths Layed out before your sights And it comes as no surprise All of these acts that take the stage Are giving there all No time for questioning No time for dismay Only came to display all it is they can be With each opportunity that came there way With belief in their talents shown Audiences left with their minds blown There is passion There is inspiration There is motivation There is faith Stitched into the fabric of my being Strength and hope, open your eyes And you will see All these things make up you and me Sprinkle some hurt To fill the drive There's a little hate hidden inside Kept in the dark corners of our mind But I choose love, that is where I side Opinions could fly out from these lips But that would be counterproductive I'm just trying to be me The best I can be I'm just trying to see A world in which I can exist And be proud of all I've accomplished. ©2018 Written By Benji James
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Dec 2, 2018
Dec 2, 2018 at 8:45 AM UTC
Sewn
So many elements Make up this man Let me open up Show all that I am Take a little insecurity Fill these eyes with some tears Take a little fear Sew them into this skin If I'm gonna show it all I need to let you see everything Open up this heart Cut it in half Let all the love bleed out Just so they have no doubt All I've got is yours too hold Take these hands filled with hope Come inside my mind Where you'll see all these Dreams on display Sometimes this Imagination Runs away There is passion There is inspiration There is motivation There is faith Stitched into the fabric of my being Strength and hope, open your eyes And you will see All these things make up you and me Sprinkle some hurt To fill the drive There's a little hate hidden inside Kept in the dark corners of our mind But I choose love, that is where I side Opinions could fly out from these lips But that would be counterproductive I'm just trying to be me The best I can be I'm just trying to see A world in which I can exist And be proud of all I've accomplished. Take a little anxiety A pinch of crazy Pour a little jealousy Over me All these little things With some humanization That adds up to this creation I'll walk this world Arms wide open You'll see every inch of me Nothing to hide No disguise No agenda in my eyes There is passion There is inspiration There is motivation There is faith Stitched into the fabric of my being Strength and hope, open your eyes And you will see All these things make up you and me. Sprinkle some hurt To fill the drive There's a little hate hidden inside Kept in the dark corners of our mind But I choose love, that is where I side Opinions could fly out from these lips But that would be counterproductive I'm just trying to be me The best I can be I'm just trying to see A world in which I can exist And be proud of all I've accomplished. Take a little self-control Inject some humour into my soul Drink down some bravery Fill my warrior spirit through a dance Filled with fire Fill these eyes with starlit skies Feel power building inside A determination to be great Finding a way to new heights Through freedom, Through flight This is so raw, This is so real You're inheriting all that I feel. There is passion There is inspiration There is motivation There is faith Stitched into the fabric of my being Strength and hope, open your eyes And you will see All these things make up you and me. Sprinkle some hurt To fill the drive There's a little hate hidden inside Kept in the dark corners of our mind But I choose love, that is where I side Opinions could fly out from these lips But that would be counterproductive I'm just trying to be me The best I can be I'm just trying to see A world in which I can exist And be proud of all I've accomplished. Honesty soaks into my skin Revealing truths Layed out before your sights And it comes as no surprise All of these acts that take the stage Are giving there all No time for questioning No time for dismay Only came to display all it is they can be With each opportunity that came there way With belief in their talents shown Audiences left with their minds blown There is passion There is inspiration There is motivation There is faith Stitched into the fabric of my being Strength and hope, open your eyes And you will see All these things make up you and me Sprinkle some hurt To fill the drive There's a little hate hidden inside Kept in the dark corners of our mind But I choose love, that is where I side Opinions could fly out from these lips But that would be counterproductive I'm just trying to be me The best I can be I'm just trying to see A world in which I can exist And be proud of all I've accomplished. ©2018 Written By Benji James
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How come with all the brilliant thoroughbreds That stand strong and ready at the starting gates Those glorious, shiny coats gleaming in the sun Do I keep on beating dead horses? Instead of placing my bets on the alive and thriving? Don't I want to finally engage in the race? Don't I want to to keep my eyes on the winning prize? For a dead and decaying horse, With flies swarming about its lifeless carcass Just ain't gonna move Dead horse beating is a ludicrous hobby It is more futile than leading a thirsty horse to water that just won't drink That whip, in hand, just needs to be surrendered, put down on the ground As well as finally releasing, letting go, on the pulling of those reins So that horse can finally have a proper burial Be finally laid to rest In my dictionary Dead horse (a noun) = people, places, or things of decay that should be out of your life Dead horse beating (a verb) = from your thoughts to your actions, trying to revive a lost cause Dead horse (synonoms) =  bad relationships/friendships/acquaintances {that are of the morgue} Anything that is counterproductive to your life
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Sep 9, 2012
Sep 9, 2012 at 1:53 PM UTC
Beating A Dead Horse
Your kind of loving, your kind of feelings Your way of living, your way of thinking Your thoughts are everywhere, Your mind wanderers, your eyes lie You held on to my every word hundreds of words we uses daily Without the physical action, you say you love me That doesn’t mean you love me Because, you think it weaken me We both use it, we both **** it Your kind of loving, your kind of feelings Your way of living, my way of thinking Is what we reap is what we sow, You **** your words, I bargain with myself my words are counterproductive : My kind of night, my kind of day Productive, inquisitive and worthy Your kind of night, unfilled and frustrated Deep down you love her, she hates the aging you somehow you still manage to love her with all her imperfections, you woke up at dawn, and make her oatmeal and you serve her  breakfast in bed with a dying rose How idiotic, how clever, how fatuous A good marriage is something you have to work at. It doesn’t drop from heaven
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Oct 3, 2016
Oct 3, 2016 at 9:23 AM UTC
Breakfast In Bed With A Dying Rose
Counterproductive to hold to the truth I’m no saner today than I was in my youth Was it a tragic display that I somehow suppressed A malfunctioning brain that caved under stress When things get too quiet the siren I hear Drowns out the sounds that aren't really there... I often laugh when life deals me pain In times like these I sense I’m deranged But it might be the mechanism that allows me to cope When the champion of mayhem has me pinned to the ropes And the drunkenness of the driver, my pilot within Can't seem to escape the stench of my sins... The bludgeoned end of reason is hot on my case Threatening to smash me back into place It’s these catch-22s that torture my mind I keep growing older suspended in time Still my biggest fear is my hindsight going dim And coming around to trust this world once again...
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Jul 8, 2013
Jul 8, 2013 at 9:30 AM UTC
PSYCHOTIC ORDER
i remember meeting you in the back of house, where your words were loose and wild. i was brining some guests plates in that needed to be cleaned after their meal. i got to talking with some coworker about some bull **** coworkers talk about, probably complaining about some old lady who wanted truffle fries and only got regular fries. you had to chime in when there was a cadence with some ********** comment to display your manliness and status amongst your kitchen staff. that game always seemed counterproductive to me. you pinned me for someone i wasn't. i did the same to you. somehow along the way, between all your lewd remarks, we became friends. i believe it began over our affinity for the Buffalo Bills. You said you liked them because they were the underdogs and you hated the Miami Dolphins. I told you they were my hometown team and you said "no **** get the **** outa here. You're from Buffalo?" the way you said it lead me to assume you were from New York. You told me you were from upstate and missed it. I told you how much time my family spent up there in the summers, doing outdoorsy things. burning fires, drinking beer underage, walking barefoot through the forrest. we bonded. we learned a lot more about each other. you were divorced and knew that you could never love another woman as much as you loved your ex. she gave you two beautiful kids. she also took 3/4 of you paycheck and left you for broke. the rest you drank away with me when our shifts were over. you told me about your drug habits, and i told you about mine. i told you about my childhood and you said you were sorry. i helped you drive your kids to school when your ex wife was too busy. we got drunk and shot so much **** there was a chip on your shoulder. there was a chip on mine too. i got to see you cry when i accused you of using again. i think you knew what i said was true. i came down on you hard because i had just lost two jobs, a girlfriend i thought would have my children, and someone that lived in your apartment complex crashed into my brand new car while i was waiting on you. we were on the way to get your kids from school. you knew i meant well but i could see the guilt in your eyes. i helped you with your kids a handful of times after that. we would get breakfast after and talk about work and women. after work we'd get ****** and eat at some small Mexican stand in 90 degree weather. i fell asleep at the wheel and totaled my car some time later. shortly after i left for tour and then you died. some secrets you take to the grave. thank you.
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Feb 25, 2017
Feb 25, 2017 at 3:24 AM UTC
truffle fries
i remember meeting you in the back of house, where your words were loose and wild. i was brining some guests plates in that needed to be cleaned after their meal. i got to talking with some coworker about some bull **** coworkers talk about, probably complaining about some old lady who wanted truffle fries and only got regular fries. you had to chime in when there was a cadence with some ********** comment to display your manliness and status amongst your kitchen staff. that game always seemed counterproductive to me. you pinned me for someone i wasn't. i did the same to you. somehow along the way, between all your lewd remarks, we became friends. i believe it began over our affinity for the Buffalo Bills. You said you liked them because they were the underdogs and you hated the Miami Dolphins. I told you they were my hometown team and you said "no **** get the **** outa here. You're from Buffalo?" the way you said it lead me to assume you were from New York. You told me you were from upstate and missed it. I told you how much time my family spent up there in the summers, doing outdoorsy things. burning fires, drinking beer underage, walking barefoot through the forrest. we bonded. we learned a lot more about each other. you were divorced and knew that you could never love another woman as much as you loved your ex. she gave you two beautiful kids. she also took 3/4 of you paycheck and left you for broke. the rest you drank away with me when our shifts were over. you told me about your drug habits, and i told you about mine. i told you about my childhood and you said you were sorry. i helped you drive your kids to school when your ex wife was too busy. we got drunk and shot so much **** there was a chip on your shoulder. there was a chip on mine too. i got to see you cry when i accused you of using again. i think you knew what i said was true. i came down on you hard because i had just lost two jobs, a girlfriend i thought would have my children, and someone that lived in your apartment complex crashed into my brand new car while i was waiting on you. we were on the way to get your kids from school. you knew i meant well but i could see the guilt in your eyes. i helped you with your kids a handful of times after that. we would get breakfast after and talk about work and women. after work we'd get ****** and eat at some small Mexican stand in 90 degree weather. i fell asleep at the wheel and totaled my car some time later. shortly after i left for tour and then you died. some secrets you take to the grave. thank you.
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Anxiety is funny, if I’m going to be honest. Because you work so hard to not focus on whatever causes your anxiety that in the end, you’re really doing yourself a disservice. You end up focusing more on the anxiety- or it’s cause- that it’s counterproductive. And none of the tips you find online really help so you try to find your own methods, but let’s be honest. The only way it’s stops is if you have someone say “it’s okay”. And then you feel like you’re just annoying the person by having the same worries over and over and over again. So you, again, start trying to find your own methods. And again, you realize that it’s the outsider comfort that really helps. And then you start to feel helpless because you feel you’re becoming too dependent on the person, and you have no idea how long your anxiety is going to go on for. And then, five minutes later, you calm down and think “what a silly thing to be worried about”. And that’s when you know you have a problem- because if it was something that warranted worry, it would start the cycle again.
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May 1, 2017
May 1, 2017 at 2:21 PM UTC
thoughts (II)
Give me a Sign any sign will do just give me a sign and I'll do the rest; It doesn't matter if it's true or it's false, it only matters if it makes One give pause; and reflect upon that which One still haves and what can be done if only One knew; what One already has learned what One already has forgotten; whence One is from what One already has done that One is some Body's Sun; where One already has gone, what One already has foregone, what One already has to do what One already has within; there is no limit but limits of Mind, they are the boundaries which inexorably confine and restrict us to "us" instead of "it all", Mind is your gift and curse; please don't make it your downfall. Mind is a Tool. Mind Is a Tool. A Tool, which sometimes works itself in counterproductive ways; it is only shameful when you allow it to stray; the only true Sin. You are not your Mind; You are not your Body You are an Illusion of Mind, the Pilot of Body. Give them a Sign any sign will do just give them a sign and they'll do the rest; There are no limits except our limits of Mind, they are the boundaries which inexorably confine and restrict us to "us" instead of "it all", Mind is our gift and curse; please, let's not make it our downfall. Mind is our tool. We are not our Minds; We are not our Bodies We are Illusions of Mind, the Pilots of Bodies. In that way, true Illuminati So, Give us a Sign any sign will do just give us a sign and we'll do the rest; It doesn't matter if it's true or it's false, it only matters if it makes us give pause. It doesn't matter what Sign it is it only matters if We make it relevant. We make it relevant. Make it relevant. Mind is a Tool; Make it relevant to you. (Then, perhaps, you will be relevant to it.)
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Apr 30, 2013
Apr 30, 2013 at 7:44 PM UTC
Oracle
Give me a Sign any sign will do just give me a sign and I'll do the rest; It doesn't matter if it's true or it's false, it only matters if it makes One give pause; and reflect upon that which One still haves and what can be done if only One knew; what One already has learned what One already has forgotten; whence One is from what One already has done that One is some Body's Sun; where One already has gone, what One already has foregone, what One already has to do what One already has within; there is no limit but limits of Mind, they are the boundaries which inexorably confine and restrict us to "us" instead of "it all", Mind is your gift and curse; please don't make it your downfall. Mind is a Tool. Mind Is a Tool. A Tool, which sometimes works itself in counterproductive ways; it is only shameful when you allow it to stray; the only true Sin. You are not your Mind; You are not your Body You are an Illusion of Mind, the Pilot of Body. Give them a Sign any sign will do just give them a sign and they'll do the rest; There are no limits except our limits of Mind, they are the boundaries which inexorably confine and restrict us to "us" instead of "it all", Mind is our gift and curse; please, let's not make it our downfall. Mind is our tool. We are not our Minds; We are not our Bodies We are Illusions of Mind, the Pilots of Bodies. In that way, true Illuminati So, Give us a Sign any sign will do just give us a sign and we'll do the rest; It doesn't matter if it's true or it's false, it only matters if it makes us give pause. It doesn't matter what Sign it is it only matters if We make it relevant. We make it relevant. Make it relevant. Mind is a Tool; Make it relevant to you. (Then, perhaps, you will be relevant to it.)
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the art of war has been written in our skin since the first day we tasted air. our bodies knew what to do without instruction, the manual was ingrained in our systems before history was even a term. we knew what struggling was and the viciousness we'd follow to feel satisfied within this paper-hungry, corrupt involving, power revolving circle of soil and H2O. green paper values beyond human experience, holding its own wealth above the truths and acts of kindness. we are lost now. our journey to create solutions and deflate violence, pollution, and terrorism is counterproductive when we are only trying to gain access to fossil fuels, advanced technology and easy living. the art of war is unavoidable with its nuclear power reaching new heights and alarming increases in neighboring countries with alternative motives. people are not perfect, but yet it is hard to use intelligence towards innovated, structured education and trying to revitalize our dying environment or restoring it to the way our ancestors knew it. we are too curious now. the devices we use daily are hand held miniature and superficial to honest thoughts even if you may have the universe at your fingertips. the art of war is within ourselves, with the growing population of overweight eight year olds - instead of gaining knowledge about life by learning how to use the imagination, creative engineers are mass producing game consoles and virtual worlds for the young to push past the reality. we want to be lost now. society takes tragedies and sensationalizes so there is just another portal to dig up the fresh and uncover something bigger than ourselves. the art of war has been finalized with 456,495 troops estimated stationed overseas, leaving at home their families. our state of mind is grasping, like the hardworking fathers in search for american made products, yet can only find poor industry made objects for $5.00 on the shelf of the local monopolized superstore. the art of war was born in us with airtight top secret plans to defeat another continent, but we all swallow the voice to bring back compassion for starving children and focusing on the here and now. the art of war is all around us, the art we will never escape.
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Jul 8, 2011
Jul 8, 2011 at 4:07 PM UTC
the art of war
the art of war has been written in our skin since the first day we tasted air. our bodies knew what to do without instruction, the manual was ingrained in our systems before history was even a term. we knew what struggling was and the viciousness we'd follow to feel satisfied within this paper-hungry, corrupt involving, power revolving circle of soil and H2O. green paper values beyond human experience, holding its own wealth above the truths and acts of kindness. we are lost now. our journey to create solutions and deflate violence, pollution, and terrorism is counterproductive when we are only trying to gain access to fossil fuels, advanced technology and easy living. the art of war is unavoidable with its nuclear power reaching new heights and alarming increases in neighboring countries with alternative motives. people are not perfect, but yet it is hard to use intelligence towards innovated, structured education and trying to revitalize our dying environment or restoring it to the way our ancestors knew it. we are too curious now. the devices we use daily are hand held miniature and superficial to honest thoughts even if you may have the universe at your fingertips. the art of war is within ourselves, with the growing population of overweight eight year olds - instead of gaining knowledge about life by learning how to use the imagination, creative engineers are mass producing game consoles and virtual worlds for the young to push past the reality. we want to be lost now. society takes tragedies and sensationalizes so there is just another portal to dig up the fresh and uncover something bigger than ourselves. the art of war has been finalized with 456,495 troops estimated stationed overseas, leaving at home their families. our state of mind is grasping, like the hardworking fathers in search for american made products, yet can only find poor industry made objects for $5.00 on the shelf of the local monopolized superstore. the art of war was born in us with airtight top secret plans to defeat another continent, but we all swallow the voice to bring back compassion for starving children and focusing on the here and now. the art of war is all around us, the art we will never escape.
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Ambition drove me to hell Where I stood in the torrential downpour Waiting for a hero of some sort Maybe it would be him Maybe it would be the sight of his license plate Or the whiff of his cologne Hopefully two abrupt hands covering my eyes But no, I was alone in the rain My laptop in my bag Only to get wet, along with my copy of "The Sun Also Rises" I had nowhere to go No one to see Or no one who wanted to see me My family was away My friends had all dispersed into cars full of life and spirit And then I saw a friend no less than a friend ...someone I know? I was stupid enough to go with her to a house rampant with drugs Powder perfectly lined up Broken up **** Old prescription bottles ******* and marijuana and oxy and everything that feels like heaven but tastes like hell FALSE tastes like heaven but leads you to hell **** my stupidity So depressed that I couldn't make a simple decision a decision so simple, all I had to say was "no" Because stupidity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result, right? Same result Stupid because my actions are counterproductive to everything I work for Endless hours of typing and reading and underlining words that were already highlighted Stupid because I was selfish selfish enough to only want to get high and not think about the people around me So stupid it's laughable FALSE it's painful and terrible and everything I dont want YOU to feel And I consumed the substance   that altered my mind into a kaleidoscopic whirlwind Of blackness and white dots one minute I was there... the next I was home and then a coffee shop and then my house My eyes were as glazed as a krispy kreme donut excuse that deliciously disgusting simile POuNDs of led were on my eyelids and nothing mattered until it did until my HIgh became a lOW until my mother walked into the room - - unexpected - - danger until my mother said "you're gone" until my mother cried because her brother was addicted to coke and her dad would shoot up on painkillers until I was a reminder   it matters I think it matters I am the downpour they say "When it rains, it pours" and **** it's been raining  a lot everyday theres another thunderstorm literally and figuratively just imagine REALITY who can riddle the thought of reality not me not me at all...
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Oct 8, 2013
Oct 8, 2013 at 9:08 PM UTC
rain
Ambition drove me to hell Where I stood in the torrential downpour Waiting for a hero of some sort Maybe it would be him Maybe it would be the sight of his license plate Or the whiff of his cologne Hopefully two abrupt hands covering my eyes But no, I was alone in the rain My laptop in my bag Only to get wet, along with my copy of "The Sun Also Rises" I had nowhere to go No one to see Or no one who wanted to see me My family was away My friends had all dispersed into cars full of life and spirit And then I saw a friend no less than a friend ...someone I know? I was stupid enough to go with her to a house rampant with drugs Powder perfectly lined up Broken up **** Old prescription bottles ******* and marijuana and oxy and everything that feels like heaven but tastes like hell FALSE tastes like heaven but leads you to hell **** my stupidity So depressed that I couldn't make a simple decision a decision so simple, all I had to say was "no" Because stupidity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting a different result, right? Same result Stupid because my actions are counterproductive to everything I work for Endless hours of typing and reading and underlining words that were already highlighted Stupid because I was selfish selfish enough to only want to get high and not think about the people around me So stupid it's laughable FALSE it's painful and terrible and everything I dont want YOU to feel And I consumed the substance   that altered my mind into a kaleidoscopic whirlwind Of blackness and white dots one minute I was there... the next I was home and then a coffee shop and then my house My eyes were as glazed as a krispy kreme donut excuse that deliciously disgusting simile POuNDs of led were on my eyelids and nothing mattered until it did until my HIgh became a lOW until my mother walked into the room - - unexpected - - danger until my mother said "you're gone" until my mother cried because her brother was addicted to coke and her dad would shoot up on painkillers until I was a reminder   it matters I think it matters I am the downpour they say "When it rains, it pours" and **** it's been raining  a lot everyday theres another thunderstorm literally and figuratively just imagine REALITY who can riddle the thought of reality not me not me at all...
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From experience, I've realised that a poem never changed anything.
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Dec 1, 2014
Dec 1, 2014 at 7:30 AM UTC
counterproductive
Self-Loathing is counterproductive even if you are right; perhaps then especially so. Seek always to improve thyself. When you catch a glimpse of your Shadow, do not run and hide behind a facade of more Shadow, take the ******* initiative and integrate your Shadow. You can never escape it; you'd best learn to live with it. To ignore it is to amplify it, to feed it is to be consumed. To embrace it is to to be augmented. The choice is yours.
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May 7, 2013
May 7, 2013 at 11:59 PM UTC
Self-Loathing is Counterproductive
Compton, New York West side, East side Nope. Just a white girl from Mississippi, Nah, it's not a joke. My true self, my true words, my true pain. The world shouldn't have to cope. The world shouldn't have to think it's alone. Cause I'm with you, Oh, I'm with you. All that hate that you own. I used to feel some too, but the kind that you evoke? All that racism that makes you choke. I'm with you, but you don't have to cope. Before you let counterproductive words slip from your mouth, take a minute to think of me. Don't let our fight go South. I will make a pact from my soul to yours, I will not let them make racism into another "war".
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Aug 28, 2014
Aug 28, 2014 at 10:10 PM UTC
Dearest Big White People,
A myth of spirits Of flesh and belief A world of great pain And those who beg for relief The naked the starving Began to praise the sun They feared it and loved it They proclaimed it to be the one This formula was genetic Imprinted on the brain of every man A timeless devotion A naïve emotion as old as sand Disputes, disagreements Blind pledged allegiance and war The body counts rise As the worshipers die and what for? So self-righteous believers Can say they did right Counterproductive destruction And senseless fights So let’s stop this nonsense now At once And believe in ourselves And just be thankful for the sun Do not depend you need not defend Its exuberant light is fastened so tight in eternity and shall not come undone It will not do for you It can only provide you light It allows you to look clearly And decipher wrong from right Although it’s subjective And moral objectives are rarely the same Let us rejoice and throw up our voice For ourselves without remorse or shame
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Mar 6, 2014
Mar 6, 2014 at 12:22 AM UTC
Self-Reliant Rays of Sun
lullabies are counterproductive do not bother to sing for i will wake up, and stay up- to hear you finish the entire thing
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Jun 1, 2019
Jun 1, 2019 at 12:27 AM UTC
encore
we are on strike today... in a passive sort of way we got to classes but don't teach the students come to classes but don't learn.... some lectures have become filmhalls here in theatre....we are offering donuts and a big bang marathon.... all to show a goverment that placing a new pricing scheme on higher education is counterproductive.... but they are not interested in our voice....we are but cogs ...... they the machine.
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May 20, 2014
May 20, 2014 at 11:16 PM UTC
on strike
Silence. How peaceful How innocent Unsullied Like velvet Like a kiss. ******** Silence made pregnant By the words biting at my lips Bursting to escape my mouth Barely contained by my clenched teeth. Silence, while my mind screams Deafening Drowning out all other thought. I am locked in a burning room. No escape. Were it physical, this fire would Envelop me Consume me Destroy me. Leaving only dust. But instead it just keeps burning Boiling away coherent thought Leaving me raw But whole. On the outside. Unscathed to the eyes of others. Like a fist, Strong. Aggressive. Defiant. But filled with broken glass Bleeding even as in desperation It squeezes ever tighter. What if I were to let go, The shattered shards dropping From my hand? Like the flicking of a switch The fire goes out. Ice taking its place Or perhaps not even that. What if nothing took its place? Emptiness. Blackness. A vacuum. An absence of feeling. How would that be any better? Such a counterproductive act of self-defence. Unless it were out of my control? Suppose I just wake up one day A shadow A shell? A black hole contained within a person. My capacity to feel Nullified. Emotions broken from overuse? No. I’d rather burn. I’d rather bleed. Than become numb: Silence on the outside Matched by silence on the inside. 7/1/12 © Bonnie C. Aspinwall 2012
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Jun 3, 2013
Jun 3, 2013 at 9:49 AM UTC
Silence
Oops, I edit As I go, I take a step Then erase it. It’s counterproductive, Don’t I know, But I see the flaw Then I chase it. It won’t go away ‘Til the mirror is shattered, Whether or not It actually matters. So I’ll cut and I’ll add I’ll rewrite, double back Only hoping that you’ll Love what’s left In the end.
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Mar 12, 2024
Mar 12, 2024 at 11:26 AM UTC
edit as you go
Push yourself too hard And it becomes counterproductive. From motivation To deterioration. From passion To pain. Maybe I'm planning my own downfall. If this is it, Just let me go already.
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Jan 29, 2014
Jan 29, 2014 at 1:22 PM UTC
Pushed
*there’s a motto, treat a cat like a cat, when a cat ***** in your bed smack him over the head for him to learn and... gentlemen never drink in the morning.* the last motto can be changed to: gentlemen never drink in the morning unless they take the remnants of the whiskey with coffee... now you’re talking irish gentlemen, or perhaps northern irish, because that’s where the english ***** bank was established... that great big sandpit known as lough neagh (that's ulster... or ulcer?). blake was wrong... there are more ***** tadpoles in every *********** over the years than there are grains of sand on the seasides and stars in the universe... it would be counterproductive otherwise. i’m not going to be one of those repentant drunks who suddenly find poetry or prose lacerating myself on ‘oh poo poo poo’ memories and how one can become a respectable citizen via newspaper publishing, **** that, **** you, eminem gave me all the clues; swearing? taking oaths? it's called punctuation in połlish. come on celt... let's tango!
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Oct 27, 2015
Oct 27, 2015 at 7:05 AM UTC
a gentleman's trick
A slip of the foot morphed into an excruciating plummet into a void. Before YOU know it, everyone else does and you're bandaged up and tucked in bed You've snowballed. It was out of your hands. The word "Inpatient" echoes in your head and you can't help but wonder: "What did my parents say?" There you are, still disoriented. You're prospected expectations have naturally become an escalated reality. Now you're flooded with more Diag-Nonsese and counterproductive There-Rape-me spouts and handouts. I didn't go down the road this time, so how did I get here? Oh yes, the ultimate phrase indeed "It's going to get better, you just have to be patient."
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Mar 15, 2018
Mar 15, 2018 at 3:49 AM UTC
Patient
I strike a match Light the fire Not- to watch the world burn Rather- to finally feel some warmth. I play in the ashes Footprints left behind Not- to get somewhere important Rather- to leave something I'll be remembered by I say my prayers Before I sleep Not- to get any sort of help Rather- to  make the world a better place
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May 6, 2013
May 6, 2013 at 9:16 PM UTC
Counterproductive
Disdain is developing for these boxes Where interaction is eased but distanced and disconnected Losing context and adding overthought The to and fro becomes unhealthy in its uneven pacing, where our own little bubbles manifest in useless and counterproductive day dreams This text technology isn't without its merits, if we need someone we can get hold of them quickly, if we need information we are well supplied But for some, or.. to be frank, for me,  the information overload is deconstructing my confidence and pressurising my sense of self A battle I fight against with fresh air, exercise and my continued relationship with pleasure As well as the projects and positions that I pursue, the passions and paychecks, an effort about to hit full force now I'm graduating into the hostile capitalist way of things I worry what this overdose of gratification does to me, but those that aren't self conscious of themselves under the techno-pressure worry me more Because they are caught, fulfilled by a mundane medium that the screens provide, some adding the taste of green to exacerbate their passivity While their lives aren't my problem, I feel for idiots, and count myself among them to whatever extent Again I am reminded though, as my words spread naturally and find intellectual soil to dig down towards As confident as I am of my optimism and the direction it describes I am so very ******* fallable, and these screens and trying to connect with people through them is a process that doesn't quite seem right That's not to say I won't be surrounded by the deceptive ******* tomorrow, in that mundane medium of 'social' existence But it'll be the boxes of text that bug my sense of tangibility and the efforts to shake off the cabin fever that will be most rewarding These moans culminate in that simple little appreciation of those old norms That no matter how incredibly interconnected our technology allows us to be Those piles of text are a poor ******* substitute for the eye contact and the smile So make sure you go out and find some
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Jun 14, 2014
Jun 14, 2014 at 7:30 PM UTC
The Text Deception
Disdain is developing for these boxes Where interaction is eased but distanced and disconnected Losing context and adding overthought The to and fro becomes unhealthy in its uneven pacing, where our own little bubbles manifest in useless and counterproductive day dreams This text technology isn't without its merits, if we need someone we can get hold of them quickly, if we need information we are well supplied But for some, or.. to be frank, for me,  the information overload is deconstructing my confidence and pressurising my sense of self A battle I fight against with fresh air, exercise and my continued relationship with pleasure As well as the projects and positions that I pursue, the passions and paychecks, an effort about to hit full force now I'm graduating into the hostile capitalist way of things I worry what this overdose of gratification does to me, but those that aren't self conscious of themselves under the techno-pressure worry me more Because they are caught, fulfilled by a mundane medium that the screens provide, some adding the taste of green to exacerbate their passivity While their lives aren't my problem, I feel for idiots, and count myself among them to whatever extent Again I am reminded though, as my words spread naturally and find intellectual soil to dig down towards As confident as I am of my optimism and the direction it describes I am so very ******* fallable, and these screens and trying to connect with people through them is a process that doesn't quite seem right That's not to say I won't be surrounded by the deceptive ******* tomorrow, in that mundane medium of 'social' existence But it'll be the boxes of text that bug my sense of tangibility and the efforts to shake off the cabin fever that will be most rewarding These moans culminate in that simple little appreciation of those old norms That no matter how incredibly interconnected our technology allows us to be Those piles of text are a poor ******* substitute for the eye contact and the smile So make sure you go out and find some
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It's far easier to hate than forgive, can't give myself a break when the case study's retrospective I hate that it's easier to die than to live, pull up just shy and see it all fall in and out of perspective To be here, right here, year after year is the objective but the inner chatter from my dark passenger is persuasive Life escapes through each back stab wound like a fleshy sieve, how much can one individual give Just meaningless crumbs aren't attractive, I'm a no good, very bad human representative So primitive, the smooth brain collective not selective enough to be proactive instead of reactive The crazies run the nut house and the clubs exclusive, drunk off two fifths, the front doors elusive I'm no detective, I just hope my karma is something I can outlive Dark thoughts are combative, my own mind is abusive, held captive with no clear motive The rush from anger becomes addictive even when self destructive The me I want to be has lost all adhesive and every step towards a concept that moves forward feels counterproductive From my perspective I should embrace the paradox, go back in time and hand my mom a contraceptive I'd rather not exist than to be a relative to this bloodline that feels radioactive But what's the alternative, trading one mess for another is gonna get repetitive And every time, the byproduct gets more carossive, the rust forms a husk that falls away exposing the explosive One that goes off erratically 'cause real change isn't a newspaper, or soothsayer, real help is expensive Hand me that sedative, this repetitive narrative is too intensive, Lucifer's obsessive and I, compulsive Destructive to a fault and so one sided I'm not even competitive A cognitive function nowhere near adaptive, straight to punishment, bypassing corrective Leaving me to always be on the defensive but that alone will fail to be effective At least for the collection of the negative that is a bigger percentage of the me that's reflective One of a fugitive on the run from my formative years, all the hardwired fears still active Each with a different authoritative directive and all for the worse, who the hell's even driving this locomotive? My words sound figurative, at least enough to label it an overactive imagination, so creative But it's imperative that this is looked at as informative, a documentary type narrative CAUSE I SWEAR IT IS ©2023
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May 9, 2023
May 9, 2023 at 6:38 PM UTC
~•§•~ Repetitive ~•§•~
It's far easier to hate than forgive, can't give myself a break when the case study's retrospective I hate that it's easier to die than to live, pull up just shy and see it all fall in and out of perspective To be here, right here, year after year is the objective but the inner chatter from my dark passenger is persuasive Life escapes through each back stab wound like a fleshy sieve, how much can one individual give Just meaningless crumbs aren't attractive, I'm a no good, very bad human representative So primitive, the smooth brain collective not selective enough to be proactive instead of reactive The crazies run the nut house and the clubs exclusive, drunk off two fifths, the front doors elusive I'm no detective, I just hope my karma is something I can outlive Dark thoughts are combative, my own mind is abusive, held captive with no clear motive The rush from anger becomes addictive even when self destructive The me I want to be has lost all adhesive and every step towards a concept that moves forward feels counterproductive From my perspective I should embrace the paradox, go back in time and hand my mom a contraceptive I'd rather not exist than to be a relative to this bloodline that feels radioactive But what's the alternative, trading one mess for another is gonna get repetitive And every time, the byproduct gets more carossive, the rust forms a husk that falls away exposing the explosive One that goes off erratically 'cause real change isn't a newspaper, or soothsayer, real help is expensive Hand me that sedative, this repetitive narrative is too intensive, Lucifer's obsessive and I, compulsive Destructive to a fault and so one sided I'm not even competitive A cognitive function nowhere near adaptive, straight to punishment, bypassing corrective Leaving me to always be on the defensive but that alone will fail to be effective At least for the collection of the negative that is a bigger percentage of the me that's reflective One of a fugitive on the run from my formative years, all the hardwired fears still active Each with a different authoritative directive and all for the worse, who the hell's even driving this locomotive? My words sound figurative, at least enough to label it an overactive imagination, so creative But it's imperative that this is looked at as informative, a documentary type narrative CAUSE I SWEAR IT IS ©2023
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5 pennies in a nickel… 10 pennies in a dime… 25 pennies in a quarter… 100 pennies in a dollar… Each penny plays a particular part in the grand scheme of economic "advancement" Money is exchanged. It comes… It goes… Some people see its worth, while others don’t. It makes people happy, But then again, It only brings sadness at the same time. It's counterproductive. Over the counter, at the minimum wage shopping center, Minimal glances are changed, For minimal durations… Each penny is a part of a whole… There’s a price to be paid… It moves into the hands of another.
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Feb 26, 2018
Feb 26, 2018 at 12:50 AM UTC
Pennies
By: Cedric McClester The law applies to all So when the mighty fall Just like the rest of us -  y’all They hear the clarion call When asked - Oh yes indeed! They do regret their greed So no matter their misdeed For leniency they plead And let’s keep it real Cuz they’re not made of steel They’d like to cut a deal Found guilty they’ll appeal And baby I’m not lyin’ By accident or design Without them even tryin’ They’re lookin’ at big time When they’re cut down to size It makes you realize They fall quicker than they rise Right before our eyes Past actions sealed their fate But it’s no cause to celebrate Cuz they got crushed under the weight And they learned that lesson late So you ask for the deductive? It should serve to be instructive Not at all counterproductive How greed can be seductive Although they celluloid it By all means just avoid it There’s no need to Sigmund Freud it Just because they once enjoyed it Cedric McClester, Copyright © 2015.  All rights reserved.
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Dec 1, 2015
Dec 1, 2015 at 4:44 AM UTC
WHEN THE MIGHTY FALL