I thought I was in a secured place where my heart's locked up. I thought I had everything cause I have something to hold. I stopped looking & dreaming. But just when I'm not trying to force the world, something came up. Everything seems random. I never asked the universe for I just needed to be alive. In my steps, I was unknowingly making an exchanged to the world. In a gaze of strange, my life was set to the great unknown and my fate was in marks.

You came...like a fine line of shooting star or like the Orion's belt constellation that's been looking for me in the night sky. You made sure that I'm fine, safe & sound. You asked what makes me happy in this world because you read the sadness behind my past- a face of fear, of anxiety & pain. You lifted me in my doubtful moments. You understood me at my lowest. You believed at me when I'm not at my best. You made sure I deserve to be loved where anybody else aren't capable of handling the unpredictable, unstable & crazy me.

Then you dream the world with me even if we lived in a life that was unfair & cruel for the both of us. Seems like you were the sky and I was the ocean that never meets & separated by these man-made spaces.

But no matter how much we were getting, we believed to the make-through. Where freedom is in your edge & I will be right there waiting in a beautiful sunset sky.

Now, we watch away our journey to the sea of cries. You held my hand & together we laugh for what we become. I look now in your eyes with a sense of security & contentment. You here with me fighting for years just to be at this very circumstance, to arrive at this very moment of time.
The universe conspired our story years ago. Finally we will be making our dimension. Where our world together built in love and tested through the signs of time.

The sharpest knife
Was a hunter of life
Never thought my grave need
Would turn to be a bleed

That weapon cut deep
But don't let the unsaid ones keep
Cause it was painful
When I thought our love was beautiful

And you left like a shadow
In a perfect mess with just a single blow
How hard was it to say at the beginning?
When the truth was you didn't really love me in the ending.

You see? You love her.
When her heart was build with stones while you were a demon slowly becoming an angel.
But her walls were too high.
You loose hope and an angel reached out on you telling "Would you runaway from sadness?"
Then you walked away from the stone walls and renewed.
Her, had seen everything.
She was on the top of her castle, waiting for you to profess.
But you were already happy.
And she kept building her walls higher and higher.
Regrets have resented her.
Cause you see? He love you.

We are heading to take the world before us. We fly with the clouds beneath us and you sleep in my shoulder even if you get the best spot to see the clouds. We step on the foreign road for the first time in our lives. Running like captives freed from daunty years of imprisonment. We take each restaurants feeling fancy in eating. We spot places, re-enacting famous scenes in TV series, movies and dramas. We dance with the people on the street, overflowing the happiness as if its our last. We look on the remarkable sight with our breathe highly satisfied and just wish nothing ever more. We are living the culture of different places even if we look ridiculous on our actions. The laugh and the liveliness hailed the evening.
As we called it a night, we reflect with the peace of the city; sitting and facing the overlooking view of a strange but beautiful place. We looked each other and believing our mind's thinking the same way. I hope you are happy being with me. Because being with you is far beyond I ever prayed for. Our time before we met was dull and miserable. Now that we have found each other, I just wish you would look on this happiness and may relive you forever. I'm happy taking chances of the world with you. Goodbye to the sad tales.

You were my twilight sky. I would sit at the edge and stare just right at your beautiful colors please to give me life.
But darkness creeps, fading the colors. It's the time to let go of the past and embrace the new. The night has come and so my fear. I faced my bravery in restoration of the colors. Instead, I saw stars twinkle on the dark sky. They were lovely to gaze.
That's to say about your coming. You came into my life with that darkness on you. I have questioned everything about you. But when you let your guards down, I realize you were beautiful. Because of your brokeness, that even makes you interesting. You shine with the stars that I look upon. I love the absence of colors for the darkness with its star's shine is making it more dreamy. And the night sky is you, my new life.

We are complete strangers.
Both broken from sad realities.
Dressed in character just for bravery's sake.
Complementing the different views.
He's in the pit of hopelessness.
I, finding the light of the dark abyss.
He accepted fate.
I, believing change will come.
He's dead inside and
I, wanna save him.

I don't know why I keep memorizing those dates when I was at my highest or lowest by the days I spent with you. After all, those memories are remainders.
I will just wait for the day till I can not recall those dates. For I believe it's starting to fade away.

I am in love. He is in love.
I am friends with him. He is friends with me.
We laughed to our favorite things.
I looked at him. He looked at her.
I walked with him. He talked about her.
I silence. He cheered me up.
I gained hope. He told me stop.
I confessed. But all he can say was sorry.
I cried. He don't give a ****.

We knew each other like our souls were intertwined. Like we were born from the old age of romantics. Like past lovers continuing their love story at this age.
  All of our deep talks connected with our beliefs. Every lines we took, sparks cast beneath our silhouettes when we embrace twilight. And when our eyes met, it feels like the stars has got to it's places- the sense of belongness.
    The universe made a deal and wanted us to be together. Because, we were above meant to each other.
   But when everything was beautiful, you backfired. Telling me you can't go on. Telling me that we were meant to each other but not being together. You don't visualized the things happening around. You don't have our world. Because for you, it was all just talk of the things. Our love, it was unrequitted after all.